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Okay this might be boring but bear with me... well, there is this friend of mine whom I cherish soooo much... I care about her more than anyone. We met 2 years ago and we became best friends... actually best friends won't even define our relationship...we were more like sisters...she was closer to me than my blood-related sister. But this friend of mine has other friends....other best friends...whom she treats the ways she treats me...am like questioning our friendship like am I really that important to her?... cause one time I have been asking her to meet with me but she said she is busy and that she will meet up with me next time and I have been asking her for whole 2 weeks to meet up but she was BUSY but after 2 weeks, we met up and I saw some pics in her phone that she was meeting up with her other friends...she even came to my neighborhood when checked the pics... I wanted to meet up becuz I needed her...I needed a friend at that time but heyyyyy what's more important than her other friends...I just need so help... what should I do?... cause I feel like I am going to lose her and on he other hand I feel like this friendship is a fail and am just hurting myself...but she is all I have...she is my only friend
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Okay this might be boring but bear with me... well, there is this friend of mine whom I cherish soooo much... I care about her more than anyone. We met 2 years ago and we became best friends... actually best friends won't even define our relationship...we were more like sisters...she was closer to me than my blood-related sister. But this friend of mine has other friends....other best friends...whom she treats the ways she treats me...am like questioning our friendship like am I really that important to her?... cause one time I have been asking her to meet with me but she said she is busy and that she will meet up with me next time and I have been asking her for whole 2 weeks to meet up but she was BUSY but after 2 weeks, we met up and I saw some pics in her phone that she was meeting up with her other friends...she even came to my neighborhood when checked the pics... I wanted to meet up becuz I needed her...I needed a friend at that time but heyyyyy what's more important than her other friends...I just need so help... what should I do?... cause I feel like I am going to lose her and on he other hand I feel like this friendship is a fail and am just hurting myself...but she is all I have...she is my only friend
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The last few vents of mine was quiet depressing and boring yes it is true my life after breakup so called breakup with my best friend was more of suicidal and annoying(in a bad way) anyway after that bad moments of my life i am gonna go forward no more going backward THE GOOD THE BAD THE CRISP like Weeknd said "Who gonna pray for me Take my pain for me" no more dlewing on the past i might remember it for 2 or 3 hours but no more looking backwards anymore
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The last few vents of mine was quiet depressing and boring yes it is true my life after breakup so called breakup with my best friend was more of suicidal and annoying(in a bad way) anyway after that bad moments of my life i am gonna go forward no more going backward THE GOOD THE BAD THE CRISP like Weeknd said "Who gonna pray for me Take my pain for me" no more dlewing on the past i might remember it for 2 or 3 hours but no more looking backwards anymore
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Here's to my library crush.
The cute boy with the perfect smile I've ever seen, so handsome.
I don't know what happened to me but since the first day I saw you sitting with that kostara fit,but I just glued my eyes on you.
In that hall full of people trying to study for their exams, I just look to see what you're up to. And the most awkward thing is you're already staring at me before I can even stare. So if you're reading this by chance, shall I make the first move or what?!
Ps. I'm that girl who sits at the same table in front of you, 2nd floor.
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Here's to my library crush.
The cute boy with the perfect smile I've ever seen, so handsome.
I don't know what happened to me but since the first day I saw you sitting with that kostara fit,but I just glued my eyes on you.
In that hall full of people trying to study for their exams, I just look to see what you're up to. And the most awkward thing is you're already staring at me before I can even stare. So if you're reading this by chance, shall I make the first move or what?!
Ps. I'm that girl who sits at the same table in front of you, 2nd floor.
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Fuckπ.... You that pain u can't touch or explain u just feel by those parts of ur body u can't cut out... Yeah they are not going away this time around 2014 was the most fucked up year of my life.... I told my self it would get better but after waiting a whole year nothing has changed ppl glance at u for second and u r it... that person....it's not like I wanted look this way god did it not me.... So now in the new year I'm tryin to find the most painless to go......
Someone pls say something i don't wanna do itπ
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Fuckπ.... You that pain u can't touch or explain u just feel by those parts of ur body u can't cut out... Yeah they are not going away this time around 2014 was the most fucked up year of my life.... I told my self it would get better but after waiting a whole year nothing has changed ppl glance at u for second and u r it... that person....it's not like I wanted look this way god did it not me.... So now in the new year I'm tryin to find the most painless to go......
Someone pls say something i don't wanna do itπ
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I used to be that girl, top in classes but wild as hell. I used to balance it all; no matter what happens I know my priorities straight and never let anything get in my way. I believed I could achieve anything; malet my potential was big... no huge. I believed I was unstoppable and I was. I had a goal, I believed I could change the world, I believed I was capable of doing anything if I set my mind to it and the things is I don't let anything get in a way and I do it and I do it best. I didn't know what failure meant; for me that never made sense. Unless I was sick there ain't now way I would fail at anything. And also one thing about me once I hate shit there ain't no going back. And other thing yeah I used to love challenge, actually I still do, don't like it when it come easy I had to earn it, I don't like handouts. But covid happened and just like every other person I lost myself, specially that side of myself. I stopped giving a damn, the world could crumble and I would turn a blind eye. I lost my dream; I don't know what to do with my life, I mean I started seeing life as pointless. I mean u could work hard day and night and something unexpected and overwhelming like covid could happen and just change things around and all that would be in vain. Or the crisis in Ethiopia; that had a huge impact on my mindset. Everytime I try to work hard my mind would remind me that thousands of people are dying due to the war and it keeps reminding me that I maybe next or im next. So yeah I lost the best part of me, my motivations are replaced by excuses. I was a girl that would wake up and exercise atleast 30 mins every damn day but now... don't see the point in it. I would start and on the 3rd or 4th day I would be exhausted and just like that I would give up. That's so unlike me. And let's not forget there's depression... that one is been with me for a long time and it keeps haunting me, telling my mind stupidest shits trying to convince me that this life ain't worth living. I tried not to think about suicide because I have so much to give to this world and I need to accomplish my dreams... at least I owe the old me this, but it's hard. Life is becoming fake, people are becoming fake, love is becoming fake, food is becoming fake( I tried to buy that makiato biscuit and didn't have the old taste so I'm pissed don't mind it) this whole system we're living is fake... I'm just so done with it. So now I'm a campus student chasing my 'dream', learning my favorite department and there was a high competition to get in and all but after I got in I ain't the same anymore; I lost all my appetite for school actually I did that during the pandemic and like I said once I hate there's no going back so yeah I don't know how to love it again, it's not passion anymore its a job and let's not get on my grades coz there growing like carrots and I'm kinda getting stressed way too much. I'm losing it all, the challenge I used to love so much, now I'm running away from it. I give my priorities to stupid stuff and all I want to do is get a job and Hustle in life. But also I have this courses I want to learn since I was a kid but I'm afraid that I would lose interest once I start doing it and I don't want that. Bcha I'm hella confused like i seriously don't know what to do. Sometimes I think suicide is the answer u know y gotta suffer but I ain't lived that much on earth and ain't giving up on her now. Ena like they say GIVE REASONS TO LIVE GIVE REASONS TO DIE I'm trying to give my self a reason to live I even thought about having a baby bcha I know it's stupid gn desperation new. I mean I have this chilanchil tesfa on my life like if I could get my old self back or since that ain't possible if i could just face my problems and fix it i know i could kick life in the ass. Bcha I'm sorry for rambling lfeneda slehone new and yeah this isn't a cry for help this is just letting it out. I'll be okay.
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I used to be that girl, top in classes but wild as hell. I used to balance it all; no matter what happens I know my priorities straight and never let anything get in my way. I believed I could achieve anything; malet my potential was big... no huge. I believed I was unstoppable and I was. I had a goal, I believed I could change the world, I believed I was capable of doing anything if I set my mind to it and the things is I don't let anything get in a way and I do it and I do it best. I didn't know what failure meant; for me that never made sense. Unless I was sick there ain't now way I would fail at anything. And also one thing about me once I hate shit there ain't no going back. And other thing yeah I used to love challenge, actually I still do, don't like it when it come easy I had to earn it, I don't like handouts. But covid happened and just like every other person I lost myself, specially that side of myself. I stopped giving a damn, the world could crumble and I would turn a blind eye. I lost my dream; I don't know what to do with my life, I mean I started seeing life as pointless. I mean u could work hard day and night and something unexpected and overwhelming like covid could happen and just change things around and all that would be in vain. Or the crisis in Ethiopia; that had a huge impact on my mindset. Everytime I try to work hard my mind would remind me that thousands of people are dying due to the war and it keeps reminding me that I maybe next or im next. So yeah I lost the best part of me, my motivations are replaced by excuses. I was a girl that would wake up and exercise atleast 30 mins every damn day but now... don't see the point in it. I would start and on the 3rd or 4th day I would be exhausted and just like that I would give up. That's so unlike me. And let's not forget there's depression... that one is been with me for a long time and it keeps haunting me, telling my mind stupidest shits trying to convince me that this life ain't worth living. I tried not to think about suicide because I have so much to give to this world and I need to accomplish my dreams... at least I owe the old me this, but it's hard. Life is becoming fake, people are becoming fake, love is becoming fake, food is becoming fake( I tried to buy that makiato biscuit and didn't have the old taste so I'm pissed don't mind it) this whole system we're living is fake... I'm just so done with it. So now I'm a campus student chasing my 'dream', learning my favorite department and there was a high competition to get in and all but after I got in I ain't the same anymore; I lost all my appetite for school actually I did that during the pandemic and like I said once I hate there's no going back so yeah I don't know how to love it again, it's not passion anymore its a job and let's not get on my grades coz there growing like carrots and I'm kinda getting stressed way too much. I'm losing it all, the challenge I used to love so much, now I'm running away from it. I give my priorities to stupid stuff and all I want to do is get a job and Hustle in life. But also I have this courses I want to learn since I was a kid but I'm afraid that I would lose interest once I start doing it and I don't want that. Bcha I'm hella confused like i seriously don't know what to do. Sometimes I think suicide is the answer u know y gotta suffer but I ain't lived that much on earth and ain't giving up on her now. Ena like they say GIVE REASONS TO LIVE GIVE REASONS TO DIE I'm trying to give my self a reason to live I even thought about having a baby bcha I know it's stupid gn desperation new. I mean I have this chilanchil tesfa on my life like if I could get my old self back or since that ain't possible if i could just face my problems and fix it i know i could kick life in the ass. Bcha I'm sorry for rambling lfeneda slehone new and yeah this isn't a cry for help this is just letting it out. I'll be okay.
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I HATE MY SELF
Ever since i was a kid i had no desire to try new things and I had no confidence. It's not about how i look or something, I'm very confident about my body. I really can't blame anyone for this cuz my fam did all their might to be with me but everytime something goes wrong and I'll end up alone again. My worst fear is failure and I'm thinking that if i don't try new things and build confidence my worst fear will become reality and i thought i changed untill today i got a chance to do something new and i refused. I didn't even say it consciously it just came out. It was not a big opportunity but i thought what if this had changed my life and made me a better person than who i am now? What if this was a chance from God for a new start? And a bunch of questions filled my mind and I almost cried.
I hate being the silent one, i hate being the always deceplined one, i hate being shy, i hate being afraid, i wanna try new things and be part of the world, i wanna be a social butterfly, i hate being introvert.
What I've came through all this 19 years has made me weak, numb and afraid of people's judgement and it's no ones fault. I can't and don't wanna be this person so PLEASE anyone who went through where i am now give me some good advice, something that'll make me a new confident, easy to talk to, free, doesn't give a fuck abt ppl kinda person. I just wanna be free. Anything will be useful but I would appreciate it if an experienced person shares their method with me.
If it helps I'm a 19 year old girl
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I HATE MY SELF
Ever since i was a kid i had no desire to try new things and I had no confidence. It's not about how i look or something, I'm very confident about my body. I really can't blame anyone for this cuz my fam did all their might to be with me but everytime something goes wrong and I'll end up alone again. My worst fear is failure and I'm thinking that if i don't try new things and build confidence my worst fear will become reality and i thought i changed untill today i got a chance to do something new and i refused. I didn't even say it consciously it just came out. It was not a big opportunity but i thought what if this had changed my life and made me a better person than who i am now? What if this was a chance from God for a new start? And a bunch of questions filled my mind and I almost cried.
I hate being the silent one, i hate being the always deceplined one, i hate being shy, i hate being afraid, i wanna try new things and be part of the world, i wanna be a social butterfly, i hate being introvert.
What I've came through all this 19 years has made me weak, numb and afraid of people's judgement and it's no ones fault. I can't and don't wanna be this person so PLEASE anyone who went through where i am now give me some good advice, something that'll make me a new confident, easy to talk to, free, doesn't give a fuck abt ppl kinda person. I just wanna be free. Anything will be useful but I would appreciate it if an experienced person shares their method with me.
If it helps I'm a 19 year old girl
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breakup hurts? yeah
but family problems hurt more... when you parents fight everyday. when you see your mom breaking up into pieces, crying...
men shouldn't marry and have kids if they can't be a good father or husband... you know the men in my life made me hate men.....it affected me so badly... I've seen my father and uncle...and that's how I became a toxic female hating men
I know all men aren't wrong but.... I just couldn't trust... I'm sick of it
I wanna live normally, trust boys, have a boyfriend, care for him.... but my trauma is haunting me.......this is so painful....
I hate him for making my childhood so bad I hate him for giving me this never ending trauma I just hate him why do these kinda men exist I hate him
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breakup hurts? yeah
but family problems hurt more... when you parents fight everyday. when you see your mom breaking up into pieces, crying...
men shouldn't marry and have kids if they can't be a good father or husband... you know the men in my life made me hate men.....it affected me so badly... I've seen my father and uncle...and that's how I became a toxic female hating men
I know all men aren't wrong but.... I just couldn't trust... I'm sick of it
I wanna live normally, trust boys, have a boyfriend, care for him.... but my trauma is haunting me.......this is so painful....
I hate him for making my childhood so bad I hate him for giving me this never ending trauma I just hate him why do these kinda men exist I hate him
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I am 19M. Back when I was a kid I was sexually assaulted. I had to go through a lot at a young age. Then as time passed I found myself starting to get attracted to guys. It was so unusual and scary for me. I started praying and being close to the church more. But nothing changed. On the side I really wanna feel for a woman, get married and have a family. I am so religious, which made it hard for me to get a common ground. I hooked up with guys before but never with girls. I find girls hard to get close and I kinda fear'em. Am getting confused day to day and my mind can't relax. I jut want to stop feeling like that and be normal like my friends. Yeah, everyone said it but straights you all should know no one wanted to be like this. We all had some reason to feel like this. Anyway, if anyone got a solution for me am down.
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I am 19M. Back when I was a kid I was sexually assaulted. I had to go through a lot at a young age. Then as time passed I found myself starting to get attracted to guys. It was so unusual and scary for me. I started praying and being close to the church more. But nothing changed. On the side I really wanna feel for a woman, get married and have a family. I am so religious, which made it hard for me to get a common ground. I hooked up with guys before but never with girls. I find girls hard to get close and I kinda fear'em. Am getting confused day to day and my mind can't relax. I jut want to stop feeling like that and be normal like my friends. Yeah, everyone said it but straights you all should know no one wanted to be like this. We all had some reason to feel like this. Anyway, if anyone got a solution for me am down.
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This is for the Protestants.
I grew up in church attending Sunday schools and all. The more I grow, the more I lose the sense of what goes on in church.π€¦ββοΈ I love Christ and I follow him. I have had ons and offs but I still believe him no doubt in that. But everytime I go to church cant help but be conscious of the lyrics of the songs being sung and i just donβt get how God get pleased with it. When I see people move with the music, I see insanity. I hear sermons and try to get the point but itβs just pointless sometimes. Donβt understand why the preacher wants us to say Amen every in between. I feel like itβs all for peopleβs convenience. If I sing sitting, people will judge instead of doing their own worship.
Anyways this is to say, itβs youth sermons and Bible studies that I enjoy and actually learn from. Our church is faded with such so if any of you know a good church with good youth programs anywhere near summit, meri, yetebaberut kotebe or sth, let me know in the comments.
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This is for the Protestants.
I grew up in church attending Sunday schools and all. The more I grow, the more I lose the sense of what goes on in church.π€¦ββοΈ I love Christ and I follow him. I have had ons and offs but I still believe him no doubt in that. But everytime I go to church cant help but be conscious of the lyrics of the songs being sung and i just donβt get how God get pleased with it. When I see people move with the music, I see insanity. I hear sermons and try to get the point but itβs just pointless sometimes. Donβt understand why the preacher wants us to say Amen every in between. I feel like itβs all for peopleβs convenience. If I sing sitting, people will judge instead of doing their own worship.
Anyways this is to say, itβs youth sermons and Bible studies that I enjoy and actually learn from. Our church is faded with such so if any of you know a good church with good youth programs anywhere near summit, meri, yetebaberut kotebe or sth, let me know in the comments.
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So my dad is cheating on my mom and its been a bout 5 years I knew back in highschool and I told him and he said it was my moms fault because she argues and they have no sex life and I didn't say anything because I was selfish and didn't want them to separate but then I found out he got the woman pregnant and they had a baby and I feel like shit I feel like it is my fault...after a while he even took his clothes saying he is working but never has enough money for us so now my mom is suspicious says he is cheating but he is denying and Im just sitting there like I don know nothing and now she is saying am am evil and I don say anything because burr slemisetegn but Now I want one thing how do I get them divorced peacefully with out my mom knowing and hurting if thus continues my mom really might do something at this extent and even nowadays thoughts of death are crossing my mind I have these thoughts day and night and I really am afraid of doing it
Please give me ur opinion guys I don know what to do pleasee
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So my dad is cheating on my mom and its been a bout 5 years I knew back in highschool and I told him and he said it was my moms fault because she argues and they have no sex life and I didn't say anything because I was selfish and didn't want them to separate but then I found out he got the woman pregnant and they had a baby and I feel like shit I feel like it is my fault...after a while he even took his clothes saying he is working but never has enough money for us so now my mom is suspicious says he is cheating but he is denying and Im just sitting there like I don know nothing and now she is saying am am evil and I don say anything because burr slemisetegn but Now I want one thing how do I get them divorced peacefully with out my mom knowing and hurting if thus continues my mom really might do something at this extent and even nowadays thoughts of death are crossing my mind I have these thoughts day and night and I really am afraid of doing it
Please give me ur opinion guys I don know what to do pleasee
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I'm so stressed yezendro matric tefetagn negn ena betam chenkognal did u know ke 10 sew 2 sew nw miyalfew and this is stressing me alot, i just want to let it out ena tefetagnoch egziyabher yirdan
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I'm so stressed yezendro matric tefetagn negn ena betam chenkognal did u know ke 10 sew 2 sew nw miyalfew and this is stressing me alot, i just want to let it out ena tefetagnoch egziyabher yirdan
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So , my life is soo fucked up. There is some one i Iove so much that I will do anything for her. I asked her out and then she said yes. I was so happy with her. And then one day I heard her talking with her friend that I was dumb and she want me just as to kill time. When I heard that I didn't know what to do. I thought I was leaving in fucking movie. So yeah am thinking for asking her forgiveness. So what should I do???
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So , my life is soo fucked up. There is some one i Iove so much that I will do anything for her. I asked her out and then she said yes. I was so happy with her. And then one day I heard her talking with her friend that I was dumb and she want me just as to kill time. When I heard that I didn't know what to do. I thought I was leaving in fucking movie. So yeah am thinking for asking her forgiveness. So what should I do???
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Guys how to get over someone who doesn't love you, who isn't in the same status with u, who is smart, extrovert and who has every good personality u know how can i guys help me i am dying...?
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Guys how to get over someone who doesn't love you, who isn't in the same status with u, who is smart, extrovert and who has every good personality u know how can i guys help me i am dying...?
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I cried guys
I was able to cry
I am the type of girl who couldn't let herself cry. I don't know when but it has been years since i felt anything. For the past 7 or 8 years i never got mad or felt anything actually but ive realized that 2014 I've cried more times than i did my whole life, i know it is not something amazing but i feel more alove now than i did before
Life had no sense before but now it feels like shit but the Shit is better ππ
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I cried guys
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I am the type of girl who couldn't let herself cry. I don't know when but it has been years since i felt anything. For the past 7 or 8 years i never got mad or felt anything actually but ive realized that 2014 I've cried more times than i did my whole life, i know it is not something amazing but i feel more alove now than i did before
Life had no sense before but now it feels like shit but the Shit is better ππ
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Hi everyone dena nachihu,
Ena min meselachihu besew hiywot endih yikeledal biye alasibim neber? Malete, enie private clinic new miseraw ( Addis wust) ena balebetu doctor negn bilo new miseraw but he is not a doctor , malet yetena balemuya ayidelem so lingibaba alichalinem , bicha betam yastelal ebakachihi sitihedu tinikake adirgu, degmo addis ababa tena bero mitseru sewoch kalachihu ke birr yilik yesew hiywot yibeltal bitasibubet tiru new, enie sirayen lemelikek tegedijalehu, enie bemifeligew menged kaliserah likek alegn alekim endalilew begodagnis lerasie hiywotem ferahu so , yaw melikek ena sira mefeleg new, degmo eko clinicu tawaki new betam ena bezihi yenuro wudinet (yebet kiray, transport, migib) sira leko sira mefeleg betam kebad new, betam α¨αααα, what shall l do? any advice please ! Thank you
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Hi everyone dena nachihu,
Ena min meselachihu besew hiywot endih yikeledal biye alasibim neber? Malete, enie private clinic new miseraw ( Addis wust) ena balebetu doctor negn bilo new miseraw but he is not a doctor , malet yetena balemuya ayidelem so lingibaba alichalinem , bicha betam yastelal ebakachihi sitihedu tinikake adirgu, degmo addis ababa tena bero mitseru sewoch kalachihu ke birr yilik yesew hiywot yibeltal bitasibubet tiru new, enie sirayen lemelikek tegedijalehu, enie bemifeligew menged kaliserah likek alegn alekim endalilew begodagnis lerasie hiywotem ferahu so , yaw melikek ena sira mefeleg new, degmo eko clinicu tawaki new betam ena bezihi yenuro wudinet (yebet kiray, transport, migib) sira leko sira mefeleg betam kebad new, betam α¨αααα, what shall l do? any advice please ! Thank you
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Hey Unihorse π¦ Hide my Identity I need to vent Hi, I was planning to change many things this new year but I am not moving at all. The thing is that as I mentioned last time I am a med student and I have been through a lot. when I were in gibi I couldn't focusβ¦
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My other plan after I found my peace was to make everything good between me and my boyfriend. I love him and I know he loves me too. But, we face some problems...I feel like everything is my fault and he also makes me feel like it's. When some argument comes up he always tells me to shut up & change, that am not a true lover and am just wasting his time and ahun ahun demo he says let's break it off. And it hurts me a lot and I just do what ever I can to convince him. And now because of the thing I did that I haven't told him I feel guilty. May be am not a true lover. I should let him go gn I love & I have been through a lot for him. There is some age d/ce between us 10 years menamen gn like I gave him everything I have. He is so loving caring person gn I don't think he trusts me. He is controlling, I have to tell him about all my movements especially if I am at gibi. He is very sexual person....I don't know I mean are all men like this? He likes to do it or talk about it most of the time a least he asks me every 3 or 4 days if am home. If I say no he will be mad by little things and I just had to do it to be fine cause I feel like I will lose him and can't handle all the nagging and chekechek. And he likes to do it in my a and it hurts demo... I mean is this normal? Do people do stuff like this? He says that he has paid a lot of sacrifice for me and our love. I know he did malet for all this time of our dating life we went to Cafe only 4 times we went to pension for most times. He wants to go for walk, to other stuff like normal couple I want that too eko. I get it, it may be time for him to settle and marry and have kids and his family are also pressuring him to do that gn I don't know if he chose me wasn't he supposed to trust in us and our love. At this time I can't do that for him he knew that from the start because I have to finish my studies. His family may tell him tekedekalech menamen gn we both know ourselves ena like if he decides and trusts me just as I did that is all that matters.
I think my feeling of guilt made me vulnerable to many things. I can't say no and I feel like I don't deserve him. And am losing myself cause he wants to change me in his way and kebefitem am a pushover and plus the guilt feeling am losing me! I can't tell him what I feel even in small things cause he feels like am arguing with him I just have to accept what he says swallow my thoughts and feeling. Am completely losing myself. I don't know what to do. At one side there is the thing I did that makes me hate my life and how I am gonna find peace? On the other side there him how am I gonna ever be good enough for him? And demo on the other hand there is my education how to make everything better and make my family proud?
I just want to accept if it's all my fault as he said and change. How can I become a true good lover?I just need peace right now or else I just want all this suffering to end!!!
Any suggestions help π
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I need to vent
My other plan after I found my peace was to make everything good between me and my boyfriend. I love him and I know he loves me too. But, we face some problems...I feel like everything is my fault and he also makes me feel like it's. When some argument comes up he always tells me to shut up & change, that am not a true lover and am just wasting his time and ahun ahun demo he says let's break it off. And it hurts me a lot and I just do what ever I can to convince him. And now because of the thing I did that I haven't told him I feel guilty. May be am not a true lover. I should let him go gn I love & I have been through a lot for him. There is some age d/ce between us 10 years menamen gn like I gave him everything I have. He is so loving caring person gn I don't think he trusts me. He is controlling, I have to tell him about all my movements especially if I am at gibi. He is very sexual person....I don't know I mean are all men like this? He likes to do it or talk about it most of the time a least he asks me every 3 or 4 days if am home. If I say no he will be mad by little things and I just had to do it to be fine cause I feel like I will lose him and can't handle all the nagging and chekechek. And he likes to do it in my a and it hurts demo... I mean is this normal? Do people do stuff like this? He says that he has paid a lot of sacrifice for me and our love. I know he did malet for all this time of our dating life we went to Cafe only 4 times we went to pension for most times. He wants to go for walk, to other stuff like normal couple I want that too eko. I get it, it may be time for him to settle and marry and have kids and his family are also pressuring him to do that gn I don't know if he chose me wasn't he supposed to trust in us and our love. At this time I can't do that for him he knew that from the start because I have to finish my studies. His family may tell him tekedekalech menamen gn we both know ourselves ena like if he decides and trusts me just as I did that is all that matters.
I think my feeling of guilt made me vulnerable to many things. I can't say no and I feel like I don't deserve him. And am losing myself cause he wants to change me in his way and kebefitem am a pushover and plus the guilt feeling am losing me! I can't tell him what I feel even in small things cause he feels like am arguing with him I just have to accept what he says swallow my thoughts and feeling. Am completely losing myself. I don't know what to do. At one side there is the thing I did that makes me hate my life and how I am gonna find peace? On the other side there him how am I gonna ever be good enough for him? And demo on the other hand there is my education how to make everything better and make my family proud?
I just want to accept if it's all my fault as he said and change. How can I become a true good lover?I just need peace right now or else I just want all this suffering to end!!!
Any suggestions help π
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I have been using postpill for the last 3 years, and lately I have been experiencing a lot of irregular menstrual cycle for 4 months menamen. Is it normal? I need some permanent thing. Any doctor or health workers hear what is better contraceptive methods with less side effects? Is the injection good?
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I have been using postpill for the last 3 years, and lately I have been experiencing a lot of irregular menstrual cycle for 4 months menamen. Is it normal? I need some permanent thing. Any doctor or health workers hear what is better contraceptive methods with less side effects? Is the injection good?
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Hey everyone I got a little confused and scared about smth so thought u guys might help and stuff.
So I had an idea that I should say sorry to those I really really need to coz I did so many bad stuff to them and I've been feeling guilty a lot so I started doing it starting from the long fights I had and trust me it gave me so much peace and joy in my life but now as I was going down to the lists I got to my long ex bf whole I did so wrong without it being his fault so now I'm scared to say anything but I know u have to otherwise this won't let me be in peace
What I'm scared about is what if he sees it And ignores it, what if he thinks o want to get back together and that I'm using this as an excuse, what if he still hates me and don't want to forgive me
That's all be nice π
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hey everyone I got a little confused and scared about smth so thought u guys might help and stuff.
So I had an idea that I should say sorry to those I really really need to coz I did so many bad stuff to them and I've been feeling guilty a lot so I started doing it starting from the long fights I had and trust me it gave me so much peace and joy in my life but now as I was going down to the lists I got to my long ex bf whole I did so wrong without it being his fault so now I'm scared to say anything but I know u have to otherwise this won't let me be in peace
What I'm scared about is what if he sees it And ignores it, what if he thinks o want to get back together and that I'm using this as an excuse, what if he still hates me and don't want to forgive me
That's all be nice π
#Friendship #Relationship #Adult
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I have a gf we love each other betam 6month hunonal kezam befit entwawkaln for years (zmblo metwawk bitcha) ena ahun she have a guy best friend hulun neger metngrew esum endzaw ena she tells him bizu neger slswa bizu yakal ..its her first time room sinyz rasu ena ngrawalch be text ..."am in a room with ma bf its ma first time eko" minamin idk lelam neger negraw yhonal about me or anything...i saw this text only ena yhen neger chger alew weys am over thinking ?
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I have a gf we love each other betam 6month hunonal kezam befit entwawkaln for years (zmblo metwawk bitcha) ena ahun she have a guy best friend hulun neger metngrew esum endzaw ena she tells him bizu neger slswa bizu yakal ..its her first time room sinyz rasu ena ngrawalch be text ..."am in a room with ma bf its ma first time eko" minamin idk lelam neger negraw yhonal about me or anything...i saw this text only ena yhen neger chger alew weys am over thinking ?
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