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I miss eating besemeab ππ, like I miss eating like before I miss eating like a normal human being, like twice or trice times a day. I miss eating without counting calories, I miss eating without feeling guilt. I miss food. I miss eating without hating myself. I miss eating without crying . I am tired really tired. But I have to hit my goal , I am so tired of eating 400 cals a day without satisfaction. I am tired being depressed and hating when ppl talk about food. I am tired of living in such type of body and the want to eat. π, I been trying to lose weight since mid last year, I didn't did it well I end up with eating disorder so I start this summer. I lost like total 9 kg endeminm beye . But still didn't reach where I want to be I need to lose more. I need to lose more 10 kg . I am tired of searching for calories . Like wht should I do to overcome the need of food every time , wht should I do to stop standing a lot on the mirror. I need your guys help on how to stop thinking about food every time and pleaseeeeee stop saying " u r perfect, eat wht u like, life's short ,that ain't healthy this and that." Please tell me the way how I can remember my goal everytime β
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I miss eating besemeab ππ, like I miss eating like before I miss eating like a normal human being, like twice or trice times a day. I miss eating without counting calories, I miss eating without feeling guilt. I miss food. I miss eating without hating myself. I miss eating without crying . I am tired really tired. But I have to hit my goal , I am so tired of eating 400 cals a day without satisfaction. I am tired being depressed and hating when ppl talk about food. I am tired of living in such type of body and the want to eat. π, I been trying to lose weight since mid last year, I didn't did it well I end up with eating disorder so I start this summer. I lost like total 9 kg endeminm beye . But still didn't reach where I want to be I need to lose more. I need to lose more 10 kg . I am tired of searching for calories . Like wht should I do to overcome the need of food every time , wht should I do to stop standing a lot on the mirror. I need your guys help on how to stop thinking about food every time and pleaseeeeee stop saying " u r perfect, eat wht u like, life's short ,that ain't healthy this and that." Please tell me the way how I can remember my goal everytime β
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Hello. So there's this guy I know him bewere mnamn ena aweragn and ye guadgnaye cuzzo bf nebr so she asked me to send her the screenshots mnamn ena embi malet selalchalku melak jemrku gn like close kemehonachn befit esua selsu metnegren betam askeyami endenebr mnamn new enenm yewashugn negroch nebru but close eyehonen senmeta des eyalegn meta and he makes me happy keza buhala melak alefelgm nebr mnm mekniyat mekreb alchalkum nebr and she told him everything and bzu negr alegn ena Ik I made a mistake endza aynt sew adelhum chrash I said sorry mnamn gn be stopped texting mnamn ena it hurts what should i doπ’????
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Hello. So there's this guy I know him bewere mnamn ena aweragn and ye guadgnaye cuzzo bf nebr so she asked me to send her the screenshots mnamn ena embi malet selalchalku melak jemrku gn like close kemehonachn befit esua selsu metnegren betam askeyami endenebr mnamn new enenm yewashugn negroch nebru but close eyehonen senmeta des eyalegn meta and he makes me happy keza buhala melak alefelgm nebr mnm mekniyat mekreb alchalkum nebr and she told him everything and bzu negr alegn ena Ik I made a mistake endza aynt sew adelhum chrash I said sorry mnamn gn be stopped texting mnamn ena it hurts what should i doπ’????
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Hi I'm a girl who's a student in adama. Me and my bestfriend from high-school got in the same university. Theres this guy in our campus whom I like. Then one day I told my friend about him and she said he looked good . Then suddenly two days later she told me she also had a crush on him. At first I was mad but I thought its a crush so it's fine. But lately I've been getting signs from him and I feel bad for my friend what should I do?
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Hi I'm a girl who's a student in adama. Me and my bestfriend from high-school got in the same university. Theres this guy in our campus whom I like. Then one day I told my friend about him and she said he looked good . Then suddenly two days later she told me she also had a crush on him. At first I was mad but I thought its a crush so it's fine. But lately I've been getting signs from him and I feel bad for my friend what should I do?
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Ok so I am in a difficult situation rn and I need some opinion. That's y I am here
Ya and these 2 boys let's call them A and B. A is my best friend and a year ago or sth I used to like him and I told him after I made sure that we didn't have class together during the pandemic and now we r together again and I lost feelings. I don't know how he feels but he does flirt with me. Idk if he has feelings for me or if he just wants a gf. FYIhe never had one like me and B as well. And B likes me he sweet, handsome and uhhhhh I can't explain but he is just the husband material uk and I knew that he liked me through my bff. They r friends and he thinks I am in a relationship with A but I am not. I'm not sure how I feel Abt B. But I know for sure that I would choose B over A. I used to have a crush on B for a short time last year.
And now my friends are telling me that I should tell A that I don't like him but I don't want to lose him as a friend uk even tho I am the one who fucked up in the first place. And B is heartbroken he told my bff that he is not sure if he could ever fall in love again coz he think that I am dating A. Ya so what u guys think? What should I do? Help please
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Ok so I am in a difficult situation rn and I need some opinion. That's y I am here
Ya and these 2 boys let's call them A and B. A is my best friend and a year ago or sth I used to like him and I told him after I made sure that we didn't have class together during the pandemic and now we r together again and I lost feelings. I don't know how he feels but he does flirt with me. Idk if he has feelings for me or if he just wants a gf. FYIhe never had one like me and B as well. And B likes me he sweet, handsome and uhhhhh I can't explain but he is just the husband material uk and I knew that he liked me through my bff. They r friends and he thinks I am in a relationship with A but I am not. I'm not sure how I feel Abt B. But I know for sure that I would choose B over A. I used to have a crush on B for a short time last year.
And now my friends are telling me that I should tell A that I don't like him but I don't want to lose him as a friend uk even tho I am the one who fucked up in the first place. And B is heartbroken he told my bff that he is not sure if he could ever fall in love again coz he think that I am dating A. Ya so what u guys think? What should I do? Help please
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Hi guys ...... I am a senior highschool student and i have never been in a love relationship before and boys around me consider me as their girl best friend ......I have never even got a proposal from anyone .... Why cant i attract boys? .... I am a good student and not to brag i am beautiful, i have a good personality but boys arent attracted to me and i just want to know why? And how can i attract them?
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Hi guys ...... I am a senior highschool student and i have never been in a love relationship before and boys around me consider me as their girl best friend ......I have never even got a proposal from anyone .... Why cant i attract boys? .... I am a good student and not to brag i am beautiful, i have a good personality but boys arent attracted to me and i just want to know why? And how can i attract them?
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I never thought I would vent but here I go.....so I ghosted my friend, a guy who had been sooooo nice to me since we knew eachother......he wanted to date me at some point and I promised him smtn stupidπ€¦ββthen I told him to forget about the promise mnamn now that I think about it, I have been such a dick to himπ€Jesus ofc he made me mad once or twice and I blocked him twiceπ€I guessπgin whatever it was, I shouldn't have ghosted him I mean for God's sakes, I have known him for 3 yrs eko he asked to meet up a lot of times gin I rejected, lied to him saying that I was grounded but the truth was I thought he had high standards like he has dated 3 mnamn girls and he was the one to break up with them demo, becha I have huge insecurities that I can't allow myself to date like I'm undatable or smtn......Ik he loves this channel and ik he hates me rn but if u're reading this.....u, the one whose name starts with A, the one who figured ur bd date in habesha calender with me, the one who never got tired of my selfish ass this whole time......if u still wanna be friends pls hit me up cause I got no confidence to start the convo fr I'm ashamed, that was too low of me......I saw u deleted all the texts we had gin I kinda miss ur texts kmrπ, just forgive me this once, I'll be good I swear!
Wokay, that was all I had to say, thanksβοΈ
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I never thought I would vent but here I go.....so I ghosted my friend, a guy who had been sooooo nice to me since we knew eachother......he wanted to date me at some point and I promised him smtn stupidπ€¦ββthen I told him to forget about the promise mnamn now that I think about it, I have been such a dick to himπ€Jesus ofc he made me mad once or twice and I blocked him twiceπ€I guessπgin whatever it was, I shouldn't have ghosted him I mean for God's sakes, I have known him for 3 yrs eko he asked to meet up a lot of times gin I rejected, lied to him saying that I was grounded but the truth was I thought he had high standards like he has dated 3 mnamn girls and he was the one to break up with them demo, becha I have huge insecurities that I can't allow myself to date like I'm undatable or smtn......Ik he loves this channel and ik he hates me rn but if u're reading this.....u, the one whose name starts with A, the one who figured ur bd date in habesha calender with me, the one who never got tired of my selfish ass this whole time......if u still wanna be friends pls hit me up cause I got no confidence to start the convo fr I'm ashamed, that was too low of me......I saw u deleted all the texts we had gin I kinda miss ur texts kmrπ, just forgive me this once, I'll be good I swear!
Wokay, that was all I had to say, thanksβοΈ
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Okay so i have never been in a relationship eskahun ena how the hell do i be in one?? i mean it is so hard since im a girl it is like i have to wait for him to make a "move". Gin demo tbh ive not found the guy i like so far might seem weired but i just want to be in r/n at this time, ena suggestion....
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Okay so i have never been in a relationship eskahun ena how the hell do i be in one?? i mean it is so hard since im a girl it is like i have to wait for him to make a "move". Gin demo tbh ive not found the guy i like so far might seem weired but i just want to be in r/n at this time, ena suggestion....
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ok.. I don't actually know what to say but .. the thing is I feel so lonely even if I'm surrounded by people and I have the tendency to push people whenever they try to get close to me. matter of fact idk how to let people in... and I'm desperate to find genuine friend one who gets me who doesn't push me to do anything that I don't like and who can be there for me ... God I don't even know what I'm asking but I just wanna let it out
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ok.. I don't actually know what to say but .. the thing is I feel so lonely even if I'm surrounded by people and I have the tendency to push people whenever they try to get close to me. matter of fact idk how to let people in... and I'm desperate to find genuine friend one who gets me who doesn't push me to do anything that I don't like and who can be there for me ... God I don't even know what I'm asking but I just wanna let it out
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Hey i am a guy 24, I just want to ask How do you get your ex girlfriend back? we have been in a very toxic relationship, i find out that she still loves me and i do too but the toxicity in our relationship ruined manything for Us, I dont know how we can fix that back... is a break really good, and we are not in a point where we could talk about it... what do you suggest? ππ
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Hey i am a guy 24, I just want to ask How do you get your ex girlfriend back? we have been in a very toxic relationship, i find out that she still loves me and i do too but the toxicity in our relationship ruined manything for Us, I dont know how we can fix that back... is a break really good, and we are not in a point where we could talk about it... what do you suggest? ππ
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Selam I need your advice. This is my first time
I feel love to some one. Ena esua metayegn like bro arga new bemehal bf yazech ena she told me everything about them school sayat endatagegnegn medebek gemerku keze belay gen alchelem semeten menagerm kebad new pls help me
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I feel love to some one. Ena esua metayegn like bro arga new bemehal bf yazech ena she told me everything about them school sayat endatagegnegn medebek gemerku keze belay gen alchelem semeten menagerm kebad new pls help me
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So when this so called βlaw enforcement operationβ started, like many I was happy to see with destruction of the tplf. But this is how we destroyed ourselves. Growing up I have always seen respect for all Ethiopian ethnicityβs and believe the actions of a few never represent the whole. But when we started hearing of the suffering of our fellow tigray brethren, we were all to blinded by our hatred of the tplf that we forgot about our brothers and sisters in Tigray. Now this isnβt just the fault of amharas and non Tigray people but one thing most ethnic extremist wonβt admit is that every tribe in Ethiopia suffers. Itβs the fact that people only care about their own is why we failed. Non amharas didnβt want to stand up for amharas and non Tegarus didnβt want to stand up for tegarus and oromos and afars etc. If any tribe feels pain in Ethiopia, the whole country should feel pain. Regardless on the tribal issue in the end it isnβt an Amhara issue or a Tigray issue or Oromo issue etc, itβs an Ethiopian issue. Our fellow Tigray brothers donβt even want to be associated with us anymore and I feel like this couldβve been avoided if we simply put our pride aside and stood up for them when they were in pain. So with all that said thereβs only 3 words that can sum this up. We fucked up.
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So when this so called βlaw enforcement operationβ started, like many I was happy to see with destruction of the tplf. But this is how we destroyed ourselves. Growing up I have always seen respect for all Ethiopian ethnicityβs and believe the actions of a few never represent the whole. But when we started hearing of the suffering of our fellow tigray brethren, we were all to blinded by our hatred of the tplf that we forgot about our brothers and sisters in Tigray. Now this isnβt just the fault of amharas and non Tigray people but one thing most ethnic extremist wonβt admit is that every tribe in Ethiopia suffers. Itβs the fact that people only care about their own is why we failed. Non amharas didnβt want to stand up for amharas and non Tegarus didnβt want to stand up for tegarus and oromos and afars etc. If any tribe feels pain in Ethiopia, the whole country should feel pain. Regardless on the tribal issue in the end it isnβt an Amhara issue or a Tigray issue or Oromo issue etc, itβs an Ethiopian issue. Our fellow Tigray brothers donβt even want to be associated with us anymore and I feel like this couldβve been avoided if we simply put our pride aside and stood up for them when they were in pain. So with all that said thereβs only 3 words that can sum this up. We fucked up.
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Hi guy I am 22 girl and I am gone admit something.... there is nothing I like about my self I mean physically I have big ass forehead, my body I am not fat mnmmn gn I have borch and what they call mobile with almost no ass( my wast is bigger than my ass ) ,my boobs are small ,and like the most hated thing in my body will be my nose it is small( not the cute small) I have been call alot of names gomada,mekina hidobshi newu even my family members ev ena beka I hate it I hate my apprise beteleyi may nose I wish I was pretty I wish when I see my self in mirror I wish I see the person I love . The funny thing guy hit on me even the once every one think hot ,rich mnmn u should see my ex's but I feel very insecure even when we have sex I don't want show them my body I don't kmr I insist doing it in Dark even menged layi ppl will tell me I am pretty mnmn but I am not they can't see that enda ...the things I can tell u is if I have the money and the opportunity I will literally do full body plastic surgery . sometime I wish I wake up in different body I dream about being pretty and love my self or I wish I was born like Nigeria mnmn bcha it is hard for me
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Hi guy I am 22 girl and I am gone admit something.... there is nothing I like about my self I mean physically I have big ass forehead, my body I am not fat mnmmn gn I have borch and what they call mobile with almost no ass( my wast is bigger than my ass ) ,my boobs are small ,and like the most hated thing in my body will be my nose it is small( not the cute small) I have been call alot of names gomada,mekina hidobshi newu even my family members ev ena beka I hate it I hate my apprise beteleyi may nose I wish I was pretty I wish when I see my self in mirror I wish I see the person I love . The funny thing guy hit on me even the once every one think hot ,rich mnmn u should see my ex's but I feel very insecure even when we have sex I don't want show them my body I don't kmr I insist doing it in Dark even menged layi ppl will tell me I am pretty mnmn but I am not they can't see that enda ...the things I can tell u is if I have the money and the opportunity I will literally do full body plastic surgery . sometime I wish I wake up in different body I dream about being pretty and love my self or I wish I was born like Nigeria mnmn bcha it is hard for me
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I wish this vent could reach heaven cause I know that's where you are. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. You are not just a boyfriend you are a whole vibe. I wish you didn't tell me you was okay when I asked you. I wish you told me the truth. I've loved you with all of my being. You were the reason for my existence. I stuck with you while you were abusive, manipulating, toxic. I stuck the whole time cause I knew you had a good heart you were just a shitty person. I knew you were struggling with things. I would've regretted not asking you how you were doing except I did but you were just too good at lying. Your mom cries everytime she sees me. Your sister thinks I had something to do with your death. Maybe I did. Maybe I was just too needy and clingy. I thought I was just being a good girlfriend. My heart shredded to pieces when I heard your mom cried while holding onto your photo. Your friends and our classmates all of them were sending their Condolences to me. But you're the one that was faced with the darkness. I am like a widow everybody just looks at me with the sad eyes. Hugging me telling me It will get better. You're memorial was good. That's what our friends called it like it was something to be proud of. Everyone pore their heart and love for your name. But you weren't there to see it. I wish you haven't felt alone. Cause everybody seems to think you were a great person. Rest in peace my love I will always love and cherish you. I will never erase you from my heart.
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I wish this vent could reach heaven cause I know that's where you are. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. You are not just a boyfriend you are a whole vibe. I wish you didn't tell me you was okay when I asked you. I wish you told me the truth. I've loved you with all of my being. You were the reason for my existence. I stuck with you while you were abusive, manipulating, toxic. I stuck the whole time cause I knew you had a good heart you were just a shitty person. I knew you were struggling with things. I would've regretted not asking you how you were doing except I did but you were just too good at lying. Your mom cries everytime she sees me. Your sister thinks I had something to do with your death. Maybe I did. Maybe I was just too needy and clingy. I thought I was just being a good girlfriend. My heart shredded to pieces when I heard your mom cried while holding onto your photo. Your friends and our classmates all of them were sending their Condolences to me. But you're the one that was faced with the darkness. I am like a widow everybody just looks at me with the sad eyes. Hugging me telling me It will get better. You're memorial was good. That's what our friends called it like it was something to be proud of. Everyone pore their heart and love for your name. But you weren't there to see it. I wish you haven't felt alone. Cause everybody seems to think you were a great person. Rest in peace my love I will always love and cherish you. I will never erase you from my heart.
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So I've been reading alot of vents here about how can i get into relationship or how to attract boys or girls.lemme tell you the truth
You shouldnt attract anyone or be in any relationship you feel this way because of your age the hormones and shit .. people dont "Want to be" in relationship and be in one suddenly ..for that to happen there must be some natural things to happend like wat we call sparks or crushinh for that person and befriending them first and getting to know each other first...and i think these gotta happen first to be in healthy non toxic relationship first and for my friends who wants to attract someone just Dont beka. you know how magnets attract? hulunm metal yetebale bcha yhun huluuunm ngr attract yaregalu truwn metfownm so dont try that believe in Time .time fix everything and lene yalew aykerm blachu tesfa argu enji mihonachunm mayhonachunm attract atargu .enante mtfelgutn attract bemtaregubet act lelawm yanen ayto litekem yfelgal and be yourself beka.wetat nachu work on yourself first lelaw ydersal ..REMEMBER GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME.
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So I've been reading alot of vents here about how can i get into relationship or how to attract boys or girls.lemme tell you the truth
You shouldnt attract anyone or be in any relationship you feel this way because of your age the hormones and shit .. people dont "Want to be" in relationship and be in one suddenly ..for that to happen there must be some natural things to happend like wat we call sparks or crushinh for that person and befriending them first and getting to know each other first...and i think these gotta happen first to be in healthy non toxic relationship first and for my friends who wants to attract someone just Dont beka. you know how magnets attract? hulunm metal yetebale bcha yhun huluuunm ngr attract yaregalu truwn metfownm so dont try that believe in Time .time fix everything and lene yalew aykerm blachu tesfa argu enji mihonachunm mayhonachunm attract atargu .enante mtfelgutn attract bemtaregubet act lelawm yanen ayto litekem yfelgal and be yourself beka.wetat nachu work on yourself first lelaw ydersal ..REMEMBER GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME.
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Have u ever felt like all the effort u put on sth was pointless...i regret the amount of time i invested those sleepless nights and all the hard work..im gr 12 student currently taking entrance exam gn teserkual and most ppl ga dersual fetenaw and ik i studied hard gn mnm bihon i cant compete with a stolen answer sijmr for me A.A kaldersegn everything is pointless college memar alfelgm gn ahun mnm tesfa yalgn aymeslgnm bcha everything is fucked up and frustrating
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Have u ever felt like all the effort u put on sth was pointless...i regret the amount of time i invested those sleepless nights and all the hard work..im gr 12 student currently taking entrance exam gn teserkual and most ppl ga dersual fetenaw and ik i studied hard gn mnm bihon i cant compete with a stolen answer sijmr for me A.A kaldersegn everything is pointless college memar alfelgm gn ahun mnm tesfa yalgn aymeslgnm bcha everything is fucked up and frustrating
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Hello so straight to the point am in highschool and yesterday some guy in school stole my lil sis phone (Iphone 8) and we are trying to get it back we know the guy but he is denying all of it and we also know that he gave it to one of his friends but we don knw who he is and am so confused how to get it back am new in that school also the country i don know how to corporate with the students what shall I dooooooo suggest me something before he sale it
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Hello so straight to the point am in highschool and yesterday some guy in school stole my lil sis phone (Iphone 8) and we are trying to get it back we know the guy but he is denying all of it and we also know that he gave it to one of his friends but we don knw who he is and am so confused how to get it back am new in that school also the country i don know how to corporate with the students what shall I dooooooo suggest me something before he sale it
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Sometimes u see your life and think that their is something missing I am a guy soon to be 23 I am desperate ,simp ,chubby with low self esteem and confidence Even when someone do something I am uncomfortable with I can't speak up uk but this maybe because of my childhood I used to be bullied a lot and doesn't have a nice dad my grades are good but since high school my classmates used to call me GAY for a reason I don't know and when I went to university I end up getting homosexual ocd and other kinds of ocd too so I had to quit and come back to addis and the year after that things got worse and I developed psychotic behaviours and also diagnosed with MDD after been through all this shit I managed to survive and start learning again I believe I can do better with myself and personality but I don't know why I can't seem to act on it I lowered my circle of people and tried to pick true friends but my mind sometimes doubt things very much I know it is the part of OCD to doubt your feelings but it hurts a lot life doesnt treat me well bcha so guys is their something which u recommend me to do to start a radical positive personality change on myself which is practical thanks in advance
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Sometimes u see your life and think that their is something missing I am a guy soon to be 23 I am desperate ,simp ,chubby with low self esteem and confidence Even when someone do something I am uncomfortable with I can't speak up uk but this maybe because of my childhood I used to be bullied a lot and doesn't have a nice dad my grades are good but since high school my classmates used to call me GAY for a reason I don't know and when I went to university I end up getting homosexual ocd and other kinds of ocd too so I had to quit and come back to addis and the year after that things got worse and I developed psychotic behaviours and also diagnosed with MDD after been through all this shit I managed to survive and start learning again I believe I can do better with myself and personality but I don't know why I can't seem to act on it I lowered my circle of people and tried to pick true friends but my mind sometimes doubt things very much I know it is the part of OCD to doubt your feelings but it hurts a lot life doesnt treat me well bcha so guys is their something which u recommend me to do to start a radical positive personality change on myself which is practical thanks in advance
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Why does my own blood related elder brother hate me?
He doesnt listen to me, he ignores me all the time but as soon as he wants something from me he becomes an angel. How could a brother hate his sister this much?
Our father died 8 years ago and since he died i looked up to my brother but he hates me. I just wanted to have a good relationship with him. And believe me i tried every way possible but he just ignores me. I am tired of him now. He just don't want me at all. And that freaking hurts so much. Every time i talk to him, he shatters my heart.
I just wanted to be a good sister for him ππππ
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Why does my own blood related elder brother hate me?
He doesnt listen to me, he ignores me all the time but as soon as he wants something from me he becomes an angel. How could a brother hate his sister this much?
Our father died 8 years ago and since he died i looked up to my brother but he hates me. I just wanted to have a good relationship with him. And believe me i tried every way possible but he just ignores me. I am tired of him now. He just don't want me at all. And that freaking hurts so much. Every time i talk to him, he shatters my heart.
I just wanted to be a good sister for him ππππ
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How do I know if am a toxic person?? Blc I don't I feel I am sometimes, I mean I don't intentionally hurt people, but I think I make everything about me or I was told that , I feel lonely too, I have literally hold my tears for days now , I don't want to cry I can't cry , specially when I have no one to cry to.
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I need to vent
How do I know if am a toxic person?? Blc I don't I feel I am sometimes, I mean I don't intentionally hurt people, but I think I make everything about me or I was told that , I feel lonely too, I have literally hold my tears for days now , I don't want to cry I can't cry , specially when I have no one to cry to.
#Relationship #Adult
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