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You know what, I like you. I like the version of you I created in my mind and I can't stop romanticizing it to the point where I cannot do my job. Instead of the times where you dodged my calls and totally ghosted me for a whole fucking week or month, what comes to my mind is the first time you called me. The time you first texted me. Instead of the times where you were a total asshole and careless freak, what comes to my mind is the time when you asked me if I was okay while holding me under your arms and asking me to tell you what was wrong. Instead of the time that you told me you do not care if I was enjoying it or even feeling it, what comes to my mind is the time when you asked me my boundaries and treated my body as something precious. You did not even give me the bare minimum, yet here I am thinking about you constantly. It is not that we βbroke upβ, we hadnβt started to begin with. However, I felt like I saw a part of you who is caring and lively behind all of your "I do not give a shit" crap. May be I am denying that you are actually heartless. What pulls me back is your "Have a safe flight" text after our last goodbye. You could have just let me go. You could have just stayed as an asshole as you were and you could have convinced me I was wrong about you. What hurts the most is I do not even have the right to claim those things because this is not what we agreed on. What pains me is the fact that I cannot tell you how I feel because I do not wanna be the person who has feelings in this situationship. I wanted to tell you that I liked you on our last goodbye, but I couldn't. You were totally fine with the fact that I was leaving and I wanted to keep it cool. I wanted a distraction and you were a great one. But I am also attached. I cannot feel this way every time I leave. It feel like putting a tape on a paper and then taking it off. It hurts and u took a part of me. I am relapsing every other week after trying to move on. Everyday I have to remind myself why it will never work out between us, but I run out of reasons. I am tired.
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You know what, I like you. I like the version of you I created in my mind and I can't stop romanticizing it to the point where I cannot do my job. Instead of the times where you dodged my calls and totally ghosted me for a whole fucking week or month, what comes to my mind is the first time you called me. The time you first texted me. Instead of the times where you were a total asshole and careless freak, what comes to my mind is the time when you asked me if I was okay while holding me under your arms and asking me to tell you what was wrong. Instead of the time that you told me you do not care if I was enjoying it or even feeling it, what comes to my mind is the time when you asked me my boundaries and treated my body as something precious. You did not even give me the bare minimum, yet here I am thinking about you constantly. It is not that we βbroke upβ, we hadnβt started to begin with. However, I felt like I saw a part of you who is caring and lively behind all of your "I do not give a shit" crap. May be I am denying that you are actually heartless. What pulls me back is your "Have a safe flight" text after our last goodbye. You could have just let me go. You could have just stayed as an asshole as you were and you could have convinced me I was wrong about you. What hurts the most is I do not even have the right to claim those things because this is not what we agreed on. What pains me is the fact that I cannot tell you how I feel because I do not wanna be the person who has feelings in this situationship. I wanted to tell you that I liked you on our last goodbye, but I couldn't. You were totally fine with the fact that I was leaving and I wanted to keep it cool. I wanted a distraction and you were a great one. But I am also attached. I cannot feel this way every time I leave. It feel like putting a tape on a paper and then taking it off. It hurts and u took a part of me. I am relapsing every other week after trying to move on. Everyday I have to remind myself why it will never work out between us, but I run out of reasons. I am tired.
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Though, he was an outrageous fool to think what they had was everlasting, the truth was they werenβt able to bathe one another in warmth of love. She was poisonous, a contamination. Manipulative, her love looked so whole, her eyes looked so innocent, her soul looked so fragile, her touch carried such fondness because she was consistent and tolerant she made him pour his soul to her, opened his wound. Fool! He was too weak for her. She didnβt need wounds, she needed scars, she needed broken souls that canβt be healed, she thirsted eternal dead souls. To feed on them, to become the greatest the strongest. She is I.
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Though, he was an outrageous fool to think what they had was everlasting, the truth was they werenβt able to bathe one another in warmth of love. She was poisonous, a contamination. Manipulative, her love looked so whole, her eyes looked so innocent, her soul looked so fragile, her touch carried such fondness because she was consistent and tolerant she made him pour his soul to her, opened his wound. Fool! He was too weak for her. She didnβt need wounds, she needed scars, she needed broken souls that canβt be healed, she thirsted eternal dead souls. To feed on them, to become the greatest the strongest. She is I.
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Does anyone know how to get rid of a yeast infection.? I tried many things i used anti fungal creams but it didn't work it really itchy down there pls anyone who has dealt with it before or knows how to do that share
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Does anyone know how to get rid of a yeast infection.? I tried many things i used anti fungal creams but it didn't work it really itchy down there pls anyone who has dealt with it before or knows how to do that share
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Why is it a must for a man and a woman to be in a relationship in order to enjoy the benefits of it...it's too much work. all the hustle and the games... I get it if it's for something serious that has a future but what about the rest of people who aren't ready for something serious and don't want to make a fake promise...like why are so many people against the idea of friends with benefits??
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Why is it a must for a man and a woman to be in a relationship in order to enjoy the benefits of it...it's too much work. all the hustle and the games... I get it if it's for something serious that has a future but what about the rest of people who aren't ready for something serious and don't want to make a fake promise...like why are so many people against the idea of friends with benefits??
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What's up, my negus and neguses! So look, I'm kinda having self-confidence issues lately as you can see by how I opened this vent, I say a lot of cringy shit like this out of insecurities. So my question is ppl who're confident or comfortable in your skin, how did y'all do it?
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What's up, my negus and neguses! So look, I'm kinda having self-confidence issues lately as you can see by how I opened this vent, I say a lot of cringy shit like this out of insecurities. So my question is ppl who're confident or comfortable in your skin, how did y'all do it?
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Iβm that Cute TegBabi Asteway mature kinda Girl???? n He is Matureeee CaRing Lovely Honest kinda guy .Im in a relation He is 34 heβs too sweet he is the best person I ever had he is like a Dream guy we talk the whole day n Night even sera lay hono lelit kefet new seleku always astegntogn new mntegnaw sngenagnem things Are Much better,You can tell The attachment Yetem Anhedem esum Enem yalesu at least slku kefet new always.But the problem This days (9months behuala)he is saying we Should Have sex and when I say itβs not the right time he answers aggressively.you should understand me kinda things .It felt real For a while But now Am thinking That all was A game because if he really did value me he wouldnβt react this Way when I say No right ?n every time this topic sinesa agreesive yhonal atwejignm Yelal mnamn kza writhin 3hours Demo melso Banadergem endeza mehon alneberegnm yekerta yelal hulem etebkshalehu Mnamn Now Iβm really attached to him na Im thinking this is All game n I should cut him off.But some part of me is saying HeLl no he told me 10 month simolan enadergalen Yanem the right time Kalone we should decide mnamn.n he always talk about gewend hormone yasfelgenal I canβt manage it mnamn is that Ttue ?What should I do .I really donβt wanna lose My virginity Beteklil new magbat yemefelgew.
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Iβm that Cute TegBabi Asteway mature kinda Girl???? n He is Matureeee CaRing Lovely Honest kinda guy .Im in a relation He is 34 heβs too sweet he is the best person I ever had he is like a Dream guy we talk the whole day n Night even sera lay hono lelit kefet new seleku always astegntogn new mntegnaw sngenagnem things Are Much better,You can tell The attachment Yetem Anhedem esum Enem yalesu at least slku kefet new always.But the problem This days (9months behuala)he is saying we Should Have sex and when I say itβs not the right time he answers aggressively.you should understand me kinda things .It felt real For a while But now Am thinking That all was A game because if he really did value me he wouldnβt react this Way when I say No right ?n every time this topic sinesa agreesive yhonal atwejignm Yelal mnamn kza writhin 3hours Demo melso Banadergem endeza mehon alneberegnm yekerta yelal hulem etebkshalehu Mnamn Now Iβm really attached to him na Im thinking this is All game n I should cut him off.But some part of me is saying HeLl no he told me 10 month simolan enadergalen Yanem the right time Kalone we should decide mnamn.n he always talk about gewend hormone yasfelgenal I canβt manage it mnamn is that Ttue ?What should I do .I really donβt wanna lose My virginity Beteklil new magbat yemefelgew.
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So gentlemen will u date a girl who is older than u not that old like 2 n half so i have been talking with this boy almost for 6 years we r close really close n he is really mature for his age he was their for me when I was down n he really cares about me n we start dating I like him so when we talk about our ages he told me that he is 20 he will be 21 after one months n Iβm 23 I will be 24 after 9 months is it Owk dose age really matter
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So gentlemen will u date a girl who is older than u not that old like 2 n half so i have been talking with this boy almost for 6 years we r close really close n he is really mature for his age he was their for me when I was down n he really cares about me n we start dating I like him so when we talk about our ages he told me that he is 20 he will be 21 after one months n Iβm 23 I will be 24 after 9 months is it Owk dose age really matter
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Selam ehet wendemoche endasebkut altesakalegnem leju tedar yezoal zare ye neseha abaten photowun asayecheyachew yehe diakon baletedar new ende alkuachew endemenem defere ena awo be kerbu new yagebaw alu. Endet endehone alawkem gen qelebetun alastewalkutem neber becha teru semet eyetesemagn aydelem. Betam kezih lej gar bezu neger be helinaye aqeje neber selachu i know it was just a crush since i never got to meet him gn beka yan yahel
konjo hono eko aydelem ewnet beka leju kidase sikedes mnamn sayew gn fikir yazegn ena ahun demo yerase yalhonewen neger memegnet honebegn malet new (which is betam telek hatyat yawem yageba sew). Becha mekrachun betelegesugn des yelegnal
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Selam ehet wendemoche endasebkut altesakalegnem leju tedar yezoal zare ye neseha abaten photowun asayecheyachew yehe diakon baletedar new ende alkuachew endemenem defere ena awo be kerbu new yagebaw alu. Endet endehone alawkem gen qelebetun alastewalkutem neber becha teru semet eyetesemagn aydelem. Betam kezih lej gar bezu neger be helinaye aqeje neber selachu i know it was just a crush since i never got to meet him gn beka yan yahel
konjo hono eko aydelem ewnet beka leju kidase sikedes mnamn sayew gn fikir yazegn ena ahun demo yerase yalhonewen neger memegnet honebegn malet new (which is betam telek hatyat yawem yageba sew). Becha mekrachun betelegesugn des yelegnal
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Hey guys am 20 F just wanna know you guys's opinion..so here is the thing endet beye mejemer endalebegn alawekem gen ye 3 amet fikregna alegn u have no idea how much i love him emigermew every time senegenagn beka my heart starts racing ende addis fiker yihonebegnal ena bezu giza i cheated on him menamen gen he always forgive me..enante endemetasbut aynet cheating menamen adelem gen its like ignoring him and chilling with other dudes menamen he hates when i do this ena there is guys that i met when i am in relationship with my boy ena he understandes me menamen ena hul ken yaweragnale menamen ena 1 ken he told me that he is in love with me menamen then stupid me i belive him ena started dating to guys at the some time...and fall in love with him emigermew i still have feelings 4 both of them ena i dont know what to do guys betam techenekiyalew i dont wanna lose both of them what should i do ???????? need ur help please
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Hey guys am 20 F just wanna know you guys's opinion..so here is the thing endet beye mejemer endalebegn alawekem gen ye 3 amet fikregna alegn u have no idea how much i love him emigermew every time senegenagn beka my heart starts racing ende addis fiker yihonebegnal ena bezu giza i cheated on him menamen gen he always forgive me..enante endemetasbut aynet cheating menamen adelem gen its like ignoring him and chilling with other dudes menamen he hates when i do this ena there is guys that i met when i am in relationship with my boy ena he understandes me menamen ena hul ken yaweragnale menamen ena 1 ken he told me that he is in love with me menamen then stupid me i belive him ena started dating to guys at the some time...and fall in love with him emigermew i still have feelings 4 both of them ena i dont know what to do guys betam techenekiyalew i dont wanna lose both of them what should i do ???????? need ur help please
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Okay here it is I got these ex boyfriend whoβve been cheating on me through all our relationships Iβve know that all the times but he always told me that he would change and that he really loves me he sated that itβs heβs past who made him this way and for the sake of love I was waiting for him to change but the last red flag was when he cheated with my own bestfriend Iβve also known that for months but I hide it till he reveals the truth but he kept with the lie all the time and itβs just got on my nerves and I broke up with him he still didnβt believe that he did cheat on me while I got the proofs and heβs still asking me back but Iβve moved on and continue with my own life
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Hey baby girl how you doin?
Hope you're doing good but you should see me am a mess ..
Am here watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S (again and again) loughing chanandler bong's jokes adoring the love life he got with monica and wondering if someone could love anyone like joey loves food π and going to church alone praising God cuz he has gotten methis far even if am not at a good time π but well whose is right ? I hope you are tho
I know you're probably saying what is he babbling about but i miss you yes you're probably saying how can you meet someone you have never mate but i need you now and i don't know you yet but really baby girl this( me wearing my hoodie listening to lecrae and be just on my own ) this shit gotta stop i need you really i need the girl who i would plan my future with i mean not just the romantic stuff you know building each others up hustling through life , motivating eachother for a work outall that stuff its okay tho if you don't like working out or smtn you will just cheer me up thats enough too i just want someone to tell how my day went and who would do the same , i want the sister that i never had , i want the bestfriend i never had , i want someone who i can call mistyew , I Want You not just want I need you so please come here faster and i will be waiting.
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Hope you're doing good but you should see me am a mess ..
Am here watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S (again and again) loughing chanandler bong's jokes adoring the love life he got with monica and wondering if someone could love anyone like joey loves food π and going to church alone praising God cuz he has gotten methis far even if am not at a good time π but well whose is right ? I hope you are tho
I know you're probably saying what is he babbling about but i miss you yes you're probably saying how can you meet someone you have never mate but i need you now and i don't know you yet but really baby girl this( me wearing my hoodie listening to lecrae and be just on my own ) this shit gotta stop i need you really i need the girl who i would plan my future with i mean not just the romantic stuff you know building each others up hustling through life , motivating eachother for a work outall that stuff its okay tho if you don't like working out or smtn you will just cheer me up thats enough too i just want someone to tell how my day went and who would do the same , i want the sister that i never had , i want the bestfriend i never had , i want someone who i can call mistyew , I Want You not just want I need you so please come here faster and i will be waiting.
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Okay so I met this guy in this channel ena he is awesome amazing beautiful heart and soul idk how to describe him and he is respectful asf and I'm kinda crushing on him gn I still haven't seen his face gn why do I give a fuck idgaf even if he looks like monkey or half zenjero and nothing all girls value in boys like looks height mnamn it used to matter to me gn now I met him Idk how to react when I see his name on my screen I might be having a bad day gn his "how was ur day" text makes me blush like a baby???????? gn I haven't been in a serious relationship before and I am scared to ask him out part of me feels like he is just sad for me and part of me feels he likes me yaw the way he talks mnamn he calls me darling dear mnamn becha I am literally blushing when I think of him should I confess?? Idk I need ur advice guys
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Okay so I met this guy in this channel ena he is awesome amazing beautiful heart and soul idk how to describe him and he is respectful asf and I'm kinda crushing on him gn I still haven't seen his face gn why do I give a fuck idgaf even if he looks like monkey or half zenjero and nothing all girls value in boys like looks height mnamn it used to matter to me gn now I met him Idk how to react when I see his name on my screen I might be having a bad day gn his "how was ur day" text makes me blush like a baby???????? gn I haven't been in a serious relationship before and I am scared to ask him out part of me feels like he is just sad for me and part of me feels he likes me yaw the way he talks mnamn he calls me darling dear mnamn becha I am literally blushing when I think of him should I confess?? Idk I need ur advice guys
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Hey everyone today I have something to tell you and tell me that what will you do if you were me. So the thing is here
Before a year I had a bf and we were so in love I really loved him but after 7 months he told me that he wanna break up with me ewedew neber azenku betam gn laskerew alchalkum ena kelela set ga sihon zm biye ayehut and after while I met a new guy ena kemejemeriaw bf betam yileyal tekerarebn ena wededkut gn I wasn't in love with him gn yafekerkut meslogn neber ena siteykegn I say yes and we started dating but kes bekes endalafekerkut gebagn malete fkr yeyazegn meslogn neber gn kemejemeriyaye bf behuala lewend Lij yalegn amelekaket tekeyroal enam sreda Le liju mnm smet yelegnim akalehu ATFchalehu gn defre alfelghm malet akategn plz guys help me I know I mead mistakes but chigr lay negn help me
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Hey everyone today I have something to tell you and tell me that what will you do if you were me. So the thing is here
Before a year I had a bf and we were so in love I really loved him but after 7 months he told me that he wanna break up with me ewedew neber azenku betam gn laskerew alchalkum ena kelela set ga sihon zm biye ayehut and after while I met a new guy ena kemejemeriaw bf betam yileyal tekerarebn ena wededkut gn I wasn't in love with him gn yafekerkut meslogn neber ena siteykegn I say yes and we started dating but kes bekes endalafekerkut gebagn malete fkr yeyazegn meslogn neber gn kemejemeriyaye bf behuala lewend Lij yalegn amelekaket tekeyroal enam sreda Le liju mnm smet yelegnim akalehu ATFchalehu gn defre alfelghm malet akategn plz guys help me I know I mead mistakes but chigr lay negn help me
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Lol i was too invested reading technically listening to ebook audio about a book called the subtle art of not giving a fuck and i bumped into this lady and she cursed the shit out of me man it was all so weird i kid u notππππidk why i wrote this tho. May be i somehow fear curse... Demo eko no body this days read ebook bitil audio bitil. Yene kibtet right mstm
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Lol i was too invested reading technically listening to ebook audio about a book called the subtle art of not giving a fuck and i bumped into this lady and she cursed the shit out of me man it was all so weird i kid u notππππidk why i wrote this tho. May be i somehow fear curse... Demo eko no body this days read ebook bitil audio bitil. Yene kibtet right mstm
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..Me again guys I think it's time to reveal the truth ..
Growing up I became good son good brother as a whole a good person that most of the parents I met says I wish my son would be like him and they were true on the outside because I was the kind of kid who respects others ,decent and intelligent type of kid but on the inside I was completely ruined because I was trying to find what I lost ...After she stopped doing it I became more attracted to sexual staff cause that was what I know and the only feeling I know was that sexual type of staff.And I think you know what is next the addiction that most of us know adays have PMO addiction .and you know what that does to your brain .I felt most of the side effects that come with it .and all the regret type of staff that some of you guys mentioned in this channel .. After that I did every sin a man can do except killing someone .like if you mention some sin that you know as far as I know I did them all.. ,I was attracted to my relatives sexually ,I tried to force 2 servants into having sex with me , I filmed my aunt and my servant taking shower inorder to masturbate with it , I imagined every girl that come across me sexually ,I wished my relatives died because I needed my friends to give me sympathy...across the years I become this person that I don't want to be I become dark even if my outside face was decent .I don't want to be like this I just don't I can do so many things but I'm stuck in this thing called revolving door syndrome you know ..the reason Im writing is now I become what I fear most that is I become judgemental over everyone.. that I cant take and being over medafer to God so ..my story is like this I know most of you didn't expect this but that is what Im ..but believe it or not I don't want to be like this so I started taking serious majors over this staff .I want real change not that 1 day motivated change or that 1 year false thinking you had it under control change ..I want life style change you know I don't want to be a burden to this world we have plenty of those ...tnx for listening Hope I continue chapter 3 if I didn't make it boring for you guys ......hoping I forgive my self for it and most of all God forgives me for it...
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..Me again guys I think it's time to reveal the truth ..
Growing up I became good son good brother as a whole a good person that most of the parents I met says I wish my son would be like him and they were true on the outside because I was the kind of kid who respects others ,decent and intelligent type of kid but on the inside I was completely ruined because I was trying to find what I lost ...After she stopped doing it I became more attracted to sexual staff cause that was what I know and the only feeling I know was that sexual type of staff.And I think you know what is next the addiction that most of us know adays have PMO addiction .and you know what that does to your brain .I felt most of the side effects that come with it .and all the regret type of staff that some of you guys mentioned in this channel .. After that I did every sin a man can do except killing someone .like if you mention some sin that you know as far as I know I did them all.. ,I was attracted to my relatives sexually ,I tried to force 2 servants into having sex with me , I filmed my aunt and my servant taking shower inorder to masturbate with it , I imagined every girl that come across me sexually ,I wished my relatives died because I needed my friends to give me sympathy...across the years I become this person that I don't want to be I become dark even if my outside face was decent .I don't want to be like this I just don't I can do so many things but I'm stuck in this thing called revolving door syndrome you know ..the reason Im writing is now I become what I fear most that is I become judgemental over everyone.. that I cant take and being over medafer to God so ..my story is like this I know most of you didn't expect this but that is what Im ..but believe it or not I don't want to be like this so I started taking serious majors over this staff .I want real change not that 1 day motivated change or that 1 year false thinking you had it under control change ..I want life style change you know I don't want to be a burden to this world we have plenty of those ...tnx for listening Hope I continue chapter 3 if I didn't make it boring for you guys ......hoping I forgive my self for it and most of all God forgives me for it...
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Have u ever wanted to solve a problem but all the doors are closed so that you just sit right there and wish for the best? I am in that situtation right now . The thing is its been over 4 years since my dad actually had a permanent job to provide for the family. My mom works too but her job doesnt pay much plus she covers all the household stuffs and he doesnt help her on that. Regardless of the situation we r getting in to, my dad refuses to use his efforts to work . He is not interested idk why. He's just waiting for a miracle to happen. my mom has argued with him over this issue multiple times but there's no change. I never talked to him and i blame myself for not doing that but what can i change?if he cant listen to his own wife will i b able to change his mind? The worst part is that as days pass we r left with small amount of money in the bank. As of me,its literally impossible to support my family since i am student ,i have tried to do some work but nothing is falling in to place. I cant believe how he can get comfortable with this life ,we r living in a rented house since i was born. How can a father put even the minimum effort to support his family? I really dont know what to do at this point.
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Have u ever wanted to solve a problem but all the doors are closed so that you just sit right there and wish for the best? I am in that situtation right now . The thing is its been over 4 years since my dad actually had a permanent job to provide for the family. My mom works too but her job doesnt pay much plus she covers all the household stuffs and he doesnt help her on that. Regardless of the situation we r getting in to, my dad refuses to use his efforts to work . He is not interested idk why. He's just waiting for a miracle to happen. my mom has argued with him over this issue multiple times but there's no change. I never talked to him and i blame myself for not doing that but what can i change?if he cant listen to his own wife will i b able to change his mind? The worst part is that as days pass we r left with small amount of money in the bank. As of me,its literally impossible to support my family since i am student ,i have tried to do some work but nothing is falling in to place. I cant believe how he can get comfortable with this life ,we r living in a rented house since i was born. How can a father put even the minimum effort to support his family? I really dont know what to do at this point.
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Am a M 20 years old is it normal to be virgin and wait for marriage and have only one partner for sex in life time......and not experiencing other sexual contact...... is their a thing am missing out from life
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Am a M 20 years old is it normal to be virgin and wait for marriage and have only one partner for sex in life time......and not experiencing other sexual contact...... is their a thing am missing out from life
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Hi guys how u been all so here it goes 7 month ago I was in a relationship with nice guy same uni nene... While he was working as intern during 4th year in Addis I was 3rd year well ..during tht time we were going through rough time ,I got lonely alot it was tht time I met this guy who approached me as friend w/c was cool wid but then he said he liked me menen I kinda didn't want tht he knew I had bf..I kinda was attracted to him..so I decided to give him chance then I heard tht he has toyd wid girl before wid bf once she broke up to be wid him he rejected when I confronted him told him I don't wanna be wid him he tried to comite sucide say he can't live widout u...his friends suggested I should stay wid but tht was hard since I still my bf w/h I was doing fine wid again...my bf tried to understand but ppl called me names saying I was to timing I went through litb/c of him...finally my bf asked me to choice ,ofcoures I choose him.during break time nber so the guy I met went home,I got a chance to make up wid my bf and get close... But break ended tht all it went wrong he came back my bf i started fighting again ,I stared struggling b/c I can't stop think about tht guy..we didn't talk at all...I think he messed wid me psychologically ...he stole two of my gfs...suddenly they were bff and defended him..one of them told me she would choice him over me...he everywhere I am wid one my gf I coulded concentrate on my study's he does everything wid her like all I used to do wid him I got lost...on the other side my bf kept arguring...I was about to start final exam finally I blow up I called him & cried my heart out to him...he was like I don't u to hurt just be sure and I w'll wid u ...at tht time being around him was enough I didn't know I was jealous of wid him or friend or did I have feeings..in z end I broke up wid me bf and started hanging around wid him...one night we were out but we accidentally(I think) got late & we had to stay out I got scared since ke gibi wechi aderi alkem nber so...lmover mokerku he told me nth was going to happen then we were sleeping lelite lye he woke me up & said he wanted to have sex I freaked out ...tried to stay come so I made out wid him instead w/h was I regret stayed cool ...now am back home still liking me he wants to start a r/ship w/h am nt sure b/c him I lost my bf ,my 2 gfs I cried a lot b/c of him...I don't know if I should trust him..
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Hi guys how u been all so here it goes 7 month ago I was in a relationship with nice guy same uni nene... While he was working as intern during 4th year in Addis I was 3rd year well ..during tht time we were going through rough time ,I got lonely alot it was tht time I met this guy who approached me as friend w/c was cool wid but then he said he liked me menen I kinda didn't want tht he knew I had bf..I kinda was attracted to him..so I decided to give him chance then I heard tht he has toyd wid girl before wid bf once she broke up to be wid him he rejected when I confronted him told him I don't wanna be wid him he tried to comite sucide say he can't live widout u...his friends suggested I should stay wid but tht was hard since I still my bf w/h I was doing fine wid again...my bf tried to understand but ppl called me names saying I was to timing I went through litb/c of him...finally my bf asked me to choice ,ofcoures I choose him.during break time nber so the guy I met went home,I got a chance to make up wid my bf and get close... But break ended tht all it went wrong he came back my bf i started fighting again ,I stared struggling b/c I can't stop think about tht guy..we didn't talk at all...I think he messed wid me psychologically ...he stole two of my gfs...suddenly they were bff and defended him..one of them told me she would choice him over me...he everywhere I am wid one my gf I coulded concentrate on my study's he does everything wid her like all I used to do wid him I got lost...on the other side my bf kept arguring...I was about to start final exam finally I blow up I called him & cried my heart out to him...he was like I don't u to hurt just be sure and I w'll wid u ...at tht time being around him was enough I didn't know I was jealous of wid him or friend or did I have feeings..in z end I broke up wid me bf and started hanging around wid him...one night we were out but we accidentally(I think) got late & we had to stay out I got scared since ke gibi wechi aderi alkem nber so...lmover mokerku he told me nth was going to happen then we were sleeping lelite lye he woke me up & said he wanted to have sex I freaked out ...tried to stay come so I made out wid him instead w/h was I regret stayed cool ...now am back home still liking me he wants to start a r/ship w/h am nt sure b/c him I lost my bf ,my 2 gfs I cried a lot b/c of him...I don't know if I should trust him..
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