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heyy guys its my first vent.... in my mind hule 2 opposite hasaboch ymetalu.... 1st..i feel like am normal person.. perfect person, tru family..relatives.., perfect friends, good student i feel like everything is fine. but at z same time demo.
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i feel like am useless.. lmanem ymaltekm.. am dump.. relation ymaysakalegne future dark yhone.. sewochen eygodaw yalew sw...
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-ve sidun tkbye lmastekakel endalmokr my mind accept ayargewm "koy mn honesh" ylegnal positivenm endalkebel lek adelem hule gra endtgabaw nw hule 2 tkarani hasabochen beweste tkbye lmastarek emokralew gn ayhonm krase ga msmamat eflgalew...

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They learned it from colonialism. It's called divide and conquer. If we unite and work together they know we'll probably go against them.

They use ethnicity to create chaos so that they have something to save you from while they take everything from you and make your life harder and harder. It's like a doctor that hits you in the head with a brick as soon as you walk in the hospital and then half-assedly treats the wound. This doctor has no problem killing you, your family and your people, the only reason he keeps you around is for your labor and for your taxes. Try your best to not be a racist cunt and help them win. Try to learn from each other and work together because as horrible as the reality in this country maybe Ethiopia is still your country.

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I am 20 and never dated before. My reason was I was so committed to class that I don't even care to look my face in the mirror( At least it paid of and I joined medicine). Now I feel like I'm ready to date; some guys show interest in me. They not only like my look but also the way I think, my passion, the way I am interested in many things and my maturity. Gin the problem is I am very choosy. I pick something I don't like about them. I even ask my self, '' who are you to judge? You are not perfect, but looking for perfection, huh?" Gin I just can't stop doing that. I want to be in r.ship but ask myself what if a better option come? Enam yewededkuache sewoch if they look interested betam I fear if they are playing me. Ena I mess it up by being cold. I don't know what to do. I just can't seem to trust guys, and also I close up if I see stg wrong.

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Hello everyone i'm 20F and i don't even know why i'm venting this but i almost got no friends im that close to soo yea. So i have a bf who is literally the best bf ever....attentive, funny, caring and all that. We are in love. He also has a rocd and he has struggled in the past. And lately i have been feeling a little distant and idk there is this feeling in my stomach that questions and gets mad at him for no reason. He cancelled our date last minute which i was very bummed about cause i missed him and kinda felt like he could've if he wanted to. He is pretty busy these days because of a sibling's wedding and all. So am i just being crazy cause im used to getting all his attention or is he really? Oh and also i was invited to the wedding and i wasn't even considering going but i was glad i was considered but then he told me there was a problem and some ppl had to get cut off out the list...meaning me,his friend and his brother's friend were cut off too but then later told me his friend and his bro's friend were back on the list and he said he couldn't do anything about it...and honestly i felt like he didn't wanted me here but i don't be over insecure about this and i wanna believe him cause i love him so much. So what do y'all think?

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20 F
I want to ask peoples who have experienced academic struggles and successfully overcame them either it is because it takes you long time to understand a concept or had struggles with motivation and other mental health issues how were you able to get back on truck and make yourself disciplined?
I am struggling so much with my classes. I have always been an average but the courses that I am taking are getting harder. I want to hear your thoughts on what changed your mindset and how did you start to improve?

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I am 20F
My love for him has died I swear... I feel nothing.... I don't feel anything anymore...he is not the man he says he is... He is just a kiddd.... Idk maybe I am the kid myself living in a fairytale or some shit...bicha I swear I don't think I will ever love him again am so done...n I want to tell him but I don't wanna hurt him cuz I still care about him...he is goin a bored today n I tried to break it off but we had no time n I felt bad...He is all bout his friends...he doesn't give me enough attention...n I need to be prioritized uk...my God the rage on my heart is hurting me...I wanna cry...I wanna tell him how I really feel n never talk to him again...just shout n insult him...but I don't wanna regret anything n am in between mixed feelings so confused please help me...I really don't know what to do what if I don't find someone better?!?

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Selam endat nachu
There were a guy yetewawekut keza becha beka abrn honn keza bewala like tekeyer like liyageyy ayfelgm mnm giza lisetey ayefelgem menamn mnm aykebakebeyem menamn menamn keza bezu lasetekakel mokerkuy gn altekeyerm enelyaye selm yemeat yekerta yetyek ena 1 or 2 days tru sew yehon ena keza degami yensabetal ..... keza selchtoy beka eneleyaye alkut like silemeneyem idc alfelgem alkut ......... yemeselyal endzi ayent toxic r/ship west mekoyet yelbeyem

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2 years ago, when I worked as a transfusion volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little three-year-old girl suffering from a disease. The little girl needed blood from her five-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same condition. The boy had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness and was the only hope for his sister.

The doctor explained the situation to the little brother and asked if the boy would give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate only for a moment before he took a deep breath and said, “Yes, I will do it if it will save my sister.”

As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale, and his smile faded. Finally, he looked up at the nurse beside him and asked with a trembling voice, “When will I start to die?”
The young boy had misunderstood the doctor and thought he had to die to save his sick sister.
What do u understand from this?

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Ahh the sexual revolution....where it all started, these cringe ass vents about your sex lives and how yall are playing house and how who cheated on who and the endless dramas that make my long day a bit shorter while im on my bed eating my food, its almost like a movie...to be thinking there is some human out there living this reality is just intriguing for me, masturbation addicts, some feelin bisexual, some feelin gay..its fucking wild out there!! post pills came in the 60's and my body my choice abortion movments, condom manufacturing companies all that shit. Its fuckin mad how people are having sex these days, last week 2pm i went out to buy card these 2 were hitting it by the shade and when i was passing by they tried to look like an arguing couple, people just cant control themselves these days...our coblestone is full of cigarette and condoms, being a virgin is shameful these days, sex is a ritual act it has some sort of energy transfer with it, its supposed to get you attached and replace yourself make sure your gene lives on(thats the instrument we mortals were given to defeat death man), this generation is abusing it....so all i wanted to spit is, we need to de-sexualise as a generation, fuckin control yourselves man!!, stop actin on feelings and whims...hop the front chair take the steering wheel, get married and do it right, relationships are eka eka bullshit, wait for the right age and conditions then date to marry...AND make sure you dont marry a person who is a slave to their sexual desires I promise all will be good!

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I understand I am used to attention. I understand that I like being praised. I like to be in good books. But I can't get all this if I want to be honest. I'm so ashamed of venting about my ashamedness like why am I doing it. I think seeking approval doesn't really leave you. I don't listen I don't have the ability to be a good listener. And God I think I am terribly selfish person. I realised I have habit of bragging. I have a habit of making the conversation about me which just feels so pathetic why do I do it. I don't know how much had i misunderstood myself. I realised I don't really listen I'm ashamed of all the things I've done and I do. I wonder if I'll ever improvise. I see myself as a victim when I get better. Why do I think I'm fighting against the world. I think I'm an idiot. Anyway I don't know why I thought I was special I just couldn't see existence of people because of self indulgence. Just how much time did I spent in ruminating and feeling sorry for myself. What did I really want by doing this? What made me choose my steps the spur of moments? Wow! So disorientated. Why did it dawn upon me only now when I've already wasted my 26 years of life. I'm not sure when did I become like this but I subconsciously really must have thought world revolves around me. I wrote my thoughts and burnt them that was the end of it just as I will die and in the world I will be no more. If I write anymore that will be for attention seeking I should stop here. I wonder though why do I have such a strong desire of being heard when will I stop feeling the need of being heard. I really must have been a narcissist pretending to be humble. I'm not sure what to say but I'd like to read this again and think what must I have been feeling like for me to write all this. I really am a sponge for praises I'm so embarrassed that it's funny.

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I need a med expert here.
Here is what happened. There was a guy who had sex with in a massage room . While doing it, the condom tear apart on its tip before ejaculating and he immediately stopped the sex and left. Then he had an STD and HIV tests twice within 15 days and became negative. And have managed to ask the HIV status of her , she said she is negative(Which I personally don't trust). The doctors he advised said that the odds of getting HIV for cases like him is very low. But He is very paranoid and waiting for 3 months is killing him. Please guys tell us the chances of contracting it and the psychological preparation he has to do to overcome the anxiety he is facing right now.

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So the thing is I'm kinda discovering that I am an impulsive person like a lot ena it started making sense like a light switch flipped in my burno🧠 and all the dots started to connect, I tried to justify all of my decisions as to why I regret making most of them if not some of them and now I'm out here thinking like well that's sth I never thought I would be but here we are. That's not what worries me the most tho ahun lay. I'm worried that the reason I am this way is cause of the experience and behavior people around me have and it somewhat shapes or pushes me to make a choice right then and there point blank period and I don't think twice when I do it, it's not sth bad mind u gn it's not sth good as well...... like i just be doing it either cause I think they think I cant do it or just to prove it to myself that I can....u feel me. Which is wrong either way. And changing environment also doesn't help cause I know I'll be cooping to that as well one way or another whilst being altered significantly. At the end of the day I want to have fun as much as I can and experience everything, the thing is I get a little bit envious but not to the level where it gets toxic and resentful gn in a way that's like I wanna have this I wanna have that neger, uk the ሁሉ አማረኝ way which leads me to do things that don't exactly align with my lifestyle or time or behavior.....u name it. I am also currently in a situation where I should consciously avoid making an impulsive decision because I have the urge to do so and this time it's a big one. I was in this situation once before a long time ago and I did go through with it.......and believe you me when I say it did now play out well😬 and now that I am in this situation again I don't wanna mess this up guys, I'm like what if this time it actually does play out accordingly uk, I'm living in a make believe world and the what ifs are fuckin me up😩 I can't stress it enough when I say I need to mentally rest guys and also live my own fuckin life godamn it!
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Am 23M. Recently I had sex with a girl but I didn't feel that she's fully en truly satisfied. I asked her but most habesha girls are not good at expressing their true sexual emotions? or am I in a wrong perception? I need serious advice from both of u habesha guys and girls now. Am straggling how to satisfy my girls during sex ena I tried my best u know performing the warming up stuffs but still Idk mulu be mulu satisfy yarekuwat almeselegnm ena eski satkeldu for real give me ur advices and experiences. Thanks in advance.

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I want to feel alive. Be a mad man… get a little crazy. Throw some punches. Have some story to tell.
Or at least Wish I was addicted or something; Lived two and a half decades and Never even drink before nor did get high with worship. None of the extremities.

Average.

Life is simple for me: learn some earn some love one fuck one live one.

I saw a post ‘some people die at 25 and aren’t buried til they are 75’.
I am waiting to be buried.

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i can not believe how down i am to vent and on top of that about a boy good thing its anonymus 😅
> so here is 'me' a girl on her early twenties
>i had this relation ship a couple of years ago with such a random dude
>and i vibed hard oh man...
>but typical of any immature girl i ended things with out good reasons
>that was bumming
>i met couple of guys
>better in all aspects than him the first dimwit
>and no i couldnt get over him
> got to talk with him again and started off things
> this time it got even shorter
>still because of me
>but my addiction got stronger...hula eketatalewalwu in social medias and stuff not only him his friends too
>his working pages , made a professional certified stalker out of my self🙂
> i day dream about him still ,i pray that i find a cure to this whilst thinking about going down the isle with him and having his babies
>yep all this to a fucking normie who is sooo average what is wrong with me ...
>there are no ways i havent tried
>i know i can get him back if i want to but at the same time i know it is wrong
>wrong because we have nothing in common and cause this is not love its a disease
>so here i am desprately looking for a way to get rid of this obssession
> i have tried ways like
try being with others
talk to him straight up
get myself busy with other stuff
praying
i am toxic and i dont deserve him or anyone for that matter
>mot yehsalegal ik and dont bother sending out spiteful comments there is nothing you can say to me i havent said to my self

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I'm in a bit of a dilemma here so i need some perspective from someone my age and i can't ask anyone close about this because ik what they'll say. So I'm 24M recently graduated med school and like everyone else I've been trying to find a job with no avail until very recently when a distant family member that i have a close rp with got me a paid residency program in Kuwait. Its like the opportunity magically landed on their lap and then passed that on to me. Its a great opportunity it pays quite a bit about 68k$ tax and rent free which is more money than I'd ever make here. Sure I'll be picking a specialty that i don't rly enjoy but i can tolerate and after residency I can surely make 2-3X as much as i did as resident. At the end of the day 68k is still 68k and it will go a long way in helping improve the lives of both me and my family. The thing is i never wanted to go into medicine, despised every day of classes, wards and internships. I only did it for my parents and because i couldn't pursue my real passion at that time. And even more importantly I've fallen hopelessly in love with a beautiful girl that i want to spend the rest of my life with and me moving to a different country indefinitely will sour our love. I'm happy with my life now although I'm blessed with excellent grades, raving recommendations and my guardian angel which i owe this opportunity to, I'm happy here. I'm working day and night on my passion, haven't been making much money on it but i see a future. I see a future here with my family hopping to spend whatever years my parents have left on this earth not in far away country. I am aware that my gf my frnds and my parents will all want me to go that's what i haven't told them but i don't know is this a decision I'll regret in the future like so many I've regretted in the past? If I go now I'm probably sure I'll never return anytime soon. My parents are old, i have no siblings and in time my gf will fall out of love with me. I'm not stupid, things can fall apart if i stay as well but idk i still want to stay. What do ya'll have to say?

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It's actually not a vent. It's an appreciation for everyone who helped me get thru the hardest time of my life. It wasn't easy for me to open up and ask for advice but you guys made me realize facts that i have been ignoring for such a long time. Now i can finally say i'm in a good place and happy more than ever. And one last thing for everyone who's facing any difficulties in life, it might seems like it's never going to pass but it will and i think what we should do at these time is pray and trust God. I have been struggling since i was little but God changed my life.

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It's Saturday night and everyone is out with their friends while im in my room, hearing all these people laugh and have a good time being stuck with my negative thoughts and no one to talk to. Sometimes I really wish I had friends and not be lonely.

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This is pathetic. But I'm depressed and lonely (I have friends, I just feel lonely). I'm a dude, 19 years old. Help, please, I'm here because I'm completely lost. Thanks.

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Hey there...I was doing something and in the middle I kinda get tired and I just took a nap at that time thoughts start coming to my mind...I remembered a lot of things...I was not the same person a year ago ...I was a caring, loving, such a sweet person but not anymore????...and it's all b/c of the people I met on social media they're not real you know(sorry to say that) they don't care about your feeling they just use you and throw you when they're done.
The worst part is that I'm becoming one of them. I also started to act like them unintentionally...you probably aren't gonna read it but I wanna say sorry to those of you on whom I acted badly I was not like that and those who got damped I feel sorry for you I really get you.

But after all life continues????

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2nd December 2020

Have you ever had the feeling of falling.....like a free fall without a parachute. I tried to ask and talk about it with the so called fellow humans, but they say it was only when they were drifting away did they feel that, and that's hardly close to what I feel. Just sitting in my classroom, vague sounds of all types of creatures fill the room as the depressed professor explains the imaginations of a mad man, it happens. I slowly start to drift, into my own world, the seat starts to disappear into thin mist and gravity seems to lose all it's control over my matter, the sensation of air filling in my jacket sending its packet of summer air up my spine as my legs felt hovering over the warm summer breeze, the fervour anxiety of floating on nothing, electricity runs through my body as I levitate into another dimension, a simpler, quieter, calmer, strainless state of being, where different shades of colors seem to blend in an aesthetic manner which brings about strange satisfaction to the eyes, feeling something but nothing by this sentimental forlorn world, my heart beats in an unstable rhythm which only grows by the second. But then.....just then.....it happens........

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