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I feel as if I have no control over my psyche. Trying to change, untangling a web of my own shitty neurons might as well mean breaking apart the coils of my DNA. Almost feels like a curse to sense my own potential, to have people tell it to me all my life, and yet never have the strength to actualize it. I am still young, but going into my early twenties, I am desperate. Desperate to at least exert some meaningful control over my actions, for it to at least not feel so hard to do the most basic and menial things for myself.

Anyone in my position would have made quick work of making money, forming and maintaining quality relationships, and making something of themselves. Instead, most of my free time I spend alone with a laptop, doing nothing with myself but pushing people away and pushing the day I die ever closer with this terrible lifestyle.

Maybe I was just born with a disposition for low energy. And I never used to think it affected me before but perhaps I am just the poster boy for a broken home. Regardless of any explanation, I have let my girlfriend down for so long. And I don't think I have one anymore.

I just want to find people who used to be weak, and for them to tell me why they are not weak anymore. The pitfalls and struggles they faced as they got better. The strategies they implemented, the time scale it took.

I am not looking for pity, sympathy, or insults. I probably deserve the latter though so if you hate me that much, you can go ahead and write one out. Maybe it will be good for me somehow.

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Am 27M am from A.A. so here is the situation i have been seeing this girl for the past 1 year or so and it was one of the greatest relationships i have ever been in.she is hot,extremely smart,caring and wild as hell like super dupper wild.i can also call myself some what a sex addict so u can say we matched cuz we fulfilled eachothers lust hunger. We have done some of the freakiest stuff there is,like using the forbiden hole,rimjob(search this one at ur own risk am not gonna explain this) and many wild shit. So the problem is she after some deep thought i think chose to stop everything and become super religious. At first i thought it was a phase thing and i said ok. But she was actually serious and she started asking why u not accepting God,why are u still in that world minin there were preaching days,night,dinners bicha everything changed. I really like this girl but i cant join her in this quest since we follow different religions she is protestant and am orthodox. So i said no am not gonna be in that faith cuz i dont agree with it(even tho am not in the position to say so ). So i was looking for new encounters and my God its difficult to find her replacement, every girl seemed conservative and dull compared to her flair. It has been months since i have been with a woman even tho i had the chance multiple times it just doesnt match with her at all. I have even considered may be i am not ment to be just orthodox maybe i can make this work out but sligthly changing faith or stg. But that was a no no after some deep thought. Anyways i think its really hard to find a freak these days and who is also smart.

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????guys mn meselachu i'm ye gibi temari ena there's a guy i'm dating rn..we're in z same class gn werewm slalfelegnew nobody knows abt our r/nship endemntewawek hula ayakum and class west selam hula anbabalem when we meet mnamn everything is ok problemu mn meselachu there's another girl who loves him and everytime kesu ga related yehone ngr hulu she's there...they sit together actually esua nat abraw metkemetew they're on z same group becha she always makes move she calls him bezu gize abren honen rasu..i'm not the jealousy type gn class west when they talk z whole period when she calls him mnamn z feeling sucks..i don't wanna say anything abt this lesu bc problem belo kasebe rasu yakom nbr talking with her mnamn and he knows she loves him too rasua negrawalech even if begels balnegrewm he knows i don't feel comfortable when she's with him gn he's not doing anything abt it so my question is... is it normal that i'm feeling zis way weys eyaganenku nw?...is it normal esu eyarege yalew endemtwedew eyaweke bezi lek mekrebu?...and lastly is it normal if i tell him how i'm feeling?

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Hey ya all, this is what i wanna say;
I had a bf and we've brokeup 7 months ago cause he was very toxic but things seemed to resume these days but afterward i met this guy who is extra caring, honest, trustworthy and all. We used to be just friends but I've started having something for him. Since then i completely stopped what i had with ma ex and continued talking to the new guy. The thing is he's vergion nd have never done a shit with any single on and im vergion as well, even if at least i did some stuffs which is definitely not sex. And now he told me that he wants to try it cause he doesn't want to continue being this way his whole life and that kinda bothered me. The idea that he may take other girl out eat me up and I've decided to do it with him. We are going to have sex. And he knows that I haven't done that with ma ex even if i used to love him to death which made him find out that i have feelings for him. Today we've talked about it and he told me that he's trying to give me what he's seeing in me. Love. Anyway, I've still decided to sleep with him, but don't know what comes next, what do u guys think?

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Oh hello people 21 f, this is my first time venting and looking at peoples problem and thinking it was weird and stuff. But it is my time now. I am a uni student and i have been consistently sick this year. Like not very sick but continuously sick. So i decided to google my symptoms and it specifically shows cancer. I didn't get seen by a doctor yet i will soon but i have been thinking like if it is cancer the chance of survival is small. So maybe i should just die in peace and not waste my parents money on treatment for it not to work. Cancer isn't that painful when it kills and i have like 5 years or more to live so i should just enjoy my time and be gone. I love my life and i have a loy of future plans but i can't do anything about this so why would i get my loved ones all in trouble for nothing. So what should i do?

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I’m concerned that I’ve hiv what do i do I’ve been worrying for two years now please help!!!

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Not a vent just stating my opinion
You should not have kids if you cannot give them a stress free life at least financially.otherwise why bring them to this world for them just to suffer or for you not to be alone or for the sake of continuing your blood line that is just not right and abortion should be legal. i said what i said

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Hi guys so endet nachu ?alen. So let me get straight to ma point. As i usually say a good story is what motivates me. And in other countries there a number of people that motivates other people by telling their story. And in our country those who are willing to tell their stories could be counted with our fingers .Unless they reach this big stage of life, we don't get to know the story of anyone. But let's be honest we don't lack stories, do we? So here is the thing if their is anyone out there who is willing to share their stories especially Those who faced suicidal actions or thoughts, very huge incident lihon yichilal anyone with a good story who is willing to share it to the world, ask my id belugne. And one more thing,Storyew From you, Family member, friend's, Partner's lihon yichilal kenesum biseam willigness yaleaw betam des yimil yihonal . In addition to that' I want my identity to be hidden' mil kalea(Telling ur story) that will be kept confidential . Let your voice be heard , let your story save others. Thank You!!

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This is my story. Im a 20 yrs old girl who could have any guy I want I have never been rejected( even once).but this days Im experiencing rejection from a lot of people idk what the problem is.......
P.s I haven't changed

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I'm a girl
I have a male friend but I'm not sure whether to call it friendship or what. He treats me neither like a friend nor like a girlfriend.He tells me I'm special and beautiful. He stays little busy so he sends memes in every two days to stay in connection. He keeps a check on my health and period cycle lol. He is always nice.
But, the biggest thing...his talks and actions aren't like that of a friend. It feels heavenly when he's around me. Many times he has indirectly told me that he likes me.
He sends his pictures when he's at work or in college, like of all kinds... funny, cute, handsome..
He shows me I'm everything.

But...some of his actions make me doubt him. He tries to ignore conversation with me. Like, he would send a lot of text but if I go online and try to start a conversation, he would say he don't wanna talk right now. He ignores to have direct talks saying he's busy. But I've seen him with other girls, and for them he's not busy.
He has a female friend from college and he talks to her, gives her gift. When I asked who's she, he said she's his best friend that's it. But they seem to be close and he's different kind of happy with her. And all of his actions shows me that I'm nothing.



So I'm just confused....if he don't want me to be in his future then why he keeps playing his hold game on me. Everytime I try to move on, he comes again... like a blockage and I start falling again. Why he's trying to have a hold on me? Am I just a second option for him?

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I am truly lost. All these emotions I am experiencing I have no explanation for them. I can't comprehend that me, an over calculative, cynical person with trust issues is saying this about a person I've known a little over 2 weeks. The craziest part is I haven't even seen you in person. How am I like this when I haven't touched or kissed you? I don't know what it is that you did to me to get me to type this in the middle of the night. Remember when I told you I wasn't much of a reader and you were disappointed but look who's up till midnight reading your favourite book to the background of your favourite songs that I found posted on your wall. I'm truly hopeless. 🤦🏾‍♀

I have so many questions. What did you see in me? Why did it take you this long to approach me? Why now? why not a year or 6 month ago? hell why not a month ago? Why did you have to shake up my world when you're so convinced that nothing will come out of it? It is really a shame, we could've had more time together. I could've had more time to process this. More time to be sure of my feelings more time to spend with you more time to know you. I know you're leaving abroad and you just wanted to confess and get it off of your chest before you left and have no intention of truly perusing this. But damn you! You could've kept it for yourself. Now I am here up all in my feelings when I know for sure that we have no chance at all..... But I guess that is what makes this so special. The fact that we have no time to waste.

For what is worth, this is the purest thing that ever happened to me. I do have my worries though, my cynical brain wouldn't let me have this. I sometimes think, am I being manipulated? Am I being played? Is this really from the heart? Are your intentions as pure as I perceive them to be?.... But I'm willing to trust you. I am willing to open my mind to this. I'm being vulnerable like you said you are being and like you had asked me to be. I am wearing my heart on my sleeves. How much do we have days? A week? I am not sure, but I am willing to give it my all. When we finally do meet it will the first and the last. If we're never to see each other again, I don't want to regret anything. I want to make it great while it lasts. All I want is to be a nice memory. Be that one you remember and smile. As disappointing as the fact that we can never see where this goes is I am also relieved by the fact that we'll both be a good memory for each other. It is a relief to know that you'll never have to see my ugly side. You'll never have to deal my insecurities that are bound to come in between any real connection I have and ruin it unrepairable. It is a blessing in disguise.

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Hello I’m girl. A 3rd year college student. I am sick of my father chkchk. It sucks to get insulted and cursed beyekenu. He thinks I am failure Even though I have got good grade. He says hulum neger lerassh new enen mitekmegn andachm neger yelem. Anchi glegna nesh. Keza yesdb nada new miyawrdbgn. I just keep my mouth shut when he does that. I know learning in private college is tough considering our economic status. But I am trying my best to get good grade and to pay them back. Gn I can’t take it beka I always get sad and depressed. I don’t expect him to like me or to support me on my class gn lemme live as my sisters do. I have never asked so much from them except for taxi birr and assignment sometimes. I even eat my lunch when I got money or else I will eat when I get home. It won’t matter esu chgr yelem i am used to it. Gn I always feel like i am burden. I don’t think I am their child. Beyekenu eyeselechegn new hearing the same stuff swetam sgebam. I don’t know mn madreg endalebgn. Sra binoregn I would have paid for myself mmarbetn ena at least le taxi mnamn. Maybe esu yhonal endi enditelagn yaregew. I am never good enough for him. Mnm baderg aydesetm. Mom mnm aymeslatm maybe betam kebasebet tewat tlewalech enji gd aysetatm. Demo tnsh gize new yekeresh twechalech kezi bet ylal. Ene alawkm what I did to make him hate me this much. Le class endewetahu bezaw bker des ylegnal. Maybe he will be happy kenechrrashu sayayegn siker.esu rasu mnew baltemelesh wetesh ezaw btkeri ylegnal. Gn meheja yelegnm temelshe bête emetalehu. I have been through a lot of stuff kezi wchi bzu chgr asalfyalew I know it will be over gn betam kebedegn betam I wanna end everything

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So i've graduated this year and got job at home so i'm working at home (remote job ) ena i don't go out because of this. I'm getting tired betam i mean staying up too late , overthinking , talking to myself sometimes ena it's getting worse mnabate yeshalegnal guys eski say something it's getting bad i'm slowly losing myself .....fyi 23 M.

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24&M ..
I just need someone to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.

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Here is a bottom less rant from a person whose on the verge of killing themselves so bare with me and give your honest , adult opinion.

I think I am going through a panic attack.
When I think of my future or simply the coming one month my heart just sinks and that happens million times a day.

I try not to stress my situation as much as possible but when I look into the reality I just avoid thinking about anything and go on with my day and that is not helping.

I failed the entrance exam recently and didn't even made it to the cut point for private collages and from that moment till now everything is foggy and I feel pretty much future less and terrified of everything!

I don't know on what and who I relayed on when I didn't study looking back to the time I took the exam or the simplest thing any person who didn't study do, cheat on the exam. I failed the ambitious little girl inside of me and my parents who went through hell so that I could have everything I ever needed. I have nothing to offer them now not the proud moment when you send your girl to university or the yeah my girl passed with a good result and I'm sending her to private collage , nothing. I have nothing to give them and it hurts and I know I am dealing with the consequences of my actions and it's embarrassing to be me right now.

I expected alot from my self but when I really look into my insides I am a terrible daughter figure yes my parents have done bad things but who gave me the right to be this mean ? From this kind of personality why did I expect my self to make them proud.

It's funny cause am I having panic attacks because I can't give my family what they want from me or is it because I had a dream that was meant to be pursued through university and I failed my self and is now hopeless

I'd like to think the future holds something better for me than my friends who got into good universities and made them selves and their family proud and happy but who am I to deserve such a happy ending ?

I do terrible things , I have terrible thoughts and even though 80% of the time I feel good about my self that 20% Is enough for me to deserve the literal hell.

What do you advice me ?

If I see one ONE "request my identity we can talk " you are the reason I killed my self !

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So I’m 17 M and in a relationship with a girl i love. The thing is, my attraction to her is decreasing every day more and more idk why this is happening but its happening. I still love her so damn much but not as much as i loved her at the start of the relationship. I think it’s bcuz of the fact that I’m too jealous of a bf to her even when i see her talking with her platonic friends i get rly jealous but i hold it in for the relationships sake. But when it got too much we discussed it a few times but she insists on not letting go of her guy friends which i think she is right about but idk what to do with my jealousy either and maybe bcuz she wasn’t attending to my needs that i have lost some of the feelings for her. I don’t like to show her a one sided live just from my side but she looks like she loves only when we are alone. I always keep telling her that i hate to be the one always coming to her class to talk to her and stuff but she fixes herself for a couple of weeks then goes back at it again. Sometimes she even don’t come to my class until the bell rings and we both back to our separate classes. Even then she don’t come to my class and when i spoil her by going to her class so often, she forgets about coming to my class too which makes me sad. She says she hates the hallway that’s why she dont come over to my class but she goes to her girl friends class which is literally about 3 or 4 steps away from mine. I have no doubt that she loves me but i need more from her in this department and these days I’m beginning to get attracted by other girls but I’m never gonna do sthg that would hurt her... ever. But i feel like she’s becoming more of a heavy weight on my shoulders than happiness. To some extent, i miss my single life where it didn’t have any rules and i flirted with every girl i saw. But bcuz of my girlfriend, i had to cut off some of my best female friends by my own without her telling me to but she had a hard time cutting off even a guy she cheated on me with (they didn’t go that far as to have sex) but she tells me it was platonic which i believe but still she didn’t give me an ounce of consideration when she did it neither did she apologize right away rather she made me think I’m the one who’s being bizzare and that I’m making a mountain out of a mold hill so it still haunts me to this day and i sometimes regret fixing things myself after she hurt me without even apologizing to me and i wonder if i made the right decision by doing it. Although i hurt her like 10 times more but it was still bcuz she hurt me. So to cut this short, what should i do?

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Does wanting not to exist anymore can be considered as being suicidal?

Because I feel it most times. And the other times I don’t even feel anything at all. I am beginning to understand why I loved (still love) horror movies or sad shoes as a kid. It is backdrop deep down I know I needed something to keep my heart racing, my mind occupied from the reality of not being able to feel any emotions even I was too young to understand that.
So i just shrugged it off by saying I love horror movies.

And the times I feel like I don’t want to exist anymore, I don’t mean killing my self in a way that people would remember me and what I did and how I loved and died, and cry about it. But I honestly don’t think anyone would cry…( at least not from the bottom on their hearts) or think about me or miss me.

But that’s not my wish. I wish I had never been born.

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I'm graduating in days, so I went to park by myself and sit with closed eyes. I rewined 4 years backward. There were nothing then, but now wishes are here. Deliverd. Many closed doors are wide opened. They didn't have a key but timer. I'll rise my toasts so high, it'll turn into cloud. Delay isn't denial.

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"i'm a girl, belonging to south asia. I always had a stressful life since the starting of middle school. Had pressure to do well in studies almost all the time. My parents didn't pressurized me but the society did. I feared to be left behind so I tried to do best. In all this I lost the childhood and that happy soul. I didn't had the very best family memories. My parents are supportive but...they quarrel and I guess that affected my mental health. I remember once my dad said that I'm not his daughter, I still remember that sentence. He loves me...but it feels horrible when I remember his angry side. I'm introvert so I had a hard time opening up to anyone.
I smile a lot, because that makes me escape the reality. Everybody thinks I have the best life but...
People always leave me and I don't know why. I know I'm good enough to deserve happiness but sometimes I doubt it. In 6th standard I was bullied by my toxic best friend. Right now I only have one friend and I guess she is the best human, she loves me and supports me always.
As I grew up, life got more miserable. Everybody slowly disappeared.I have anxiety. Sometimes, I think of giving up on life but I'm such a loser. I'm afraid to die.
I know there are both good and bad days but...I'm tired of suffering like this.......Life feels difficult sometimes. I have tears in my eyes while writing this but if I talk to mom or bestie, they'll overthink about it and I don't have anyone else with whom I can share anything. I don't know what to do at all at this moment.
In the day, I'm the happiest and funniest person but at night I cry, like a coward who is rejected by everyone. I feel so lonely in a crowd.

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I was born alone and am also gonna die alone... these two are mere facts, yet am not expected to live alone. Why? Why can't a nigga just be left alone? Ever since I finished highschool(2 and something years ago), I have been unable to build a friendship for some reason. So I started to fly solo. I mean I have always been the lone wolf type of guy and unfortunately when people see me alone they assume that am lonely. But I never feel lonely, well seldomly I do but most of the time I really do enjoy my own company, I go to the mirror and make unfunny jokes and make myself laugh hysterically which is a genuine laugh, unlike the fake laughs am forced to do whenever am talking to people, I also go to random cafes and eat new things that I see from tiktoks, today I tried shawarma🤦‍♂ to see what the fuss was all about and..... ngl it tasted ሊጥ ሊጥ for some reason, i also go to cinemas on my own and generally do shit by myself, but tbh mostly am actually addicted to doing nothing. My ideal day is when am sleeping on my bed doing nothing or watching movies or smtng. Anyways point of the vent is whenever u see a person by themselves don't assume they're lonely, maybe they like it that way and I hv read lots of vents saying am always surrounded with people but I feel so lonely, so let's not make preconceptions abt people shall we! Have a good day/night.

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I’m 19 and I’m GAY Yes lmao

And when I think abt future and everything I just wanna die sooner cuz family wants us to get married have kids and everything adel?
Will I able to do that?
Will I be a disgrace?
Will this end with out me dying?
Hmmmmmmmmmm

Tbh mostly I be so excited cuz I’m different than default
But when I see my friends being homophobic kinda hurts slightly

Why slightly? Cuz I hate it too lol but I love it at the same time bcha

I’ve had a boyfriend it wasn’t that serious but he acted too freaky and feminine. And I don’t like guys who act feminine. No body knows that im gay just by seeing me cuz I don’t act it and stuff

I like video games I like animes
Bcha I do things that straight ppl does

Bcha I just wanna put this out here

Future sucks im confused af

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