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Hi there, So i have a situation i want your help in. I had a crush on this guy i am in the same class with( college classmates) for a while n I thought he did too for some reason and well I kinda told him i liked him n He made it clear he isnt interested besides i even found out he has a gf so I clearly moved on. This went on for a while but now he started acting different like he is giving me attention, flirting with me n all that n i am starting to catch feelings back again n i dont know what to do. Because, all that he is been doin could be just because we gotten closer from before and I am taking this the wrong way and even if he really is interested dude has a gf so ik this wont go anywhere n Maybe he just wants a side piece but all in all i want him again i am thinking about him again what can i do? Please help
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Hi there, So i have a situation i want your help in. I had a crush on this guy i am in the same class with( college classmates) for a while n I thought he did too for some reason and well I kinda told him i liked him n He made it clear he isnt interested besides i even found out he has a gf so I clearly moved on. This went on for a while but now he started acting different like he is giving me attention, flirting with me n all that n i am starting to catch feelings back again n i dont know what to do. Because, all that he is been doin could be just because we gotten closer from before and I am taking this the wrong way and even if he really is interested dude has a gf so ik this wont go anywhere n Maybe he just wants a side piece but all in all i want him again i am thinking about him again what can i do? Please help
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Hello guys... I just wanted to vent about the problem that I have encountered and here it goes..... I met a girl on social media.... She is perfect in every ways and we have been talking about a month or so... And we talk a a lot when I say a lot I meant a LOT.... So recently she wanted to call me and mind that we haven't met yet in person and I said okay... But I didn't answer the call cuz I wasn't in a suitable place to answer so I told her I would call her the next day but I didn't I know I am so stupid and foolish... But the problem is after the day she called I am loosing interest in talking to her... I don't know why but I just lost it... I am trying to bring back that interest gin beka it's fading and the thing is kezi befitim every girl that has tried to call me I completely lose my interest in them... And this girl she is special and I don't want to lose it... So guys if u have encountered the same problem as me how did u overcome it or fixed I would love to hear ur advice from both ladies and men's.... And thanks in advance yall adios
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Hello guys... I just wanted to vent about the problem that I have encountered and here it goes..... I met a girl on social media.... She is perfect in every ways and we have been talking about a month or so... And we talk a a lot when I say a lot I meant a LOT.... So recently she wanted to call me and mind that we haven't met yet in person and I said okay... But I didn't answer the call cuz I wasn't in a suitable place to answer so I told her I would call her the next day but I didn't I know I am so stupid and foolish... But the problem is after the day she called I am loosing interest in talking to her... I don't know why but I just lost it... I am trying to bring back that interest gin beka it's fading and the thing is kezi befitim every girl that has tried to call me I completely lose my interest in them... And this girl she is special and I don't want to lose it... So guys if u have encountered the same problem as me how did u overcome it or fixed I would love to hear ur advice from both ladies and men's.... And thanks in advance yall adios
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Hi, i am 20 and am a university student. am having suicidal thoughts. It's because am having huge depression.
Lately i give less care about everything. I don't study, i always sleep, and sometimes
When am in my worst mood
i lose my appetite , i experience physical pain like dizziness and massive headaches.
Things that used to interest me.. like music, books, social media, movies.. do not interest me anymore and i give less care about them. i really hate the life in the university, i don't like socializing and being around too many people... the noise they make puts me in huge stress. i am normal around my friends or anyone.. i mean i laugh a lot , i make jokes, i play games with them, and everybody thinks that i am happy.
In class i don't focus, i just become sleepy and sometimes i sleep in class. When we have an exam i give empty answer sheets sometimes, even if i know how to solve the questions. I sometimes even get zero out of huge points and it's killing my career. I try to study but i always sleep in the library.
The only thing that i have in my mind is killing my self and ending everything. And having peace. That's the only thing that brights my soul.
I don't really know why i am depressed, maybe it's because am learning the thing i hate the most.
Maybe i feel like i don't deserve my friends, my family, my position. I have been introvert in my whole life..i mean i am good at communicating with people, most people know me in the university, i have lots of friends
But .. i don't feel comfort around them.
The only thing that is pulling me off from commiting suicide is my family, i will break their heart. And i may create chaos in my family if i do that.
But am very close... if am mad at something even at little subjects i will definitely do it.
I don't care how painful it is, or hardest way to die, i just want ti end it.
What am really asking is ways to get out from this thoughts. Am tired. Tell me if you got some.
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Hi, i am 20 and am a university student. am having suicidal thoughts. It's because am having huge depression.
Lately i give less care about everything. I don't study, i always sleep, and sometimes
When am in my worst mood
i lose my appetite , i experience physical pain like dizziness and massive headaches.
Things that used to interest me.. like music, books, social media, movies.. do not interest me anymore and i give less care about them. i really hate the life in the university, i don't like socializing and being around too many people... the noise they make puts me in huge stress. i am normal around my friends or anyone.. i mean i laugh a lot , i make jokes, i play games with them, and everybody thinks that i am happy.
In class i don't focus, i just become sleepy and sometimes i sleep in class. When we have an exam i give empty answer sheets sometimes, even if i know how to solve the questions. I sometimes even get zero out of huge points and it's killing my career. I try to study but i always sleep in the library.
The only thing that i have in my mind is killing my self and ending everything. And having peace. That's the only thing that brights my soul.
I don't really know why i am depressed, maybe it's because am learning the thing i hate the most.
Maybe i feel like i don't deserve my friends, my family, my position. I have been introvert in my whole life..i mean i am good at communicating with people, most people know me in the university, i have lots of friends
But .. i don't feel comfort around them.
The only thing that is pulling me off from commiting suicide is my family, i will break their heart. And i may create chaos in my family if i do that.
But am very close... if am mad at something even at little subjects i will definitely do it.
I don't care how painful it is, or hardest way to die, i just want ti end it.
What am really asking is ways to get out from this thoughts. Am tired. Tell me if you got some.
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I was in a year long relationship with this guy I adored so much. We had almost nothing in common but some how... it made sense. I loved him for reasons I myself didn't really understand. But after a year... things got harder, he was having a hard time. , Things at home were really rough then he lost his job... and in the midst of all that... things got cold between us. He started getting cold, I tried my best to just be there, and be supportive. But he kept pushing me away. Then he found another job, things seemed a little better for him. But he was still cold to me. Finally he admitted that he has started to lose feelings for me, and he said if we broke up, I'd get hurt more than he would. And that was my que. I can't make someone love me. So I left. We had to meet once a month for some unrelated business, it was hard but I always said I was doing fantastic. Now on the fourth meeting he said he wanted to apologize. He said he was the one who pushed me away, that I did nothing wrong and that he'd never forget our time together. I spent those months trying so hard to move on. I felt some kind of relief after I accepted everything. But now he's back again, saying he made the biggest mistake of his life. He said he always thinks about me, he misses me. I do think he's being sincere. But I'm not sure what to do. I did love him but I don't want to be the fool who goes back to read the same book again knowing how it ends. But what if the book is different? What would you have done?
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I was in a year long relationship with this guy I adored so much. We had almost nothing in common but some how... it made sense. I loved him for reasons I myself didn't really understand. But after a year... things got harder, he was having a hard time. , Things at home were really rough then he lost his job... and in the midst of all that... things got cold between us. He started getting cold, I tried my best to just be there, and be supportive. But he kept pushing me away. Then he found another job, things seemed a little better for him. But he was still cold to me. Finally he admitted that he has started to lose feelings for me, and he said if we broke up, I'd get hurt more than he would. And that was my que. I can't make someone love me. So I left. We had to meet once a month for some unrelated business, it was hard but I always said I was doing fantastic. Now on the fourth meeting he said he wanted to apologize. He said he was the one who pushed me away, that I did nothing wrong and that he'd never forget our time together. I spent those months trying so hard to move on. I felt some kind of relief after I accepted everything. But now he's back again, saying he made the biggest mistake of his life. He said he always thinks about me, he misses me. I do think he's being sincere. But I'm not sure what to do. I did love him but I don't want to be the fool who goes back to read the same book again knowing how it ends. But what if the book is different? What would you have done?
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Hey guys so am 22 I got the chance to study australia in fashion which is my dream but my brother is the one who pays for it before he went there we use argue a lot .and if I go there we would argue a lot he has a different religion am orthodox btw esu demo lela new he wants me to change which isn't gonna happen ena we argued bezi guday balfo he even said some stuff I have health complications I have epilepsy but betechrstian seyehd demo spiritual new and if I go there ik he won't allow bizu nigre he might not even take Me to hospital its like no freedom he doesn't want any friends also I don't wanna leave dad here on the other hand here addis I have freedom bezalye I can start my own business uk even if I get sick I can go anywhere hospital, gedam , honestly am so confused he told me that that class start by January and when am in crowded place I faint what will I do ? Which one is better
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Hey guys so am 22 I got the chance to study australia in fashion which is my dream but my brother is the one who pays for it before he went there we use argue a lot .and if I go there we would argue a lot he has a different religion am orthodox btw esu demo lela new he wants me to change which isn't gonna happen ena we argued bezi guday balfo he even said some stuff I have health complications I have epilepsy but betechrstian seyehd demo spiritual new and if I go there ik he won't allow bizu nigre he might not even take Me to hospital its like no freedom he doesn't want any friends also I don't wanna leave dad here on the other hand here addis I have freedom bezalye I can start my own business uk even if I get sick I can go anywhere hospital, gedam , honestly am so confused he told me that that class start by January and when am in crowded place I faint what will I do ? Which one is better
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The thing is my shut off personality is getting bigger and am becoming a boring person to be around as time passes. I have a very little information to share with my friends.Infact I stutter and I lose my vocabulary once I start talking to someone. My social awkwardness is taking a toll on me. It's not like I hate vibing with friends. But I don't know how to vibe. My conversations are kinda forced, they don't flow naturally. Maybe it is because am living with single parent with no siblings or cousins to talk to. But after quarantine, when school restarts it became noticeable n much worse. I don't know what to do. I want to fix this.please Help me out.
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The thing is my shut off personality is getting bigger and am becoming a boring person to be around as time passes. I have a very little information to share with my friends.Infact I stutter and I lose my vocabulary once I start talking to someone. My social awkwardness is taking a toll on me. It's not like I hate vibing with friends. But I don't know how to vibe. My conversations are kinda forced, they don't flow naturally. Maybe it is because am living with single parent with no siblings or cousins to talk to. But after quarantine, when school restarts it became noticeable n much worse. I don't know what to do. I want to fix this.please Help me out.
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แฅแ the thing is แ แฃแ แแญแ แฅแ แ แญแญ แแ แฅแตแจแ แญแฅ แแ แตแจแต แแแ แแตแแ แ แญแณแจแแ แแ แญ แ แแ แแ แจแ แ แ แ แแญ แแแ แจแแแแจแ แจแแจแณแ แฐแ แตแแฃแ แแ แฅแแ แแแแซแต แจแแแฉแต แแแฐแแผ แฅแแณแ แฅแแแญ แ แญแแฃแธแแ แแญแแซแฑแ แฅแแฑ แคแแ แจแแ แ แแ แตแแแธแ แ แญแจแฑแแ แฅแจแแ แฅแฉแ แแแตแแธแ แญแฝแแแขแ แฃแ แฅแจแฐแณแแฉแ แแ แแช แแแฃแต แฅแตแจแแซแตแ แแ แตแจแต แตแแ แญแต แคแต แแแต แฅแตแจแแซแตแ แแ แตแจแต แ แซแด แฅแซแแญแฉ แแแขแแแ แฐแ แฃแจแ แแฅแญ แแ แ แญแแต แฐแแฅแฎ แแ แญแแแ แจแแซแแแแ แณแญแแฉ แฅแแฐแ แฒแต แแกแญ แแ แฅแซแฉแ แญแแจแแ แแ แแแ แฅแฎ แจ20 แแแต แฐแ แ แตแแตแญแ แญแแแแขแฅแ แฐแ แฐแณแตแถ แฃแจแ แแฅแญ แตแซแฌ แแจแแ แแ
แฐแแ แฆแญ แแฌแแต แแ แจแ แฅแแ แ แฅแจแ แ แแแจแแ แฅแ แ แฑ แแแแต แแ แญ แจแฐแแซแจแแ แตแแแซแญ แจแแแจแ แแญแแซแต แแแ แ แณแแ แ แแแ แจแ แณแตแ แ แจแ แแญ แแณแจแฑ แฐแฅแฎแต แญแแตแแแ แแแ แ แแ แแแ แญแแฐแแ แฅแฌแ แ แแตแฅแ แญแแ แญแแ แณแตแฅ แฐแแ แ แ แซแดแ แแฅแแต แซแแจแแ แจแญแ แฅแแฐแ แแฐแญแ แ แญแแตแแแ แแ แ แแ แฅแจแแญแฉ แซแแแต แแฎ แแฎ แ แญแฃแแ แแ แ แแ แญแฐแฅแจแแ แแณ แแณ แแ แ แแ แณแแ แ แ แ แฃแ แจแแซแตแ แ แแแญ แแตแฅ แแ แซแแแต
แแแฅ แฅแช แแแแ แฅแแณแตแแ แแญแแซแฑแ แ แฃแ แฅแ แแ แฅแ แแแญ แแญแฌแซแแ แฅแ แแแ แแแ แแแฅ แ แแแฃแแแ
แฅแ แฅแฃแซแฝแ แซแดแ แ แแ แฐแแฅแฌ แฅแแตแแญ แจแแจแณแ แแ แจแแแแแ
แฅแแณแตแจแแแฉแต แ แแแแ แ แฃแ แญแ แญแณ
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แฅแ the thing is แ แฃแ แแญแ แฅแ แ แญแญ แแ แฅแตแจแ แญแฅ แแ แตแจแต แแแ แแตแแ แ แญแณแจแแ แแ แญ แ แแ แแ แจแ แ แ แ แแญ แแแ แจแแแแจแ แจแแจแณแ แฐแ แตแแฃแ แแ แฅแแ แแแแซแต แจแแแฉแต แแแฐแแผ แฅแแณแ แฅแแแญ แ แญแแฃแธแแ แแญแแซแฑแ แฅแแฑ แคแแ แจแแ แ แแ แตแแแธแ แ แญแจแฑแแ แฅแจแแ แฅแฉแ แแแตแแธแ แญแฝแแแขแ แฃแ แฅแจแฐแณแแฉแ แแ แแช แแแฃแต แฅแตแจแแซแตแ แแ แตแจแต แตแแ แญแต แคแต แแแต แฅแตแจแแซแตแ แแ แตแจแต แ แซแด แฅแซแแญแฉ แแแขแแแ แฐแ แฃแจแ แแฅแญ แแ แ แญแแต แฐแแฅแฎ แแ แญแแแ แจแแซแแแแ แณแญแแฉ แฅแแฐแ แฒแต แแกแญ แแ แฅแซแฉแ แญแแจแแ แแ แแแ แฅแฎ แจ20 แแแต แฐแ แ แตแแตแญแ แญแแแแขแฅแ แฐแ แฐแณแตแถ แฃแจแ แแฅแญ แตแซแฌ แแจแแ แแ
แฐแแ แฆแญ แแฌแแต แแ แจแ แฅแแ แ แฅแจแ แ แแแจแแ แฅแ แ แฑ แแแแต แแ แญ แจแฐแแซแจแแ แตแแแซแญ แจแแแจแ แแญแแซแต แแแ แ แณแแ แ แแแ แจแ แณแตแ แ แจแ แแญ แแณแจแฑ แฐแฅแฎแต แญแแตแแแ แแแ แ แแ แแแ แญแแฐแแ แฅแฌแ แ แแตแฅแ แญแแ แญแแ แณแตแฅ แฐแแ แ แ แซแดแ แแฅแแต แซแแจแแ แจแญแ แฅแแฐแ แแฐแญแ แ แญแแตแแแ แแ แ แแ แฅแจแแญแฉ แซแแแต แแฎ แแฎ แ แญแฃแแ แแ แ แแ แญแฐแฅแจแแ แแณ แแณ แแ แ แแ แณแแ แ แ แ แฃแ แจแแซแตแ แ แแแญ แแตแฅ แแ แซแแแต
แแแฅ แฅแช แแแแ แฅแแณแตแแ แแญแแซแฑแ แ แฃแ แฅแ แแ แฅแ แแแญ แแญแฌแซแแ แฅแ แแแ แแแ แแแฅ แ แแแฃแแแ
แฅแ แฅแฃแซแฝแ แซแดแ แ แแ แฐแแฅแฌ แฅแแตแแญ แจแแจแณแ แแ แจแแแแแ
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Hey guys,here is the thing.
I am a very interactive type of person,tolo tegebabi and also funny.i am the easiest person to get to know to but the thing is i have no best friends ena it didnt bothered me that much cos i mostly spent my rest days at home gin nowdays bet mewalum selechegn ena sasebew abrew hangout yemaregew close friend enkuan yelegnm ena i wonder if some of u guy can relate to this.
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Hey guys,here is the thing.
I am a very interactive type of person,tolo tegebabi and also funny.i am the easiest person to get to know to but the thing is i have no best friends ena it didnt bothered me that much cos i mostly spent my rest days at home gin nowdays bet mewalum selechegn ena sasebew abrew hangout yemaregew close friend enkuan yelegnm ena i wonder if some of u guy can relate to this.
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This is for the introvert people out there.
I am kind of an introvert, i dont know if i was born with that personality or if it's the result of me having strict parents and didn't socialize a lot when I was a kid. What i wanted to ask you is how do you guys meet New people and also start relationship and stuff? Need some advice here.
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This is for the introvert people out there.
I am kind of an introvert, i dont know if i was born with that personality or if it's the result of me having strict parents and didn't socialize a lot when I was a kid. What i wanted to ask you is how do you guys meet New people and also start relationship and stuff? Need some advice here.
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Hey there 22 Male, recently broke up with my cheater gf and it hurts. I know it's normal and expected to hurt but knowing won't save you ๐ It really hurts a lot. We were together for 3 years and I need advice on what to do to feel better
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Hey there 22 Male, recently broke up with my cheater gf and it hurts. I know it's normal and expected to hurt but knowing won't save you ๐ It really hurts a lot. We were together for 3 years and I need advice on what to do to feel better
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26 female...i have been in the process of my gay awakening for the past 16 years ,been in and out of relationships with dudes and always knowing that something is missing till recently ,.am finally coming to terms with my sexuality and yeah!
I love women...never realized my Prince was a princess all this time ???????? ????????????
Dear future gf/wife ur babe here missing u dearly
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26 female...i have been in the process of my gay awakening for the past 16 years ,been in and out of relationships with dudes and always knowing that something is missing till recently ,.am finally coming to terms with my sexuality and yeah!
I love women...never realized my Prince was a princess all this time ???????? ????????????
Dear future gf/wife ur babe here missing u dearly
#LGBTQ+ ????โ????
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Yeah. my dump mind still think that his loyal person, ohh shit how in the hell? he'll like that? He never cares whether am sick or die, he never calls, still shoosh me in telegram even if he's online, never told me that he love me but still am on his side believing that he cares & love me haha how dump am i? I was never been like this i swear i always feel ntn abt boys when they begged me to be wiz them but u am stuck in you MF, you know what i wish to caught you red handed when u cheating wiz somebody or to got some mistake in u and to leave ya forever but how idk how can i find any mistake in ya but why would u kiss me and make butterfly in ma heart that's your biggest mistake telling me to love you as much as i can so i fell in ur trap and fall for u, for you mf, just leave me pls? let me be ma self again? Will you or change for good bitch......
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Yeah. my dump mind still think that his loyal person, ohh shit how in the hell? he'll like that? He never cares whether am sick or die, he never calls, still shoosh me in telegram even if he's online, never told me that he love me but still am on his side believing that he cares & love me haha how dump am i? I was never been like this i swear i always feel ntn abt boys when they begged me to be wiz them but u am stuck in you MF, you know what i wish to caught you red handed when u cheating wiz somebody or to got some mistake in u and to leave ya forever but how idk how can i find any mistake in ya but why would u kiss me and make butterfly in ma heart that's your biggest mistake telling me to love you as much as i can so i fell in ur trap and fall for u, for you mf, just leave me pls? let me be ma self again? Will you or change for good bitch......
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Yeah Soo the thing is that I have graduated meskrem lay and I had no plans but I don't ever wanna get hired in an accounting job( graduated in accounting from S.O.C) trapped bored hence I have been passing job opportunities recent one was an Abyssinia bank examination and I don't really know how to feel about it at time I feel guilty because my parents expect me to get a job 9-5 one but I'm probably not gonna I'm currently doing an online job but I don't know how to feel on those past opportunities like was I suppose to take the tests interviews n see what happens afterwards or should I just do what my heart tells me too.
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Yeah Soo the thing is that I have graduated meskrem lay and I had no plans but I don't ever wanna get hired in an accounting job( graduated in accounting from S.O.C) trapped bored hence I have been passing job opportunities recent one was an Abyssinia bank examination and I don't really know how to feel about it at time I feel guilty because my parents expect me to get a job 9-5 one but I'm probably not gonna I'm currently doing an online job but I don't know how to feel on those past opportunities like was I suppose to take the tests interviews n see what happens afterwards or should I just do what my heart tells me too.
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I always wanted to join university... Before the exam I planned to apply at astu and all well that didn't happen cause of my result. I didn't give up still I was hoping to join univerty and well no my results again let me down... Idk whom to upset on.. My self.. God... Ministry of education... I'm lost I have let down my parents... I used to have big and bright dreams not they are blury... I am even considering to join a course I don't even want... I just want some comments to bring back my energy... I am at my lowest right now
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I always wanted to join university... Before the exam I planned to apply at astu and all well that didn't happen cause of my result. I didn't give up still I was hoping to join univerty and well no my results again let me down... Idk whom to upset on.. My self.. God... Ministry of education... I'm lost I have let down my parents... I used to have big and bright dreams not they are blury... I am even considering to join a course I don't even want... I just want some comments to bring back my energy... I am at my lowest right now
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bro why im looking at vents of gays and lesbians here asking for peoples advice as if they dont live in ethiopia? Ere this is is still irritating me and i want to know ur thoughts cause as a person who fears God this is a very disgusting thing that keeps happening here ena dont u feel a little bit offended personally when u see such vents?? Ere wedet eyehedin new
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bro why im looking at vents of gays and lesbians here asking for peoples advice as if they dont live in ethiopia? Ere this is is still irritating me and i want to know ur thoughts cause as a person who fears God this is a very disgusting thing that keeps happening here ena dont u feel a little bit offended personally when u see such vents?? Ere wedet eyehedin new
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Hey iโm a girl 17 yrs old senior highschool. My childhood dream was getting scholarship graduate in medicine and make my family happy and live this fucking life. So i started applying to colleges through commonapp and get accepted. And out of nowhere i start losing interest on everything. Until now(may) i didnโt apply for financial aid and running out of time.And also i should have to register to take TOEFl exam but i donโt think iโm ready. As i said before i wanna learn medicine but my family said that it isnโt good choice that i should have try other choices like IT and some shit. And iโve think abt it and theyโre right. So i donโt know what to learn. And also when i tell them that i have a dream to learn abroad they always asked me how it is going so i get tired of it. And also my friend is going through consultancy and iโm happy for her. I gave up on everything specially what temrt minister do๐ญ๐ญand i wanna ask if i can apply to universities next year or another season.
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Hey iโm a girl 17 yrs old senior highschool. My childhood dream was getting scholarship graduate in medicine and make my family happy and live this fucking life. So i started applying to colleges through commonapp and get accepted. And out of nowhere i start losing interest on everything. Until now(may) i didnโt apply for financial aid and running out of time.And also i should have to register to take TOEFl exam but i donโt think iโm ready. As i said before i wanna learn medicine but my family said that it isnโt good choice that i should have try other choices like IT and some shit. And iโve think abt it and theyโre right. So i donโt know what to learn. And also when i tell them that i have a dream to learn abroad they always asked me how it is going so i get tired of it. And also my friend is going through consultancy and iโm happy for her. I gave up on everything specially what temrt minister do๐ญ๐ญand i wanna ask if i can apply to universities next year or another season.
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Why do i feel like um the nemesis of my family? that if um erased all the problems that face my family also be erased?! the thing is um the second child to my family i have a sister older than me and a brother younger than me my sister sadly passed away 3 years ago๐ญ she was the most clever, passionate, smart and Good person i knew. she was the favorite one for my parents i mean they love all three of us very much equally but she was just different for them in many cases specially for my mom she was the source of her happiness, joy and the loving of life and when she passed puffff all that happiness and joy fade away the remaining was giving up on hope and lots n lots of Anger resulted from my younger brother as if the passing of her daughter isn't enough๐ญ. he is 16 and he's the most shy and unsociable person i know he fear peoples eyes he spends all his time inside the house other than going to school. for that matter his walking and communicating abilities decreased through time that he started to look like he has some kind of autism. also he's talented He extremely love painting he's so good at it in his age and that i think made him so much busy that he doesn't want to go outdoors and in all of this shit my mom is always angry and frustrated to see him in such position still she laughs and act for the crowd but deep down believe me i know it hurts her so much and i tried everything in my power to make him better than he is now but i failed miserably and now i feel guilty of everything bad happened and is now happening in our family my brother becoming of what he is now, my sisters passing and more. i feel like um the responsible one for all of this and it's killing me so much that i started thinking of killing myself and be a hero to my family and put an end to all their problems.
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Why do i feel like um the nemesis of my family? that if um erased all the problems that face my family also be erased?! the thing is um the second child to my family i have a sister older than me and a brother younger than me my sister sadly passed away 3 years ago๐ญ she was the most clever, passionate, smart and Good person i knew. she was the favorite one for my parents i mean they love all three of us very much equally but she was just different for them in many cases specially for my mom she was the source of her happiness, joy and the loving of life and when she passed puffff all that happiness and joy fade away the remaining was giving up on hope and lots n lots of Anger resulted from my younger brother as if the passing of her daughter isn't enough๐ญ. he is 16 and he's the most shy and unsociable person i know he fear peoples eyes he spends all his time inside the house other than going to school. for that matter his walking and communicating abilities decreased through time that he started to look like he has some kind of autism. also he's talented He extremely love painting he's so good at it in his age and that i think made him so much busy that he doesn't want to go outdoors and in all of this shit my mom is always angry and frustrated to see him in such position still she laughs and act for the crowd but deep down believe me i know it hurts her so much and i tried everything in my power to make him better than he is now but i failed miserably and now i feel guilty of everything bad happened and is now happening in our family my brother becoming of what he is now, my sisters passing and more. i feel like um the responsible one for all of this and it's killing me so much that i started thinking of killing myself and be a hero to my family and put an end to all their problems.
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I think you are my only path to some feelings. That's why I never got through you. You know that crack in the perfectly dark house that light comes in from but also the rain and the wind too. I know I will never get more than a glimpse of you. And I know there are times I hate you for cracking my house. But I can't fix you. My house can't be darker. No one would enter it if the crack wasn't there.
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I think you are my only path to some feelings. That's why I never got through you. You know that crack in the perfectly dark house that light comes in from but also the rain and the wind too. I know I will never get more than a glimpse of you. And I know there are times I hate you for cracking my house. But I can't fix you. My house can't be darker. No one would enter it if the crack wasn't there.
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I have a confession to make.
I'm obsessed with picking fleas from my cat with my nails, I'm obsessed with the satisfying crush sound when I kill them by sticking them on two papers. I know what you're thinking pretty disgusting but I can't stop it, it's like tiktok, once u open it, you just can't stop scrolling down and down until you hate yourself.
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I'm obsessed with picking fleas from my cat with my nails, I'm obsessed with the satisfying crush sound when I kill them by sticking them on two papers. I know what you're thinking pretty disgusting but I can't stop it, it's like tiktok, once u open it, you just can't stop scrolling down and down until you hate yourself.
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Idk why I am venting here it has always been the most uncomfortable topic for me even as a kid but I think is my problem. I have the worst family I hate saying this cause it embarrassing af but it filled with grown ass people with a mentality of a teenager. One acts like a four yr old the other super fucking self the other confused. And being the first kid in this type of house hold is the most challenging thing ever. I have small relatives and idk how to be a good role model and I seriously don't want me or any of my bro and sis to turn out like them. Idk his face tiru what his actual name is(my biological father) my grandparents raised me and when one of them got old and the other dead my mom who has abandoned me came into my life.she isn't the worst person at the end of the day cause she is my mom. But idk she isn't there and there r number of irresponsible people in the house. Our life was middle class but now we r going straight to proverty. And when there is a problem and u ask them as a parent they r like so what hone neawa. They don't care about their life and they r taking the whole family to the ground. And brags and looks good lewuchi. And as for Me I hate that I am learning selfishness and cowardly behaviors. Aside from all the problems I went through fam or not my big ambition for the better tomorrow is the only the only thing that keeps me up or helps make breathing less difficult. If it wasn't for the trust I have in me and what I will do for sure embi yalgne death I will get it. Tho I think to my self will today get better?would I be able to talk about my pain tomorrow with out pain while standing on the better future I wished for ? Or will i end up like my parents? seriously will this day actually get better will it
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Idk why I am venting here it has always been the most uncomfortable topic for me even as a kid but I think is my problem. I have the worst family I hate saying this cause it embarrassing af but it filled with grown ass people with a mentality of a teenager. One acts like a four yr old the other super fucking self the other confused. And being the first kid in this type of house hold is the most challenging thing ever. I have small relatives and idk how to be a good role model and I seriously don't want me or any of my bro and sis to turn out like them. Idk his face tiru what his actual name is(my biological father) my grandparents raised me and when one of them got old and the other dead my mom who has abandoned me came into my life.she isn't the worst person at the end of the day cause she is my mom. But idk she isn't there and there r number of irresponsible people in the house. Our life was middle class but now we r going straight to proverty. And when there is a problem and u ask them as a parent they r like so what hone neawa. They don't care about their life and they r taking the whole family to the ground. And brags and looks good lewuchi. And as for Me I hate that I am learning selfishness and cowardly behaviors. Aside from all the problems I went through fam or not my big ambition for the better tomorrow is the only the only thing that keeps me up or helps make breathing less difficult. If it wasn't for the trust I have in me and what I will do for sure embi yalgne death I will get it. Tho I think to my self will today get better?would I be able to talk about my pain tomorrow with out pain while standing on the better future I wished for ? Or will i end up like my parents? seriously will this day actually get better will it
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It's painful and tearful and is making me sob of crying in the middle of the night.
Knowing they won't be with you,Knowing that they'll leave you soon enough before you even realize they're going and you'll prolly won't see them ever again???? ?
Trust me you don't wanna feel it. Especially after you planned a whole lotta future with them and you always been looking forward to it and always believed it will happen
I always knew but I never realized it and when I suddenly did ,I don't know what to do cuz I somehow feel like he won't fight for me like I would to him and it really hurts .I only got one or two months to spare with him but I know it's already a dead end.
I just wanted him to tell me he will at least try????????
I wanted to hear that he will try to work it out, I wanted him to tell me "wherever"
I just wanted to hear those words.
I just lost hope cuz I felt like I'm the only one who will fight for this to work,I'm the one who will do the whatever it takes .
Even the thought of not having him is already making me down in tears in the middle of the night but
Now I'm not excited even for the last times we have,I'm just depressed and prolly don't wanna hear anything about love anymore????โโ
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It's painful and tearful and is making me sob of crying in the middle of the night.
Knowing they won't be with you,Knowing that they'll leave you soon enough before you even realize they're going and you'll prolly won't see them ever again???? ?
Trust me you don't wanna feel it. Especially after you planned a whole lotta future with them and you always been looking forward to it and always believed it will happen
I always knew but I never realized it and when I suddenly did ,I don't know what to do cuz I somehow feel like he won't fight for me like I would to him and it really hurts .I only got one or two months to spare with him but I know it's already a dead end.
I just wanted him to tell me he will at least try????????
I wanted to hear that he will try to work it out, I wanted him to tell me "wherever"
I just wanted to hear those words.
I just lost hope cuz I felt like I'm the only one who will fight for this to work,I'm the one who will do the whatever it takes .
Even the thought of not having him is already making me down in tears in the middle of the night but
Now I'm not excited even for the last times we have,I'm just depressed and prolly don't wanna hear anything about love anymore????โโ
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