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I am in a hallway of maternity ward in one of the public hospitals in Addis with my btother. It is foggy winter morning. waiting for the delivery of my brothers child. Staring at the closed white door of the ward.
I am trying to imagine what is happening in
there, beyond the white door. A woman struggling to give birth. Passing through the worst pain a person can go through.
Shouting
Crying
Cursing
Frustration
Fear
Those were my imaginations.
And all these were to bring the most beautiful thing in the world, a child. The irony make me wonder, ask. Why does a woman should pass through the worst pain to bring the most adorable thing. What does it really mean. I am sitting still but my mind started wandering to places.
When I return from my thought trip. I see my brother. He try to distraact himself by his phone. He try to concentrate on it, but he can't, he peep towards the door every 30 second or a minute. His sleep deprived eyes become red. He squirm on his sit. His phone rings often he answer those calls and tell people that she was doing fine while smiling, yet his smile fades as soon as he hang up the phone, worry, fear and sleeplessness take their places in his face.
I try to read his mind. I wonder to know what is on his mind right now.
Is he worried? Excited?
Sad?
Hopeful?
Numb?
I guess from what i am seeing he is feeling a mixture of worry, excitement and numbness. May be he is thinking about what kind of father he is going to be, what he is going to do. Now he is trying to sleep on the Bench while using a one litre mirinda bottle as a pillow.
My mind continues to roll the thought thread. The nurses call us and they said we should take her to Alert Hospital. Because her case is beyond their capacity. I rushed to bring wheelchair. I brought the wheelchair to the maternity room. And I saw her, my brothers wife. She look horrible. Her face is drawn in sweat, Her eyes struggle to stay open, her whole face swell. There are blood stains in her hand and her dress. She breath heavily, she try to not shout, and she barely walk. We put her on the wheelchair and put her in the ambulance. I have something else to do so I didn't go with them.
I finished my work and go to the hospital after three hours. Earlier I heard that she gave birth to a healthy daughter. So I was relived. I reached to the hospital. In my way to the maternity room I met my brother. His face radiates from far, still the sleepless look was there but it is full of smile.
I went to the maternity room and the mother was covered, someone uncovered her. She slept on her side and there is a tiny baby slept, wrapped by a pink blanket
I saw her face it was full of smile. The pain, exhaustion and stress were replaced by relief, hope and calmness. She saw me and she asked how do I look? Isn't my face better now? I didn't know what to do, what to say so I just smiled and nodded my head.
I wonder the contrast.
Two shades.
Excruciating pain and joy.
Her look says it all,
the joy worth the pain.
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I am in a hallway of maternity ward in one of the public hospitals in Addis with my btother. It is foggy winter morning. waiting for the delivery of my brothers child. Staring at the closed white door of the ward.
I am trying to imagine what is happening in
there, beyond the white door. A woman struggling to give birth. Passing through the worst pain a person can go through.
Shouting
Crying
Cursing
Frustration
Fear
Those were my imaginations.
And all these were to bring the most beautiful thing in the world, a child. The irony make me wonder, ask. Why does a woman should pass through the worst pain to bring the most adorable thing. What does it really mean. I am sitting still but my mind started wandering to places.
When I return from my thought trip. I see my brother. He try to distraact himself by his phone. He try to concentrate on it, but he can't, he peep towards the door every 30 second or a minute. His sleep deprived eyes become red. He squirm on his sit. His phone rings often he answer those calls and tell people that she was doing fine while smiling, yet his smile fades as soon as he hang up the phone, worry, fear and sleeplessness take their places in his face.
I try to read his mind. I wonder to know what is on his mind right now.
Is he worried? Excited?
Sad?
Hopeful?
Numb?
I guess from what i am seeing he is feeling a mixture of worry, excitement and numbness. May be he is thinking about what kind of father he is going to be, what he is going to do. Now he is trying to sleep on the Bench while using a one litre mirinda bottle as a pillow.
My mind continues to roll the thought thread. The nurses call us and they said we should take her to Alert Hospital. Because her case is beyond their capacity. I rushed to bring wheelchair. I brought the wheelchair to the maternity room. And I saw her, my brothers wife. She look horrible. Her face is drawn in sweat, Her eyes struggle to stay open, her whole face swell. There are blood stains in her hand and her dress. She breath heavily, she try to not shout, and she barely walk. We put her on the wheelchair and put her in the ambulance. I have something else to do so I didn't go with them.
I finished my work and go to the hospital after three hours. Earlier I heard that she gave birth to a healthy daughter. So I was relived. I reached to the hospital. In my way to the maternity room I met my brother. His face radiates from far, still the sleepless look was there but it is full of smile.
I went to the maternity room and the mother was covered, someone uncovered her. She slept on her side and there is a tiny baby slept, wrapped by a pink blanket
I saw her face it was full of smile. The pain, exhaustion and stress were replaced by relief, hope and calmness. She saw me and she asked how do I look? Isn't my face better now? I didn't know what to do, what to say so I just smiled and nodded my head.
I wonder the contrast.
Two shades.
Excruciating pain and joy.
Her look says it all,
the joy worth the pain.
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So hear me out. Is it a must to love a person back because they love you, would do anything for you, care about you etc.? Yes, it is a blessing to have such type of person but is that all we require? I mean it's not just me, right? You can still care about them but not love them back, right? That doesn't make you selfish or bad, right? You won't regret not chosing them at some point, right? Right?
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So hear me out. Is it a must to love a person back because they love you, would do anything for you, care about you etc.? Yes, it is a blessing to have such type of person but is that all we require? I mean it's not just me, right? You can still care about them but not love them back, right? That doesn't make you selfish or bad, right? You won't regret not chosing them at some point, right? Right?
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am not saying this in need of attention or anything but am going to kill my self and I want someone to stop me or give me some good reason coz I have many dreams I wanna live, ik nobody cares especially since am a man but please stop me i need a tiny hope
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am not saying this in need of attention or anything but am going to kill my self and I want someone to stop me or give me some good reason coz I have many dreams I wanna live, ik nobody cares especially since am a man but please stop me i need a tiny hope
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I 'm still in love wiz my exπ i don't knw wt do almost 5 month hononal breakup karegen gn move on mareg alechalekum beza lay demo aberen nw meneseraw merak enkuwan alechalekum yewent gera gebetognal mn mareg endalebegn ligebagn alechalem hule mata mata malekes merognal ufaaa plzzzz guys help me idk how gn beka i need someone to help me plzzzzzzzzzzzzπ
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I 'm still in love wiz my exπ i don't knw wt do almost 5 month hononal breakup karegen gn move on mareg alechalekum beza lay demo aberen nw meneseraw merak enkuwan alechalekum yewent gera gebetognal mn mareg endalebegn ligebagn alechalem hule mata mata malekes merognal ufaaa plzzzz guys help me idk how gn beka i need someone to help me plzzzzzzzzzzzzπ
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Hello π
Let me tell u shortly kemanzazaw π.
I don't care about relationship, bf, gf things , I don't know why i just only want them to be my friends and have fun with them, but this can't work out, after a few months later they change it to another level, like they see me like I have crush on them or the reverse but I won't allow my self to go to that level, I just want to be consistent and b/c of that they left me and I don't care about it. Why pure friendship between opposite sex can't continued?
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Let me tell u shortly kemanzazaw π.
I don't care about relationship, bf, gf things , I don't know why i just only want them to be my friends and have fun with them, but this can't work out, after a few months later they change it to another level, like they see me like I have crush on them or the reverse but I won't allow my self to go to that level, I just want to be consistent and b/c of that they left me and I don't care about it. Why pure friendship between opposite sex can't continued?
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Hey everyone i hope everyone is doin fine so lets get straight to my point am 22 uvi student my girl and i have been in long distance relationship for like 8 or 9 months she is great and fantastic and beautiful and i think she is the only one i haveever loved she is not my first tho i had like 3 exs so my question is it okay if my gf lied to me abt not being virgin she said she was now she says she isn't has she cheated on me like i love her and trust her like gn what y'all think if she doesn't and she did did it with her ex her only ex should i be mad at her for not saying this before tnx .... sry for my grammar
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Hey everyone i hope everyone is doin fine so lets get straight to my point am 22 uvi student my girl and i have been in long distance relationship for like 8 or 9 months she is great and fantastic and beautiful and i think she is the only one i haveever loved she is not my first tho i had like 3 exs so my question is it okay if my gf lied to me abt not being virgin she said she was now she says she isn't has she cheated on me like i love her and trust her like gn what y'all think if she doesn't and she did did it with her ex her only ex should i be mad at her for not saying this before tnx .... sry for my grammar
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Well u see i have this bff we have been together for around 5 years gn she always have things to pull that she is better than me honestly i never mind that and i was kinda insecure so i tried all my best not to break up with her
Her on the other hand she had another bestie i didn't i was so afraid to call some1 bestie hula lekeld enkuan but she had another bestie and she was always bragging abt her and after 8th grade i changed school keza beka we couldn't meet up like she wants cuz i have strict parents
Then we lost toich after a lil bit of months we stopped talking she don't update me abt her unless i ask her keza buhala this year hemamat lay i was saying enkuan aderesachu for everyone keza i said THAT to her too
Keza we started talking ena ur ma bestie eko no1 knows me like u do mnamn neger alku keza she said nah ur not my bestie keza i was like then what am i and she was like ex bestie and i said wtf u can't just break a bond of 5 years mnamn selat she goes nah u broke it u always used me i was breaking down while u were havin fun w ur new friends i was so mad and i told her she was the 1 tht did this idk she is always attention seeking and i was always giving her now that i am living without her seems to be triggering her idk what to do i still love her ion wanna break our bond
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Well u see i have this bff we have been together for around 5 years gn she always have things to pull that she is better than me honestly i never mind that and i was kinda insecure so i tried all my best not to break up with her
Her on the other hand she had another bestie i didn't i was so afraid to call some1 bestie hula lekeld enkuan but she had another bestie and she was always bragging abt her and after 8th grade i changed school keza beka we couldn't meet up like she wants cuz i have strict parents
Then we lost toich after a lil bit of months we stopped talking she don't update me abt her unless i ask her keza buhala this year hemamat lay i was saying enkuan aderesachu for everyone keza i said THAT to her too
Keza we started talking ena ur ma bestie eko no1 knows me like u do mnamn neger alku keza she said nah ur not my bestie keza i was like then what am i and she was like ex bestie and i said wtf u can't just break a bond of 5 years mnamn selat she goes nah u broke it u always used me i was breaking down while u were havin fun w ur new friends i was so mad and i told her she was the 1 tht did this idk she is always attention seeking and i was always giving her now that i am living without her seems to be triggering her idk what to do i still love her ion wanna break our bond
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So lemme get to it i've been venting for a while now and this ain't my first time and i got some good advices along the way thats why am venting more so the thing is i was a unvi student i mean just finished 2nd year but i hated every minute of it and i decided to tell my fam that i got suspended cuz of result and shit (which is π§’) and they said okay bka come and u will learn here like it is okay and i came home yesterday and i can't look at their eyes and it got awkward just sittin there and no body talks like they try to act like its okay and they don't worry about it but they really do and i hate it if someone talks about them like (there kid got suspended and shit) i don't wanna mashemakek them and still i hate to go to the unvi and my head is in the middle of war b/n telling them the truth and convince them to stay and just to go with lie and ik for a fact that dad would make me go if he knew i passed .
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So lemme get to it i've been venting for a while now and this ain't my first time and i got some good advices along the way thats why am venting more so the thing is i was a unvi student i mean just finished 2nd year but i hated every minute of it and i decided to tell my fam that i got suspended cuz of result and shit (which is π§’) and they said okay bka come and u will learn here like it is okay and i came home yesterday and i can't look at their eyes and it got awkward just sittin there and no body talks like they try to act like its okay and they don't worry about it but they really do and i hate it if someone talks about them like (there kid got suspended and shit) i don't wanna mashemakek them and still i hate to go to the unvi and my head is in the middle of war b/n telling them the truth and convince them to stay and just to go with lie and ik for a fact that dad would make me go if he knew i passed .
And give me some advice thank you
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Kesew gar honachu bichegninet tesemtuachu yawkal hulem besew tekebachu kemin antsar yenen antsar lingerachu hulem abrogn sew eyale bichegninet silemisemagn kenezi mehal tikitochi
1, keftognal or debrognal lemin kesew gar atawerim ewneten new yikelshal
2, yehone bota lihed felge new madreg felge new kesw gar hiji bichashin athugni
3, lemin bichashin tihognalesh guadegna felgi
4lemin hulem kerasachew yasheshugnal lemin lela sew enesu lemin enesu mawrat mayfelgitn sew mesmat mayfelgutin sew man lisemaw liyaweraw likebelew yichilal kezi belay bichegninet ale?silezih and neger asebku enesunim merak ....aderekut .. mind new tifate tadya .minm altegodahum yetifategninet simetim aysemagnim ...adeku meselegn endezi hognalew lela min lihon endemichil ene rasu alawkim life is strange aydel?
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Kesew gar honachu bichegninet tesemtuachu yawkal hulem besew tekebachu kemin antsar yenen antsar lingerachu hulem abrogn sew eyale bichegninet silemisemagn kenezi mehal tikitochi
1, keftognal or debrognal lemin kesew gar atawerim ewneten new yikelshal
2, yehone bota lihed felge new madreg felge new kesw gar hiji bichashin athugni
3, lemin bichashin tihognalesh guadegna felgi
4lemin hulem kerasachew yasheshugnal lemin lela sew enesu lemin enesu mawrat mayfelgitn sew mesmat mayfelgutin sew man lisemaw liyaweraw likebelew yichilal kezi belay bichegninet ale?silezih and neger asebku enesunim merak ....aderekut .. mind new tifate tadya .minm altegodahum yetifategninet simetim aysemagnim ...adeku meselegn endezi hognalew lela min lihon endemichil ene rasu alawkim life is strange aydel?
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Hi everyone I'm f and 23 the thing is I never had a boyfriend I am scared of being in relationships hula feeling endalachaw senagrugn dagma alagegnachawem betam feralhu even the guy I had crush on abran enehun selagn enbi yalku saw negn mn yehona chgra?
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Hi everyone I'm f and 23 the thing is I never had a boyfriend I am scared of being in relationships hula feeling endalachaw senagrugn dagma alagegnachawem betam feralhu even the guy I had crush on abran enehun selagn enbi yalku saw negn mn yehona chgra?
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I am joining Hilcoe College for software engineering program this october and i have no idea about the school, academics and general information about it . I wanted to go there only because i have the interest on software engineering and as i heard before many of the students there doesn't seem to like it at all
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I am joining Hilcoe College for software engineering program this october and i have no idea about the school, academics and general information about it . I wanted to go there only because i have the interest on software engineering and as i heard before many of the students there doesn't seem to like it at all
Share me your thoughts if u have an info about it
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21 F Its my first time ena idk how to start i'm in love with somebody for 3 years ena alngrkutm mjmria lay just crush nebere ena beye kenu esun mayet yasdstgn nbr then tnsh kekeoyhu bhuala i fell in love gn esu mnm ayawkm alngrkutn btam lngrew mokre neber gn i can't beka ladrgw alchalkum ahun dres sasbew hula yamgnal ik mannm endsu mewded alchlm abron endihon michlwn hulu adrkugn gn alhonem ahunm ewdualehu ke lela sew ga rln le megemer mokrku gn alhonem bka i need him lemn endzi endmwedew alawkim beka ewdualehu ena ahun mn madrg endalbgn alawkm lemechrsa guze lingerew weys endzihu lketl i need ur advice fr please help me
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21 F Its my first time ena idk how to start i'm in love with somebody for 3 years ena alngrkutm mjmria lay just crush nebere ena beye kenu esun mayet yasdstgn nbr then tnsh kekeoyhu bhuala i fell in love gn esu mnm ayawkm alngrkutn btam lngrew mokre neber gn i can't beka ladrgw alchalkum ahun dres sasbew hula yamgnal ik mannm endsu mewded alchlm abron endihon michlwn hulu adrkugn gn alhonem ahunm ewdualehu ke lela sew ga rln le megemer mokrku gn alhonem bka i need him lemn endzi endmwedew alawkim beka ewdualehu ena ahun mn madrg endalbgn alawkm lemechrsa guze lingerew weys endzihu lketl i need ur advice fr please help me
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20M so everybody here vents about their problems, their love life, their need of advice yeah people has different problems but sometimes we all need a speck of happiness in our life. Donβt you think? Lets sometimes put a happy vibe in the room you know like me am grateful and so much thankful for my family, my idiot and sarcastic friends, my state of mind, not my love life lol, my music playlist you all have your goto playlist where you shake of your body in your empty room during happy times, and finally am grateful for being alive for having the chance to thrive in this world make people happy and find my purpose. So guys sometimes write about what you are glad for even if there are bad times there is always a good in it. This is my time hope everybody do well.
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20M so everybody here vents about their problems, their love life, their need of advice yeah people has different problems but sometimes we all need a speck of happiness in our life. Donβt you think? Lets sometimes put a happy vibe in the room you know like me am grateful and so much thankful for my family, my idiot and sarcastic friends, my state of mind, not my love life lol, my music playlist you all have your goto playlist where you shake of your body in your empty room during happy times, and finally am grateful for being alive for having the chance to thrive in this world make people happy and find my purpose. So guys sometimes write about what you are glad for even if there are bad times there is always a good in it. This is my time hope everybody do well.
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I wait and wait all day ,waiting more to hear your voice,
Anxious to talk to you, I forget everything else ,
A morning wait goes into night without a noise,
casually you send a quick text like i suddenly entered your thoughts.
Like a yesterday's dish you forgot to wash , like a meal you forgot to finish.
The expectations I built up all day start crumbling down fast,
I reply, pretending I didn't care ,exhaling one more layer of my heart.
wondering how I could feel two things at once, happy and sad ,
weathering , wasted away together with the many tears i cried.
yet, as soon as this day ends I start to wait for the next day,
So I can wait more to hear the words you will never say.
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I wait and wait all day ,waiting more to hear your voice,
Anxious to talk to you, I forget everything else ,
A morning wait goes into night without a noise,
casually you send a quick text like i suddenly entered your thoughts.
Like a yesterday's dish you forgot to wash , like a meal you forgot to finish.
The expectations I built up all day start crumbling down fast,
I reply, pretending I didn't care ,exhaling one more layer of my heart.
wondering how I could feel two things at once, happy and sad ,
weathering , wasted away together with the many tears i cried.
yet, as soon as this day ends I start to wait for the next day,
So I can wait more to hear the words you will never say.
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Selam endat nachu melkam naw beya yamasebawen nager lenegarchu lahona saw selametakem naw first date laye bezu saw yamesastawen nager naw first date lay sela rasashen mulu bamul enaweralen selamenwadaw nager selamentalaw nager men aynt saw endamenfaleg men aynt nager endameyasedasten becha bezu nager enazin nageroch mawerat melkam aydelm eyalku aydelm gen limit lenoraw yegabale b,c date yametadargut saw rasun mahon yekabdawale malte anchin endametafalgiw anchi endanagarshew naw yamehonelesh or feker yamesatesh after then settle setadargu esu masetate yamechelawn becha yasayeshale dero yameyadrglesh nagaroch yekanesalu lanchi yalaw semte yakanases yemasleshl dero eko endazi alenaberm teyalesh .
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Selam endat nachu melkam naw beya yamasebawen nager lenegarchu lahona saw selametakem naw first date laye bezu saw yamesastawen nager naw first date lay sela rasashen mulu bamul enaweralen selamenwadaw nager selamentalaw nager men aynt saw endamenfaleg men aynt nager endameyasedasten becha bezu nager enazin nageroch mawerat melkam aydelm eyalku aydelm gen limit lenoraw yegabale b,c date yametadargut saw rasun mahon yekabdawale malte anchin endametafalgiw anchi endanagarshew naw yamehonelesh or feker yamesatesh after then settle setadargu esu masetate yamechelawn becha yasayeshale dero yameyadrglesh nagaroch yekanesalu lanchi yalaw semte yakanases yemasleshl dero eko endazi alenaberm teyalesh .
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M 21...I am business management stu in unity university..
I am here to explain that most people ignore my point of view... my point of view is that life without love is empty. I always want to make happy a girl and to love her. Not only that, I want her to be a queen β€οΈ... Some of friends laugh at me & when I ask them, they told me that a girls don't want a man with out money or like a car. Ohh...yeah money is good with alitte bit, but guys, love needs money?!, I think it's need only pure heart... By z way I believe i am successful man, not immediately but definitely..
Eventually my heart only want good girl & we ll be stunning
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M 21...I am business management stu in unity university..
I am here to explain that most people ignore my point of view... my point of view is that life without love is empty. I always want to make happy a girl and to love her. Not only that, I want her to be a queen β€οΈ... Some of friends laugh at me & when I ask them, they told me that a girls don't want a man with out money or like a car. Ohh...yeah money is good with alitte bit, but guys, love needs money?!, I think it's need only pure heart... By z way I believe i am successful man, not immediately but definitely..
Eventually my heart only want good girl & we ll be stunning
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okay this is my first time venting .i am a female ,24,i just graduated form A.A . i usually keep things to myself but i wanted to try venting so here i am . so here are my problems (what i think is minor to the major one)...1),i am a big time food addict , and i am a little fat too(68kg) i say i will control myself and think about my future but the next minute i'm in the kitchen devouring over anything i can get .then right after that i feel so guilty and hate myself for that ,and 30 minutes after that i repeat the same thing even if i'm full . i really hate my body plus i want to have fancy clothes yet i can't afford them , the outfits i own are either from my mom , my dad , my sister or some second hand clothes from sunday market everything's expensive these days????. i really want to look good and feel like a girl , i consider my self as a guy , i act like i like the way i am but i really hate everything about myself(externally) . ...2)i am in love with my best friend , i hate that i do its driving me crazy . he is an amazing guy and i believe anyone that ends up with him is so lucky i wish it is me but i hope its not me (cause he deserves so muchhh more , and i don't want him to end up with a rusty , unattractive me) . every time we talk i just get butterflies and when go to our homes i just think and daydream about our next meet up day . i am getting everything that people get from a relationship except sex(which i don't want) and cuddles ???? .so i think I'm subconsciously thinking he's my man . i don't know if this is right, i don't think it is . ....3) i have a problem with my reproductive system , i don't know what it is exactly(i am a virgin) i went to a hospital 3 different times and all three result came out okay , which is really annoying cause i have a lot of unusual symptoms (like itching , discomfort , irritation , and discharges )even the doctors while taking a sample are like ,'wow this is serious lets give you some meds till the result come ' but the results are always negative (saying i am perfectly healthy) . and now i am just sick and tired of going to a hospital , for may reasons like cost , and obviously the most embarrassing thing (showing my private part to a stranger like it took a lot of courage to do them in the past) . so now i don't know what to do , i can't get married even if i wanted to . so it doesn't really matter if anyone likes me or not i know but , i want to have a loving husband , i want a guy that loves me , a guy that i will love with all my heart ,i won't pursue them tho???? i just wish i was normal
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okay this is my first time venting .i am a female ,24,i just graduated form A.A . i usually keep things to myself but i wanted to try venting so here i am . so here are my problems (what i think is minor to the major one)...1),i am a big time food addict , and i am a little fat too(68kg) i say i will control myself and think about my future but the next minute i'm in the kitchen devouring over anything i can get .then right after that i feel so guilty and hate myself for that ,and 30 minutes after that i repeat the same thing even if i'm full . i really hate my body plus i want to have fancy clothes yet i can't afford them , the outfits i own are either from my mom , my dad , my sister or some second hand clothes from sunday market everything's expensive these days????. i really want to look good and feel like a girl , i consider my self as a guy , i act like i like the way i am but i really hate everything about myself(externally) . ...2)i am in love with my best friend , i hate that i do its driving me crazy . he is an amazing guy and i believe anyone that ends up with him is so lucky i wish it is me but i hope its not me (cause he deserves so muchhh more , and i don't want him to end up with a rusty , unattractive me) . every time we talk i just get butterflies and when go to our homes i just think and daydream about our next meet up day . i am getting everything that people get from a relationship except sex(which i don't want) and cuddles ???? .so i think I'm subconsciously thinking he's my man . i don't know if this is right, i don't think it is . ....3) i have a problem with my reproductive system , i don't know what it is exactly(i am a virgin) i went to a hospital 3 different times and all three result came out okay , which is really annoying cause i have a lot of unusual symptoms (like itching , discomfort , irritation , and discharges )even the doctors while taking a sample are like ,'wow this is serious lets give you some meds till the result come ' but the results are always negative (saying i am perfectly healthy) . and now i am just sick and tired of going to a hospital , for may reasons like cost , and obviously the most embarrassing thing (showing my private part to a stranger like it took a lot of courage to do them in the past) . so now i don't know what to do , i can't get married even if i wanted to . so it doesn't really matter if anyone likes me or not i know but , i want to have a loving husband , i want a guy that loves me , a guy that i will love with all my heart ,i won't pursue them tho???? i just wish i was normal
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Want to get off my chest, it was after midnight in university campus and I was going to the library then a tall intimidating security guard came out of no where and started to talk with me about how I should stay safe at night because sometimes there might be drunk students and haynas at that time and we where walking towards the library and he started to get closer and closer to me then I was super uncomfortable and went on the side walk then he took out the condom and started to talk about how students asked him condom and he carries . And I started to freak out and tried to move faster and he tried to touch my private part I was freaked and almost run and my voice was raised a little and he demanded me to shut up then I lied by saying I was already at the place I wanted to be at in front of the one of the girls dorm knowing no one will be there for me even if I screamed it would take like 3-5 minutes for people to reach me.
I wrote this to create awareness to all my university students. And want to take it off my chest.
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Want to get off my chest, it was after midnight in university campus and I was going to the library then a tall intimidating security guard came out of no where and started to talk with me about how I should stay safe at night because sometimes there might be drunk students and haynas at that time and we where walking towards the library and he started to get closer and closer to me then I was super uncomfortable and went on the side walk then he took out the condom and started to talk about how students asked him condom and he carries . And I started to freak out and tried to move faster and he tried to touch my private part I was freaked and almost run and my voice was raised a little and he demanded me to shut up then I lied by saying I was already at the place I wanted to be at in front of the one of the girls dorm knowing no one will be there for me even if I screamed it would take like 3-5 minutes for people to reach me.
I wrote this to create awareness to all my university students. And want to take it off my chest.
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Hey 21f...I don't know where to start... it's becoming hard for me to survive everything around me is problematic.....and I'm fighting to stay alive but now a day's ...I'm loosing all my strength peoples around me are unkind ...the only thing I have is my family and ...I'm not with them now I miss them so much and they expect a lot of things from me...but I'm loosing my self...what can I do....idk how to stay strong..I don't wanna give up but...I don't have energy to fight I can't even write all of my problems here cuz ayalkm...I just wanna to let it out hiwot α¨α₯αΆαα.. ena friends please be carefull α°αα½ αα₯α αααα ..Melkam Mealti.
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Hey 21f...I don't know where to start... it's becoming hard for me to survive everything around me is problematic.....and I'm fighting to stay alive but now a day's ...I'm loosing all my strength peoples around me are unkind ...the only thing I have is my family and ...I'm not with them now I miss them so much and they expect a lot of things from me...but I'm loosing my self...what can I do....idk how to stay strong..I don't wanna give up but...I don't have energy to fight I can't even write all of my problems here cuz ayalkm...I just wanna to let it out hiwot α¨α₯αΆαα.. ena friends please be carefull α°αα½ αα₯α αααα ..Melkam Mealti.
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Hey guys hear me out so i have a cute girlfriend its been almost a year since we started the relationship and we were the best couples ever and i had many friends when we started the relationship keza gn eneza hulu guadegnoch endemaytekmugn awuke esuwan bicha guadegnaye arige neber ena gn nowadays i am starting to feel like she lost interest in me eventhough she denies it malet beka befit lay kenega mewal mnamn betam nbr miyasdesitat ahun gn medewel enkuan titalech we use to talk for hours back then but now she is always busy ena demo ke leloch lijoch ga hangout mareg des yilatal enam i think she has a crush on one of them bicha beka our relation is becoming too weak and i dont want that i love her she says that she does too eventhough i am not feeling it she tells me to trust her every time so guys what should i do i cant let her go coz she is the only person in my life and if i let her go i will be hurt and lonely and fyi i ve never been hurt before.....even i am surpirised that i wrote this coz before i met her i was an alpha i wouldnt care if someone stays or leaves i wouldnt give a fuck but now here i am crying like a little bitch.
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Hey guys hear me out so i have a cute girlfriend its been almost a year since we started the relationship and we were the best couples ever and i had many friends when we started the relationship keza gn eneza hulu guadegnoch endemaytekmugn awuke esuwan bicha guadegnaye arige neber ena gn nowadays i am starting to feel like she lost interest in me eventhough she denies it malet beka befit lay kenega mewal mnamn betam nbr miyasdesitat ahun gn medewel enkuan titalech we use to talk for hours back then but now she is always busy ena demo ke leloch lijoch ga hangout mareg des yilatal enam i think she has a crush on one of them bicha beka our relation is becoming too weak and i dont want that i love her she says that she does too eventhough i am not feeling it she tells me to trust her every time so guys what should i do i cant let her go coz she is the only person in my life and if i let her go i will be hurt and lonely and fyi i ve never been hurt before.....even i am surpirised that i wrote this coz before i met her i was an alpha i wouldnt care if someone stays or leaves i wouldnt give a fuck but now here i am crying like a little bitch.
So help me out guys
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