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So there is a guy, we have been talking through online for some time now. the guy is very lonely so I agreed to be his friend. He was disrespectful to me a lot at first, and I kinda hated him for that and i was also disrespectful with him in turn, although I understand that loneliness can make you bitter so we still talk. He wanted to meet in person as a friend ena eshi beyew nbr and I was cool with it and all, but now I can see that he really hates women, he thinks women owe him sex or something, he checks every part of being an incel, ena I'm literally scared of him, what if he does something bad to me beye I cancelled. Am I right cancelling weys am I just being paranoid?
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So there is a guy, we have been talking through online for some time now. the guy is very lonely so I agreed to be his friend. He was disrespectful to me a lot at first, and I kinda hated him for that and i was also disrespectful with him in turn, although I understand that loneliness can make you bitter so we still talk. He wanted to meet in person as a friend ena eshi beyew nbr and I was cool with it and all, but now I can see that he really hates women, he thinks women owe him sex or something, he checks every part of being an incel, ena I'm literally scared of him, what if he does something bad to me beye I cancelled. Am I right cancelling weys am I just being paranoid?
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I met these guy on social media and he is so amazing we've been talking for months now but there is a little problem u see he told me that he had a gf and he broke her heart but he loves her and I was in the way of having feelings for him but these dude still had feelings for his ex so I decided to just be friends with him and now he always says he loves me and that I changed him by he refuses to tell me how and UK the worst feeling is that I don't know if I should let myself have feelings for him or give up and yah please help me what should i do
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I met these guy on social media and he is so amazing we've been talking for months now but there is a little problem u see he told me that he had a gf and he broke her heart but he loves her and I was in the way of having feelings for him but these dude still had feelings for his ex so I decided to just be friends with him and now he always says he loves me and that I changed him by he refuses to tell me how and UK the worst feeling is that I don't know if I should let myself have feelings for him or give up and yah please help me what should i do
thank you in advance
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Guys, I have an important question. A question for the guys mainly. Do men feel more powerful and sexual around a girl they think is easy or unattractive? Cause you think she will eat up anything you give her. Even with a bare minimum effort and some pretty convincing words thrown in. You give her a false pretense of her being special and one of a kind but you don't really tell her you love her. At last, when should a girl figure out you are not really in love with her?
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Guys, I have an important question. A question for the guys mainly. Do men feel more powerful and sexual around a girl they think is easy or unattractive? Cause you think she will eat up anything you give her. Even with a bare minimum effort and some pretty convincing words thrown in. You give her a false pretense of her being special and one of a kind but you don't really tell her you love her. At last, when should a girl figure out you are not really in love with her?
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Dear admin, i have tried to send a very long vent but i think the bot has a word limit so i send it in parts hope you would join them and post.
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Here is a tragedy or a real hardship.
There is a man with diabetes. Who live with his illitrate deaf aunt, who can't read. He seems like he is in his late 20's.
I first met him when i am going to home hurrly due to the heavy cloud and light rain. he was laid flat with his chest in the pedstrian lane, It was a foggy night and it is heart wrenching to see a person like that. I pulled him up and draged him to the side.
At first i couldn't guess why he was there but after seeing some candy and some instrument in the plastic bag beside him i knew he was a diabetic person and i bought mirinda and gave him and after a while he become concious and spoke in a broken way to give him the pill in his pocket. I reached to his pocket got the pill and gave him one. Then within few minutes he opened his eyes and looked better. I asked him what happened to him. He told me that he is diabetic. He is working as an truck assistant and he was going to the car he is working to bring his phone, since he is no longer work there due to the headship of the job and it isn't compatible with his illness since he can't eat regularly and that aggravates the illness.
I asked him what will he do then if he stopped working. He said he will try to start selling tea for daily labourers around merkato. Yet he needs money to buy a kettle and a stove. Then someone who was listening our conversation asked how much does the two things cost and he replied aroud three hundred birr, then the person went and brought 500 birr and gave him.
After that we went to some meal house and orderd food since he said he had to eat with in 30 minutes after taking the pill. The food came we eat together and talked about things. I asked him how life is, what is difficult for him. He said his work condition was one problem and the other one is the condition of his aunt, who he is living with made it difficult for him to tell her to not prepare foods that aren't recommended for his illness like wheat based foods, potato and any food with salt in it, however she is deaf and can't read she mostly prepare this foods and he was forced to eat those food sometimes due to the lack of choice.
We finished eating and we left the meal house. The rain didn't stop it drops lightly. It was around 7 pm and the dark cloud make it look like very
late in the evening . We walked silently till the junction of my home and i wished him good luck and i point him where he found a taxi. He thanked me and said good bye and went on his way.
In my way home i thought about life. The unfairness of it. I thought about him. The home he is wenting to. I thought about living with diabetes with a deaf and iliterate aunt in poverty. The struggle he is facing. I thought about my life and my worries which overwhelm me at times and try to compare them. I thought about his over all life, the difficulty of it. I thought also there are people who have more problems than him, and that thought remind me the saying "hell is a bottomless pit." I also thought that regardless of his hardship he want to live and also he might be happy too at times, this lead me to think about the value of life, how valuable it is and the worth of it. Thinking all those thought gave me the whole spectrum of feelings from saddness that is felt deep in to the bones to some tears of astonishment.
I reached to my house wandering in those thoughts. I went to my bed and keep thinking about it till the little death came and take me from the abyss of thought i was in to the infinity.
The incident came to my mind now and then for about a week and i tried to make a sense of it. But gradualy it fades away. Life continues as usual.
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Dear admin, i have tried to send a very long vent but i think the bot has a word limit so i send it in parts hope you would join them and post.
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"Very long rant"
Here is a tragedy or a real hardship.
There is a man with diabetes. Who live with his illitrate deaf aunt, who can't read. He seems like he is in his late 20's.
I first met him when i am going to home hurrly due to the heavy cloud and light rain. he was laid flat with his chest in the pedstrian lane, It was a foggy night and it is heart wrenching to see a person like that. I pulled him up and draged him to the side.
At first i couldn't guess why he was there but after seeing some candy and some instrument in the plastic bag beside him i knew he was a diabetic person and i bought mirinda and gave him and after a while he become concious and spoke in a broken way to give him the pill in his pocket. I reached to his pocket got the pill and gave him one. Then within few minutes he opened his eyes and looked better. I asked him what happened to him. He told me that he is diabetic. He is working as an truck assistant and he was going to the car he is working to bring his phone, since he is no longer work there due to the headship of the job and it isn't compatible with his illness since he can't eat regularly and that aggravates the illness.
I asked him what will he do then if he stopped working. He said he will try to start selling tea for daily labourers around merkato. Yet he needs money to buy a kettle and a stove. Then someone who was listening our conversation asked how much does the two things cost and he replied aroud three hundred birr, then the person went and brought 500 birr and gave him.
After that we went to some meal house and orderd food since he said he had to eat with in 30 minutes after taking the pill. The food came we eat together and talked about things. I asked him how life is, what is difficult for him. He said his work condition was one problem and the other one is the condition of his aunt, who he is living with made it difficult for him to tell her to not prepare foods that aren't recommended for his illness like wheat based foods, potato and any food with salt in it, however she is deaf and can't read she mostly prepare this foods and he was forced to eat those food sometimes due to the lack of choice.
We finished eating and we left the meal house. The rain didn't stop it drops lightly. It was around 7 pm and the dark cloud make it look like very
late in the evening . We walked silently till the junction of my home and i wished him good luck and i point him where he found a taxi. He thanked me and said good bye and went on his way.
In my way home i thought about life. The unfairness of it. I thought about him. The home he is wenting to. I thought about living with diabetes with a deaf and iliterate aunt in poverty. The struggle he is facing. I thought about my life and my worries which overwhelm me at times and try to compare them. I thought about his over all life, the difficulty of it. I thought also there are people who have more problems than him, and that thought remind me the saying "hell is a bottomless pit." I also thought that regardless of his hardship he want to live and also he might be happy too at times, this lead me to think about the value of life, how valuable it is and the worth of it. Thinking all those thought gave me the whole spectrum of feelings from saddness that is felt deep in to the bones to some tears of astonishment.
I reached to my house wandering in those thoughts. I went to my bed and keep thinking about it till the little death came and take me from the abyss of thought i was in to the infinity.
The incident came to my mind now and then for about a week and i tried to make a sense of it. But gradualy it fades away. Life continues as usual.
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Hey how are you all..so I'm 23 old girl so its more of a question. So 1st question does ur partner cum or go 5 rounds with in 3 hour.
2nd question does he say I'm shy to buy postpill afterward you guys had sex. FYI he say he loves you.
Thank you please answer politely ????
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Hey how are you all..so I'm 23 old girl so its more of a question. So 1st question does ur partner cum or go 5 rounds with in 3 hour.
2nd question does he say I'm shy to buy postpill afterward you guys had sex. FYI he say he loves you.
Thank you please answer politely ????
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Male 19 Mn meselachu be fb tewaweken ke lijitua gar ,she is so fuckin fat her asss......and also her breast ..ena megnagnte bejemeren huletgnaw ken lay kiss jemern,sostegnaw ken lay finger arekuat esuam suck my dick ene chereskugn wediyaw,be arategnaw ken demo endezihu finger +sucking argen teleyayen ,am i still virgin? Be teklil magbat echilalhu ?
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Male 19 Mn meselachu be fb tewaweken ke lijitua gar ,she is so fuckin fat her asss......and also her breast ..ena megnagnte bejemeren huletgnaw ken lay kiss jemern,sostegnaw ken lay finger arekuat esuam suck my dick ene chereskugn wediyaw,be arategnaw ken demo endezihu finger +sucking argen teleyayen ,am i still virgin? Be teklil magbat echilalhu ?
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Hi 22F lesbian, been into a relationship soon and i broke up coz she cheated on me. Been depressed and am in the healing stage now. I liked her so much with all Iโve got and she never appreciated it and moved on easily. What shall i do?
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Hi 22F lesbian, been into a relationship soon and i broke up coz she cheated on me. Been depressed and am in the healing stage now. I liked her so much with all Iโve got and she never appreciated it and moved on easily. What shall i do?
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Hey everyone, so lately whats buggin my mind is that with sex being heavily risky with deadly disease and pregnancy how are people doin it so casually, whats your idea of safe sex, just a condom, aren't people afraid of hiv or stds, do people actually take tests before intimacy
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Hey everyone, so lately whats buggin my mind is that with sex being heavily risky with deadly disease and pregnancy how are people doin it so casually, whats your idea of safe sex, just a condom, aren't people afraid of hiv or stds, do people actually take tests before intimacy
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I saw a video on social media by a vloger ena he showed rich and poor neighborhoods in addis in comparison, it had over 600 comments and what shook me is 90% the comments are defending poverty and are against wealth, some of the points mentioned were
1. love,peace,tolerance are found only in my poor neighborhood
2.I am healthy and that's what matrers most
2.the rich is criminal and immoral, their wealth came through crime
3.The rich don't sleep well thinking about the crime they committed.All we can get from wealthy lifestyle is depression/ stress
4.There is no one to burry the rich if they are even found dead so I better stay poor
5.We're all gonna die and go to the same grave.And so on...
I couldn't find a single comment about change
So my question is do you think this is one of the reasons we stayed poor and how many of you think this way?
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I saw a video on social media by a vloger ena he showed rich and poor neighborhoods in addis in comparison, it had over 600 comments and what shook me is 90% the comments are defending poverty and are against wealth, some of the points mentioned were
1. love,peace,tolerance are found only in my poor neighborhood
2.I am healthy and that's what matrers most
2.the rich is criminal and immoral, their wealth came through crime
3.The rich don't sleep well thinking about the crime they committed.All we can get from wealthy lifestyle is depression/ stress
4.There is no one to burry the rich if they are even found dead so I better stay poor
5.We're all gonna die and go to the same grave.And so on...
I couldn't find a single comment about change
So my question is do you think this is one of the reasons we stayed poor and how many of you think this way?
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Time passed. Moments come and go.
Some happy, some sad with a bunch of frustration.
Then one Sunday, after being asleep for the whole day due to i felt dizzy. I decided to go out to some fast food place around my house. Yet i had to go to the ATM first since i donโt have any money. In my way to the ATM i saw a man laying down in his chest on the pedestrian lane. I was not in the mood to help but i just decided to pull him aside and go. Then i start pulling him up and drag him to the side of the pedestrian lane. While doing that i saw his face and sadly i knew that face, the person. It was that guy i met almost a year and a half ago.
It was like a dejavu, but now it is a calm beautiful Sunday instead of a foggy winter night. He holds a plastic bag and i reached to the bag i searched it and i found a juice which is half drunk. I take it out and i gave him some, then i add more, then a little more. He became conscious after a while. Then he tried to show me his pocket and spoke in a broken way to give him a pill from his pocket. I reached to the pocket and gave him one.
After a while two women came and ask what happened. He replied the same answer that he told me a year and a half ago and when they know he is diabetic one went and brought some food with plastic bag.
We chatted a bit. I asked him about his work thinking what he has been through after that night. He told me he started working in the new "atikelt tera" around sefera as a daily laborer, carrying the luggage of buyers. He looks devastated, the dust in his hair, his bruised hands, the oil and dust stains in his trousers, and his worn out plastic sandals with his dust covered foot tell things aren't improved for him.
He became fully conscious after ten minutes or so. And i felt discomfort by the gaze of people who pass by. I asked him if he can walk and if we go to some other place. He said he can and we went to some other nearby place which doesnโt attract attention.
Until he started eating, he told me about his deaf aunt. I listened like i didn't know the story. He told me that he fall down at times, and one day some people took his mobile and his blood glucose monitoring kit when he was laid down unconscious. He told me he only have 7 birr in his pocket so after eating the food he planned to walk up to mexico and he would go by taxi to merkato where his home is found by the 7 birr he have. I asked him why he didn't eat food, he said his costumers didn't come since it is sunday and usually they will give him if they were there, in the work place. And also he told me other difficulties that he told me a year and a half ago. I listened him like i was hearing it for the first time. I didn't see the use of telling him i met him before and that he told me things.
He ate what that woman brought and i gave him 20 birr and i showed him where he catch the bus or a taxi if he want and i said goodbye, he said "egziabher yistelegn" and cross the road to the bus station.
A year and a half passed and from the looks and from the things that he told me i can guess things are more or less the same, may be a bit worse or may be a bit better. But the same i think. Yet he continues his struggle, he carries fifty kilo onion to survive.
What about me what happened to me in the year and half has my situation improved ? Did it become worse? Maybe it is a bit better, may be it is worse. But i think it is the same fundamentally i think. Yet i continued to struggle. Hoping things will be better, things will improve. Hoping i will have less regrets. Swinging between what i ought to do and what i want to do, Pulled in different direction between my impulses and my conscience.
However, life is worth living despite the suffering. For that diabetic man and for me also.
How similar is that.
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Time passed. Moments come and go.
Some happy, some sad with a bunch of frustration.
Then one Sunday, after being asleep for the whole day due to i felt dizzy. I decided to go out to some fast food place around my house. Yet i had to go to the ATM first since i donโt have any money. In my way to the ATM i saw a man laying down in his chest on the pedestrian lane. I was not in the mood to help but i just decided to pull him aside and go. Then i start pulling him up and drag him to the side of the pedestrian lane. While doing that i saw his face and sadly i knew that face, the person. It was that guy i met almost a year and a half ago.
It was like a dejavu, but now it is a calm beautiful Sunday instead of a foggy winter night. He holds a plastic bag and i reached to the bag i searched it and i found a juice which is half drunk. I take it out and i gave him some, then i add more, then a little more. He became conscious after a while. Then he tried to show me his pocket and spoke in a broken way to give him a pill from his pocket. I reached to the pocket and gave him one.
After a while two women came and ask what happened. He replied the same answer that he told me a year and a half ago and when they know he is diabetic one went and brought some food with plastic bag.
We chatted a bit. I asked him about his work thinking what he has been through after that night. He told me he started working in the new "atikelt tera" around sefera as a daily laborer, carrying the luggage of buyers. He looks devastated, the dust in his hair, his bruised hands, the oil and dust stains in his trousers, and his worn out plastic sandals with his dust covered foot tell things aren't improved for him.
He became fully conscious after ten minutes or so. And i felt discomfort by the gaze of people who pass by. I asked him if he can walk and if we go to some other place. He said he can and we went to some other nearby place which doesnโt attract attention.
Until he started eating, he told me about his deaf aunt. I listened like i didn't know the story. He told me that he fall down at times, and one day some people took his mobile and his blood glucose monitoring kit when he was laid down unconscious. He told me he only have 7 birr in his pocket so after eating the food he planned to walk up to mexico and he would go by taxi to merkato where his home is found by the 7 birr he have. I asked him why he didn't eat food, he said his costumers didn't come since it is sunday and usually they will give him if they were there, in the work place. And also he told me other difficulties that he told me a year and a half ago. I listened him like i was hearing it for the first time. I didn't see the use of telling him i met him before and that he told me things.
He ate what that woman brought and i gave him 20 birr and i showed him where he catch the bus or a taxi if he want and i said goodbye, he said "egziabher yistelegn" and cross the road to the bus station.
A year and a half passed and from the looks and from the things that he told me i can guess things are more or less the same, may be a bit worse or may be a bit better. But the same i think. Yet he continues his struggle, he carries fifty kilo onion to survive.
What about me what happened to me in the year and half has my situation improved ? Did it become worse? Maybe it is a bit better, may be it is worse. But i think it is the same fundamentally i think. Yet i continued to struggle. Hoping things will be better, things will improve. Hoping i will have less regrets. Swinging between what i ought to do and what i want to do, Pulled in different direction between my impulses and my conscience.
However, life is worth living despite the suffering. For that diabetic man and for me also.
How similar is that.
Oh God
Oh life.
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Long story short, sister asked me to look at her computer while she was at college because it was running slow, decided to look at her history (I know I shouldn't have done this) and found lots of brother-sister incest porn.
I wouldn't be too bothered if it was just a fantasy, I mean it's weird but whatever, but she acts sexually/flirty towards me a lot of the time. I thought it was my imagination at first but apparently not. Maybe she asked me to check her computer so that I find what is on it.
It's kind of weirding me out, and if I bring it up with her she'll just deny it and say the porn was her boyfriend.
So yeah, I don't know what to do.
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Long story short, sister asked me to look at her computer while she was at college because it was running slow, decided to look at her history (I know I shouldn't have done this) and found lots of brother-sister incest porn.
I wouldn't be too bothered if it was just a fantasy, I mean it's weird but whatever, but she acts sexually/flirty towards me a lot of the time. I thought it was my imagination at first but apparently not. Maybe she asked me to check her computer so that I find what is on it.
It's kind of weirding me out, and if I bring it up with her she'll just deny it and say the porn was her boyfriend.
So yeah, I don't know what to do.
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Hey y'all. Female here 20. So I need advice from y'all. Me and my boyfriend have been together for over a year and a half now. I love him so much and he loves me as well, we're like bestfriends really but the thing is he doesn't change his outfit like it's definitely not a deal breaker but these days it started bothering me like me I get out of my way trying to look cute and stuff you know just throw a lil eyeshadow and mascara to look pretty especially if we plan a date but him idk it's been like this since we met, its not like he doesn't have money to buy pair of shirts. He doesn't even cut his hair properly ale aydel แแต แจแแฝ nw
He mentioned that he doesn't like to impress other people but what about me tho am his girl๐ญ plus he's been gaining too much weight and i don't wanna comment on it uk like it's his life not mine but am kinda turned off by somethings, am I a bad person for thinking like this? Don't say that I don't love him cuz I do but any advice? Thanks and be kind please.
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Hey y'all. Female here 20. So I need advice from y'all. Me and my boyfriend have been together for over a year and a half now. I love him so much and he loves me as well, we're like bestfriends really but the thing is he doesn't change his outfit like it's definitely not a deal breaker but these days it started bothering me like me I get out of my way trying to look cute and stuff you know just throw a lil eyeshadow and mascara to look pretty especially if we plan a date but him idk it's been like this since we met, its not like he doesn't have money to buy pair of shirts. He doesn't even cut his hair properly ale aydel แแต แจแแฝ nw
He mentioned that he doesn't like to impress other people but what about me tho am his girl๐ญ plus he's been gaining too much weight and i don't wanna comment on it uk like it's his life not mine but am kinda turned off by somethings, am I a bad person for thinking like this? Don't say that I don't love him cuz I do but any advice? Thanks and be kind please.
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I'm a dude 23
The thing is i've been in long distance relationship with this girl for 3 years and recently i found out she is cheating on me ena i break up with her gen after that i got into depression for the first time in my life .... Help me out please
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I'm a dude 23
The thing is i've been in long distance relationship with this girl for 3 years and recently i found out she is cheating on me ena i break up with her gen after that i got into depression for the first time in my life .... Help me out please
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Hi guys this is my first time venting sooo am 18m and I have some questions to ask u guy especially males so here it goes can an 18 year old boy ejaculate more than once? What if he can't is that alright or it is bad? How can this problem be solved?
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Hi guys this is my first time venting sooo am 18m and I have some questions to ask u guy especially males so here it goes can an 18 year old boy ejaculate more than once? What if he can't is that alright or it is bad? How can this problem be solved?
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I am a medical anesthetist, currently working at a prestigious hospital in Addis Ababa. Over the past two months, I have been very depressed. I hate my job so much that when I get up in the morning to go to work, I feel like I am going to die on the battlefield. As a large referral hospital we have so many patients who are deadly ill and in the operation room it's usual to have a dead body on your hand specially mother's dead body because of pregnancy related complication. Every single day this rough situation worsen my depression. Besides, I don't have a single friend to express my feelings to. I think it is a failure to talk to people in person because I think I am complete and strong person. Please, if you are in a situation similar to the one I am going through, I need your help
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I am a medical anesthetist, currently working at a prestigious hospital in Addis Ababa. Over the past two months, I have been very depressed. I hate my job so much that when I get up in the morning to go to work, I feel like I am going to die on the battlefield. As a large referral hospital we have so many patients who are deadly ill and in the operation room it's usual to have a dead body on your hand specially mother's dead body because of pregnancy related complication. Every single day this rough situation worsen my depression. Besides, I don't have a single friend to express my feelings to. I think it is a failure to talk to people in person because I think I am complete and strong person. Please, if you are in a situation similar to the one I am going through, I need your help
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Do u guys feel that sometimes your life is a joke and no one cares at all i mean no one well I'm feeling it idk wtf to do idk what I'm gonna do idk a shit what's going with my life i just i don't feel nothing it's like I'm in the middle of the ocean n no one is there no one could help me n it feels like I'm drowning i just feel empty my inside is dying n no one will understand that they only see what they wanna see n they imagine everything is perfect no it's not sometimes i want all this thing to be over but i know that this is temporary n shit but i just can't take it anymore sorry for wasting ur time or whatever
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Do u guys feel that sometimes your life is a joke and no one cares at all i mean no one well I'm feeling it idk wtf to do idk what I'm gonna do idk a shit what's going with my life i just i don't feel nothing it's like I'm in the middle of the ocean n no one is there no one could help me n it feels like I'm drowning i just feel empty my inside is dying n no one will understand that they only see what they wanna see n they imagine everything is perfect no it's not sometimes i want all this thing to be over but i know that this is temporary n shit but i just can't take it anymore sorry for wasting ur time or whatever
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I'm 22 year old male. And I can't stop getting angry. One of the things that make me go off is ny lack of intimacy. All people say is "wait till you're 30" "the time will come". Funny thing us, people usually saying that to me either got someone waiting for them later or they have much lower thirst or they live like monks. I don't think any of them understand. I hear the "you're not entitled to sex" more and more these days. Do you think I chose to be a thirsty? Or they bring up the lord. No offense but why am I created like this? I've been single my entire life ( since hitting puberty) and it's tiring. Idk how it works for other people. I just want to stop getting angry. My sexual urges only got me into porn addiction which ruined my life. If things keep going like this, they might get really ugly. Telling me " just get a gf" is like telling homeless people to get rich. I just want the rage and resentment to go. I've tried weed, it works, but not these days. I've even considered prostitutes, but you know all the dodgy things that come with it. Besides, I want to be craved and drooled over for me, not for the money I'd pay. I feel ashamed for writing this btw. Almost forgot, approaching normal girls didn't work either, all of them got 0 interest. Maybe I'm repulsive or something. See y'all around.
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I'm 22 year old male. And I can't stop getting angry. One of the things that make me go off is ny lack of intimacy. All people say is "wait till you're 30" "the time will come". Funny thing us, people usually saying that to me either got someone waiting for them later or they have much lower thirst or they live like monks. I don't think any of them understand. I hear the "you're not entitled to sex" more and more these days. Do you think I chose to be a thirsty? Or they bring up the lord. No offense but why am I created like this? I've been single my entire life ( since hitting puberty) and it's tiring. Idk how it works for other people. I just want to stop getting angry. My sexual urges only got me into porn addiction which ruined my life. If things keep going like this, they might get really ugly. Telling me " just get a gf" is like telling homeless people to get rich. I just want the rage and resentment to go. I've tried weed, it works, but not these days. I've even considered prostitutes, but you know all the dodgy things that come with it. Besides, I want to be craved and drooled over for me, not for the money I'd pay. I feel ashamed for writing this btw. Almost forgot, approaching normal girls didn't work either, all of them got 0 interest. Maybe I'm repulsive or something. See y'all around.
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I'm beautiful,sexy, and also smart(rare combination),obviously everybody liyawaragn yifelgal (please be pessimistic).
So the thing is i'm in love with sombody who is younger than me.... But he is so smart,matured, cute and btm yasblgnal,ena kzi befit he stares likeee btm gena salakew ena bzu gizie eye contact yinorenal kzan tegbaban and i like him a lot ...now,i can' t even see his eyes God????.
Ahun Lela hager hidual le t.t ,sometimes i insist and phonecall or text enaweraln alfo alfo (bzu ngr nbr gn kayew yakbgnal bcha be bzu agatamiwoch lene yehone ngr endalew yasayegnal may be yene aredad kehone i don't know, even be guadegnaye slk nw vent madergew endayakbgn slken slemiyzew simeta????) ....lenegrew alchilm not in a million years,gn esu bilegn btm des yilegnal.
I like you veryyy much ยฐZยฐโค(it is not love...is it de?????? no it is not...)
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I'm beautiful,sexy, and also smart(rare combination),obviously everybody liyawaragn yifelgal (please be pessimistic).
So the thing is i'm in love with sombody who is younger than me.... But he is so smart,matured, cute and btm yasblgnal,ena kzi befit he stares likeee btm gena salakew ena bzu gizie eye contact yinorenal kzan tegbaban and i like him a lot ...now,i can' t even see his eyes God????.
Ahun Lela hager hidual le t.t ,sometimes i insist and phonecall or text enaweraln alfo alfo (bzu ngr nbr gn kayew yakbgnal bcha be bzu agatamiwoch lene yehone ngr endalew yasayegnal may be yene aredad kehone i don't know, even be guadegnaye slk nw vent madergew endayakbgn slken slemiyzew simeta????) ....lenegrew alchilm not in a million years,gn esu bilegn btm des yilegnal.
I like you veryyy much ยฐZยฐโค(it is not love...is it de?????? no it is not...)
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I feel as if I have no control over my psyche. Trying to change, untangling a web of my own shitty neurons might as well mean breaking apart the coils of my DNA. Almost feels like a curse to sense my own potential, to have people tell it to me all my life, and yet never have the strength to actualize it. I am still young, but going into my early twenties, I am desperate. Desperate to at least exert some meaningful control over my actions, for it to at least not feel so hard to do the most basic and menial things for myself.
Anyone in my position would have made quick work of making money, forming and maintaining quality relationships, and making something of themselves. Instead, most of my free time I spend alone with a laptop, doing nothing with myself but pushing people away and pushing the day I die ever closer with this terrible lifestyle.
Maybe I was just born with a disposition for low energy. And I never used to think it affected me before but perhaps I am just the poster boy for a broken home. Regardless of any explanation, I have let my girlfriend down for so long. And I don't think I have one anymore.
I just want to find people who used to be weak, and for them to tell me why they are not weak anymore. The pitfalls and struggles they faced as they got better. The strategies they implemented, the time scale it took.
I am not looking for pity, sympathy, or insults. I probably deserve the latter though so if you hate me that much, you can go ahead and write one out. Maybe it will be good for me somehow.
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I feel as if I have no control over my psyche. Trying to change, untangling a web of my own shitty neurons might as well mean breaking apart the coils of my DNA. Almost feels like a curse to sense my own potential, to have people tell it to me all my life, and yet never have the strength to actualize it. I am still young, but going into my early twenties, I am desperate. Desperate to at least exert some meaningful control over my actions, for it to at least not feel so hard to do the most basic and menial things for myself.
Anyone in my position would have made quick work of making money, forming and maintaining quality relationships, and making something of themselves. Instead, most of my free time I spend alone with a laptop, doing nothing with myself but pushing people away and pushing the day I die ever closer with this terrible lifestyle.
Maybe I was just born with a disposition for low energy. And I never used to think it affected me before but perhaps I am just the poster boy for a broken home. Regardless of any explanation, I have let my girlfriend down for so long. And I don't think I have one anymore.
I just want to find people who used to be weak, and for them to tell me why they are not weak anymore. The pitfalls and struggles they faced as they got better. The strategies they implemented, the time scale it took.
I am not looking for pity, sympathy, or insults. I probably deserve the latter though so if you hate me that much, you can go ahead and write one out. Maybe it will be good for me somehow.
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