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Hey guys, how are y'all doing? Its my second time venting here and in my first time i got a lot of different perspectives about my issue so i thought it would be good if i say some about my problem now too.π
So here lemme start my vent by telling you the story first. I have a boy best friend who is 4 years older than me. I am a girl. We met on instagram and instantly clicked so well. We talked there for a month or so and then we switched number's and started texting on telegram. We started off as friends so we stayed the same plus he has told me that i ain't his type many times so we remained friends.π Our friendship is very open we talk everything and mostly we make fun of each other mnamn we barely say good things about it each other except mocking mnamn. And one day he sent me a very sweet and long paragraph saying he appreciates me and that he glad he had met me. It was odd but i replied with a long ass letter too, matching energy. Then we started saying nice and cute things mnamn then he said he likes me i said that too. Then one day we decided to stay all night and we were talking it was 6 o'clock or so, then out of the blue he said "i want to tell you that my mom's only son has a crush on you" i was shocked and i said "who you talking about" keza he said forget it beka mnamn and i did, cause it felt weird and i didn't believe him, i thought he was just playing and i still think that. And we never talked about it again.
Now the main point of the vent is that he ignored me. We were doing good ene eskemakew then he started acting different. Ena when i ask him what happened to him he says its nothing. Last saturday we were talking and i got annoyed keza i said i wanna sleep he asked me if i am mad or sleepy i said "i am not mad i just want to sleep" and we said our good night then i slept. The next morning i texted him good morning and he didn't reply, till now, he is ignoring me and i don't even know what i did. I didn't text him after that but i know he active he just didn't want to talk to me or what idk am kinda confused, what do you guys think, should i text him asking whats wrong or just stay silent?
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Hey guys, how are y'all doing? Its my second time venting here and in my first time i got a lot of different perspectives about my issue so i thought it would be good if i say some about my problem now too.π
So here lemme start my vent by telling you the story first. I have a boy best friend who is 4 years older than me. I am a girl. We met on instagram and instantly clicked so well. We talked there for a month or so and then we switched number's and started texting on telegram. We started off as friends so we stayed the same plus he has told me that i ain't his type many times so we remained friends.π Our friendship is very open we talk everything and mostly we make fun of each other mnamn we barely say good things about it each other except mocking mnamn. And one day he sent me a very sweet and long paragraph saying he appreciates me and that he glad he had met me. It was odd but i replied with a long ass letter too, matching energy. Then we started saying nice and cute things mnamn then he said he likes me i said that too. Then one day we decided to stay all night and we were talking it was 6 o'clock or so, then out of the blue he said "i want to tell you that my mom's only son has a crush on you" i was shocked and i said "who you talking about" keza he said forget it beka mnamn and i did, cause it felt weird and i didn't believe him, i thought he was just playing and i still think that. And we never talked about it again.
Now the main point of the vent is that he ignored me. We were doing good ene eskemakew then he started acting different. Ena when i ask him what happened to him he says its nothing. Last saturday we were talking and i got annoyed keza i said i wanna sleep he asked me if i am mad or sleepy i said "i am not mad i just want to sleep" and we said our good night then i slept. The next morning i texted him good morning and he didn't reply, till now, he is ignoring me and i don't even know what i did. I didn't text him after that but i know he active he just didn't want to talk to me or what idk am kinda confused, what do you guys think, should i text him asking whats wrong or just stay silent?
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This virginity thing is becoming a hot issue in this channel and am noticing the extreme view points from both sides .
Am I a virgin woman because am religious. And I think it is "kiber" but it is not an only thing that a guy should look for a in a women .
-So to the girls , we live in religious society so such things still have values don't try and start arguments like its just a piece of tissue , and also a guy should like me whether I am a virgin or not, is not a valid point people have there rights to like whom ever they want and have what ever standards they see fit regardless of u thinking it is stupid or not. And by trashing societies norms u are limiting your potential lovers by a large amount because most men like these norms.
- now the guys ,look if religion is your bases for wanting a virgin girl you have every right to require it but also knw purity goes both ways and if you aren't virgin but u think that u're awesome person regardless of ur mistakes , extend that grace for others as u do for your self . And also put into account living in 3rd world country rape is very common occurrence and that may be that's how a girl loses her virginity.
If religion isn't ur bases for this requirement and by simply having money which is true it gives u many choices if thats what you're doing then u're trying to buy a women and there is no value in that way of thinking .
And also please knw its so out dated to think that women need u for their survival specially the original vent what started this crazy i saw' we will see when love feed ur kids or sth ' that's so ignorant and stupid.
Generally, everyone can have their personal preference so stop looking down on people who don't subscribe to your view points .
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This virginity thing is becoming a hot issue in this channel and am noticing the extreme view points from both sides .
Am I a virgin woman because am religious. And I think it is "kiber" but it is not an only thing that a guy should look for a in a women .
-So to the girls , we live in religious society so such things still have values don't try and start arguments like its just a piece of tissue , and also a guy should like me whether I am a virgin or not, is not a valid point people have there rights to like whom ever they want and have what ever standards they see fit regardless of u thinking it is stupid or not. And by trashing societies norms u are limiting your potential lovers by a large amount because most men like these norms.
- now the guys ,look if religion is your bases for wanting a virgin girl you have every right to require it but also knw purity goes both ways and if you aren't virgin but u think that u're awesome person regardless of ur mistakes , extend that grace for others as u do for your self . And also put into account living in 3rd world country rape is very common occurrence and that may be that's how a girl loses her virginity.
If religion isn't ur bases for this requirement and by simply having money which is true it gives u many choices if thats what you're doing then u're trying to buy a women and there is no value in that way of thinking .
And also please knw its so out dated to think that women need u for their survival specially the original vent what started this crazy i saw' we will see when love feed ur kids or sth ' that's so ignorant and stupid.
Generally, everyone can have their personal preference so stop looking down on people who don't subscribe to your view points .
Have a blessed day
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hey there I'm a girl, and I'm 18
I'm here to vent for the second time
I had relationship with the guy who loves me so much. he'd absolutely respected me and loved truly. he was sent so many texts and phoned me infinitely per day mnamn.... any ways this was happened 2 yrs ago and we broke up (i mean i left him without any reason just let him go (alnegerkutm enji yerase mknyat neberegn)) 2 months before our 1st anniversary but he still message me and tells me he still loves me n endemitebkegn bcha i can't type the whole story idk what to do about him
Now everything's change with me i love another guy but i don't know his feeling about me. Surprisingly, I have not even met him in person Because we live in different cities. the only way we talk in telegram that's it. And this guy told me he is a bad guy but i don't want to believe that. i really like him. i feel better when i talk to him n have seen his profile every day all 80's
I start hating another boys around me even my normal friends n stop chatting with them or chatting in impolite way. So i completely converted to another girl who i didn't know and didn't want.
I just wanna leave this guy before i love over and i'm gone be crazy so guys help me out i really need ur advice
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hey there I'm a girl, and I'm 18
I'm here to vent for the second time
I had relationship with the guy who loves me so much. he'd absolutely respected me and loved truly. he was sent so many texts and phoned me infinitely per day mnamn.... any ways this was happened 2 yrs ago and we broke up (i mean i left him without any reason just let him go (alnegerkutm enji yerase mknyat neberegn)) 2 months before our 1st anniversary but he still message me and tells me he still loves me n endemitebkegn bcha i can't type the whole story idk what to do about him
Now everything's change with me i love another guy but i don't know his feeling about me. Surprisingly, I have not even met him in person Because we live in different cities. the only way we talk in telegram that's it. And this guy told me he is a bad guy but i don't want to believe that. i really like him. i feel better when i talk to him n have seen his profile every day all 80's
I start hating another boys around me even my normal friends n stop chatting with them or chatting in impolite way. So i completely converted to another girl who i didn't know and didn't want.
I just wanna leave this guy before i love over and i'm gone be crazy so guys help me out i really need ur advice
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Owkay. I really wanna vent abt smtn. So there was this girl that was fresh I'm school so by time we became friends. And theeeen, she introduced me to her best friend as her freakin' brother and says she want's us to be together. And I was like "ok why not know each other first" and she flashingly sent his user. And we started to talk nd all. And when I say that boi really asked me out soooo many times, I mean we're talkin' abt 6 or 7 times to the minimum. And after a couple of months the same girl that introduced us, dropped outta school. And for some fuckin' reason I over heard people sayin' THEY ARE TOGETHER!!! and when I mean they I mean the girl and that same boi who asks me out. I mean tbh I wasn't that mad abt the situation b/c I didn't have anyyyy kinda feelings fo him but I was so ooo surprised. nd my dumb ass be sayin', " how can they be together when they are siblings?". And I blocked them both and ghosted them and just moved on. Now the story didn't end here. That same gurlllll re enrolled in the same school. And she said she wanted to talk to me so I said yes. nd that girl kept on on telling me bullshi, she kept lying and she told me that the had really been together fo 3 freakin' months. and I was like" I wanna see what she feels if I lied to her" and I said I had had feelings for him since I met him. And mind y'all, that boi thought I liked him since day one. Then that bitch went home, Idk what she said to that boi, and he started talkin' dirt on me. I was hella mad at that time but I let it slide b/c I didn't give the slightest shit. And the next day, that girl leaned in to say hi like nothin' happened. then I screwed her off telling her she's nothing but a sloppy bitch. nd we stopped talking to that girl because she was toxic asf. MIND YOU, before this shit took place, I used to talk to his friends nd all. He used to talk to me on another w/out me noticing it was him and that girl even told me he would mention my name to his friend and starts saying "duuuuuudeeeee" to each other what ever that meant. She also said that when ever she mentioned my name to him, they would argue a looooot. I was like" am i this important person that would make them argue?".And also after this shit went down too and we all cut off ties and stopped talking, he would talk dirt on me through his friends' account. Can someone pleaseeeee tell me this boi's intention????????
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Owkay. I really wanna vent abt smtn. So there was this girl that was fresh I'm school so by time we became friends. And theeeen, she introduced me to her best friend as her freakin' brother and says she want's us to be together. And I was like "ok why not know each other first" and she flashingly sent his user. And we started to talk nd all. And when I say that boi really asked me out soooo many times, I mean we're talkin' abt 6 or 7 times to the minimum. And after a couple of months the same girl that introduced us, dropped outta school. And for some fuckin' reason I over heard people sayin' THEY ARE TOGETHER!!! and when I mean they I mean the girl and that same boi who asks me out. I mean tbh I wasn't that mad abt the situation b/c I didn't have anyyyy kinda feelings fo him but I was so ooo surprised. nd my dumb ass be sayin', " how can they be together when they are siblings?". And I blocked them both and ghosted them and just moved on. Now the story didn't end here. That same gurlllll re enrolled in the same school. And she said she wanted to talk to me so I said yes. nd that girl kept on on telling me bullshi, she kept lying and she told me that the had really been together fo 3 freakin' months. and I was like" I wanna see what she feels if I lied to her" and I said I had had feelings for him since I met him. And mind y'all, that boi thought I liked him since day one. Then that bitch went home, Idk what she said to that boi, and he started talkin' dirt on me. I was hella mad at that time but I let it slide b/c I didn't give the slightest shit. And the next day, that girl leaned in to say hi like nothin' happened. then I screwed her off telling her she's nothing but a sloppy bitch. nd we stopped talking to that girl because she was toxic asf. MIND YOU, before this shit took place, I used to talk to his friends nd all. He used to talk to me on another w/out me noticing it was him and that girl even told me he would mention my name to his friend and starts saying "duuuuuudeeeee" to each other what ever that meant. She also said that when ever she mentioned my name to him, they would argue a looooot. I was like" am i this important person that would make them argue?".And also after this shit went down too and we all cut off ties and stopped talking, he would talk dirt on me through his friends' account. Can someone pleaseeeee tell me this boi's intention????????
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Am i going to stay like this forever ? I still like my guy friend from a long LONG time ago. I can't get this dude out of my mind. At some point i told him that i liked him, things were going well until i messed it up. Oh how embarrasing would it be if he finds out about this ????. As far as he knows he thinks i hate his gut. Anyway if you have old friends who used to like you please reach out to them.
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Am i going to stay like this forever ? I still like my guy friend from a long LONG time ago. I can't get this dude out of my mind. At some point i told him that i liked him, things were going well until i messed it up. Oh how embarrasing would it be if he finds out about this ????. As far as he knows he thinks i hate his gut. Anyway if you have old friends who used to like you please reach out to them.
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19 M here . I fell in love with my therapist. like its has been a year and half since I fell for her. Demo it's not like just falling, not just falling, I just fall so fuckin hard. I am so in love with her. No words can't even explain how much I carve her every fuckin minute. Even I want to marry her. I used to play all girls , play with them emotions. I was the pure fuckboy . I don't date couse i love I used to date couse I were bored . And for some makeout and shit. I never love this hard in my life , but her.... she's my bestfriend since we were like 12. We used meet at family gatherings and shit. We used to talk α¨α£α‘α α¨αα‘α. We used to play, and we grow up , the more we grow the more we get connected. Everytime we meet it was playing and laughing, but after some time shit changes to therapy session. I don't really get the reason, but I used to tell her everything about me. I don't even talk with my "homies" like this. I tell her everything about my life , my family, my freinds, my hoes. Like every shit. She's my diary. I really trust her in my life . She's my comfort Zone. After I play the fake me outside, the real me will be played when I am with her. She knows me more than me. She read my mind. She is the only person I feel safe to cry. I can cry out , when I am with her. She's so young to be this matured ,but she's so matured more than her age. I am so madly in love with her and she doesn't know it π, I miss her everytime , I miss her even when we play fight, I miss her when we hug. I wanna cuddle her so bad, while telling my feelings out. I wanna kiss her so bad , I wanna made out with her. I want her to give me all the hickeys on my neck. I wanna give her too. I really wanna love her more than she deserves, I wanna give her my whole life , the whole world. I wanna marry her. And the shit really scares me , wht If I told her all this and we separate, wht if I lose the all good of her. Wht if I lose her therapy, her advices, her goofy ass jokes , her anger, her sarcasm, her 24/7 mean ass energy, her bully ( she always bully me thoπ) . Her movie suggestion , her screaming , wht if I totally lost her. Couse she always tell me I am like big bro to her. She loves me like brother π, I kind of look like her died big brother, ena she replace me by him?
Ena bka I just can't get rid of her π , I love her . Just 4 word "love" can't explain my feeling. Byeπ
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19 M here . I fell in love with my therapist. like its has been a year and half since I fell for her. Demo it's not like just falling, not just falling, I just fall so fuckin hard. I am so in love with her. No words can't even explain how much I carve her every fuckin minute. Even I want to marry her. I used to play all girls , play with them emotions. I was the pure fuckboy . I don't date couse i love I used to date couse I were bored . And for some makeout and shit. I never love this hard in my life , but her.... she's my bestfriend since we were like 12. We used meet at family gatherings and shit. We used to talk α¨α£α‘α α¨αα‘α. We used to play, and we grow up , the more we grow the more we get connected. Everytime we meet it was playing and laughing, but after some time shit changes to therapy session. I don't really get the reason, but I used to tell her everything about me. I don't even talk with my "homies" like this. I tell her everything about my life , my family, my freinds, my hoes. Like every shit. She's my diary. I really trust her in my life . She's my comfort Zone. After I play the fake me outside, the real me will be played when I am with her. She knows me more than me. She read my mind. She is the only person I feel safe to cry. I can cry out , when I am with her. She's so young to be this matured ,but she's so matured more than her age. I am so madly in love with her and she doesn't know it π, I miss her everytime , I miss her even when we play fight, I miss her when we hug. I wanna cuddle her so bad, while telling my feelings out. I wanna kiss her so bad , I wanna made out with her. I want her to give me all the hickeys on my neck. I wanna give her too. I really wanna love her more than she deserves, I wanna give her my whole life , the whole world. I wanna marry her. And the shit really scares me , wht If I told her all this and we separate, wht if I lose the all good of her. Wht if I lose her therapy, her advices, her goofy ass jokes , her anger, her sarcasm, her 24/7 mean ass energy, her bully ( she always bully me thoπ) . Her movie suggestion , her screaming , wht if I totally lost her. Couse she always tell me I am like big bro to her. She loves me like brother π, I kind of look like her died big brother, ena she replace me by him?
Ena bka I just can't get rid of her π , I love her . Just 4 word "love" can't explain my feeling. Byeπ
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I'm just stressed tf out these days because my dad is sick and needs medicine, and because I live in Canada, my family expects me to send them the medicine. I wish I could, but you can't get any medication without a subscription from a doctor where I live, and they keep asking why can't you try? What if something were to happen to your father? He gave you everything, but I tried everything I could think of, going to every pharmacy I could think of, but no prescription, no medicine, they say. And I'm lost for what to do because, due to this stupid rule, I can not even get someone to bring it from Dubai and other places, and they are saying they can't find it in Addis. I don't know what to do
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I'm just stressed tf out these days because my dad is sick and needs medicine, and because I live in Canada, my family expects me to send them the medicine. I wish I could, but you can't get any medication without a subscription from a doctor where I live, and they keep asking why can't you try? What if something were to happen to your father? He gave you everything, but I tried everything I could think of, going to every pharmacy I could think of, but no prescription, no medicine, they say. And I'm lost for what to do because, due to this stupid rule, I can not even get someone to bring it from Dubai and other places, and they are saying they can't find it in Addis. I don't know what to do
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Hello everyone. I'm 19 M and I just need someone to vent my heart out. I hate my self. I hate my life and everything around me seems to spiral down in to nothing but pain and disappointment. I hate the mere fraction of my existence because I've always felt alone. I have lots of friends. I mean i have enough to keep me distracted but I somehow always find my self alone in sudden moments becuase all those people aren't really my friends, they're just classmates I 'have' to be around to or old friends from school and shit but the reality is I am desperately alone. I used to like taking walks by my self with just earphones on. But now all I see is my future that is nothing but bland and lonely. The reason why I hate my self is because I do things that make my soul damped. I masturabe and my addiction is killing me. There were times where I just sat in the corner trying to convince my self to not masturbate but I find myself doing it and It literally kills my soul. Not just masturbation but I dont know who I am. My parent were divorced by the time I was 5 months old and I have literally carried my self throughout my whole life because even tho my family was there, no one looked me straight in the eye and asked me ' how do you feel'. Because in all honesty I just want to cry. I just want to scream and shout because I hate everything that has to do with me. I'm not suicidal, I might never be but I just dont want to live anymore. Like what's the reason for me waking up in the morning. Why the fuck would I give a shit about waking up in the morning and going to college so I can 'become a better person'. I dont even know who the hell I am
I pray to God that maybe I get to see my purpose in this world because sadly I dont have any. All in trying to say is that right now I just dont know what to do with my life. I hate the studies that I'm taking. I'm always alone except in college grounds, and I really feel like I'm just a mistake in this world, A sudden blip if you may.
I am sorry if I bored you with this crap or anything but I just didn't know what to do. But thank you If you listened
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Hello everyone. I'm 19 M and I just need someone to vent my heart out. I hate my self. I hate my life and everything around me seems to spiral down in to nothing but pain and disappointment. I hate the mere fraction of my existence because I've always felt alone. I have lots of friends. I mean i have enough to keep me distracted but I somehow always find my self alone in sudden moments becuase all those people aren't really my friends, they're just classmates I 'have' to be around to or old friends from school and shit but the reality is I am desperately alone. I used to like taking walks by my self with just earphones on. But now all I see is my future that is nothing but bland and lonely. The reason why I hate my self is because I do things that make my soul damped. I masturabe and my addiction is killing me. There were times where I just sat in the corner trying to convince my self to not masturbate but I find myself doing it and It literally kills my soul. Not just masturbation but I dont know who I am. My parent were divorced by the time I was 5 months old and I have literally carried my self throughout my whole life because even tho my family was there, no one looked me straight in the eye and asked me ' how do you feel'. Because in all honesty I just want to cry. I just want to scream and shout because I hate everything that has to do with me. I'm not suicidal, I might never be but I just dont want to live anymore. Like what's the reason for me waking up in the morning. Why the fuck would I give a shit about waking up in the morning and going to college so I can 'become a better person'. I dont even know who the hell I am
I pray to God that maybe I get to see my purpose in this world because sadly I dont have any. All in trying to say is that right now I just dont know what to do with my life. I hate the studies that I'm taking. I'm always alone except in college grounds, and I really feel like I'm just a mistake in this world, A sudden blip if you may.
I am sorry if I bored you with this crap or anything but I just didn't know what to do. But thank you If you listened
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I just wanna let it out. after lots of suffering,tears,and so many things i moved on. now i realized you were the shittiest person I've ever met and fuck you for waisting my time and energy it was a good lesson for me . Now im working on myself i hope you found the things you were looking for you skinny psychopath.βοΈπ
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I just wanna let it out. after lots of suffering,tears,and so many things i moved on. now i realized you were the shittiest person I've ever met and fuck you for waisting my time and energy it was a good lesson for me . Now im working on myself i hope you found the things you were looking for you skinny psychopath.βοΈπ
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This is just pathetic... rly is this the end of manhood. I just finished jacking off thinking about my crush. I don't know if its post nut or i am being deep but i am tired of being the loser i am right now. I know exactly what to do too. Focus on school go to the gym start working towards my goals start being financially secure but i always have excuses. I wouldn't mind dying rn, the endless abyss doesn't scare me as much as failing and settling to a life of depravity.
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This is just pathetic... rly is this the end of manhood. I just finished jacking off thinking about my crush. I don't know if its post nut or i am being deep but i am tired of being the loser i am right now. I know exactly what to do too. Focus on school go to the gym start working towards my goals start being financially secure but i always have excuses. I wouldn't mind dying rn, the endless abyss doesn't scare me as much as failing and settling to a life of depravity.
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Idk how i can keep going like this, she confuses the hell out of me. One day i feel like i am talking with her and the next day she convinces me that it's someone else. Why would a person who claims to love u do something like this? Why play games. I don't know a thing about her since her identity changes from day to day, i am not even sure whether she's a she or he. I don't even understand half the things she says, she talks so cryptically, i feel like everything is a test with her. Why can't i just let her go? Idk. Becha I don't know how much i can deal with this before i rly lose my sanity.
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Idk how i can keep going like this, she confuses the hell out of me. One day i feel like i am talking with her and the next day she convinces me that it's someone else. Why would a person who claims to love u do something like this? Why play games. I don't know a thing about her since her identity changes from day to day, i am not even sure whether she's a she or he. I don't even understand half the things she says, she talks so cryptically, i feel like everything is a test with her. Why can't i just let her go? Idk. Becha I don't know how much i can deal with this before i rly lose my sanity.
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I know betammmm rejim new gn pls say sth eyetefahu new and if u can ask my ID satlu melsulgn eziw am not in the position where i could chay
Am writing this in tears ???????? in the middle of the night while a life determining exam is ahead of me in the morning
The thing is am becoming an atheist ???? felgew adelem. I want God more kemnm belay but the whole idea liwatlgn alchalem am " Protestant " i want to worship him hulentenayen setche like David if he exists but some voice deep down confirms that it's all an illusion uufff how i want to be his but no alchalkm (weyne i couldn't stop crying amlake ????????) i tried i tried but i couldn't beka. I was once a very religious person ahun gn if i ask me I'd say 70% there is no God uuuuffff ???????? sew endet yale egziabher ynoral. Am in the middle of things but all i want is his precence beka i want God and i feel it all around me ( am kind of spiritually awaken person ) but at the same time i find my self giving scientific explanation for every " Godly encounter " for real all i want is God nth but him beka i can't say this to ppl in church cuz they all think am eyekebetkugn malet ende temare sew slemiyasbugn agul eyehonku new mimeslachew ke 1 sew besteker no one understands me esum sew it's hard to meet him bcha alakm all i know is i can't live without God ????????
1 I've heard a literal voice in 11th grade saying " abren enserawalan the examn " and i was pretty bad on Eng and that day for the first and last time in my life i scored the highest score keza befit it was always english z lowest mametaw hulem malet new
2 recently getan " kahun behwala alfelghm" byew after that i got into a relationship with a shitty???? person who wanted me for only 4 sex and mnm sayfeter teleyayen " God" gave me the wisdom and strength gn (keliju gar and ley yehonn ken betam tilikye spiritual red flag sign feel arge or God asaytogn neber lelit ley) keza befit i always felt God's guidance and ultimate protection endezi aynet neger ley
These are just 2 my relationship with Godn endtredu enji am spiritually awaken person betekalay
Bcha i always feel like am in God's guidance and at the same time bzu ye world problemsn say I'd say " what is so special abt me in order for him to protect me "
What if just my paradigm is good and nth more mnamn bye asbalew
Wyyyyy yefelege neger binor life is pointless without him
Ebakachu mn larg i don't want to be an athiest bechrash ewnet hulum yikir Geta kale bzu betam bzu yewalelgn sew negn esun masazen alfelgm betam getan wedewalew magelgel esun mamlek felgalew gn endezi everything wshet eyemeselegn i couldn't
Leloch emnet teketayoch i respect u and all but i want opinion only from Protestants????????
Ebakachu ltefa new ewnet kenun mulu slezi new masbew
Say sth ebakachu ewnet dro eyalekesku yamelekut jesus ewnet kehone i want to give him my all i was occupied with my things and Godn tche neber
Bcha say sth or pray for me bcha alakm ????????
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I know betammmm rejim new gn pls say sth eyetefahu new and if u can ask my ID satlu melsulgn eziw am not in the position where i could chay
Am writing this in tears ???????? in the middle of the night while a life determining exam is ahead of me in the morning
The thing is am becoming an atheist ???? felgew adelem. I want God more kemnm belay but the whole idea liwatlgn alchalem am " Protestant " i want to worship him hulentenayen setche like David if he exists but some voice deep down confirms that it's all an illusion uufff how i want to be his but no alchalkm (weyne i couldn't stop crying amlake ????????) i tried i tried but i couldn't beka. I was once a very religious person ahun gn if i ask me I'd say 70% there is no God uuuuffff ???????? sew endet yale egziabher ynoral. Am in the middle of things but all i want is his precence beka i want God and i feel it all around me ( am kind of spiritually awaken person ) but at the same time i find my self giving scientific explanation for every " Godly encounter " for real all i want is God nth but him beka i can't say this to ppl in church cuz they all think am eyekebetkugn malet ende temare sew slemiyasbugn agul eyehonku new mimeslachew ke 1 sew besteker no one understands me esum sew it's hard to meet him bcha alakm all i know is i can't live without God ????????
1 I've heard a literal voice in 11th grade saying " abren enserawalan the examn " and i was pretty bad on Eng and that day for the first and last time in my life i scored the highest score keza befit it was always english z lowest mametaw hulem malet new
2 recently getan " kahun behwala alfelghm" byew after that i got into a relationship with a shitty???? person who wanted me for only 4 sex and mnm sayfeter teleyayen " God" gave me the wisdom and strength gn (keliju gar and ley yehonn ken betam tilikye spiritual red flag sign feel arge or God asaytogn neber lelit ley) keza befit i always felt God's guidance and ultimate protection endezi aynet neger ley
These are just 2 my relationship with Godn endtredu enji am spiritually awaken person betekalay
Bcha i always feel like am in God's guidance and at the same time bzu ye world problemsn say I'd say " what is so special abt me in order for him to protect me "
What if just my paradigm is good and nth more mnamn bye asbalew
Wyyyyy yefelege neger binor life is pointless without him
Ebakachu mn larg i don't want to be an athiest bechrash ewnet hulum yikir Geta kale bzu betam bzu yewalelgn sew negn esun masazen alfelgm betam getan wedewalew magelgel esun mamlek felgalew gn endezi everything wshet eyemeselegn i couldn't
Leloch emnet teketayoch i respect u and all but i want opinion only from Protestants????????
Ebakachu ltefa new ewnet kenun mulu slezi new masbew
Say sth ebakachu ewnet dro eyalekesku yamelekut jesus ewnet kehone i want to give him my all i was occupied with my things and Godn tche neber
Bcha say sth or pray for me bcha alakm ????????
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Hello, I did reveal my self before but I don't see the point on doing that again so here's my 2nd vent.
Am Male and 22 yo with no friends in person and in a hellish family, I was raised by my mom and a cruel uncle brutally causing me to have childhood traumas, my dad died when I was 3 and don even remember last time I was happy in my life. Got physically bullied when I was a kid and cyber bullied and black mailed a year ago for no reason like I shouldn't have been born at all and no one likes me which js fine by me btw.
Am always basically a "meh" person and now am learning something i don wanna mention in art field, started this course this year and it's 1 year long course and don't even have much money I got left to continue the class, my uncle don even want to give me a single coin he only does all the support to my younger sister and everyone in this family only adores her, I feel like I was born from another family or I brought some curse to them coz I've been discriminated my whole life in this family, even abandoned on a street once but still managed to pass 22 years. It's hard to learn from our sefer to piassa everyday the transport costs 50 birr and my mom got no work no notn only my uncle provides the things we eat, he's so fuckin rich but αα£αͺ af at the same time she gives me what she got and I even walk kilo meters to save money for the next day, am sick and tired of my whole life, I've got manyy disorders and am tryna find something to hold on and have hope on uk...notn seems to go right, zare yalfal sl nege lela chelema new. I've got a rare deep bassy voice and I wanted to work on it and so I asked Kana TV for a job mnamn but then I got told the employees are the ones recruiting mnamn like a referral system, I've got no job no friends no family to talk to just me and my balls and am tired now.
Idk how anyone can help me mnamn or maybe no one can but am just venting out, I don't want no rn ship, sex or any of those temporary pleasures I just wanna learn to be happy that am at least alive and gratefull for what I have....zang u, savvy.
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Hello, I did reveal my self before but I don't see the point on doing that again so here's my 2nd vent.
Am Male and 22 yo with no friends in person and in a hellish family, I was raised by my mom and a cruel uncle brutally causing me to have childhood traumas, my dad died when I was 3 and don even remember last time I was happy in my life. Got physically bullied when I was a kid and cyber bullied and black mailed a year ago for no reason like I shouldn't have been born at all and no one likes me which js fine by me btw.
Am always basically a "meh" person and now am learning something i don wanna mention in art field, started this course this year and it's 1 year long course and don't even have much money I got left to continue the class, my uncle don even want to give me a single coin he only does all the support to my younger sister and everyone in this family only adores her, I feel like I was born from another family or I brought some curse to them coz I've been discriminated my whole life in this family, even abandoned on a street once but still managed to pass 22 years. It's hard to learn from our sefer to piassa everyday the transport costs 50 birr and my mom got no work no notn only my uncle provides the things we eat, he's so fuckin rich but αα£αͺ af at the same time she gives me what she got and I even walk kilo meters to save money for the next day, am sick and tired of my whole life, I've got manyy disorders and am tryna find something to hold on and have hope on uk...notn seems to go right, zare yalfal sl nege lela chelema new. I've got a rare deep bassy voice and I wanted to work on it and so I asked Kana TV for a job mnamn but then I got told the employees are the ones recruiting mnamn like a referral system, I've got no job no friends no family to talk to just me and my balls and am tired now.
Idk how anyone can help me mnamn or maybe no one can but am just venting out, I don't want no rn ship, sex or any of those temporary pleasures I just wanna learn to be happy that am at least alive and gratefull for what I have....zang u, savvy.
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can you guys pls give me advice on how to love your self plss beka kesew mnm expect salarg erase decision make mareg sewn sekereb kelbe nw ena advice siyasfelgachew yehone neger sigetmachew ya neger endaysemachew betam nw maweraw mnamn but ene yehone neger sehon motivate miyaregegn sw yelem plus i am emotional tolo nw mikefagn betam betam bzu negeroch nw yasalfkut sw yasfelgegnal hulum ken eyechelembgn nw beka everything betamm eyasetelagn nw yehone bota lemehed yehone neger lemareg sw efelgalew but i cant find that person beka ahun erasen mechal mw mefelgew ena how can i start doing those things berase..erasen betamm weird arge nw masbewna lerase kemsetew value le sew mesetew value yebeletal gn kza sw maltebkewn nw magnew ena it hurts me betammm so guys lerase mesetewn value kmnm neger befit endet laskedem ezi situation west keneberachu endet tewetachut plsssππ
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can you guys pls give me advice on how to love your self plss beka kesew mnm expect salarg erase decision make mareg sewn sekereb kelbe nw ena advice siyasfelgachew yehone neger sigetmachew ya neger endaysemachew betam nw maweraw mnamn but ene yehone neger sehon motivate miyaregegn sw yelem plus i am emotional tolo nw mikefagn betam betam bzu negeroch nw yasalfkut sw yasfelgegnal hulum ken eyechelembgn nw beka everything betamm eyasetelagn nw yehone bota lemehed yehone neger lemareg sw efelgalew but i cant find that person beka ahun erasen mechal mw mefelgew ena how can i start doing those things berase..erasen betamm weird arge nw masbewna lerase kemsetew value le sew mesetew value yebeletal gn kza sw maltebkewn nw magnew ena it hurts me betammm so guys lerase mesetewn value kmnm neger befit endet laskedem ezi situation west keneberachu endet tewetachut plsssππ
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Eeee I'm 21F ena I want to be like girls as my age like chill out ,drink ,eat ,go luxurious place ,be with rich guys ...
Um kinda cute sexy skinny virgin girl(I don't wanna be virgin any more) I know I have potential that turns every guy on ????so how and what to do to be what I want to be ?
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Eeee I'm 21F ena I want to be like girls as my age like chill out ,drink ,eat ,go luxurious place ,be with rich guys ...
Um kinda cute sexy skinny virgin girl(I don't wanna be virgin any more) I know I have potential that turns every guy on ????so how and what to do to be what I want to be ?
No insult no advise
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I am always a second choice or i am always βjust incase β guys always emotionally connect to me they always say I understand them more than anyone else and that they have never let their guard down like they did to me but am always neverrr the only girl its always βi love you but i also love herββ am sorry but i love her tooβ β i love you but i still think about her β this didnβt happen just once it ALWAYS happens like more than 3 times i feel like am ill fated and they want me when their life is falling apart as if am just nothing but for emotional support like whyyy canβt i be the only one its like guys just want me as their therapist and to never leave them because I always give them my all they always take me for granted am so tired and I just want to know if am the only girl who is always in this kinda situation cuz i never found anyone who can relate to me irl
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I am always a second choice or i am always βjust incase β guys always emotionally connect to me they always say I understand them more than anyone else and that they have never let their guard down like they did to me but am always neverrr the only girl its always βi love you but i also love herββ am sorry but i love her tooβ β i love you but i still think about her β this didnβt happen just once it ALWAYS happens like more than 3 times i feel like am ill fated and they want me when their life is falling apart as if am just nothing but for emotional support like whyyy canβt i be the only one its like guys just want me as their therapist and to never leave them because I always give them my all they always take me for granted am so tired and I just want to know if am the only girl who is always in this kinda situation cuz i never found anyone who can relate to me irl
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I guess this has been a debating point
Should a girl stay virgin or not
I as a woman suggest we should stay virgin till we get married because I regret losing my virginity so much so much
But doesn't mean I am godlo because of it
The guy I am going to marry knows that I am not a virgin and loves me despite everything.
Here is for the guys just because a girl is not virgin doesn't mean she whores around.
I as a person because of that incident I became more stronger.
Would I prefer to stay virgin-yes, but it already happned there is nothing I can do about it so after that it made me conscious of my surrounding and as a result I get to meet my future husband
Here is my advice - for the girls try to stay virgin( if he loves you the last thing he will want to do is sleep with you) and for the boys try to get a girl who is wise and who could be a mother for your children.
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I guess this has been a debating point
Should a girl stay virgin or not
I as a woman suggest we should stay virgin till we get married because I regret losing my virginity so much so much
But doesn't mean I am godlo because of it
The guy I am going to marry knows that I am not a virgin and loves me despite everything.
Here is for the guys just because a girl is not virgin doesn't mean she whores around.
I as a person because of that incident I became more stronger.
Would I prefer to stay virgin-yes, but it already happned there is nothing I can do about it so after that it made me conscious of my surrounding and as a result I get to meet my future husband
Here is my advice - for the girls try to stay virgin( if he loves you the last thing he will want to do is sleep with you) and for the boys try to get a girl who is wise and who could be a mother for your children.
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My dad often (twice a month) has a sever constipation and the docs told him to douch when the constipation comes. While we were in bahir dar, we used to buy douching enema tool from a pharmacy....but here in A.A, the pharmacist even get suprised when we asked them. So can yall tell me where i would get an enema tool in addis ababa?
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My dad often (twice a month) has a sever constipation and the docs told him to douch when the constipation comes. While we were in bahir dar, we used to buy douching enema tool from a pharmacy....but here in A.A, the pharmacist even get suprised when we asked them. So can yall tell me where i would get an enema tool in addis ababa?
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My girlfriend and I had reached the point of no return i guess and its sad . I tried everything in my power to make things work but fuck we ain't perfect infect we r both insane and things turned out for the worst.. this is what happened she gave me an ultimatum saying we need to get married within 3 years time I said hell nah. I need to build my self first I ain't ready to start a family betam gena negn alkuat.... she wants to be broke and In love thats cool but all am doing is working hard for us i want my kids to say dad worked so hard and built an empire and be inspired. my kids cant have a broke dad. Bezi issue we argued over and over to a point where I stopped responding keza the thing that shocked me was that she tried to trick me into getting pregnant...that was a deal breaker for me if I didnt love her till my last breath. Malet that is some low ass shit.... she acted like she forgot the pill but nah ik her we've been through this before..... so on the phn I said the most harshest thing imaginable I wasnt insulting her gn I was stating facts abt the outcome and she started crying I was too pissed to mabebel her anyway she had to go someplace ena ene neberku yemadersat eyehedn she said this is it for her and that I broke her spirit with my words ...bla bla that my words cut through her keza eyawerach zefen kefetkubat choke arege.. she was speechless.... the reason I did that was to stop things from escalating ik If I said what i thought at that moment it would kill her anyway she was like eziga awrdegn fuck u.... I dont wanna c u ever again teregagi mnamn slat she attempted to slap me I appreciate her for that.. I called her 23 times no answer it's been 4 days. Keza zare out of the blue she posts my picture on her pic this is what I dont get lol my picture is still on her profile but she not responding my texts or calls anyway I fuckin miss her but..... idk should I let her go eyalku new ahuns knowing it would kill me cuz she wants a family right away and I ain't on the same page not even close. the worst part of it Is that I'm too selfish to let a girl like her pass me by...fuck no..but I'm leaning towards letting her go and dealing with my heartbreak I could handle it like a man esua gn tegodachbgn what should I do.... pls say sth
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My girlfriend and I had reached the point of no return i guess and its sad . I tried everything in my power to make things work but fuck we ain't perfect infect we r both insane and things turned out for the worst.. this is what happened she gave me an ultimatum saying we need to get married within 3 years time I said hell nah. I need to build my self first I ain't ready to start a family betam gena negn alkuat.... she wants to be broke and In love thats cool but all am doing is working hard for us i want my kids to say dad worked so hard and built an empire and be inspired. my kids cant have a broke dad. Bezi issue we argued over and over to a point where I stopped responding keza the thing that shocked me was that she tried to trick me into getting pregnant...that was a deal breaker for me if I didnt love her till my last breath. Malet that is some low ass shit.... she acted like she forgot the pill but nah ik her we've been through this before..... so on the phn I said the most harshest thing imaginable I wasnt insulting her gn I was stating facts abt the outcome and she started crying I was too pissed to mabebel her anyway she had to go someplace ena ene neberku yemadersat eyehedn she said this is it for her and that I broke her spirit with my words ...bla bla that my words cut through her keza eyawerach zefen kefetkubat choke arege.. she was speechless.... the reason I did that was to stop things from escalating ik If I said what i thought at that moment it would kill her anyway she was like eziga awrdegn fuck u.... I dont wanna c u ever again teregagi mnamn slat she attempted to slap me I appreciate her for that.. I called her 23 times no answer it's been 4 days. Keza zare out of the blue she posts my picture on her pic this is what I dont get lol my picture is still on her profile but she not responding my texts or calls anyway I fuckin miss her but..... idk should I let her go eyalku new ahuns knowing it would kill me cuz she wants a family right away and I ain't on the same page not even close. the worst part of it Is that I'm too selfish to let a girl like her pass me by...fuck no..but I'm leaning towards letting her go and dealing with my heartbreak I could handle it like a man esua gn tegodachbgn what should I do.... pls say sth
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I think im gonna end up alone...im 23 and i have never been in a relationship...the people i like either dont like me back or they just wanna have sex with me..and i just take what i can get most of the times. It's crazy...sometimes i ask my self am i unlovable? Am i a bad person? What's wrong with me? Cause people i like make me compare my self with other girls...perfect girls...perfect bodies..perfect cloths...perfect social skills....sometimes i just spend hours on instagram just scrolling and watching people's perfect life while im crying in my bed at 3 am...why dont people like me? Maybe i care about people too much or maybe i have an attachment issue and i develop feelings too soon....i dont really know...all i know is im sure im gonna die alone
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I think im gonna end up alone...im 23 and i have never been in a relationship...the people i like either dont like me back or they just wanna have sex with me..and i just take what i can get most of the times. It's crazy...sometimes i ask my self am i unlovable? Am i a bad person? What's wrong with me? Cause people i like make me compare my self with other girls...perfect girls...perfect bodies..perfect cloths...perfect social skills....sometimes i just spend hours on instagram just scrolling and watching people's perfect life while im crying in my bed at 3 am...why dont people like me? Maybe i care about people too much or maybe i have an attachment issue and i develop feelings too soon....i dont really know...all i know is im sure im gonna die alone
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