Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am r e y.
I need to vent
Words woven ever so eloquently, as to appear of standard. To stand in front of this reflection you deeply want to admire, so others can admire it too. To breath the smoke of a half dead cigarette thinking why you succumbed to the urges, a slave to impulse. As the pause between day and night comes to and end and you're making your way, one foot then another, teeter totter; to school
to work
Then repeat routine; to then yearn for impulse, to remember the horrible aroma of banal existence that you just came from with fondness. The clock swinged alas and the day's over, back you go, to your comforting furniture that sits soaking guilt, to the distractions from your distractions, to the new old wave of thought that drowns you for the fist time, again. you're back, to the place you wanted to be in just earlier. Back from the place you'll be back from tomorrow.
#Melancholy
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I am r e y.
I need to vent
Words woven ever so eloquently, as to appear of standard. To stand in front of this reflection you deeply want to admire, so others can admire it too. To breath the smoke of a half dead cigarette thinking why you succumbed to the urges, a slave to impulse. As the pause between day and night comes to and end and you're making your way, one foot then another, teeter totter; to school
to work
Then repeat routine; to then yearn for impulse, to remember the horrible aroma of banal existence that you just came from with fondness. The clock swinged alas and the day's over, back you go, to your comforting furniture that sits soaking guilt, to the distractions from your distractions, to the new old wave of thought that drowns you for the fist time, again. you're back, to the place you wanted to be in just earlier. Back from the place you'll be back from tomorrow.
#Melancholy
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Hello Beautiful people,
Does anyone ever feel like they're getting suffocated in platonic relationships? I'm not sure if it's a problem with my state of mind or not, but i feel like my friend just comes to me to dump their problem on me. Which is usually fine, cuz as friends, we share in each other's joy and pain and we help support one another. But it's gotten to a point where I'd send a funny text or talk about a different topic and without any acknowledgement to myself or my text, we jump straight to what's wrong. We never share laughter anymore, i just feel like the therapist. Ive considered talking to them about it, but idk if that will go so well. Or if it's even fair for me to say that. It makes me feel guilty that i can't keep listening to their problems all the time, but at the same time i feel like they're just taking from me constantly and I've got nothing more left to give. So i keep dreading the convos and meetups cuz I'm bracing myself for another load of complaints and problems.
Anyways, thank you to those who read. I feel like i needed to say it out loud, and i somewhat feel better already. Any advice would be appreciated, feel free to let me know if I'm in the wrong here🙃❤️
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Hello Beautiful people,
Does anyone ever feel like they're getting suffocated in platonic relationships? I'm not sure if it's a problem with my state of mind or not, but i feel like my friend just comes to me to dump their problem on me. Which is usually fine, cuz as friends, we share in each other's joy and pain and we help support one another. But it's gotten to a point where I'd send a funny text or talk about a different topic and without any acknowledgement to myself or my text, we jump straight to what's wrong. We never share laughter anymore, i just feel like the therapist. Ive considered talking to them about it, but idk if that will go so well. Or if it's even fair for me to say that. It makes me feel guilty that i can't keep listening to their problems all the time, but at the same time i feel like they're just taking from me constantly and I've got nothing more left to give. So i keep dreading the convos and meetups cuz I'm bracing myself for another load of complaints and problems.
Anyways, thank you to those who read. I feel like i needed to say it out loud, and i somewhat feel better already. Any advice would be appreciated, feel free to let me know if I'm in the wrong here🙃❤️
#Friendship
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ረጅሙ ቀን እንደምንም አለቀልን፣ ሁለታችንም ከየስራ ቦታችን እግሮቻችን ዝለው ነው ቤት የደረስነው። የኔ እና ያንቺ ቤት፣ ጣትሽ ላይ ያለውን ቀለበት ያሰርኩልሽ ቀን የመሰረትነው ጎጆዋችን። ቀድመሽኝ ነበር የደረሽው፣ ሶፋው ላይ ጠዋት ለብሰሽ ወደ ስራ የሄድሽበትን የነበረውን ቀይ ቀሚስ ሳታወልቂ፣ ባዶ እግርሽን አደይ አበባ መስለሽ ተንጋለሻል። የሳሎኑን በር እያንቃቃሁ ከፍቼ ገባሁኝ፣ ታፍኖ የቆየውም ቤት በአዲስ አየር ታደሰ። ከሶፋው ላይ ተነስተሽ ወደኔ ለመምጣት ለአፍታ እንኳን አላመነታሽም ነበር፣ ምንም ያህል ሰውነትሽ አቅም ባይኖረውም።
ባዶ እግርሽን ከመሬቱ ላይ እያጣበቅሽ ወደኔ ስትከንፊ ቸኮልሽ፣ የደከሙት እጆቼም ላንቺ ለመዘርጋት አላነሱም። ሊከደኑ ሲያቃታቸው የቆዩት ሽፋሽፍቶቼም እንደ መኪና በር ከጥግ እስከጥግ ተከፈቱ፣ ልቤም ፍጥነቱን ጨምሮ ይሮጥ ጀመረ።
ያንን ይሄንን ሲያሸት የዋለው አፍንጫዬ ያንቺን ጠረን ደግሞ የማያገኝው ይመስል ሲበዛ ማገው፣ አሉባልታው ያደከምው ጆሮዬ ያንቺን ትንፋሽ ሲሰማ እፎይ አለ። ለስላሳው መዳፍሽ ከአንገቴ ላይ ሲንሸራተት የሰውነቴ ጽጉሮች ቀጥ ቀጥ አሉብኝ ብርድ እንደመታኝ ሁሉ።
ወደኋላ እንደማለት ብለሽ ከጀርባዬ ያዘልኩትን ቦርሳ አውልቀሽ ከመሬት በደንታ ቢስነት ጣልሽው፣ ነገሩ እኔም ግድ አልሰጠኝም፣ አይኖቼን ብቻ ካንቺ ላይ ሰክቼ ደንዝዣለሁኝ አንድ ኪሎ ጫት እንደቃምኩ ሁሉ።
ወንዝ በሆኑት አይኖችሽ ውስጥ እየዋኘሁ መስመጥን ስመኝ፣ አንቺም በነዛ ስስ ጣፋጭ ከንፈሮችሽ የኔን ከንፈሮች ዳሰሻቸው።
አለም ዝም አለች፣ ሁሉም ነገር ደብዝዞ አንቺ ብቻ ጎልተሽ ትታይኝ ጀመር። እጆቻችን ተቆላልፈው በዝግታ ወደመኝታ ክፍላችን አመራን፣ አንደበቶቻችን ታስረው ልቦቻችን ግን በሚስጥር ይነጋገሩ ነበር።
የሁለታችንም ሃሳብ አንድ ሆኖ አገኘነው፣ አድካሚውን ቀን ቀዝቃዛ ውሃ ብንጨምርበት ምን የመሰለ ምሽት ማድረግ እንደምንችል ሁለታችንም የገባን ይመስላል። የለበስኩትን ሰማያዊ ሸሚዝ ከሰውነቴ ገፈፍሽልኝ፣ ምንም እስከማይቀረኝ ድረስም ባዶዬን አስቀረሽኝ፣ እኔም ከብዙ አመት በኋላ በነጻ እንደተለቀቀ እስረኛ ነጻነት አገኘሁ። እጆቼንም ከነዛ ውብ ትከሻዎችሽ ላይ አሳረፍኳቸው፣ ለአፍታም ለምታህል ሰአት ከዛ ቢቆዩ መረጥኩኝ፣ አንቺም በፍቅር አይኖችሽ እንድቀጥል ተማጸንሽኝ።
ከዚ በላይ ምን አለም አለ? ቀኝ እጄ በጀርባሽ አድርጎ የቀሚስሽን መክፈቻ ወደታች አንሸራቶ ጀርባሽን ገለጠው። መማጸን የሰለቻቸው አይኖችሽ ተከደነው ከንፈርሽን ወደከንፈሬ ወረወርሽው፣ እጆችሽንም ከልብሶችሽ ውስጥ ስታስመልጫቸው ቀዩ ውብ ቀሚስ በገላሽ ላይ ቀስ እያለ ተንሸራቶ ወደመሬት ወደቀ። አንቺም ምንም እስከማይቀርሽ ባዶሽን መሆንን መረጥሽ።
ወደ መታጠቢያ ክፍሉ ለመሄድ ከንፈራችንን ስናላቅቅ እለት እለት አዲስ የሚሆንብኝ ውብ፣ እንደማር የሚፈስ ሚመስለው ገላሽ፣ እይኖቼን ከቅድሙ ይልቅ ገለጣቸው።
እጄን ይዘሽኝ ስንጓጓለት ወደነበረው መታጠቢያ ክፍል ትመሪኝ ጀመር። አይኔን፣ ውሃ እንደቋጠረ ከረጢት ከሚዘለው ዳሌሽ ላይ ማንሳት አልፈለኩም፣ አንቺም እንዳነሳ የፈለግሽ አይመስለኝም። መንታ ጡቶችሽ ከደረትሽ ሆነው በዝግታ ወድያ ወዲህ ይውለበለባሉ።
የመታጠብያ ክፍሉ መስታወት በር በፍቃዱ ተንሸራቶ ተከፈተ፣ አንቺም ቀድመሺኝ ገባሽ፣ እኔም ያንቺን ኮቴ እየተከተልኩ ቀኝ እግሬን እንዳስቀደምኩ ሳይደርቅ የቆየው መሬት ሳላስበው አዳለጠኝ። ቀኝ እጄ እጅሽን ላይለቅ አጥብቆ እንደያዘው ነው።
ራሱን መቆጣጠር ያቃተውም ሰውነቴ፣ ሰርከስ ላይ ያለሁ እያስመሰለኝ ከአየሩ ወደ ጣሪያው እንዳንጋጠጥኩ ለትንሽ ሰአት ተንሳፈፍኩኝ። ምርጫ አልነበረኝ፣ የያዝኩትን እጅሽን ሳልለቅ በጀርባዬ ከመሬቱ ተነጠፍኩኝ። እሳት ላይ ያረፍኩ ነበር የመሰለኝ። ጀርባዬ ነደደ፣ ጭንቅላቴም ከመሬቱ በሃይል ሲላተም በቃ የምሞት ይምሞት ነበር የመሰለኝ። እሱም ሳይበቃኝ ደግሞ እንደፈራሁት ቅድም ሲያማልለኝ የቆየው ገላሽ ከላዬ ላይ እንዘጭ ሲል ተሰፈረብኝ፣ ድንቄም አማላይ!
ቀጥሎም የሰማሁት ነገር ቢኖር “አይይይይ፣ በቃ ሁል ጊዜ እንዳበላሸህብኝ። በቃ ምንም የፍቅር ጨዋታ መጫወት አትችልም አደል? በል እኔ ልታጠብና አንተ ደግሞ በተራህ ትታጠባለህ። እስከዛ አረፍ ብለህ ራስህን አስታም። ብዙ አልቆይም እኔ።” ሚሉትን፣ በደረቀ ጉሮሮሽ የተናገርሻቸውን ቃላቶች ነበር። “እንቅልፌ መጥቷል፣ ተጣጥቤ ለሽ ማለት ነው የምፈልገው።” ብለሽኝ ጥለሽኝ ገባሽ።
መቼ ይሆን የሚሳካልኝ? አይ እዳዬ!
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ረጅሙ ቀን እንደምንም አለቀልን፣ ሁለታችንም ከየስራ ቦታችን እግሮቻችን ዝለው ነው ቤት የደረስነው። የኔ እና ያንቺ ቤት፣ ጣትሽ ላይ ያለውን ቀለበት ያሰርኩልሽ ቀን የመሰረትነው ጎጆዋችን። ቀድመሽኝ ነበር የደረሽው፣ ሶፋው ላይ ጠዋት ለብሰሽ ወደ ስራ የሄድሽበትን የነበረውን ቀይ ቀሚስ ሳታወልቂ፣ ባዶ እግርሽን አደይ አበባ መስለሽ ተንጋለሻል። የሳሎኑን በር እያንቃቃሁ ከፍቼ ገባሁኝ፣ ታፍኖ የቆየውም ቤት በአዲስ አየር ታደሰ። ከሶፋው ላይ ተነስተሽ ወደኔ ለመምጣት ለአፍታ እንኳን አላመነታሽም ነበር፣ ምንም ያህል ሰውነትሽ አቅም ባይኖረውም።
ባዶ እግርሽን ከመሬቱ ላይ እያጣበቅሽ ወደኔ ስትከንፊ ቸኮልሽ፣ የደከሙት እጆቼም ላንቺ ለመዘርጋት አላነሱም። ሊከደኑ ሲያቃታቸው የቆዩት ሽፋሽፍቶቼም እንደ መኪና በር ከጥግ እስከጥግ ተከፈቱ፣ ልቤም ፍጥነቱን ጨምሮ ይሮጥ ጀመረ።
ያንን ይሄንን ሲያሸት የዋለው አፍንጫዬ ያንቺን ጠረን ደግሞ የማያገኝው ይመስል ሲበዛ ማገው፣ አሉባልታው ያደከምው ጆሮዬ ያንቺን ትንፋሽ ሲሰማ እፎይ አለ። ለስላሳው መዳፍሽ ከአንገቴ ላይ ሲንሸራተት የሰውነቴ ጽጉሮች ቀጥ ቀጥ አሉብኝ ብርድ እንደመታኝ ሁሉ።
ወደኋላ እንደማለት ብለሽ ከጀርባዬ ያዘልኩትን ቦርሳ አውልቀሽ ከመሬት በደንታ ቢስነት ጣልሽው፣ ነገሩ እኔም ግድ አልሰጠኝም፣ አይኖቼን ብቻ ካንቺ ላይ ሰክቼ ደንዝዣለሁኝ አንድ ኪሎ ጫት እንደቃምኩ ሁሉ።
ወንዝ በሆኑት አይኖችሽ ውስጥ እየዋኘሁ መስመጥን ስመኝ፣ አንቺም በነዛ ስስ ጣፋጭ ከንፈሮችሽ የኔን ከንፈሮች ዳሰሻቸው።
አለም ዝም አለች፣ ሁሉም ነገር ደብዝዞ አንቺ ብቻ ጎልተሽ ትታይኝ ጀመር። እጆቻችን ተቆላልፈው በዝግታ ወደመኝታ ክፍላችን አመራን፣ አንደበቶቻችን ታስረው ልቦቻችን ግን በሚስጥር ይነጋገሩ ነበር።
የሁለታችንም ሃሳብ አንድ ሆኖ አገኘነው፣ አድካሚውን ቀን ቀዝቃዛ ውሃ ብንጨምርበት ምን የመሰለ ምሽት ማድረግ እንደምንችል ሁለታችንም የገባን ይመስላል። የለበስኩትን ሰማያዊ ሸሚዝ ከሰውነቴ ገፈፍሽልኝ፣ ምንም እስከማይቀረኝ ድረስም ባዶዬን አስቀረሽኝ፣ እኔም ከብዙ አመት በኋላ በነጻ እንደተለቀቀ እስረኛ ነጻነት አገኘሁ። እጆቼንም ከነዛ ውብ ትከሻዎችሽ ላይ አሳረፍኳቸው፣ ለአፍታም ለምታህል ሰአት ከዛ ቢቆዩ መረጥኩኝ፣ አንቺም በፍቅር አይኖችሽ እንድቀጥል ተማጸንሽኝ።
ከዚ በላይ ምን አለም አለ? ቀኝ እጄ በጀርባሽ አድርጎ የቀሚስሽን መክፈቻ ወደታች አንሸራቶ ጀርባሽን ገለጠው። መማጸን የሰለቻቸው አይኖችሽ ተከደነው ከንፈርሽን ወደከንፈሬ ወረወርሽው፣ እጆችሽንም ከልብሶችሽ ውስጥ ስታስመልጫቸው ቀዩ ውብ ቀሚስ በገላሽ ላይ ቀስ እያለ ተንሸራቶ ወደመሬት ወደቀ። አንቺም ምንም እስከማይቀርሽ ባዶሽን መሆንን መረጥሽ።
ወደ መታጠቢያ ክፍሉ ለመሄድ ከንፈራችንን ስናላቅቅ እለት እለት አዲስ የሚሆንብኝ ውብ፣ እንደማር የሚፈስ ሚመስለው ገላሽ፣ እይኖቼን ከቅድሙ ይልቅ ገለጣቸው።
እጄን ይዘሽኝ ስንጓጓለት ወደነበረው መታጠቢያ ክፍል ትመሪኝ ጀመር። አይኔን፣ ውሃ እንደቋጠረ ከረጢት ከሚዘለው ዳሌሽ ላይ ማንሳት አልፈለኩም፣ አንቺም እንዳነሳ የፈለግሽ አይመስለኝም። መንታ ጡቶችሽ ከደረትሽ ሆነው በዝግታ ወድያ ወዲህ ይውለበለባሉ።
የመታጠብያ ክፍሉ መስታወት በር በፍቃዱ ተንሸራቶ ተከፈተ፣ አንቺም ቀድመሺኝ ገባሽ፣ እኔም ያንቺን ኮቴ እየተከተልኩ ቀኝ እግሬን እንዳስቀደምኩ ሳይደርቅ የቆየው መሬት ሳላስበው አዳለጠኝ። ቀኝ እጄ እጅሽን ላይለቅ አጥብቆ እንደያዘው ነው።
ራሱን መቆጣጠር ያቃተውም ሰውነቴ፣ ሰርከስ ላይ ያለሁ እያስመሰለኝ ከአየሩ ወደ ጣሪያው እንዳንጋጠጥኩ ለትንሽ ሰአት ተንሳፈፍኩኝ። ምርጫ አልነበረኝ፣ የያዝኩትን እጅሽን ሳልለቅ በጀርባዬ ከመሬቱ ተነጠፍኩኝ። እሳት ላይ ያረፍኩ ነበር የመሰለኝ። ጀርባዬ ነደደ፣ ጭንቅላቴም ከመሬቱ በሃይል ሲላተም በቃ የምሞት ይምሞት ነበር የመሰለኝ። እሱም ሳይበቃኝ ደግሞ እንደፈራሁት ቅድም ሲያማልለኝ የቆየው ገላሽ ከላዬ ላይ እንዘጭ ሲል ተሰፈረብኝ፣ ድንቄም አማላይ!
ቀጥሎም የሰማሁት ነገር ቢኖር “አይይይይ፣ በቃ ሁል ጊዜ እንዳበላሸህብኝ። በቃ ምንም የፍቅር ጨዋታ መጫወት አትችልም አደል? በል እኔ ልታጠብና አንተ ደግሞ በተራህ ትታጠባለህ። እስከዛ አረፍ ብለህ ራስህን አስታም። ብዙ አልቆይም እኔ።” ሚሉትን፣ በደረቀ ጉሮሮሽ የተናገርሻቸውን ቃላቶች ነበር። “እንቅልፌ መጥቷል፣ ተጣጥቤ ለሽ ማለት ነው የምፈልገው።” ብለሽኝ ጥለሽኝ ገባሽ።
መቼ ይሆን የሚሳካልኝ? አይ እዳዬ!
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long story short, i married this guy the man that i luv d most n he luvs me so much.. he waited so long fo me 2 b ready n evt, d problem is we couldn't hve sex, am still virgin n i dnt wanna try it with anyone except him i was excited 2 do it with d right person somehow we couldn't, we tried 2 but gena lijmer sil d pain is unbearable beka my body is not ready meselegn bcha i cudnt... am hurting his feelings betam, malet he understands me ena ayzosh beka teyiw mnamn blogn enalfewalen gn yhe zelaki mefthe adelem i want him 2 get evt he can from me n i dnt klwant him 2 miss d sex part, so pls especially grls endezi agatmuachw kehone suggest me something d way u fixed it i think ande esknjemr new d pain gn yann malef akategn, any useful advice kalachw share me thank u🙏
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long story short, i married this guy the man that i luv d most n he luvs me so much.. he waited so long fo me 2 b ready n evt, d problem is we couldn't hve sex, am still virgin n i dnt wanna try it with anyone except him i was excited 2 do it with d right person somehow we couldn't, we tried 2 but gena lijmer sil d pain is unbearable beka my body is not ready meselegn bcha i cudnt... am hurting his feelings betam, malet he understands me ena ayzosh beka teyiw mnamn blogn enalfewalen gn yhe zelaki mefthe adelem i want him 2 get evt he can from me n i dnt klwant him 2 miss d sex part, so pls especially grls endezi agatmuachw kehone suggest me something d way u fixed it i think ande esknjemr new d pain gn yann malef akategn, any useful advice kalachw share me thank u🙏
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Hey I have to put this here, because I don’t think I can be more descriptive about what I want, on any place/site.
Okay so the thing is I’m into girls body, but specific place specific things I like to do. I like cute girls(face), and all the womanly thing.
But I’m am obsessed with fucking like really, and well eating her out. Men,! I would make a girl wet, and the juice out of her pussy. I love to eat them. I would suck that thing for a shhhhh!
I’m also romantic till some level, you know giving her flower, surprise her in a place where she doesn’t expect,! Making her wild on place she feel shy with (🙈).
But at the top of that I believe in relationship which most girls don’t seem to like idk, I believe in monogamy!
And yeah, I’m 26 anyone interested I would love to know.
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Hey I have to put this here, because I don’t think I can be more descriptive about what I want, on any place/site.
Okay so the thing is I’m into girls body, but specific place specific things I like to do. I like cute girls(face), and all the womanly thing.
But I’m am obsessed with fucking like really, and well eating her out. Men,! I would make a girl wet, and the juice out of her pussy. I love to eat them. I would suck that thing for a shhhhh!
I’m also romantic till some level, you know giving her flower, surprise her in a place where she doesn’t expect,! Making her wild on place she feel shy with (🙈).
But at the top of that I believe in relationship which most girls don’t seem to like idk, I believe in monogamy!
And yeah, I’m 26 anyone interested I would love to know.
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Dear you . You know who you are .
I never thought I would curse the single fateful car ride I took with u but I do . U broke the last hope I had in love and opening up . I embraced you with all ur wounds and ugly scars . I saw them as beauty marks . And when I showed u my insecurities and when u played mind games with me as if I was welcome little did I knew it was all a perverted twisted fetish. For every time you stroke my body for every time u looked at me with lust idiot me confused that with love . Like u said i was desperate. Desperate for anything to escape from my hell home . Desperate for love , desperate for acceptance .I was blind and I couldn't see it at the time. And when I confronted u , u play with ur words and act like the victim and like always I end up apologizing .
I hate myself for letting you treat me like this. I hate myself for letting u gaslight me , i hate myself for insulting myself for everytime u felt inconvinience . I hate myself for feeling overwhelmingly grateful and indebted for the bare minimum you did . I hate the fact that I felt like I burdened u for wanting to lean on . I showed u how to treat me like shit . I don't blame u on that.
For every time I apologized for the things I didn't do . For all the efforts I put that were never recognized , for your never ending demand I could never fulfil , I wish u pay for it . I hope u really see the kind of monster u really r one day . I pray for the next woman that's gonna be with u . U r nothing but a twisted psychopath manipulative rapist . I hope that day comes where u can no longer outsmart your own brain and u clearly see who u really are . That will be the day where u will either go Insane or kill yourself .
And lastly thank you for the lesson. I thought I loved myself , I thought I was selfish . Now I know I have none of that . And until I fix the relationship I have with myself I will keep on attracti g creeps like u that will take advantage of my brokenness and walk all over me . So thanks for bringing this enlightenment early in my life .
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Dear you . You know who you are .
I never thought I would curse the single fateful car ride I took with u but I do . U broke the last hope I had in love and opening up . I embraced you with all ur wounds and ugly scars . I saw them as beauty marks . And when I showed u my insecurities and when u played mind games with me as if I was welcome little did I knew it was all a perverted twisted fetish. For every time you stroke my body for every time u looked at me with lust idiot me confused that with love . Like u said i was desperate. Desperate for anything to escape from my hell home . Desperate for love , desperate for acceptance .I was blind and I couldn't see it at the time. And when I confronted u , u play with ur words and act like the victim and like always I end up apologizing .
I hate myself for letting you treat me like this. I hate myself for letting u gaslight me , i hate myself for insulting myself for everytime u felt inconvinience . I hate myself for feeling overwhelmingly grateful and indebted for the bare minimum you did . I hate the fact that I felt like I burdened u for wanting to lean on . I showed u how to treat me like shit . I don't blame u on that.
For every time I apologized for the things I didn't do . For all the efforts I put that were never recognized , for your never ending demand I could never fulfil , I wish u pay for it . I hope u really see the kind of monster u really r one day . I pray for the next woman that's gonna be with u . U r nothing but a twisted psychopath manipulative rapist . I hope that day comes where u can no longer outsmart your own brain and u clearly see who u really are . That will be the day where u will either go Insane or kill yourself .
And lastly thank you for the lesson. I thought I loved myself , I thought I was selfish . Now I know I have none of that . And until I fix the relationship I have with myself I will keep on attracti g creeps like u that will take advantage of my brokenness and walk all over me . So thanks for bringing this enlightenment early in my life .
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i vent a lot of things but this i don't know how to vent and how this girl identity,and if i find her boom it's gonna be a miracle.. So here it goes..It's s more like to find a cute,beautiful girl with amazing long hair even 'benetelam bihon' and i saw her today in Adissu Michael 'sitzemir,sizemiru' she were this black dress..you guy's ask why i didn't make my move mnamn even though she's interested in me. Well she is with her MOM and her duplex sister with a brace so i didn't make my move this beautiful girl tell her sis abt it and she gave me this look 😐 and i told(asked),(begged) my cousin to make it up to me in some girlish thing but her mom is kinds strict they never leave her sight,the only thing we can do is staring at eachother for like 20-30 min mnamn ..so if you are in this channel can u holla at me or something and if this ain't work i kinda hv to go to Addisu Michael to each ceremony an try to Find YOU..
Wish me luck guys🤞🏾..LOVE YOU
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i vent a lot of things but this i don't know how to vent and how this girl identity,and if i find her boom it's gonna be a miracle.. So here it goes..It's s more like to find a cute,beautiful girl with amazing long hair even 'benetelam bihon' and i saw her today in Adissu Michael 'sitzemir,sizemiru' she were this black dress..you guy's ask why i didn't make my move mnamn even though she's interested in me. Well she is with her MOM and her duplex sister with a brace so i didn't make my move this beautiful girl tell her sis abt it and she gave me this look 😐 and i told(asked),(begged) my cousin to make it up to me in some girlish thing but her mom is kinds strict they never leave her sight,the only thing we can do is staring at eachother for like 20-30 min mnamn ..so if you are in this channel can u holla at me or something and if this ain't work i kinda hv to go to Addisu Michael to each ceremony an try to Find YOU..
Wish me luck guys🤞🏾..LOVE YOU
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Is there anyone out here who struggle with a mental illness and succeed on to live a normal life.like the things u do before studying,going to class ,meet friends.
M struggling a lot and want to share if there is anyone cause all I can think of is suicide.I tried many times and I failed like wtf.
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Is there anyone out here who struggle with a mental illness and succeed on to live a normal life.like the things u do before studying,going to class ,meet friends.
M struggling a lot and want to share if there is anyone cause all I can think of is suicide.I tried many times and I failed like wtf.
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Hello ....24M....i want girl best friend i had really good girl best friends but we drifted apart through life so if any one interested being friend talking sharing new idea and developing new hobbies am here
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Hello ....24M....i want girl best friend i had really good girl best friends but we drifted apart through life so if any one interested being friend talking sharing new idea and developing new hobbies am here
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If humans were drugs you would be a user.
You are addicted bc the attention feels good. In a while it would not be enough. You want more. You NEED more.
YOU USE AND ABUSE.
After you get your kick, after you have fulfilled your need. You discard The shell you made
When the need arises...when you need to use. You grovel. You beg. You fucking get on your knees. But once you get your kick. Your use. I'm just a shell again. Ready for disposal
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If humans were drugs you would be a user.
You are addicted bc the attention feels good. In a while it would not be enough. You want more. You NEED more.
YOU USE AND ABUSE.
After you get your kick, after you have fulfilled your need. You discard The shell you made
When the need arises...when you need to use. You grovel. You beg. You fucking get on your knees. But once you get your kick. Your use. I'm just a shell again. Ready for disposal
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Yemayagebutn sew date mareg ena r/n mejemer tegebi new blachu tasbalachu..?👈👈
Bechrash lagebachew malchlacew sewoch betam ykerbugnal tg lay hi blew yawerugnal mnamin (as a guy yhe tlik neger new) ene mnim aymeslgnim just awarachewalew ena idk i don't hv problems with getting girls (i am rly feta yalku, cute, tall and am a good person i treat them well) But t i do hv problems with getting girls that i WANT beka mfelgachewn alagegnim yene type yalhonu bcha new miyagatmugn ene demo first move alaregim jinjenam gobez adelehum kawerugn bcha new maweraw..🤷♂
Ena since i broke up with my ex 4 month ago single mehon betam eyastelagn new ena this days bzu setoch (4 - 5 ) gar yemekreb edlu agatmogn neber they all made the first move bcha eyaweran neber mnamin ena bteykachew eshi endemilu gemtalew keza gin benesu feeling mechot endehone sasb wey demo at least 1 bcha meyaz endalebgn sasb yastelagnal ena ahun lay 3tun kenshe 2 bcha eyaweraw new ena the one said "no we should stay friends" and the other says "Eshi"
I know am not gonna marry her no way in hell but i hate to be single ena yhen yahil yewededechign almeselegnim neber tnish gize stegn blagn neber keza semonun new eshi yalechign ena okay bye abren honin she loves me so much and ik when the girl loves me but Me not even a feeling🙄 i rly don't know if i even gonna love someone in the future mafker erasu min endehonem alakm fr yemir kemetach metach kehedechim hedech endezi aynet sew negn...
Ena bcha min tasbalachuh we didn't meet in person yet so shall i make up a story and broke up with her mnim sayfeter or let's just hv fun with her until my real wife comes...? Am feeling guilt yemir at the same time demo am feeling bored i couldn't find the FWB girsl so this leaves me to play with the real lovers...😔😔
I don't wanna hurt anyone but i couldn't find my soulmate i couldn't find FWB so what should i do..? And the thing is arfe mekemet alchlm i wanna find my wife or hv fun with someone who's not gonna be ma wife..😔😔
Echi btewatim lela memtatua aykerm ena i need a long term solution...🙏🙏
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Main poin of this vent is:👇👇
Yemayagebutn sew date mareg ena r/n mejemer tegebi new blachu tasbalachu..?👈👈
Bechrash lagebachew malchlacew sewoch betam ykerbugnal tg lay hi blew yawerugnal mnamin (as a guy yhe tlik neger new) ene mnim aymeslgnim just awarachewalew ena idk i don't hv problems with getting girls (i am rly feta yalku, cute, tall and am a good person i treat them well) But t i do hv problems with getting girls that i WANT beka mfelgachewn alagegnim yene type yalhonu bcha new miyagatmugn ene demo first move alaregim jinjenam gobez adelehum kawerugn bcha new maweraw..🤷♂
Ena since i broke up with my ex 4 month ago single mehon betam eyastelagn new ena this days bzu setoch (4 - 5 ) gar yemekreb edlu agatmogn neber they all made the first move bcha eyaweran neber mnamin ena bteykachew eshi endemilu gemtalew keza gin benesu feeling mechot endehone sasb wey demo at least 1 bcha meyaz endalebgn sasb yastelagnal ena ahun lay 3tun kenshe 2 bcha eyaweraw new ena the one said "no we should stay friends" and the other says "Eshi"
I know am not gonna marry her no way in hell but i hate to be single ena yhen yahil yewededechign almeselegnim neber tnish gize stegn blagn neber keza semonun new eshi yalechign ena okay bye abren honin she loves me so much and ik when the girl loves me but Me not even a feeling🙄 i rly don't know if i even gonna love someone in the future mafker erasu min endehonem alakm fr yemir kemetach metach kehedechim hedech endezi aynet sew negn...
Ena bcha min tasbalachuh we didn't meet in person yet so shall i make up a story and broke up with her mnim sayfeter or let's just hv fun with her until my real wife comes...? Am feeling guilt yemir at the same time demo am feeling bored i couldn't find the FWB girsl so this leaves me to play with the real lovers...😔😔
I don't wanna hurt anyone but i couldn't find my soulmate i couldn't find FWB so what should i do..? And the thing is arfe mekemet alchlm i wanna find my wife or hv fun with someone who's not gonna be ma wife..😔😔
Echi btewatim lela memtatua aykerm ena i need a long term solution...🙏🙏
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Hello guys , i have a friend well actually he use to be my best friend bf and they broke before 2 yrs ago and me and him were still friends so what is happening is that he wants to start a relationship with me , and me i like tour relationship to be honest but i think of dating ur bestis ex even if she aint my besti no more and next i dont know but i dont trust him much u know as a friend he makes me late every time jesus mnamn so we even had kiss gn we were both drunk so iam so nervous to answer his question should i accept him nd give a try or should we be friends
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Hello guys , i have a friend well actually he use to be my best friend bf and they broke before 2 yrs ago and me and him were still friends so what is happening is that he wants to start a relationship with me , and me i like tour relationship to be honest but i think of dating ur bestis ex even if she aint my besti no more and next i dont know but i dont trust him much u know as a friend he makes me late every time jesus mnamn so we even had kiss gn we were both drunk so iam so nervous to answer his question should i accept him nd give a try or should we be friends
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So i have a friends with benefits ena, before we became friends we talked to each other about relationships minamin ena we have both been burnt by past relationships and we said that we werent ready to date and stuffs. Gin it has been a while since we had that convo and recently we have been becoming more closer and im starting to fall for him. Should i tell him? Should i wait for him to give me a hint? or should i just shut up and not cross his boundaries?
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So i have a friends with benefits ena, before we became friends we talked to each other about relationships minamin ena we have both been burnt by past relationships and we said that we werent ready to date and stuffs. Gin it has been a while since we had that convo and recently we have been becoming more closer and im starting to fall for him. Should i tell him? Should i wait for him to give me a hint? or should i just shut up and not cross his boundaries?
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I don't even know what to say.....I think this is my 4th time venting...im female 20 yo ..but age is just a number ...i mean im not matured enough to be 20 kemr ena what I'm about to say may also seem childish or ..Idk bcha the first thing is im not happy with the life im living right now...it's betamm depressing this is not the life I wanted I lost z purpose of life..and I don't mind dying kemr ..I'm already dead ..mnm yemaltekm sew negn ... betely for my family I feel like I'm a burden the other thing is i developed social phobia recently...beka i just don't want to get out from my comfort zone I don't like meeting new ppl mnamn ..I used to bullied in middle school and highschool demo ...but I do have 2 good friends ..but terarekenal ahun and I don't have a true closee friend.rn..I can't share my feelings wiz anyone ..i dont know who i am i dont know what my behavior is (am i a good or bad person)...& i used to trust everything & everyone veryy easilyy gn ahunn betam teteratari sew eyehonku new ..& yelugnta if I say some words (what are people gonna think of me????) I don't even know why I think like that..I can't even talk freely wiz my mom .im afraid of judgments... (it maybe asdedadegem lihon yichelal ..judgment or punishment mnm salareg yemiyasferagn)..bcha i really don't want to live I don't even want to search for my purpose😭 I don't feel I'm normal sometimes.... I may have some mental disorder .... but I really have faith in God .i grew up in a religious family (orthodox) ...and beka egziyaber endemiyaregegn yargegn bye kuch byalew ....gn andande tesfa yaskortal😒😞
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I don't even know what to say.....I think this is my 4th time venting...im female 20 yo ..but age is just a number ...i mean im not matured enough to be 20 kemr ena what I'm about to say may also seem childish or ..Idk bcha the first thing is im not happy with the life im living right now...it's betamm depressing this is not the life I wanted I lost z purpose of life..and I don't mind dying kemr ..I'm already dead ..mnm yemaltekm sew negn ... betely for my family I feel like I'm a burden the other thing is i developed social phobia recently...beka i just don't want to get out from my comfort zone I don't like meeting new ppl mnamn ..I used to bullied in middle school and highschool demo ...but I do have 2 good friends ..but terarekenal ahun and I don't have a true closee friend.rn..I can't share my feelings wiz anyone ..i dont know who i am i dont know what my behavior is (am i a good or bad person)...& i used to trust everything & everyone veryy easilyy gn ahunn betam teteratari sew eyehonku new ..& yelugnta if I say some words (what are people gonna think of me????) I don't even know why I think like that..I can't even talk freely wiz my mom .im afraid of judgments... (it maybe asdedadegem lihon yichelal ..judgment or punishment mnm salareg yemiyasferagn)..bcha i really don't want to live I don't even want to search for my purpose😭 I don't feel I'm normal sometimes.... I may have some mental disorder .... but I really have faith in God .i grew up in a religious family (orthodox) ...and beka egziyaber endemiyaregegn yargegn bye kuch byalew ....gn andande tesfa yaskortal😒😞
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There is the thing... Mn meselachu... I had a friend who is innocent caring and supportive ....
Ena we used to be seen together for most of the times in campus i mean we study together and talk mnamn ... Nothing more.
Ena on the other corner degmo there is this dude who loves her so much... I think he is jealous and obsessed with that.he personally talked to me to stay away from her... God 🤦♂ he thinks we kinda having something in between.
I tried to tell him the truth gn mnm liyamnegn alchalem... Ybas blo ahun he kinda try to masferarat me mnamn. Damn it! he thinks that thing works on me. I personally do not wanna be in such bullshit highschool vibe...
I'm busy building my tomorrow. I tried to make him be reasonable and think critically... Gn he is like literally deaf.
Enam sewochye... Though I don't wanna be stupid and emotional... I don't wanna run away from that coz of he just wanted it.
What wd y all do bene bota bitonu?
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There is the thing... Mn meselachu... I had a friend who is innocent caring and supportive ....
Ena we used to be seen together for most of the times in campus i mean we study together and talk mnamn ... Nothing more.
Ena on the other corner degmo there is this dude who loves her so much... I think he is jealous and obsessed with that.he personally talked to me to stay away from her... God 🤦♂ he thinks we kinda having something in between.
I tried to tell him the truth gn mnm liyamnegn alchalem... Ybas blo ahun he kinda try to masferarat me mnamn. Damn it! he thinks that thing works on me. I personally do not wanna be in such bullshit highschool vibe...
I'm busy building my tomorrow. I tried to make him be reasonable and think critically... Gn he is like literally deaf.
Enam sewochye... Though I don't wanna be stupid and emotional... I don't wanna run away from that coz of he just wanted it.
What wd y all do bene bota bitonu?
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Hey there I have a question for boys and girls.....some girls.....or boys play hard to get sometimes ya....but how do u tell or how do u knw if a girl is being easy malet mn sihon nw that girl is easy mibalew anedande endeza sibal selemesema nw.....u get my point right...
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Hey there I have a question for boys and girls.....some girls.....or boys play hard to get sometimes ya....but how do u tell or how do u knw if a girl is being easy malet mn sihon nw that girl is easy mibalew anedande endeza sibal selemesema nw.....u get my point right...
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This is 25 years old male. I have may own job and hustling well. I have no addiction. I dont drink, I dont smoke. I will never do them too, but I like those who do weirds and wild. My problem I am just Aries ♈️ boy and horny guy. I dont have gf. I dont wanna have too, because not I hate girls; endawm trust me I got kind and lovely heart, but its not my focus currently. I am on my business. Mn tmekrugnalachw?
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This is 25 years old male. I have may own job and hustling well. I have no addiction. I dont drink, I dont smoke. I will never do them too, but I like those who do weirds and wild. My problem I am just Aries ♈️ boy and horny guy. I dont have gf. I dont wanna have too, because not I hate girls; endawm trust me I got kind and lovely heart, but its not my focus currently. I am on my business. Mn tmekrugnalachw?
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I'm having a hard time. I couldn’t read my Bible and focus on spiritual things.all my thoughts alem lay eyehonebng new..in the past dehna nbrku ahun gin betam akateng kes eyalku eyetefahu new..I truly want to change. I don't know what to do...
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Okay so this is for Christians (Protestants)
I'm having a hard time. I couldn’t read my Bible and focus on spiritual things.all my thoughts alem lay eyehonebng new..in the past dehna nbrku ahun gin betam akateng kes eyalku eyetefahu new..I truly want to change. I don't know what to do...
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Hey guys so I kinda feel lost cause I don't resonate with anyone around me. Here's the thing I like reading books and learning new things everyday I mean like self development books and I see people who read those kinda books but they are not as passionate as I am about it. My friends also kinda get tried of me when I talk about what the book is about they tell me I think more than my age. So anyways my Point is there anyone who is like me who I can vibe with. Thank You.
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Hey guys so I kinda feel lost cause I don't resonate with anyone around me. Here's the thing I like reading books and learning new things everyday I mean like self development books and I see people who read those kinda books but they are not as passionate as I am about it. My friends also kinda get tried of me when I talk about what the book is about they tell me I think more than my age. So anyways my Point is there anyone who is like me who I can vibe with. Thank You.
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