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It's been exactly 3 months since i stopped fapping and watching porn. Thank God. But believe me it's been a helllll of a road.

I was exposed early maybe earlier than most of you, i cant even recall the exact time but going back i remember doing these sinful nasty stuffs since kindergarten, like goddamn 21 years of sin. Fuck But one thing that i couldn't find an answer for was why, why me? why was i like that?
I have been addicted to masturbation since i was 16 but don't get me started on the porn. Reaching this day was hard because my nofap journey didn't start today i was 19 when i made this decision but i have never managed to reach 3 month. You know before i realized what i was doing was wrong everything seemed to be perfect like i was doing it for pleasure but once i started to have clarity my life became hard, the addiction became a filthy obsession. So every time i jacked off i started washing my hands and my body very hard thinking that it would wash the sin off of me it might seem childish but at least it helped me at the time. But as i was struggling to cure this problem another one crawled in to my life. I became an OCD victim, all the hand washing i did to cure my problem became a disease itself. Now i cant wash my cloth like a normal person, i cant wash my hand like a normal person and now i spend hours in the shower to the point my skin sores.

Bcha long story short exactly 3 months before today i made the biggest decision of my life, joined nofap, i didnt thought i would do it but thank God here we are today but still one thing i couldn't understand is that i still cant stop the wet dreams i have, like is it normal? is it part of the process? because there are times that i have two or three times of wet dreams a week and with also my ocd present i cant take it like a normal person.

Bcha it feels good to share, and it would be helpful to me if you share anything on how to stop the wet dream, thanks for sticking to the end.

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This is super random but I hate how people nowadays only talk about "sex" as if that is all there is to life. Is this really normal? Are there any guys that want more than just sex and have a real conversation? Is it really hard to realize sex will come naturally weather its the first date or the tenth. Now every single person I talk to tries to talk to me about how dominant they are in bed or what their kinks are within the first lines of conversation. I mean without a connection and trust what would the point be? Just because it may seem normal to you doesn't mean that someone across the room wants to hear how you got raw-dogged from behind at a 73° angle last night! Like my GOD does anyone have a bloody personality? UGH.

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Hey I'm an yr girl.
I had a friend and he has this girl he liked, but they were just friends. They started doing 'smth risky' together. He wouldn't tell me what it was. He said it wasnt anything sex related but he knew a secret that she kept and when someone else figured out her secret he helped her hide it. I thought it was she got pregnant, but he said not something that serious. So now I'm thinking it was nudes, or she slept with someone or smth. Anyways they are not speaking now because she is mad at him because she didn't like what he did to help her. Which I personally think is dumb, but who am I to judge. Anyways he keeps asking me whether he should apologize or just wait for her to start talking to him. I told him that a girl is not likely to admit she is wrong and start talking to you, especially with Ethiopian pride and shit. Anyways what do you guys think?

Fyi they both 19 years old, and I did get his concent to ask other people for advice.

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So idk what to call what i’m writing rn….
I'm being completely open for me and you guys…. Its kinda a first for me.
So i didnt live with my real parents from the  age 1 I guess and I didn't know that my aunt was actually my mom.🥲(i know now) I called my aunt's mom. So i was kinda a second choice in the house….. My aunts husband(real aunt) didn’t actually like me. I was a second choice even tho i was the oldest child in the house. I’m like 4 years older than my cousin. He beats me when i do something silly. He didn’t even give me his phone to play temple run😭(if uk the pain) and he always gives it to his real son. And it kinda hurt me and put a big impact on the person I am now. Cuz uk… he is the father figure i had. Soooo fast forward right now I'm 22 and haven't really experienced love in my life…i’ve never been in love uk… I'm actually really handsome except that I'm short im 5’9’’ ( its weird to say that😂). I always get approached by girls.. But idk how to act uk. Its crazy cuz ima really confident guy. I don't have confidence issues. I just act too much like i'm some kinda bigshot. The reason was that i have this ideal woman in my head (not talking about looks) that i think I deserve and didnt really think about getting in to a relationship with any of them. Eventually the girls will stop and think im some egotistical piece of shit(which i am). And since i got used to it… it didnt bother me untill i relized i had no girlfriend eskahun. i've never been in a relationship. Everyone has this assumption of me.. That i am a player and i go out a lot mnamn but i really don't and never been in one u know. It really didn’t matter to me. I actually laugh and let them think what they want. I actually didn’t think i need a girlfriend, i mean memuazez alwedm. That's part of it i guess. But rn im about to explode with depression rn and it really would’ve been great if i had someone i can call mine who can share it with me. Not share it just who i can trust completely and talk to them. I wish I had someone that can help me reach my goals… as a partner. And its funny cuz ik u dont just get that by some kinda magic. It's built. But it is what it is aydel. Who cares at the end of the day. But that's what i feel. Thanks for following through the whole thing. 

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Hi everybody,
It’s my second time venting and the thing is I’m in a deep love with this man like we dated for almost 4 years now and we both serious about this relationship from day one and truly he makes me happy to the fullest and I can proudly say this is the man I need as in husband and as the father of my kids for the future
But what scares me is I’m Christian and he’s Muslim like he’s a strong believer and everything he got much respect for his mighty and I really love that about him but we were both fine with our differences and keeps on going but now when I think about the guy would it bring gaps between us after marriage or would it all flow just the way it is now nice and cheesy and would it break us when we have our own babies cuz as we talk now everything is smooth like we decided we just gonna let the kids decide for them selfs but till they grow up we gonna split like we decided to have two kids and one will be Muslim one will be Christian and that just keeped me questioning so please what will u say about this

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I’m 28 M , Currently not dating anyone because my ex cheated on me before 2 or 3 years ago and can’t trust anyone because of that I really want to have something serious and to be honest I care too much and take care the person I love I think people around me take it as a weakness now a days….the sex life was really good for both us but the main problem was the distance relationship….I’m successful now thanks to God I built my own company and it’s doing well but I’m worried about my dating life because of my trust issues….any advice for me?

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Well i vented last time about this guy which i liked a lot mnamn ena i saw how the comments were very helpful so i asked for his picture and he keeps changing conversations at first i thought he was just insecure then i stopped asking ena bezu online megbat tewe and shit ena as our current situation i am giving him the dry texts idk any suggestions


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Let me tell you the whole story!

I work in a photo and video studio (production) company. And once there was a German man for whom we did a job; Since the work is a documentary, it was a long-term work and I was the contact person. After that work was finished and handed over, he called me privately and told me that he was happy with my work; Also, I want to give you a job that you can do on your own part time.

When he told me about his work, he told me that he has an art gallery in Germany and that they turn nude pictures into paintings and paint them. He told me that people in that country would give them different stories and draw them standing up and pay them 20 dollars an hour.

And he said because I like the shape and color of the women of your country here, instead of standing and drawing, he is giving me at least 2 stories a week to take pictures and send them to him, and he pays 20 dollars an hour for me and the person(each 20 dollar).

He told me that the photos vary depending on the story, but mostly they are nude, and maybe they are covered with a transparent cloth depending on the story, and they can cover their faces.

I told him I wouldn't do it and broke up with him, but then he called me and tried to convince me and told me what he thought.

After that, when I think about it, if you do 2 stories a week for at least 1 hour, it means 20 dollars per hour. When you multiply it by 8 hours a month, it is a big money as a part time job. If the time increases, the price will also increase. But what worries me is that if the story given to me is difficult to do and where will I get the woman to take the picture?

Do you think I should do the work?
If I have to work, how should I work? How can I talk to the woman? How did I convince her?

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Hey ya all
So the thing is i love writing and my closest friends told me that i have a talent for it. But whenever i read the things i wrote i have doubts. But i really want to be a writer and if any of you have any tips and advices i would like to hear.
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Hello guys this year I wanna change every thing in my life like trying new things getting part time jobs btw I'm 19 college student and I wanna experience new thing most importantly I wanna know about money I mean like how it works mnamn uk and I'm trying to change my mindset so I need to read a lot of books mnamn especially that can change my mindset so if u guys tell me books that I can read mnamn feel free to comment and thank u guys

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Hey ppl so am 19 M
So here is the thing im an agnostic for those who dont know it just means i dont follow any religion because i dont have faith i dont say god doesnt exist but i also cant say he does i just dont know and living in ethiopia its kinda hard am not opposing anyones religion but saying his fake and shit cuz idk i just wanna live my life in peace but everyone goes out of their way to make me feel like shit what did i do just because i dont follow ur religion does that mean am less of a human everyone has their views on go and stuff and its cool but the second i say im agnostic ppl switch up ... friends ghost me ... gfs dumped me instantly(i get this one) but a lottt of ppl insult me its just starting to let me numb...dont tell me to follow smth cuz i lack the faith i could be 2 faced like a lotttt of ppl and say am religious while following none of the rules and knowing deep down i dont truly believe in it but that just seems like an insult to the whole religion so am just lost ryt now

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Hey guys i need to vent
Would u guys tell me how to move on. I mean is it unloving him or goin out for a dates or what is it exactly when we say "movinin on"

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Kmnm blay ena kmanm belay value ymtestut sewn ykr malt aketuachu yakal malt edbfitu mhon yrasachehunm selam temlso dstgna mhon eychalachu gn bka ykr malt ena masalf aketuachu yakal bzu sew aemroy kleby ga tegachebgn mnamn sil semalhu.....gn ahun yalhubt hunyta mn edhon alakem bhaymanot mlkum aychew erasyn lmasamn mokry nbr gn wsty mnm selam lisetgn alchalm ...any advice?

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Y'all I wanna say smtn completely random
Just a thought... Not smtn special so you can either skip or sit and think with me... It's going to be a long way so here we go
Title:my thoughts
It's a thought I had since childhood... Ya I'm just 18 but I had this thought since I had my consciousness
It's abt life... Existence itself... How weird it's to exist in this world
Have your own consciousness and knowing that the rest of the world and humanity have their own sanity and life... It's supposed to be normal but it just amazes me... God's creation... And how scary is the afterlife?... How reckless are we living our life's? ... How Pointless are the wars we have? The conflict? The power that us humans chase... To a life we will leave behind
For a life will not be living more than 100 years at most
And here goes my thoughts... I feel alone in this mind of mine it's such a Strange place to be consciousness suddenly out of the blue... Realizing that I exist and I will grow up and die at some point considering that I won't die from any other thing
How abt death? Isn't it scary? How rightful are we? How confident are you abt your afterlife? Do you deserve heaven? Do you take hell lightly? Fr if ntn existed and our consciousness just disappears what's the point of living? Well somehow that's more safe than the thought of the afterlife
Indeed a beautiful place or a hell..literally and this concept of consciousness always hits me like I forgot I existed for a min
So you my friend who's reading this and Sharing my thoughts... How do you plan on living this life... Will you just live it without no thoughts ignoring ur consciousness ? What are you planning my friend? The world my end at any moment... You or one of your loved once could die at any second...how are we willing to live our short time on this world... Surnder to the matrix that we created by ourselves or accept it all and start thinking abt it all, so me n u should just live it..enjoy it and consider that the after life exist and we should enjoy our time as the rules that are given to us

And here I ask myself with all this wars and humans killing each other for no reason... Why kill each other like animals while we have a brain... Kill each other for a world we are leaving behind
Instead of holding each other's hand together and passing this test that's called life

This makes me question if us humans really deserve living?

Until we meet again my friend... Thanks for reading and sharing my thoughts with me
I wish you a blessed life (live it smart & with joy)

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Hey its me again i saw a very handsome doctor here in my work place he is kinda hot in the moment i saw him i just felt something strange now i ended up loving this guy we star each other every time we met but we never talk ..i haven't seen him since the new year eve i don't know where he is i don't even have his no, i am messed ryt now . here we go... my pride is killing me again 😔😔

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I feel good today I got back to Jesus and it's the first good thing I got since the new year started and god how I feel like this is going to be my year...last year was bad that my life have been upside down family school friends my health everything have been bad and that chapter ended today he rescued me when I thought I would never get rescued. I wish I could say thank u to the person who took me there but I have no idea how.... that's all I wanna say
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Okay so hi ppl again....let me continue the story...so now this person left me and went abroad for living permanently, i was so shocked that am the last person to know this.he shocked me because I think you all know his worth for me.so then as usual I was trying to be close to him by his side to know his reason for going and he just answered "its time to change my life" .I didn't go against his wish and I left him go after giving him a good goodbye day ....then he left. I was sad, I was breaking , I was just feeling that I am not able even to be okay after his going tho I know that he hurted me a lot. So before sometime I had met a friend here in this channel and am still grateful for her entering my life, she was really trying to advice me for the better and tried to tell me "he who doesn't worth you doesn't deserve you" ....and after he left she was really there for me only as an online friend and as a matter of time i started getting convinced to what she says for me and now I am changing to a better version, even tho am changing only 1% but its better than nothing...and now I still talk with him on phone chatting but not as old times, I started feeling better when I say no to him to things I don't like. and when he opens about his problems I am still here listening to him but when he goes off the limit I do stop him now...I don't let him take advantage of me as before ...and here I am...sweet and kind if he does good but if not I am a real dangerous person for him...and I still thank my online friend for her most precious lesson she tried to teach me without giving up to my bad and unusual reactions and behaviors...I love u so much❤️ and now 3 months passed since the last vent about him....my message for him is am still here for you but its in a limit now because I value myself and my internal peace more😊

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Endet endemitsaf mnamn alakm gn let's start esti...
So before 6 years mnamn I meet this guy he is older than me like by 4 years this thing gonna be long I guess....


Ljun yawekut ye sefer ljochn felgo sefer simeta neber keza gn aychew alakm neber then last year menged lay tegenaghten slken teyekegh and setehut at first esu mehonun alawekum neber esum endemiyawkegh alnegereghm and then I was in relationship gn ayawkm neber
Then ke tnsh gize behuala negerkut keza befit he kinda like me mnamn Ena endiyakom bye nw yenegerkut esun mawaratm akomku keza ke bf ga break up aregn keza he showed up dgami and he says are u good with your bf? Mnamn teleyayen slew he started calling 24/7 he texted me belash tetash teghash mnamn at first just ende keld sle relationship MN tasbiyalesh mnamn sil kante ga kalhone mannm alfelgm mnamn elew neber just le keld gn esu amrerotal meselegh hule endatgojigh mnamn sil ere ayasasbh neber mlew cause esum eyekelede meslogh I don't wanna get back in relationship stuffs at this time .gn he just wait for 5 years mnamn Ena ahun ende keld yejemerkutn amrerotal I also like him but I don't love him he is not my type fr gn demo I don't wanna lose him please help your sister

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I'm 22 F, here's my concern I broke up with my first love before 3 years we couldn't be together for some reasons actually it was all my fault we had a great time back in a day we loved each other veryyyyyy much after we broke up we used to talk once in a while but last year we lost touch cause of me I did something wrong and we haven't talked for 8 month last week I called him and we met then he told me that he got a gf and they're living together I was shocked because we used to say that even if we break up now we'll be together at the end no matter what cause of that I've never been in a serious relationship I just go out on dates...he said even though I started a new life I still think we've got unfinished business and you still linger on my mind we need a closure and by closure he meant sex actually he had waited me for so long when we were together cause I told him it's not the right time and he bring it now I deserved to be your first time blah blah and I told him this would be cheating on your gf and he said when it comes to you and me it's not cheating, which I found it funny btw🤣🤣.....do I need this kind of closure though I did a lot of unforgivable things to him what if this a vengeance??
Thanks in advance😊

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I like him but I'm not ready to be in relationship right now and also I don't want to lose him he's amazing person so I don't know what I should do...any ideas

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