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20M and first time here im freshman student idk how to start but lately im experiencing strange feeling i googled and its  mood disorder idk yall heard abt it but its like u ll be very happy at a moment and feel down just in a few hours , its affecting my social life with people also i fear to be judged by others idk why but this thing is making me so frustrated abt any thing, mnm neger lemareg feeling atalew i just want to sleep all the day and its affecting my grades so freakn hard. I just wanna heal from this thing
Tbh now days i dont even know why im living, i hvnt told my mental illnes to any one its my first time, so how should i overcome this thing its getting worse every day, if there any psychiatrist or person could help me i ll be happy, Thanks yall

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21 M here

So there is something I wanna talk about (especially gym bros might relate). It is crazy how your obsession would end up draining you mentally. I know it shouldn't be a thing to complain about but have you ever suffered from an eating disorder?? I have been running to the gym since I was 15 and it is becoming more of an obsession than passion because being jacked really doesn't have any practical benefits in life.

It doesn't affect my health in any way but the amount of food I am eating is giving me a mental breakdown, especially when I am going on a bulk. The problem is the bigger you get and the more you progress in the gym you gotta eat more and there are times when I purposely eat even when my appetite is in the negatives. And the farts!!, oh the loud noisy farts!!😭😭

I am not complaining about anything but when you have passion you gotta be sure that it is moderate. As for me it has gotten to a point where all I live for is getting that insane chest pump or hitting a PR on squats or deadlifts. Before you say anything like "oh!!, but you gotta explore other sides of life outside of the gym ", I am not lacking in life in any way. I am pursuing a degree in med-school which I have always been dreaming of since I was a kid and I do have friends but I have gotten to a point where I measure success by how big I am getting.

I am really insecure about my body image and I instantly assume that I am not working hard enough when I see someone bigger than me. What I am trying to say is, be careful about your obsessions. Even the "healthiest" of habits can become unhealthy when taken to the extreme.

Anyways, take care of yourselves y'all✌️

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23F here
please endatasalfut, i hv been suffering from hemorrhoids(ኪንታሮት) internally and externally for 6 years. treat eyarekut koyehu eskahun but mnm change alayehum the pain is betam metfo( don't be pain in the ass) sibal semtachu ataqum. the pain, its so hardcore aynegerm. ena finally mn asebku behkmna laskortachew ena some one b4 yezih hmem operation argo miyaq kale please help me. i m in addis where i can find a nice hospital to get this operation done. plus after the operation complications yelewm? (like dgame ywetana wede cancer yqeyeral mil esemalew) thats why eskahun operation yalarekut but ahun i can't bear the pain😢 help your sis out please

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I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Maybe just to get it out of my head. I feel so alone. No friends, no one to talk to, just this constant weight of emptiness. It’s like I’m screaming into a void, and no one even notices.

I try to pretend I’m okay, but the truth is, I’m exhausted. The loneliness, the sadness—it never stops. And lately, I’ve been thinking… maybe it would be easier if I just disappeared. Not that anyone would care.

I don’t even know why I’m here. There’s no purpose, nothing to look forward to. Every day feels the same, just dragging on endlessly. I see other people with goals, dreams, people who love them, and I have… nothing. Just this hollow feeling inside that won’t go away.

I just wish someone would see me. Actually see me.

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Hey this story is weird relationship story. I was 18 when i met him. He met me on social media. When he started following me, i just follow back him. Then he DM me. I tried to ignore him but the next day i replied to his text i don't know why. But after that day we started talking everyday . When i talk to him i was felt like i was talking with my older brother. He was adviser,supporter,cool..... . I was obsessed with him. We didn't even met eachother until that day. But i was felt like he was with me. I was waiting for my uv entrance exam result. But after some days tetefafan😔. Then uv hedku. But one day he replied for my story and started talking eachother  again. Our story started here, i didn't talk with anyone and i used to hate giving my phone number for anyone. But i gave him my number. Then he called me. This continue everyday . But after somedays we tried to talk eachother more than 3 times per a day. The talk was not just a talk. It took more than 1 hour per one call. One day he told me that he was in love with me. I didn't accept it but i didn't want to lose him. So i agreed to be with him. He was such a gentle man and i was so happy to met him. He was caring and i thought that i met my type.( i was 19 and he was 25). We didn't met eachother because he was too far for the place where i was. But one day we met each other and it was my first date🙈. I was excited . And our relationship continue and i was too much addicted to him. Our attachment was too high. But after days there was a problem between us . We tried to fix it but we can't . It was not a big deal but when we thought that it was solved it returned back and creat a conflict b/n us. One day we can't agree each other,  so my cousin tried to fix it by talking with him( she is special for me she is like my sister) . She talked with him and he said sorry for all things and returned back to love eachother. And after months the conflict started. I wasn't able to handle his behavior. So we broke up.(i am trying to shorten the story). After our breakup someone DM  my cousin . She was ignoring him. But after some days she told me that she was talking with that guy more than 1 hr per one call. But she was doubting that he might be my ex.( i just sent her our voice call and listen to his voice). So we decided to prove it. But that guy was my ex. I was shocked . When we know his fault he called me and told me that he was talking to my  cousin because she disrespected  and insult him when she trying to fix the problem between us. I didn't believe him but I was trying not to show him  my feeling. His aim was making her fall in love with him and prove it that he is not the guy she said. But at the end of the day she is my sister . She was obsessed with him . So it is obvious that she will fall in love with him after a days.
So what do you think is he telling me the truth or he is trying to cover his fault by lying????

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This is for my protestant people
bizu gize geta hoy ebakih ye alem nuro hatyat hatyat lay medereb selchitognal menfes kidus hoy mulagn eyalku bizu gize tseliyalhu church wistim bizu yemenges kidus mulat program lay tetseliyolignal kehone gize behuala gn selechegn kes eyalku egzaber lemn fitun azorebign weyis atfeligegnim malet jemerku you know ene bicha awiriche ymnesabet tselot selechegn gena ye 9 amet wendime be lisan temolto ene gn ke egzaber ga yemawerabet yelegnim kes eyalku Back areku bel yikelal ahunm andand mezmur sisema embaye yikedmegnal college student negn metet mnamn weto meznanat silugn gn hatyat endehone mareg endemalfelig akalehu adrigewm alakm gn lerejim gize temberkike tselye alakim mezmur betamm nbr yemiwedew gn akumeyalhu church heje alakm family siyasgedidegn new mihedew … menfes kidus kelele christina kebad new endet new leleloch menfes kidus memolat kelal hono lene endezi yekebedew

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I met him after a year with no contact.(that's dump right? ik) I just called him and told him I was around the neighborhood so that he might come out. He didn’t hesitate he showed up and hugged me.
I had no plan to get closure again, but my body reacted to him before my mind could catch up. when he hugged me, I felt peace. It put everything at ease. like it was everything all i wanted. He hugged me so tight that it felt like we were picking up right where we left off, as if nothing had happened in between, as if we had met just yesterday. Our conversation flowed effortlessly. We walked with his hand on my shoulder, our fingers intertwined. I know we loved each other the deal breaker had always been religion.

I thought he had moved on, but when he hugged me, I felt like he hadn’t. I felt like he was seeking my presence just as much as I was seeking his. But in the end, it doesn’t matter.
When we hugged for the last time, he held me so tightly that I vanished in his big arms (he's been hitting the gym hard). At that moment, I realized I had been craving his presence all along.
Now, after all this time, I feel everything all over again. I can’t stop thinking about him.

Love hits differently when your heart knows you can't have it.

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So the problem is when i started chatting at a young age (when i was 12 13)i started sextting to get away from a trauma of lossing close family memeber and then i get on with it i was chatting multiple chicks a night but when i got mature (m 19)i wanted to have a normal chat after retirring for a couple of years , so chicks like me they stare at me all the time showing intetest gn the thing is i cant talk norma my mind is constantly chnging the subject to a dirtier form then this made me not to talk to girls at all even if i see obvious sign that she liked me.
So help me out specially girls.

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ከቤተሰቦቼ ተለይቼ መኖር የጀመርኩት ዘንድሮ ነው ነገር ግን በጣም ብዙ እንግዳ የሆኑ ስሜቶች እየተሰሙኝ ነው በእምነቴ ጠንካራ የሆንኩ ሴት ነኝ ከቤተሰቦቼ ጋር ስኖር አልፎ አልፎ (በወር አንዴ ወይ ሁለቴ) ራስን የመጥላት ስሜት ይሰማኝ ነበር worthless እንደሆንኩ ምንም እንደማልጠቅም ምናምን

ታዲያ በዚህ አይነት ስሜት ውስጥ ስሆን ሰው ማውራት ስለሚደብረኝ እና ይበልጥ useless እንደሆንኩ እንዲሰማኝ ስለምያደርግ በተቻለኝ አቅም ከሰዎች እሸሽ ነበር በብዛት እየፀለይኩ ወይንም መፅሐፍ ቅዱስ እያነበብኩ ነበር የማሳልፈው ወዲያውም ይለቀኝ ነበር

አሁን ግን ከቤተሰቦቼ ተለይቼ መኖር ስጀመር (ከተማ ስቀይር) ለብቻዬ አይደለም የምኖረው አብራኝ የምትኖር አስተዋይ እና ቆንጅዬ የሆነች ጕደኛዬ አብራኝ ትኖራለች ብዙ ነገራችን ስለሚመሳሰል እወዳታለሁ (እምነታችን, የትምህርት ደረጃችን, የምንማርበት... በመልክ እንኳን she's cute እንኳን ከኔ ጋር ከቆንጆዎቹም ጋር አትወዳደር)

So the problem is ቤት ይሰማኝ የነበረው ስሜት አሁን በተደጋጋሚ ይሰማኝ ጀመር... ብቻዬን መሆን እፈልጋለሁ ነገር ግን ብቻዬን መሆን አልችልም በዚህ ስሜት ውስጥ እያለሁ ሰው ማውራት አልችልም የማወራው ሰው ልብ እሰብራለው.... እንደውም ጭራሽ የሚደብር አይነት ስሜት ይሰማኝ ጀምሯል like ሰው እንደማይፈልገኝ, የምያወራኝ ሰው ሁሉ እየዋሸኝ እንደሆነ, ሰዎች ስስቁ/ሲደሰቱ መቅናት ምናምን...

በፊት ትኩረት ሰጥቼ ማላውቀው ነገር አሁን ትኩረቴን እየሳበው ነው as i said my friend is pretty እና ብዙ ለከፋዎችን የፍቅር ጥያቄዎችን ወዘተ ታስተናግዳለች ይህን ደሞ ባየሁ ቁጥር ይበልጥ ይበልጥ እንደማልፈለግ ይሰማኛል (ofc በፊት ለንደዚህ አይነት ነገር ቦታ አልነበረኝም እንደውም መጃጃል ይመስለኝ ነበር አሁን ግን የማውቃቸው ልጆች በሙሉ የምወዳቸው ሰው አለ የምንከባከባቸው ሰው አለ የምሳሳላቸው ሰው አለ...)

እንዲህ እንዲሰማኝ አልፈልግም! ቆይ ምንድነው ችግሩ? እኔ እኮ መኖር የምፈልገው እንዲህ አይነት ሕይወት አይደለም እግዜርም የፈጠረኝ መድሃኒት የሌለው ቁስል ይዤ እንድኖር አይደለም ታድያ የቱ ጋር ነው የሳትኩት? ለምንስ ነው ትርጉም የሌለው ነገር ዋጋ ቢስ ሊያደርገኝ የቻለው?

ይሄ ብቻ አይደለም ለነገ ብዬ እንጂ ዛሬን እያየሁ መኖር እየደከመኝ ነው ታስፋን ይዤ እንጂ ይህ ቀን ለኔ ቁስል እየሆነብኝ ነው (ትንሽየም ብትሆን ለነገ የሆነች ተስፋ አለችኝ ይህንም የሰጠኝ እግዚአብሔር ይመስገን::)


What if I kill myself? እናቴ she doesn't deserve this kind of daughter she doesn't live her whole life for this...
And my Dad
My lil brother they do not want to see me like this🥺😭😭

መፀለይ አቅቶኛል ለዚህ ስሜት መድሃኒቱ ፀሎት ነበር አሁን የምር ዋጋዬን እያጣሁ ነው ስሜት ብቻ አይደለም የምርም ነው በውስጥ ሰውነቴ እየሞትኩ ነው
በቃ pray for me🙏

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This is a bit of advice and warning for sisters and mothers out there

I lost my v when i was 6 yrs old. I know it might sound crazy but i did not know what it was back then. Ahun lay gen i regret it even if i can't do anything about it. I never told my older sister or mom cuz they would yell and beat me so i kept it to myself.

People with younger siblings especially sister yalachu or moms pls keep an eye on your childrens yet endemiwulu, kema ga endemichawetu, le mogzitem setachu emethedu plsss tetenkeku mn endemiyastemeruachew atakum!!!😪 And also communicate with them. Weta yale ngr biyaweruachu keyet awekshew or ma sil semash belachu nicely teyekuachew

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I just lost my virginity. This was the most soulless nut I’ve ever had en my entire LIFE. Maybe it’s because I used protection? Idk. But either way I look at her laying down and all I feel is regret. Shawty kinda uggo.

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Heyyyy y’all hope you’re doing goood
Sooo im 19M
Sooo here is the problem i have a childhood friend anddd he have a girlfriend he loves her very much like I don’t even have a word to explain
Anddd she’s so touchy with me i dont knoe why she enjoys touching me on my wrist my di$k and my laps
Im a guy i used to have a boner while she touches me and she knew it and started touching me randomly wait is this normal
I think she wants me to put my d$ck in her
But I don’t want to disappoint my friend since we know each other from childhood
Btw they had sex several times
Sooo yall mn larg😭😭

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Hey guy 21 f I wan ask u stg I have a relationship for 2 year and my guy is cool but his in his 30 his so attracted towards my body and have fucked a lot but still his so so horney I don’t know what to do and the problem is his short is start to bother me his just 1.60 my questions is to girls will u date that guy with that height by that age and will u be comfortable need ur help girls

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Hey chat, I gotta get some thing off my chest so bear with me.

This is something I noticed recently, So what's happening is I'm being somewhat resented by people.

Naturally I'm a guy that notices everything. Even the tiniest details don't go unnoticed with me, that's not the problem though, the problem is I usually say something about said notices.

I'm very critical of people, I expect them to hold them selves to a certain standard so I usually provide my 2 cents even if sometimes it's something that doesn't directly affect me in any way.

Because of this behaviour, because I call out laziness and neglect ( ironic because I'm lazy and neglectful too) people think I'm an asshole. I'm a tolerable asshole apparently because I do make friends easily but no close friends. Every friend group I've been a part of, I've never been the favourite friend, if we go somewhere and one of our friends didn't come everyone would call or text and check why.

When I don't? No one even notices. They can tolerate me for a little why but then I go right into calling everyone out ( I swear to God I don't do it on purpose nor am I rude or disrespectful about it ) this has painted a party pooper image of me.

Too stuck up and judgemental to let people have their fun, and the whole time I'm just worried they'll fuck them selves, but I guess that's how people learn so I gotta learn to not care about shit people do.

That's it, preciate it chat.

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19,F
I have regretted what i've did in the past.
Ahun 12 class negn ena 10 class eyalew kehone lij gar r/n jemren neber . Mejemeriya akababi he's so nice mnamn neger the way he treats me mnamn.
Keza yehone sat lay yemalwkew sew eyehone meta like endemiyaches aweku class eyeketa weed yitekem neber blah blah balh .
Launch break lay tmrtbet wust Marijuana yitekemalu ena meto beza sat yemiyaweragn wereoch,yisedbegnal,yankuasheshegnal keza benegatw degmo yikrta yiteykegnal ena betam eyetelahut metaw. Keza we stop talking. Ametu aleke mnm sanawera. Gn yezan sat betam yaschenkegn neber astemari eyale yisedbegn neber bizu negeroch.
Ena kremeten mnm text sanderareg sanawra asalefku. Alfo alfo yeneberen memories tz yilugn neber ena next year 11 sngeba yeteleyaye class deresen. He doesn't even care when he sees me. He was so disgusted and laughed at me. Ena tnsh laweraw mokerku keza endebefitu eyehone meta he started being so nice .ena gn yeza sat he seems so depressed. Mawrat ayfelgm , open up ayaregwn . Ena ke class wuchi sngenagn abzagnawn time slku lay new yemiyasalfew. Ena tmrt bet wust degmo yachesalu buna yitetal ke (tramadol) gar keza mulu lelitun online neber ena i started worrying about he fall in love with another girl ena endeza aynet werewochenm semaw. Keza ke guadegnoche gar temakre lela sew gar r/n jemerku keza fuck it bye esu fit ke adisu bf gar mawrat metekakef mnamn jemerku keza. Le guadegnaye 1 ken berasu sra taznalech,kezam taleksalech bluat ke class dropout aderege. Just in one day manm dropout liyareg endehone sayawk. Keza ahun yeminore tsehay real-estate wust new ena degmo forex trader mehonunm semaw . Ig be sew account eyegebaw sayew he traveled around 5 countries and. Beka hiwot temechtotal ena yan say alekesku ena le guadegnaye yalat neger tz alegn. Taleksalech yalat . Ena le valentine days mnm valentine endelelew awke text saderglet be normal awrtogn mnman engenagn blogn neber ena kedmew neber yedereskut ena mgb azesh tebkign blogn azhezeh eyetebekut neber koyebgn keza sdewlelet gize tnsh adega agatmogn neber ig check argiw eski slken kft neber mnman blogn yesun ig check lareg sgeba ke gf gar kiss mnamn siyareg story ayew keza beltesh kfeyi ena wuchi blo text aregelgn . Ena i feel embarrassed. Beka kezi smet endet endemweta alekem. I feel like I'm gold digging. Ena what should i do

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Kefet bluachu yawkal malet bka btam aznachu fetari fit leselot komachu erasu enba bcha nw yemiwrdew mnm satlu bka endzi aynet huneta lay nge
Talake wendm algne ena for some reason ke egna gar aynorm bchawen nw yalew ke bet weto ena enawera nbr ena enem tru huneta lay yale nbr yemimslgne  bekrbu senawera gn bka ke ene medbek alchalem ena bka ehte erbognale chgr lay nge algn bka mnm madrge alemchale le wendme mehon medres enkuan yemalchle sew honku bank west yalgnen lakulet esu enkuan ye bet kirayuen enkuan alshefeneletm betsebochen metyek alchle wede bet na alelew ngr hunetawen eyaweku bka zm blo malkes yhe ken endmiyalfe enem esu melkam bota endmnderse btam be embrhan amnalhu gn ahun endt lelefew tsenate eyatahu eymslgne leman lengrew le guadgna lmnager yerdugne yhone elalhu le family alnagre bcha bchayen techenku esum le ene yngrew besobet nw  ene ye uni temari nge ena biyans sra enkuan binorgne endle nw yargne kmr ene eko mnm algidlbgne ke fam gar eynorku gn bka wendme tz silgn yekfagnale ena ebakachu lij endastnalet yemiflge wey lela ke class gar yemaygache aynet sra yemtaku erdugne ena ke mnm belaye teselyulgne bertatun endistegna

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Hello,girl 23 I just wanted to vent I feel lost specially after my mom got sick I mean I never fit in even before I was always an outcast my generation I just don't understand it that much I don't like what they like don't have tiktok Instagram Facebook I don't like it when it comes to friends I don't have that much sometimes when it comes to relationship I'm working full time and my generation even their way of thinking and replacing and having new girlfriends break up make up it's just funny to me but wuuuuuuuu how lost I feel sometimes I look at the window and my thoughts capture me I don't like loud places the friends I got are mostly my cats which they don't forget to visit me (unlike people)but when I think about it I feel like I'm living a retired life most of the things in this era I don't like the friends the boyfriends the lifestyle the talks I spend a lot of times alone being an only child makes it even more vulnerable because I'm just used to being by myself restaurants alone walks alone most things I do by myself and when i try to get close by it just turns me off I dont know bcha maybe an oppinion ekebelalew🙄

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Eshi endet nachu wegentat ena hzbetat 🤗
የvent here ባለቤቶች ሆይ ስለእውነት ተባረኩ እንዲ እንደልባችን እንድንተረተር ስላደርጋችሁን 🤭

Sooooo i like talking about friendship and relationships Idk why, but I just do😁
Maybe because they shape so much of our lives, or maybe because they are the things that confuse me the most. Maybe I see it in my life.

I always wonder why people why we all can't be true. Why we can't be a real friend, a real uncle, a real neighbor, a real classmate. Why? Everybody is pretending😒 egziabhern 😤
We smile but do we mean it? We say, "I'm here for you" but do we stay?
We promise but do we keep our word?
The world feels like a stage and we are all actors hiding behind masks of kindness, love, and loyalty only to remove them when it no longer serves us.

Is it fear that keeps us from being real?
Fear of being hurt?
Fear of not being enough?
Or have we just grown too comfortable in this cycle of fakeness where pretending is easier than facing the truth?



I wish for a world where people mean what they say. Where a friend is a friend, not just when it's convenient. Where an uncle truly acts like family, not just a title.
Where neighbors care, not just wave from a distance.
Where classmates lift each other up, not just compete in silence.

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Endet nachu guys andande sanfelg mnnorachew hiwotoch yelum le mnwedachew sewoch mnnorw beka yene hiwot ya new enate ena tnsh wendm alegn ezih abrewgn yelum lela hager nachew wendme ye lb hmmetegba new enate demo she is trying her best zktegna newari nen kakmua belay honoal esun lemasakem bcha yalew wechii😔😔 beka ateykugn ezih yalewt ene abate ga new malete yasadegegn abate not real dad ena sew yasfelgewal bchawn ltewew alchlm hmemtegba new yesu beteseboch ga new yalewt be sew bet esun bye 😒 meblat mehed mewtat megbat metenfes mesakek yehonebet hiwot mireda yredagnal ena alabzabachu yalehubet hiwot ykebdal please wendmen masakemiya enaten kezi hiwot mewtat rasen mechal ke sew bet mewtat 🥹😔😔😔 beka mn leblachu yamal ena ebakachu sra maserat mtchlu kft sra bota yalebet mnm yhun esralew ebakachu aytachu zm atbelu🥹 maryamn kebdogn new feleku feleku atche kakme belay hono new😔

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I always imagined college would be the best years of my life finding my people, having that friend group, and making memories that would last forever.. But this? This can't be the college experience you all were hyping up. I’ve never felt so lonely, depressed, and bored all at once in my entire life.

At first, I made friends like everyone else. But it didn’t go well it was so traumatizing that now, I’m scared to try again. The whole friend group broke apart one by one all because of one girl. You know, if you put a bear in a flock of sheep, sooner or later, it’s going to eat them all.
Anyway, after the group fell apart, I stayed close with one of them the one person I actually liked, the one I thought was good. But she ditched me in the middle of the year. Not because she found new friends, not because of some big fight, but because she said she "didn’t feel the spark anymore." (Spark? Are we in a damn relationship? Friendship in adulthood isn’t about "sparks.") I know our friendship wasn’t some ride or die thing, but I thought calling, checking in, and eating meals together actually meant something. I wanted to scream at her, that Euphoria line "You fucking left me when I fucking needed you, you fucking left me when i was at my fucking lowest!"  but I didn’t. I’m just a chill girl. No beef. We even talk sometimes.
And now? Now, I’m all alone. I feel like one of those bullied characters in high school movies the only thing missing is the cliche bathroom lunch scene (thanks to my dorm),. I have no energy left to make new friends. I was introverted from the start, so making friends was already hard. And now? It’s my third year everyone already has their people. I don’t want to be a third wheel, and I definitely don’t want pity friendships. I don’t want anyone to bring me into their circle just because I look lonely.
But when I think about spending another year and a half like this? It hurts. It actually hurts. And the craziest part? This loneliness is changing me. I even wished for a boyfriend. I even thought kbet lmemelales but k arabesa 6 Kilo just because some girl left me? Hell no. That’s just another kind of pain.

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Idk where to start i hate my self for writing this because i don't wanna be like this uk even when i read vents like this i used to be 😡 but now here i am 🤦‍♀ writing about it.so am university student & my sister is the only person i got in this world & she is married and there is a lot of problem so guys am about to lose her pleaseeeeeee guys help me emebrhan miskre nat mariam am not lying trust me if u wanna know the detail ask my id and i will tell u everything guys pleasee help her she lost her husbands money because of me btw guys i am the most unlucky person alive😁 . i really work hard am smart in education 😏but now i can't even think straight she is dying because of me guys pleaseee tebabrachu agzugn ene mnm mareg alchlm beka ebakachuuu bemariam i will pay back egzabiern eheten atrfulgn eyayewat yalhone negr wst eyegebach new memot new mfelgew new mtlegn enen stredagn enen des endilegn stareg new esua yhen hulu brr yatefachu ena ahun balua eyeteyekat new atfichalew kalechw yemechereshachew nw kalesu demo menor atchlm😔

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