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Wsg everyone????, hope ya'll are fine, i just wanted to vent about smt that happened recently in my life, so you see i had this plan to go abroad for my undergraduate studies and me and my mom spent every penny we had to make this dream of mine come true. It took like a long time and we spent a lot of money that we didn't even have. She even took a loan for me hoping it will all pay off ones i set my foot there. i had a dream not only for myself but also for my family to change their lives and make them proud, that kept me going. but then after all this hardwork it was time where if was the final step, THE EMBASSY INTERVIEW i was feeling all types of feelings that day i was nervous i was numb, anxious, excited..you name it i felt it , as i stood there right in front of the man i looked myself in the reflection of the glass infront and told my self " i got this " he started asking me these questions that i was so ready for ..kept on going and then 5 minutes was all it took " unfortunetly you are not eligible ..." i stopped hear after that and looked myself back in the mirror ,my eyes seemed different they looked disbelieved by what just happened "thats it? is that actully real? " i was walking out of the embassy all numb and overwhelmed then the moment set foot outside of the embassy and looked at my mom approaching me with her happy and joyful face i literally broke down in tears crying infront of everyone outside , istg bro i have never cried like that in my 19 yrs of living in public. all those hard work and hope and everything went down the drain, the next 2 days i was in a very bad place but then i tried to get myself together and came back to reality, there are tons of debt we need to pay, then there is my college fee in here , house rent...jesus there is alot on the plate, then she opened up to me that she is struggling to meet our ends for the VERY FIRST time and now i can't help but think to help her out, at least cover all my expenses so that she doesn't have to, so please if there is anyone who can find me a gig or job that i can do after my class i would be so thank full, incase it helps i got a good communication skills and am english fluent idk just anything you guys have in mind please comment it down below. thank you for your time

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I am 20F
I have boy besti nd he is like my type of boy we been friends more than a year we have kissed like before 4 or 5 months n we go back to our friend zone now am in love with him I think he figured it out UK there is something between us we both knows that but there is nothing now I need new friends I need new bf ke esu merak felgalew cus he doesn't want to get through relationship so esun mechan alfelgm just help me guys what shall I do

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Well guys this isn't a joke I'm serious. I'm 22 F and I'm be GC this year. And i need, i really need a makeover on my dressing style. Naturally I'm a beautiful girl honestly, and a little bit underweight. but my style makes me look like a kid and im really tired of it. And i hope you know the Gc year is tough. i just need a good amount of money to do that and i don't have money. That's why I'm here... is there anyone who can help me here please????.


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hello i just wanna get this off my chest my whole life my parents have been fighting and am 22 now they started fighting when i was 4 i saw my dad slamming my mom against the wall and over the years it has gotten worse they both drink my mom drinks to the point where she doesnt rememeber a thing in the morning and they fight one time he pushed her and she hurt her back she couldnt walk for months i have been traumatised by this and the rest of moms family are also toxic and manipulative they drive her crazy the bottom line is it affected me so much i vowed not to drink booze or date or get married i have trust issues i have anxiety bcha life sucks

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Tefah eko but I miss u betam. I hope some miracle shits happen and we cross paths again. I love you D....

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When I was 12 my dad brought 2 kittens to home. They were cute. After 2 days, while my brothers were playing, they accidentally smashed one of the kitten in a door. The kitten Got paralyzed under it's waist. It couldn't move. The next day I went to check on it ena it was not moving or eating. I thought it can't live endezi, it will be painful. and I chocked it to death. No one found out. no one knows. It still haunts me.

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Hello my habeshan ppl...hope yall doing great...Alhamdulillah am not very bad.
Vent sirezm alodmna lemasater mokralew 💇
Well i tried to suicide yesterday enam failed as usual since i am a failure rasen mawek kejemerku ansto kebeteseb degaf wchi rasuan chla mekom matchil failure endehonku new misemagn i didn't even choose mn memar endalebgn college join sareg...anyway suiciding kelal adelem gn manm saysema skayun chye motn betesfa tebekut...i knew i was going to hell and i was still ok with it...life that much kehell bsobgn mnamn adelem gn yemenor teamu mnm eyetesemagn adelem like wuha besnt teamu...i still laugh tho...but I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL and no one knows why...neither i
I don't even know if this is a vent or what...am sorry if i wasted ur time...i just wanted to let it out 💆

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I've been pretty depressed these past few months thinking about my life and I've been thinking of committing suicide because I'm tired of it all. I'm currently 25 years old and nothing in my life is going well.
Let me start from when I was a kid. I was maybe 5 or 6, I had been sexually assaulting for many months by a close family friend and I could never really say anything, partly because I was scared to and partly because I didn't fully comprehend what was being done to me. I've never told this to anyone and I don't plan on doing because what's the point, I don't have proof plus it'll only bring pain to my parents as they'll blame themselves for what happened under their roof. The guy is now married with kids and living a happy life while I'm here traumatized every time I think about it.
Secondly ever since I was a kid I was very chubby.i used to get fat shamed by everyone, my mom, relatives, kids in school. I hated my body. 2 years ago I developed an eating disorder. At first I used to starve myself and I wouldn't eat for days. My weight dropped so quickly and i was happy, but I started to faint and my family got worried so they started to make me eat again. This made me gain weight, so I had to find another way to shed of the weight. That's when I started making myself throw up. At first it was mild, but then I just started to binge and purge. Now I'm in this horrible cycle where I eat a lot and throw it all up right after, it makes me sick bit I just can't stop cz I don't want to go back to my old self.
My third reason is my education.
I had to take a 4 year gap from school because of personal reason and I had been behind from my peers. Last year I had tried to apply to universities in the US but it didn't work out. My friends who were trying for their masters with me actually passed and left. My little sister who also applied with me got accepted and left as well. Now I'm stuck in this dark hole, not knowing what to do, pitying myself and just giving up on life in general.

I just don't see the point of me being here anymore. I want this to end, I want me to end.
Thank you for reading this far.

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Hello ???? endet nachu straight to the point segeba bf alegn. 4 ametachen nw. fetari kale ke tenesh yr behuala enegabalen. ena esun salawekew befit campus fresh hogne tedefere nber malet agatami hono yetedeferkut be anus bekul nber he didn't get my pussy????betegel meknyat mnamn I don't know bcha endeza nber yetfterew . so bf siyagegnegn ena sex senareg virgin nebrku bezi meknyat past lay mn endetftere ayawekm. virgin hogne selagegnegn lewet ayametam beye alnegrkutm nber menager nberebegn? Ena mawek alebet ahun telalchu?
Thanks Le hasabachu????

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Okay this might be boring but bear with me... well, there is this friend of mine whom I cherish soooo much... I care about her more than anyone. We met 2 years ago and we became best friends... actually best friends won't even define our relationship...we were more like sisters...she was closer to me than my blood-related sister. But this friend of mine has other friends....other best friends...whom she treats the ways she treats me...am like questioning our friendship like am I really that important to her?... cause one time I have been asking her to meet with me but she said she is busy and that she will meet up with me next time and I have been asking her for whole 2 weeks to meet up but she was BUSY but after 2 weeks, we met up and I saw some pics in her phone that she was meeting up with her other friends...she even came to my neighborhood when checked the pics... I wanted to meet up becuz I needed her...I needed a friend at that time but heyyyyy what's more important than her other friends...I just need so help... what should I do?... cause I feel like I am going to lose her and on he other hand I feel like this friendship is a fail and am just hurting myself...but she is all I have...she is my only friend

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The last few vents of mine was quiet depressing and boring yes it is true my life after breakup so called breakup with my best friend was more of suicidal and annoying(in a bad way) anyway after that bad moments of my life i am gonna go forward no more going backward THE GOOD THE BAD THE CRISP like Weeknd said "Who gonna pray for me Take my pain for me" no more dlewing on the past i might remember it for 2 or 3 hours but no more looking backwards anymore

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Here's to my library crush.
The cute boy with the perfect smile I've ever seen, so handsome.
I don't know what happened to me but since the first day I saw you sitting with that kostara fit,but I just glued my eyes on you.
In that hall full of people trying to study for their exams, I just look to see what you're up to. And the most awkward thing is you're already staring at me before I can even stare. So if you're reading this by chance, shall I make the first move or what?!


Ps. I'm that girl who sits at the same table in front of you, 2nd floor.

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Fuck😞.... You that pain u can't touch or explain u just feel by those parts of ur body u can't cut out... Yeah they are not going away this time around 2014 was the most fucked up year of my life.... I told my self it would get better but after waiting a whole year nothing has changed ppl glance at u for second and u r it... that person....it's not like I wanted look this way god did it not me.... So now in the new year I'm tryin to find the most painless to go......


Someone pls say something i don't wanna do it😞

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I used to be that girl, top in classes but wild as hell. I used to balance it all; no matter what happens I know my priorities straight and never let anything get in my way. I believed I could achieve anything; malet my potential was big... no huge. I believed I was unstoppable and I was. I had a goal, I believed I could change the world, I believed I was capable of doing anything if I set my mind to it and the things is I don't let anything get in a way and I do it and I do it best. I didn't know what failure meant; for me that never made sense. Unless I was sick there ain't now way I would fail at anything. And also one thing about me once I hate shit there ain't no going back. And other thing yeah I used to love challenge, actually I still do, don't like it when it come easy I had to earn it, I don't like handouts. But covid happened and just like every other person I lost myself, specially that side of myself. I stopped giving a damn, the world could crumble and I would turn a blind eye. I lost my dream; I don't know what to do with my life, I mean I started seeing life as pointless. I mean u could work hard day and night and something unexpected and overwhelming like covid could happen and just change things around and all that would be in vain. Or the crisis in Ethiopia; that had a huge impact on my mindset. Everytime I try to work hard my mind would remind me that thousands of people are dying due to the war and it keeps reminding me that I maybe next or im next. So yeah I lost the best part of me, my motivations are replaced by excuses. I was a girl that would wake up and exercise atleast 30 mins every damn day but now... don't see the point in it. I would start and on the 3rd or 4th day I would be exhausted and just like that I would give up. That's so unlike me. And let's not forget there's depression... that one is been with me for a long time and it keeps haunting me, telling my mind stupidest shits trying to convince me that this life ain't worth living. I tried not to think about suicide because I have so much to give to this world and I need to accomplish my dreams... at least I owe the old me this, but it's hard. Life is becoming fake, people are becoming fake, love is becoming fake, food is becoming fake( I tried to buy that makiato biscuit and didn't have the old taste so I'm pissed don't mind it) this whole system we're living is fake... I'm just so done with it. So now I'm a campus student chasing my 'dream', learning my favorite department and there was a high competition to get in and all but after I got in I ain't the same anymore; I lost all my appetite for school actually I did that during the pandemic and like I said once I hate there's no going back so yeah I don't know how to love it again, it's not passion anymore its a job and let's not get on my grades coz there growing like carrots and I'm kinda getting stressed way too much. I'm losing it all, the challenge I used to love so much, now I'm running away from it. I give my priorities to stupid stuff and all I want to do is get a job and Hustle in life. But also I have this courses I want to learn since I was a kid but I'm afraid that I would lose interest once I start doing it and I don't want that. Bcha I'm hella confused like i seriously don't know what to do. Sometimes I think suicide is the answer u know y gotta suffer but I ain't lived that much on earth and ain't giving up on her now. Ena like they say GIVE REASONS TO LIVE GIVE REASONS TO DIE I'm trying to give my self a reason to live I even thought about having a baby bcha I know it's stupid gn desperation new. I mean I have this chilanchil tesfa on my life like if I could get my old self back or since that ain't possible if i could just face my problems and fix it i know i could kick life in the ass. Bcha I'm sorry for rambling lfeneda slehone new and yeah this isn't a cry for help this is just letting it out. I'll be okay.
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I HATE MY SELF
Ever since i was a kid i had no desire to try new things and I had no confidence. It's not about how i look or something, I'm very confident about my body. I really can't blame anyone for this cuz my fam did all their might to be with me but everytime something goes wrong and I'll end up alone again. My worst fear is failure and I'm thinking that if i don't try new things and build confidence my worst fear will become reality and i thought i changed untill today i got a chance to do something new and i refused. I didn't even say it consciously it just came out. It was not a big opportunity but i thought what if this had changed my life and made me a better person than who i am now? What if this was a chance from God for a new start? And a bunch of questions filled my mind and I almost cried.

I hate being the silent one, i hate being the always deceplined one, i hate being shy, i hate being afraid, i wanna try new things and be part of the world, i wanna be a social butterfly, i hate being introvert.
What I've came through all this 19 years has made me weak, numb and afraid of people's judgement and it's no ones fault. I can't and don't wanna be this person so PLEASE anyone who went through where i am now give me some good advice, something that'll make me a new confident, easy to talk to, free, doesn't give a fuck abt ppl kinda person. I just wanna be free. Anything will be useful but I would appreciate it if an experienced person shares their method with me.
If it helps I'm a 19 year old girl

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20F. Life is too complicated. Why can't it be structured and organized and simple. It is just too complicated. The only thing that truly makes sense is God.

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breakup hurts? yeah
but family problems hurt more... when you parents fight everyday. when you see your mom breaking up into pieces, crying...
men shouldn't marry and have kids if they can't be a good father or husband... you know the men in my life made me hate men.....it affected me so badly... I've seen my father and uncle...and that's how I became a toxic female hating men
I know all men aren't wrong but.... I just couldn't trust... I'm sick of it
I wanna live normally, trust boys, have a boyfriend, care for him.... but my trauma is haunting me.......this is so painful....
I hate him for making my childhood so bad I hate him for giving me this never ending trauma I just hate him why do these kinda men exist I hate him

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I am 19M. Back when I was a kid I was sexually assaulted. I had to go through a lot at a young age. Then as time passed I found myself starting to get attracted to guys. It was so unusual and scary for me. I started praying and being close to the church more. But nothing changed. On the side I really wanna feel for a woman, get married and have a family. I am so religious, which made it hard for me to get a common ground. I hooked up with guys before but never with girls. I find girls hard to get close and I kinda fear'em. Am getting confused day to day and my mind can't relax. I jut want to stop feeling like that and be normal like my friends. Yeah, everyone said it but straights you all should know no one wanted to be like this. We all had some reason to feel like this. Anyway, if anyone got a solution for me am down.

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This is for the Protestants.
I grew up in church attending Sunday schools and all. The more I grow, the more I lose the sense of what goes on in church.🤦‍♀️ I love Christ and I follow him. I have had ons and offs but I still believe him no doubt in that. But everytime I go to church cant help but be conscious of the lyrics of the songs being sung and i just don’t get how God get pleased with it. When I see people move with the music, I see insanity. I hear sermons and try to get the point but it’s just pointless sometimes. Don’t understand why the preacher wants us to say Amen every in between. I feel like it’s all for people’s convenience. If I sing sitting, people will judge instead of doing their own worship.
Anyways this is to say, it’s youth sermons and Bible studies that I enjoy and actually learn from. Our church is faded with such so if any of you know a good church with good youth programs anywhere near summit, meri, yetebaberut kotebe or sth, let me know in the comments.
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So my dad is cheating on my mom and its been a bout 5 years I knew back in highschool and I told him and he said it was my moms fault because she argues and they have no sex life and I didn't say anything because I was selfish and didn't want them to separate but then I found out he got the woman pregnant and they had a baby and I feel like shit I feel like it is my fault...after a while he even took his clothes saying he is working but never has enough money for us so now my mom is suspicious says he is cheating but he is denying and Im just sitting there like I don know nothing and now she is saying am am evil and I don say anything because burr slemisetegn but Now I want one thing how do I get them divorced peacefully with out my mom knowing and hurting if thus continues my mom really might do something at this extent and even nowadays thoughts of death are crossing my mind I have these thoughts day and night and I really am afraid of doing it
Please give me ur opinion guys I don know what to do pleasee

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I'm so stressed yezendro matric tefetagn negn ena betam chenkognal did u know ke 10 sew 2 sew nw miyalfew and this is stressing me alot, i just want to let it out ena tefetagnoch egziyabher yirdan

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