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I have a male friend but I'm not sure whether to call it friendship or what. He treats me neither like a friend nor like a girlfriend.He tells me I'm special and beautiful. He stays little busy so he sends memes in every two days to stay in connection. He keeps a check on my health and period cycle lol. He is always nice.
But, the biggest thing...his talks and actions aren't like that of a friend. It feels heavenly when he's around me. Many times he has indirectly told me that he likes me.
He sends his pictures when he's at work or in college, like of all kinds... funny, cute, handsome..
He shows me I'm everything.
But...some of his actions make me doubt him. He tries to ignore conversation with me. Like, he would send a lot of text but if I go online and try to start a conversation, he would say he don't wanna talk right now. He ignores to have direct talks saying he's busy. But I've seen him with other girls, and for them he's not busy.
He has a female friend from college and he talks to her, gives her gift. When I asked who's she, he said she's his best friend that's it. But they seem to be close and he's different kind of happy with her. And all of his actions shows me that I'm nothing.
So I'm just confused....if he don't want me to be in his future then why he keeps playing his hold game on me. Everytime I try to move on, he comes again... like a blockage and I start falling again. Why he's trying to have a hold on me? Am I just a second option for him?
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I'm a girl
I have a male friend but I'm not sure whether to call it friendship or what. He treats me neither like a friend nor like a girlfriend.He tells me I'm special and beautiful. He stays little busy so he sends memes in every two days to stay in connection. He keeps a check on my health and period cycle lol. He is always nice.
But, the biggest thing...his talks and actions aren't like that of a friend. It feels heavenly when he's around me. Many times he has indirectly told me that he likes me.
He sends his pictures when he's at work or in college, like of all kinds... funny, cute, handsome..
He shows me I'm everything.
But...some of his actions make me doubt him. He tries to ignore conversation with me. Like, he would send a lot of text but if I go online and try to start a conversation, he would say he don't wanna talk right now. He ignores to have direct talks saying he's busy. But I've seen him with other girls, and for them he's not busy.
He has a female friend from college and he talks to her, gives her gift. When I asked who's she, he said she's his best friend that's it. But they seem to be close and he's different kind of happy with her. And all of his actions shows me that I'm nothing.
So I'm just confused....if he don't want me to be in his future then why he keeps playing his hold game on me. Everytime I try to move on, he comes again... like a blockage and I start falling again. Why he's trying to have a hold on me? Am I just a second option for him?
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I am truly lost. All these emotions I am experiencing I have no explanation for them. I can't comprehend that me, an over calculative, cynical person with trust issues is saying this about a person I've known a little over 2 weeks. The craziest part is I haven't even seen you in person. How am I like this when I haven't touched or kissed you? I don't know what it is that you did to me to get me to type this in the middle of the night. Remember when I told you I wasn't much of a reader and you were disappointed but look who's up till midnight reading your favourite book to the background of your favourite songs that I found posted on your wall. I'm truly hopeless. π€¦πΎββ
I have so many questions. What did you see in me? Why did it take you this long to approach me? Why now? why not a year or 6 month ago? hell why not a month ago? Why did you have to shake up my world when you're so convinced that nothing will come out of it? It is really a shame, we could've had more time together. I could've had more time to process this. More time to be sure of my feelings more time to spend with you more time to know you. I know you're leaving abroad and you just wanted to confess and get it off of your chest before you left and have no intention of truly perusing this. But damn you! You could've kept it for yourself. Now I am here up all in my feelings when I know for sure that we have no chance at all..... But I guess that is what makes this so special. The fact that we have no time to waste.
For what is worth, this is the purest thing that ever happened to me. I do have my worries though, my cynical brain wouldn't let me have this. I sometimes think, am I being manipulated? Am I being played? Is this really from the heart? Are your intentions as pure as I perceive them to be?.... But I'm willing to trust you. I am willing to open my mind to this. I'm being vulnerable like you said you are being and like you had asked me to be. I am wearing my heart on my sleeves. How much do we have days? A week? I am not sure, but I am willing to give it my all. When we finally do meet it will the first and the last. If we're never to see each other again, I don't want to regret anything. I want to make it great while it lasts. All I want is to be a nice memory. Be that one you remember and smile. As disappointing as the fact that we can never see where this goes is I am also relieved by the fact that we'll both be a good memory for each other. It is a relief to know that you'll never have to see my ugly side. You'll never have to deal my insecurities that are bound to come in between any real connection I have and ruin it unrepairable. It is a blessing in disguise.
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I am truly lost. All these emotions I am experiencing I have no explanation for them. I can't comprehend that me, an over calculative, cynical person with trust issues is saying this about a person I've known a little over 2 weeks. The craziest part is I haven't even seen you in person. How am I like this when I haven't touched or kissed you? I don't know what it is that you did to me to get me to type this in the middle of the night. Remember when I told you I wasn't much of a reader and you were disappointed but look who's up till midnight reading your favourite book to the background of your favourite songs that I found posted on your wall. I'm truly hopeless. π€¦πΎββ
I have so many questions. What did you see in me? Why did it take you this long to approach me? Why now? why not a year or 6 month ago? hell why not a month ago? Why did you have to shake up my world when you're so convinced that nothing will come out of it? It is really a shame, we could've had more time together. I could've had more time to process this. More time to be sure of my feelings more time to spend with you more time to know you. I know you're leaving abroad and you just wanted to confess and get it off of your chest before you left and have no intention of truly perusing this. But damn you! You could've kept it for yourself. Now I am here up all in my feelings when I know for sure that we have no chance at all..... But I guess that is what makes this so special. The fact that we have no time to waste.
For what is worth, this is the purest thing that ever happened to me. I do have my worries though, my cynical brain wouldn't let me have this. I sometimes think, am I being manipulated? Am I being played? Is this really from the heart? Are your intentions as pure as I perceive them to be?.... But I'm willing to trust you. I am willing to open my mind to this. I'm being vulnerable like you said you are being and like you had asked me to be. I am wearing my heart on my sleeves. How much do we have days? A week? I am not sure, but I am willing to give it my all. When we finally do meet it will the first and the last. If we're never to see each other again, I don't want to regret anything. I want to make it great while it lasts. All I want is to be a nice memory. Be that one you remember and smile. As disappointing as the fact that we can never see where this goes is I am also relieved by the fact that we'll both be a good memory for each other. It is a relief to know that you'll never have to see my ugly side. You'll never have to deal my insecurities that are bound to come in between any real connection I have and ruin it unrepairable. It is a blessing in disguise.
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Hello Iβm girl. A 3rd year college student. I am sick of my father chkchk. It sucks to get insulted and cursed beyekenu. He thinks I am failure Even though I have got good grade. He says hulum neger lerassh new enen mitekmegn andachm neger yelem. Anchi glegna nesh. Keza yesdb nada new miyawrdbgn. I just keep my mouth shut when he does that. I know learning in private college is tough considering our economic status. But I am trying my best to get good grade and to pay them back. Gn I canβt take it beka I always get sad and depressed. I donβt expect him to like me or to support me on my class gn lemme live as my sisters do. I have never asked so much from them except for taxi birr and assignment sometimes. I even eat my lunch when I got money or else I will eat when I get home. It wonβt matter esu chgr yelem i am used to it. Gn I always feel like i am burden. I donβt think I am their child. Beyekenu eyeselechegn new hearing the same stuff swetam sgebam. I donβt know mn madreg endalebgn. Sra binoregn I would have paid for myself mmarbetn ena at least le taxi mnamn. Maybe esu yhonal endi enditelagn yaregew. I am never good enough for him. Mnm baderg aydesetm. Mom mnm aymeslatm maybe betam kebasebet tewat tlewalech enji gd aysetatm. Demo tnsh gize new yekeresh twechalech kezi bet ylal. Ene alawkm what I did to make him hate me this much. Le class endewetahu bezaw bker des ylegnal. Maybe he will be happy kenechrrashu sayayegn siker.esu rasu mnew baltemelesh wetesh ezaw btkeri ylegnal. Gn meheja yelegnm temelshe bΓͺte emetalehu. I have been through a lot of stuff kezi wchi bzu chgr asalfyalew I know it will be over gn betam kebedegn betam I wanna end everything
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Hello Iβm girl. A 3rd year college student. I am sick of my father chkchk. It sucks to get insulted and cursed beyekenu. He thinks I am failure Even though I have got good grade. He says hulum neger lerassh new enen mitekmegn andachm neger yelem. Anchi glegna nesh. Keza yesdb nada new miyawrdbgn. I just keep my mouth shut when he does that. I know learning in private college is tough considering our economic status. But I am trying my best to get good grade and to pay them back. Gn I canβt take it beka I always get sad and depressed. I donβt expect him to like me or to support me on my class gn lemme live as my sisters do. I have never asked so much from them except for taxi birr and assignment sometimes. I even eat my lunch when I got money or else I will eat when I get home. It wonβt matter esu chgr yelem i am used to it. Gn I always feel like i am burden. I donβt think I am their child. Beyekenu eyeselechegn new hearing the same stuff swetam sgebam. I donβt know mn madreg endalebgn. Sra binoregn I would have paid for myself mmarbetn ena at least le taxi mnamn. Maybe esu yhonal endi enditelagn yaregew. I am never good enough for him. Mnm baderg aydesetm. Mom mnm aymeslatm maybe betam kebasebet tewat tlewalech enji gd aysetatm. Demo tnsh gize new yekeresh twechalech kezi bet ylal. Ene alawkm what I did to make him hate me this much. Le class endewetahu bezaw bker des ylegnal. Maybe he will be happy kenechrrashu sayayegn siker.esu rasu mnew baltemelesh wetesh ezaw btkeri ylegnal. Gn meheja yelegnm temelshe bΓͺte emetalehu. I have been through a lot of stuff kezi wchi bzu chgr asalfyalew I know it will be over gn betam kebedegn betam I wanna end everything
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So i've graduated this year and got job at home so i'm working at home (remote job ) ena i don't go out because of this. I'm getting tired betam i mean staying up too late , overthinking , talking to myself sometimes ena it's getting worse mnabate yeshalegnal guys eski say something it's getting bad i'm slowly losing myself .....fyi 23 M.
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So i've graduated this year and got job at home so i'm working at home (remote job ) ena i don't go out because of this. I'm getting tired betam i mean staying up too late , overthinking , talking to myself sometimes ena it's getting worse mnabate yeshalegnal guys eski say something it's getting bad i'm slowly losing myself .....fyi 23 M.
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Here is a bottom less rant from a person whose on the verge of killing themselves so bare with me and give your honest , adult opinion.
I think I am going through a panic attack.
When I think of my future or simply the coming one month my heart just sinks and that happens million times a day.
I try not to stress my situation as much as possible but when I look into the reality I just avoid thinking about anything and go on with my day and that is not helping.
I failed the entrance exam recently and didn't even made it to the cut point for private collages and from that moment till now everything is foggy and I feel pretty much future less and terrified of everything!
I don't know on what and who I relayed on when I didn't study looking back to the time I took the exam or the simplest thing any person who didn't study do, cheat on the exam. I failed the ambitious little girl inside of me and my parents who went through hell so that I could have everything I ever needed. I have nothing to offer them now not the proud moment when you send your girl to university or the yeah my girl passed with a good result and I'm sending her to private collage , nothing. I have nothing to give them and it hurts and I know I am dealing with the consequences of my actions and it's embarrassing to be me right now.
I expected alot from my self but when I really look into my insides I am a terrible daughter figure yes my parents have done bad things but who gave me the right to be this mean ? From this kind of personality why did I expect my self to make them proud.
It's funny cause am I having panic attacks because I can't give my family what they want from me or is it because I had a dream that was meant to be pursued through university and I failed my self and is now hopeless
I'd like to think the future holds something better for me than my friends who got into good universities and made them selves and their family proud and happy but who am I to deserve such a happy ending ?
I do terrible things , I have terrible thoughts and even though 80% of the time I feel good about my self that 20% Is enough for me to deserve the literal hell.
What do you advice me ?
If I see one ONE "request my identity we can talk " you are the reason I killed my self !
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Here is a bottom less rant from a person whose on the verge of killing themselves so bare with me and give your honest , adult opinion.
I think I am going through a panic attack.
When I think of my future or simply the coming one month my heart just sinks and that happens million times a day.
I try not to stress my situation as much as possible but when I look into the reality I just avoid thinking about anything and go on with my day and that is not helping.
I failed the entrance exam recently and didn't even made it to the cut point for private collages and from that moment till now everything is foggy and I feel pretty much future less and terrified of everything!
I don't know on what and who I relayed on when I didn't study looking back to the time I took the exam or the simplest thing any person who didn't study do, cheat on the exam. I failed the ambitious little girl inside of me and my parents who went through hell so that I could have everything I ever needed. I have nothing to offer them now not the proud moment when you send your girl to university or the yeah my girl passed with a good result and I'm sending her to private collage , nothing. I have nothing to give them and it hurts and I know I am dealing with the consequences of my actions and it's embarrassing to be me right now.
I expected alot from my self but when I really look into my insides I am a terrible daughter figure yes my parents have done bad things but who gave me the right to be this mean ? From this kind of personality why did I expect my self to make them proud.
It's funny cause am I having panic attacks because I can't give my family what they want from me or is it because I had a dream that was meant to be pursued through university and I failed my self and is now hopeless
I'd like to think the future holds something better for me than my friends who got into good universities and made them selves and their family proud and happy but who am I to deserve such a happy ending ?
I do terrible things , I have terrible thoughts and even though 80% of the time I feel good about my self that 20% Is enough for me to deserve the literal hell.
What do you advice me ?
If I see one ONE "request my identity we can talk " you are the reason I killed my self !
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So Iβm 17 M and in a relationship with a girl i love. The thing is, my attraction to her is decreasing every day more and more idk why this is happening but its happening. I still love her so damn much but not as much as i loved her at the start of the relationship. I think itβs bcuz of the fact that Iβm too jealous of a bf to her even when i see her talking with her platonic friends i get rly jealous but i hold it in for the relationships sake. But when it got too much we discussed it a few times but she insists on not letting go of her guy friends which i think she is right about but idk what to do with my jealousy either and maybe bcuz she wasnβt attending to my needs that i have lost some of the feelings for her. I donβt like to show her a one sided live just from my side but she looks like she loves only when we are alone. I always keep telling her that i hate to be the one always coming to her class to talk to her and stuff but she fixes herself for a couple of weeks then goes back at it again. Sometimes she even donβt come to my class until the bell rings and we both back to our separate classes. Even then she donβt come to my class and when i spoil her by going to her class so often, she forgets about coming to my class too which makes me sad. She says she hates the hallway thatβs why she dont come over to my class but she goes to her girl friends class which is literally about 3 or 4 steps away from mine. I have no doubt that she loves me but i need more from her in this department and these days Iβm beginning to get attracted by other girls but Iβm never gonna do sthg that would hurt her... ever. But i feel like sheβs becoming more of a heavy weight on my shoulders than happiness. To some extent, i miss my single life where it didnβt have any rules and i flirted with every girl i saw. But bcuz of my girlfriend, i had to cut off some of my best female friends by my own without her telling me to but she had a hard time cutting off even a guy she cheated on me with (they didnβt go that far as to have sex) but she tells me it was platonic which i believe but still she didnβt give me an ounce of consideration when she did it neither did she apologize right away rather she made me think Iβm the one whoβs being bizzare and that Iβm making a mountain out of a mold hill so it still haunts me to this day and i sometimes regret fixing things myself after she hurt me without even apologizing to me and i wonder if i made the right decision by doing it. Although i hurt her like 10 times more but it was still bcuz she hurt me. So to cut this short, what should i do?
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So Iβm 17 M and in a relationship with a girl i love. The thing is, my attraction to her is decreasing every day more and more idk why this is happening but its happening. I still love her so damn much but not as much as i loved her at the start of the relationship. I think itβs bcuz of the fact that Iβm too jealous of a bf to her even when i see her talking with her platonic friends i get rly jealous but i hold it in for the relationships sake. But when it got too much we discussed it a few times but she insists on not letting go of her guy friends which i think she is right about but idk what to do with my jealousy either and maybe bcuz she wasnβt attending to my needs that i have lost some of the feelings for her. I donβt like to show her a one sided live just from my side but she looks like she loves only when we are alone. I always keep telling her that i hate to be the one always coming to her class to talk to her and stuff but she fixes herself for a couple of weeks then goes back at it again. Sometimes she even donβt come to my class until the bell rings and we both back to our separate classes. Even then she donβt come to my class and when i spoil her by going to her class so often, she forgets about coming to my class too which makes me sad. She says she hates the hallway thatβs why she dont come over to my class but she goes to her girl friends class which is literally about 3 or 4 steps away from mine. I have no doubt that she loves me but i need more from her in this department and these days Iβm beginning to get attracted by other girls but Iβm never gonna do sthg that would hurt her... ever. But i feel like sheβs becoming more of a heavy weight on my shoulders than happiness. To some extent, i miss my single life where it didnβt have any rules and i flirted with every girl i saw. But bcuz of my girlfriend, i had to cut off some of my best female friends by my own without her telling me to but she had a hard time cutting off even a guy she cheated on me with (they didnβt go that far as to have sex) but she tells me it was platonic which i believe but still she didnβt give me an ounce of consideration when she did it neither did she apologize right away rather she made me think Iβm the one whoβs being bizzare and that Iβm making a mountain out of a mold hill so it still haunts me to this day and i sometimes regret fixing things myself after she hurt me without even apologizing to me and i wonder if i made the right decision by doing it. Although i hurt her like 10 times more but it was still bcuz she hurt me. So to cut this short, what should i do?
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Does wanting not to exist anymore can be considered as being suicidal?
Because I feel it most times. And the other times I donβt even feel anything at all. I am beginning to understand why I loved (still love) horror movies or sad shoes as a kid. It is backdrop deep down I know I needed something to keep my heart racing, my mind occupied from the reality of not being able to feel any emotions even I was too young to understand that.
So i just shrugged it off by saying I love horror movies.
And the times I feel like I donβt want to exist anymore, I donβt mean killing my self in a way that people would remember me and what I did and how I loved and died, and cry about it. But I honestly donβt think anyone would cryβ¦( at least not from the bottom on their hearts) or think about me or miss me.
But thatβs not my wish. I wish I had never been born.
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Does wanting not to exist anymore can be considered as being suicidal?
Because I feel it most times. And the other times I donβt even feel anything at all. I am beginning to understand why I loved (still love) horror movies or sad shoes as a kid. It is backdrop deep down I know I needed something to keep my heart racing, my mind occupied from the reality of not being able to feel any emotions even I was too young to understand that.
So i just shrugged it off by saying I love horror movies.
And the times I feel like I donβt want to exist anymore, I donβt mean killing my self in a way that people would remember me and what I did and how I loved and died, and cry about it. But I honestly donβt think anyone would cryβ¦( at least not from the bottom on their hearts) or think about me or miss me.
But thatβs not my wish. I wish I had never been born.
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I'm graduating in days, so I went to park by myself and sit with closed eyes. I rewined 4 years backward. There were nothing then, but now wishes are here. Deliverd. Many closed doors are wide opened. They didn't have a key but timer. I'll rise my toasts so high, it'll turn into cloud. Delay isn't denial.
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I'm graduating in days, so I went to park by myself and sit with closed eyes. I rewined 4 years backward. There were nothing then, but now wishes are here. Deliverd. Many closed doors are wide opened. They didn't have a key but timer. I'll rise my toasts so high, it'll turn into cloud. Delay isn't denial.
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"i'm a girl, belonging to south asia. I always had a stressful life since the starting of middle school. Had pressure to do well in studies almost all the time. My parents didn't pressurized me but the society did. I feared to be left behind so I tried to do best. In all this I lost the childhood and that happy soul. I didn't had the very best family memories. My parents are supportive but...they quarrel and I guess that affected my mental health. I remember once my dad said that I'm not his daughter, I still remember that sentence. He loves me...but it feels horrible when I remember his angry side. I'm introvert so I had a hard time opening up to anyone.
I smile a lot, because that makes me escape the reality. Everybody thinks I have the best life but...
People always leave me and I don't know why. I know I'm good enough to deserve happiness but sometimes I doubt it. In 6th standard I was bullied by my toxic best friend. Right now I only have one friend and I guess she is the best human, she loves me and supports me always.
As I grew up, life got more miserable. Everybody slowly disappeared.I have anxiety. Sometimes, I think of giving up on life but I'm such a loser. I'm afraid to die.
I know there are both good and bad days but...I'm tired of suffering like this.......Life feels difficult sometimes. I have tears in my eyes while writing this but if I talk to mom or bestie, they'll overthink about it and I don't have anyone else with whom I can share anything. I don't know what to do at all at this moment.
In the day, I'm the happiest and funniest person but at night I cry, like a coward who is rejected by everyone. I feel so lonely in a crowd.
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"i'm a girl, belonging to south asia. I always had a stressful life since the starting of middle school. Had pressure to do well in studies almost all the time. My parents didn't pressurized me but the society did. I feared to be left behind so I tried to do best. In all this I lost the childhood and that happy soul. I didn't had the very best family memories. My parents are supportive but...they quarrel and I guess that affected my mental health. I remember once my dad said that I'm not his daughter, I still remember that sentence. He loves me...but it feels horrible when I remember his angry side. I'm introvert so I had a hard time opening up to anyone.
I smile a lot, because that makes me escape the reality. Everybody thinks I have the best life but...
People always leave me and I don't know why. I know I'm good enough to deserve happiness but sometimes I doubt it. In 6th standard I was bullied by my toxic best friend. Right now I only have one friend and I guess she is the best human, she loves me and supports me always.
As I grew up, life got more miserable. Everybody slowly disappeared.I have anxiety. Sometimes, I think of giving up on life but I'm such a loser. I'm afraid to die.
I know there are both good and bad days but...I'm tired of suffering like this.......Life feels difficult sometimes. I have tears in my eyes while writing this but if I talk to mom or bestie, they'll overthink about it and I don't have anyone else with whom I can share anything. I don't know what to do at all at this moment.
In the day, I'm the happiest and funniest person but at night I cry, like a coward who is rejected by everyone. I feel so lonely in a crowd.
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I was born alone and am also gonna die alone... these two are mere facts, yet am not expected to live alone. Why? Why can't a nigga just be left alone? Ever since I finished highschool(2 and something years ago), I have been unable to build a friendship for some reason. So I started to fly solo. I mean I have always been the lone wolf type of guy and unfortunately when people see me alone they assume that am lonely. But I never feel lonely, well seldomly I do but most of the time I really do enjoy my own company, I go to the mirror and make unfunny jokes and make myself laugh hysterically which is a genuine laugh, unlike the fake laughs am forced to do whenever am talking to people, I also go to random cafes and eat new things that I see from tiktoks, today I tried shawarmaπ€¦ββ to see what the fuss was all about and..... ngl it tasted αα₯ αα₯ for some reason, i also go to cinemas on my own and generally do shit by myself, but tbh mostly am actually addicted to doing nothing. My ideal day is when am sleeping on my bed doing nothing or watching movies or smtng. Anyways point of the vent is whenever u see a person by themselves don't assume they're lonely, maybe they like it that way and I hv read lots of vents saying am always surrounded with people but I feel so lonely, so let's not make preconceptions abt people shall we! Have a good day/night.
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I was born alone and am also gonna die alone... these two are mere facts, yet am not expected to live alone. Why? Why can't a nigga just be left alone? Ever since I finished highschool(2 and something years ago), I have been unable to build a friendship for some reason. So I started to fly solo. I mean I have always been the lone wolf type of guy and unfortunately when people see me alone they assume that am lonely. But I never feel lonely, well seldomly I do but most of the time I really do enjoy my own company, I go to the mirror and make unfunny jokes and make myself laugh hysterically which is a genuine laugh, unlike the fake laughs am forced to do whenever am talking to people, I also go to random cafes and eat new things that I see from tiktoks, today I tried shawarmaπ€¦ββ to see what the fuss was all about and..... ngl it tasted αα₯ αα₯ for some reason, i also go to cinemas on my own and generally do shit by myself, but tbh mostly am actually addicted to doing nothing. My ideal day is when am sleeping on my bed doing nothing or watching movies or smtng. Anyways point of the vent is whenever u see a person by themselves don't assume they're lonely, maybe they like it that way and I hv read lots of vents saying am always surrounded with people but I feel so lonely, so let's not make preconceptions abt people shall we! Have a good day/night.
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Iβm 19 and Iβm GAY Yes lmao
And when I think abt future and everything I just wanna die sooner cuz family wants us to get married have kids and everything adel?
Will I able to do that?
Will I be a disgrace?
Will this end with out me dying?
Hmmmmmmmmmm
Tbh mostly I be so excited cuz Iβm different than default
But when I see my friends being homophobic kinda hurts slightly
Why slightly? Cuz I hate it too lol but I love it at the same time bcha
Iβve had a boyfriend it wasnβt that serious but he acted too freaky and feminine. And I donβt like guys who act feminine. No body knows that im gay just by seeing me cuz I donβt act it and stuff
I like video games I like animes
Bcha I do things that straight ppl does
Bcha I just wanna put this out here
Future sucks im confused af
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Iβm 19 and Iβm GAY Yes lmao
And when I think abt future and everything I just wanna die sooner cuz family wants us to get married have kids and everything adel?
Will I able to do that?
Will I be a disgrace?
Will this end with out me dying?
Hmmmmmmmmmm
Tbh mostly I be so excited cuz Iβm different than default
But when I see my friends being homophobic kinda hurts slightly
Why slightly? Cuz I hate it too lol but I love it at the same time bcha
Iβve had a boyfriend it wasnβt that serious but he acted too freaky and feminine. And I donβt like guys who act feminine. No body knows that im gay just by seeing me cuz I donβt act it and stuff
I like video games I like animes
Bcha I do things that straight ppl does
Bcha I just wanna put this out here
Future sucks im confused af
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Hey everyone ,I just wanna ask 1 question and make short.
Is there anyone of u used penis enlargement cream or pills?there are different types selling online just like vimax,titan gel ......
My gf is not satisfied with me tbh I have 6.5 inches and I just wanna make her happy so bad.
Please if anyone used it or have a friend used tell me the result.
I really want serious replies and please try to be helpful for the people because our relation may not work out for this reason
Thank you guys
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Hey everyone ,I just wanna ask 1 question and make short.
Is there anyone of u used penis enlargement cream or pills?there are different types selling online just like vimax,titan gel ......
My gf is not satisfied with me tbh I have 6.5 inches and I just wanna make her happy so bad.
Please if anyone used it or have a friend used tell me the result.
I really want serious replies and please try to be helpful for the people because our relation may not work out for this reason
Thank you guys
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This isn't ur usual vent but here it goes.........so am a guy currently in campus and I can't help speaking in english every now and then ,,, like in a casual conversation even with the person am not that close with. And I think I give off this wierd cringy vibe, do ya'll get that impression when a person speaks in english? I dk some feelings are best expressed in english ena i just speak out loud unconsciouly, like there are lots of professional speakers that only use Amharic to communicate eko but here i amπ€¦ββ, I dk if am making a big fuss 'bout it , i just wanna know how ya'll precieve such peoples...I really don't wanna be that guy uk...
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This isn't ur usual vent but here it goes.........so am a guy currently in campus and I can't help speaking in english every now and then ,,, like in a casual conversation even with the person am not that close with. And I think I give off this wierd cringy vibe, do ya'll get that impression when a person speaks in english? I dk some feelings are best expressed in english ena i just speak out loud unconsciouly, like there are lots of professional speakers that only use Amharic to communicate eko but here i amπ€¦ββ, I dk if am making a big fuss 'bout it , i just wanna know how ya'll precieve such peoples...I really don't wanna be that guy uk...
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So I'm a serial masturbator and today i wanted to be free from my virginity so i went to fuck a prostitute but when i tried my usually horny body betrayed me and the shit went limp, so that went incredibly embarrassing and bruised my ego pretty hard. How do i cope with this, am i gonna be like this with all women?
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So I'm a serial masturbator and today i wanted to be free from my virginity so i went to fuck a prostitute but when i tried my usually horny body betrayed me and the shit went limp, so that went incredibly embarrassing and bruised my ego pretty hard. How do i cope with this, am i gonna be like this with all women?
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Hey ya all it's one lil girl there is one guy he looks fine mnamn and we are campus student & yehone gize he said u r ma crush ena let's just go with the flow and arif kehede we can make it serious mnamn alegn ena just ok alkut gin but we do have lots of differences ( religious , standard , responsibility , mindset bzu ngr sayew demo Plyer neger yimeslal konjo negr slehone ) ++ wanaw ngr demo wushet alwedm eyale ke 1890 gize belay negrognal sasbew erasu wushetam new meselegn lelaw demo ye tg account yideltal yawaragn ena delto keza demo adis account kefto yaweral hule endeza ahun 4 gna account delete be 2 samnt wust steykew besrat aymelslgnm ene ga gin yehonech tinsh ngr lesu menager kalfeleku, kurtun nigerign ena ene ena anchi yileyiln alegn wow 2bh yihe sewye eyewetalign new + hule bedewele kutr sle sexual ngr bcha new werew room enhid mnamn bcha beka lela were yelewm + ene sdewl ayanesam esu sidewl bcha new mnaweraw mostly oh my God firstly fikrn basayew eko yistekakelal bye nbr gin almeselegnim chirash yefelegewn argo lash malet meselegn hasabu enem αα byalew bro ππ chirash semonun yehone sdb tesadbo enem block adrgyew belela slk dewlo yikrta beka byans satefa yikrta yemteykbetn mengedoch atzgibgn mnamn ale ok alkut enem gin mnm des eyalegn adelem befikr yikeyeral yalkut sewye dngay ras ngr new π ahun bcha endet new ke andebetye kfu kal sayweta lik likun negrew mfataw ke wustu migeba kebed yale nger bilew des yilegnal
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Hey ya all it's one lil girl there is one guy he looks fine mnamn and we are campus student & yehone gize he said u r ma crush ena let's just go with the flow and arif kehede we can make it serious mnamn alegn ena just ok alkut gin but we do have lots of differences ( religious , standard , responsibility , mindset bzu ngr sayew demo Plyer neger yimeslal konjo negr slehone ) ++ wanaw ngr demo wushet alwedm eyale ke 1890 gize belay negrognal sasbew erasu wushetam new meselegn lelaw demo ye tg account yideltal yawaragn ena delto keza demo adis account kefto yaweral hule endeza ahun 4 gna account delete be 2 samnt wust steykew besrat aymelslgnm ene ga gin yehonech tinsh ngr lesu menager kalfeleku, kurtun nigerign ena ene ena anchi yileyiln alegn wow 2bh yihe sewye eyewetalign new + hule bedewele kutr sle sexual ngr bcha new werew room enhid mnamn bcha beka lela were yelewm + ene sdewl ayanesam esu sidewl bcha new mnaweraw mostly oh my God firstly fikrn basayew eko yistekakelal bye nbr gin almeselegnim chirash yefelegewn argo lash malet meselegn hasabu enem αα byalew bro ππ chirash semonun yehone sdb tesadbo enem block adrgyew belela slk dewlo yikrta beka byans satefa yikrta yemteykbetn mengedoch atzgibgn mnamn ale ok alkut enem gin mnm des eyalegn adelem befikr yikeyeral yalkut sewye dngay ras ngr new π ahun bcha endet new ke andebetye kfu kal sayweta lik likun negrew mfataw ke wustu migeba kebed yale nger bilew des yilegnal
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POV: i have feelings for someone who is also my very close friend, don't wanna tell her because i don't want to hurt her and i also have the urge or the need to sacrifice our relationship in order to focus on my multi million dollar businesses and brands, and she is starting something with someone else but i don't know if she has feelings for him or not................................................ what should i do?
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POV: i have feelings for someone who is also my very close friend, don't wanna tell her because i don't want to hurt her and i also have the urge or the need to sacrifice our relationship in order to focus on my multi million dollar businesses and brands, and she is starting something with someone else but i don't know if she has feelings for him or not................................................ what should i do?
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Hi I'm here for a question actually ????.....why would your boyfriend be afraid to introduce you with his fam????????.... even if we dated for 6 years and he's so afraid when it comes to this issue.....ye wendoch stebay algebagnim guys help
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Hi I'm here for a question actually ????.....why would your boyfriend be afraid to introduce you with his fam????????.... even if we dated for 6 years and he's so afraid when it comes to this issue.....ye wendoch stebay algebagnim guys help
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22 F....I don't have any friend at all. I don't have anyone to even ask to go shopping with. I do everything alone and I really want someone who stays with me, someone that I can talk to. I just can't understand how I ended up being this lonelyπ₯Ί.
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22 F....I don't have any friend at all. I don't have anyone to even ask to go shopping with. I do everything alone and I really want someone who stays with me, someone that I can talk to. I just can't understand how I ended up being this lonelyπ₯Ί.
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Uhh okay so umm i was talking to this guy for a while and we vibed we talk fo hours and hours and we meet up have a good time at first before we meet up he asked me to go on date but i kinda refused saying i dont date i just want to be friends and we shld just hang out ,he said okay then after that we hangout we smoke together we make out uhh its awesome but my dumbass start having some feelings fo dis dude and its getting awkward fo me now cause me and him dating is impossible now since he will be graduating and going to somewhere else and long term rship is the least i want to do ryt now ...uhh am screwed i just dont know wht to do
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Uhh okay so umm i was talking to this guy for a while and we vibed we talk fo hours and hours and we meet up have a good time at first before we meet up he asked me to go on date but i kinda refused saying i dont date i just want to be friends and we shld just hang out ,he said okay then after that we hangout we smoke together we make out uhh its awesome but my dumbass start having some feelings fo dis dude and its getting awkward fo me now cause me and him dating is impossible now since he will be graduating and going to somewhere else and long term rship is the least i want to do ryt now ...uhh am screwed i just dont know wht to do
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Hey I am 18 , and so today night I saw a dream. I used to hav a lil crush on this dude in my class ,but the crush thingy didn't last for a while I just got over it. So last night he appears in my dream. The dream was me and him living somewhere too far from the world, we live in some villa type of house in huge gibi , with a lot of trees. And all we do is making out and sex. And sth he play the submissive part and sth he's dominant. Demo the dream isn't blurry bedenb yitayal. Like HD. Its feels so real, I can feel the touch and the kiss. And in my dream he was taking care of me, loving me too much, and we are so lovers. You guys might say , oh u were thinking abt him a lot that's why it happens, no big no I literally forgot his existence for like 8 months. And when I get back to school, he just stare at me tff??? I am so confused is he doin some voodoo shit , is that my subconscious or like wht is that can somebody explain????
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Hey I am 18 , and so today night I saw a dream. I used to hav a lil crush on this dude in my class ,but the crush thingy didn't last for a while I just got over it. So last night he appears in my dream. The dream was me and him living somewhere too far from the world, we live in some villa type of house in huge gibi , with a lot of trees. And all we do is making out and sex. And sth he play the submissive part and sth he's dominant. Demo the dream isn't blurry bedenb yitayal. Like HD. Its feels so real, I can feel the touch and the kiss. And in my dream he was taking care of me, loving me too much, and we are so lovers. You guys might say , oh u were thinking abt him a lot that's why it happens, no big no I literally forgot his existence for like 8 months. And when I get back to school, he just stare at me tff??? I am so confused is he doin some voodoo shit , is that my subconscious or like wht is that can somebody explain????
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