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So, three weeks ago.... someone with a telegram name of "zu" talked to me online and we were in the same group (the vent here group)... at first it was jokes and all but after that we decided to talk more but with no introduction....meaning...no names no pictures....and we talked like that for a while but we eventually told eachother many things ...and she told me she is a pathology resident in saint paul and she graduates this year....this is all i know about her....
Bcha after about a week of talking she disappeared from telegram...and i am just worried about her...because some of the things she told me would make me worried that she disappeared without saying anything...
I tried finding her by asking people i know ...but haven't had luck there..
So i am just wondering if anyone here knows her and could help me out... Thanks in advance
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Hey, i hope you're all doing well...
So, three weeks ago.... someone with a telegram name of "zu" talked to me online and we were in the same group (the vent here group)... at first it was jokes and all but after that we decided to talk more but with no introduction....meaning...no names no pictures....and we talked like that for a while but we eventually told eachother many things ...and she told me she is a pathology resident in saint paul and she graduates this year....this is all i know about her....
Bcha after about a week of talking she disappeared from telegram...and i am just worried about her...because some of the things she told me would make me worried that she disappeared without saying anything...
I tried finding her by asking people i know ...but haven't had luck there..
So i am just wondering if anyone here knows her and could help me out... Thanks in advance
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So am a 33 year old virgin who never had a boyfriend. I was busy with school and then work and life in between... I started masterbating very young now it has become worse. The urges are skyrocketing and I need to have someone to call mine and have sex with but my religion requires that am married for that to work. Am very religious and can't override that rule.
So I started dating on several apps but the only male candidates that I happen to meet are the ones who want either a hook up or a fling...most of them have no intention of long term to marriage. The ones who have long term intentions have crazy redflags!
I know you will say why not meet new people at work and stuff. But I am an introvert and I happen to not interact well with the work environment. I just go in work and get out. I have a few friends but they don't have a lot of guy friends to hook me up who meet my preferences.
Any advice? Am I the only one with such a problem?
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So am a 33 year old virgin who never had a boyfriend. I was busy with school and then work and life in between... I started masterbating very young now it has become worse. The urges are skyrocketing and I need to have someone to call mine and have sex with but my religion requires that am married for that to work. Am very religious and can't override that rule.
So I started dating on several apps but the only male candidates that I happen to meet are the ones who want either a hook up or a fling...most of them have no intention of long term to marriage. The ones who have long term intentions have crazy redflags!
I know you will say why not meet new people at work and stuff. But I am an introvert and I happen to not interact well with the work environment. I just go in work and get out. I have a few friends but they don't have a lot of guy friends to hook me up who meet my preferences.
Any advice? Am I the only one with such a problem?
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So I have learned that I am pregnant,almost a month or so. I have been contemplating about keeping it or .... I can't rely on my bf and if I keep the baby I have got a lot to lose. And I don't want to disappoint my family. It's just I have a lot on my mind and I desperately want your opinions asap. Should I keep it or not?
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So I have learned that I am pregnant,almost a month or so. I have been contemplating about keeping it or .... I can't rely on my bf and if I keep the baby I have got a lot to lose. And I don't want to disappoint my family. It's just I have a lot on my mind and I desperately want your opinions asap. Should I keep it or not?
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I am long distance relationship I don't even know if I can call it relationship I have known this guy for more than one year we met online telegram at first he knows me in person but not me one of his friend gave him my number saying she is good girl talk to her belo this what he told me we have met in person 2 times and also we kissed btw it was my first kiss even though I know long time I don't know more story about him here is the thing I need to vent
1 at our first kiss he tried to take things to different level balsekomew ena teyake fetrbgn like is he using me mile bs gna in person eytewaken trying for sex not good sign
2 he never call 1 amet mulu only text even dewel beyew aydwelem
3 serious thing disscus mareg ayfelegem like what will be our future what's end point selew we beat the challenges egna becha enwedad at the time dmo he doesn't trust me he never calls ena I am confused he doesn't ask detail question enen erasu what I want this guy does he really have feeling for me or he is just using me to escape from loneliness
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I am long distance relationship I don't even know if I can call it relationship I have known this guy for more than one year we met online telegram at first he knows me in person but not me one of his friend gave him my number saying she is good girl talk to her belo this what he told me we have met in person 2 times and also we kissed btw it was my first kiss even though I know long time I don't know more story about him here is the thing I need to vent
1 at our first kiss he tried to take things to different level balsekomew ena teyake fetrbgn like is he using me mile bs gna in person eytewaken trying for sex not good sign
2 he never call 1 amet mulu only text even dewel beyew aydwelem
3 serious thing disscus mareg ayfelegem like what will be our future what's end point selew we beat the challenges egna becha enwedad at the time dmo he doesn't trust me he never calls ena I am confused he doesn't ask detail question enen erasu what I want this guy does he really have feeling for me or he is just using me to escape from loneliness
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You guys immediate help am losing my mind the thing is I found out recently that the job i was studying for all these years has now became sooo far away from me my dream the goal i want to achieve is now gone i am getting so depressed lately losing interest in studying I lost my purpose i used to study hard because of it now after its gone i lost the motivation i mean whats the point of working hard now I can't do the thing i love I tried to think about another thing but no interest in anything else all the other ones are boring I wanna do something I love go to work excited everyday make my life meaningful live the life i dreamt off but sometimes we don't get what we want thats the painful truth I stress over my education I cry alot i know pathetic but better than crying over a boy isn't it? i swear its so depressing the career I wanted to build. what am i supposed to do?
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You guys immediate help am losing my mind the thing is I found out recently that the job i was studying for all these years has now became sooo far away from me my dream the goal i want to achieve is now gone i am getting so depressed lately losing interest in studying I lost my purpose i used to study hard because of it now after its gone i lost the motivation i mean whats the point of working hard now I can't do the thing i love I tried to think about another thing but no interest in anything else all the other ones are boring I wanna do something I love go to work excited everyday make my life meaningful live the life i dreamt off but sometimes we don't get what we want thats the painful truth I stress over my education I cry alot i know pathetic but better than crying over a boy isn't it? i swear its so depressing the career I wanted to build. what am i supposed to do?
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Iβm 20 and a girl the thing is Iβm in love with two guys at the same time and I donβt wanna lose either of them and they both have feelings for me what should i do
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Iβm 20 and a girl the thing is Iβm in love with two guys at the same time and I donβt wanna lose either of them and they both have feelings for me what should i do
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Hi, Iβve come here to vent because I donβt have anyone I can talk to. I was raped twice in one year and by the same person. The first time it happened, I drank too much and fell unconscious. And I didnβt want to speak to him and I blocked him for months. He asked me for forgiveness and i thought it was from the bottom of his heart and I accepted. We got close again and I slowly started to forget what he had done to me. I let him back into my heart and I even lied to my closest friends about him, trying to protect him because at some point I think I was in love with him. I found out that he was in love with another person and I was just shocked. I was so hurt and we met up and I asked him about her. And to make matters worse, he said yeah I do love her but youβre like one of my closest friends. He was drinking a little and he offered me some. Iβm an alcoholic, I donβt have a good record with drinking and he knew that and yet he tempted me. I said maybe just a little and accepted. A little turned to a lot and I was drunk again. I donβt know what came over me, I let my guard down. At some point, that fear in my heart returned and I said I was going to the bathroom and snuck out the front door. I was halfway to the taxi place when he got to me. He took my hands and said take your stuff first and led me back to his house. There, he offered me the drink again and I was so angry and disappointed, and I drank. A lot. I fell unconscious and he was on top of me, I remember begging him and him holding my mouth shut. Now I canβt live with my self. I feel so horrible and so out of control. My whole body hurts. Why did I trust him again? Or am I the problem? Am the one at fault here because I allowed myself to be in this situation despite all the red flags. I donβt know, I donβt know anything anymore. And I hate him so much. I hate myself so much. I just hate everything.
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Hi, Iβve come here to vent because I donβt have anyone I can talk to. I was raped twice in one year and by the same person. The first time it happened, I drank too much and fell unconscious. And I didnβt want to speak to him and I blocked him for months. He asked me for forgiveness and i thought it was from the bottom of his heart and I accepted. We got close again and I slowly started to forget what he had done to me. I let him back into my heart and I even lied to my closest friends about him, trying to protect him because at some point I think I was in love with him. I found out that he was in love with another person and I was just shocked. I was so hurt and we met up and I asked him about her. And to make matters worse, he said yeah I do love her but youβre like one of my closest friends. He was drinking a little and he offered me some. Iβm an alcoholic, I donβt have a good record with drinking and he knew that and yet he tempted me. I said maybe just a little and accepted. A little turned to a lot and I was drunk again. I donβt know what came over me, I let my guard down. At some point, that fear in my heart returned and I said I was going to the bathroom and snuck out the front door. I was halfway to the taxi place when he got to me. He took my hands and said take your stuff first and led me back to his house. There, he offered me the drink again and I was so angry and disappointed, and I drank. A lot. I fell unconscious and he was on top of me, I remember begging him and him holding my mouth shut. Now I canβt live with my self. I feel so horrible and so out of control. My whole body hurts. Why did I trust him again? Or am I the problem? Am the one at fault here because I allowed myself to be in this situation despite all the red flags. I donβt know, I donβt know anything anymore. And I hate him so much. I hate myself so much. I just hate everything.
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Hey everyone,so I have a cousin but like an older sister and it's been almost a year since she graduated in marketing and still haven't gotten a job. Our situation at home has always been very hard especially for her.her father,the only person who could make her happy died two years ago and she has been struggling since then.and now she has gotten in to this dark place of constant depression and self hate. I'm really scared and I don't know what to do for her.i have tried to look for a job for her but haven't succeeded.please help me before something goes wrong.if you guys have any idea or maybe a job even if not related to her field pleaseπππ
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Hey everyone,so I have a cousin but like an older sister and it's been almost a year since she graduated in marketing and still haven't gotten a job. Our situation at home has always been very hard especially for her.her father,the only person who could make her happy died two years ago and she has been struggling since then.and now she has gotten in to this dark place of constant depression and self hate. I'm really scared and I don't know what to do for her.i have tried to look for a job for her but haven't succeeded.please help me before something goes wrong.if you guys have any idea or maybe a job even if not related to her field pleaseπππ
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Hello, this is not a vent but a question for those medical students (pc1) because am in a huge confusion. there is a new curriculum which started these year and a lot of things changed including grading system so my question is ahun lay pc1 yehonachu beteleym hawasa ena bahirdar University yalachu tnsh ngr btnegrugn nw... Please cooperateπ
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Hello, this is not a vent but a question for those medical students (pc1) because am in a huge confusion. there is a new curriculum which started these year and a lot of things changed including grading system so my question is ahun lay pc1 yehonachu beteleym hawasa ena bahirdar University yalachu tnsh ngr btnegrugn nw... Please cooperateπ
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Hi everybody I was having sex with my bf for the first time and i didn't bleed and am n't happy with that why did this happens? But we just have sex too much slowly i mean he inserted slowly, Is it the reason why i didn't bleed? Does bleeding may occur when we have sex for the next time? Please tell meπ
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Hi everybody I was having sex with my bf for the first time and i didn't bleed and am n't happy with that why did this happens? But we just have sex too much slowly i mean he inserted slowly, Is it the reason why i didn't bleed? Does bleeding may occur when we have sex for the next time? Please tell meπ
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Hey... i made group of friends in campus and we were so close n eza west 1 lj nbr btam wedew nbr astesasebun byam tru na emnetun miak lj selone. Esu kne b 1 batch ybeltal tmerkual, ena i told him that i have feelings for him and esum ya semet endalew ngeregn... gn eskahun eneferaraln malete still as friends nw menaweraw wede lela subject malef alchalnm... ena what should I do?
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Hey... i made group of friends in campus and we were so close n eza west 1 lj nbr btam wedew nbr astesasebun byam tru na emnetun miak lj selone. Esu kne b 1 batch ybeltal tmerkual, ena i told him that i have feelings for him and esum ya semet endalew ngeregn... gn eskahun eneferaraln malete still as friends nw menaweraw wede lela subject malef alchalnm... ena what should I do?
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I'll get straight to my point. Am a university student private university. And am in need of money I don't have anything to pay for my next tuition fee which is 2 months later. So I really need money which I can earn within this period of time so guys if u can help me please don't hesitate to comment. I don't know where else to go but I can't find anything I tried many things but those are kind of works that's not suitable with my class so help me
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I'll get straight to my point. Am a university student private university. And am in need of money I don't have anything to pay for my next tuition fee which is 2 months later. So I really need money which I can earn within this period of time so guys if u can help me please don't hesitate to comment. I don't know where else to go but I can't find anything I tried many things but those are kind of works that's not suitable with my class so help me
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Hey guys how are you ..this is it I don't know what to do I really need a psychologist or anyone who can perform hypnosis am really desperate for it..there are things that I need to get out of my mind before they literally kill me ..thanks!
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Hey guys how are you ..this is it I don't know what to do I really need a psychologist or anyone who can perform hypnosis am really desperate for it..there are things that I need to get out of my mind before they literally kill me ..thanks!
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Hey whats up so i have a question so when i was in my very teenage days i dated this young guy i was deeply in love with him but i got hurt broken when my best friend and him started loving eachother in front of my eyes she betrayed me then she told me i like him so i told her you too have fun! i cancelled her out of my life but then they started seeing eachother quickly got bored of eachother he still begs till this day to be closer to me but after that i changed i mean dont blame me i started seeing older guys rich guys and i make them buy me stuff and get tired of them i have a car and a house because of that and im only 20 but the thing is i completly lost the meaning of love i hate couples i hate younger guys trying to approach me i hate the thing called best friend im a girl and i domt trust girls at all and i hate that shit bag im still young to find love but i dont feel up to it because of that shithead any advise how i can love this stuff?
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Hey whats up so i have a question so when i was in my very teenage days i dated this young guy i was deeply in love with him but i got hurt broken when my best friend and him started loving eachother in front of my eyes she betrayed me then she told me i like him so i told her you too have fun! i cancelled her out of my life but then they started seeing eachother quickly got bored of eachother he still begs till this day to be closer to me but after that i changed i mean dont blame me i started seeing older guys rich guys and i make them buy me stuff and get tired of them i have a car and a house because of that and im only 20 but the thing is i completly lost the meaning of love i hate couples i hate younger guys trying to approach me i hate the thing called best friend im a girl and i domt trust girls at all and i hate that shit bag im still young to find love but i dont feel up to it because of that shithead any advise how i can love this stuff?
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Hi ππ½ Been awhile since i sent a vent but here we go! I started talking to someone online for few weeks now and he lives in a different country! At first when we started talking it was just to talk as friends and nothing more! The more we talk, i started noticing that he is actually a very decent guy! He checks most of the things i look for in a future husband. How do you guys work a long distance relationship? I usually dont talk to someone if theyre not in the same city as me. I am very curious about everything about his life & i enjoy talking to him... usually my interest ends very quickly.
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Hi ππ½ Been awhile since i sent a vent but here we go! I started talking to someone online for few weeks now and he lives in a different country! At first when we started talking it was just to talk as friends and nothing more! The more we talk, i started noticing that he is actually a very decent guy! He checks most of the things i look for in a future husband. How do you guys work a long distance relationship? I usually dont talk to someone if theyre not in the same city as me. I am very curious about everything about his life & i enjoy talking to him... usually my interest ends very quickly.
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Hi i am 19 years old and i need you guys to help me in one thing <MASTERBATING>
At this rate i feel like its a curse or something everytime when i open instagram i feel horny for no reason im even in r/nofap community in reddit but that doesn't help. I need an advice from my fellow Ethiopians please if you have any advice for me help i need to end this shit once and for all!!
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Hi i am 19 years old and i need you guys to help me in one thing <MASTERBATING>
At this rate i feel like its a curse or something everytime when i open instagram i feel horny for no reason im even in r/nofap community in reddit but that doesn't help. I need an advice from my fellow Ethiopians please if you have any advice for me help i need to end this shit once and for all!!
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I want a genuine friend who will be my friend despite my look...a friend who will never get bored of me just cuz am plain....a friend who will go wild with me despite what ppl say...and a friend who will never get ashamed of me...
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I want a genuine friend who will be my friend despite my look...a friend who will never get bored of me just cuz am plain....a friend who will go wild with me despite what ppl say...and a friend who will never get ashamed of me...
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If you had to choose between keeping sending a guy nudes or taking the risk of the dude leaking the nudes which would you choose? I'm not really worried that anyone would recognize me if the nides were leaked, but on the other hand I have nothing to lose if I keep sending them. What would you do in my place ?
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If you had to choose between keeping sending a guy nudes or taking the risk of the dude leaking the nudes which would you choose? I'm not really worried that anyone would recognize me if the nides were leaked, but on the other hand I have nothing to lose if I keep sending them. What would you do in my place ?
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Okay what do u think about a first kiss malte we r in relationship but it just been months gena engalen that Mich bayhonem & we talk with phone but evey time we meet he want to kiss me and I told him to wait uk till ik him better and trust him right this is also my frist relationship but i see it as a serious koye ye relationship tergmu mndn nw is it about the kisses and hugs or is it the one u feel safe with?knowing more eachother aydel?and I don't feel that at all...I can't trust him cause every time we meet it feels like that he just want to kiss or make out I think I'm more than that and worth the wait right I'm a women and I want to see what effort he make to earn a trust or me. I do love him and wanna give him a chance but i still don't want to be used esti what do u think?I'm confused in my mind bezu neger nw mesbew bande and tell me what do u gain in relationships?
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Okay what do u think about a first kiss malte we r in relationship but it just been months gena engalen that Mich bayhonem & we talk with phone but evey time we meet he want to kiss me and I told him to wait uk till ik him better and trust him right this is also my frist relationship but i see it as a serious koye ye relationship tergmu mndn nw is it about the kisses and hugs or is it the one u feel safe with?knowing more eachother aydel?and I don't feel that at all...I can't trust him cause every time we meet it feels like that he just want to kiss or make out I think I'm more than that and worth the wait right I'm a women and I want to see what effort he make to earn a trust or me. I do love him and wanna give him a chance but i still don't want to be used esti what do u think?I'm confused in my mind bezu neger nw mesbew bande and tell me what do u gain in relationships?
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So let me get to the point... I have been dating this guy for more than a year and half now. And a lot is going on...his mom compares me to other girls, tells me he has so many better options then gets into our relationship and saying things like I am holding back and whatnot. And when it reached the limits I told him and he said he will work it out but then said she is a positive person and I am negative then apologized and I stopped meeting his family cause...its a lot of things that I can't write here and it just traumatized me in many levels. But then I feel like I am not with the right person. He only meets with me when it works for him other than that even when I am sick he would just call and say eat drink ayezosh he doesn't show effort unless it works into his schedule or something. And honestly speaking I don't feel the same way for him the way I used to. I tried to end the relationship so many times but he won't let go but at the same time doesn't treat me right. Like he do have his good sides too but It's been a lot to take in. He used to have this childhood friend. And they used to chat as she lives in a different country but then he deleted their whole chat and when I asked him why he said its because he chatted something about latino girls and that he was wishing to latino and he met one then she told him that she is only here for sometime so he I guess he didn't go for it. But I came in his life right after in few days. Now that I know the history (if its the truth why he deleted the whole chat) then I am just... I am not his type? Or I am not his first choice...and that hurts. I always felt like he is not fully in the relationship. I got into a car accident in midnight and called him he said he can't come as he doesn't want to worry his family if he got out in midnight, I was literally in a life death situation. After he moved here, when he got a job he wasn't answering my calls texts or anything for a straight a week and then one day he said he is with his coworker and he is not comfortable talking to me around her. But I was there for him for 6 month keeping him sane till he gets a job here. I don't know what to feel right now. I don't know where I went wrong. And he doesn't let go I am confused why he doesn't let go when he is not in 100%. Dating someone knowing and feeling like you are not their first choice just breaks my heart. I cried for so long that I am a point where I feel numb. I am also afraid of being alone. I don't have any friends or family around. And I don't know how to even make friends, I feel like I am a boring person. This is just the short version, I am just so traumatized. This is my second long time relationship, and the first time was worst than this. I don't even know if I will ever find a guy or even date not cause I don't want to but because I don't know where to find that guy who understands you and treats you right and be there for you, have the same energy level with you and crazy about you.
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So let me get to the point... I have been dating this guy for more than a year and half now. And a lot is going on...his mom compares me to other girls, tells me he has so many better options then gets into our relationship and saying things like I am holding back and whatnot. And when it reached the limits I told him and he said he will work it out but then said she is a positive person and I am negative then apologized and I stopped meeting his family cause...its a lot of things that I can't write here and it just traumatized me in many levels. But then I feel like I am not with the right person. He only meets with me when it works for him other than that even when I am sick he would just call and say eat drink ayezosh he doesn't show effort unless it works into his schedule or something. And honestly speaking I don't feel the same way for him the way I used to. I tried to end the relationship so many times but he won't let go but at the same time doesn't treat me right. Like he do have his good sides too but It's been a lot to take in. He used to have this childhood friend. And they used to chat as she lives in a different country but then he deleted their whole chat and when I asked him why he said its because he chatted something about latino girls and that he was wishing to latino and he met one then she told him that she is only here for sometime so he I guess he didn't go for it. But I came in his life right after in few days. Now that I know the history (if its the truth why he deleted the whole chat) then I am just... I am not his type? Or I am not his first choice...and that hurts. I always felt like he is not fully in the relationship. I got into a car accident in midnight and called him he said he can't come as he doesn't want to worry his family if he got out in midnight, I was literally in a life death situation. After he moved here, when he got a job he wasn't answering my calls texts or anything for a straight a week and then one day he said he is with his coworker and he is not comfortable talking to me around her. But I was there for him for 6 month keeping him sane till he gets a job here. I don't know what to feel right now. I don't know where I went wrong. And he doesn't let go I am confused why he doesn't let go when he is not in 100%. Dating someone knowing and feeling like you are not their first choice just breaks my heart. I cried for so long that I am a point where I feel numb. I am also afraid of being alone. I don't have any friends or family around. And I don't know how to even make friends, I feel like I am a boring person. This is just the short version, I am just so traumatized. This is my second long time relationship, and the first time was worst than this. I don't even know if I will ever find a guy or even date not cause I don't want to but because I don't know where to find that guy who understands you and treats you right and be there for you, have the same energy level with you and crazy about you.
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Ladies I need some help ASAP. I'm going out with a guy this Saturday and I've never been out on a date before. And I don't really know him that well we haven't texted much. He's one of those overly experienced rich boys and I'm one of those shy awkward girls. Tell me how to act, what to expect, how to eat idek guys what's the worst thing that can happen and how can I handle it? What do you do to get rid of the awkwardness when it's time to pay for meal. And what should I wear, even. Please please please I really like him and I don't want to ruin this. So girls who've been in a lot of dates or guys even, tell me what men expect. Thank you.
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I need to vent
Ladies I need some help ASAP. I'm going out with a guy this Saturday and I've never been out on a date before. And I don't really know him that well we haven't texted much. He's one of those overly experienced rich boys and I'm one of those shy awkward girls. Tell me how to act, what to expect, how to eat idek guys what's the worst thing that can happen and how can I handle it? What do you do to get rid of the awkwardness when it's time to pay for meal. And what should I wear, even. Please please please I really like him and I don't want to ruin this. So girls who've been in a lot of dates or guys even, tell me what men expect. Thank you.
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