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There's so much pressure. I don't know where it's coming from but there is. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a war. Getting up, dressing up and showing up.. that's what I've always been doing since last year after my last life ending attempt. I never had another attempt keza jemro but the thought of ending everything crosses my mind everyday , all of a sudden, out of the blue. I ask myself " will I be remembered? ". It's been 6 year now since my life turned upside down, it's been 6 years now since I started drawing on my own skin, it's been 6 years now since I lost myself and it's been a really long time since I started questioning my existence. My life has been a complete opposite of what I have always wantes it to be and My heart is getting cold while my mind is getting sick and my body is getting tired and I'm tired. Drained. I don't know what else to say. I'm just lost
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There's so much pressure. I don't know where it's coming from but there is. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a war. Getting up, dressing up and showing up.. that's what I've always been doing since last year after my last life ending attempt. I never had another attempt keza jemro but the thought of ending everything crosses my mind everyday , all of a sudden, out of the blue. I ask myself " will I be remembered? ". It's been 6 year now since my life turned upside down, it's been 6 years now since I started drawing on my own skin, it's been 6 years now since I lost myself and it's been a really long time since I started questioning my existence. My life has been a complete opposite of what I have always wantes it to be and My heart is getting cold while my mind is getting sick and my body is getting tired and I'm tired. Drained. I don't know what else to say. I'm just lost
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So Im fat...and ugly. I've never matched with the beauty standards. But the thing is somehow the girls i've became friends with through out my life are the so called 'beautiful'. And I dont think no one...not even a single soul understands the pain of that position unless you're in it. I've been compared to those girls my whole life with everyone's eyes. It's like when you meet someone new who knew your friends and you see the look on their face disgusted...some actually saying "ohh i expected someone who looked more like them" literally. It's like that feeling you get when a stranger randomly askes your friend's number and not even look at you...like you never existed. It's like that emptyness you feel when all your friends talk about how bored and exhaused they are of boys asking them out telling them they love them begging them to be with them while no one ever said the L word in your face for you. It's like that feeling when you try and try and try to look your best and go out and they stole the show without even trying. It's like that loneliness you feel when a guy reaches out for you and talks to you just because he wants you to give him your friends number or maybe hook him up. Or that time when the person you've been talking to meets your friend and say 'omg she's so beautiful' and you see that person shifting all of his attention to her. Lets not forget about that feeling when the guy you've been in love with for a long time not even say hi to you properly and go and try to make out with your friend. How about the feeling when the cool guy you met and liked rejected you cause he's 'working on him self' only for you to find out he cried for your best friend when she says she's not dating him. And the time when the guy you've been secretly sleeping with asks you if your friend knows about you two cause if she doesnt he could hit on her and see if he has a chance with her. Yeah all this happend to me. ALL OF THIS. I dont hate the girs. They're good people(most of them) But I do hate them. I dont hate them cause they're pretty. I hate them cause im ugly and they made me feel worse.
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So Im fat...and ugly. I've never matched with the beauty standards. But the thing is somehow the girls i've became friends with through out my life are the so called 'beautiful'. And I dont think no one...not even a single soul understands the pain of that position unless you're in it. I've been compared to those girls my whole life with everyone's eyes. It's like when you meet someone new who knew your friends and you see the look on their face disgusted...some actually saying "ohh i expected someone who looked more like them" literally. It's like that feeling you get when a stranger randomly askes your friend's number and not even look at you...like you never existed. It's like that emptyness you feel when all your friends talk about how bored and exhaused they are of boys asking them out telling them they love them begging them to be with them while no one ever said the L word in your face for you. It's like that feeling when you try and try and try to look your best and go out and they stole the show without even trying. It's like that loneliness you feel when a guy reaches out for you and talks to you just because he wants you to give him your friends number or maybe hook him up. Or that time when the person you've been talking to meets your friend and say 'omg she's so beautiful' and you see that person shifting all of his attention to her. Lets not forget about that feeling when the guy you've been in love with for a long time not even say hi to you properly and go and try to make out with your friend. How about the feeling when the cool guy you met and liked rejected you cause he's 'working on him self' only for you to find out he cried for your best friend when she says she's not dating him. And the time when the guy you've been secretly sleeping with asks you if your friend knows about you two cause if she doesnt he could hit on her and see if he has a chance with her. Yeah all this happend to me. ALL OF THIS. I dont hate the girs. They're good people(most of them) But I do hate them. I dont hate them cause they're pretty. I hate them cause im ugly and they made me feel worse.
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It's kinda urgent...my period came yesterday ( 20 days late) n smells like a shit I don't know what to do... smells like stained meat...pls help meee...πππ
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It's kinda urgent...my period came yesterday ( 20 days late) n smells like a shit I don't know what to do... smells like stained meat...pls help meee...πππ
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So okay im male early 20's and humm my name is a tigrawayi name and I was trying to do a research and literally I was able to be Insulted straight up and blocked just because my name was a tigrawayi name why would anyone do that I mean why do people became this cruel I didn't talk about politics here just the fact u didn't know me and guessing this happened not only to me u don't know that persons history what I or someone like me whether was suffering all this time or not isn't it better to first talk than just insult and rather than blocking don't you think its better to say stop talking to me ....I just wanted to let it out with a 100% hope someone else shares my feelings as well.
Wow tho...
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So okay im male early 20's and humm my name is a tigrawayi name and I was trying to do a research and literally I was able to be Insulted straight up and blocked just because my name was a tigrawayi name why would anyone do that I mean why do people became this cruel I didn't talk about politics here just the fact u didn't know me and guessing this happened not only to me u don't know that persons history what I or someone like me whether was suffering all this time or not isn't it better to first talk than just insult and rather than blocking don't you think its better to say stop talking to me ....I just wanted to let it out with a 100% hope someone else shares my feelings as well.
Wow tho...
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She cheated on me. It is just funny somehow; good guys do finish last. And Also Fuck You, you big bag of Shit!!
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She cheated on me. It is just funny somehow; good guys do finish last. And Also Fuck You, you big bag of Shit!!
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So, here's the thing.....life no longer feels real. I know to live is to suffer or something, but I still can't manage to see the point. To be frank, I kinda find ways to enjoy the things I do even if it feels pointless, besides that, my greatest wish is to unexist. I just have developed ways to enjoy my routine, yet I find no purpose in them. They often feel unreal at times. I have lost appetite in almost all things, the food I eat feels like a physical burden, I still think a lot about sex, but never took a single step towards it. The only thing I'm interested at is...MJ.... I looove her, tbh I still dunno why, she's just a portal that polishes this cold planet. And that kinda scares me, I mean I often feel like I'm regressing into a total junkie, but what do I have to lose? I never got the things I wanted anyway, now it even feels no use if I have gotten the things I wanted. I just go to school, and sleep...nothing else matters. and that makes me doubt if I am a healthy human being, but what's health in itself? I'm no longer suicidal, nor am I in any kind of hardship, but I have just....lost interest.... thanks for reading
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So, here's the thing.....life no longer feels real. I know to live is to suffer or something, but I still can't manage to see the point. To be frank, I kinda find ways to enjoy the things I do even if it feels pointless, besides that, my greatest wish is to unexist. I just have developed ways to enjoy my routine, yet I find no purpose in them. They often feel unreal at times. I have lost appetite in almost all things, the food I eat feels like a physical burden, I still think a lot about sex, but never took a single step towards it. The only thing I'm interested at is...MJ.... I looove her, tbh I still dunno why, she's just a portal that polishes this cold planet. And that kinda scares me, I mean I often feel like I'm regressing into a total junkie, but what do I have to lose? I never got the things I wanted anyway, now it even feels no use if I have gotten the things I wanted. I just go to school, and sleep...nothing else matters. and that makes me doubt if I am a healthy human being, but what's health in itself? I'm no longer suicidal, nor am I in any kind of hardship, but I have just....lost interest.... thanks for reading
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A girl I've dated 2 years back I loved her so much in a way I am certain that no one is not good enough for her but in the end she shattered me into pieces that I couldn't heal till this day. I tried moving on, I've met many beautiful souls in the way but i couldn't help my thoughts to concentrate or have a bit of interest in them and i know that is not fair to them too. It still makes me moved when I get one text from her in months rather than the whole bunch of dates i went to survive to.. i always ask myself if what if I couldn't be fixed ?
She moved on so fast like in 2 weeks and i have put off my deamons to agree on the fact she isn't coming back and I should be happy for her, which i am btw because she did a lot better than me. If its possible i need someone to fix me i don't know how but if this continues, life isn't worth living
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A girl I've dated 2 years back I loved her so much in a way I am certain that no one is not good enough for her but in the end she shattered me into pieces that I couldn't heal till this day. I tried moving on, I've met many beautiful souls in the way but i couldn't help my thoughts to concentrate or have a bit of interest in them and i know that is not fair to them too. It still makes me moved when I get one text from her in months rather than the whole bunch of dates i went to survive to.. i always ask myself if what if I couldn't be fixed ?
She moved on so fast like in 2 weeks and i have put off my deamons to agree on the fact she isn't coming back and I should be happy for her, which i am btw because she did a lot better than me. If its possible i need someone to fix me i don't know how but if this continues, life isn't worth living
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Idk wr to begin from, in short my life didnt hv meaning fr me. I didnt see my purpose in living. I hv bn a player most of life, i hd hooked up with so many guys dat i dnt even remember who is who. I hd so many addiction like porn, masturbation ...n many u cldnt imagine. I hated ma self to z pt of committing suicide...i wanned to change ma life n didnt knw hw to, i just remember praying once but deep down i felt God wldnt accept me..
Now ma life hd changed a lot, i dnt even knw how dat happened. Now am βsenbetβ student, i hv βnseha abatβ who guide me in ma way, i hv these special friends who re z best in evry tg... i cldnt even mention ol...this ol isnt to brag or ath...i just wanna say fr those whose under addiction, hv lost hope, hv miserable life....who dnt knw z way out who are just tired to live....pls remember dat God hs his own way...u re required to do just 1 thing. Go to church n kneel n pray n believe dat he listens. His ur father, he knws n loves u more than anyone nt cuz ur smart, beautiful, prayer, good person....just cuz ur his child. Pls i just wanna say he listens even ur inner voice ...he nvr says no esp to those who come through his mother βα₯αα€α³α½α α α΅α΅α΅ α΅ααα ααα«αβ. Ur life wld change drastically n only him can do dat. MAY GOD BE WITH ALL OF US????????????
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Idk wr to begin from, in short my life didnt hv meaning fr me. I didnt see my purpose in living. I hv bn a player most of life, i hd hooked up with so many guys dat i dnt even remember who is who. I hd so many addiction like porn, masturbation ...n many u cldnt imagine. I hated ma self to z pt of committing suicide...i wanned to change ma life n didnt knw hw to, i just remember praying once but deep down i felt God wldnt accept me..
Now ma life hd changed a lot, i dnt even knw how dat happened. Now am βsenbetβ student, i hv βnseha abatβ who guide me in ma way, i hv these special friends who re z best in evry tg... i cldnt even mention ol...this ol isnt to brag or ath...i just wanna say fr those whose under addiction, hv lost hope, hv miserable life....who dnt knw z way out who are just tired to live....pls remember dat God hs his own way...u re required to do just 1 thing. Go to church n kneel n pray n believe dat he listens. His ur father, he knws n loves u more than anyone nt cuz ur smart, beautiful, prayer, good person....just cuz ur his child. Pls i just wanna say he listens even ur inner voice ...he nvr says no esp to those who come through his mother βα₯αα€α³α½α α α΅α΅α΅ α΅ααα ααα«αβ. Ur life wld change drastically n only him can do dat. MAY GOD BE WITH ALL OF US????????????
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Hello, a guy here , appriciate it if you respond well to this. Anyway, are there really girls that consider fwb type of arrangements , I mean I'm really not at the time to be in a relationship but kinda wanna have that very very open relationship where we're more like best friends but with benefits. Cause I need me some and I really do not want to fool a girl into this for my needs, so Im just putting it out there, so should I just leave it or do you think there could be ladies out there?
it would be cool if you answer politely but if you feel the need to curse or insult , go on.
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Hello, a guy here , appriciate it if you respond well to this. Anyway, are there really girls that consider fwb type of arrangements , I mean I'm really not at the time to be in a relationship but kinda wanna have that very very open relationship where we're more like best friends but with benefits. Cause I need me some and I really do not want to fool a girl into this for my needs, so Im just putting it out there, so should I just leave it or do you think there could be ladies out there?
it would be cool if you answer politely but if you feel the need to curse or insult , go on.
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Hello y'all.
I don't need to hide my identity, but if the bot does so, I don't care.
Lately, I've been feeling unnoticed. I don't need a ton of attention. I don't need claps for all my actions. But I need basic human affection.
Maybe this is related to my mother being an abusive psycho. Maybe it's from the time my closest friend left to another city.
Yk what comes with this? Blocks. Writer's block. Artist's block. I've experienced this many times.
I've found friends on Discord. But I CAN'T INSTALL DISCORD ON MY MAIN TABLET, AND MY MOTHER TAKES AWAY THE LAPTOP! And for what? For these "reiki", in case you know what that is.
I've heard, when some relative said to her about suspecting this relative's son in having ADHD or sumthing like that, SHE RECOMMENDED HER TO GO TO REIKI MASTERS!
That was not the worst thing.
I sleep with her because she wants so. (I AM 13!!!)
I mustn't close my door because she wants so.
I saw her Facebook posts.
She's a psychopath.
Please help me.
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Hello y'all.
I don't need to hide my identity, but if the bot does so, I don't care.
Lately, I've been feeling unnoticed. I don't need a ton of attention. I don't need claps for all my actions. But I need basic human affection.
Maybe this is related to my mother being an abusive psycho. Maybe it's from the time my closest friend left to another city.
Yk what comes with this? Blocks. Writer's block. Artist's block. I've experienced this many times.
I've found friends on Discord. But I CAN'T INSTALL DISCORD ON MY MAIN TABLET, AND MY MOTHER TAKES AWAY THE LAPTOP! And for what? For these "reiki", in case you know what that is.
I've heard, when some relative said to her about suspecting this relative's son in having ADHD or sumthing like that, SHE RECOMMENDED HER TO GO TO REIKI MASTERS!
That was not the worst thing.
I sleep with her because she wants so. (I AM 13!!!)
I mustn't close my door because she wants so.
I saw her Facebook posts.
She's a psychopath.
Please help me.
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Okay so here is the thing how could a person just lose their feelings after they tell u that ur different like ur not like the others bla bla bla .......then just one day they tell u that they lost their feelings for u ...they break ur heart just like glass......I don't get it like how could they just lose it ......is it that simple??!!...I don't think so ....the worst part in my story is not the breakup ...the person who broke my heart didn't even waited a little to get in to another relationship ....am i that easy to forget huhhh ...I see that person every single day ...whenever i see that person my heart starts to bleed ....when I tell ppl this thing they tell me to forgive and forget ....I tried to forget but it didn't work so I'll live in this shitty darkness until i find a way out
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Okay so here is the thing how could a person just lose their feelings after they tell u that ur different like ur not like the others bla bla bla .......then just one day they tell u that they lost their feelings for u ...they break ur heart just like glass......I don't get it like how could they just lose it ......is it that simple??!!...I don't think so ....the worst part in my story is not the breakup ...the person who broke my heart didn't even waited a little to get in to another relationship ....am i that easy to forget huhhh ...I see that person every single day ...whenever i see that person my heart starts to bleed ....when I tell ppl this thing they tell me to forgive and forget ....I tried to forget but it didn't work so I'll live in this shitty darkness until i find a way out
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Okay i need help... so I'm grade 12 (natural) and i had literally no interest to study.. i barely have interest. I used to get good grades before but not anymore... it's not like I'm slow to understand things but i just lose interest now. I don't listen when the teacher is explaining and i don't take notes properly I'm just in my own world and I keep procrastinating. I'm like" i will study this tomorrow, i will wake up at midnight , I'll get better for the next exam" but I'm actually getting worse ... and if my parents see my grades they'll kill me π but i just don't know why my mind can't process this like how can i convince myself to study. I even try to remove all distracting things like phone, pc & everything but it's still not working. Actually i can study when I'm with someone or in a group but i only have few friends and they would rather study alone . So pls what should i do? does studing online with people help?
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Okay i need help... so I'm grade 12 (natural) and i had literally no interest to study.. i barely have interest. I used to get good grades before but not anymore... it's not like I'm slow to understand things but i just lose interest now. I don't listen when the teacher is explaining and i don't take notes properly I'm just in my own world and I keep procrastinating. I'm like" i will study this tomorrow, i will wake up at midnight , I'll get better for the next exam" but I'm actually getting worse ... and if my parents see my grades they'll kill me π but i just don't know why my mind can't process this like how can i convince myself to study. I even try to remove all distracting things like phone, pc & everything but it's still not working. Actually i can study when I'm with someone or in a group but i only have few friends and they would rather study alone . So pls what should i do? does studing online with people help?
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Hey yβall 19F
So recently Iβve been thinking about having a sugar daddy and I know Iβm too young and shit but yeah who doesnβt want someone to buy them whatever the hell they want
Anyways yeah and my reasons are
I have a bf and weβve been together for almost 2 years
And I freaking love him Ena he was my first hulu ngr Ley and I am his first hulu neger Ley too
Ena heβs kinda broke I mean heβs not rich
Ene demo Iβm not poor but Iβm not betam rich either Ena bcha lelaw ngr is that my family betam beshtegha nachw like they do have money but they are so selfish like actually my mom is but not my dad
He is unemployed and yeah so If I had the money I wouldβve bought him something or ride endisera mnamn I wouldβve helped gn demo sasbw I donβt think he wants to work
My mom is employed but she acts like they donβt pay her well
But this one time I saw her bank statement on her phone Ena I was shocked it had bzuuuuuu gn eghan she bka manipulates us my dadnma tewut
Lela demo is because of my friends bka eninja they push me wede endezi aynet ngr cuz their kinda rich and their family gives them plenty mnamn
Bcha more or less I want to know a sugar daddy that just wants to take me shopping, bka yemiyaznanagh in return I will only give him my time and no sexual thing involved
And I donβt even know if it exists so yeah just help ur girl out and even if any of you guys had experienced such thing like sugar daddy tell me
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So recently Iβve been thinking about having a sugar daddy and I know Iβm too young and shit but yeah who doesnβt want someone to buy them whatever the hell they want
Anyways yeah and my reasons are
I have a bf and weβve been together for almost 2 years
And I freaking love him Ena he was my first hulu ngr Ley and I am his first hulu neger Ley too
Ena heβs kinda broke I mean heβs not rich
Ene demo Iβm not poor but Iβm not betam rich either Ena bcha lelaw ngr is that my family betam beshtegha nachw like they do have money but they are so selfish like actually my mom is but not my dad
He is unemployed and yeah so If I had the money I wouldβve bought him something or ride endisera mnamn I wouldβve helped gn demo sasbw I donβt think he wants to work
My mom is employed but she acts like they donβt pay her well
But this one time I saw her bank statement on her phone Ena I was shocked it had bzuuuuuu gn eghan she bka manipulates us my dadnma tewut
Lela demo is because of my friends bka eninja they push me wede endezi aynet ngr cuz their kinda rich and their family gives them plenty mnamn
Bcha more or less I want to know a sugar daddy that just wants to take me shopping, bka yemiyaznanagh in return I will only give him my time and no sexual thing involved
And I donβt even know if it exists so yeah just help ur girl out and even if any of you guys had experienced such thing like sugar daddy tell me
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here goes nothing, I really feel lonely and frustrated for most of the day. But in order to avoid this, I try to keep my self busy by doing things I don't like. It kinda works, but it definitely has it's toll. I know this is cringe, but maybe I should try dating. Which seems to have it's own downsides, besides, I just want to get laid. I'm writing this on a break day where I feel such things. But tbh a busy day only brings fatigue and a headache...not even a slight sense of purpose. Even girls want guys who have it at their disposal (I mean the snuggle) so it won't seem to work either. The world just hates virgin guys Ig, I know you guys are gonna tell me to wait or work harder ... like c'mon we both know if that was the case I wouldn't be typing here. And my parents also seem to be ashamed of me for reasons I have no idea, I just sense disgust often. I'm lost indeed. I tried religion as well, and it only managed to make me even more uncomfortable, I mean I tried to believe, I really did...I still kinda do, yet it just doesn't work. I should prolly just do more dope, idc if it kills me tbh..... there's nothing left to live for.
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here goes nothing, I really feel lonely and frustrated for most of the day. But in order to avoid this, I try to keep my self busy by doing things I don't like. It kinda works, but it definitely has it's toll. I know this is cringe, but maybe I should try dating. Which seems to have it's own downsides, besides, I just want to get laid. I'm writing this on a break day where I feel such things. But tbh a busy day only brings fatigue and a headache...not even a slight sense of purpose. Even girls want guys who have it at their disposal (I mean the snuggle) so it won't seem to work either. The world just hates virgin guys Ig, I know you guys are gonna tell me to wait or work harder ... like c'mon we both know if that was the case I wouldn't be typing here. And my parents also seem to be ashamed of me for reasons I have no idea, I just sense disgust often. I'm lost indeed. I tried religion as well, and it only managed to make me even more uncomfortable, I mean I tried to believe, I really did...I still kinda do, yet it just doesn't work. I should prolly just do more dope, idc if it kills me tbh..... there's nothing left to live for.
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hey there everyone
so I just wanna say I feel lonely most times and I don't know what to do about that... emmm it is kinda easier for me to talk to girls but idk it just doesn't end well tbh..
and as a single guy this is so depressing.. I just wanna be with someone who won't disappoint or hurt me even though I know it's impossible not to get hurt but you know what I mean right?
nd to say a little about me... um soon to be 23,living in addis, loves to go out, listening to music, watching movies and that's bout me in general...
and if you're still reading this n wanna to meet me just go ahead and comment... btw this is for the girls βΊοΈ
anyways thanks for listening...
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hey there everyone
so I just wanna say I feel lonely most times and I don't know what to do about that... emmm it is kinda easier for me to talk to girls but idk it just doesn't end well tbh..
and as a single guy this is so depressing.. I just wanna be with someone who won't disappoint or hurt me even though I know it's impossible not to get hurt but you know what I mean right?
nd to say a little about me... um soon to be 23,living in addis, loves to go out, listening to music, watching movies and that's bout me in general...
and if you're still reading this n wanna to meet me just go ahead and comment... btw this is for the girls βΊοΈ
anyways thanks for listening...
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Hey guys ..I'm a girl from middle class family & my family really want me to be independent coz they're getting old & they don't have anything to mawres mnamn ..ena I'm still learning ..but i don't think i can be fully independent after graduation π...ena bka my fam demo temrten lek endechersku bal bageba des yilachewal ..& they want to be grandparents before they die & they also want me to look after my younger brother wedefit...bchaaa ..some of my friends date an older guy (not that old but uk who can mastedader them)..& they say why won't u date older guys mnamn demo im kind of pretty edemesh sayhed tetekemibet yilalu...... it's good & fun ekoπ gen they're usually not attractive π ena esu lay dependent hogne wedefit agbechew mnamn what if I couldnt love him .......ena demo there's another guy we're kind of in z same age...we're not dating. .but I love him & he knows that too but he's saying we won't last long if we start a r/nship ...coz he's not financially independent & he won't marry me until 10 years ..after 10 yrs behualam he may not be fully independent. Ene demo set negn edmeye yihedal salweld mnamn....he actually said this
Ena bcha i want to date for marriage not for fun ..butπ€¦ββπ€¦ββ its hard what if I'll never find the oneπ.just keandu argezhe single mom hogne lenur blem I don't think it's that bad but what if I'll never be financially independent & demo my child ke huletum welajochu gar binor des yilal...kome bekerm eko it's not that much a problem but family is important ..I wanna have family in z future...coz I'll be lonely after my parents are gone ..I dont have anyone ..ena any advices ?
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Hey guys ..I'm a girl from middle class family & my family really want me to be independent coz they're getting old & they don't have anything to mawres mnamn ..ena I'm still learning ..but i don't think i can be fully independent after graduation π...ena bka my fam demo temrten lek endechersku bal bageba des yilachewal ..& they want to be grandparents before they die & they also want me to look after my younger brother wedefit...bchaaa ..some of my friends date an older guy (not that old but uk who can mastedader them)..& they say why won't u date older guys mnamn demo im kind of pretty edemesh sayhed tetekemibet yilalu...... it's good & fun ekoπ gen they're usually not attractive π ena esu lay dependent hogne wedefit agbechew mnamn what if I couldnt love him .......ena demo there's another guy we're kind of in z same age...we're not dating. .but I love him & he knows that too but he's saying we won't last long if we start a r/nship ...coz he's not financially independent & he won't marry me until 10 years ..after 10 yrs behualam he may not be fully independent. Ene demo set negn edmeye yihedal salweld mnamn....he actually said this
Ena bcha i want to date for marriage not for fun ..butπ€¦ββπ€¦ββ its hard what if I'll never find the oneπ.just keandu argezhe single mom hogne lenur blem I don't think it's that bad but what if I'll never be financially independent & demo my child ke huletum welajochu gar binor des yilal...kome bekerm eko it's not that much a problem but family is important ..I wanna have family in z future...coz I'll be lonely after my parents are gone ..I dont have anyone ..ena any advices ?
Tnx for ur timeπ
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Can someone please....like please!!!....tell me ways to commit suicide but u know without the PAIN....what I need now is the ways!!!... I don't need any "don't do this to yourself", "hang on", bla bla bla....I just don't need any comforting words... just tell me the fucking ways,okay?????.... thanks in advanceβοΈ
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Can someone please....like please!!!....tell me ways to commit suicide but u know without the PAIN....what I need now is the ways!!!... I don't need any "don't do this to yourself", "hang on", bla bla bla....I just don't need any comforting words... just tell me the fucking ways,okay?????.... thanks in advanceβοΈ
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I'll make myself look like an idiot...
I had this thing with this Habesha Man his friend's had called me I called back and that's how it started I didn't know them and I cussed cuz I was having a rough day... Then we started talking on tg and OTP I knew what he looked like I had seen his photo's and out of nowhere thing's progressed and we decided to meet my α ααα(was horrendous back then I had an accent)
1st time I was at work and missed his call
2nd time my bday
3rd he came by my α°αα we argued and my phone broke he called me the entire week
4th time He got sick
5th time I couldn't leave the house α₯α got sick
He was 24 and I was 18 at the time and I had to move for the trillionth time...
I know my worth and I tried to actually open up to him with my terrible Amharic and it didn't happen I could never see him αα now that I think about it I look retarded
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I had this thing with this Habesha Man his friend's had called me I called back and that's how it started I didn't know them and I cussed cuz I was having a rough day... Then we started talking on tg and OTP I knew what he looked like I had seen his photo's and out of nowhere thing's progressed and we decided to meet my α ααα(was horrendous back then I had an accent)
1st time I was at work and missed his call
2nd time my bday
3rd he came by my α°αα we argued and my phone broke he called me the entire week
4th time He got sick
5th time I couldn't leave the house α₯α got sick
He was 24 and I was 18 at the time and I had to move for the trillionth time...
I know my worth and I tried to actually open up to him with my terrible Amharic and it didn't happen I could never see him αα now that I think about it I look retarded
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Hi I am here because I can't think clearly something happened between us last night I know him for like months or so he's nice he's funny and all! We have made out often but haven't gone past that. We were drinking last night and I remember getting drunk by the minute and next thing I did was wake up or gain consciousness in the middle of sex it was painful since it had been a while and I was confused but went thru with it anyway when I gathered myself back I asked him what happened he tells me I was knocked out all night and he was hustled all night bc of me he wasn't that drunk and he was taking care of me meanwhile I had to ask where we were because I don't rememeber shit we laughed it off and talked abt other shit and had more sex and went home and it has been bothering me ever since 1st of all I didn't want my first time with him to be like that not having had sex for a while I wasn't even sure If I wanted to be involved with him like that and waking up to a penetration feels so wrong but I don't know if I should think he took advantage of me I mean I did it willingly afterthat and I don't know if I initiated it unconsiously is it even possible to do that n boys even if it is, is it right to do it knowing that ur partner is knocked out? He was so sweet and he took a good care of me and we are still talking peacefully I even mentioned some of my thoughts of being poisoned as a joke but he hasn't made a serious comment abt it and the more time I give it the worse the bothering gets I am getting paranoid wanna know what y'all think cause I don't know what to make of this
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Hi I am here because I can't think clearly something happened between us last night I know him for like months or so he's nice he's funny and all! We have made out often but haven't gone past that. We were drinking last night and I remember getting drunk by the minute and next thing I did was wake up or gain consciousness in the middle of sex it was painful since it had been a while and I was confused but went thru with it anyway when I gathered myself back I asked him what happened he tells me I was knocked out all night and he was hustled all night bc of me he wasn't that drunk and he was taking care of me meanwhile I had to ask where we were because I don't rememeber shit we laughed it off and talked abt other shit and had more sex and went home and it has been bothering me ever since 1st of all I didn't want my first time with him to be like that not having had sex for a while I wasn't even sure If I wanted to be involved with him like that and waking up to a penetration feels so wrong but I don't know if I should think he took advantage of me I mean I did it willingly afterthat and I don't know if I initiated it unconsiously is it even possible to do that n boys even if it is, is it right to do it knowing that ur partner is knocked out? He was so sweet and he took a good care of me and we are still talking peacefully I even mentioned some of my thoughts of being poisoned as a joke but he hasn't made a serious comment abt it and the more time I give it the worse the bothering gets I am getting paranoid wanna know what y'all think cause I don't know what to make of this
#Relationship #Adult
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Hi guys am F 24 u would think by this age I would have done lot of exciting & fun things tht a teenger normally would do,to ur surprise all I did was study....I can't say I regret it but I did all that was expected by my friends & family w/h is being silent shy nerd who runs to her home as soon as class ended ....I love tht part of me still gene all I did was read wid out fun,now am at tht point in my life where am questioning how I lived....I don't k where to start to live exciting,fun live now... I really need a friend who could give me a hint????
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Hi guys am F 24 u would think by this age I would have done lot of exciting & fun things tht a teenger normally would do,to ur surprise all I did was study....I can't say I regret it but I did all that was expected by my friends & family w/h is being silent shy nerd who runs to her home as soon as class ended ....I love tht part of me still gene all I did was read wid out fun,now am at tht point in my life where am questioning how I lived....I don't k where to start to live exciting,fun live now... I really need a friend who could give me a hint????
#Friendship #Family
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