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Guyysss life is so hard being a mid or chopped girl like tffff 😭😭

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They sell you this version of manhood that's all edges. All grit, all swagger, all distance. You're supposed to want one thing, and it's supposed to be hard and fast and loud. Your hands are for gripping, for building, for pushing away. Your body is a tool, a weapon, a machine.
But mine isn't.
Mine is a radiator. And all it wants is to be close. To be a source of warmth for someone else, and to have that warmth returned. Not as a prelude to something else, not as a transaction, but as the whole point.

I want to cuddle help your guy girls.

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It feels like my desire is a secret I'm supposed to be ashamed of. I'm a young guy, and the blueprint they hand you is so specific: chase the narrow, the lean, the hard-edged ideal plastered on every screen. But my eyes… they just don't work that way.

I see a girl with a soft smile and curves that look like comfort, and something in my chest just… clicks. It’s not a choice. It’s a magnetic pull. I want the warmth of a real body, one that feels lived-in and generous. I want to hold something substantial, to find my hands perfectly framed by the softness of her waist. I want the way a chubby girl laughs with her whole being, a vibration you can feel. There’s a confidence there, a quiet power in occupying space in a world that tells you to disappear, that I find utterly intoxicating.

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The loneliness hits hardest here, because it feels so niche. It’s not just "I want a girlfriend." It’s "I want a partner-in-crime for the quiet rebellions." You scroll through profiles that talk about hiking and ambition, and all you’re screaming inside is, “But do you just want to sink into the couch and vibe? Do you understand how sacred that is?”

You feel like you’re waiting for a signal in the fog—for someone who speaks the same slow, smoky language. It’s lonely because the thing that’s supposed to connect you (the weed) also feels like it boxes you in. You’re not a stoner stereotype; you’re just a person who found a little peace in the ritual and desperately wants to share that peace with someone who sees it the same way.

So the vent is the ache for that specific gravity. For a girl who will match MA energy, not drain it. Who will be your friend first, your smoking buddy second, and maybe—hopefully—something infinitely more

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Don't play confused now. You knew exactly what the f you were doing. Every time you cross my boundaries and watch me question my own reality, you pushed, pulled, lied and manipulated situations just enough to keep control, then stood there acting shocked. When I finally snapped, you watch me explain myself over and over, knowing damn well you understood. You just didn't care because accountability never benefited you. Every time I reacted, you flipped the script, made me feel crazy, and convinced me my pain was the problem instead of your behavior. That wasn't confusion. That was control. And you enjoyed watching me doubt myself while you say comfortable and untouched. I stayed longer than I should have because I believed honesty would eventually matter more than your need to keep power. But I see it clearly now. People don't misunderstand boundaries this consistently unless they're choosing disrespect on purpose. So don't play confused anymore. You lost access the moment I stopped explaining myself and started trusting what the f I felt.

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Hey, I’m 21F. I study at AAU, and my boyfriend studies at Jimma University, so we’re in a long-distance relationship. The thing is, he got sick and hasn’t been available most of the time. He has been diagnosed for days now, and his family is really worried. The illness won’t kill him, but it doesn’t let him live his life normally either. I’m constantly worrying about him, and it’s draining me and affecting my mental health. So… should I leave him?

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Hi I'm 19 f
Guys I'm still in high-school and will still be until I'm 21 due to the war case but I'm trying to ignore that. By that I mean the fact I'm quite behind ppl my age and all of my peers seem to have their shit together while I'm here trying to get better marks i used to be an overachiever but now I feel like I'm super dumb and stupid tho my results are okay it shouldn't have to be like this it should have been better i should have been better in general but i feel like I'm stuck in a loop and life is rubbing it in my face. Cmon now I was supposed to retire my parents early and support my siblings but I'm still struggling and don't even know what the heck i want like what path should I choose? Natural or social? I'm gd in both but idk what to choose and what do i even want to be and why am I so difficult. And I guess it's the lack of peers around me but I feel super lonely so often anyways thanks for taking the time to read my vent

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Selam sewoch M 18 negn mn meselachu kegize wede gize fite betam eyetebalesh metual kodaye betam eyetokere nw beteley ayne akebabi kenferem tekrual ykoraretal ytekrual mnamn mn sus yelebgnm dro endezih alneberem kegize wede gize endi eyehone metual eski endet mastekakel echlalew seriously melsulgn ebakachu

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I'm 19f and I don't have a fucking clue about relationships just don't say "tdershibtalsh" becha I don't know how to start a conversation or hold it I'm kinda flirty but if only u get to know me becha I can't even get past, hey how was ur day talk so how can I step it up what should I do and if I engage a lot in the Convo I feel like chasing them and he'll lose interest how do y'all feel about that

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For five years, I loved her deeply. I wanted emotional closeness. I wanted to feel chosen. I wanted her voice when I was breaking. I wanted reassurance, warmth, and support. I wanted to feel like her man, not just someone she texts when it’s convenient.
But I also wanted physical closeness. Not something disrespectful. Not something casual. I wanted natural intimacy between two people who love each other. I wanted to feel desired by my own girlfriend.
Instead, she put strong physical boundaries between us. No private moments. No seductive touch. No openness in that way. It felt like I was expected to love her like a boyfriend emotionally, but live like a brother physically.
I tried to understand it. Maybe she was protecting herself. Maybe she’s waiting for marriage. Maybe that’s her values. But after five years, it started to hurt. I felt unwanted. I felt like she didn’t fully trust me. I felt like I was loving fully while being kept at a distance.
When I was at my lowest, I called her just to hear her voice. I needed comfort. Sometimes I got short responses. “I’m busy.” “I’m at the wifi.” Calls ending quickly. I felt like I was interrupting her life instead of being part of it.
But when I was winning, when I had good news, she was excited. She talked for hours. She was hyped. She sounded proud. That contrast confused me deeply.
I wanted her to open up fully. To rely on me. To feel safe with me. I wanted to feel prioritized. But sometimes she was online, posting stories, active publicly, while my messages were untouched.
So now I’m asking:
Was I asking for too much?
Is it wrong to expect emotional support from your partner?
Is it wrong to want physical closeness after five years together?
If someone keeps strong physical boundaries, does that mean they don’t fully trust you?
If they show up when you’re winning but fade when you’re losing, what does that mean?
Was I loved deeply, or was I just there?
Did I love harder than I was loved?
I don’t hate her. I just want clarity.

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So am F20,and bka semonun bzu nikkah neberbge yeteterahut and mize nbrku bridal shower mnmn even kene be edme lemiyansut and they were like yanchis meche new yanchis gna eko new edmye right ahun chenket west gebahu benesu meknyat ene relationship norogm ayakm its quite normal since its haram yhnn eyaweku meche new yanchi meche new yanchi bismillah mels lemestetm yaschegeralu enezi sewoch gna ahun rasu albge enegaba mil ale hiwote west plus enesum liderge miyasbuachew sewoch alu gn bka physicallym metntallym gna yekergal becha esti..

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I was looking at this tiktok video and it says we fall for lust a lot of times because we crave for connection,closeness and love so we need to heal the part of us that crave this closeness, and we can only heal it through God because there is no one that can fill our heart like the one who created it. So we need to void.

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I need to vent f 22 and I'm in love with this guy I work with he is so handsome and manly and I don't know he is everything I want in a man he is the type of man I want to get back home to or to see everyday or grow old together generally he is that person indont know if he likes me tho we text eachother every single day ke calls me konjo or webit or he once wrote me a poem and added the word mafekrew and miweded typa thing he always comes when am working and find a way to hold my hands bicha I love him I think he is the first guy ever to make me think or feel like this ever I had a boyfriend once but I didn't feel like this with him at all slachu at all ...gin the problem is the guy am in love with is orthodox chrstian and am protestant so I don't think it will work for the long run and am looking for something that could possibly go somewhere and I don't want to be hurt future lelelew neger gin on the other hand am losing it I love him so much my heart beats when I see him or when I hold his hands so please help guys your girl is gona lose it

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Selam👋 endet nachu
Erdatachu yasfelegehal mn meselachu Seme lay ye fidel sehetet ale ministry ena matric wetet lay ena endet ena yet endemastekakel alwkem ena eskahun zm beye tekemechalehu ahun gn sasebew yefidel sehetet yehone time lay waga yaskefelal... ena fidel tesastobachu yastekakelachu,yet heje meteyek endalebgh ,mn yahel gize endemifej, ena leloch merejawochn  yemtawku sewoch kalachu please🥺 negerugh🙏

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ከልቤ አለት ላይ ብዙ የትዝታ አሻራዎች ተቀርፀው እስካሁን ያልተናዱበት ጊዜ 2014። ሀዋሳ የ12ኛ ክፍል ተማሪዎች ነበርን፤ ከቅርብ ርቀት የምንቀመጥ። ክፍሉ ውስጥ ካሉት እንስቶች ፆታዋ 
ቢያመሳስላትም ልዩ ነበረች። የተለየ ብሔር፣ የተለየ ሀይማኖት፣ የተለየ ቋንቋ፣ የተለየ ጠባይ። ረዥም ናት። እንደወንዝ ዳር ቄጠማ መለል ብሎ የወጣው ቁመቷ ሽቅብ "ጋልቡኝ ጋልቡኝ" ይላል። በዚያ ሉል በመሰለ ሰውነቷ ስትቀመጥ ጠረጴዛው ሼም ይጨመድደዋል አንዳንዴማ ሲሻፍድ በግልፅ ይታወቀኝ ነበር። ሲበዛ shy ነበረች፤ ቢሆንም ሻይ እንደማፍላት እንደማትከብደኝ ለመረዳት ጊዜ አልወሰደብኝም። I fall for her፤ ክፉኛ ተፈጠፈጥኩ። ከልብ ላይ አለቃ ለመሆን ካለኝ መሻት የተነሳ ታዋቂነቴንና አዋቂነቴን ተጠቅሜ በሀይል የክፍሉን የአለቅነቱን ስልጣን ጨበጥሁ። በሀላፊነቴ መሰረት  ከክፍሉ ውስጥ በግልፅ ፃታዊ ትንኮሳ እየመከትሁ በውስጥ ታዋቂነት ፍቅራዊ ትንኮሳ አደርስባት  ጀመር። "እንቁላል ቀስ በቀስ በእግሩ ይሄዳል" ይባል የለ፤ የኔውማ ጭራሽ ክንፍ አውጥቶ በረረ። ቅርርባችን ተጧጧፈ። ስለ ስሜቴ ሳላጫውታት አሊያም የፍቅር ጥያቄ ሳላቀርብላት ወደደችኝ(ወንድሞች የፍቅር ጥያቄ አታቅርቡ ስሜታችሁን ኑሩበት ከቃላት ይልቅ ተግባር ጮሆ ይናገራል ካልተረዳችህ ቀረህባት)። በእግዚያብሔር ቸርነት ቢሆንም ጠዋት መነሳቴን የበለጠ ትርጉም ያለው አረገችው። ዘወትር ስንገናኝ በነጋታው እንደማይገናኝ ሰው በደንብ ሰላም እንባባላለን እንቀቃቀፋለን በሳምንት ሶስት ቀን ግንባሯን እስማታለሁ። አይናፋር ፈገግታዋ የልብን ሽፋሽፍት ያርገበግባሉ። እንደ ኮሪያውያን ሰላምታ ጭንቅላት ለጭንቅላት ባንጋጭም ጭንቅላት ለጭንቅላት ገጥመን ባገኘነው አጋጣሚ ሁሉን የውስጣችንን ማውራት፣ በስሱ መተራረብ፣መቀላለድ፣ መሳሳቅ ሆነ ውሏችን። ያን ሁሉ ጊዜ ተወዝፈን ስናወጋ እንኳን ተማሪዎቹ የገዛ ቂጣችን ራሱ አይታዘበንም ነበር። መገናኘቱ፣ መደዋወሉ፣ መፃፃፉ ከቀን ወደቀን እንደተፋፋመ አመቱን አገባደድን።

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በ2015  የዩንቨርስቲ መግቢያ ፈተና ወስድን። ከዚህ ጊዜ ጀምሮ ነው አለም ፊቷን ቂጧንም ማዞር የጀመረችብን። እኔ በጥሩ ውጤት AAU ስቀላቀል በሚያሳዝን ሁኔታ ውጤት ሳይመጣላት ቀረ። ግቢ ገባሁ። የብሔርና የሀማኖት ልዩነቱ ላይ የቦታ ልዩነትም ታከለ። የፍቅር ቋንቋዋ Quality time እንደሆነ ባውቅም እንደበፊቱ ዘወትር በአካል ላገኛት ባልችልም ርቀቱ እንዳይሰማት ስልክ በደንብ ማውራት፣ የተለያየ ፅሁፎችን ማስነበብ(ዲያሪ እፅፋለሁ)፣ አልፎ አልፎ video እና audio ሰርቼ ብልክላትም እርቀቱን በምፈልገው መልኩ ሊያጠቡት አልቻሉም። ግቢ ከገባ ወዲህ በ2015 1 ቀን በ2016 3 ቀን 2017 4 ቀን በአካል ተገናኝተናል 2018 አላገኘኋትም(ከተማ ቀየረች)። ርቀት ትልቁን ሚና ተጫውቶ ቅርርባችን ከአመት አመት እየላላ መጥቷል። መፃፃፉን ከበፊቱ በጣም ወርዷል። ባለፉት አምስት ወራት 10 ጊዜ ብቻ ነው የተደዋወልነው። ብሬክ ሲሰጠኝ በፊት ጥሩ ጊዜ ያሳለፍንባቸውን  ቦታዎችን ማዘውተር ሆኗል ስራዬ። ምግብ በፊት በተመገብንበት ቦታ ላይ ለብቻዬ መመገብ፣ የተማርንበትን ባዶ ክፍል ፎቶ ማንሳት፣ በፊት ከተቀመጥንቸው ቦታዎች ተቀምጬ ፅሁፎችን ፅፌ እዚያው ትቼላት አሊያም ይዤያቸው መሄድ፣ ፎቶዎቻችንን ማየት፣ የተላላክናቸውን መልዕክቶችን መሸምደድ። ይህን ያህል በትዝታ መኖር ምን የሚሉት ነው? ዛሬንና ነገን ማየት ከብዶኛል ትላንትን ለመኖር እየዳከርሁ ነው። ፍሬሽ እንደነበረው ፍቅር እንደማይዘልቅ ጭንቅላቴ ጠንቅቆ ቢያውቅም ልቤ ግን በፍፁም በፍፁም የማወቅ ፍላጎት የለውም። ከባድ ከሚባሉት ድፓርትመንቶች መሀል አንዱን ብቀላቀልም በፊት የነበረኝ አቅሜ ተኗል። ለሁሉም ነገር ግድ የለሽ ሆኛለሁ። ከሀይማኖት አንፃርም ነገሩ እንደማይዘልቅ ለማወቅ ባይከብድም በጣም የለፋሁበት፣ ሁሉ ነገሬን የሰጠሁት፣ ብዙ የሆንኩለት ነገር ከእጄ ስንሸራተት እንዴ ልቻለው? በእምነቱ ረገድ ህዴቱን ባላውቅም መዳረሻችን በሆነ ተአምር አንድ የሚሆን ሲመስለኝ ኖረያለሁ ጭንቅላቴ ባያምንበትም። ለማይኖር ኖሬ ለሚኖር እየሞትኩ ነው። እውነቱን የሚያውቅ አዕምሮዬንና መቀበል የማይፈልገውን ልቤን እንደት ላስማማ? ሳትኮምቱ አትለፉ

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Hello,
I’m F in here late 20’s.
(I would appreciate if people in their 30’s give me an advice)
I leave abroad and I feel like I am running out of time. Been here 6 years.
I felt I need to get married and start a family soon. I love to have a family as well. and I started to talk to someone whom I’ve had connections with when I was here.
I saw him and he hasn’t changed, he is still the clueless dummy.
Is there any way that I can start looking somewhere?
Family and friends are off the table.
Thanks 🙏

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Hello everyone im 20 M AMU student

before anyone says anything nasty here if you can't give genuine advice you CAN SCROLL

Soo my problem is am so kind and when i say kind am kind asf like everyone ik is using like… i am the dump guy. And am too much familiar with everyone once uk meand at our street but the problem is they all use me as “Backup garbage" even my family are manipulated me and ik what they are doin and that make me weak every single day

So when I start about my
r/ship am unlucky with it am the lover guy who loves her and doesn’t show any attention at all
I have been twice at r/ship the first one she cheated on me with my childhood bsf it breaks my heart then i just chose my peace i ghost them i don’t say anything then after healing about 7 month a girl comes to my life she is basketball player and am too but I just play for fun while she was professional team player then i start to go to her matches every weekend then one say i saw her alone at court then i goes to her tell her i had a crush on her then she it’s kind from u then after knowing each other’s well we start dating mnamn gaza after dating for 2months i told her that i have a feeling for then she i lv u we can be couples….

After 6 month she changes asf she became dry on me she blocked for 7 days bcuz I don’t bring a flower for her birthday but the reality is I forget it at the shop while i was on rush to buy for her fav dress getan…she fights with
Me on small thing becha she changed completely…ohh and I forget one thing more i sell my phone for her to buy for her a new phone Bucz she been stoled but thanks to god after 1 week my mom bought me a new one

I tried my best for the sake of love for 3 month then that mf depression hits me
I lose my weight I start weed and vape then my lil sis dies
She was there for me at all
Becha it’s destroyed me as heal… I tried suicide 3 times but changed my mind for my mom bcuz I don’t want to break her heart…..everyone starts to say to me u have changed
And yes I changed as hell ik that becuz there was no one for me when am suffering when my face changed they notice that mtsm..

So when i make it generally why having good heart is not enough in this generation…. Why ppl with gd heart suffered and get messed understood

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Labdlachu nw bechenket mekenyat ye best friend crush Kene fkr yazew Enem endezaw 😭 ena ene kesu fkr endeyazeg bkrbu nw hula yetawekg endet endehon enkon alkem ….becha esun tewut ena ke 7 months befit kesu gar date wetaw ena besu meknyat btmm bully and disrespect setargeg nber ena bezi case meknyat ke lju gar letensh gize ignore tederaregen keza ke2 wer buhala awerag keza tetareken ena relationship jemern🤥 yehan eso betak obviously godegentachen yabekal lesu first love ng Kene gar bayehon enkon kesogar endemayehon Hulu yemiyakew nger nw ena esuanm yemr ewdatalw mn yeshalgal

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ብቻዬን ቁጭ ብዬ አልተክዝም ፣ አልነጫነጭም ፣ አላኮርፍም ፣ አላለቅስም። እንዲያውም እስቃለሁ ፣ እጫወታለሁ ፣ እደንሳለሁ ፣ ቀልድ አውርቼ አብረውኝ ያሉትን ሰዎች አስቃለሁ። እንደኔ ደስተኛ የሚመስል የለም። ግን ከስብራቱ በላይ ማስመሰሉ የበለጠ ያማል መሰለኝ።
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‎ ማንም አጠገቡ እንዳይደርስ በስንት አጥር ታጥሮ ብቻውን መሀል ላይ የተቀመጠውን ልቤን ፤ ያንን ሁሉ አጥር አፍርሶ አጠገቡ ደርሶ እንክትክት አድርጎ መስበር ምን ይሉታል?  ልክ እንዳየሁክ አየኸኝ ፣ ወደድኩሽ አልከኝ ፣ ተንከባከብከኝ ፣ አቀፍከኝ ፣ ሳምከኝ ፣ ሁሉ ነገሬን ተቆጣጠርከው። እንደማትተወኝ  ቃል ገባህልኝ። መጥፎ ባህሪዎቼን ሁሉ ነገርኩህ።ራቀኝ ሽሸኝ አልኩህ። አይሆንም አልክ። ልትተወኝ አልፈቀድክም። አንድም ቀን ተኮሳትረህ ፊት ነስተኸኝ አታውቅም። ስለመለያየት ካነሳሁብህ ብቻ ትናደድብኝ ነበር። ሁሌም ሰላም እንደማልሰጥህ ነገርኩህ (considering the ups and downs of a relationship) እኔ ሰላም እሰጥሻለሁ አልከኝ። ያላሰብኩትን ወደፊት አሳሰብከኝ። ሁሉንም በምእናቤ አሳየከኝ።
‎ በነዚያ በማይታመኑ ጣፋጭ የፍቅር ጊዜያት መሀል አንተ ርቀህ የምትሄድበት ቀን ደረሰ። የርቀት ፍቅር ይሆንልሃል ወይ ብዬ ብጠይቅህ ምንም ችግር እንደማይፈጥርብህ ነገርከኝ። ...ሄድክ። እኔም የምትመለስበትን ቀን በጉጉት መጠበቅ ጀመርኩ። የምትልካቸው የፍቅር መልዕክቶች ተስፋ ይሰጡኝ ነበር።
‎     ግን ምን ዋጋ አለው...? የሚደወለው ስልክ ቀነሰ። መልዕክቶቹም ጠፉ። ስራ በዛብኝ ፤ ጊዜ አጣሁ ማለት ተጀመረ። ፍቅር ጎደለ። አፈቅርሻለሁ ማለት ቀረ። "እወድሻለሁ እኮ ግን..." ማለት አበዛህ። "ግን" ያለበት መውደድ ምን ያደርጋል?  ይሁን ግዴለም ... ከምንኖርበት 24 ሰአታት ውስጥ ለኔ የምትሆን አንዲት ደቂቃ ብቻ ስጠኝ አልኩህ። አንተ ግን ያቺን ደቂቃ እንኳን መስጠት አቃተህ። አፍ አውጥተህ መናገር አቃተህ እንጂ ለኔ ያለህ ፍቅር ነፋስ እፍፍ እንዳለው ሻማ እልም ብሎ ከጠፋ ቆይቷል። ምክንያቱም ማንም ለሚወደው ሰው የሚሆን ጊዜ አያጣም። እንኳን በዚህ የ technology ዘመን ፣ ሰው ጦር ሜዳ ላይ ሆኖ ፍንዳታና ጨኸት ሳይበግረው ደብዳቤ ይፅፍ ነበር። ምክንያትህ ሁሉ "ምን እንደሆንኩ አላውቅም ፣ ጊዜ የለኝም ፣ ሌላ ቀን እናወራበታለን ..." ብቻ ምክንያት መደርደር አበዛክ።  እውነትም ጊዜ አጥቶ ፣ የኑሮ እና የትምህርቱ ክብደት ተጫጭኖት ይሆናል ብዬ እራሴን ለማሳመን ሞከርኩ። አፌን ዘግቼ ጊዜ ሰጠሁክ። ከስንት ጊዜ በኋላ ሳናግርህ ግን የእረፍት ጊዜህን እያሳለፍክ እንደሆነ ነገርከኝ። በእረፍት ጊዜህ መሀልም ግን አንድም ቀን እኔን ለማናገር ሞክረህ አታውቅም። አየህ? ለካስ እውነትም ጊዜ አጥተህ አልነበረም ፣ ፍቅር አጥተህ እንጂ። ይሄን ሁሉ ሳስብ ልቤ ኩርምት አለብኝ። "በዚህ የኑሮ ውድነት ይሄ ትርፍ ነገር ነው....ስንት ሚያሳስብ ነገር አለ....አትጨማለቂ!!" እያልኩ ራሴን ለመመለስ ሞከርኩ። ግን ደግሞ አንድ ጥያቄ ውስጤን ረበሸኝ። ለምን?   ግን ለምን?  እኔን እንደዚህ እንዲሰማኝ ማድረግህ ምን ጠቀመህ?  ምን አተረፍክ?  ላታዛልቀኝ ለምን ያን ሁሉ ተስፋ ሰጠኸኝ?  knowing the fact that i am suffering, የሚሰጥህ ደስታ አለ? በቃ አንድ ጥያቄ ብቻ ነው ያለኝ ላንተ . . . ለምን???
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