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Should I call
Would he pick up
I wonder
Do i came into his toughts
Would he miss me
I wonder
Would he remembers me when he opens telegram like i do
Would he remember me when he sees himself
Would he think of me when everything is quiet
Does he feel alone after he left
Or is he happier now
I wish him happiness but i don't want to see him being happy without me
Another contradiction
Its all i have left
I hate u but then i love u
I miss u but i don't want to see u
I don't want u back but i crave for your touch with everyone fiber of my being
I was miserable when u found me i guess you were too
You became my safe zone u brought me peace you made me feel love, loving and being loved
I thought i had everything i need and want
But then
Puff just like that there was no longer you
I didn't go back to being miserable but i am not okay either
Im in constant contradiction
But i don't like how you managed to itch yourself in every step of my life
I guess im done for now
The heart feels lighter
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Should I call
Would he pick up
I wonder
Do i came into his toughts
Would he miss me
I wonder
Would he remembers me when he opens telegram like i do
Would he remember me when he sees himself
Would he think of me when everything is quiet
Does he feel alone after he left
Or is he happier now
I wish him happiness but i don't want to see him being happy without me
Another contradiction
Its all i have left
I hate u but then i love u
I miss u but i don't want to see u
I don't want u back but i crave for your touch with everyone fiber of my being
I was miserable when u found me i guess you were too
You became my safe zone u brought me peace you made me feel love, loving and being loved
I thought i had everything i need and want
But then
Puff just like that there was no longer you
I didn't go back to being miserable but i am not okay either
Im in constant contradiction
But i don't like how you managed to itch yourself in every step of my life
I guess im done for now
The heart feels lighter
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እኛ ሰፈር ያለ ባንክ አለ እና ena for actual reasons I had to go to it twice a day so I was quickly familiarized with the bankers that day and especially the veryyyyyyy cute guy who served me.
I had to go the bank again for a right reason by the second day also, and the day after that, he even smiled when he saw me for the third day in a row and tried to make small talks, but when I asked my bestirred about it, she said he was just being "normal", I refused to believe her the first time but ever since then I have had to go to the bank and I used to purposely go to him but he pretends as if he just met me for the first time, he doesn't even say hi and because I go to the bank more than like 6-7 times a month all the other staffs act friendly even the guards because they have familiarized my face. esu becha gn acts like a stranger, when in reality I interacted with him more than anyone.
any way... the question is Should I say hi? or what should I do something to make him to talk to me or what? maryamn I have no idea what to do? and I would have just talked to him without asking for advise, but the thing is I heard some girl call him "Abdi" so I assumed he was Muslim, so that's my problem should I still make a move on him even though we follow different religion? is he worth going all the trouble for? because I know two different religion in any type of relationship is not easy. I don't know, I am so confused
yewnt this is not some type of vent where they ask for an advise but actually just want to share their stories and won't even consider the comments that some of you give, I genuinely am here looking for an advise so please be kind, thanks <3
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እኛ ሰፈር ያለ ባንክ አለ እና ena for actual reasons I had to go to it twice a day so I was quickly familiarized with the bankers that day and especially the veryyyyyyy cute guy who served me.
I had to go the bank again for a right reason by the second day also, and the day after that, he even smiled when he saw me for the third day in a row and tried to make small talks, but when I asked my bestirred about it, she said he was just being "normal", I refused to believe her the first time but ever since then I have had to go to the bank and I used to purposely go to him but he pretends as if he just met me for the first time, he doesn't even say hi and because I go to the bank more than like 6-7 times a month all the other staffs act friendly even the guards because they have familiarized my face. esu becha gn acts like a stranger, when in reality I interacted with him more than anyone.
any way... the question is Should I say hi? or what should I do something to make him to talk to me or what? maryamn I have no idea what to do? and I would have just talked to him without asking for advise, but the thing is I heard some girl call him "Abdi" so I assumed he was Muslim, so that's my problem should I still make a move on him even though we follow different religion? is he worth going all the trouble for? because I know two different religion in any type of relationship is not easy. I don't know, I am so confused
yewnt this is not some type of vent where they ask for an advise but actually just want to share their stories and won't even consider the comments that some of you give, I genuinely am here looking for an advise so please be kind, thanks <3
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Here is the case I've known him for more than a year n a half Ik he got feelin for me but I don't hv n as the same time I don't wanna hurt him he is so carin n perfect guy but I can't love him idk wat my problem is I only care abt friendship I don't want relationship should I stop our friendship or wat should I do
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Here is the case I've known him for more than a year n a half Ik he got feelin for me but I don't hv n as the same time I don't wanna hurt him he is so carin n perfect guy but I can't love him idk wat my problem is I only care abt friendship I don't want relationship should I stop our friendship or wat should I do
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Hey guys happy new year. I'm F 25 and FOMO is messing with me. I'm from a strictly middle class family who was told school was the only way out..believed it.. lived by it & restrained myself from everything in my teens and college because i used to think i would be rich in the future..have fun in the future.,dress up in the future. Later..later..later...and now later is here...& nothing has changed. I haven't found a job yet. never dated.my only clothes are comfortable ones only jeans and shirts and sneakers...i look at the mirror and i'm average looking( never been insecure about it) but this is the best i'll look in my entire life&i wanna show it off you know. I don't even use Instagram not to see other people's & not to mess with my head,i only have fb but that was enough to make me feel like i'm missing out. To add to it i'm not the sociable type and i dont have bestfriends from hs or collage. It may sound pathetic ????but some of the things i want in no particular order are...i wanna wear shorts,( like where do ppl even wear shorts????not to schl or work) i wanna wear skirts( i have amazing legs) and heels( never wore one except for defence) i wanna take beautiful pics and post them,i wanna dye my hair,wanna go out clubbing,drinking,concerts,festivals,live music,frnds to do all this with,date a lot of guys& know what i actually want before getting married,most of all i wanna move the fuck out because even at my age i can't go out with out permission. I dont have the money for none of this and i want to be a successful woman who makes her own money????( school was a scam,didn't give me that)i wanna do all this before i turn 30 so i have 5 years. God! I want it all so much it hurts sooo does any one know a job where dressing up,wearing make up is the norm,preferably with a lot of events you have to wear dinner dresses too. Can ngo jobs get me that??? Need suggestions ????tnx
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Hey guys happy new year. I'm F 25 and FOMO is messing with me. I'm from a strictly middle class family who was told school was the only way out..believed it.. lived by it & restrained myself from everything in my teens and college because i used to think i would be rich in the future..have fun in the future.,dress up in the future. Later..later..later...and now later is here...& nothing has changed. I haven't found a job yet. never dated.my only clothes are comfortable ones only jeans and shirts and sneakers...i look at the mirror and i'm average looking( never been insecure about it) but this is the best i'll look in my entire life&i wanna show it off you know. I don't even use Instagram not to see other people's & not to mess with my head,i only have fb but that was enough to make me feel like i'm missing out. To add to it i'm not the sociable type and i dont have bestfriends from hs or collage. It may sound pathetic ????but some of the things i want in no particular order are...i wanna wear shorts,( like where do ppl even wear shorts????not to schl or work) i wanna wear skirts( i have amazing legs) and heels( never wore one except for defence) i wanna take beautiful pics and post them,i wanna dye my hair,wanna go out clubbing,drinking,concerts,festivals,live music,frnds to do all this with,date a lot of guys& know what i actually want before getting married,most of all i wanna move the fuck out because even at my age i can't go out with out permission. I dont have the money for none of this and i want to be a successful woman who makes her own money????( school was a scam,didn't give me that)i wanna do all this before i turn 30 so i have 5 years. God! I want it all so much it hurts sooo does any one know a job where dressing up,wearing make up is the norm,preferably with a lot of events you have to wear dinner dresses too. Can ngo jobs get me that??? Need suggestions ????tnx
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Fuck sex, it is overrated. Damn
Bruh I want hold your hand while we gaze up to stars, while we walk on sidewalk, while we stand and watch fireworks. I want look to your eyes. Sex could never bring me closer to your soul. You're gorgeous and all that but I don't crave your body that much. Your voice, eyes and hands is what attract me. I want hold your hand while you wish as shooting star pass by, while eating ice cream walking on sidewalk. Sex is cool but this type shit is way cooler.
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Fuck sex, it is overrated. Damn
Bruh I want hold your hand while we gaze up to stars, while we walk on sidewalk, while we stand and watch fireworks. I want look to your eyes. Sex could never bring me closer to your soul. You're gorgeous and all that but I don't crave your body that much. Your voice, eyes and hands is what attract me. I want hold your hand while you wish as shooting star pass by, while eating ice cream walking on sidewalk. Sex is cool but this type shit is way cooler.
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19F. I can't believe this is happening. I have never been in this side of the relationship before I thought I was in control. I never understood people hurting cause of a break up until now cuz damn it hurts like a bitch. I've always been the one who ended things. but with him it was different he was everything that I wanted and needed. I trusted him. I don't wanna lose him. even the thought kills me inside it feels like my heart is literally being stabbed. he told me that he's all mine and more. it felt so real. I hate my self for giving him the power to fuck up my mind and heart, I hate my self for crying over a guy. I used to think that was the lowest and look where I am. I hate him for not being the right person to give my heart to and I hate my self for making the wrong choice. I hate how bitchy I sound rn. I feel weak that my stomach feels funny, it sucks I almost wanna die. I hate the person I've become rn quiet, sad. I've been ghosting my friends cuz I can't let them see me like this and god knows I can't open up to them not because they're not good but because I've got an image in everybody. the though girl, always straight faced, doesn't budge for a guy...
if my dad knew that I'm crying over a guy rn he'd be very disappointed cuz he didn't raise me like this. he told me that I should be focused on the important things and that till I make it he's the only man I should trust and depend on. he told me never to expect and to get it myself.nothing excites me anymore, I blame myself for everything. I overthink 24/7 about how I could've prevented this like maybe I should have been more cuter the last time we met or maybe be more observant so he wouldn't have lost interest mnamn...moral of the story protect your hearts. love sucks and it's not worth it.. it's never equally mutual... as for me that'll be it. I've had my fun and I've been hurt too... true I won't be the same but for the better hopefully cuz I'm not messing with love anymore cuz I'm not risking to feel this way again nor do I want to make anyone feel this way... what sucks more is now I gotta marry that rich guy who is btw 9 years older than me cuz when I think about it that's the right thing to do since I have no hope in love. I already feel better writing this. hope he never reads this. I wish him misery :)
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19F. I can't believe this is happening. I have never been in this side of the relationship before I thought I was in control. I never understood people hurting cause of a break up until now cuz damn it hurts like a bitch. I've always been the one who ended things. but with him it was different he was everything that I wanted and needed. I trusted him. I don't wanna lose him. even the thought kills me inside it feels like my heart is literally being stabbed. he told me that he's all mine and more. it felt so real. I hate my self for giving him the power to fuck up my mind and heart, I hate my self for crying over a guy. I used to think that was the lowest and look where I am. I hate him for not being the right person to give my heart to and I hate my self for making the wrong choice. I hate how bitchy I sound rn. I feel weak that my stomach feels funny, it sucks I almost wanna die. I hate the person I've become rn quiet, sad. I've been ghosting my friends cuz I can't let them see me like this and god knows I can't open up to them not because they're not good but because I've got an image in everybody. the though girl, always straight faced, doesn't budge for a guy...
if my dad knew that I'm crying over a guy rn he'd be very disappointed cuz he didn't raise me like this. he told me that I should be focused on the important things and that till I make it he's the only man I should trust and depend on. he told me never to expect and to get it myself.nothing excites me anymore, I blame myself for everything. I overthink 24/7 about how I could've prevented this like maybe I should have been more cuter the last time we met or maybe be more observant so he wouldn't have lost interest mnamn...moral of the story protect your hearts. love sucks and it's not worth it.. it's never equally mutual... as for me that'll be it. I've had my fun and I've been hurt too... true I won't be the same but for the better hopefully cuz I'm not messing with love anymore cuz I'm not risking to feel this way again nor do I want to make anyone feel this way... what sucks more is now I gotta marry that rich guy who is btw 9 years older than me cuz when I think about it that's the right thing to do since I have no hope in love. I already feel better writing this. hope he never reads this. I wish him misery :)
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Hey babe ik you might be going through rough time rn but just know that i will love you till the end hold you’re had every step you take and be proud of you on what ever decision you take for the better future just know I’ll always be by your side even if in a bad condition or not no matter what i will always love you.. till we old and grey❤️
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Hey babe ik you might be going through rough time rn but just know that i will love you till the end hold you’re had every step you take and be proud of you on what ever decision you take for the better future just know I’ll always be by your side even if in a bad condition or not no matter what i will always love you.. till we old and grey❤️
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Hey people, this is my second time(i think) venting. I am 18M, well i have this problem. The thing is i have no energy to do anything. You see at thie age i am supposed to have some sort of energy when i wake up because i am young and shit but no i don't i literally feel tired as soon as i wake up i don't even go off the bed for hours unless i have class in the morning. Studying is unbearable unless i have some sort of test coming up i won't study. Forget all that, something basic something we all do. Showering, i can't get in the shower before even thinking about it for days. I just don't have the energy to do shit. Is this normal? Am i overreacting?
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Hey people, this is my second time(i think) venting. I am 18M, well i have this problem. The thing is i have no energy to do anything. You see at thie age i am supposed to have some sort of energy when i wake up because i am young and shit but no i don't i literally feel tired as soon as i wake up i don't even go off the bed for hours unless i have class in the morning. Studying is unbearable unless i have some sort of test coming up i won't study. Forget all that, something basic something we all do. Showering, i can't get in the shower before even thinking about it for days. I just don't have the energy to do shit. Is this normal? Am i overreacting?
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For all the people who are into judgement please don't read its about my addition to pain bdsm ....candle wax melting and things related ....
When I get to my point I'm a 25 years old dude who's into bdsm sexusl act well I was introduced to it back when I was 17 with my friends now its a bit hard to say such things out loud even on a date u really can't talk about it the hardcore things you'd be interested i mean I know there are females who are interested but just didn't know hiw to say it out loud so the question I have is how can I show that in into bdsm ...without u know making ppl fear things cause uts the most attractive things ...
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For all the people who are into judgement please don't read its about my addition to pain bdsm ....candle wax melting and things related ....
When I get to my point I'm a 25 years old dude who's into bdsm sexusl act well I was introduced to it back when I was 17 with my friends now its a bit hard to say such things out loud even on a date u really can't talk about it the hardcore things you'd be interested i mean I know there are females who are interested but just didn't know hiw to say it out loud so the question I have is how can I show that in into bdsm ...without u know making ppl fear things cause uts the most attractive things ...
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I don’t know how to start or talk but there’s so many things inside me that wants to explode I’m not doing anything I just go to school and come home sleep I don’t study nor entertain myself no friends no nothing I lost all my friends cause I did a stupid selfish thing I don’t think they deserve that and now I’m lonely and alone no one to talk to or just say hi to.....everyone I know are living their life except me I’m just exhausted it’s been years since i wanted to end everything but now i can feel it coming imagine seeing everyone every single one u know living their best life while ur just crying ur self to bed and I’m tired i really i wish I went back where I was just happy laughing till I cry now I don’t even remember the last time I laughed I promised I won’t hurt myself ever again and yeah I have a boyfriend and I feel like he’s love is fading cause he understood I had no one is that a turn off? And I’ve been thinking if I end my life right now what would happen I know my parents and friends everyone I’ve known in my life would be broken down but why aren’t they here for me when I’m alive I just don’t know why people are living life knowing they’re just surviving........I hope I really hope u’re problems won’t be a problem anymore I hope you all be happy and I hope you all will be surrounded by good hearted people
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I don’t know how to start or talk but there’s so many things inside me that wants to explode I’m not doing anything I just go to school and come home sleep I don’t study nor entertain myself no friends no nothing I lost all my friends cause I did a stupid selfish thing I don’t think they deserve that and now I’m lonely and alone no one to talk to or just say hi to.....everyone I know are living their life except me I’m just exhausted it’s been years since i wanted to end everything but now i can feel it coming imagine seeing everyone every single one u know living their best life while ur just crying ur self to bed and I’m tired i really i wish I went back where I was just happy laughing till I cry now I don’t even remember the last time I laughed I promised I won’t hurt myself ever again and yeah I have a boyfriend and I feel like he’s love is fading cause he understood I had no one is that a turn off? And I’ve been thinking if I end my life right now what would happen I know my parents and friends everyone I’ve known in my life would be broken down but why aren’t they here for me when I’m alive I just don’t know why people are living life knowing they’re just surviving........I hope I really hope u’re problems won’t be a problem anymore I hope you all be happy and I hope you all will be surrounded by good hearted people
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a girl 20 ,2nd year med student raised and living in a dysfunctional family who is insecure about her family when she thinks of dating or marriage.
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I hate the idea of masturbating, it eats me and eats me again and again couldn't get rid of it, but the thing is sometimes it's useful I've come to realize that we're emotional beings in nature and when we're in some kind of emotion in this case sexual emotion the brain just turns off and start giving reasons to the emotion as why it should do something. I know it's crazy...so when my sexual desires take over since am human and am not sexually active for my age which is mid twenties I start doing crazy things like texting girls and that kind of stuff but after I masturbate the desire just goes away and I get clarity and when I think of what I've done like texting a girl I would never text I become very surprised for myself and how it affects my concentration when I do my casual daily life it consumes me if I don't do anything but when masturbation becomes too much we all know the consequences... the thing is I want to have that clarity after masturbation without masturbating I even like that clarity more than the pleasure I do it because it takes over me not because I like it...what are real solutions to stop this thing not cut of sexual desire entirely but control it more, value other aspects of life more and I think girls seem to be good at controlling it more than guys as I have noticed, what's your secret... I try to stop only to find myself on the wrong side again.
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I hate the idea of masturbating, it eats me and eats me again and again couldn't get rid of it, but the thing is sometimes it's useful I've come to realize that we're emotional beings in nature and when we're in some kind of emotion in this case sexual emotion the brain just turns off and start giving reasons to the emotion as why it should do something. I know it's crazy...so when my sexual desires take over since am human and am not sexually active for my age which is mid twenties I start doing crazy things like texting girls and that kind of stuff but after I masturbate the desire just goes away and I get clarity and when I think of what I've done like texting a girl I would never text I become very surprised for myself and how it affects my concentration when I do my casual daily life it consumes me if I don't do anything but when masturbation becomes too much we all know the consequences... the thing is I want to have that clarity after masturbation without masturbating I even like that clarity more than the pleasure I do it because it takes over me not because I like it...what are real solutions to stop this thing not cut of sexual desire entirely but control it more, value other aspects of life more and I think girls seem to be good at controlling it more than guys as I have noticed, what's your secret... I try to stop only to find myself on the wrong side again.
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hey i need to vent am 25M i hv never had a sex with anyone still..but am tired of masturbating for whole my life i wanna have my own girl or i wanna try it in real life with some one but i fear/shy. I tried to stop be betekrstiyan mnamn nisha eyegebahu gn finally i desperate and leave it. Yemtredagn and set bitnor bye eyasebku nw.
I must stop this shit of masturbating it's distracting my life. i have no confidence on girls. But i wish to have a gf
I want an advice or any one interested talk to me
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hey i need to vent am 25M i hv never had a sex with anyone still..but am tired of masturbating for whole my life i wanna have my own girl or i wanna try it in real life with some one but i fear/shy. I tried to stop be betekrstiyan mnamn nisha eyegebahu gn finally i desperate and leave it. Yemtredagn and set bitnor bye eyasebku nw.
I must stop this shit of masturbating it's distracting my life. i have no confidence on girls. But i wish to have a gf
I want an advice or any one interested talk to me
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As a person I make mistakes. I own them. I know what I did wrong and I try to make it right. And I don’t care if she scold me and tell me where I did wrong. I apologize and tries to be better.
What I can’t handle is when she tries to connect things that are not able to be connected. In every fault I did, she brings my father. She mentions him and how he made her life miserable. He left like 20 years ago but yet she finds every reason suitable to bring his name.
When I was a kid I thought she is just bringing him up just because she can’t leave her past behind, that she is traumatized and I feel pity of her. But as I grew up I just can’t help but notice that she is mentioning him through me. Me, as his result of his sperm. When she says ‘he made my life miserable’ I hear ‘if you weren’t born my life wouldn’t be miserable’. And thanks to her, I can’t help but wonder how amazing life she will live if I didn’t exist. And the depression kicks in.
You have no idea how many time those words of her made my heart ache, how many times i swallowed my tear and just made my face as emotionless as possible.
She thinks I don’t care about any of it, she thinks I don’t care about her, and I will never be good enough for her.
I do care about every words that came out of her mouth when she is mad at me, I wish I didn’t. I do care about her, if I didn’t I would’ve never came home at the time she states as a curfew, I wouldn’t have canceled my plans just because she wanted me to go somewhere with her. As a teenager I wanted to do many things, but just because I obey her I neither lived as a child nor as a teenager. All the things that makes her proud of me, she multiplies it with zero and I am ungrateful child who she wishes me I wasn’t born.
If time traveling existed, I would’ve went to the time where my dad and my mom met and make sure that they won’t get married. If they don’t and I won’t get born and I will look at myself disappear from this life slowly. And she will live her best life as she always wanted.
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As a person I make mistakes. I own them. I know what I did wrong and I try to make it right. And I don’t care if she scold me and tell me where I did wrong. I apologize and tries to be better.
What I can’t handle is when she tries to connect things that are not able to be connected. In every fault I did, she brings my father. She mentions him and how he made her life miserable. He left like 20 years ago but yet she finds every reason suitable to bring his name.
When I was a kid I thought she is just bringing him up just because she can’t leave her past behind, that she is traumatized and I feel pity of her. But as I grew up I just can’t help but notice that she is mentioning him through me. Me, as his result of his sperm. When she says ‘he made my life miserable’ I hear ‘if you weren’t born my life wouldn’t be miserable’. And thanks to her, I can’t help but wonder how amazing life she will live if I didn’t exist. And the depression kicks in.
You have no idea how many time those words of her made my heart ache, how many times i swallowed my tear and just made my face as emotionless as possible.
She thinks I don’t care about any of it, she thinks I don’t care about her, and I will never be good enough for her.
I do care about every words that came out of her mouth when she is mad at me, I wish I didn’t. I do care about her, if I didn’t I would’ve never came home at the time she states as a curfew, I wouldn’t have canceled my plans just because she wanted me to go somewhere with her. As a teenager I wanted to do many things, but just because I obey her I neither lived as a child nor as a teenager. All the things that makes her proud of me, she multiplies it with zero and I am ungrateful child who she wishes me I wasn’t born.
If time traveling existed, I would’ve went to the time where my dad and my mom met and make sure that they won’t get married. If they don’t and I won’t get born and I will look at myself disappear from this life slowly. And she will live her best life as she always wanted.
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it's 1:05am in the morning....I'm not able to sleep..
anxiety, pain, emotional burden...it's too much now..I'm done
I no longer have the energy to go through this. all my live I've been that 'nice girl' and a people pleaser...always thinking about what others will think of me....always trying to make others happy
but you know I ALWAYS ended up being everyone's second option, their free entertainment, their timepass
I feel so disgusting of myself when I think of that personality of me
I was always a loser....always losing everything in life...at the end I lost my self respect too
it feels like I'm a waste
No I don't think of suicide...I dearly appreciate being alive but...sometimes it's hard
I have a lot of people in contact...but nobody to share my thoughts with. I feel so fucking lonely. It hurts.
everybody left me......
I was always positive and always trying to understand others but..in the course I lost myself...it's so sad...(if you're still reading, listen, never let yourself feel this way)
today my best friend told me he's in a relationship from the last one month...he didn't even bothered to tell me..(FYI he live in another city)
another friend of mine, she is ignoring me from last one week because I'm of no use..
my relatives ughhh...they feel they are the most intelligent people alive...always hurting my mom by their foolish words..
boys don't like me...girls think I'm boring cause I don't do makeup, gossip and fun things
nobody remembers my birthday
even if they do they don't give a shit about wishing
I know everything and everyone is temporary and I should be focusing on myself but....it fills me with rage when I look back at what I've allowed others to do with me...
idk what to do
how do I focus on myself
how do I set emotional boundaries
how do I stop giving shit about everything
how do I make myself better and get out of this fucking situation!!!
thanks for reading this long ass vent :)
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it's 1:05am in the morning....I'm not able to sleep..
anxiety, pain, emotional burden...it's too much now..I'm done
I no longer have the energy to go through this. all my live I've been that 'nice girl' and a people pleaser...always thinking about what others will think of me....always trying to make others happy
but you know I ALWAYS ended up being everyone's second option, their free entertainment, their timepass
I feel so disgusting of myself when I think of that personality of me
I was always a loser....always losing everything in life...at the end I lost my self respect too
it feels like I'm a waste
No I don't think of suicide...I dearly appreciate being alive but...sometimes it's hard
I have a lot of people in contact...but nobody to share my thoughts with. I feel so fucking lonely. It hurts.
everybody left me......
I was always positive and always trying to understand others but..in the course I lost myself...it's so sad...(if you're still reading, listen, never let yourself feel this way)
today my best friend told me he's in a relationship from the last one month...he didn't even bothered to tell me..(FYI he live in another city)
another friend of mine, she is ignoring me from last one week because I'm of no use..
my relatives ughhh...they feel they are the most intelligent people alive...always hurting my mom by their foolish words..
boys don't like me...girls think I'm boring cause I don't do makeup, gossip and fun things
nobody remembers my birthday
even if they do they don't give a shit about wishing
I know everything and everyone is temporary and I should be focusing on myself but....it fills me with rage when I look back at what I've allowed others to do with me...
idk what to do
how do I focus on myself
how do I set emotional boundaries
how do I stop giving shit about everything
how do I make myself better and get out of this fucking situation!!!
thanks for reading this long ass vent :)
#Melancholy
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I'm poor
yes I'm poor and I have a few friends...
I don't own very good stuff
mean rich people don't give a fuck about me
I see my parent working damn hard..saving money
my family doesn't have a car...we don't even have a good couch
poverty hurts more than breakups
poverty slowly makes you sad...sad for ever
so to all the teens here who are just worried about a boy/girl dumping you, who are always complaining about how their parents don't care about them, who are busy sharing nudes or bullying others......LIFE IS MORE THAN THAT
work on yourself, you have the resources and opportunities, use them.
FYI, 17, female here
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I'm poor
yes I'm poor and I have a few friends...
I don't own very good stuff
mean rich people don't give a fuck about me
I see my parent working damn hard..saving money
my family doesn't have a car...we don't even have a good couch
poverty hurts more than breakups
poverty slowly makes you sad...sad for ever
so to all the teens here who are just worried about a boy/girl dumping you, who are always complaining about how their parents don't care about them, who are busy sharing nudes or bullying others......LIFE IS MORE THAN THAT
work on yourself, you have the resources and opportunities, use them.
FYI, 17, female here
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M 25
Im so madly in love with my best friend sister abro adeg nen her bro is my best friend nd btm strict nw esuwa lay bchga ehtu nat ena enenm ende esu nbr yemtayeg ive been in lv with her for a long time gn like ende family eytyayen kebedeg bza lay ksu blay ende wendem ymtayeg hulu enen new she told me a lot of things lsu ymatngrwn btm bzu gize ahun gizew adelm eyalku rasen eyatallku koychalhu ahun gn alchalkum like i can't eat , sleep mnm ngr lay concentrate madreg alchalkum sera rasu mesrat kebdg shes 20 btw nd senonun she told me abt a guy he likes her lela gize believe me ayhonshm eyalku ande block sasderg ande ignore sasderg koyhu yahunu they are in the same class ena byknu nw ymignagut mlt ychalal so labd drsku ngrochn control mareg alchalkum ena lmngr mokrku gn alchalkum so i kissed her nd she kiss me back nd we make out ksu kn buhala gn lela sew honchbg ke class stwta she always call esu kaltmchw ene ng bet ymadersat ahun dewla atakm sagegat hey bla ylchm mnamn i try to talk to her nd she told me that mistake endenbr nd dgami endmayftr if her brother known hultachnnm endmigln mnamn nd gra gbtog i ask her if she have feeling for me nd mnm alachigm tlag hedch ena gra gbtogal mn mareg endalbg ene iv been bzu rs wst gn ke 2 wer blay yekoyhubt ylm ytgachwm esuwa ymtmchgn erubun tmchtwg ayakum it was bc of her btm nw yemafkrat shes dt nd mature ke edmewa blay , the respect she have for her religion nd family hule nw ymiyasgermg i cant imagine my life without her after the kiss dmo bzu ngr expect arge nbr gn .... so ahun life zbrkrk nw yalw esun hulu magegt astlag btdgagami aymchgm nw ymlw
So i know endanzazahut gn pls help mn larg
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Im so madly in love with my best friend sister abro adeg nen her bro is my best friend nd btm strict nw esuwa lay bchga ehtu nat ena enenm ende esu nbr yemtayeg ive been in lv with her for a long time gn like ende family eytyayen kebedeg bza lay ksu blay ende wendem ymtayeg hulu enen new she told me a lot of things lsu ymatngrwn btm bzu gize ahun gizew adelm eyalku rasen eyatallku koychalhu ahun gn alchalkum like i can't eat , sleep mnm ngr lay concentrate madreg alchalkum sera rasu mesrat kebdg shes 20 btw nd senonun she told me abt a guy he likes her lela gize believe me ayhonshm eyalku ande block sasderg ande ignore sasderg koyhu yahunu they are in the same class ena byknu nw ymignagut mlt ychalal so labd drsku ngrochn control mareg alchalkum ena lmngr mokrku gn alchalkum so i kissed her nd she kiss me back nd we make out ksu kn buhala gn lela sew honchbg ke class stwta she always call esu kaltmchw ene ng bet ymadersat ahun dewla atakm sagegat hey bla ylchm mnamn i try to talk to her nd she told me that mistake endenbr nd dgami endmayftr if her brother known hultachnnm endmigln mnamn nd gra gbtog i ask her if she have feeling for me nd mnm alachigm tlag hedch ena gra gbtogal mn mareg endalbg ene iv been bzu rs wst gn ke 2 wer blay yekoyhubt ylm ytgachwm esuwa ymtmchgn erubun tmchtwg ayakum it was bc of her btm nw yemafkrat shes dt nd mature ke edmewa blay , the respect she have for her religion nd family hule nw ymiyasgermg i cant imagine my life without her after the kiss dmo bzu ngr expect arge nbr gn .... so ahun life zbrkrk nw yalw esun hulu magegt astlag btdgagami aymchgm nw ymlw
So i know endanzazahut gn pls help mn larg
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This is a question for the girls ..usually when you get asked about the kind of person you want you ramble about kind , fit you name some shits but as soon as a polite, a gentleman , a man who protects you am man who is happy even if he is not in a fancy place with you he is happy anywhere with you , a man who loves to have walks with you, a man who sits somewhere quite with you just to listen mezmur (zefen) with you a man who helps his mom ..this kind of man appears suddenly you aren't in to him when he is exactly the kind of guy you always wanted?
Answer me this
And for the girls who say type ans shit a good wife shapes her husband in to a man that she wants
።don't come around in the comment sayin i like this kind of man ask my id mnamn i just want answers real genuine answer
Thankyou 20(m)
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This is a question for the girls ..usually when you get asked about the kind of person you want you ramble about kind , fit you name some shits but as soon as a polite, a gentleman , a man who protects you am man who is happy even if he is not in a fancy place with you he is happy anywhere with you , a man who loves to have walks with you, a man who sits somewhere quite with you just to listen mezmur (zefen) with you a man who helps his mom ..this kind of man appears suddenly you aren't in to him when he is exactly the kind of guy you always wanted?
Answer me this
And for the girls who say type ans shit a good wife shapes her husband in to a man that she wants
።don't come around in the comment sayin i like this kind of man ask my id mnamn i just want answers real genuine answer
Thankyou 20(m)
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Hello everyone👋.......well I'm medicine student pass to PCII to be specific.........and I got 3.54 passing mark (god know how much I suffer to get this mark)and I was happy about it ......but my friends said it's like tenteltelo malfe nw.....Arif nw bilesh taweralish mnm ngr..........ena yene teyake is it really a bad grade......want to ask b/c if it's really that bad I'm ready to improve my performance like I mean it....tnxs for time
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Hello everyone👋.......well I'm medicine student pass to PCII to be specific.........and I got 3.54 passing mark (god know how much I suffer to get this mark)and I was happy about it ......but my friends said it's like tenteltelo malfe nw.....Arif nw bilesh taweralish mnm ngr..........ena yene teyake is it really a bad grade......want to ask b/c if it's really that bad I'm ready to improve my performance like I mean it....tnxs for time
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Hello everyone!
I have to say sth for the nice guys up here who always wine abt how nice guys finish last or how their relationship became toxic or to the guys who simp and finally who says relationship is not for me.
Am not gonna bother you by making a shit comment by quoteing that guy but hear me out at this early age(19-27) girls wanna explore they want a guy who have a great ability to persuate or do things for them a charming guy etc so when i come to the point this types of guys won't last or they are not for a long term relationship they are a player but the girls don't know that but the moment when they understand this miyawatachewn miyazalkachewn ymeertalu so the nice guys will get a nice woman who understands everything abt how relationship works so to the nice guys up there either change ur personality and be a player and have a temporary happieness or be patient and get what u want for a permanent thing atlast beka ehew new goodluck kezi behuala atnechanechubn
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Hello everyone!
I have to say sth for the nice guys up here who always wine abt how nice guys finish last or how their relationship became toxic or to the guys who simp and finally who says relationship is not for me.
Am not gonna bother you by making a shit comment by quoteing that guy but hear me out at this early age(19-27) girls wanna explore they want a guy who have a great ability to persuate or do things for them a charming guy etc so when i come to the point this types of guys won't last or they are not for a long term relationship they are a player but the girls don't know that but the moment when they understand this miyawatachewn miyazalkachewn ymeertalu so the nice guys will get a nice woman who understands everything abt how relationship works so to the nice guys up there either change ur personality and be a player and have a temporary happieness or be patient and get what u want for a permanent thing atlast beka ehew new goodluck kezi behuala atnechanechubn
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At first when we are just dating idc about her ex's but when she is ma gf now .................................by the way she is virgin me too but now we love each other betam betam and i started caring about her ex and her past childish revenge on her ex she done but she told me she only did a kiss but am over thinking what if they touched her body just touch her parts by hand..................................ena we are in love betam we are both virgins ena we plan our future together we planned to wait for sex till marriage
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At first when we are just dating idc about her ex's but when she is ma gf now .................................by the way she is virgin me too but now we love each other betam betam and i started caring about her ex and her past childish revenge on her ex she done but she told me she only did a kiss but am over thinking what if they touched her body just touch her parts by hand..................................ena we are in love betam we are both virgins ena we plan our future together we planned to wait for sex till marriage
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