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i hate my life
i hate me
i hate that im breathing
i hate that im a waste of time
im a bad child to my mother
i really wish i died the day a sliced my wrist
im an ungrateful person for wt i have
i hate that i hv to cry my self to sleep every night
i don't deserve love or any of this
i give up but i cannot show it cuz i dn want to hurt my mom or any body else nobody understands my pain so i choose to be quiet
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I am kalu
I need to vent
i hate my life
i hate me
i hate that im breathing
i hate that im a waste of time
im a bad child to my mother
i really wish i died the day a sliced my wrist
im an ungrateful person for wt i have
i hate that i hv to cry my self to sleep every night
i don't deserve love or any of this
i give up but i cannot show it cuz i dn want to hurt my mom or any body else nobody understands my pain so i choose to be quiet
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Do yall think the world is going insane... 🤔 by the world I mean me u her him every do u think the human race is crazy.... we r so freaking wierd yall.... 🤮.... if u feel crazy dude the whole human race is governed by crazy 🤪.... re evaluate ur life look around pay attention to the stuff u say we r so abnormal it's crazy... like the wigs the penus inlargning pills his dick is small her boobs are small the make up even the justification of rape bases on what women wear...... 😳 jerking off changing gender. Siting some wear all day infront of a box that u see everything that goes on in the world through...... I think we think we r smart we r so freaking dumb yall entina is dying out of lack of food ato entina tire siga shekshiko tirafiwin lewishochu ere besmam gehanem nw yehe alem min alefachu we r making the world hell.... min aynet yedomanet domanet nw min setan asaston yihun kemeret zeyit awtiten minakatilew yall this world's crazy man yesetan ekaka eyehonin nw
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Do yall think the world is going insane... 🤔 by the world I mean me u her him every do u think the human race is crazy.... we r so freaking wierd yall.... 🤮.... if u feel crazy dude the whole human race is governed by crazy 🤪.... re evaluate ur life look around pay attention to the stuff u say we r so abnormal it's crazy... like the wigs the penus inlargning pills his dick is small her boobs are small the make up even the justification of rape bases on what women wear...... 😳 jerking off changing gender. Siting some wear all day infront of a box that u see everything that goes on in the world through...... I think we think we r smart we r so freaking dumb yall entina is dying out of lack of food ato entina tire siga shekshiko tirafiwin lewishochu ere besmam gehanem nw yehe alem min alefachu we r making the world hell.... min aynet yedomanet domanet nw min setan asaston yihun kemeret zeyit awtiten minakatilew yall this world's crazy man yesetan ekaka eyehonin nw
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Hey guys hope you're all doing great ..am just gonna get to it so I have been in many relationships and after all the things that I have seen something inside me died I can't love like before I don't get the butterflies like before because you know that the girl your talking to probably have options so you setup your own so the feelings get lost along the way and now it's just a mess can't even love someone because I can't even begin to start trusting so what do you guys think am a male 24 bytheway
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Hey guys hope you're all doing great ..am just gonna get to it so I have been in many relationships and after all the things that I have seen something inside me died I can't love like before I don't get the butterflies like before because you know that the girl your talking to probably have options so you setup your own so the feelings get lost along the way and now it's just a mess can't even love someone because I can't even begin to start trusting so what do you guys think am a male 24 bytheway
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i'm 20F and i'm thin not in the sexy way though and I'm starting to feel ashamed of my body and because of that i'm little bit insecure right now. I know! I know! I have to be proud with what God gave me but still.. you feel me right.I can't even wear outfits I want. All my friends have a really great posture like 'girly'
body .. I think u get what I meant anyways I get a little bit jealous
sometimes and I hate that feeling. I want to feel confident with my body . with other things I'm a confident gal.but guys with my body ugh.. it's making me crazy and i'm losing my mind here . it's being hard for me to focus on my study. I have started to do some exercises from YouTube videos but wef yelm so please for the love of God help me. what should I do??
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i'm 20F and i'm thin not in the sexy way though and I'm starting to feel ashamed of my body and because of that i'm little bit insecure right now. I know! I know! I have to be proud with what God gave me but still.. you feel me right.I can't even wear outfits I want. All my friends have a really great posture like 'girly'
body .. I think u get what I meant anyways I get a little bit jealous
sometimes and I hate that feeling. I want to feel confident with my body . with other things I'm a confident gal.but guys with my body ugh.. it's making me crazy and i'm losing my mind here . it's being hard for me to focus on my study. I have started to do some exercises from YouTube videos but wef yelm so please for the love of God help me. what should I do??
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So the thing is my mom, I know I'm an adult now and I'm not her responsibility and she should have her own life but i think she's up to something fishy. First she quitted her job out of the blue(dero she'd rather die than quite her job and ask my father for money), then now she started disappearing the whole day and come back at night as if nothing happened. She'd go to church or shop tewat and go somewhere and come back 6pm as if that's normal. She doesn't pick up her phone while she's gone and she's like I didn't see it mnamn. I'm fine with her going out but she doesn't communicate. She always gets us worried. Once she went out early in the morning to church and came back at around 9pm and she made up this unbelievable story and insisted that we should believe her. Every time we try to confront her she says atchekchkugn youre giving me a headache mnamn. Once my father tried harder but she ended up ignoring him for the whole day.
So my question is: is this normal? Does y'all parents do this? If it's not how can I confront her without angering her?
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So the thing is my mom, I know I'm an adult now and I'm not her responsibility and she should have her own life but i think she's up to something fishy. First she quitted her job out of the blue(dero she'd rather die than quite her job and ask my father for money), then now she started disappearing the whole day and come back at night as if nothing happened. She'd go to church or shop tewat and go somewhere and come back 6pm as if that's normal. She doesn't pick up her phone while she's gone and she's like I didn't see it mnamn. I'm fine with her going out but she doesn't communicate. She always gets us worried. Once she went out early in the morning to church and came back at around 9pm and she made up this unbelievable story and insisted that we should believe her. Every time we try to confront her she says atchekchkugn youre giving me a headache mnamn. Once my father tried harder but she ended up ignoring him for the whole day.
So my question is: is this normal? Does y'all parents do this? If it's not how can I confront her without angering her?
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I'm 20 dude and lonely I have a good vibe but i don't have any friends or girl friends I really want to have some and have fun go to party hang out I don't have any problems of choosing friends u could be bad or good friends idc we can go chill out drink smoke
I have never been in relationship and I'm still single I have spent bad times alone now i guess I must have good time wiz friends.
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I'm 20 dude and lonely I have a good vibe but i don't have any friends or girl friends I really want to have some and have fun go to party hang out I don't have any problems of choosing friends u could be bad or good friends idc we can go chill out drink smoke
I have never been in relationship and I'm still single I have spent bad times alone now i guess I must have good time wiz friends.
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I am so fucking tired of meeting guys online. Telling them about a version of myself I think they would like,send them a pretty picture of me which is far from reality cause i look like shit most of the time. The thing is I like getting the attention I never get in real life from complete strangers. Or atleast I used to. But not anymore. I am so fucking tired of the same cycle. The internet is not real. People are not themselves online. They never show you their true colour and why would they? You are a complete stranger. The thing is i felt like social media was a place for me to meet new people and form friendships and relationships that i never seem to succeed to form in real life. But i have been lying to myself. It was a place to hide from reality. And we are never going to actually enjoy life until we put our fucking phone down.
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I am so fucking tired of meeting guys online. Telling them about a version of myself I think they would like,send them a pretty picture of me which is far from reality cause i look like shit most of the time. The thing is I like getting the attention I never get in real life from complete strangers. Or atleast I used to. But not anymore. I am so fucking tired of the same cycle. The internet is not real. People are not themselves online. They never show you their true colour and why would they? You are a complete stranger. The thing is i felt like social media was a place for me to meet new people and form friendships and relationships that i never seem to succeed to form in real life. But i have been lying to myself. It was a place to hide from reality. And we are never going to actually enjoy life until we put our fucking phone down.
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I wish i didn't have to lose a friend (i finally found) b'coz you have to find love,,,, i'm happy for you,you deserve all them good things in this life but i also deserved a friend,,,,,you could have left me a bit slower so i wouldn't feel it this much.
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I wish i didn't have to lose a friend (i finally found) b'coz you have to find love,,,, i'm happy for you,you deserve all them good things in this life but i also deserved a friend,,,,,you could have left me a bit slower so i wouldn't feel it this much.
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Well i am female 16 years old and i don't like boys that much they never attract me, am more attructed to girls, well my problem is that i think am a lesbieon.well i like watching girls boobs, ass, & it really attracts me and let me have a very different feellings, well i don't know how to stop it when i see them.well i dream like there will be a uniqe guy who can make me feell different make me folle in love with him,and still my heart and just changed every thing, but i don't feell any thing for guys, it's just hard for me to imagen r/ship with boys, well until then am gone be in a big truble so just give me some advice, cause i really need it!!!
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Well i am female 16 years old and i don't like boys that much they never attract me, am more attructed to girls, well my problem is that i think am a lesbieon.well i like watching girls boobs, ass, & it really attracts me and let me have a very different feellings, well i don't know how to stop it when i see them.well i dream like there will be a uniqe guy who can make me feell different make me folle in love with him,and still my heart and just changed every thing, but i don't feell any thing for guys, it's just hard for me to imagen r/ship with boys, well until then am gone be in a big truble so just give me some advice, cause i really need it!!!
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Hey guys am a female and i need ur help, the thing is i have very lovable boyfriend he got the purest heart and i really see my future with him but when it comes to money am short in money and he the one who pays most of the time but he doesn’t know I don’t have a money b.c am from rich family but my families don’t give me any money and I really hate that I don’t have money because i wanna spoil him, give him gifts, buy him foods, i tried to have a job but am just a college student and I can’t find a part time job and am very shameful to tell him that I don’t have money so plz give me ur advices
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Hey guys am a female and i need ur help, the thing is i have very lovable boyfriend he got the purest heart and i really see my future with him but when it comes to money am short in money and he the one who pays most of the time but he doesn’t know I don’t have a money b.c am from rich family but my families don’t give me any money and I really hate that I don’t have money because i wanna spoil him, give him gifts, buy him foods, i tried to have a job but am just a college student and I can’t find a part time job and am very shameful to tell him that I don’t have money so plz give me ur advices
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Why do people build their happiness on other people? Like why? I see 90% of vents here talk about love and stuff, like if her / his bf/gf doesn't do some stuffs they'll get upset and sad, specially people below the age of 20, like I'm 19 rn and whenever I see this kinda vent I laugh with myself, I was really I mean really depressed kid when I was 16/17, like I had a loving family with some complications but my life was not bad but I used to cry in the bathroom almost everyday for no reason, I was even thinking of ending my life at some point (eventhough my parents don't know about this), my family even took me to a doctor at that time, and then I became so pessimistic and everything began to change, the things that made me sad become less and less, I started lowering my expectations and thinking of the worst possible outcome on every situation, there's a saying I heard from the new spider man movie "expect disappointment and you won't be disappointed",I'm not saying you have to think negative things all the time but it's a good thing to lower your expectations in life.
Moral of the story is don't get attached to ppl or make your happiness depend on them (parents are exceptions imo), specially if you're under 20 or sm, find things that make you happy and for me it was anime (death note, attack on titan, fullmetal alchemist brotherhood, start with these if you want some recommendations) and drawing, I can do these things all day and won't even get bored.so find what makes you happy or ask ppl and try their hobbies.
Don't get stressed or depressed on something like a relationship if you're young, have some friends if you're an extrovert, and if you want sex or some kind of pleasure just jerk off(wouldn't recommend this tho) if you're down bad,
Don't get stressed about these stuff at that age, don't worry the stress will find you later in life when you have a job or something.
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Why do people build their happiness on other people? Like why? I see 90% of vents here talk about love and stuff, like if her / his bf/gf doesn't do some stuffs they'll get upset and sad, specially people below the age of 20, like I'm 19 rn and whenever I see this kinda vent I laugh with myself, I was really I mean really depressed kid when I was 16/17, like I had a loving family with some complications but my life was not bad but I used to cry in the bathroom almost everyday for no reason, I was even thinking of ending my life at some point (eventhough my parents don't know about this), my family even took me to a doctor at that time, and then I became so pessimistic and everything began to change, the things that made me sad become less and less, I started lowering my expectations and thinking of the worst possible outcome on every situation, there's a saying I heard from the new spider man movie "expect disappointment and you won't be disappointed",I'm not saying you have to think negative things all the time but it's a good thing to lower your expectations in life.
Moral of the story is don't get attached to ppl or make your happiness depend on them (parents are exceptions imo), specially if you're under 20 or sm, find things that make you happy and for me it was anime (death note, attack on titan, fullmetal alchemist brotherhood, start with these if you want some recommendations) and drawing, I can do these things all day and won't even get bored.so find what makes you happy or ask ppl and try their hobbies.
Don't get stressed or depressed on something like a relationship if you're young, have some friends if you're an extrovert, and if you want sex or some kind of pleasure just jerk off(wouldn't recommend this tho) if you're down bad,
Don't get stressed about these stuff at that age, don't worry the stress will find you later in life when you have a job or something.
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Hey everyone👋
Been here for a while, and I appreciate all of you!!!
You are giving your precious gift here to a people you don’t even know, w/c is your time. And I appreciate that a lot.
So here goes my vent or more like a question;
M and old enough.
I have been in a few relationships, all start out good, but after sometimes everything is a mess. So now here i am thinking that the feelings I thought were love, were not rly love. So here is my question;
How do you guys know, and be sure that you are in love?
...And at that on time i felt like i was sure i was in love, the girl was in to this shitty dude, who didn’t even care about her feelings. And here is the next Q,
Why do you girls tend to like those who don’t care about you??
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Hey everyone👋
Been here for a while, and I appreciate all of you!!!
You are giving your precious gift here to a people you don’t even know, w/c is your time. And I appreciate that a lot.
So here goes my vent or more like a question;
M and old enough.
I have been in a few relationships, all start out good, but after sometimes everything is a mess. So now here i am thinking that the feelings I thought were love, were not rly love. So here is my question;
How do you guys know, and be sure that you are in love?
...And at that on time i felt like i was sure i was in love, the girl was in to this shitty dude, who didn’t even care about her feelings. And here is the next Q,
Why do you girls tend to like those who don’t care about you??
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so i am 20 m i am tired of everything like am working on to get my degree not working well by the way i have diploma the point is i feel lonely asf in my years i didn't have any girlfriends i am introvert i can't even chat with girls on tg i want to but i am soft mentally now i am thinking about getting married have kids i just want new purpose i know i am not gone cheat or be alcoholic
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so i am 20 m i am tired of everything like am working on to get my degree not working well by the way i have diploma the point is i feel lonely asf in my years i didn't have any girlfriends i am introvert i can't even chat with girls on tg i want to but i am soft mentally now i am thinking about getting married have kids i just want new purpose i know i am not gone cheat or be alcoholic
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Female 22, 3 yrs back me nd my close friend started dating nd it worked out perfect we were in love nd our chemistry physically was ???? and we dated for a year nd his family moved to another town we both agreed to call it off since we both don’t do distance r/ship so when he left after a year I started dating Again nd it was his friend nd when i say this Guy LOVES ME I’ll never deny it but he’s just always doubting my feelings like ALWAYS he compares himself to my ex (his frnd) nd it just started getting worse nd i was falling for him hard so I tried everything to seeing him everyday to introducing him to my friends nd public affection and going everywhere together bla bla bla u name it i did it it was going great until he posted our picture nd I asked him to take it down i’ve never posted pic of me nd whoever I date for God’s sakes I don’t even post my parents just not my thing uk nd it was from there it started to deteriorate he openly started to criticize about my love for him nd I just couldn’t keep up with the shit so i ended it whilst still being in love with him nd now he lives abroad nd we started to talk nd me being a dumbass i fell right in to his trap again nd proceeded through the toxicity on again off again nd recently I lost a family member so I obviously I wasn’t online nd this guy goes OFF like dronim anchi atitamegnim nd stuff nd after a week I opened my telegram nd saw the texts I explained what happened nd just ended it
So now I still have feelings for him is it smtn I’m doing or is it his own insecurity? What do u guys think nd feel free to ask anything
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Female 22, 3 yrs back me nd my close friend started dating nd it worked out perfect we were in love nd our chemistry physically was ???? and we dated for a year nd his family moved to another town we both agreed to call it off since we both don’t do distance r/ship so when he left after a year I started dating Again nd it was his friend nd when i say this Guy LOVES ME I’ll never deny it but he’s just always doubting my feelings like ALWAYS he compares himself to my ex (his frnd) nd it just started getting worse nd i was falling for him hard so I tried everything to seeing him everyday to introducing him to my friends nd public affection and going everywhere together bla bla bla u name it i did it it was going great until he posted our picture nd I asked him to take it down i’ve never posted pic of me nd whoever I date for God’s sakes I don’t even post my parents just not my thing uk nd it was from there it started to deteriorate he openly started to criticize about my love for him nd I just couldn’t keep up with the shit so i ended it whilst still being in love with him nd now he lives abroad nd we started to talk nd me being a dumbass i fell right in to his trap again nd proceeded through the toxicity on again off again nd recently I lost a family member so I obviously I wasn’t online nd this guy goes OFF like dronim anchi atitamegnim nd stuff nd after a week I opened my telegram nd saw the texts I explained what happened nd just ended it
So now I still have feelings for him is it smtn I’m doing or is it his own insecurity? What do u guys think nd feel free to ask anything
Thank you ????
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So here it goes. Ik we've all read a lot of fucked up shit on this channel and in the grand scheme of things my situation is not that horrible but i just feel so shitty for doing it. So the thing is I'm 22 and i have been in a long term rp for the past 2 yrs. Me and my gf have had some rough patches in the past due to a lot of my past coming back and just a lot of past situationship baggage and I've put her through a lot but we have been great this past year.I can honestly say i have been the man I've always wanted cuz of her and I've done everything o can to do right by her. However due to school ive had to move away and the distance has rly affected our rp at least on my side. I do everything i can to keep in touch constantly and so does she but it feels like I'm not in sync with her anymore. She feels like a stranger to me i don't even miss her that much not even as much as i would miss her when she was right next to me.I still have a lot of love for her and I'm still in love with her but things have changed for me. I've also been spending a lot of time with someone else. We hangout together we get high, we drink and we're also neighbors so I've gotten to know her quiet a bit.She's also shown a lot of interest in me she flirts with me but i can't rly blame her since i haven't explicitly told her that I'm with someone. I can tell if i let things continue as is i might fuck up and do smth I'll regert and I'm better than that. The thought of communicating all that I've been feeling to my gf has crossed my mind but I'm afraid if i tell her how I'm rly feeling it will hurt her immensely as I've put her though a lot of ups and downs with similar situations. Ik it will break her heart so I'd rather just deal with it myself. Ik I'm in control of my actions but there's a part of me that just wants to be selfish. I can't let my gf go like this she is easily the best person ik and she's so good to me. She does not deserve this. I'm rly not a bad guy I'm just in a tough situation i thought I've learned form my past but i just keep relapsing into my old ways.
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So here it goes. Ik we've all read a lot of fucked up shit on this channel and in the grand scheme of things my situation is not that horrible but i just feel so shitty for doing it. So the thing is I'm 22 and i have been in a long term rp for the past 2 yrs. Me and my gf have had some rough patches in the past due to a lot of my past coming back and just a lot of past situationship baggage and I've put her through a lot but we have been great this past year.I can honestly say i have been the man I've always wanted cuz of her and I've done everything o can to do right by her. However due to school ive had to move away and the distance has rly affected our rp at least on my side. I do everything i can to keep in touch constantly and so does she but it feels like I'm not in sync with her anymore. She feels like a stranger to me i don't even miss her that much not even as much as i would miss her when she was right next to me.I still have a lot of love for her and I'm still in love with her but things have changed for me. I've also been spending a lot of time with someone else. We hangout together we get high, we drink and we're also neighbors so I've gotten to know her quiet a bit.She's also shown a lot of interest in me she flirts with me but i can't rly blame her since i haven't explicitly told her that I'm with someone. I can tell if i let things continue as is i might fuck up and do smth I'll regert and I'm better than that. The thought of communicating all that I've been feeling to my gf has crossed my mind but I'm afraid if i tell her how I'm rly feeling it will hurt her immensely as I've put her though a lot of ups and downs with similar situations. Ik it will break her heart so I'd rather just deal with it myself. Ik I'm in control of my actions but there's a part of me that just wants to be selfish. I can't let my gf go like this she is easily the best person ik and she's so good to me. She does not deserve this. I'm rly not a bad guy I'm just in a tough situation i thought I've learned form my past but i just keep relapsing into my old ways.
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So here is the thing. I don't want to exist. I hate my life. I have sacrificed so much in the past couples of years hoping that it would pay off, hoping that i will make something out of myself but i failed. I failed not because of my lack of effort it's due to reasons that were beyond my control. I didn't give up for a while. I gathered what's left in me, lifted up my spirit and tried to continue. But it kept on getting harder and harder. It's seems like i am trying to push a wall. And at some point i just couldn't take it anymore so i just stopped there. I didn't know what to do, how to feel, what to feel. All of a sudden i just wished God would just take me. Everyone expects a lot from me. Not that i have anyone to support but everyone thinks that i am that strong independent woman who would make her self and everyone proud. But suddenly i failed. I couldn't bear the pain anymore. So now i feel like i am nobody. I just don't see the point of existing. Everyday is a torture.i don't have the energy to start all over. I feel like i invested too much time and energy for something that wasn't meant to be for me. So starting over seems very difficult. I just want mt suffering to end.i just want peace.
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So here is the thing. I don't want to exist. I hate my life. I have sacrificed so much in the past couples of years hoping that it would pay off, hoping that i will make something out of myself but i failed. I failed not because of my lack of effort it's due to reasons that were beyond my control. I didn't give up for a while. I gathered what's left in me, lifted up my spirit and tried to continue. But it kept on getting harder and harder. It's seems like i am trying to push a wall. And at some point i just couldn't take it anymore so i just stopped there. I didn't know what to do, how to feel, what to feel. All of a sudden i just wished God would just take me. Everyone expects a lot from me. Not that i have anyone to support but everyone thinks that i am that strong independent woman who would make her self and everyone proud. But suddenly i failed. I couldn't bear the pain anymore. So now i feel like i am nobody. I just don't see the point of existing. Everyday is a torture.i don't have the energy to start all over. I feel like i invested too much time and energy for something that wasn't meant to be for me. So starting over seems very difficult. I just want mt suffering to end.i just want peace.
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I been talking to my old class mate a while ago. While we were in same class we don't talk to each other unless it needed. And I started talking to her and we were matching energies and other stuffs too. We keep talking for over a month on text and voice mail. It's was something I could get tired of her and she didn't too. One day we lost interest on each other we ran out of thing we could say, it stayed like that for a week and she was gone deleting the chats and I guess she blocked me..I don't know I don't have her number. I haven't heard from her for 5 month. she likes to write
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I been talking to my old class mate a while ago. While we were in same class we don't talk to each other unless it needed. And I started talking to her and we were matching energies and other stuffs too. We keep talking for over a month on text and voice mail. It's was something I could get tired of her and she didn't too. One day we lost interest on each other we ran out of thing we could say, it stayed like that for a week and she was gone deleting the chats and I guess she blocked me..I don't know I don't have her number. I haven't heard from her for 5 month. she likes to write
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So I'm dating someone currently. We've been friends for years and we finally got together a few months back. Everything is going great but I can't stop thinking about the future. The person I'm dating is protestant and I'm orthodox (but I'm not akrari and neither are my parents) but her parents are very akari in there religion. Religion has never been qn issue between the 2 of us but i see people making it a big deal and I don't wanna change my religion for anybody nor do i want her to change hers. Do u think it's possible that we can make it work even with the religious environment we live in?
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So I'm dating someone currently. We've been friends for years and we finally got together a few months back. Everything is going great but I can't stop thinking about the future. The person I'm dating is protestant and I'm orthodox (but I'm not akrari and neither are my parents) but her parents are very akari in there religion. Religion has never been qn issue between the 2 of us but i see people making it a big deal and I don't wanna change my religion for anybody nor do i want her to change hers. Do u think it's possible that we can make it work even with the religious environment we live in?
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This is more like a reminder. I don't know if you been following this news but I been for 6 months. There is a new space telescope launching tomorrow from Europe, it takes 25years and 10 B dollars to build, they named it "the James Webb space telescope" they said it 100 times better than Hubble 30 years old observatory. It's like time machine it can see the light of galaxies and stars 200m years after being band. It has a very sensitive infrared optical that can sense a honey bee's temperature from the moon. It's not going get near to us as Hubble did it's going to travel 1.2 million miles from earth to the point where it keep it self cold and radiation from sun, earth and moon. By the time you read this it probably left 12 hours or less left.
THIS TELESCOPE WILL SEE OTHER EARTH LIKE PLANTS AND STUDY THEIR ATMOSPHERE TO SETTLE THE ARGUMENT IF WE ARE ALONE OR THERE'S SOMETHING OUT THERE. I'M GLAD I'M ALIVE TO WITNESS THIS NEW ERA.
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This is more like a reminder. I don't know if you been following this news but I been for 6 months. There is a new space telescope launching tomorrow from Europe, it takes 25years and 10 B dollars to build, they named it "the James Webb space telescope" they said it 100 times better than Hubble 30 years old observatory. It's like time machine it can see the light of galaxies and stars 200m years after being band. It has a very sensitive infrared optical that can sense a honey bee's temperature from the moon. It's not going get near to us as Hubble did it's going to travel 1.2 million miles from earth to the point where it keep it self cold and radiation from sun, earth and moon. By the time you read this it probably left 12 hours or less left.
THIS TELESCOPE WILL SEE OTHER EARTH LIKE PLANTS AND STUDY THEIR ATMOSPHERE TO SETTLE THE ARGUMENT IF WE ARE ALONE OR THERE'S SOMETHING OUT THERE. I'M GLAD I'M ALIVE TO WITNESS THIS NEW ERA.
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I don't know what the point of this vent is, sorry in advance if it is confusing. You know what's worse than a break up is, the time you realize that you're on your way to one. Sitting there watching the man or woman you love be a stranger. I swear going through a breakup is much easier. Sure you'll be strangers but it's a quick rip to the bandaid. That slow death is just killing me inside out. We can't be strangers. How can I go on without you? I'm sure this sounds like a cliché but, you were with me when my life took so many new turns, and I'm not gonna talk to you anymore? There's this song by Ruth be titled "slow fade". I guess this is what u can name this. I tried so hard and I'm still trying. But is love really not enough? If u can't see a future with that person will it still happen? Is there a CPR to resuscitate this relationship back to life? I guess we will see. Maybe I'll look back to this one day and say I knew it, or we might have won this one too. I hope it's the latter.
Thank you for listening
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I don't know what the point of this vent is, sorry in advance if it is confusing. You know what's worse than a break up is, the time you realize that you're on your way to one. Sitting there watching the man or woman you love be a stranger. I swear going through a breakup is much easier. Sure you'll be strangers but it's a quick rip to the bandaid. That slow death is just killing me inside out. We can't be strangers. How can I go on without you? I'm sure this sounds like a cliché but, you were with me when my life took so many new turns, and I'm not gonna talk to you anymore? There's this song by Ruth be titled "slow fade". I guess this is what u can name this. I tried so hard and I'm still trying. But is love really not enough? If u can't see a future with that person will it still happen? Is there a CPR to resuscitate this relationship back to life? I guess we will see. Maybe I'll look back to this one day and say I knew it, or we might have won this one too. I hope it's the latter.
Thank you for listening
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