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I'm a 21 years old girl and I had the worst childhood... My mom verybally abused me, shes so distant, judging, arrogant to me, she never made me feel loved And ahun lay mnm confidence yelegnem kesew gar megbabat alchelem betam sew felgalew gn because of my low self esteem sew makreb, megbabat, mawarat alchelem... I don't even know how to keep my very few friendships I have... betam eyetegodahu new bchegna hognalew, what do u advice me to be a better person... how do u guys treat the people around u?
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I'm a 21 years old girl and I had the worst childhood... My mom verybally abused me, shes so distant, judging, arrogant to me, she never made me feel loved And ahun lay mnm confidence yelegnem kesew gar megbabat alchelem betam sew felgalew gn because of my low self esteem sew makreb, megbabat, mawarat alchelem... I don't even know how to keep my very few friendships I have... betam eyetegodahu new bchegna hognalew, what do u advice me to be a better person... how do u guys treat the people around u?
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hi there I'm really concerned about where we ppl from Addis are headed I mean nothing goin on in the country seems to matter to us, we post black lives matter while countless poor farmers die all around our country, while the bandits r taking contor of cities n displacing thousands the ppl here r celebrating Halloween, its truly heartbreaking, am I the only one who thinks likes this ?does anyone out there share my concern?
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hi there I'm really concerned about where we ppl from Addis are headed I mean nothing goin on in the country seems to matter to us, we post black lives matter while countless poor farmers die all around our country, while the bandits r taking contor of cities n displacing thousands the ppl here r celebrating Halloween, its truly heartbreaking, am I the only one who thinks likes this ?does anyone out there share my concern?
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Hey guys, so this really isn't a vent....I just wanted to point something out. I am seeing a lot of vents that say there is no such thing as a guy and a girl bestfriend. Well, I hate to break it to you but there is. Me and my bestfriend have been friends for the past 5 years now. And there are no sexual feelings with each other. I am sure that this is purely platonic because he has a girlfriend and I am sure that I don't have any feelings. So please stop judging when a guy and a girl are just friends.
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Hey guys, so this really isn't a vent....I just wanted to point something out. I am seeing a lot of vents that say there is no such thing as a guy and a girl bestfriend. Well, I hate to break it to you but there is. Me and my bestfriend have been friends for the past 5 years now. And there are no sexual feelings with each other. I am sure that this is purely platonic because he has a girlfriend and I am sure that I don't have any feelings. So please stop judging when a guy and a girl are just friends.
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Good day, everyone. I'm a 22-year-old woman. And I've never been in a relationship (except some very weird ones). I've dated a lot of guys and hooked up with a lot of them. However, at this point, I am convinced that a relationship is not for me. Let me summarize what happens when I'm interested in a guy and he's interested in me:
- He'll just simp for me and follow me around until we lose contact.
- He'll quit talking to me once he understands how awkward I am.
- Even if everyone knows, he will never tell me how he feels.
- We go on dates till we're sick of each other and stop communicating.
- He has unresolved childhood trauma or has been a victim of sexual assault, and his attraction to me is not in a healthy, normal way.
- He's a creep.
- He is a rapist.
- He's a really insecure and horny guy.
- After a while of dating, he discovers he's still in love with his ex. And so forth. So the thing is I couldn't figure out how I always end up with this guys. I mean why? Am I meant to be single forever? Am I unlucky? Or is there something wrong with me? Please tell me how you all feel about it. Thanks in Advance! ✌????
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Good day, everyone. I'm a 22-year-old woman. And I've never been in a relationship (except some very weird ones). I've dated a lot of guys and hooked up with a lot of them. However, at this point, I am convinced that a relationship is not for me. Let me summarize what happens when I'm interested in a guy and he's interested in me:
- He'll just simp for me and follow me around until we lose contact.
- He'll quit talking to me once he understands how awkward I am.
- Even if everyone knows, he will never tell me how he feels.
- We go on dates till we're sick of each other and stop communicating.
- He has unresolved childhood trauma or has been a victim of sexual assault, and his attraction to me is not in a healthy, normal way.
- He's a creep.
- He is a rapist.
- He's a really insecure and horny guy.
- After a while of dating, he discovers he's still in love with his ex. And so forth. So the thing is I couldn't figure out how I always end up with this guys. I mean why? Am I meant to be single forever? Am I unlucky? Or is there something wrong with me? Please tell me how you all feel about it. Thanks in Advance! ✌????
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I really want gf i was looking for the one girl i love. The relationship in the movies. That makes me go crazy gin wefe keyete yemeta. I am kind of introvert, so i try to talk to girls in tg chatting here, and there, but could find anything special. I am 20 and i think i am feeling i am losing out something special in my life also really scared to be alone in the long ran. Sry for wasting you time i just want to let it out of my shoulder, and also sry about my grammar. Have a good day.
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I really want gf i was looking for the one girl i love. The relationship in the movies. That makes me go crazy gin wefe keyete yemeta. I am kind of introvert, so i try to talk to girls in tg chatting here, and there, but could find anything special. I am 20 and i think i am feeling i am losing out something special in my life also really scared to be alone in the long ran. Sry for wasting you time i just want to let it out of my shoulder, and also sry about my grammar. Have a good day.
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Hey guys whats up im 18 M and i recently took matric and i was wondering where to take my college study's since the current situation of our country is hard to move to places and study so i am a social science student and have high interest in business department and i heard about a college called western university college (Lincoln college) that they have good education and stuff but if there is someone here that is learning there or used to learn there and knows about the college it would be very helpful if you tell me about it and if you know other good colleges in adiss with the same or related field i would be more than happy to know about it thank you for your cooperation in advance
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Hey guys whats up im 18 M and i recently took matric and i was wondering where to take my college study's since the current situation of our country is hard to move to places and study so i am a social science student and have high interest in business department and i heard about a college called western university college (Lincoln college) that they have good education and stuff but if there is someone here that is learning there or used to learn there and knows about the college it would be very helpful if you tell me about it and if you know other good colleges in adiss with the same or related field i would be more than happy to know about it thank you for your cooperation in advance
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So im a girl and I'm 25 I know I'm old enough to ask this question but I have been feeling insecure almost my whole life and I wanted to ask the guys a question.
So what is your type in a girl both looks and personality I need every detail plss Thank You!!
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So im a girl and I'm 25 I know I'm old enough to ask this question but I have been feeling insecure almost my whole life and I wanted to ask the guys a question.
So what is your type in a girl both looks and personality I need every detail plss Thank You!!
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Hey there I'm a girl 18 yrs old
The thing is I've lived with migraine for many years but i wasn't understand it. I was thinking it just a normal headache and now it's not only headache but also another part of my body gone be abnormal. on my left side i feel a sharp pain from my shoulder to my inner leg and all my left hand n it turns me on (betam yazoregnal mnamn). And am i in final stages or do i have another disease ?
If there is any medical or other health nek students pls tell me What would i do?
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Hey there I'm a girl 18 yrs old
The thing is I've lived with migraine for many years but i wasn't understand it. I was thinking it just a normal headache and now it's not only headache but also another part of my body gone be abnormal. on my left side i feel a sharp pain from my shoulder to my inner leg and all my left hand n it turns me on (betam yazoregnal mnamn). And am i in final stages or do i have another disease ?
If there is any medical or other health nek students pls tell me What would i do?
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Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am G R E Y 🐺✨ I need to vent Hello Everyone I'm back Let me keep it short brief but still sentimental and emotional so that my words echo deep into your soul that longs for eternal love and satisfaction eternal pleasure of many forms that…
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Here we are on a time where the most deepest pains of this world are when we have a voice but no soul to hear a heart but no one to beat for and most of all pain with no pleasure to escape to as for all of us are stuck in a never-ending loop we call life
We all deserve our very own slice of paradise where we can escape to a semblance of reality where we can be who we are absent from the judgements and harsh truths of society
A beautiful soul is tormented by the whims of judgement and egoism that the purity of creation never deserved and as we lose a piece of ourselves we create an empty shell around us to shut the world around us and the numbness slowly sets in
We all deserve someone who would touch the fine shimmer of light deep inside our thick shell created by the pains of this broken world 🐺✨
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Here we are on a time where the most deepest pains of this world are when we have a voice but no soul to hear a heart but no one to beat for and most of all pain with no pleasure to escape to as for all of us are stuck in a never-ending loop we call life
We all deserve our very own slice of paradise where we can escape to a semblance of reality where we can be who we are absent from the judgements and harsh truths of society
A beautiful soul is tormented by the whims of judgement and egoism that the purity of creation never deserved and as we lose a piece of ourselves we create an empty shell around us to shut the world around us and the numbness slowly sets in
We all deserve someone who would touch the fine shimmer of light deep inside our thick shell created by the pains of this broken world 🐺✨
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I don't know how it goes but here it is I have a story which most guys will understand . U know like my first love choose an ass hole over me so I become a bad boy mnamn I wasn't ugly or any thing like that girls tell me I am handsome every time but the thing she didn't like was I was just a nice guy so like I said I kind of changed for a revenge and it worked I become popular I mean very popular even other guys came to me for advice I get asked alot by girls but always reject them b/c of her even my friends crushes asked me out . I got the looks the game and everything but I never break there heart b/c I know how it feels .one day I saw my lil sis talking to a guy who came to me for the same advice I gave everyone how to get a girl I felt responsible b/c I know what I told him so I just stopped everything I was doing b/c I don't want the thing I do to other girls to happen to my sister. before I had respect to the girls but I was angry so I didn't realise what I was doing but since then am back to being the nice guy but it doesn't work the same I fill loneli to get a girl I have to be that guy but I don't what to be that guy b/c my personality is very different person I act to be serious the silent one but the true me is funny weird goofy friendly and nice but we all know nice guys never gets the girl they always put me in the friend zone so what do u guys think should I just act back or do some girls like the real guy like me pls help me guys what should I do go easy on me on the comments txs
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I don't know how it goes but here it is I have a story which most guys will understand . U know like my first love choose an ass hole over me so I become a bad boy mnamn I wasn't ugly or any thing like that girls tell me I am handsome every time but the thing she didn't like was I was just a nice guy so like I said I kind of changed for a revenge and it worked I become popular I mean very popular even other guys came to me for advice I get asked alot by girls but always reject them b/c of her even my friends crushes asked me out . I got the looks the game and everything but I never break there heart b/c I know how it feels .one day I saw my lil sis talking to a guy who came to me for the same advice I gave everyone how to get a girl I felt responsible b/c I know what I told him so I just stopped everything I was doing b/c I don't want the thing I do to other girls to happen to my sister. before I had respect to the girls but I was angry so I didn't realise what I was doing but since then am back to being the nice guy but it doesn't work the same I fill loneli to get a girl I have to be that guy but I don't what to be that guy b/c my personality is very different person I act to be serious the silent one but the true me is funny weird goofy friendly and nice but we all know nice guys never gets the girl they always put me in the friend zone so what do u guys think should I just act back or do some girls like the real guy like me pls help me guys what should I do go easy on me on the comments txs
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Hey.... idk how to handle my problems... family issue, financial issue, relationship issue, insecurity issue, plus i hv to get a good grade but i couldn't make it 😞..... koy other ppl even my friends are living their perfect life..... idk wht to do..... no body knows how much am struggling, not even my bf😒
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Hey.... idk how to handle my problems... family issue, financial issue, relationship issue, insecurity issue, plus i hv to get a good grade but i couldn't make it 😞..... koy other ppl even my friends are living their perfect life..... idk wht to do..... no body knows how much am struggling, not even my bf😒
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For context, I'm a 31year old female. I like to think I'm bisexual, but the truth is I like women more. I have been in love and in a relationship with a woman for 2years in the past, however considering the homophobia in this country I knew I couldn't live in secret and the consequences I would face if people found terrified me out so I broke things off.
Now to my current situation, I'm married to a man for a couple of years, but I couldn't really feel the kind of love that sustains our marriage and lately I've been finding myself thinking about what it would feel like if I was with a woman. My head is spinning thinking about the emotions I have in tha past, the conversations, the soft feminine touch of a woman, the butterflies I felt, the awkwardness and all that lovey dovey shit. I know this is not fair to my husband, also even if I obsess over these feelings, there is no way that I'll act on it but the "what if's" just make me endlessly wonder.
I'm not asking for advice per se, just wanted a space to vent.
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For context, I'm a 31year old female. I like to think I'm bisexual, but the truth is I like women more. I have been in love and in a relationship with a woman for 2years in the past, however considering the homophobia in this country I knew I couldn't live in secret and the consequences I would face if people found terrified me out so I broke things off.
Now to my current situation, I'm married to a man for a couple of years, but I couldn't really feel the kind of love that sustains our marriage and lately I've been finding myself thinking about what it would feel like if I was with a woman. My head is spinning thinking about the emotions I have in tha past, the conversations, the soft feminine touch of a woman, the butterflies I felt, the awkwardness and all that lovey dovey shit. I know this is not fair to my husband, also even if I obsess over these feelings, there is no way that I'll act on it but the "what if's" just make me endlessly wonder.
I'm not asking for advice per se, just wanted a space to vent.
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When u miss someone , whose fault it is ??
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When u miss someone , whose fault it is ??
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I seriously need ur guys help especially boys
The thing i have a crush on this mayreba dude I got his # keza I called him he said class metche nw mimetsh mnamn enen manim set awartagn atakim mnamn fyi he is so fuckin handsome ena betam tibaram nw liju mn larg I wanna make him fall in love help me boys
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The thing i have a crush on this mayreba dude I got his # keza I called him he said class metche nw mimetsh mnamn enen manim set awartagn atakim mnamn fyi he is so fuckin handsome ena betam tibaram nw liju mn larg I wanna make him fall in love help me boys
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so this is for yall struggling with depression and loneliness and much more other stuffs in my 21 years of existence in this world i hv seen a lot of stuffs some good most of them are bad been broken been left alone been hurt stabbed been lied to ik every thing sucks ik 1 in 10 person feels the same way and yeah all i wanna say is keep hanging on ik it may be hard for yall ik u think that there's no who cares about you but there is sm one who actually does care sm one who will love you cuz u are loved n deserve to be loved in all ways u could imagine and talk to some one relive the stress in ur chest dn keep it suppressed it will only hurt i wish u had a blessed day and life and if ur feeling lonely if u need sm one to talk to u can come to me ill try my best to listen and help in my capabilities lets spread positivity and shed a little light in this cruel dark world hope yall are safe keep striving i love u all ❤️
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so this is for yall struggling with depression and loneliness and much more other stuffs in my 21 years of existence in this world i hv seen a lot of stuffs some good most of them are bad been broken been left alone been hurt stabbed been lied to ik every thing sucks ik 1 in 10 person feels the same way and yeah all i wanna say is keep hanging on ik it may be hard for yall ik u think that there's no who cares about you but there is sm one who actually does care sm one who will love you cuz u are loved n deserve to be loved in all ways u could imagine and talk to some one relive the stress in ur chest dn keep it suppressed it will only hurt i wish u had a blessed day and life and if ur feeling lonely if u need sm one to talk to u can come to me ill try my best to listen and help in my capabilities lets spread positivity and shed a little light in this cruel dark world hope yall are safe keep striving i love u all ❤️
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Words woven ever so eloquently, as to appear of standard. To stand in front of this reflection you deeply want to admire, so others can admire it too. To breath the smoke of a half dead cigarette thinking why you succumbed to the urges, a slave to impulse. As the pause between day and night comes to and end and you're making your way, one foot then another, teeter totter; to school
to work
Then repeat routine; to then yearn for impulse, to remember the horrible aroma of banal existence that you just came from with fondness. The clock swinged alas and the day's over, back you go, to your comforting furniture that sits soaking guilt, to the distractions from your distractions, to the new old wave of thought that drowns you for the fist time, again. you're back, to the place you wanted to be in just earlier. Back from the place you'll be back from tomorrow.
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Words woven ever so eloquently, as to appear of standard. To stand in front of this reflection you deeply want to admire, so others can admire it too. To breath the smoke of a half dead cigarette thinking why you succumbed to the urges, a slave to impulse. As the pause between day and night comes to and end and you're making your way, one foot then another, teeter totter; to school
to work
Then repeat routine; to then yearn for impulse, to remember the horrible aroma of banal existence that you just came from with fondness. The clock swinged alas and the day's over, back you go, to your comforting furniture that sits soaking guilt, to the distractions from your distractions, to the new old wave of thought that drowns you for the fist time, again. you're back, to the place you wanted to be in just earlier. Back from the place you'll be back from tomorrow.
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Hello Beautiful people,
Does anyone ever feel like they're getting suffocated in platonic relationships? I'm not sure if it's a problem with my state of mind or not, but i feel like my friend just comes to me to dump their problem on me. Which is usually fine, cuz as friends, we share in each other's joy and pain and we help support one another. But it's gotten to a point where I'd send a funny text or talk about a different topic and without any acknowledgement to myself or my text, we jump straight to what's wrong. We never share laughter anymore, i just feel like the therapist. Ive considered talking to them about it, but idk if that will go so well. Or if it's even fair for me to say that. It makes me feel guilty that i can't keep listening to their problems all the time, but at the same time i feel like they're just taking from me constantly and I've got nothing more left to give. So i keep dreading the convos and meetups cuz I'm bracing myself for another load of complaints and problems.
Anyways, thank you to those who read. I feel like i needed to say it out loud, and i somewhat feel better already. Any advice would be appreciated, feel free to let me know if I'm in the wrong here🙃❤️
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Does anyone ever feel like they're getting suffocated in platonic relationships? I'm not sure if it's a problem with my state of mind or not, but i feel like my friend just comes to me to dump their problem on me. Which is usually fine, cuz as friends, we share in each other's joy and pain and we help support one another. But it's gotten to a point where I'd send a funny text or talk about a different topic and without any acknowledgement to myself or my text, we jump straight to what's wrong. We never share laughter anymore, i just feel like the therapist. Ive considered talking to them about it, but idk if that will go so well. Or if it's even fair for me to say that. It makes me feel guilty that i can't keep listening to their problems all the time, but at the same time i feel like they're just taking from me constantly and I've got nothing more left to give. So i keep dreading the convos and meetups cuz I'm bracing myself for another load of complaints and problems.
Anyways, thank you to those who read. I feel like i needed to say it out loud, and i somewhat feel better already. Any advice would be appreciated, feel free to let me know if I'm in the wrong here🙃❤️
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ረጅሙ ቀን እንደምንም አለቀልን፣ ሁለታችንም ከየስራ ቦታችን እግሮቻችን ዝለው ነው ቤት የደረስነው። የኔ እና ያንቺ ቤት፣ ጣትሽ ላይ ያለውን ቀለበት ያሰርኩልሽ ቀን የመሰረትነው ጎጆዋችን። ቀድመሽኝ ነበር የደረሽው፣ ሶፋው ላይ ጠዋት ለብሰሽ ወደ ስራ የሄድሽበትን የነበረውን ቀይ ቀሚስ ሳታወልቂ፣ ባዶ እግርሽን አደይ አበባ መስለሽ ተንጋለሻል። የሳሎኑን በር እያንቃቃሁ ከፍቼ ገባሁኝ፣ ታፍኖ የቆየውም ቤት በአዲስ አየር ታደሰ። ከሶፋው ላይ ተነስተሽ ወደኔ ለመምጣት ለአፍታ እንኳን አላመነታሽም ነበር፣ ምንም ያህል ሰውነትሽ አቅም ባይኖረውም።
ባዶ እግርሽን ከመሬቱ ላይ እያጣበቅሽ ወደኔ ስትከንፊ ቸኮልሽ፣ የደከሙት እጆቼም ላንቺ ለመዘርጋት አላነሱም። ሊከደኑ ሲያቃታቸው የቆዩት ሽፋሽፍቶቼም እንደ መኪና በር ከጥግ እስከጥግ ተከፈቱ፣ ልቤም ፍጥነቱን ጨምሮ ይሮጥ ጀመረ።
ያንን ይሄንን ሲያሸት የዋለው አፍንጫዬ ያንቺን ጠረን ደግሞ የማያገኝው ይመስል ሲበዛ ማገው፣ አሉባልታው ያደከምው ጆሮዬ ያንቺን ትንፋሽ ሲሰማ እፎይ አለ። ለስላሳው መዳፍሽ ከአንገቴ ላይ ሲንሸራተት የሰውነቴ ጽጉሮች ቀጥ ቀጥ አሉብኝ ብርድ እንደመታኝ ሁሉ።
ወደኋላ እንደማለት ብለሽ ከጀርባዬ ያዘልኩትን ቦርሳ አውልቀሽ ከመሬት በደንታ ቢስነት ጣልሽው፣ ነገሩ እኔም ግድ አልሰጠኝም፣ አይኖቼን ብቻ ካንቺ ላይ ሰክቼ ደንዝዣለሁኝ አንድ ኪሎ ጫት እንደቃምኩ ሁሉ።
ወንዝ በሆኑት አይኖችሽ ውስጥ እየዋኘሁ መስመጥን ስመኝ፣ አንቺም በነዛ ስስ ጣፋጭ ከንፈሮችሽ የኔን ከንፈሮች ዳሰሻቸው።
አለም ዝም አለች፣ ሁሉም ነገር ደብዝዞ አንቺ ብቻ ጎልተሽ ትታይኝ ጀመር። እጆቻችን ተቆላልፈው በዝግታ ወደመኝታ ክፍላችን አመራን፣ አንደበቶቻችን ታስረው ልቦቻችን ግን በሚስጥር ይነጋገሩ ነበር።
የሁለታችንም ሃሳብ አንድ ሆኖ አገኘነው፣ አድካሚውን ቀን ቀዝቃዛ ውሃ ብንጨምርበት ምን የመሰለ ምሽት ማድረግ እንደምንችል ሁለታችንም የገባን ይመስላል። የለበስኩትን ሰማያዊ ሸሚዝ ከሰውነቴ ገፈፍሽልኝ፣ ምንም እስከማይቀረኝ ድረስም ባዶዬን አስቀረሽኝ፣ እኔም ከብዙ አመት በኋላ በነጻ እንደተለቀቀ እስረኛ ነጻነት አገኘሁ። እጆቼንም ከነዛ ውብ ትከሻዎችሽ ላይ አሳረፍኳቸው፣ ለአፍታም ለምታህል ሰአት ከዛ ቢቆዩ መረጥኩኝ፣ አንቺም በፍቅር አይኖችሽ እንድቀጥል ተማጸንሽኝ።
ከዚ በላይ ምን አለም አለ? ቀኝ እጄ በጀርባሽ አድርጎ የቀሚስሽን መክፈቻ ወደታች አንሸራቶ ጀርባሽን ገለጠው። መማጸን የሰለቻቸው አይኖችሽ ተከደነው ከንፈርሽን ወደከንፈሬ ወረወርሽው፣ እጆችሽንም ከልብሶችሽ ውስጥ ስታስመልጫቸው ቀዩ ውብ ቀሚስ በገላሽ ላይ ቀስ እያለ ተንሸራቶ ወደመሬት ወደቀ። አንቺም ምንም እስከማይቀርሽ ባዶሽን መሆንን መረጥሽ።
ወደ መታጠቢያ ክፍሉ ለመሄድ ከንፈራችንን ስናላቅቅ እለት እለት አዲስ የሚሆንብኝ ውብ፣ እንደማር የሚፈስ ሚመስለው ገላሽ፣ እይኖቼን ከቅድሙ ይልቅ ገለጣቸው።
እጄን ይዘሽኝ ስንጓጓለት ወደነበረው መታጠቢያ ክፍል ትመሪኝ ጀመር። አይኔን፣ ውሃ እንደቋጠረ ከረጢት ከሚዘለው ዳሌሽ ላይ ማንሳት አልፈለኩም፣ አንቺም እንዳነሳ የፈለግሽ አይመስለኝም። መንታ ጡቶችሽ ከደረትሽ ሆነው በዝግታ ወድያ ወዲህ ይውለበለባሉ።
የመታጠብያ ክፍሉ መስታወት በር በፍቃዱ ተንሸራቶ ተከፈተ፣ አንቺም ቀድመሺኝ ገባሽ፣ እኔም ያንቺን ኮቴ እየተከተልኩ ቀኝ እግሬን እንዳስቀደምኩ ሳይደርቅ የቆየው መሬት ሳላስበው አዳለጠኝ። ቀኝ እጄ እጅሽን ላይለቅ አጥብቆ እንደያዘው ነው።
ራሱን መቆጣጠር ያቃተውም ሰውነቴ፣ ሰርከስ ላይ ያለሁ እያስመሰለኝ ከአየሩ ወደ ጣሪያው እንዳንጋጠጥኩ ለትንሽ ሰአት ተንሳፈፍኩኝ። ምርጫ አልነበረኝ፣ የያዝኩትን እጅሽን ሳልለቅ በጀርባዬ ከመሬቱ ተነጠፍኩኝ። እሳት ላይ ያረፍኩ ነበር የመሰለኝ። ጀርባዬ ነደደ፣ ጭንቅላቴም ከመሬቱ በሃይል ሲላተም በቃ የምሞት ይምሞት ነበር የመሰለኝ። እሱም ሳይበቃኝ ደግሞ እንደፈራሁት ቅድም ሲያማልለኝ የቆየው ገላሽ ከላዬ ላይ እንዘጭ ሲል ተሰፈረብኝ፣ ድንቄም አማላይ!
ቀጥሎም የሰማሁት ነገር ቢኖር “አይይይይ፣ በቃ ሁል ጊዜ እንዳበላሸህብኝ። በቃ ምንም የፍቅር ጨዋታ መጫወት አትችልም አደል? በል እኔ ልታጠብና አንተ ደግሞ በተራህ ትታጠባለህ። እስከዛ አረፍ ብለህ ራስህን አስታም። ብዙ አልቆይም እኔ።” ሚሉትን፣ በደረቀ ጉሮሮሽ የተናገርሻቸውን ቃላቶች ነበር። “እንቅልፌ መጥቷል፣ ተጣጥቤ ለሽ ማለት ነው የምፈልገው።” ብለሽኝ ጥለሽኝ ገባሽ።
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ረጅሙ ቀን እንደምንም አለቀልን፣ ሁለታችንም ከየስራ ቦታችን እግሮቻችን ዝለው ነው ቤት የደረስነው። የኔ እና ያንቺ ቤት፣ ጣትሽ ላይ ያለውን ቀለበት ያሰርኩልሽ ቀን የመሰረትነው ጎጆዋችን። ቀድመሽኝ ነበር የደረሽው፣ ሶፋው ላይ ጠዋት ለብሰሽ ወደ ስራ የሄድሽበትን የነበረውን ቀይ ቀሚስ ሳታወልቂ፣ ባዶ እግርሽን አደይ አበባ መስለሽ ተንጋለሻል። የሳሎኑን በር እያንቃቃሁ ከፍቼ ገባሁኝ፣ ታፍኖ የቆየውም ቤት በአዲስ አየር ታደሰ። ከሶፋው ላይ ተነስተሽ ወደኔ ለመምጣት ለአፍታ እንኳን አላመነታሽም ነበር፣ ምንም ያህል ሰውነትሽ አቅም ባይኖረውም።
ባዶ እግርሽን ከመሬቱ ላይ እያጣበቅሽ ወደኔ ስትከንፊ ቸኮልሽ፣ የደከሙት እጆቼም ላንቺ ለመዘርጋት አላነሱም። ሊከደኑ ሲያቃታቸው የቆዩት ሽፋሽፍቶቼም እንደ መኪና በር ከጥግ እስከጥግ ተከፈቱ፣ ልቤም ፍጥነቱን ጨምሮ ይሮጥ ጀመረ።
ያንን ይሄንን ሲያሸት የዋለው አፍንጫዬ ያንቺን ጠረን ደግሞ የማያገኝው ይመስል ሲበዛ ማገው፣ አሉባልታው ያደከምው ጆሮዬ ያንቺን ትንፋሽ ሲሰማ እፎይ አለ። ለስላሳው መዳፍሽ ከአንገቴ ላይ ሲንሸራተት የሰውነቴ ጽጉሮች ቀጥ ቀጥ አሉብኝ ብርድ እንደመታኝ ሁሉ።
ወደኋላ እንደማለት ብለሽ ከጀርባዬ ያዘልኩትን ቦርሳ አውልቀሽ ከመሬት በደንታ ቢስነት ጣልሽው፣ ነገሩ እኔም ግድ አልሰጠኝም፣ አይኖቼን ብቻ ካንቺ ላይ ሰክቼ ደንዝዣለሁኝ አንድ ኪሎ ጫት እንደቃምኩ ሁሉ።
ወንዝ በሆኑት አይኖችሽ ውስጥ እየዋኘሁ መስመጥን ስመኝ፣ አንቺም በነዛ ስስ ጣፋጭ ከንፈሮችሽ የኔን ከንፈሮች ዳሰሻቸው።
አለም ዝም አለች፣ ሁሉም ነገር ደብዝዞ አንቺ ብቻ ጎልተሽ ትታይኝ ጀመር። እጆቻችን ተቆላልፈው በዝግታ ወደመኝታ ክፍላችን አመራን፣ አንደበቶቻችን ታስረው ልቦቻችን ግን በሚስጥር ይነጋገሩ ነበር።
የሁለታችንም ሃሳብ አንድ ሆኖ አገኘነው፣ አድካሚውን ቀን ቀዝቃዛ ውሃ ብንጨምርበት ምን የመሰለ ምሽት ማድረግ እንደምንችል ሁለታችንም የገባን ይመስላል። የለበስኩትን ሰማያዊ ሸሚዝ ከሰውነቴ ገፈፍሽልኝ፣ ምንም እስከማይቀረኝ ድረስም ባዶዬን አስቀረሽኝ፣ እኔም ከብዙ አመት በኋላ በነጻ እንደተለቀቀ እስረኛ ነጻነት አገኘሁ። እጆቼንም ከነዛ ውብ ትከሻዎችሽ ላይ አሳረፍኳቸው፣ ለአፍታም ለምታህል ሰአት ከዛ ቢቆዩ መረጥኩኝ፣ አንቺም በፍቅር አይኖችሽ እንድቀጥል ተማጸንሽኝ።
ከዚ በላይ ምን አለም አለ? ቀኝ እጄ በጀርባሽ አድርጎ የቀሚስሽን መክፈቻ ወደታች አንሸራቶ ጀርባሽን ገለጠው። መማጸን የሰለቻቸው አይኖችሽ ተከደነው ከንፈርሽን ወደከንፈሬ ወረወርሽው፣ እጆችሽንም ከልብሶችሽ ውስጥ ስታስመልጫቸው ቀዩ ውብ ቀሚስ በገላሽ ላይ ቀስ እያለ ተንሸራቶ ወደመሬት ወደቀ። አንቺም ምንም እስከማይቀርሽ ባዶሽን መሆንን መረጥሽ።
ወደ መታጠቢያ ክፍሉ ለመሄድ ከንፈራችንን ስናላቅቅ እለት እለት አዲስ የሚሆንብኝ ውብ፣ እንደማር የሚፈስ ሚመስለው ገላሽ፣ እይኖቼን ከቅድሙ ይልቅ ገለጣቸው።
እጄን ይዘሽኝ ስንጓጓለት ወደነበረው መታጠቢያ ክፍል ትመሪኝ ጀመር። አይኔን፣ ውሃ እንደቋጠረ ከረጢት ከሚዘለው ዳሌሽ ላይ ማንሳት አልፈለኩም፣ አንቺም እንዳነሳ የፈለግሽ አይመስለኝም። መንታ ጡቶችሽ ከደረትሽ ሆነው በዝግታ ወድያ ወዲህ ይውለበለባሉ።
የመታጠብያ ክፍሉ መስታወት በር በፍቃዱ ተንሸራቶ ተከፈተ፣ አንቺም ቀድመሺኝ ገባሽ፣ እኔም ያንቺን ኮቴ እየተከተልኩ ቀኝ እግሬን እንዳስቀደምኩ ሳይደርቅ የቆየው መሬት ሳላስበው አዳለጠኝ። ቀኝ እጄ እጅሽን ላይለቅ አጥብቆ እንደያዘው ነው።
ራሱን መቆጣጠር ያቃተውም ሰውነቴ፣ ሰርከስ ላይ ያለሁ እያስመሰለኝ ከአየሩ ወደ ጣሪያው እንዳንጋጠጥኩ ለትንሽ ሰአት ተንሳፈፍኩኝ። ምርጫ አልነበረኝ፣ የያዝኩትን እጅሽን ሳልለቅ በጀርባዬ ከመሬቱ ተነጠፍኩኝ። እሳት ላይ ያረፍኩ ነበር የመሰለኝ። ጀርባዬ ነደደ፣ ጭንቅላቴም ከመሬቱ በሃይል ሲላተም በቃ የምሞት ይምሞት ነበር የመሰለኝ። እሱም ሳይበቃኝ ደግሞ እንደፈራሁት ቅድም ሲያማልለኝ የቆየው ገላሽ ከላዬ ላይ እንዘጭ ሲል ተሰፈረብኝ፣ ድንቄም አማላይ!
ቀጥሎም የሰማሁት ነገር ቢኖር “አይይይይ፣ በቃ ሁል ጊዜ እንዳበላሸህብኝ። በቃ ምንም የፍቅር ጨዋታ መጫወት አትችልም አደል? በል እኔ ልታጠብና አንተ ደግሞ በተራህ ትታጠባለህ። እስከዛ አረፍ ብለህ ራስህን አስታም። ብዙ አልቆይም እኔ።” ሚሉትን፣ በደረቀ ጉሮሮሽ የተናገርሻቸውን ቃላቶች ነበር። “እንቅልፌ መጥቷል፣ ተጣጥቤ ለሽ ማለት ነው የምፈልገው።” ብለሽኝ ጥለሽኝ ገባሽ።
መቼ ይሆን የሚሳካልኝ? አይ እዳዬ!
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long story short, i married this guy the man that i luv d most n he luvs me so much.. he waited so long fo me 2 b ready n evt, d problem is we couldn't hve sex, am still virgin n i dnt wanna try it with anyone except him i was excited 2 do it with d right person somehow we couldn't, we tried 2 but gena lijmer sil d pain is unbearable beka my body is not ready meselegn bcha i cudnt... am hurting his feelings betam, malet he understands me ena ayzosh beka teyiw mnamn blogn enalfewalen gn yhe zelaki mefthe adelem i want him 2 get evt he can from me n i dnt klwant him 2 miss d sex part, so pls especially grls endezi agatmuachw kehone suggest me something d way u fixed it i think ande esknjemr new d pain gn yann malef akategn, any useful advice kalachw share me thank u🙏
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long story short, i married this guy the man that i luv d most n he luvs me so much.. he waited so long fo me 2 b ready n evt, d problem is we couldn't hve sex, am still virgin n i dnt wanna try it with anyone except him i was excited 2 do it with d right person somehow we couldn't, we tried 2 but gena lijmer sil d pain is unbearable beka my body is not ready meselegn bcha i cudnt... am hurting his feelings betam, malet he understands me ena ayzosh beka teyiw mnamn blogn enalfewalen gn yhe zelaki mefthe adelem i want him 2 get evt he can from me n i dnt klwant him 2 miss d sex part, so pls especially grls endezi agatmuachw kehone suggest me something d way u fixed it i think ande esknjemr new d pain gn yann malef akategn, any useful advice kalachw share me thank u🙏
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Hey I have to put this here, because I don’t think I can be more descriptive about what I want, on any place/site.
Okay so the thing is I’m into girls body, but specific place specific things I like to do. I like cute girls(face), and all the womanly thing.
But I’m am obsessed with fucking like really, and well eating her out. Men,! I would make a girl wet, and the juice out of her pussy. I love to eat them. I would suck that thing for a shhhhh!
I’m also romantic till some level, you know giving her flower, surprise her in a place where she doesn’t expect,! Making her wild on place she feel shy with (🙈).
But at the top of that I believe in relationship which most girls don’t seem to like idk, I believe in monogamy!
And yeah, I’m 26 anyone interested I would love to know.
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Hey I have to put this here, because I don’t think I can be more descriptive about what I want, on any place/site.
Okay so the thing is I’m into girls body, but specific place specific things I like to do. I like cute girls(face), and all the womanly thing.
But I’m am obsessed with fucking like really, and well eating her out. Men,! I would make a girl wet, and the juice out of her pussy. I love to eat them. I would suck that thing for a shhhhh!
I’m also romantic till some level, you know giving her flower, surprise her in a place where she doesn’t expect,! Making her wild on place she feel shy with (🙈).
But at the top of that I believe in relationship which most girls don’t seem to like idk, I believe in monogamy!
And yeah, I’m 26 anyone interested I would love to know.
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Dear you . You know who you are .
I never thought I would curse the single fateful car ride I took with u but I do . U broke the last hope I had in love and opening up . I embraced you with all ur wounds and ugly scars . I saw them as beauty marks . And when I showed u my insecurities and when u played mind games with me as if I was welcome little did I knew it was all a perverted twisted fetish. For every time you stroke my body for every time u looked at me with lust idiot me confused that with love . Like u said i was desperate. Desperate for anything to escape from my hell home . Desperate for love , desperate for acceptance .I was blind and I couldn't see it at the time. And when I confronted u , u play with ur words and act like the victim and like always I end up apologizing .
I hate myself for letting you treat me like this. I hate myself for letting u gaslight me , i hate myself for insulting myself for everytime u felt inconvinience . I hate myself for feeling overwhelmingly grateful and indebted for the bare minimum you did . I hate the fact that I felt like I burdened u for wanting to lean on . I showed u how to treat me like shit . I don't blame u on that.
For every time I apologized for the things I didn't do . For all the efforts I put that were never recognized , for your never ending demand I could never fulfil , I wish u pay for it . I hope u really see the kind of monster u really r one day . I pray for the next woman that's gonna be with u . U r nothing but a twisted psychopath manipulative rapist . I hope that day comes where u can no longer outsmart your own brain and u clearly see who u really are . That will be the day where u will either go Insane or kill yourself .
And lastly thank you for the lesson. I thought I loved myself , I thought I was selfish . Now I know I have none of that . And until I fix the relationship I have with myself I will keep on attracti g creeps like u that will take advantage of my brokenness and walk all over me . So thanks for bringing this enlightenment early in my life .
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Dear you . You know who you are .
I never thought I would curse the single fateful car ride I took with u but I do . U broke the last hope I had in love and opening up . I embraced you with all ur wounds and ugly scars . I saw them as beauty marks . And when I showed u my insecurities and when u played mind games with me as if I was welcome little did I knew it was all a perverted twisted fetish. For every time you stroke my body for every time u looked at me with lust idiot me confused that with love . Like u said i was desperate. Desperate for anything to escape from my hell home . Desperate for love , desperate for acceptance .I was blind and I couldn't see it at the time. And when I confronted u , u play with ur words and act like the victim and like always I end up apologizing .
I hate myself for letting you treat me like this. I hate myself for letting u gaslight me , i hate myself for insulting myself for everytime u felt inconvinience . I hate myself for feeling overwhelmingly grateful and indebted for the bare minimum you did . I hate the fact that I felt like I burdened u for wanting to lean on . I showed u how to treat me like shit . I don't blame u on that.
For every time I apologized for the things I didn't do . For all the efforts I put that were never recognized , for your never ending demand I could never fulfil , I wish u pay for it . I hope u really see the kind of monster u really r one day . I pray for the next woman that's gonna be with u . U r nothing but a twisted psychopath manipulative rapist . I hope that day comes where u can no longer outsmart your own brain and u clearly see who u really are . That will be the day where u will either go Insane or kill yourself .
And lastly thank you for the lesson. I thought I loved myself , I thought I was selfish . Now I know I have none of that . And until I fix the relationship I have with myself I will keep on attracti g creeps like u that will take advantage of my brokenness and walk all over me . So thanks for bringing this enlightenment early in my life .
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