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Am struggling with suicidal thoughts and feeling not good enough
I dont feel motivated to improve my self and my mental health.
I have mood swings and nightmares

I have regrets about the past and its like am in an endless loop
Self hater, doubts bother m alot
I cant sleep
I hate my frnds i feel like they think less of me and cant see my worth
They r better on things they do and they always make sure am staying down.
Avoiding them is hard cuz i have known them for most of my life
I dont feel motivated at all
Every one and every thing seems boring
I overthink and almost can see how am gonna end up with new ppls am meeting
I dont like to chat i feel bothered
And sometimes am kinda desperate for at least someone's attention some one who can see my worth.
Am very free and so capable to do any thing i like
There is nothing i like now
Memories from the past comes up to me in my dreams and cry my eyes out feeling weak

I needed to get this out off my chest thank u for ur time

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I've got good mark on entrance exam. And I was curious if university is worth it. I'm torn between the idea to study in private or go to university. None of my friends are going. But I want to. Not for the freedom as they say but I'm social student and I want to study political science or journalism and I've never heard any private university teaching this fields. But on the other hand private universities give u so much free time so I thought I might have a part time job and study full time. I'm confused. So if any of u both university and private students or graduates which one is better. I don't want to regret anything so please help me. Thank you.

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I noticed I always felt slightly more depressed after watching shows like euphoria and 13 reasons why. Is it just me? Could it be because they are designed to make the audience feel that way? If so, why would anyone decide to make some shows? Professionals, what do y'all think?

Note: Am currently not feeling depressed rn but it was just something I observed.

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Dear god , from all the things i did and i am still doing i know you might not hear me now ... but i got no one afterall it's always you who is there for me . Here i am asking again even though i don't deserve your answers . And i know you won't let me down . I've tried to be a better child of yours but I've failed you a thousand times and i am from my deep heart  very  sorry. I know i say sorry all the time . I guess i am just too stupid to learn from my mistakes . And am always ready for your punishments . But please don't punish me by my biggest goal. You know what it is . To make my dad happy . Everything i do eventho i am bad at it , is for my dad . And i wish i can see his proud smiling face for me . I've failed so bad this time and i have only one hope . And its you . Please , lord , for my dad , let me just have one chance to make this right . And let this be the last time for me to be stupid and make me live for my dreams . AMEN!

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Hello beautiful people, this might not be to be seen as a problem, but I need to let it out of my chest. So I am recently out of a DDlg relationship that is considered very weird for most other people. I don't want to talk about this relationship because what is done is done. But during this relationship I really got to be in my little space and way too deep to BDSM that I never been too... Any way now that I am trying to get in my life and start anew. But I really find out it is hard to be out of this life style, to be completely out of DDlg and the BDSM. And even I wanted to stay in this life, I am struggling to find a partner for this.DDlg must need another partner to be in that life and it is difficult when it come to the littles. And where there are a lot of communities for people who like BDSM and DDlg out of Ethiopia... To find a person who shares the same kinda lifestyle is very rare here. And I really need a partner who really understands all the thing that in the DDlg and in the BDSM. I couldn't find an Ethiopian community to talk with people, I really would you guys to recommend me any community that you know of. Because um am, more than often getting into my little space when the time and place is wrongand I need to hear other people's experiences and thought and talk to them

Thank you in advance, sorry for my errors and grammar mistakes

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don't get me wrong but im not depressed or trying to kms but idek why tho i feel exhausted literally every single day i mean definitely not that kind of exhausted even if i went to take a nap or rest i mostly didn't do anything but still tired my mood went down and low at some point for small problem srsly lol oke and on the other hand i feel like im the most emotional person i constantly don't feel any excitement or motivated in my life futhermore my anger issue went out of control and then burst into tears

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18 M here. I am an upcoming artist. Music producer,writer and singer. I started making music as a hobby about 4 years ago and its safe to say i have came a long way. From making music in my bedroom to making a full recording studio with my friends. Recently i even got the chance to work with KASSMASE. I been producing for many other artists and also my own music. I have a little following. I am also a very good scoring student. Basically all i am trying to say is i feel like am doing well in life and creating my future dream of being a musician. But the thing is i still cant sleep well at night. I feel restless. I feel lonely. I worry that accomplishing my dreams wont make me happy. I get with girls cuz i think i need them but after a while i get bored cuz i feel absolutely noting for them. And the ones i think i loved just never loved me back. I just get lost and just think about why i even do all this. Like what does it mattet?

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Seme tsega adelem ye 23 amet set lij negn
So I have a boyfriend that I love, we have been dating for three years(second year of college) he is smart and funny and thoughtful and goofy and a bonus really hot(I sometimes wonder how I even got him)
I love him and I know he loves me and our relationship has become so serious that he even talks about a future with me. Now ever since he started talking about me and him starting our life together I have been wondering about something....
We still haven’t done the deed no matter how many times I ask him too. He doesn’t even go down on me. Nor does he let me go down on him. He only lets me see it sometimes and that’s not enough for me. I’m not a sex addict or whatever but it would be nice to have my needs fulfilled. So I don’t consider this cheating but I’ve started seeing other dudes just for sex. Don’t get me wrong I’m still madly in love with my guy. Keza last time I went to this party and hooked up with his brother not knowing it was his brother. And now he knows and I think I’m losing him but I can’t. If I will lose him I’ll kill my self. And if I’m with him and don’t have sex, I’ll still kill my self. Please. Help.!

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Here's the thing I'm outgoing and socialize with the person I'm comfortable with and with my friends.....but lately a fight with my bestfriend made me withdrawn a little.....i mean i talk i laugh and do stuff with my friends but I keep to myself i don't share anything with my bestfriend ( before we tell each other everything) i do things by myself i go out with my friends if necessary.....I've made a decision after our fight ( its not even a fight just ignoring each other ) and talking to her to just distance myself from her and other to keep things to myself and stuff....she respected my decision...........and lately I've been thinking that if i made the right decision i mean if people think of u as a person who makes mistakes all the time and hurt people with her action i think u will stay away like i did.....even tho I'm a human and human makes mistakes.....apparently some people doesn't feel that way.....anyways just wanted to let it out.

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Hi Guys so here is the thing.. zendro cumpus gebi negn 1st year ena betam chenkognal bc tmrten betam techewalew endet manebeb endalebgn hula alawkm malet dro aneb nber gn highschool kegebaw behuala mayhon guadegna yze manebeb mnamn tche nber so ahun cumpus legeba nw ena endezi endemalketl awkalew gn laneb sle ydebregnal enklfe ymetal i really don't know wt to do ymer endebefitu tmrte lay focus mareg efelgalew gn kebedegn dro lelit hula eyetenesaw aneb nber ahun gn😭.. So guys plss normal nw ystekakelal belugn coz bezi huneta ye cumpus tmrten hula mchers aymeslegnm.
So give me ur advice beteley cumpus temari yalachu mkerugn esti endet baneb nw tru wetet mamtat mchlew ena be ken le sent seat manbeb ynorbgnal??...

Ena lelaw demo eyetemarku part time job bsera des ylegnal ena mihon ymeslachuhal malt ke cumpus tmert ga ygachal blachu tasbalachu ena mn aynet part time job nw mihonew esti ngerugn lemdu yalachu bc i have no idea plss aytachu endatalfu I'm badly need help... Thank u😊

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So I made the mistake of getting in hilcoe thinking I will have both good education and a good college experience and boy was I wrong. I mean the education is great but not worth all the freaking money. The school freaking sucks the soul out of you and I have never been more miserable literally. I never imagined my college years to end up like this. I can't even consider transfering because I had to convince my family to let me in this school and now it's too late.
I swear to God I even forgot how to laugh or smile. I forgot how to have nice conversations with people that aren't related to school. I'm always dreading the moment where I have to force myself to wake up and drag my ass to class. I hate it sooo much that it has gotten to a point where I tear up at hallway thinking of all the years I have left of this God forbidden school.

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one thing that's comforting about this channel is that you can see other people going to similar situations as you are.
I'm 19,M and I was sexually abused when I was 5. He was 16 and I wasn't coerced but I was groomed into it. It started as a big brother type of deal. We would play football and then go to his house and eat something. Then we started to watch movies together. We later found his father's porno magazine collection (they were foreigners.) He would scroll through the pages and choose women(I didn't know wtf I was doing, yet my he was doing it so I went along) eventually He made it a competition. Who would choose the best woman the fastest...he proposed the loser suck the other person's dick. lol this is not a scene from porn. I remember that I pushed back against it but he told me it was okay. I didn't know anything soo when I was told I lost I would suck his dick. and sometimes he'd tell me I won and I'd get sucked off. Still being a child I didn't know what the salty and metallic taste was in my mouth, All I was told was to swallow.

This ,single handeldy ,has a lot to do with my severe mental health problems rn...

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I believe suicide is a choice. Just because we are born and alive doesn't mean we're obliged to be stuck in meaningless existence until some accident or disease finally kills us. Life is a hustle but it's usually without a fruit, we are always hustling in our daily lives mentally or physically but for no avail. I don't want to fight anymore, I'm tired of the unending mental suffering.

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I miss you, a. (not dick lol) I wish you kept your promise so I didn't have to hurt you to make you leave permanently so I wouldn't be hurt a third time. It was an impulsive decision. I wish I never met you but I also cherish our conversations from time to time. I wish you didn't leave because then I'd have you as part of my day, I feel empty the time I used to spend with you, which now is spent thinking of you because I can never let go of things. I wish I could. I wish you'd come back so I'll have more memories to make which I'll cherish when you leave again. Why do you always have to leave me? I hate temporary things. But I also wish you stay away so I won't have more memories of you haunting me

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For Christians (follower of Jesus Christ!)
This idea has been on my mind for a long time, but now I have come to conclusions. የክርስትና መንገድ ለኔ እንደማይሆን !!
I have tried hard to live like Christ, but I have not been able to live.
ሮሜ 8:30 those whom he predestined he also called; And those whom he called he also justified; He honored those whom He approved. ይል የለ ቅዱስ ቃሉ ወይ እኔ I may not have been selected.still አለሁ እኮ ,ቸርች ውስጥ አለሁ ለሰዉም አለሁ ግን የለሁም
አንድ ጊዜ ለብ አንድጊዜ ቀዝቃዛ መሆን ትርፉ መተፋት ነው!
I gave up on ክርስትና

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Hello guys
Here's the thing, I'm an 18 year old about to go to university and i want to be a social person there, techawach tegbabi guy. I only have one friend and don't message with anybody except him rn but i want to change that. My question is how do i? Please give me detailed answers not those generic ones. I don't like where i am rn and i want to change that so help me out.

This question is exclusively for people who went from being lonely to having friends, for the people who had no social skills then went on to be those techawach extroverted people, for the people who had a hard time starting conversations before but then went on to start and hold conversations easily.

Please, if you always had an easy time talking to people don't answer this. If youre a natural introvert who doesn't want too much social interactions don't answer this. I want advice from people who have actually been in my position and managed to get out of it.

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Hi its my first time venting out what i feel .. so am 18 F i live with my dad only ..he is strict like i cant go out ,cant talk to ppl with phone he have like lots of rules and stuff and also i have epilepsy and bc of that i didnt learn for few years .. i feel really benath ppl and i cant face ppl i always feel like everyone is above me and stuff bc of my dad and epilepsy i become antisocial and depressed i always think about suicide and stuff i dont have friends and also i cant trust ppl ..recently i got a boyfriend but i couldn't trust him and i kept pushing him away and i always think he is playing me and he dosen't love me idk what to do am sorry i talked a lot????

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Okay so I have a question, boys... what's ur intention when u meet girls online I mean mn asbachu mtanagruat like she will be my best friend, or friends with benefit or she will be my girlfriend or someone to pass the time with what just what

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Hello everyone Im 21 M. there is this girl that I fucking love like I love every little single thing about her she kinda of girl that I want to marry. But she doesn't love me. I've confessed my feelings and she rejected me. It hurts to find out the girl that I loved this much doesn't love me back. So long story short I immediately stopped talking to her and I started acting like I cut her off my life like completely but I couldn't even if I pretend like she means nothing to me I still fucking love her. Just to get over her I even got into this relationship with the girl that I don't even like. And she thinks im happy with this relationship that i have. I wish she knows how much i love her and how much she means to me. I wish I tell her everyday how much I love her but I don't wanna get rejected twice. So I'll just keep it low while it's killing me inside.

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Hi guys mn meselachu ahun yalenbetn huneta tawkalachu betam be zer mnamn tekefaflenal hulum lerasu zer nw midegfew ene gn bezi alamnm.. Oromiya kelel west nw tewelje yadekut gn ya yetweld botayen enji maneneten aygeltsm and Ethiopia 🇪🇹nen bye masbew period... Plus sle zer siyawerubgnm or social media lay sesemam betam nw mnadedew getan...

Ena ahun ahun yhe guday betam eyasasebegn nw ale aydel ahun yalenbet huneta hagerachn west yetenesaw tornet hulum enditelala argotal ene begle ye manenem zer altelam gn boyfriend biyz enkua maybe yehone chgr bifetrs bye feralew endet endemasredachu alakm gn bicha hulum yerasu hager tewelaj bicha eyekerebe yale ymeslegnal ena ahun lay ke Ethiopia wechi yhone twelaj nw magbat eyasebku yalehut bezi mknnyat yetenesa so is it normal or I'm crazy
... Anyways wede tyakeye sgeba beteley wendoch plss be honest.. malet ke zerachu wechi yehoenechn set tagebalachu familyachu mnamn mndn miyasbew enantes mndn mtasbut bezi guday... hasabachun ngerugn ena mnalbat hulum sew slezer mayasb kehone edlen endmokr😊

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የኔ ሕይወት እና የኔ ችግር
ተራራ ላይ ከቆመ መኪና አይለያይም :: አንዲት ትንሽ ነገር ብዙ ግዜ ታግሼው በፀሎት የያዝኩትን መከራ እና ችግር ከመቀስቀስ እና ከማስታወስ በላይ ወደ ቁልቁለቱ በፍጥነት አምዘግዝጎ እንዲወርድ ያረገዋል እናም ከሁሉም lowest መድረሻው እራስህን አጥፋ የሚል ነው ::
በርግጥ እንዴት በትንሽ ነገር እንዲ ታስባለህ ልትሉ ትችላላችሁ. ስንት በ ጦርነት የተጎዳ ህይወቱ ተስፋ የሌለው ሰው እራሱ ዝም ብሎ መኖርን ይመርጣልም ልትሉ ትችላላችሁ, የኔ ግን ለየት ያለ ነው

ከባድ የሚመስል የዘላለም ህመም,
ለስሙ ጉአደኛ የልቤን አያውቁም,
በሰው መሃል ሆኘ ያረገኝ ብቸኛ,
እስከመቼ ድረስ ልሁን ህመምተኛ?

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