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So i have a question for the boys here...would u date someone not confident,fucking moody(like for real,one moment she is happy n the other bamm she's not),have so many insecurities,have no idea what she want now or for her future as result totally has no idea how to act or behave bc she is not sure abt who she is or who she wants to be?some girl who is lost?what a mess ryt🙂what a loser☹️
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So i have a question for the boys here...would u date someone not confident,fucking moody(like for real,one moment she is happy n the other bamm she's not),have so many insecurities,have no idea what she want now or for her future as result totally has no idea how to act or behave bc she is not sure abt who she is or who she wants to be?some girl who is lost?what a mess ryt🙂what a loser☹️
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hey i dont know what is happening with me. i have a really important exam tomorrow and i am so relaxed its almost scary. i havent even prepared for it like i might fail terribly. i try to study but ig its my bodies coping mechanism to put me to sleep...i slept 12 hours straight. like i went to bed at 2 am and woke up at like 2 pm next day. i cant focus i dont feel anxious about the exam,even rn i have no anxious feeling i am just confused af. like wtf dude how can i just sleep through it all???? this is fuked up because if i fail i wont get a college and will have to try again next year. someone help me...i am really confused and kind of anxious about not being anxious about the exam.
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hey i dont know what is happening with me. i have a really important exam tomorrow and i am so relaxed its almost scary. i havent even prepared for it like i might fail terribly. i try to study but ig its my bodies coping mechanism to put me to sleep...i slept 12 hours straight. like i went to bed at 2 am and woke up at like 2 pm next day. i cant focus i dont feel anxious about the exam,even rn i have no anxious feeling i am just confused af. like wtf dude how can i just sleep through it all???? this is fuked up because if i fail i wont get a college and will have to try again next year. someone help me...i am really confused and kind of anxious about not being anxious about the exam.
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Hi everyone.....I am going to the point.is it really hard to forget someone who doesn't give a fuck about you?How can it be hard for me to forget the one the makes me feel that I am the 100's choice and that i don't deserve to be the one. He messed me. On day one I told him that i was okay being alone than broken later. But i know he was laughing inside. He had a girl and i found out recently and when I asked him he doesn't even feel sorry about what he did to me. And what hurt me the most is he doesn't even try hard to say sorry to me. And know when I am trying to forget him by being busy he isn't giving me the chance. He randomly text me and i will be back to the start point on the road of forgetting him. I don't hate myself but all i want now is a hug from him.ya i know i am not okay that is why i am here. I am crazy and i know how can i fall for this peace of shit. Thank you
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Hi everyone.....I am going to the point.is it really hard to forget someone who doesn't give a fuck about you?How can it be hard for me to forget the one the makes me feel that I am the 100's choice and that i don't deserve to be the one. He messed me. On day one I told him that i was okay being alone than broken later. But i know he was laughing inside. He had a girl and i found out recently and when I asked him he doesn't even feel sorry about what he did to me. And what hurt me the most is he doesn't even try hard to say sorry to me. And know when I am trying to forget him by being busy he isn't giving me the chance. He randomly text me and i will be back to the start point on the road of forgetting him. I don't hate myself but all i want now is a hug from him.ya i know i am not okay that is why i am here. I am crazy and i know how can i fall for this peace of shit. Thank you
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Eshii this is a weird question but don't judge me.i want to look beautiful not a normal kind but a beauty that stops people in amaizment.work on ur inside mnamn atbelugn coz MY inside is good for now.so what should I do to capture people
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Eshii this is a weird question but don't judge me.i want to look beautiful not a normal kind but a beauty that stops people in amaizment.work on ur inside mnamn atbelugn coz MY inside is good for now.so what should I do to capture people
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I need a relationship advice.
I am in this weird texting relationship with a girl. We took a short class together. I got her phone number and we started chatting. But because i work all day and she had moved to another city we didn't had the chance to go on a date.
But now we have a plan to go and visit my relatives for "meskel" for 3 days in the rural parts of Ethiopia.
We had been chatting for a long time but i don't have a clue as to where we are in our relationship.
I like her and i want to take it to the next level what do i do?
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I need a relationship advice.
I am in this weird texting relationship with a girl. We took a short class together. I got her phone number and we started chatting. But because i work all day and she had moved to another city we didn't had the chance to go on a date.
But now we have a plan to go and visit my relatives for "meskel" for 3 days in the rural parts of Ethiopia.
We had been chatting for a long time but i don't have a clue as to where we are in our relationship.
I like her and i want to take it to the next level what do i do?
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Hi beautiful people.. This is my first time "venting". First lemme say happy new year for ya'll.
I have a brother... And he has been showing some psychotic features for almost a decade now. He chews chat on daily basis for over a decade. He has PERSECUTORY and PARANOID delusions. He thinks everyone is trying to harm him and is suspicious of everyone. He is emotionally unstable or volatile I mean gets super angry at small things. He gets into fight with family members, friends and neighbors alike on simple irrational ideas he holds as a fact. I think he also has an abnormal fear of abandonment especially since he broke up with his "girlfriend". The biggest problem is he always argues with our mother, insults her and stuff and I can't take it anymore. I would get him a medical help, but he does not even admit that he has a problem.
So guys, what's this condition called and how can it be treated if that's even possible. If you have an experience with people like this or are a professional with a related expertise please drop ur username or ask for mine... Thanks for reading this and any help would be dearly appreciated.
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Hi beautiful people.. This is my first time "venting". First lemme say happy new year for ya'll.
I have a brother... And he has been showing some psychotic features for almost a decade now. He chews chat on daily basis for over a decade. He has PERSECUTORY and PARANOID delusions. He thinks everyone is trying to harm him and is suspicious of everyone. He is emotionally unstable or volatile I mean gets super angry at small things. He gets into fight with family members, friends and neighbors alike on simple irrational ideas he holds as a fact. I think he also has an abnormal fear of abandonment especially since he broke up with his "girlfriend". The biggest problem is he always argues with our mother, insults her and stuff and I can't take it anymore. I would get him a medical help, but he does not even admit that he has a problem.
So guys, what's this condition called and how can it be treated if that's even possible. If you have an experience with people like this or are a professional with a related expertise please drop ur username or ask for mine... Thanks for reading this and any help would be dearly appreciated.
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Hey there so it’s nothing crazy but here me out am a girl and the thing is that
# I have been feeling like I am wasting my time and energy just by watching some boring ass movies all day long I have been a hard working student my whole life it’s cause I wanna have a future and I feel like I wanna learn more plus I know that I have to learn aboard for a better chance and now I could have taken some courses regarding sat or learn new language I mean anything is better than being like this
# I period is officially late for like a year now and my family still thinks that it is cause am a young
# am not picky at all but I can’t stand boys that can’t spell “bored” correctly you feel me I just want a guy that would come up to me and talk about how fascinating “interstellar” is or ask me if I have you ever read “the alchemist” before you know
# I am kinda becoming agnostic which’s bad in every single angle
Ps I am high school junior and I know I shouldn’t worry about this things but I can’t help it
Also Happy New Years
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Hey there so it’s nothing crazy but here me out am a girl and the thing is that
# I have been feeling like I am wasting my time and energy just by watching some boring ass movies all day long I have been a hard working student my whole life it’s cause I wanna have a future and I feel like I wanna learn more plus I know that I have to learn aboard for a better chance and now I could have taken some courses regarding sat or learn new language I mean anything is better than being like this
# I period is officially late for like a year now and my family still thinks that it is cause am a young
# am not picky at all but I can’t stand boys that can’t spell “bored” correctly you feel me I just want a guy that would come up to me and talk about how fascinating “interstellar” is or ask me if I have you ever read “the alchemist” before you know
# I am kinda becoming agnostic which’s bad in every single angle
Ps I am high school junior and I know I shouldn’t worry about this things but I can’t help it
Also Happy New Years
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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Do you remember last Saturday ለመገናኘት ተቀጣጥረን but something came up and ሳንገናኝ ቀረ ።...and ቤት ስገባ this old song by Sergualem Tegegn was playing on the radio አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ጠብቀሽኝ ብቀር አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ሳላገኝሽ ብቀር…
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Looking into the new year from the year passing by
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አንድ
እንቁጣጣሽ እኔንጃ ከሁሉም ዓመት በዓሎች ይለያል ።....አለ አይደል in a way It makes sense ነገር...።...You gotta celebrate the beginning of something....
On some day on a duzzy morning in a winter one might wake up from his sleep and may snap out and realize that all his whole life and all what he is, is nothing but a joke. And fuck, I am fucked, one might say. But there is this soft and heart warming የሊሊ(kalkidan Tilahun) መዝሙር
ቅጥር ሰርተህ ሰርተህ እኔን ከበህ
እንደ አይን ብሌን ብሌን ተጠንቅቀህ
አቤት ጥበቃህ ጥበቃህ ያስገርመኛል
ከክፉ ሁሉ ሁሉ አድንኸኛል
But New year is ahead and yeah, I still have something to look for, one might also say. And that is hope. That is what New Year is all about.
Looking into the Tomorrow from Today
Looking into the future from the present
Looking into the new year from the year passing by
What all there is hope.
Hope that makes you think of the best in the worst of times, that enables you to see the light in the darkest of times, that gives you strength in the weakest of times.
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ሁለት
Isn't it ironic that sometimes we look for sadness on times we are happy. Isn't it out of sorts that sometimes we long for the past which in a way was shitty than the present. Isn't it foolish that sometimes we get scared of something so good and throw it down the pit. Isn't it a sad reality that sometimes we doubt the now and the real and look for the unknown and the unreal.
It is normal that on some mornings we might wake up depressed and not feeling like to go to work. It is not rude that sometimes we might throw a punch on those who throw a punch at us. Sometimes things turns out to be useful for the purpose they are not intended for. And sometimes change scare us.
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ሶስት
But I am silent all the time yet all I want to do is scream and vent
But I look fine as an art and happy yet I am just sad and troubled
But I have grown up yet all I want is to be a child again
But I am at the present yet all I wish is to be in the past.
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አራት
You know why I enjoy you? You know why I misses you the second you are not there near me? It is after you came into my life I gained this sense of free and freedom. I am free and myself when you are around me. You came into my life and said
Run away-ay with me
Lost souls in revelry
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me"
And I fear that I would return to that bird trapped in a cage the second you are not there. And I fear I would again become a slave to my own upbringing and school of thought. And I would no longer be free. And I would no longer be myself.
But I always wanted to live like a Renegade. I always wanted to revolt. But you came and unchained my chains. You are a revolter and made me revolt against my own self. But you came and said
"Run away-ay with me
Lost souls in revelry
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me"
I was a stranger from a world where yellow didn't exist. I was sad. I was a pessimist who sees the world as the glass is half empty.
She was a stranger from a world where yellow did exist. She is yellow. She is happy. She is an optimist who sees the world as the glass is half full.
And that changed me. And that changed everything.
It is mesmerising how things in this world work. Someone you don't know existed in this world in the first place one day comes into your life and show you a world that you never thought existed.
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አምስት
There is something beautiful and blessful of a rain that rains on ጷጉሜ and that took me to my childhood...የሩፋኤል ፀበል ብለን እንዴት ብለን እንቦራንጨቅ እንደ ነበር...and that also kinda reminded me that ..እንደ ሌሎች ህፃናት ሆያ ሆዬ እንዳልጨፈርኩ ፤ ለእንቁጣጣሽ አበባ እንዳልዞርኩ ።....and I told her about this like an hour back and It rained 30 minutes past that....የሩፋኤል ጠበል It is...በስማም ምሽት ባይሆን ፤ይሉኝታ ባይዘኝ ኖሮ ወጥቶ መንቦራጨቅ አማረኝ....
What all there is Love, beauty, bliss, blessing, hope, peace.
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Happy New Year
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Looking into the new year from the year passing by
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አንድ
እንቁጣጣሽ እኔንጃ ከሁሉም ዓመት በዓሎች ይለያል ።....አለ አይደል in a way It makes sense ነገር...።...You gotta celebrate the beginning of something....
On some day on a duzzy morning in a winter one might wake up from his sleep and may snap out and realize that all his whole life and all what he is, is nothing but a joke. And fuck, I am fucked, one might say. But there is this soft and heart warming የሊሊ(kalkidan Tilahun) መዝሙር
ቅጥር ሰርተህ ሰርተህ እኔን ከበህ
እንደ አይን ብሌን ብሌን ተጠንቅቀህ
አቤት ጥበቃህ ጥበቃህ ያስገርመኛል
ከክፉ ሁሉ ሁሉ አድንኸኛል
But New year is ahead and yeah, I still have something to look for, one might also say. And that is hope. That is what New Year is all about.
Looking into the Tomorrow from Today
Looking into the future from the present
Looking into the new year from the year passing by
What all there is hope.
Hope that makes you think of the best in the worst of times, that enables you to see the light in the darkest of times, that gives you strength in the weakest of times.
.
ሁለት
Isn't it ironic that sometimes we look for sadness on times we are happy. Isn't it out of sorts that sometimes we long for the past which in a way was shitty than the present. Isn't it foolish that sometimes we get scared of something so good and throw it down the pit. Isn't it a sad reality that sometimes we doubt the now and the real and look for the unknown and the unreal.
It is normal that on some mornings we might wake up depressed and not feeling like to go to work. It is not rude that sometimes we might throw a punch on those who throw a punch at us. Sometimes things turns out to be useful for the purpose they are not intended for. And sometimes change scare us.
.
ሶስት
But I am silent all the time yet all I want to do is scream and vent
But I look fine as an art and happy yet I am just sad and troubled
But I have grown up yet all I want is to be a child again
But I am at the present yet all I wish is to be in the past.
.
አራት
You know why I enjoy you? You know why I misses you the second you are not there near me? It is after you came into my life I gained this sense of free and freedom. I am free and myself when you are around me. You came into my life and said
Run away-ay with me
Lost souls in revelry
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me"
And I fear that I would return to that bird trapped in a cage the second you are not there. And I fear I would again become a slave to my own upbringing and school of thought. And I would no longer be free. And I would no longer be myself.
But I always wanted to live like a Renegade. I always wanted to revolt. But you came and unchained my chains. You are a revolter and made me revolt against my own self. But you came and said
"Run away-ay with me
Lost souls in revelry
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me"
I was a stranger from a world where yellow didn't exist. I was sad. I was a pessimist who sees the world as the glass is half empty.
She was a stranger from a world where yellow did exist. She is yellow. She is happy. She is an optimist who sees the world as the glass is half full.
And that changed me. And that changed everything.
It is mesmerising how things in this world work. Someone you don't know existed in this world in the first place one day comes into your life and show you a world that you never thought existed.
.
አምስት
There is something beautiful and blessful of a rain that rains on ጷጉሜ and that took me to my childhood...የሩፋኤል ፀበል ብለን እንዴት ብለን እንቦራንጨቅ እንደ ነበር...and that also kinda reminded me that ..እንደ ሌሎች ህፃናት ሆያ ሆዬ እንዳልጨፈርኩ ፤ ለእንቁጣጣሽ አበባ እንዳልዞርኩ ።....and I told her about this like an hour back and It rained 30 minutes past that....የሩፋኤል ጠበል It is...በስማም ምሽት ባይሆን ፤ይሉኝታ ባይዘኝ ኖሮ ወጥቶ መንቦራጨቅ አማረኝ....
What all there is Love, beauty, bliss, blessing, hope, peace.
.
Happy New Year
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i even don't know y my head keeps thinking about u... i don't know u,how u look, ur voice... i almost know nothing about u ... but after talking to u my problems, my fears all fades away.... remember i stopped those bad behavior like u told me... but know i feel lonely i am thinking to restart... no no no we r ok... i can't talk openly with her uk who am talking about we argue over silly things... anywho thanks for ur moments Blen/Betty... but i wish u have returned to my life.... uk ur my lucky number yes u were... i hope u have solved ur issues with ur bf, mom....
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i even don't know y my head keeps thinking about u... i don't know u,how u look, ur voice... i almost know nothing about u ... but after talking to u my problems, my fears all fades away.... remember i stopped those bad behavior like u told me... but know i feel lonely i am thinking to restart... no no no we r ok... i can't talk openly with her uk who am talking about we argue over silly things... anywho thanks for ur moments Blen/Betty... but i wish u have returned to my life.... uk ur my lucky number yes u were... i hope u have solved ur issues with ur bf, mom....
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Hi I am 22 girl this is more a question than vent ......the thing is me and my FAM gone move to dessi wollo ena they say like wollo hzb is different from the rest of Ethiopia ....anyone form dessi can u tell me about the ppl over there and about the city too and how I have to act.....tnx
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Hi I am 22 girl this is more a question than vent ......the thing is me and my FAM gone move to dessi wollo ena they say like wollo hzb is different from the rest of Ethiopia ....anyone form dessi can u tell me about the ppl over there and about the city too and how I have to act.....tnx
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So I am a senior high school student waiting for matric and semonun I was thinking about what I should pursue university lay and I come to 2 conclusions either industrial engineering or mechanical engineering and I start researching which one is better job wise and everything and what I got was that mechanical engineers can work as Industrial engineers but not vice versa and also industrial engineering isnot given in AAU or AASTU which makes me more inclined to choose mechanical engineering and when I was googling and all the information I got was kewchi hageroch antsar so my question is ezi hager in the future mnamn mechanical engineering demand yechemral wey or will it decline? Also how hard is it? Is it worth it?
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So I am a senior high school student waiting for matric and semonun I was thinking about what I should pursue university lay and I come to 2 conclusions either industrial engineering or mechanical engineering and I start researching which one is better job wise and everything and what I got was that mechanical engineers can work as Industrial engineers but not vice versa and also industrial engineering isnot given in AAU or AASTU which makes me more inclined to choose mechanical engineering and when I was googling and all the information I got was kewchi hageroch antsar so my question is ezi hager in the future mnamn mechanical engineering demand yechemral wey or will it decline? Also how hard is it? Is it worth it?
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I don't even know where to start...humm happy new year I guess....out of the blue I keep thinking of tie my girlfriend to the bed and fuck her and then in return she making me lie on my back and get to play with my dick....this is one of the thought that I want to remove from my head which currently is so hard....more like impossible....worst part everyone thinks of me as the decent person but in my brain this is what's going on....to make it worse I had a girlfriend back 2 years and she used to beg me for such things ans I used to decline after all she thought I didn't love her but I fucking did and if she could let me do this things she thought id love her but I loved her for the way she was she wasn't confident of her body but she was amazing i mean so perfect for me to bad she had to go abroad.... anyhow out of nowhere now why do I even have such thoughts...maybe cause I heard people moaning in the next room or what....my brain is about to explode ....by the was I once caught her watching lesbian porn and we talked freely and she didn't think men would love her cause of her body she had a bit if a weight anyhow I don't want to say I regret declining her offer cause I knew why she said it but now I don't know what the fuck to do with my craving plus who would I even tell I don't have such a friend to speak in this manner....I'm fucking confused...
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I don't even know where to start...humm happy new year I guess....out of the blue I keep thinking of tie my girlfriend to the bed and fuck her and then in return she making me lie on my back and get to play with my dick....this is one of the thought that I want to remove from my head which currently is so hard....more like impossible....worst part everyone thinks of me as the decent person but in my brain this is what's going on....to make it worse I had a girlfriend back 2 years and she used to beg me for such things ans I used to decline after all she thought I didn't love her but I fucking did and if she could let me do this things she thought id love her but I loved her for the way she was she wasn't confident of her body but she was amazing i mean so perfect for me to bad she had to go abroad.... anyhow out of nowhere now why do I even have such thoughts...maybe cause I heard people moaning in the next room or what....my brain is about to explode ....by the was I once caught her watching lesbian porn and we talked freely and she didn't think men would love her cause of her body she had a bit if a weight anyhow I don't want to say I regret declining her offer cause I knew why she said it but now I don't know what the fuck to do with my craving plus who would I even tell I don't have such a friend to speak in this manner....I'm fucking confused...
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I wanted to share the days I spend with my bf who is 9 years older than me. It's been 5 and a half months since we were obligated to make it a LDR due to his work and my studies. After a couple of months, I went to his city. Before I went, when I was only planning the trip, he was reflecting how he is excited to spend the night with me. At the moment, I wasn't ready to have sex. I mean, we are from different backgrounds. I'm from a restrict family unlike his. And I'm kind of a conservative person.😬 I felt I needed to clear things up so two days before my trip, I told him "nothing will happen eshi ante leba" I think he didn't take it seriously, I didn't stress it enough cz I didn't want to make it awkward you know. So I went there, he was all sweet and a gentleman. At night, we were kissing and all and when it started getting hot, I stopped him and told him the same thing I did on the phone. He nodded and didn't say anything. We cuddled and slept 😍😭 Then next day, after we came back from some activities, we were back kissing again and this time it was hotter. But my mind just didn't give me a chill. Betam terebeshku. I managed to tell him that I really don't feel ready yet. 😔 I liked all the kissing and the make out but my head was on and off. He told me to loosen up a bit and he went down on me. I enjoyed it a lot lol. Then after i returned the favor. It was my first time lol He said he enjoyed it and was a gentleman all the time(He offered his hoodie for me to kneel on it 😍😁).
The next day we spend some quality time then I was like "I'll do it for myself and let him. I really love that guy but it was my brain fighting with me not to, and stay virgin. I tried to convince myself. Gn , man, when he tried to put it in, I was dry 😔 and it kept hurting me. He tried for sometime but he saw me and stopped. also the next morning yemr I tried to convince myself and do it. Here is the case, I get wet n all when he touches me right? but then, when he tries, it's dry. After sometime, he said it's cz I didn't convince myself enough. "do you really want to do it?" I said I'm not sure. He asked me if the problem was with him. I said no cz it really wasn't. Then we spend the night watching movie.
I really love him. I'm head over heels in love with him. The little gestures he does like kissing my toes, offering his hoodie for my knee(lol), kissing me on the forehead, migbu tikus sihon abrdo yemisetegne neger, 😍 turns me on. We had a really really fun and adventures time together besides that. But he didn't hide he was a bit disappointed.
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I wanted to share the days I spend with my bf who is 9 years older than me. It's been 5 and a half months since we were obligated to make it a LDR due to his work and my studies. After a couple of months, I went to his city. Before I went, when I was only planning the trip, he was reflecting how he is excited to spend the night with me. At the moment, I wasn't ready to have sex. I mean, we are from different backgrounds. I'm from a restrict family unlike his. And I'm kind of a conservative person.😬 I felt I needed to clear things up so two days before my trip, I told him "nothing will happen eshi ante leba" I think he didn't take it seriously, I didn't stress it enough cz I didn't want to make it awkward you know. So I went there, he was all sweet and a gentleman. At night, we were kissing and all and when it started getting hot, I stopped him and told him the same thing I did on the phone. He nodded and didn't say anything. We cuddled and slept 😍😭 Then next day, after we came back from some activities, we were back kissing again and this time it was hotter. But my mind just didn't give me a chill. Betam terebeshku. I managed to tell him that I really don't feel ready yet. 😔 I liked all the kissing and the make out but my head was on and off. He told me to loosen up a bit and he went down on me. I enjoyed it a lot lol. Then after i returned the favor. It was my first time lol He said he enjoyed it and was a gentleman all the time(He offered his hoodie for me to kneel on it 😍😁).
The next day we spend some quality time then I was like "I'll do it for myself and let him. I really love that guy but it was my brain fighting with me not to, and stay virgin. I tried to convince myself. Gn , man, when he tried to put it in, I was dry 😔 and it kept hurting me. He tried for sometime but he saw me and stopped. also the next morning yemr I tried to convince myself and do it. Here is the case, I get wet n all when he touches me right? but then, when he tries, it's dry. After sometime, he said it's cz I didn't convince myself enough. "do you really want to do it?" I said I'm not sure. He asked me if the problem was with him. I said no cz it really wasn't. Then we spend the night watching movie.
I really love him. I'm head over heels in love with him. The little gestures he does like kissing my toes, offering his hoodie for my knee(lol), kissing me on the forehead, migbu tikus sihon abrdo yemisetegne neger, 😍 turns me on. We had a really really fun and adventures time together besides that. But he didn't hide he was a bit disappointed.
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I just wanted to share smt that i couldn't get out of my mind since last week. So i was on a fest with my best friend and sis last week, we were vibin and all, then they got tired of dancing so i was dancing alone until this guy approached me and told me to join him and his friends, i didn't even hesitate to give him my hand, then we started dancing and he kinda seems drunk, one thing led to another we went out side, he asked if he can kiss me, i replied "yes" so we kissed and got back to the fest and keep on dancing, i kept asking him frequently if he was drunk and will forget me by tomorrow but he denied, then he asked for my number and saved it......he even introduced me to his friends and promised he will call me the day after....and btw he is 21 and i'm 24, he said it won't be a problem and i was happy cuz i kinda felt smt for him even though it was just hours since we met....So i was waiting the whole day for him to call but he didn't😭....that's when i started feeling so sad about it and regretting evt....i couldn't stop thinking about him so i called him in the morning and guess what he said "manesh?" 😔...then i asked him if he has met someone on Saturday then he called my name and said he is kinda busy with work at the moment. Uuuuuuu cherash deberegnnnn, yetefetrewun neger rasu miyastawesew almeselegnm😢.....He haven't called or texted after that and that made me sad, i even thought if there was smt wrong with me. Anywho just wanted to share this so that i could feel better😊
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I just wanted to share smt that i couldn't get out of my mind since last week. So i was on a fest with my best friend and sis last week, we were vibin and all, then they got tired of dancing so i was dancing alone until this guy approached me and told me to join him and his friends, i didn't even hesitate to give him my hand, then we started dancing and he kinda seems drunk, one thing led to another we went out side, he asked if he can kiss me, i replied "yes" so we kissed and got back to the fest and keep on dancing, i kept asking him frequently if he was drunk and will forget me by tomorrow but he denied, then he asked for my number and saved it......he even introduced me to his friends and promised he will call me the day after....and btw he is 21 and i'm 24, he said it won't be a problem and i was happy cuz i kinda felt smt for him even though it was just hours since we met....So i was waiting the whole day for him to call but he didn't😭....that's when i started feeling so sad about it and regretting evt....i couldn't stop thinking about him so i called him in the morning and guess what he said "manesh?" 😔...then i asked him if he has met someone on Saturday then he called my name and said he is kinda busy with work at the moment. Uuuuuuu cherash deberegnnnn, yetefetrewun neger rasu miyastawesew almeselegnm😢.....He haven't called or texted after that and that made me sad, i even thought if there was smt wrong with me. Anywho just wanted to share this so that i could feel better😊
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I look at my phone every second of the day, i can't believe that my happiness is entirely dependent on other person. I always try to be self reliant in every aspect, i hate to be dependent on others since when i was a child i was made fun of by my family for being the weak one, the shy and naive one. And here i am now every part of my being wanting him, i have the feeling that I'm going to get hurt very badly but I'm still here, i try to resist it but akategn 😭huff i don't want any love stuff, i was just doing fine by myself ko.
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I look at my phone every second of the day, i can't believe that my happiness is entirely dependent on other person. I always try to be self reliant in every aspect, i hate to be dependent on others since when i was a child i was made fun of by my family for being the weak one, the shy and naive one. And here i am now every part of my being wanting him, i have the feeling that I'm going to get hurt very badly but I'm still here, i try to resist it but akategn 😭huff i don't want any love stuff, i was just doing fine by myself ko.
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I might be crazy i have an imaginanry bf and areal one.any thing my real bf can't or doesn't do for me he does for me but it's all in my mind.he takes me out supportes me or suprises me but it's not real it's MY imagination.i know this is creepy during MY previouse break ups when it hurts i think about this imaginanry better guy i have made for MY self and feel good or safe.is this normal do i have a problem
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I might be crazy i have an imaginanry bf and areal one.any thing my real bf can't or doesn't do for me he does for me but it's all in my mind.he takes me out supportes me or suprises me but it's not real it's MY imagination.i know this is creepy during MY previouse break ups when it hurts i think about this imaginanry better guy i have made for MY self and feel good or safe.is this normal do i have a problem
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Which one is better to have
Pride or love
I know most would say love dah!
But I chose love too
I believed in us 😂😂
I woke up today and went for my phone to check if u were online and you were
But when I opened the chat it hit me, we no longer are 'us' its you and its me
It got me wondering when did it all go wrong
Is it when we wanted to be more than what we were
Is it when I let u in so deep
Is it when u let me be all clingy
Is it when I noticed a change
Or is it me
Did what happened during my b.d changed me
Did I start needing more
Or is it because all those vents I wrote
Or is there something else I do not know about
When did it became something suffocating for you
How did I fail to see how deep it has became
3 days
It took 3 days to fill that ocean deep heart of yours with sands
Now it's just a shallow water
I noticed something but I never thought it would be the end
Someone said we all think we have time but we don't
I thought we had, I had time to fix whatever has been bothering me........
But you didn't give me something that can be solved
Could I have Done anything different?
I know u will read this but this will be my way of letting it all out like always
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Which one is better to have
Pride or love
I know most would say love dah!
But I chose love too
I believed in us 😂😂
I woke up today and went for my phone to check if u were online and you were
But when I opened the chat it hit me, we no longer are 'us' its you and its me
It got me wondering when did it all go wrong
Is it when we wanted to be more than what we were
Is it when I let u in so deep
Is it when u let me be all clingy
Is it when I noticed a change
Or is it me
Did what happened during my b.d changed me
Did I start needing more
Or is it because all those vents I wrote
Or is there something else I do not know about
When did it became something suffocating for you
How did I fail to see how deep it has became
3 days
It took 3 days to fill that ocean deep heart of yours with sands
Now it's just a shallow water
I noticed something but I never thought it would be the end
Someone said we all think we have time but we don't
I thought we had, I had time to fix whatever has been bothering me........
But you didn't give me something that can be solved
Could I have Done anything different?
I know u will read this but this will be my way of letting it all out like always
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Hey to the point this year was tough and I want to improve my self this year what do u think I should include in my new years revolution please anything helps
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Hey to the point this year was tough and I want to improve my self this year what do u think I should include in my new years revolution please anything helps
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Hey guy’s hmm so apparently there is this guy my friend introduced us together and after a while we been hooking up and is cool but my friends thinks his catching feelings except her and I’m kinda confused bc his sometimes nice and sometimes an ass but for some reason I feel comfortable with him more then the rest but I’m afraid that I end up catching feelings and he doesn’t what do you think I should do
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Hey guy’s hmm so apparently there is this guy my friend introduced us together and after a while we been hooking up and is cool but my friends thinks his catching feelings except her and I’m kinda confused bc his sometimes nice and sometimes an ass but for some reason I feel comfortable with him more then the rest but I’m afraid that I end up catching feelings and he doesn’t what do you think I should do
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Hey guys I kinda what your advice on anxiety
I’ve been having a lot of anxiety and stressed out on so many things and the worst things is that I can’t seem to open up to anybody even tho I have amazing friends who cares a lot but I’m just used to keeping it for myself and always help others before myself, and this anxiety has came so much to the point where I zoom out every time and my legs can’t seem to stop shaking have been having alot of anxiety attack and panic attack and explaining this thing to Ethiopian mom is so hard so I just gave up and she kept telling me it’s all in your head do any of you guys know how to stop it or does therapy really helps?
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Hey guys I kinda what your advice on anxiety
I’ve been having a lot of anxiety and stressed out on so many things and the worst things is that I can’t seem to open up to anybody even tho I have amazing friends who cares a lot but I’m just used to keeping it for myself and always help others before myself, and this anxiety has came so much to the point where I zoom out every time and my legs can’t seem to stop shaking have been having alot of anxiety attack and panic attack and explaining this thing to Ethiopian mom is so hard so I just gave up and she kept telling me it’s all in your head do any of you guys know how to stop it or does therapy really helps?
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Hello ive been in this group 2 years ago and I came through it again because of a friend. I can't believe how things have worsened in the young adult community in just 2 years. I just wanted to share the best news y'all could ever here. This man called Jesus came to earth to restore the relationship Adam and Eve had with God in Eden Garden. Guess what now through his shed blood we can come to God with no shame and condemnation of what we have done. His blood can cleanse us of all of out crazy thoughts and deeds. Even murder ikr crazy!! He also left the Holy Spirit to guide us help us and a lot more. This might sound like relegion but the man Jesus himself was hung by the most religious leaders. He came to preach the restoration I mentioned above. I can see that all of us are going through a lot of things but Jesus has come go take all the burden to himself and give us the easy burdens like true joy, hope, love and a lotttt more. Guess what though most of all what you'll be rejoicing about when you accept him is the eternal life he gives. Guys I've read you saying this and that is soooo good but trust me none is good but Jesus! Once you taste his spirit you can't help but hunger for more. I love you all and bless you!
“Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God—”
John 1:12
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I am Semhal
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Hello ive been in this group 2 years ago and I came through it again because of a friend. I can't believe how things have worsened in the young adult community in just 2 years. I just wanted to share the best news y'all could ever here. This man called Jesus came to earth to restore the relationship Adam and Eve had with God in Eden Garden. Guess what now through his shed blood we can come to God with no shame and condemnation of what we have done. His blood can cleanse us of all of out crazy thoughts and deeds. Even murder ikr crazy!! He also left the Holy Spirit to guide us help us and a lot more. This might sound like relegion but the man Jesus himself was hung by the most religious leaders. He came to preach the restoration I mentioned above. I can see that all of us are going through a lot of things but Jesus has come go take all the burden to himself and give us the easy burdens like true joy, hope, love and a lotttt more. Guess what though most of all what you'll be rejoicing about when you accept him is the eternal life he gives. Guys I've read you saying this and that is soooo good but trust me none is good but Jesus! Once you taste his spirit you can't help but hunger for more. I love you all and bless you!
“Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God—”
John 1:12
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