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Hey …I can’t help but feel like I’m stuck in a place where I don’t belong. There’s this constant weight pressing down on me, a gnawing sense of being lost, like I’m floating in a world where everyone else seems to have an anchor.

I try to push these feelings away because I know I should be thankful. I have so much more than some people could ever dream of, and yet, here I am—feeling empty, unfulfilled. That thought makes me feel selfish, even guilty, so I bury it. But no matter how deep I push it, it always resurfaces, reminding me of this ache I can’t quite put into words.

The truth is, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I have no job, no passion driving me forward, no purpose giving me direction. Each day feels like I’m stuck on repeat—wake up, eat, maybe step outside for air, then go back to bed. It’s as if I’m existing in grayscale while the rest of the world is in full, vibrant color.

I live with my family, and I’m endlessly grateful for them, especially my mom. She’s my constant, the person I lean on most. But even that gratitude comes with its own kind of guilt because I feel like I’m letting her down. She deserves so much more than what I’m giving. I want to show her how much she means to me, but most days, I don’t even have the energy to show up for myself.

And then there’s the past. A year ago, my boyfriend left me for someone I considered a close friend. Watching them now—thriving, building their lives and careers together—it stings. It’s not just the betrayal; it’s the fact that they’ve moved forward while I’m still here, standing still. It feels like life passed me by, leaving me to watch from the sidelines.

What’s ironic is that from the outside, I probably seem fine—maybe even happy. People might think I have it all figured out. But the reality is, I feel so far behind. Everyone around me seems to be chasing dreams, achieving goals, building something meaningful. Meanwhile, I’m stuck in this loop of uncertainty, longing for something more but not knowing how to reach it.

Sometimes, I catch myself wishing for a miracle—a moment that would transform everything, lift me out of this rut, and make life feel worthwhile again. I know it’s foolish, like expecting life to play out like a storybook. But still, that hope lingers, because without it, the weight of this stagnation feels unbearable.

I don’t want to just exist anymore. I want to live—to feel alive in every sense of the word. I want to wake up with purpose, with excitement, with something to look forward to. But right now, I’m caught in this confusing in-between, unsure of where I’m going or if I’m even moving at all.

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Hi, 25M here... I've been in a habit of masturbation for sometime. Not that I am addicted or so. I've made a decision to stop. Me is pussy virgin btw with some wild thoughts. Used to like something sensual. Now this was all in the past. I'm putting some effort to be someone else. I dont wanna lie to u.... I wanted the experience so bad. Being hugged, kissed by the women u loved. Above all the feeling watching her moan, wanting u more... nestling deep within her embrace, losing all sense of time and place... ohh lord. Girls u better think of what u are depriving us. 😏

Jokes aside things are getting tough. I persisted a week. I liked me more. Unlike some people I no longer try to justify my wrong doings.

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lemenden nw sewoch endazi yemiyafatut it's so uncomfortable. lemnden nw milakfugn thier word is printing on my mind. it is killing my confidence eko. everytime i rise my head i catch someone staring at me. ene demo i hate that. sew eko seyafati ketayaza yedanageti ena lalamastitat yemokeral ene demo yemiyakatimagn ayfatum. i'm uv student ena manytimes when i go to cafe i find a group of boys zoraw yayugn ena they will start laughing and talk endawn yehona time my friend ask me if i done something funny just because a group of boys at a time hulum zoraw selayugn ye ewent be ene bota bethonu mn tadrgalchu. my friend once tell me it's because of my shape but bezu shape yalcaw setoch eko alu lemn ene aytawugn. hiwaten eko menor alcalkum megade laye yeminagarugn nagarema kenen nw miyabalshaw. sometimes funny tho😅 yehona giza zoro siyafati ke poll gar yetagach sew nabar. demo i'm 19. maybe bf benoragn ekabarlhu beye asbe nabar but i feel like having bf at this age is a waste of time. mn ladrge

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20F Hey, how are you doing? I want to share something and get your opinion. I was in a relationship for over two years, but I ended it recently.
Here's why: We started dating in 12th grade. He asked me to be together, but I wasn't initially that interested. Over time, however, I fell for him, and we shared many happy and sad moments that I don't regret. At the time, I encouraged him to study for his entrance exams because he wasn't focused on them. He agreed, and we studied together.But, When the results came out, I passed, but he didn't. I was sad and even didn't celebrate my success to avoid upsetting him. He then moved to another city, and coincidentally, I got accepted into a university in the same city he moved. We were both happy and spent a lot of time together. He was also studying and working. But, He had family issues and wanted to rent a house. so,I helped him with everything I had: money, ideas, and even sharing my personal belongings.
After he rented the house, things got difficult. He couldn't cover his expenses, so I helped him with pocket money that my family gave and even took out a loan from a friend. I didn't tell him about my financial struggles because I didn't want to stress him out. Sometimes, I bought his groceries for a whole month, leaving myself with nothing.
During this difficult period, he started to change. He wouldn't listen when I talked to him, he compared himself to me negatively, and he said hurtful things. I couldn't even talk to my classmates on the phone because if he called while I was on the phone, he would get angry. I constantly begged him to stop. He even said, "Don't make it big deal getting into this university."
All of this exhausted me, but I tried to make the relationship work. By the way, We didn't have any physical intimacy because I believed in saving that for marriage, and our religion prohibits it. I tried my best, but he didn't change, so I said, "Let's break up," and he simply said, "Okay." That was hurtful.
A week later, he called and tried to act normal, but I didn't respond the way i used to, so he got angry. After he realized my decision was final, he said, "If you don't stay with me, I won't pay back your friend's loan." I know that was a low blow, but I'd already made my decision and didn't want to get back together. So now I'm paying off his 30,000 Birr loan, a sum I haven't spent a penny of.This experience has taught me not to believe everything I see and that being good doesn't always bring good results. And Prioritizing myself needs to be my top priority. Thank God for everything I have, because maybe this was something I needed to learn sooner. I'd appreciate your advice for my future. Tell me what I didn't understand and what I could have done differently to avoid this in the future. Thanks....

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I've been married for a year now, and everything seemed to be going well, but there's this one issue that's really bothering me. Whenever my wife and I are intimate, she experiences pain, and it breaks my heart to see her struggle like that. I love her deeply, and I just want to make sure that we can enjoy these moments together without her feeling discomfort.
I’ve tried to be as gentle as possible, but the pain doesn’t seem to go away.any advice pls(specialy from married ones).

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F 24
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Currently betesebochem honu ategebe yalu sewoch date endaderg ena endageba yfeligalu enem feligalew gn bzu gze date yemadergachew sew sexual purity lay ayaminum bzihm mknyat entalalen or yrukugnal ene Protestant negn gn and aynet haymanot noron erasu bzih guday tenkara wend magignet akitognal mn larg?

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Hi everyone... 25 year old guy here... so I met my girlfried a few months ago... like 6 or 5 idk... and when we met first she lied to me about her religion. so I'm an orthodox and she told me that she was one too... and apparently after we became soo close and attached she started giving me signs that she is a protestant instead. like the mezmur that she listens to, some opinions that she has... at some point she explicitly said that she is a protestant...

so my issue here is not about her religion its the fact that will we be able to live together with the differences? and why could she have lied to me about it

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Hi 22f, so it started 3 years ago gbi eyalehu ena mn yfeteral meselachu i have this guy best friend(which i had no feelings for) ena yezan gize kegbi reft siseten bet agotega neber yetekemetkut almost 4 wer mnamn ena bezan gize agote gar kemimeta lj gar entewawekalen ena des yemil gize enasalfalen keza kesu lj gar almost 2 amet mnamn abren koyen gn betam neber yemnchekachekew neber esu literally hulunm gizeyen lesu new yemifelgew ene demo bechalkut meten lemestet mokralew class kemegbate befit,lemsa sweta,dorm sgeba still gn lesu beki alneberem it was suffocating endezam hono eyetetalan abren nebern gn betam new yemiwedegn esun awkalew kemnm belay neber prioritize yemiyaregegn gn ene esu bemifelgew meten afkrew alawkm neber ena bemecheresham enleyay eyesera aydelem alegn enem betam lemenkut mnm neger yayehut besu new lehulum neger yemjemeriyaye neber ena even tho balafekrewm esun matat yasferagn neber awkalew endesu yemihonlgn,yemiyafekregn endemalagegn gn esum bekagn alegn enem eshi bye hiweten meketel jemerku temereku wetahu ena wede bete temelesku yaltekeskut neger i still have that best friend hulunm neger yemamakrew yemawayew mnamn ena and hager new yemnenorew wedezi smeta beka every day bemibal huneta abren new yemnasalfew he is financially stable habtam new ynkebakebegnal yemfelgewn neger ysetegnal attention, support,attachment,money beka hulunm neger ena lelju feeling meyaz jemerku ena ykrbn bye negerkut abren endanhon yemiyaregen yehaymanot guday new esu protestant new ene orthodox negn ena ayhonm sel beka bezim bezim blo liyasamnegn ena be egziabher eskamenku dres lesu chgr endelelew new ene esun balamnm yalenen attachment wededkut almost 5 wer he is betam matured yehonew honena yedrow temelso meta ykrta mnamn teyekegn abro memeles endemifelg negeregn ena ahun betam gra yemiyagaba neger wst negn eski tebaberugn ke protestantu gar keketelku wey haymanoten mekeyere new wey lbe meseberu new kezagnaw gar demo mehon alchlm specially ahun lay sraye lemegenagnet rasu aymechm ena mn tlugnalachu

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Hello there . So to the point I am 2nd year 2nd semester law student ena my people ezi yemetahut mndnew I want to do some tutoring u know online mnamn. I have notes yawetahuachew mnamn. And tnsh mokari mbal sew negn ena please ye rase yehone neger endinoregn felgalehu money wise. Ena as u know lela sra lemesrat tmhrtu gze aysetegnm. I am even typing this library hogne. So if there is anyone that can offer me an online tutoring, I would appreciate that. Thank you.

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My first time venting here 👋👋
2nd yr uni student here
Ma stupid idiot decisions got me to this hell...I want a peace quiet.. I mean like yewst selam efelgalehu fata mayset depression nw yeyazegn jil behone decision and it is haunting me every single day how in the hell I messed ma life. mata mata metegnat alechilm mulu kenun endet endezi areku biye nw masib😔😣 i sometimes aleksalehu overthinking is eating me Chinket anxiety depression eyebelagn nw Ahhhhhhh Betam eyetegodaw nw beyekenu haunt yaregenal min aynet kebad sihtet nw yeseraw behiwete nw yekeledikubet Endet sew berasu ej hiwetun yabelashal😡 Tmhirtunm alketatelim alatenam beyekenu sle serahut sihtet nw masb betam nw yazenku berase tichew bihed des yilegnal Bichayen eyecheleliku nw someone please help me am dying inside mayasarf hasab nalayen eyazoregn nw😭
kezi chinket endet endemweta alakim libe dires nw misemagn andande metenfes erasu yakitegnal betam over intense yehone chinket nw yagatemegn
Eee hahahahaahahahahahahaha psychopath eyehonku nw ahhhh hahahahahahahahaahha😣😣😭😡😡
#mentalillness #depression #anxiety #PTSD

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Hey guys i need your advice immediately to help him make a decision. So there's this guy let's call him guy A well he and I have been together for 4 years and him being my first doesn't help either. As you can already imagine I loved him desperately we was also young so one would say I loved him without limits and I believe he did too. But he just wasn't on my level of love even tho he had been begging me to be with him for like 3 years before i caved in . So as I told you we were young really young But still he broke my heart and I just couldn't be the same person after that . So even after I told him I had forgiven him I would always remember how he used to make me cry daily so at last I broke it off with my first love. The thing is I didn't know i would lose part of myself with him . After him I couldn't love another man I would be interested for a few months but nothing past that but at last I was finally over him . So I started dating this other guy who takes care of me who is not toxic at all and also makes me feel safe he is a man every woman would want . He is respectfull you name anything good I assure you he is that . But he is only human so he can't be perfect we were doing so good until one day he just become so rude and disrespectfull I was flabbergasted and it made me think me and this guy we've only met in person 2 to 3 time and talked on the phone for like 2 years so what if he's not how I pictured him to be you know what if he is being this nice because is not sure i loved him (spoiler alert he told me that he can never be sure of my feelings) so what if that's the reason for his good acts and he finally gets sure of me wanting him what if he would be the most horrible person to me and I would regret every decision I made and can't do nothing about it .so one day we were talking with my good friend and she kinda pranked me about my ex dying and I always thought that ofcourse I would be sad but I never thought I would feel so much guilt and regret so the feelings I felt were not normal for a girl who moved on from him. I felt like dying just thinking about not seeing him again when infact that was my plan. And then i kept obsessing over the fact that why did I felt guilty or regret and after two years of no contact with him also turning down friends trying to get us to makeup again I started thinking about him again and this time I really didn't want to do the same mistake again .because he tried everyway to be with me and still I declined and now I don't know if he moved on or if he hates or if had gotten into something intimate. tragic is my life becomes i think i love him still. And r after all this time what made me want him again ? . I know he is the guy who used to make me cry everyday but he is also the first guy I ever loved and will always be special to me. so now I'm thinking what should i do talk to him ? ButI can't do this to guy B how could I? He would be reckless and broken because he really sees a future with me and he is loyal and kind but what am I supposed to do . I just had this gut feeling he wouldn't be like this if he gets sure of me like when we get married and have children's then he would be someone I don't know like aggressive and disrespectfull because then there's no reason for him not to be sure about me or he would believe after all this she wouldn't leave and before you ask no he hasn't done anything to make me feel like this .I just do it's a gut feeling. So you are gonna say what makes you ex better the thing is nothing I love him that's why. I never loved another so maybe I thought I should be with the guy I love and regret later than be with the guy I don't love and still regret it later. I just don't want to have regrets in my life and I don't want to hurt anyone to make myself feel better.

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What’s with the romantic love and sex obsession of Ethiopians in this chat? Is that the only problem y’all face in life? Get a hobby for God’s sake! Don’t act like rabbits.

I understand that there’s not a lot to do in an underdeveloped country but there’s more to life than sex.

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Dressing up trying to be us (take money)
How the fuck they gon' be the mob when we always on our job? (Take money)
We millionaires
Killin' ain't fair but somebody gotta do it (take money)
Oh yeah, Mobb Deep (take money) you wanna fuck with us?
You little young-ass motherfuckers (take money)
Don't one of you niggas got sickle cell or something? (Take money)
You fucking with me
Nigga, you fuck around and have a seizure or a heart attack (take money)
You better back the fuck up 'fore you get smacked the fuck up
This is how we do it on our side
Any of you niggas from New York that wanna bring it, bring it
But we ain't singin', we bringin' drama
Fuck you and your motherfuckin' mama
We gon' kill all you motherfuckers
Now when I came out, I told you it was just about Biggie
Then everybody had to open their mouth with a motherfuckin' opinion
Well this is how we gon' do this
Fuck Mobb Deep, fuck Biggie
Fuck Bad Boy as a staff, record label and as a motherfuckin' crew
And if you want to be down with Bad Bo, then fuck you too
Chino XL, fuck you too
All you motherfuckers, fuck you too (take money, take money)
All of y'all motherfuckers, fuck you, die slow, motherfucker
My .44 make sure all y'all kids don't grow
You motherfuckers can't be us or see us
We motherfuckin' Thug Life riders, Westside 'til we die
Out here in California, nigga, we warned ya
We'll bomb on you motherfuckers, we do our job
You think you mob? Nigga, we the motherfuckin' mob
Ain't nothin' but killers and the real niggas
All you motherfuckers feel us
Our shits go triple and 4-quadruple
(Take money)
You niggas laugh 'cause our staff got
Guns in they motherfuckers belts
You know how it is when we drop records, they felt
You niggas can't feel it, we the realest
Fuck 'em, we Bad Boy killers (we killers)

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Im so confused right now like im trying mybest ignore lemadreg gn alchalkum my family hates me too much like im saying my father and mother .... they don't give shit about me like ene neng yemjemryam yemechersham lijjachew ignore like ... what's happening im now 24 and student at (haramaya) 4th year unv baygermachu gibi kegebaw father dewlo indet neh blong ayaqm even like be hiwotu dewlolng ayaqm bechrash yesu slk slke lay terto ayaqm inde dnget bitera enkua lbe betam yidenegtal yetfetre yehone negr yale nw mimeslng like he provides gn be amet 1 de provide biyaderglng nw esunm 24 hour ene dewye ... tewt ye enat anjet aysestm yibalal why it's not working on me like biyans esua lmn atraralngma beqa deltong mnor nw mimeslachew like what's the purpose of life yeweledutn lij telto menor yichalal inde benesu mkniyat i suffer a lot like ezi lay menager malchelachw bzu negeroch alu gn like im done now beqang asmeselku lemenor mokerku gn ke aqme belay hone life gibi lay dewlo indet nek dimtsh tefa mil sw even yelem im lone right now i have only grandmother esua nat mtastawseng beqa esunm esua yamatal esua lay himem alchemrm bye nw inji sucide thought is 24 hours ( they stolen my life beqa..my child hood .. wetatneten beqa everything ) .....
..... i wish i could tell the everything and kill my self ughhhhh

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I think there's something wrong with me, I don't want to be happy i enjoy being bullied hated, alone doing self harm and i think everything bad that happens is somewhat comforting, i also keep thinking about how everything is pointless i feel like death or life doesnt have sense no matter what i dont know what i want anymore because death or life isnt nice to me

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It's something I feel strongly about and want to express openly I have a big inch D, and I love girls just only for sex...i flirt and meat-up slept..done no feeling’s…but after sleeping or waking up the next day I often feel indifferent..they try to reach out,but I end up ignoring and seeking new connections instead.. It's a part of who I am, and I want to vent and share..what’s your advice or something

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Selam sewoch enedet nachihu
Ene zare vent mareg mifegew
Ye unuversty temari nebrku gen limerk 2 amet sikeregn akuaretkut ,yakuaretkubetm mknuat beseatu sra lemesrat eyemokerku nbr ena be universty timhrtm tkkl new bie alamnm. Gen ahun yalehubet hunet demo lela hone ye puff(weed) addicted hugnalehu ,gen puff kemejemre befit gbim eyalehu chat ekmalehu nbr .
Puff addicted tegoji bihonm gen bzu ngr endreda endigebagn adrgognal bachru bzu reality asawkognal ena mn lilachihu felge new bene hiwot yalefe sew lmdun biakaflegn

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Hello everyone 24m ok to the point is it normal that betam eqeldalew in every situation like serious situations and the worst part is erase lay hula keldalew like yehone neger lifeya lay happen siyareg negerun kayere tinsh eznanalew tameme erasu ka car accident ka mote weteche hula keldalew i don't know is that a bad thing esti don't be mean just tell me thank you

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Hi I am 24 years old who got proposed, married and had a child all within a year. So last year on November my boyfriend and I went to a club with friends and we had the time of our lives. We spent almost 8k dollars but we drunk asf that we didn’t care about the money at all until the bank started to cancel our purchases. That’s when we decided to go back home and drink more there. We called uber and took our friends to our house since everyone’s car was there and we had rooms they can sleep in. While we were playing games and drinking and more drinking the sun shinned upon us. One thing I forgot to mention is that when we were at the club I kinda proposed to my bf while I was drunk but he wasn’t( he has a good tolerance for alcohol) he laughed and told me to wait 6 more months and he will propose. Mind you after 6 months it’s our anniversary. He said that thinking I won’t remember coz am drunk but every time I get drunk I would remember everything I did the next morning. When the morning came we made sure our friends got to their houses on time and slept😉. A month from that day I found out that I was pregnant and my bf was thrilled. He send shemagle to my moms house to as for marriage and just like that we got engaged. Our family and my bf wanted to have the wedding as soon as possible but I didn’t want to since I won’t fit in my desired wedding dress. Told them that we will have the wedding next year. But me and my BF got married legally without telling anyone. Now that our baby is here, our lives have changed for the better. but I am having doubts it could be hormones but am getting annoyed by him and his side of family. It’s been almost 4 month since I gave birth and his family only came to see the baby 2 times and didn’t even try to help us with the baby. And him he still helps them with every little things that they could do themselves. Am I being a reasonable coz it feels like they are his priority when he makes every decision and it gets to head. I love my husband and I know he does too but when he comes to his family it’s coming between us. Mind you it’s not his parents it’s his grandma and aunt.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys i need your advice immediately to help him make a decision. So there's this guy let's call him guy A well he and I have been together for 4 years and him being my first doesn't help either. As you can…
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Part 1
i need your advice immediately to help me make a decision. So there's this guy let's call him guy A well he and I have been together for 4 years and him being my first doesn't help either. As you can already imagine I loved him desperately we were also young so  one would say I loved him without limits and I believe he did too. But he just wasn't on my level of love even tho he had been begging me to be with him for like 3 years before i caved in . So as I told you we were young really young But still he broke my heart and I just couldn't be the same person after that . So even after I told him I had forgiven him I would always remember how he used to make me cry daily so at last I broke it off with my first love. The thing is I didn't know i would lose part of myself with him . After him I couldn't love another man I would be interested for a few months but nothing past that but at last I was finally over him . So I started dating this other guy who takes care of me who is not toxic at all and also makes me feel safe he is a man every woman would want . He is respectfull you name anything good I assure you he is that . But he is only human so he can't be perfect we were doing so good until one day he just become so rude and disrespectfull I was flabbergasted and it made me think me and this guy we've only met in person 2 to 3 time andi talked on the phone for like 2 years so what if he's not how I pictured him to be you know what if he is being this nice because is not sure i loved him (spoiler alert he told me that he can never be sure of my feelings) so what if that's the reason for his good acts and he finally gets sure of me wanting him what if he would be the most horrible person to me and I would regret every decision I made and can't do nothing about it .so one day we were talking with my good friend and she kinda pranked me about my ex dying and I always thought that ofcourse I would be sad but I never thought I would feel so much guilt and regret so  the feelings I felt were not normal for a girl who moved on from him. I felt like dying just thinking about not seeing him again when infact that was my plan. And then i kept obsessing over the fact that why did I felt guilty or regret and after two years of no contact with him also turning down friends trying to get us to makeup again I started  thinking about him again and this time I really didn't want to do the same mistake again .because he tried everyway to be with me and still I declined and now I don't know if he moved on or if he hates me or if had gotten into something intimate with another girl which is a huge turn off for me . tragic is my life because i think i love him still. And  after all this time what made me want him again ? . I know  he is the guy who used to make me cry everyday but he is also the first guy I ever loved and  will always be special to me. so now I'm thinking about what i should do like talk to him ? Because he also doesn't seem fully over me .

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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys Am female 23 yrs old Part 1 i need your advice immediately to help me make a decision. So there's this guy let's call him guy A well he and I have been together for 4 years and him being my first…
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Part 2 of guy A and B
But i can't do this to guy B how could I?  He would be reckless and broken I know I can't be sure about others feeling but i just know it because he really sees a future with me and he is loyal and kind but what am I supposed to do . I just had this gut feeling he wouldn't be like this if he gets sure of my feelings like  when we get married and have children's then he would be someone I don't know like aggressive and disrespectfull because then there's no reason for him not to be sure about me or to take care of me or he would believe after all this she wouldn't leave and before you ask no he hasn't done anything to make me feel like this .I just do it's a gut feeling. So you are gonna say what makes your ex better the thing is nothing . I think i love him that's why. I never loved another so maybe I thought I should be with the guy I love and regret later than be with the guy I don't love and still regret it later. I just don't want to have regrets in my life and I don't want to hurt anyone to make myself feel better.

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