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uk before 3 or 4 weeks ko u used to have ur goose bumps all over ur body when i say those sweet words to u and u'd blush for'em but now nothing like boom everything changed ik everyday eyaweran new gn i miss the old us my pady i wish i didn't tell u that i loved u from the beginning eventhough uk me as an open book but now i feel like i lost u i cry every night but the thing i've done to u can't let u see that am hurtin i wiill always love u mine????
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uk before 3 or 4 weeks ko u used to have ur goose bumps all over ur body when i say those sweet words to u and u'd blush for'em but now nothing like boom everything changed ik everyday eyaweran new gn i miss the old us my pady i wish i didn't tell u that i loved u from the beginning eventhough uk me as an open book but now i feel like i lost u i cry every night but the thing i've done to u can't let u see that am hurtin i wiill always love u mine????
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I felt like shit
multiple problems arrived at the same time, I have been suspecting myself having infantile amnesia, but I never would think I'd desire to experience childhood again, but these days everytime I sees a childish things I felt, uneasy I could say
I feel like i wanted to experience childhood again, yet I'm a teenager now so it's immature for me to do so, my mom keep on asking me abt my childhood like being so interested in my childhood
what do I remember? NONE
and then she continued babbling abt how I have a forgetful mind at this such young age
my childhood memory is so blurry rn
I only remember being in a hospital getting injected and then I play my tablet in the hospital with some random kid
the only memory I even remember is just me being in a hospital
and then these days my memory getting worse and I keep on forgetting every promises I made with my friend, it's not like i didn't see that as an important stuff, I just don't remember abt it
and talking abt I forgot an important stuff, imagine abt the casual stuff? I forgot what I did last 3 days
and then I wanted to tell out this things to my most trusted friends yet they always replies late, rn they didn't reply yet, it's been one week and the only message I sent is just 'hey sorry for the bother but can I vent to you?'
and I had a miscommunication with my other friends
and then my final came around I have to focus on study but then I can't focus I always distracted and then I'd cry if my grades are low and then I maybe start loosing friends again because they always wnat me to help them with their studies
if adding the fact I forgot what i study it just worse
I often had a headache because of this stuff, I just what a rest honestly
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I felt like shit
multiple problems arrived at the same time, I have been suspecting myself having infantile amnesia, but I never would think I'd desire to experience childhood again, but these days everytime I sees a childish things I felt, uneasy I could say
I feel like i wanted to experience childhood again, yet I'm a teenager now so it's immature for me to do so, my mom keep on asking me abt my childhood like being so interested in my childhood
what do I remember? NONE
and then she continued babbling abt how I have a forgetful mind at this such young age
my childhood memory is so blurry rn
I only remember being in a hospital getting injected and then I play my tablet in the hospital with some random kid
the only memory I even remember is just me being in a hospital
and then these days my memory getting worse and I keep on forgetting every promises I made with my friend, it's not like i didn't see that as an important stuff, I just don't remember abt it
and talking abt I forgot an important stuff, imagine abt the casual stuff? I forgot what I did last 3 days
and then I wanted to tell out this things to my most trusted friends yet they always replies late, rn they didn't reply yet, it's been one week and the only message I sent is just 'hey sorry for the bother but can I vent to you?'
and I had a miscommunication with my other friends
and then my final came around I have to focus on study but then I can't focus I always distracted and then I'd cry if my grades are low and then I maybe start loosing friends again because they always wnat me to help them with their studies
if adding the fact I forgot what i study it just worse
I often had a headache because of this stuff, I just what a rest honestly
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I am genuinely sick and tired of giving people a chance especially girls. All i was asking for was a girl who is smart, clean and low maintenance nothing out of the ordinary but some how every girl that came into my life has their own intolerable problems and dont get me wrong i was understanding. U all should dp better honestly and so will we.
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I am genuinely sick and tired of giving people a chance especially girls. All i was asking for was a girl who is smart, clean and low maintenance nothing out of the ordinary but some how every girl that came into my life has their own intolerable problems and dont get me wrong i was understanding. U all should dp better honestly and so will we.
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This is really stupid even to vent,I don't trust him!!! 3 months ago a good friend of mine introduced me to this boy she believes is stg close to an angel and she was right he is but after we started calling n texting it all about him he talks about him it is him him him never made efforts to actually know me n all our conversation started feeling mehh!! We texted everyday ever since we met and he looks like he cares I tried to push him away, even blocked him even but he just doesn't give up now I am convinced he is up to stg I don't know why he keeps contacting and I am scared I could fall for someone playing games on me n I even told him straight up I hate our conversation it is just banter ,he still here . am crazy for thinking he is up to stg?
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This is really stupid even to vent,I don't trust him!!! 3 months ago a good friend of mine introduced me to this boy she believes is stg close to an angel and she was right he is but after we started calling n texting it all about him he talks about him it is him him him never made efforts to actually know me n all our conversation started feeling mehh!! We texted everyday ever since we met and he looks like he cares I tried to push him away, even blocked him even but he just doesn't give up now I am convinced he is up to stg I don't know why he keeps contacting and I am scared I could fall for someone playing games on me n I even told him straight up I hate our conversation it is just banter ,he still here . am crazy for thinking he is up to stg?
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π guys help me out, I was raised in a religious family (Orthodox Christian) I have been through senbet tmhrtbet, abnet and all that I was even expected to be Diacon but this days for reasons that i dont want to talk about now my spiritual life has been going down. I feel like i dont belong in Betekrstian at all. Even though i tried to convince my self I just can't I can feel my faith slowly fading awayπ what should I do??
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π guys help me out, I was raised in a religious family (Orthodox Christian) I have been through senbet tmhrtbet, abnet and all that I was even expected to be Diacon but this days for reasons that i dont want to talk about now my spiritual life has been going down. I feel like i dont belong in Betekrstian at all. Even though i tried to convince my self I just can't I can feel my faith slowly fading awayπ what should I do??
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So 22 male, here's the thing I have been in 3 relationships so far & the last one that I was in was completely online, now am not here to count relationships but the last one kind of got to me because how we came to be, how we clicked & the time we lasted made it seem like she was the true last one for me which made me gave it all & when that failed I was crushed even though I wasn't the reason. but then I got back on my feet, I always get in to relationships thinking that it would be the last & always live up to what is expected of me which made it easy to recover after breakups because I had no regrets after but now even though I feel completely fine i can't find it in me to go back in the dating world. I start to talk to girls & after an hour or 2 I end the conversation which is making me feel ill of my self, am I normal?
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So 22 male, here's the thing I have been in 3 relationships so far & the last one that I was in was completely online, now am not here to count relationships but the last one kind of got to me because how we came to be, how we clicked & the time we lasted made it seem like she was the true last one for me which made me gave it all & when that failed I was crushed even though I wasn't the reason. but then I got back on my feet, I always get in to relationships thinking that it would be the last & always live up to what is expected of me which made it easy to recover after breakups because I had no regrets after but now even though I feel completely fine i can't find it in me to go back in the dating world. I start to talk to girls & after an hour or 2 I end the conversation which is making me feel ill of my self, am I normal?
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Don't judge me or say balager but I'm planning to visit AA and I've never been anywhere on my own. I'm waiting for my entrance result but God knows when it will be out so I've decided to enjoy my time before I got tied up with school again. I've saved up some money and I'm planning to stay with family there. But since I've never been there for a long time I've never had the chance to visit most places. So I'm asking u to give me suggestions I like parks, museums, libraries, coffees, idk if we have any of those but pet stores maybe. Also if anyone is interested to go out and visit this places with me it will be cool. But I'm not into night life or anything like that. I'm 19F if that helps. Thanks.
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Don't judge me or say balager but I'm planning to visit AA and I've never been anywhere on my own. I'm waiting for my entrance result but God knows when it will be out so I've decided to enjoy my time before I got tied up with school again. I've saved up some money and I'm planning to stay with family there. But since I've never been there for a long time I've never had the chance to visit most places. So I'm asking u to give me suggestions I like parks, museums, libraries, coffees, idk if we have any of those but pet stores maybe. Also if anyone is interested to go out and visit this places with me it will be cool. But I'm not into night life or anything like that. I'm 19F if that helps. Thanks.
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Sup guys hope u ol r great.
lemme get straight to z point. 22F... I'm sooo busy but amn't doin sth important but i just feel this way. I have a lot of staff to do like academical things, spiritual n so on. I wanna change a lot in my behavior. I want success badly like being genius student, spiritual (christian) , humble , loving one bla bla. but I have a lot of problems which distract me from being z person I want to be. like idk how could I give respect fo maself bcoz when z one who was nice to me start ignoring me or trying to show that I made them mad..I will do anything to get their attention again n this is behavior I really want to get rid of. n now is one's turn who made me forget about z one who was before him. am so thankful for it but why he hurt me after he said I would never hurt u. who could make me forget this one?
I want to have confident ,real christian (orthodox) friend who could help me on this journey.
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Sup guys hope u ol r great.
lemme get straight to z point. 22F... I'm sooo busy but amn't doin sth important but i just feel this way. I have a lot of staff to do like academical things, spiritual n so on. I wanna change a lot in my behavior. I want success badly like being genius student, spiritual (christian) , humble , loving one bla bla. but I have a lot of problems which distract me from being z person I want to be. like idk how could I give respect fo maself bcoz when z one who was nice to me start ignoring me or trying to show that I made them mad..I will do anything to get their attention again n this is behavior I really want to get rid of. n now is one's turn who made me forget about z one who was before him. am so thankful for it but why he hurt me after he said I would never hurt u. who could make me forget this one?
I want to have confident ,real christian (orthodox) friend who could help me on this journey.
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I am 20 female. I have this friend at uni, he is nice and I like him a lot. We kinda started talking and he was fun. So we went out on a couple of dates but it didnβt work for multiple reasons at that time. After that he had been cold and distant but recently he started texting me, asking to hang out mnamn. About 8 months ago I found out that I have skin cancer (melanoma). And after that I lost all hope and got really distant but he kept pushing. I finally caved and agreed to go out which was the best decision Iβve made. But now my condition is getting worse but I am playing it easy. He is starting to notice my shortness of breath and change in color of my skin, he worries. I just wanna ask should I tell him or not and if I do how do I tell him? Is it gonna be a deal breaker? Need ur input. Thanks In advance
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I am 20 female. I have this friend at uni, he is nice and I like him a lot. We kinda started talking and he was fun. So we went out on a couple of dates but it didnβt work for multiple reasons at that time. After that he had been cold and distant but recently he started texting me, asking to hang out mnamn. About 8 months ago I found out that I have skin cancer (melanoma). And after that I lost all hope and got really distant but he kept pushing. I finally caved and agreed to go out which was the best decision Iβve made. But now my condition is getting worse but I am playing it easy. He is starting to notice my shortness of breath and change in color of my skin, he worries. I just wanna ask should I tell him or not and if I do how do I tell him? Is it gonna be a deal breaker? Need ur input. Thanks In advance
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Hey I'm F 19 i have finished 12 waiting for my result so i was supposed to be in a government university far away from home and alone because if I'm close or stay home like right now it will be hard for my parents(they cant afford to pay for me at private uni) they are struggling with the bills and putting food on the table so i thought if im far way i wouldn't have to listen to my father and mother fight n cry in the middle of the nightπ£ i feel like I'm a bad luck to them (im their only child ) i tried to help them working at boutique it didn't last, then i was selling custom tshirts (π biggg anime fan π ) to friends and friends of friends π but i got crushed because there was no customers to keep my biss goin then after that i looked for a job here and there but my daddy dont want me out of the house π... our relatives used to help us sometimes but after a while u dont know the feeling to ask even ur close families for more money every timeπ© for my father that just crashes his soul i rather be dead than to see my father like that again π.. anyywayy im not here to whine or to cry about my problems.. First i wanted to say this out second i wanted yall to help me find a side hussle or something so u know atleast i can help my self withβ€οΈ
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Hey I'm F 19 i have finished 12 waiting for my result so i was supposed to be in a government university far away from home and alone because if I'm close or stay home like right now it will be hard for my parents(they cant afford to pay for me at private uni) they are struggling with the bills and putting food on the table so i thought if im far way i wouldn't have to listen to my father and mother fight n cry in the middle of the nightπ£ i feel like I'm a bad luck to them (im their only child ) i tried to help them working at boutique it didn't last, then i was selling custom tshirts (π biggg anime fan π ) to friends and friends of friends π but i got crushed because there was no customers to keep my biss goin then after that i looked for a job here and there but my daddy dont want me out of the house π... our relatives used to help us sometimes but after a while u dont know the feeling to ask even ur close families for more money every timeπ© for my father that just crashes his soul i rather be dead than to see my father like that again π.. anyywayy im not here to whine or to cry about my problems.. First i wanted to say this out second i wanted yall to help me find a side hussle or something so u know atleast i can help my self withβ€οΈ
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To be honest i think of my self as a loyal person who loves to be in a committed relationship for once in my life but right now i am at a danger zone i guess. There are 2 girls one i know around my college and i really love her i care about her and she does too. But the moment i asked her out to be my girl friend she said i don't need relationship so i said owkay let me be your friend even if it hurts my feeling then i get along with that . But in the other hand a girl whom i don't know personally suddenly from no where she texted me and asked me tb her bf with in a week . And i said yes but i guess i took the wrong decision and then she is totally obessed with me then i said to take things slowly and also i forgot to mention she is in debrezeit .(long distance) so i broke up with her then we stayed as friend tell me guys should i wait for the right time to ask the one i love orr be with a girl who loves me totally
Or be single until i find the right one
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To be honest i think of my self as a loyal person who loves to be in a committed relationship for once in my life but right now i am at a danger zone i guess. There are 2 girls one i know around my college and i really love her i care about her and she does too. But the moment i asked her out to be my girl friend she said i don't need relationship so i said owkay let me be your friend even if it hurts my feeling then i get along with that . But in the other hand a girl whom i don't know personally suddenly from no where she texted me and asked me tb her bf with in a week . And i said yes but i guess i took the wrong decision and then she is totally obessed with me then i said to take things slowly and also i forgot to mention she is in debrezeit .(long distance) so i broke up with her then we stayed as friend tell me guys should i wait for the right time to ask the one i love orr be with a girl who loves me totally
Or be single until i find the right one
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So I lost my brother a couple of months ago this exact 9 months ago and yeah after I lost my brother I was just not myself I don't go out I don't have fun when you lose someone that was kind of the main pillar of the house or was kind of the man of the house like my old brother was life will not be the same after. now I'm the oldest of the house you know you need to work hard you need to provide .when I lost my brother I joined a new company a good paying but a place that will .are you work your ass off. So you know when you work hard you take time from your friends and the fact I lost my brother and joined a new company in one part it was a good thing to get my mind occupied on the other I lost al contact with my friesns actually even before the incident 9 never went out the much so my friend said let's just give him time and time flies by and it's been months now even for my birthday last week 25 years bd they just only texted had anyhow maybe im old to expect sth more...maybe I'm old maybe I'm young I don't know my birthday was on Thursday and on Friday all the only roads were closed and I kind of have a car so when I was leaving dh geda building a girl's was also leaving the building it's kind of funny how we both were afraid of the situation i was afraid saying that how am I going to go home because my car isn't really my car it was my brother's car and now that I kind of drive it and I don't usually Drive late I usually get home early I don't go out or I don't drive late so I was just afraid and the reason that I was staying in the office was I was just reading this book Blind Faith by Ben Elton so when I went out there is this girl who was also going out I mean she she dressed nice her dress was really nice honestly speaking it's been really long time since I've seen a girl dress that way and yeah I was just shocked that that she went to the office waiting such dress you know that dress is kind of seductive she was wearing a jacket on top but still I mean she was wearing a skirt it was kind of torn up you know any how is it was just kind of seductive dress and when we went out of the building the street was really empty there were federal police every meter the federal said go back ans all anyhow I asked her where she was going and she was heading to megenaga to celebrate her friends but even ride couldn't come so I asked her she can go with me if she's wede besrate gebreil so we were talking a lot in a parking lot vecha mengedu tekefto she said let's go to bisrate gebriel and through out the road her Kemis was tegelaleto we we were around welo sefer she said I swear u have a bonner I never realised that I was so ashamed I stopped the car in a place of the prostitute owe my God becha they were coming menamen she laughed sns asked me whether in a virgin ans im not I had sex once before anyhow she laughed and said that she'll go to the states on Feb 7 anyhow without doing anything teleyayen....im not my my friends were joking saying I'll die alone I mean o honestly lost how to talk to a girl ans all anyhow just wanted to let it out....uffffff
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So I lost my brother a couple of months ago this exact 9 months ago and yeah after I lost my brother I was just not myself I don't go out I don't have fun when you lose someone that was kind of the main pillar of the house or was kind of the man of the house like my old brother was life will not be the same after. now I'm the oldest of the house you know you need to work hard you need to provide .when I lost my brother I joined a new company a good paying but a place that will .are you work your ass off. So you know when you work hard you take time from your friends and the fact I lost my brother and joined a new company in one part it was a good thing to get my mind occupied on the other I lost al contact with my friesns actually even before the incident 9 never went out the much so my friend said let's just give him time and time flies by and it's been months now even for my birthday last week 25 years bd they just only texted had anyhow maybe im old to expect sth more...maybe I'm old maybe I'm young I don't know my birthday was on Thursday and on Friday all the only roads were closed and I kind of have a car so when I was leaving dh geda building a girl's was also leaving the building it's kind of funny how we both were afraid of the situation i was afraid saying that how am I going to go home because my car isn't really my car it was my brother's car and now that I kind of drive it and I don't usually Drive late I usually get home early I don't go out or I don't drive late so I was just afraid and the reason that I was staying in the office was I was just reading this book Blind Faith by Ben Elton so when I went out there is this girl who was also going out I mean she she dressed nice her dress was really nice honestly speaking it's been really long time since I've seen a girl dress that way and yeah I was just shocked that that she went to the office waiting such dress you know that dress is kind of seductive she was wearing a jacket on top but still I mean she was wearing a skirt it was kind of torn up you know any how is it was just kind of seductive dress and when we went out of the building the street was really empty there were federal police every meter the federal said go back ans all anyhow I asked her where she was going and she was heading to megenaga to celebrate her friends but even ride couldn't come so I asked her she can go with me if she's wede besrate gebreil so we were talking a lot in a parking lot vecha mengedu tekefto she said let's go to bisrate gebriel and through out the road her Kemis was tegelaleto we we were around welo sefer she said I swear u have a bonner I never realised that I was so ashamed I stopped the car in a place of the prostitute owe my God becha they were coming menamen she laughed sns asked me whether in a virgin ans im not I had sex once before anyhow she laughed and said that she'll go to the states on Feb 7 anyhow without doing anything teleyayen....im not my my friends were joking saying I'll die alone I mean o honestly lost how to talk to a girl ans all anyhow just wanted to let it out....uffffff
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hi there second time venting bzum lalemabzat i just have some fungal acnes around my clitoris ena it had a pain yasakek mnamn nbr ena anti fungal oinment tekebaw be 2 ken tefa hospiital alhedkum gn my brother hedo ataratolgn yhe kelal beshta nw sanitationwan tetbk endaymls mtargewen wst lbs tekekel alugn. keza after 3 4 days periode meto nbr ymslgn gn 2 ken bcha yemikoy period aylut dem mefses aylut bcha confuse aregegn meto nbr. ena tlant ehudn be ebs program eyayew setoywa she had infection keza fungus hono tekeyere keza yemjmrya dereja cancer hone stl semaw ena feraw enem fungus nbrbgn ena feraw. ena guys tell me mn mareg alebgn hospiralm bhed be sreat myakmugnm smet eystmagn aydlm so amakrugn?
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hi there second time venting bzum lalemabzat i just have some fungal acnes around my clitoris ena it had a pain yasakek mnamn nbr ena anti fungal oinment tekebaw be 2 ken tefa hospiital alhedkum gn my brother hedo ataratolgn yhe kelal beshta nw sanitationwan tetbk endaymls mtargewen wst lbs tekekel alugn. keza after 3 4 days periode meto nbr ymslgn gn 2 ken bcha yemikoy period aylut dem mefses aylut bcha confuse aregegn meto nbr. ena tlant ehudn be ebs program eyayew setoywa she had infection keza fungus hono tekeyere keza yemjmrya dereja cancer hone stl semaw ena feraw enem fungus nbrbgn ena feraw. ena guys tell me mn mareg alebgn hospiralm bhed be sreat myakmugnm smet eystmagn aydlm so amakrugn?
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I never belonged here. dramatic I know but thie ain't my place maybe its me, maybe I never grew up, maybe I never learned the things I was supposed to know but am not ready for any of this bullshit I can't calculate ever step. I say what I want to say with out any thing behind it. I can't small talk. I can't just talk to you to get along if I have no good to say I shut the fuck up u should try that to. And I'm weird when some one likes some thing about me so if you do just don't tell cause if you do now I have to live up to your expectations and that never ends well. And ya when I talk, I talk some weird shit so if you are not ready for that don't keep nugig me to talk cause that what they do they be like why are you silent why don't you talk and when I do boom they find a fucking way to shut you up. And ya don't expect me to feed in just because I do well in school and am a silent person doesn't mean I like to talk with old people who are lecturing all the god damn time so stop and ya don't fuckin nag your child to be like me cause I sack. Am this weird girl who knows nothing about her life who everybody think they know but they don't. And ya please don't fucking flert with cause I won't even now how to reply and even if I did you're eventually gonna regret it when you get your image of me out and see the real fuckin me.
God I did start this to write this but I think thats what venting is all about.
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I never belonged here. dramatic I know but thie ain't my place maybe its me, maybe I never grew up, maybe I never learned the things I was supposed to know but am not ready for any of this bullshit I can't calculate ever step. I say what I want to say with out any thing behind it. I can't small talk. I can't just talk to you to get along if I have no good to say I shut the fuck up u should try that to. And I'm weird when some one likes some thing about me so if you do just don't tell cause if you do now I have to live up to your expectations and that never ends well. And ya when I talk, I talk some weird shit so if you are not ready for that don't keep nugig me to talk cause that what they do they be like why are you silent why don't you talk and when I do boom they find a fucking way to shut you up. And ya don't expect me to feed in just because I do well in school and am a silent person doesn't mean I like to talk with old people who are lecturing all the god damn time so stop and ya don't fuckin nag your child to be like me cause I sack. Am this weird girl who knows nothing about her life who everybody think they know but they don't. And ya please don't fucking flert with cause I won't even now how to reply and even if I did you're eventually gonna regret it when you get your image of me out and see the real fuckin me.
God I did start this to write this but I think thats what venting is all about.
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If I tell them that I don't want to learn med would they even understand me...like even my sister didn't...why can't they understand that medicine isn't for me...why can't they understand that am losing myself... will they understand if I die... will they understand if I disappear...am just tired of struggling with this... my mind is just full of negative thoughts...am depressed but no one sees that...they think am happy... they think that am just fooling around with life because I always smile and laugh....but no, am lost but all I want now is just to go away...go away from this place...ik suicide isn't the answer but when you have no choice, it is...
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If I tell them that I don't want to learn med would they even understand me...like even my sister didn't...why can't they understand that medicine isn't for me...why can't they understand that am losing myself... will they understand if I die... will they understand if I disappear...am just tired of struggling with this... my mind is just full of negative thoughts...am depressed but no one sees that...they think am happy... they think that am just fooling around with life because I always smile and laugh....but no, am lost but all I want now is just to go away...go away from this place...ik suicide isn't the answer but when you have no choice, it is...
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Hi ppls 19F and recently i was talking with this women i know; i asked her to help me with something personal and she did. She was so kind. Like she had alot of stuff to take care of but still makes time for me she was like counseling me and like meketatel yalewbetn huneta now that the thing is resolved i couldnβt stop thinking abt her i mean she is grown women have her own childrens mnamn gin Idk wts going on with me but i just think abt her alot.am so obsessed abt her i stalk her on social media and i make lots of excuses to talk to her and she still responds kindly. Wt shall i do i mean is it a healthy thing id think it is butβ¦?
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Hi ppls 19F and recently i was talking with this women i know; i asked her to help me with something personal and she did. She was so kind. Like she had alot of stuff to take care of but still makes time for me she was like counseling me and like meketatel yalewbetn huneta now that the thing is resolved i couldnβt stop thinking abt her i mean she is grown women have her own childrens mnamn gin Idk wts going on with me but i just think abt her alot.am so obsessed abt her i stalk her on social media and i make lots of excuses to talk to her and she still responds kindly. Wt shall i do i mean is it a healthy thing id think it is butβ¦?
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so a potter makes a pot from scratch like he mixes the clay with water and make all kinds of beautiful and unique in their own way shapes and if the pot fails and breaks, can u blame it on the pot, like can u say why are you britle? why did you break?
is it the pots fault that it's in its nature to break, that it can't control it.
is it my fault that it's my nature to fail, to "sin"...if it's in my design that i go towards bad things and not good things is it my fault, but my designer's.
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so a potter makes a pot from scratch like he mixes the clay with water and make all kinds of beautiful and unique in their own way shapes and if the pot fails and breaks, can u blame it on the pot, like can u say why are you britle? why did you break?
is it the pots fault that it's in its nature to break, that it can't control it.
is it my fault that it's my nature to fail, to "sin"...if it's in my design that i go towards bad things and not good things is it my fault, but my designer's.
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Hey.. am i the only one who think like this .. like now a days my pov on relationships has been changed ig it is waste of time, money, energy literally everything(spending this all on the person who you wouldnβt marry istg it is trash) added to this it feels like prison .. because of this i am wanting to try #FriendsWithBenefit or smtn like that so wt do u guys suggest me or stg ..
Girls whats pov on fwb ?
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Hey.. am i the only one who think like this .. like now a days my pov on relationships has been changed ig it is waste of time, money, energy literally everything(spending this all on the person who you wouldnβt marry istg it is trash) added to this it feels like prison .. because of this i am wanting to try #FriendsWithBenefit or smtn like that so wt do u guys suggest me or stg ..
Girls whats pov on fwb ?
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So here it goes..im 20M ena Last week i was late for exam and when i entered the examination hall my whole body was shaking like i couldn't even write anything properly for the first 5 or 10 minutes... I was cool and calm inside(yeah i was scared, but not to that point ) but for the reasons i dont understand, i can't control my own body... This has been going for almost more than 3 years and i can't do nothing about it...
starting from simple things like everytime i watch the team i support or national team play, meet my exs accidentally , or if im in a situation where I'm attracting attention from several people, or if i think im in a situation that im going to be attacked. . . .
my body will start acting strange.. my hands and legs will be shaking, my face will be red and verrry sweaty, my heart will beat like wayyy fast and if u look very attentively u will even notice my facial muscles moving without my consent
Like most people in the world i consider myself "smart" so whenever im in a position where i have to explain myself or defend my self (from phisical or psychological attacks ), my mind will try to figure something out but my body will react first by shaking and sweating, my face being all red and sweaty... I cant even stand for myself. Forget standing for myself i cant even watch football properly with other people I'll be literally vibrating the whole match
Is there anyone who have been through this or anyone who knows how can i overcome this
Thanks.
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So here it goes..im 20M ena Last week i was late for exam and when i entered the examination hall my whole body was shaking like i couldn't even write anything properly for the first 5 or 10 minutes... I was cool and calm inside(yeah i was scared, but not to that point ) but for the reasons i dont understand, i can't control my own body... This has been going for almost more than 3 years and i can't do nothing about it...
starting from simple things like everytime i watch the team i support or national team play, meet my exs accidentally , or if im in a situation where I'm attracting attention from several people, or if i think im in a situation that im going to be attacked. . . .
my body will start acting strange.. my hands and legs will be shaking, my face will be red and verrry sweaty, my heart will beat like wayyy fast and if u look very attentively u will even notice my facial muscles moving without my consent
Like most people in the world i consider myself "smart" so whenever im in a position where i have to explain myself or defend my self (from phisical or psychological attacks ), my mind will try to figure something out but my body will react first by shaking and sweating, my face being all red and sweaty... I cant even stand for myself. Forget standing for myself i cant even watch football properly with other people I'll be literally vibrating the whole match
Is there anyone who have been through this or anyone who knows how can i overcome this
Thanks.
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Hey guys mn meselachu I am 21 girl ena there is a guy that my bestie have a crush on ena sera Bota be ayn becha nbr mentewawekew becha idk if itβs for real or not becha she said she have a crush on him ende keld keza after a while esu he found my number felego then we started talking and I told her ena Iβve tried huletun lemakerareb gn esu cherash ayfelegem ena we started meeting up mnamn as a friend keza he said he loved me so much mnamn ena he wanted us to be together so bad I liked him he is so fucking nice and very handsome πbut chegeru what if my friend have a crush on him still?
Ena If she donβt mind I would like to be with him but idk mβn larg?π
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Hey guys mn meselachu I am 21 girl ena there is a guy that my bestie have a crush on ena sera Bota be ayn becha nbr mentewawekew becha idk if itβs for real or not becha she said she have a crush on him ende keld keza after a while esu he found my number felego then we started talking and I told her ena Iβve tried huletun lemakerareb gn esu cherash ayfelegem ena we started meeting up mnamn as a friend keza he said he loved me so much mnamn ena he wanted us to be together so bad I liked him he is so fucking nice and very handsome πbut chegeru what if my friend have a crush on him still?
Ena If she donβt mind I would like to be with him but idk mβn larg?π
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Hey begeta help me out am 20 girl uni student is it okay to date a guy that your friends have a crush on but he loves you for real and he wants to be with you mnamn ??????????????
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Hey begeta help me out am 20 girl uni student is it okay to date a guy that your friends have a crush on but he loves you for real and he wants to be with you mnamn ??????????????
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