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Hey guys I have something to say so I’m a F and 21 years old so my problem is I have been in serious relationship for a year and a half and even my family knows him and really likes him but we break up because of distance and I started having fun here. I was a make up artist and drop out from college at the time I was just enjoying life and experiencing new things all the time but everything changed and the happiness ended when I was 20 My mom gets sick and even know that I break up from my serious relationship at the time I was messing around and even lose my job. Plus I wasn’t even learning so I just start hating my life and messing around badly and trying my mom to help on her medical issue Through time and time everything start to change turns 21 I wasn’t ready for that plus at the time I don’t even have any job and I was totally broke I just sucked in the past I used to think and cry about how my life was in the past three Four years I was even trying to get out of this country and start my own business on makeup products but things keeps getting very worst and a lot more happeneds unexpectedly uhhhh really wanna die at this point And here I am still living with this whole problem and Drowning, mentally, something good as far as is I just Continue my college that I dropped 5 months ago in 2017 But still don’t even have any jobs So you guys I want to advise me How can I keep up with my life and even if there is a psychiatrist reading this, I want you to advise me how I stop drowning so deep in my head and getting depressed so badly in my current life And one last thing if there is someone reading, this with a lot of work opportunities I want you to slide my DM. Thank you so much for giving ur time to read this and ur advice and support too🩶

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Hey Everyone, I'm M 19 University Student & young hustler. I've such a strong attitude regarding natality (ልጅ መውለድ )
ባሳለፍኳቸው አመታት ውስጥ አየሁ አየሁ አየሁ... ግን I don't understand what's wrong with people. What's wrong wz U? 😡 ምን መሰላችሁ ጉዳዩ.. ሕዝቤ ዝም ብሎ ነው ልጅ የሚወልደው.. Just በቃ ዝም ብሎ ያከታትለዋል ማሰብ አትችሉም ወይ? መውለዳቸውን እኮ ጠልቼ አይደለምግን they aren't prepared ምንም በቃ economically የደከሙ : pscychologyically ያልተዘጋጁ..... Most of them aren't qualified to be a Parent!

Lets focus on economical issues..... 1⃣ምሳሌ ልስጣቹ ከኛ ሰፈር ሰውዬው የቀን ሰራተኛ ነው ሚስቱ idk ስራዋ (ig ጉሊት ምናምን ) እና በቤት ክራይ ነው የሚኖሩት guess what they've 4 childrens😭... አስከፊው ነገር ምን መሰላችሁ they're so broke የመጀመሪያ ልጅ ሴት ነች 12 ዓመት (ሥራ ሰርታ ውጪ ውላ ነው ምትገባው..), 2nd one 9 ወንድ (ዱርዬ ስዞር ነው ሚውለው... Ofc የልጁ ጥፋት አይደለም!!!)... ሌሎቹ 5 እና 2 ዓመት ሴት ልጆች በየሰዉ ቤት አንዱ ጋር ቁርስ ሌላው ጋር ምሳ እያሉ እንዲሁ አፈር መስለው ሲቀላውጡ ይውላሉ... ውይይይ እንዴት አንጀት እንደሚበሉ 🥹.... Anyway ይሄ እንደ ምሳሌ ጠቀስኩ እንጂ ሌላ የከፉ እልፍ ታሪኮች አሉ.....
Imagine እዚህ ጋር 4 ከሚልዱ በ 1 ቢበቃቸው (መውለዱን ነው ያልኩት idc they can make love anytime) እንዴት አድርገው አንደላቀው እነሱም ሳይጎዱ ጥሩ ልጅ (ጥሩ ዜጋ ) ማፍራት እንደሚችሉ አስቡት? See እነዚህ ልጆች (2ቱ ትልቆቹ ) የመንግስት ትምህርት ቤት ነው የሚማሩት ሌላውን ተዉት እና መሰረታዊ ፍላጎት አልተሟላላቸውም... Class ይቀጣሉ ምናምን...3rd ልጅ 5 አመቷ ነው ግን ትምህረትቤት አልገባችም.....ሌላም ብዙ ተወርቶ አያልቅም .......እና እንደዚህ አሳድገን ነው ጥሩ ልጆች.. ጥሩ ዜጋ የምንጠብቀው? እነዚህ ልጆች አድገው ሌባ ዘራፊ, ሴተኛ አዳሪ ቢሆኑ ይገርማል ወይ? ማነው ጥፋተኛውስ? ሀገራችንስ እንዴት ነው የምታድገው?    መልሱልኝ 😡

ይሄን ማገናዘብ የማይችል ማህበረሰብ ነው ያለን እንግዲህ! ✌️


ሰዎች በስነ-ሥርአት ማሳደግ የማትችሉትን ልጅ ለምን ትወልዳላችሁ? ለምን 😡? አታስቡም ወይ?

እኔ ማሰብ እችላለሁ So I can Consider 1(አንድ ) ልጅ ትዳር እንዲጠነክር, ዘር ለማስቀጠል ምናምን ውለዱ .... That's Fine እንደምንም ብለህ ታሳድጋለህ!!😑
ግን እዚህ ከ እጅ ወደ አፍ የሆነ ኑሮ እየኖርክ እንደ ጥሩ ሥራ ልጅ ትደረድራለህ? እፈሩበት!!
የትንሽ ትልቅ የሆናችሁ ወላጅ ተብዬዎች ሁሉ በዚህ ጉዳይ ውስጤ ቆስሏልልል...

እከካም ሆናችሁ እያለ ምናባታቹ ልታደርጕቸው ነው? እከካችሁን ልታወርሷቸው ነው? 😭

There's Some common phrase ደግሞ "ሳትወልድ ብላ " ዕረ ባክህ 😏 ላንተ (ቺ እና ለልጃቹ ማኖርያ ሀብት ከሌላችሁ ማን ውለዱ አላችሁ?

ሕዝቤ ሆይ እንደው መራቢያው ስላለህ ብቻ ልጅ እንዲኖርህ አትፈልግ! ሌላም ብዙ መስፈቶች አሉ :: አስቡ

Another phrase ደሞ "አንተን (ቺን) በመውለዴ እንዲህ ሆንኩ እንዲያ ሆንኩ" ምናምን የሚሉ ወላጆች.....Seriously y'all are ጀዝባ! ልጃቹ ምን አደረጋችሁ ፈልጋችሁ መሰለኝ የወለዳችሁት አይደል እንዴ 🤨?

ግን those Mfs ድንገት ስሜትሽ ሲመጣ (በግድየለሽነት) እየተዳራቹ ልጅ ወልዳችሁ የምትኖሩ ከቅል የቀለለ ጭንቅላት የያዛቹ ፍጡሮች......idk what to say!እንደ ሃሳብ ግን በጥርሴ ብዘለዝላችሁ 😡 እናንተን ብሎ ወላጅ ቱ 🤮
Bcz y'all see ልጅን like sth lucky game ahh... You fuck whenever U want then ከተረገዘ ተረገዘ ካልሆነም እሰየው ነገር ነዋ ጨዋታው 😡

ቢገባችሁ የልጅ እናት/አባት መሆን ማለት ትልቅ ዝግጅት የሚያስፈልገው የሕይወት ምእራፍ ነው 😊 I wanna be DAD too... But not like You Mfs 😅

በገዛ ፍቃዳችሁ ተዳርታችሁ የወለዳችኅቸውን ልጆች በስርአት የማሳደግ ግዴታ አለባችሁ!!

ልጅ ስትወልድ/ጂ ልጅህን/ሽን የዚህን አለም ጣዕም በደንብ እስኪያውቀው ( በራሱ እስኪቆም) ድረስ ልታበረታው ልታግዘው ከወደቀም ልታቀናው ታላቅ ኃላፊነት አለብህ/ብሽ ::
ኃላፊነቱን መቀበል ካልቻላችሁ አስወርዱት!!  የስቃይ ሕይወትን አታውርሱት!

ክፉ ተናገርኩ እንዴ? 🫣 I don't think So
ማንኛውም ሰው በዚህ ሃሳብ ላይ ሊሞግተኝ የሚፈልግ ወይም አስተያየት ካላችሁ  Comment ላይ አሳውቁኝ!

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So here me out Im actually a good looking lightskin guy so I pull girls left to right and crack any moment girls never been a problem to me but at the moment Im feeling some strange thing dont judge me but my dick isn’t even getting hard when I see a beautiful girl naked besides that me and bro always send each other gay jokes like TikTok and Brainrot stuff but I think it’s getting serious yall i dont think it’s a joke anymore what u guys say?💀

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Hello im female 20 and i used to learn in gon.uv but uk the selam nger in there lza ezi yegl college mmar jmrku my family mjmria lay ymnchl mslogne nber gn ahun kbdbn btam sram kzkzoal bza lay transport na ye tanansh ehtna wendmoche tmhrt bet ale bcha ende talak lijm yhnn mayt kbad new ena most of tht time kseat na kdame na ehud erft negne so ebakachu part time or lela serawoch weekend lay ymisru kalu digital marketing mnamn mokre nber gn yan yahl sew slmalk ksre tewkut pls erdugne biyans ye transporten nkuan ndchl🙏🙏

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I've hurt not just by some random people also my family my mother be matat bezu ayechalew bezu tegodechalew gen beegzyaber fekad zare berase be 2 egre koyalew ke egzyaber wechi manem ke gone alnberem but at the same time my pain and suffer changes me into this cold person. Intentionally sew lemegudat alasebem gen yane be kebad gize jerbachewn yesetugn hulu ahun for the sake of family menamen shit yeker endelachew yetbkalu
Set negn gen seten lij endinorwat metflegachewn negroch enkwan beka lene bota yeleachewm
I want to change i really do gen how beka weste yehone neger tebelashtwal

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Hey everyone, I'm a 23M and this is my second time venting here. I'm in my last semester of university, graduating this year... but I'm in a tough spot. Up until this year, I was really driven and worked a lot to support myself, and I actually enjoyed it. Now, I'm completely broke, I've lost all motivation to work, and I'm feeling really down.... probably depressed. How do i get out of this rut? I'm worried about finishing school and figuring out what to do next.

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am 26 F and 2023 graduate but no Job mn endemaderg gra gebtognal ahun lay endet lhun endezi aynet neger getmoachu yawkal ebet kuch biye mabede nw yagatemew nw miyawkew bezi edme betam eyedeberegn nw ufff mndnew mishalegn abo chaw beka I just want to vent

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Hi everyone it's been so long... The thing is idk what is really happening to me there are this voices that I don't want to hear specially when they're upset cuz they don't know what they are saying and it really hurts, I'm a kind of person who tolerates and understand people's anger but this one is actually from my parents. And my mind goes blank and black I can't process anything while they are talking out of anger I feel it coming when it starts. All what I do at that moment is scratching my arm and cry, my arm now have 2 bold bruises. I don't really know what really is happening, idk what I have to do since I can't go away from them or do anything at all.

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So hi f22 here so here is the thing beka my life upside down nw yehonebgn i graduated ke seven months befit be management i have good grades mnamn still ain't got no work bemehal my sis got sick ena i had to take care of her enabfetena seteram i couldn't go bechawan teyat beka meche nw memerekew beye endalguaguaw i started to regret it beka ke beteseb gar tefato mewal hunual seraye beyekenu yeterash yelem mebal mn yakl endemiastela beka sew bene edme enatna abatun yetoral ene gn yewetat tetuari hogne kerew beka hasabe hula mechenew sera agegneche rasen mechlw nw wey endeleloch dena zemed yelegn wey birr yelegn beka yebakenku sew endehonku yesemagnal idk tesfa miset ngr sitata mndnw mibalw becha alhamdulilah eski make dua for me hulachum😊

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I just want you to say guys tenachun tebku hulum hulum.be gizew yhonal egziabhern lmtenefsubet ayer bechaaa tewat bemnkatu bechaaaa amlak bemehonu becha amesgnut fetarin amesgnut...
Ebakachu ymr tselot yasfelgegnal lne sayhon le ehte be machine nw mtnefsew ventilation machine ebakachu tselot adrgulat kza endetlakek hulachunm who is reading this vent ebakachu ☹️
Pray for her be sew ej nw endi yhohew melakekiyaw tselot nw betlakekem eyetadesebat hone ebakachu tselyulat pray for her tho please

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I recently found out that my best friend is pregnant from my brother , she told me and he doesn’t know about it . Her family can’t afford to have a baby and my family is not going to accept it and I am the only one who knows . And I don’t know what to do

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Having no body to call a friend is the worse thing in the world but if u saw me on the outside I look like someone fulfilled, happy and confident but in reality I hate myself, I wanna kill myself and I am extremely insecure. I have faith in nothing, I dream of nothing I am simply tired I just want to mean something to someone bro and even if I was vulnerable and told them all how I am no one will understand so I avoid people not respond to texts or calls everyone is selfish they only live for themselves so I thought of being religious and having some kind of faith still nothing, then a doctor gave me antidepressants still nothing then I tried to vape am still empty, tried alcohol still the same and don’t get me wrong I am grateful for it all I have but I have been empty, suicidal, insomniac and broken for 3 years now and I want a break I want a win please please I need help I just want things to work out please God I only want happiness

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hey yo guys endet nachu I'm 20f 2nd yr uni student the thing is i have lost everything in my life and all i hv left is my sister she had done so much for me like bzu neger but me...? I can't even do anything to keep her alive bcha endtredugn mfelgew im v ena i was lookin for sugar daddy shi mnamn but i couldn't find their connection so if there is someone who knows abt this kinda thing pls inform and help me demo pls comment lay why? Don't do it behuala regret taregiwalesh mnamn endatlugn i know ena bzu asbebet new yewesenkut bene bota kalonachu understand ataregutm so guys plz don't look at it as a simple mnm salareg eyayehu ehten latat new

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20m who lives in addis The thing is I have an IQ over 145 and i'm just hear to tell u about how mind works and in the intelligence world there are many different types of intellegence(and i have a mixture of many) and let me tell u it's not all paradise like people say it to be, there are pros and cons to it(well mine does)
PROS
logical-mathematical intelligence(great at reasoning)
knowing multiple languages(Amharic , English , French , Arabic , Korean , Mandarin , Spanish and Dutch)
interpersonal intelligence
Spatial intelligence(good at visualizing and thinking in three dimensions )
Creative intelligence(the biggest inventions is in my hands but couldn't be funded so passed to another work)
Metacognitive intelligence
Digital intelligence (i can code, hack, design, install network hardware and configuration, and many more than you can think of and i mean like recreating a whole computer)
Best decision making
humor intelligence
Tatical intelligence
Persuasive intelligence (in easier term manipulation )
Fast learner
Fast thinking
Cons
Can't remember shit(as a kid my memory was the best like when i was 12 i was in a spelling bee competition and won first prize in english and french even though my mother tongue language is Amharic but now it feels like it is an Alzheimer)
Not being able to express my fellings
Losing the line that sets apart religion and science and moving moreto the science (i'm Orthodox and my gut is saying religion but my mind says no)
Felling no emotions (if it is bad or good being neutral and not caring to anything)
Overthinking
ADHD
Hard to date
Procrastination
Fear of getting judged
Thinking big i get wrong the easier tasks
Getting bored of something after i understand it

Ther is more to my mind but this is enough for now and i just vented just to get it of my mind and if u have any idea of how i can improve my cons that would be helpful thank u

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Zare and gra migebangen neger liteyikachu mn meselachihu yehona seat lay enda maningawum sew r/ship wusx gebche keza teleyayen mna mn kezaa Mn tefetera singlenet.....
Le rase Mn alkut ahun relationship ayasfelgishim erasesh lay tikuret argi alkuwat eshii alech (Btw mikir semi nat lijituwa🤭) endeza ኾኖ ሳለ mn meselachu lik guwadengoche sela fikir or fikerangachewu seyaweru enem be noreng bye emengalewu gn demo meles byee le rase yenegerkuwat neger tiz yilengina yihe ye jil Hasab new elalewu
Ena Mn lilachu saxeqalelewu
Break up endaregachu endi gra migeba smet yisemachuwal new weys enega bcha new
(Eska zelealem lalmeyaz asebesh new endatelung yalkuwachun astawusu erasesh lay focus argii blong new wusxe😉)gn demo lik guwadengochen sesema Lela tarik new adera kenat new endatelung
Eskii yehona neger belung
Enega bcha new weys???

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Hey everyone, how do you know you are in high depression state and how can you get out of it . I am 27 years old guy and i have been feeling like shit since 2019 yeah maybe bc i left home and moved to leave abroad the funny thing is i have never felt home sick or nothing . I consider my self as a guy who has his feelings under control but nahhh i don't jack shit under control.

I feel like my mind is leaving me behind and i really don't know what to do , trust me i tried everything i want to change but my mide tells me to fuck off . I know i have to do things , but i don't do them . Ftariye hoy ebakh erdagn am tired ...

Yewnet i wanted to go to support groups but i changed my mind bc what if they lable me as mentally not fit person ...i can't hear that now ....i cant face that reality.

My Dad and mom died soon after i left the country . I didn't have the chance to say goodbye 💔 that is eating me up slowly... sometimes my tears come in the most random places like bus , or while i am in food stores but i hold on to it (supress it ) but sometimes i cry when i am alone and i get a massive headache

I don't have friends not because i am difficult to approach but they somehow don't wanna see me as their friend i don't knowbif that makes sense . I feel like am left behind they don't wanna see me win even tho i put the on everything.

Getaye ena medhanite kirstos hoyy mnm ena manm yelegnm ena atetewegn . Endezi mehon kebdognal mewchaw lotayegn alchalem .

He who has another person who pray for him is blessed 🙌 . So if you are reading this , can you pray for me ? May God's love and mercy be with us 🙏 Amen
And thank you for letting me vent ! I really need this .

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So I have a boyfriend he loves me a lottt I do different mistake when I am with him but he forgive me and now I love him so much and we are together he is so handsome,hard worker and smart the problem is he really want to have sex but I don't want it before marriage and I'm V for this reason we fight everyday he everything did for me but I can't do this for him because I strict with my religion bcha he says I want to know how much u love me and mn yahl sacrifice endemtkefi mawek felgalew bcha I don't want to say NO because he did everything for me.this is easy compare with what he did for me but I can't do this mn madreg alebgn?

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I have a crush on a Deacon and I don't know what to do.

I am 25, I used to date, purely date(not sex), an ex bf and some smooches here and there. I have stopped dating for a while cause I wanted to get my life in order (getting a better job & better relationship with God) . I have started working on my relationship with God, life is going great right now, Thank God for that.

I came across my crush while listening to sermons and taking courses in church. I would be lying if I say it was only his words that caught my attention. I find him attractive and mesmerizing. He is precise, funny and serious at the same time. I want a home that worships God and he looks like someone to build that with. I'm the type of girl who emphasize on taking time to build r/nship but if he asks me to marry him I would say yes without a second thought. Yes I'm screwed.

The problems are
1. Since I know him in church, I don't know how to break the barrier and just confess or ask him out,
2. He is a Deacon and a good looking one so I don't want to be one of his tests cause I'm sure he has plenty of girls eyeing him
3. I'm a bit insecure, if I will be a fit for someone great, I'm just building my path to God whereas he was raised in church, it feels like I'm asking Maryam for her favorite child
4. I'm scared, I'm being tested cause there are times where I look for him when I'm in the church and it feels wrong
5. I don't know what courting is like in church. I used to just ask a guy out or ask for their number & talk to them, (I never had a problem approaching guys) but now I'm confused.

So help a sister out, what do I do? Cause I really want to be close to this guy, marry him if God allows.

I would really love it if specially Orthodox deacons answer this or anyone from church/ those who know the ways of church. Please

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Lately, I’ve been reading and hearing a lot about suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts, and I want to share my perspective on this deeply concerning issue. I understand that many different situations and struggles can push someone to feel this way. Mental health challenges, personal hardships, trauma, toxic relationships and feelings of isolation are just some of the factors that contribute to such thoughts.
It’s important to acknowledge that these struggles exist within our society, even if older generations may not fully understand them. In the past, life was structured differently, and while hardships certainly existed, issues like depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts were not as widely recognized or discussed. As a result, when we the younger generations express these struggles, they are often seen as ungrateful or overly sensitive, rather than as individuals battling serious mental  challenge.
From my perspective, one of the biggest reasons for the rise in suicidal thoughts today is our modern way of living. Several factors contribute to this:
Social Media and Unrealistic Comparisons – People constantly compare their lives to the highlight reels of others, leading to feelings of inadequacy, loneliness, and low self-worth.
Lack of Genuine Human Connection – Despite being more connected online, many people feel more isolated than ever. Meaningful, in-person relationships are becoming rare.
High Expectations and Pressure – Society places immense pressure on individuals to succeed academically, professionally, and socially, often without giving them the tools to handle failure or setbacks.
Economic Struggles – Many people face financial stress, job insecurity, and the overwhelming cost of living, leading to anxiety and hopelessness.
Family and Relationship Issues – Toxic relationships, broken families, or a lack of emotional support from loved ones can leave individuals feeling abandoned.
Mental Health Stigma – In many cultures, mental health issues are still seen as weaknesses rather than real conditions that require attention and care.
To be honest, I’ve had moments in my life where I struggled with similar thoughts. There were times when I lost my sense of purpose and interest in life, leading me to make impulsive and reckless decisions. I felt lost, overwhelmed, and unsure of how to move forward. But by the grace of God, I was able to overcome those dark moments and learn to appreciate life again.
Life is unpredictable, full of highs and lows, but no matter how difficult things may seem, nothing lasts forever—not pain, not sadness, not failure. We only get one life, so why rush to the inevitable? Instead of focusing on the things that bring us down, we should seek meaning in even the smallest joys, find support in those who truly care, and remind ourselves that we are stronger than we think.
I hope I was able to help in some small way. Feel free to share ur thoughts or ask for my opinion on any topic I’d love to hear from u ! Yes u......
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I am 26 M, who used to be in love with this girl i know back in college. I started to catch feelings for her when we were fresh man. You know some kinda fling, and after some time my friend confessed to our gang that he had a crush on that girl, we all made fun of him and stuff you know guys do when they find out their pal is in love, he was so scared to talk to her, one of our friends get her number to him and he kinda fumbled, i thought, on a wicked sunday evening i was surfing through Facebook(since it was the only social media i can afford to access at the time), i looked at a picture of that girl, and tbh it wasn't her best. You guys wouldn't believe me when i say it but i felt my heart getting struck by Cupid's arrow. From that day forth i was totally in love with her. But i think the time was not ideal, i used to attend a CS and she was Acct, and it was our 3rd year she was getting graduated that year and I'll wait one more year. I wasn't man enough to go and directly talk to her so i tricked my other friend (the one who gets her number to my friend) to get her number, i still remember it by heart btw,and i wanted to chat but i don't know what held me back, and months pass and she graduated, i sent her a congratulations text and she responded and we started to talk. I used to write poems to her some kinda artist inside of me takes over whenever i think about her, and the last thing we ever talked about was whether she liked poems or not, she said she liked to write and read poems, and i was so ecstatic. One thing I don't like about myself is i am a perfectionsit. All of the poems i wrote for her still amaze me whenever i read them. But that wasn't enough so i was scratching my brain off to write the ultimate poem.One day while me and my friends were drinking tea, a talk about nick names started, my friend used to call her a different name and he said to me even if they were together he'd still call her by that, and i asked him if he had still feelings for her, and he said oh hell yeah. At that instant i felt like I was judas, I thought I was the worst backstabber ever, I felt like I betrayed my friend and I decided to honor my friendship over my love, so I went straight to our chats in telegram and cleared the chat history. Weeks have passed and in our of the corners in our college's compound i saw that friend of mine flirting with another girl, time froze to me, my brain went numb, I fucked up pretty bad. So I went on retaliation mode, I sent a bombardment of messages to her, no response came.

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Years passed and I couldn't get over her, I got graduated, get job and even pursued my masters but she was still in my mind, I kept on writing poems for her. After telegram started story adding feature i saw her posted a story, she was as beautiful as ever and I was so happy to see her, the next thing she posted on her story was interesting, it was a quote that kinda says "even if we break rules for some people, they will break us in the end" and I thought something bad happened to her and I asked her about her well being, she didn't respond, and then I confessed everything i feel about her, like i was still madly in love with her even if she didn't know, looking at other girls feels like cheating on her, and my plans for her, the name of our children and stuff. She was classy and she responded with another story, a picture of her hand holding a man's hand. That shit broke my heart into pieces, I went to full depression, people might not see it on the outside but I lost taste in life, losing people i care about the most also left me in position were everything stops making sense to me. On instagram i saw elders were sent to her house and she was married, and finally I saw her being pregnant, I felt a physical pain to my heart, I swear to God, when people said I felt a heart break i only see it as a figurative speech, but I am a witness for that. So I hid my self in addiction, not actual drug or alcohol, you know what I mean, twisted fantasies kinda make me forget everything, I don't know if I could move on. Thanks

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