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I can't anymore this isn't to get attention but I feel both physically and mentally exhausted I can't keep the suicidal thoughts out of my head that just seems the easiest way out but I can't do it am rly fighting to keep them away I rly am this is just a lonely place I have friends lots of them in a relationship for the past 7 yrs but am here anonymous to vent is this a life worth living?
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I can't anymore this isn't to get attention but I feel both physically and mentally exhausted I can't keep the suicidal thoughts out of my head that just seems the easiest way out but I can't do it am rly fighting to keep them away I rly am this is just a lonely place I have friends lots of them in a relationship for the past 7 yrs but am here anonymous to vent is this a life worth living?
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I don't like that my mind never gives me a break.....i don't like people constantly and unendingly misunderstanding me.....i don't like being depressed.....i don't like feeling completely alone even when surrounded by loved ones.....i don't like the fact that not a single person gets me.....i don't like feeling like everyone leaves.....i don't like feeling like i'm the only one that tries in my relationships....i don't like always seeing people's worth and noone seeing mine......i don't like constantly questioning myself and feeling embarrassed like i'm overreacting or acting holier than thou for feeling how i feel.....i don't like not being able to get these things out.....i don't like not knowing how to go for things....i don't like feeling trapped in every aspect of my life and my personality and watching the time pass by.....i don't like being crippled....i don't like knowing i shouldn't let these things get to me and yet still feeling powerless most days......but i've dealt with these things on some level since i was 10, and i'm just realizing how insane that actually is. i've only tried looking inward to find answers during this last year, but it's not really working.....dekmognal.....and i'm running dangerously low on energy....i don't have a lot of time left.....and i know i'm about to wreck....i know so many people go through this and more, so shouldn't there be better ways to cope by now? Why does this plague me? Why does it plague us?
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I don't like that my mind never gives me a break.....i don't like people constantly and unendingly misunderstanding me.....i don't like being depressed.....i don't like feeling completely alone even when surrounded by loved ones.....i don't like the fact that not a single person gets me.....i don't like feeling like everyone leaves.....i don't like feeling like i'm the only one that tries in my relationships....i don't like always seeing people's worth and noone seeing mine......i don't like constantly questioning myself and feeling embarrassed like i'm overreacting or acting holier than thou for feeling how i feel.....i don't like not being able to get these things out.....i don't like not knowing how to go for things....i don't like feeling trapped in every aspect of my life and my personality and watching the time pass by.....i don't like being crippled....i don't like knowing i shouldn't let these things get to me and yet still feeling powerless most days......but i've dealt with these things on some level since i was 10, and i'm just realizing how insane that actually is. i've only tried looking inward to find answers during this last year, but it's not really working.....dekmognal.....and i'm running dangerously low on energy....i don't have a lot of time left.....and i know i'm about to wreck....i know so many people go through this and more, so shouldn't there be better ways to cope by now? Why does this plague me? Why does it plague us?
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Just a queer thought🙈
I just wanted to see the odds to find out heartily the dearest girl with pure intention for love, not the one who's getting tired of waiting it but the one who's not and still waiting, who do really understood my weird question someone as queer as me, the one who boys couldn't click with her weirdness, yet the unseen blossom of treasure cheerful, goofy, crazy, shy yet spontaneous for adventurous choices like this one
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Just a queer thought🙈
I just wanted to see the odds to find out heartily the dearest girl with pure intention for love, not the one who's getting tired of waiting it but the one who's not and still waiting, who do really understood my weird question someone as queer as me, the one who boys couldn't click with her weirdness, yet the unseen blossom of treasure cheerful, goofy, crazy, shy yet spontaneous for adventurous choices like this one
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very stupid of me to think entering a school made for intelligent student gonna make me a genius . Our math teacher gave a lot of assignment need to be done in 2 days :/ im about to tell my mother about exchanging my school but the fee is quite pricey :( dad works too hard on himself for me to have a better school ( the one im im rn )
im very bad at grammar and im sorry for anyone who don't understand this :(
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very stupid of me to think entering a school made for intelligent student gonna make me a genius . Our math teacher gave a lot of assignment need to be done in 2 days :/ im about to tell my mother about exchanging my school but the fee is quite pricey :( dad works too hard on himself for me to have a better school ( the one im im rn )
im very bad at grammar and im sorry for anyone who don't understand this :(
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Hello people of the vent, a guy here 23, got a bit of a question to ask, and it is kind of been bothering me too.... she has got the boobs, the body, the ass, the personality, but she dont got the looks(face), i dont think she is beautiful😬,....what happens next,...do i stay away till i find what i want or compromise...nothing happened yet , just trying to imagine myself with her, she is such a sweet heart and we make so much sense...i hate that i am being so superficial too,...say whatever comes to your mind, call me an ass if you have to,...and thank you
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Hello people of the vent, a guy here 23, got a bit of a question to ask, and it is kind of been bothering me too.... she has got the boobs, the body, the ass, the personality, but she dont got the looks(face), i dont think she is beautiful😬,....what happens next,...do i stay away till i find what i want or compromise...nothing happened yet , just trying to imagine myself with her, she is such a sweet heart and we make so much sense...i hate that i am being so superficial too,...say whatever comes to your mind, call me an ass if you have to,...and thank you
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Hello guys I'm 23 and a girl
z thing is in my work place i met someone he is old and foreign baleseletan i think he likes me and i feel like this is opportunity to me n i should use him to change my life forever so girls pls what do u do endi biyagatemachu should i use him?
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Hello guys I'm 23 and a girl
z thing is in my work place i met someone he is old and foreign baleseletan i think he likes me and i feel like this is opportunity to me n i should use him to change my life forever so girls pls what do u do endi biyagatemachu should i use him?
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This needs to be Said offended athunu.setoch wend bff yezachu betam tekerbutalachu every time tawerutalachu mistrochachun tenegrutalachu keza westu feeling yefeteral sew new eko keza yedebkal coz wordachu wendme nek new actionachu gn lela new.some how lemn feeling norew belachu blem taregutalachu sinegrachu demo yehonech metluat neger ale" ene alawekum neber"mn 😂😂😂seriously eyekeldachu new aydel are u blind deep down endewedadachu tawkalachu anweshash gn ende clueless act mareg mechem 1 clue alayehum atlum gn some girls like z attention or string him along ke bf ga setelalu eyehedachu metaleksubet endatatu new.set negn enem demo dersobsh new endatlu innocent act eyaregu miserut selanadedegn new.enatochachen koy alachew ende wend gudegna?alamachu tedar westm gebtachu asre eza ledewlu mn ee ene algebagnm
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This needs to be Said offended athunu.setoch wend bff yezachu betam tekerbutalachu every time tawerutalachu mistrochachun tenegrutalachu keza westu feeling yefeteral sew new eko keza yedebkal coz wordachu wendme nek new actionachu gn lela new.some how lemn feeling norew belachu blem taregutalachu sinegrachu demo yehonech metluat neger ale" ene alawekum neber"mn 😂😂😂seriously eyekeldachu new aydel are u blind deep down endewedadachu tawkalachu anweshash gn ende clueless act mareg mechem 1 clue alayehum atlum gn some girls like z attention or string him along ke bf ga setelalu eyehedachu metaleksubet endatatu new.set negn enem demo dersobsh new endatlu innocent act eyaregu miserut selanadedegn new.enatochachen koy alachew ende wend gudegna?alamachu tedar westm gebtachu asre eza ledewlu mn ee ene algebagnm
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You know the hardest pain in life...knowing that you truly love someone but they don't love u like that.
And u fought alot to make this relationship work since highschool when u were 16 but nothing u try seem to.work and u blamed that person for alot of things...thinking ,why he doesn't just act right!or why doesn't he make an effort like i did.
But now u r 25 and realized that...u r still in love with that person and u love that guy unconditionally ,whether he is broke,ugly or shitty!...
And u just realized that...the problem was you ,loving him more than he loves u all along and he was only with you cuz he didn't wanna hurt u.
Even tho he was the one who asked to be in a relationship in the first place then ....it turned out..his intension was for fun and ur's was for real.
And this thing hurted u for like 10 years...ouuch! 😭😭😭
And u are always like...i wish somebody loves me unconditionally like i loved this person and the fact that,this dude didn't even valued ur love to him.
And the funny part is...u r so good looking ,smart and out of that person's league and that person knows it and even told u that he doesn't deserve u many times...and in the end u just decided to let time heal everything cuz u loving him was ur's problem and u just keep on going with ur life always being reminded that u left somebody that u loved so much cuz they didn't love u back.
And whenever a new love presents itself...u r like
"i have been in love before so there is nothing that i Haven't seen or felt before so am good!"
And u push every sign of new love and u r just stuck in life.
Fuckkkkk!...that shit hurts!
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You know the hardest pain in life...knowing that you truly love someone but they don't love u like that.
And u fought alot to make this relationship work since highschool when u were 16 but nothing u try seem to.work and u blamed that person for alot of things...thinking ,why he doesn't just act right!or why doesn't he make an effort like i did.
But now u r 25 and realized that...u r still in love with that person and u love that guy unconditionally ,whether he is broke,ugly or shitty!...
And u just realized that...the problem was you ,loving him more than he loves u all along and he was only with you cuz he didn't wanna hurt u.
Even tho he was the one who asked to be in a relationship in the first place then ....it turned out..his intension was for fun and ur's was for real.
And this thing hurted u for like 10 years...ouuch! 😭😭😭
And u are always like...i wish somebody loves me unconditionally like i loved this person and the fact that,this dude didn't even valued ur love to him.
And the funny part is...u r so good looking ,smart and out of that person's league and that person knows it and even told u that he doesn't deserve u many times...and in the end u just decided to let time heal everything cuz u loving him was ur's problem and u just keep on going with ur life always being reminded that u left somebody that u loved so much cuz they didn't love u back.
And whenever a new love presents itself...u r like
"i have been in love before so there is nothing that i Haven't seen or felt before so am good!"
And u push every sign of new love and u r just stuck in life.
Fuckkkkk!...that shit hurts!
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Rly i like to think i hv no problems at all and think posetive but i am rly scared of rejection even i dont know what my character is which is changed to please everyone
I have dreams i want to chase but still i fear wht if no one cares about what i do ,my effort, all the time i invested what if no one is gives attention to my work
thats why i hide from my dreams only day dreaming what i could have been if i had tried.
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Rly i like to think i hv no problems at all and think posetive but i am rly scared of rejection even i dont know what my character is which is changed to please everyone
I have dreams i want to chase but still i fear wht if no one cares about what i do ,my effort, all the time i invested what if no one is gives attention to my work
thats why i hide from my dreams only day dreaming what i could have been if i had tried.
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Hey I was around your neighborhood today. I almost called you, you have no idea the restraint I had to assert to keep me from doing that. I really missed you. And yeah I'm still in love you, keeping my distance from you isn't helping at all. I still think about you. like all the time. By the way I wrote this to send it to you directly but why bother. You probably have forgotten about me. Anyways I shouldn't have stopped talking to you, nothing; literally nothing has changed regarding how I feel about you. I know you will read this tobad you wouldn't know it's from me. But if you still think about me know that I love you and I miss you every second of every day.
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Hey I was around your neighborhood today. I almost called you, you have no idea the restraint I had to assert to keep me from doing that. I really missed you. And yeah I'm still in love you, keeping my distance from you isn't helping at all. I still think about you. like all the time. By the way I wrote this to send it to you directly but why bother. You probably have forgotten about me. Anyways I shouldn't have stopped talking to you, nothing; literally nothing has changed regarding how I feel about you. I know you will read this tobad you wouldn't know it's from me. But if you still think about me know that I love you and I miss you every second of every day.
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hi hw r u all i hope ur fine so here it goes im a girl who have it all hard i mean since my chilhood life hasn't been treating me well i didnt have normal childhood ive been exposed to things and yea life goes on i passed it as a teenager i wasn't the fun girl or smart one i was just average girl quiet doing good at school but let me tell u i didnt have it easy my parents used to beat me or scold me for not getting good grade so changed i focused on my studies and get good grades thinking it will make me happy but no i was depressed i wasnt happy i was just living in my own world my mentality wasnt good but i cant talk to any friends or family we all know how people in our society dont want to talk abt mental health so i suck it up and lived i used crying at night as a coping mechanism and i make my priority on getting good grades an being doctor i was obssesd with it that keeps me alive u know i had susucidal thought yaw i passed it then boom grade result came back and ya i didnt get to go yo medicine all my dream came to end but anway i lived as it is given go to campus meet people learn to laugh but i was not happy maybe i dont know wat happines is so i made few good and bad friends but stiil keep learning and focus on getting grades i wasnt great but i wasnt bad too studying was like my get away mechanisim then i met a guy if u ask me wat my love life was i had someone i love like childhood thing yaw it didnt workout so the guy i met he changed my life i find new thing to look up to love at first he was my friend but that changed to something i loved him but u can guess he didn't love me back its ok we continue to be friend gen yaw it didnt workout we had fight over fight and covid hits then boom i lost it all it sarts boilling my emotion all and all and we had a fight during that time and it ended so that broke me so hard and fam saw it and but life goes on i cried tried sucide gain weight so fast family commented on it so istart getting in shape work out and that changed me i start being happy but then i have to go campus so when i did i met with that guy again and we fight as always gen there was a change he showed feeling ena we start dating but it wasnt easy we fight yaw life is not easy so i hande it but now it came to point where we will be apart and i cant do anything abt it why does life have to take everything i love it may not seem a problem for some of u but im hurting GOD has been ignoring my wishes or dreams yaw i will live then get married to someone have a child work and die at last gen it doesnt feel good it hurts
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hi hw r u all i hope ur fine so here it goes im a girl who have it all hard i mean since my chilhood life hasn't been treating me well i didnt have normal childhood ive been exposed to things and yea life goes on i passed it as a teenager i wasn't the fun girl or smart one i was just average girl quiet doing good at school but let me tell u i didnt have it easy my parents used to beat me or scold me for not getting good grade so changed i focused on my studies and get good grades thinking it will make me happy but no i was depressed i wasnt happy i was just living in my own world my mentality wasnt good but i cant talk to any friends or family we all know how people in our society dont want to talk abt mental health so i suck it up and lived i used crying at night as a coping mechanism and i make my priority on getting good grades an being doctor i was obssesd with it that keeps me alive u know i had susucidal thought yaw i passed it then boom grade result came back and ya i didnt get to go yo medicine all my dream came to end but anway i lived as it is given go to campus meet people learn to laugh but i was not happy maybe i dont know wat happines is so i made few good and bad friends but stiil keep learning and focus on getting grades i wasnt great but i wasnt bad too studying was like my get away mechanisim then i met a guy if u ask me wat my love life was i had someone i love like childhood thing yaw it didnt workout so the guy i met he changed my life i find new thing to look up to love at first he was my friend but that changed to something i loved him but u can guess he didn't love me back its ok we continue to be friend gen yaw it didnt workout we had fight over fight and covid hits then boom i lost it all it sarts boilling my emotion all and all and we had a fight during that time and it ended so that broke me so hard and fam saw it and but life goes on i cried tried sucide gain weight so fast family commented on it so istart getting in shape work out and that changed me i start being happy but then i have to go campus so when i did i met with that guy again and we fight as always gen there was a change he showed feeling ena we start dating but it wasnt easy we fight yaw life is not easy so i hande it but now it came to point where we will be apart and i cant do anything abt it why does life have to take everything i love it may not seem a problem for some of u but im hurting GOD has been ignoring my wishes or dreams yaw i will live then get married to someone have a child work and die at last gen it doesnt feel good it hurts
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Hey I am a girl and 21 the thing is I sweat like a lot after my grandmother passed away it really got worse idk if it's related but when I heard she passed away my one arm got like paralyzed for a moment just since that I sweat like hell and it's getting worse this days. It's just my armpit n if it's too hot my back too if anyone had the same condition and got better pls share thanks in advance.
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Hey I am a girl and 21 the thing is I sweat like a lot after my grandmother passed away it really got worse idk if it's related but when I heard she passed away my one arm got like paralyzed for a moment just since that I sweat like hell and it's getting worse this days. It's just my armpit n if it's too hot my back too if anyone had the same condition and got better pls share thanks in advance.
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I really believed she was the one , she had me thinking I was in love and stuff and I spent so much time and attention on her and she really hit me with the " we should be friends ,bestfriends even " and it really broke my heart and now we don't even talk ,she just ignores me and I'm done with her but she really messed me up ,I don't even feel like dating anyone anymore it's been 4 months and I still avoid flirting ......she just was immature, took guys attention and emotions as a game cause I wasn't the only guy she did this to and used them for attention,she went through 5 guys in 2 years
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I really believed she was the one , she had me thinking I was in love and stuff and I spent so much time and attention on her and she really hit me with the " we should be friends ,bestfriends even " and it really broke my heart and now we don't even talk ,she just ignores me and I'm done with her but she really messed me up ,I don't even feel like dating anyone anymore it's been 4 months and I still avoid flirting ......she just was immature, took guys attention and emotions as a game cause I wasn't the only guy she did this to and used them for attention,she went through 5 guys in 2 years
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Hi everyone I'm a girl 26yr old and I don't have a bf ..the thing is I had a bf 3 years ago and we stayed for only 6 month then we broke up now he have a gf but I can't forget him I tried to move on and seeing some one then I will lost my feelings no one can't be like him he was my firs😭now he started taking to me and we met in person once I was happy for that but now he started calling me "my sis" he mentioned this word in every texts 🙆♀I can't hold this now 😭BZW he knows everything about me even about those guys after him,so what should I do? Please help me 😭
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Hi everyone I'm a girl 26yr old and I don't have a bf ..the thing is I had a bf 3 years ago and we stayed for only 6 month then we broke up now he have a gf but I can't forget him I tried to move on and seeing some one then I will lost my feelings no one can't be like him he was my firs😭now he started taking to me and we met in person once I was happy for that but now he started calling me "my sis" he mentioned this word in every texts 🙆♀I can't hold this now 😭BZW he knows everything about me even about those guys after him,so what should I do? Please help me 😭
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Hey everyone, I am about to say something controversial and I hope nobody gets offended.
So, I live around a church that tends to get very loud sometimes (when there is an important day coming or when it is fasting time)- and by this I mean the ground gets shaken type of loud. I don't know what to do to help me sleep or do some work at home. I do understand that the event is important and I don't want to offend anyone, I am just curious to see if anyone has the same experience and has a solution.
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Hey everyone, I am about to say something controversial and I hope nobody gets offended.
So, I live around a church that tends to get very loud sometimes (when there is an important day coming or when it is fasting time)- and by this I mean the ground gets shaken type of loud. I don't know what to do to help me sleep or do some work at home. I do understand that the event is important and I don't want to offend anyone, I am just curious to see if anyone has the same experience and has a solution.
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Hey pepps, hw yall , so here's the thing, I am really obsessed with my self. Bka, I can't stop it. I literally don't give a fuck about anyone, I am selfish for myself. I make fake ass scenarios for my self, about me and my self. Everytime I see my self on the mirror ong like sth excitement comes out of the blue. I feel shocked. I wanna kiss myself, and I wanna marry myself too. These thing began 3 years ago , now it really grow and I can't stop it. My confidence will literary touch the sky, I don't have any friends, my family are always mad, like why I am always by myself with myself? My cousins which used to be my besties are r getting mad 🙂🤣🤣, like I don't make that much time for them like I used too, and the thing rn is I wanna make some time for ppl like I wanna be sweat, kind and shit. But I can't. Me doesn't allow me. It's always me to me, me over me. Me and me. I would kill for my own happiness. I care for my self and everything like a very caring mom can take care of her baby. I am the mom for me, and a baby for me. I wish i could run to the beach and hug into my own arm. I can't stop talking myself to the mirror. I don't like everything about me, I LOVE EVERY FUCKING THING ABOUT MEEE. Ima about to worship myself like, I am so obbssed, and I feel like everything deserve for me, the sky , the ocean. One day I go to the supermarket and by myself a bunch of red flowers chocolate and everything. I spoiled my self so hard, more than the Kardashians spoil there kids, so help like I just kind of want to be sweet to ppl, and shit. But🤮🤮, I hate it,
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Hey pepps, hw yall , so here's the thing, I am really obsessed with my self. Bka, I can't stop it. I literally don't give a fuck about anyone, I am selfish for myself. I make fake ass scenarios for my self, about me and my self. Everytime I see my self on the mirror ong like sth excitement comes out of the blue. I feel shocked. I wanna kiss myself, and I wanna marry myself too. These thing began 3 years ago , now it really grow and I can't stop it. My confidence will literary touch the sky, I don't have any friends, my family are always mad, like why I am always by myself with myself? My cousins which used to be my besties are r getting mad 🙂🤣🤣, like I don't make that much time for them like I used too, and the thing rn is I wanna make some time for ppl like I wanna be sweat, kind and shit. But I can't. Me doesn't allow me. It's always me to me, me over me. Me and me. I would kill for my own happiness. I care for my self and everything like a very caring mom can take care of her baby. I am the mom for me, and a baby for me. I wish i could run to the beach and hug into my own arm. I can't stop talking myself to the mirror. I don't like everything about me, I LOVE EVERY FUCKING THING ABOUT MEEE. Ima about to worship myself like, I am so obbssed, and I feel like everything deserve for me, the sky , the ocean. One day I go to the supermarket and by myself a bunch of red flowers chocolate and everything. I spoiled my self so hard, more than the Kardashians spoil there kids, so help like I just kind of want to be sweet to ppl, and shit. But🤮🤮, I hate it,
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Do you remember last Saturday ለመገናኘት ተቀጣጥረን but something came up and ሳንገናኝ ቀረ ።...and ቤት ስገባ this old song by Sergualem Tegegn was playing on the radio
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ጠብቀሽኝ ብቀር
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ሳላገኝሽ ብቀር
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ጠማሽኝ እንደ ጉድ
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ራብሽኝ እንደ ጉድ
That song hitted me different that day.
I fell in love for this beautiful and kind soul you got. And I am happy. My mind is preoccupied with nothing but with the thought and idea of you. Whenever I have a thing or two I rush to you or pick up my phone and talk to you. And whenever I listen to a good music It is you who pops out in my mind.
You are all I ever wanted. You have filled the void inside me. You are kind and caring. You always see the good in people. You were always there when I needed you. And compared to you all other things seemed less and rubbish.
But sometimes I feel like You are too good to be true. And I feel like that I am dreaming and you are that unreal entity in my dream. And I fear that one day when I wake up from my dream you will not be there. And like all dreams what I remember will be vivid and fuzzy. And like all dreams puff you will fade away and I will return to my sad and real life.
But here I am listening to your talks and enjoying your laughs yet feeling guilty that I have cheated on my sadness and misery with you and my happiness.
You came into my life with this charm and a heart full of love. And you unwire and unlearn all I know and learn of this world. And you wake me up from my deep sleep and changed the way I see the world.
Yet here I am looking for misery on days of my happiness. Yet here I am with you and doubting your existence. Here I am having something so real and good yet suspicious and questioning and scared of it. Yet here I am having difficulty unwiring and unlearning of things I were thought and learn.
Isn't it ironic that sometimes we look for sadness on times we are happy. Isn't it out of sorts that sometimes we long for the past which in a way was shitty than the present. Isn't it foolish that sometimes we get scared of something so good and throw it down the pit. Isn't it a sad reality that sometimes we doubt the now and the real and look for the unknown and the unreal. Isn't it sarcastic that Sometimes the hardest thing in life is to unlearn and unwire of the things you were thought and know
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Do you remember last Saturday ለመገናኘት ተቀጣጥረን but something came up and ሳንገናኝ ቀረ ።...and ቤት ስገባ this old song by Sergualem Tegegn was playing on the radio
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ጠብቀሽኝ ብቀር
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ሳላገኝሽ ብቀር
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ጠማሽኝ እንደ ጉድ
አንቺ አካል እንግዳ እንግዳ ራብሽኝ እንደ ጉድ
That song hitted me different that day.
I fell in love for this beautiful and kind soul you got. And I am happy. My mind is preoccupied with nothing but with the thought and idea of you. Whenever I have a thing or two I rush to you or pick up my phone and talk to you. And whenever I listen to a good music It is you who pops out in my mind.
You are all I ever wanted. You have filled the void inside me. You are kind and caring. You always see the good in people. You were always there when I needed you. And compared to you all other things seemed less and rubbish.
But sometimes I feel like You are too good to be true. And I feel like that I am dreaming and you are that unreal entity in my dream. And I fear that one day when I wake up from my dream you will not be there. And like all dreams what I remember will be vivid and fuzzy. And like all dreams puff you will fade away and I will return to my sad and real life.
But here I am listening to your talks and enjoying your laughs yet feeling guilty that I have cheated on my sadness and misery with you and my happiness.
You came into my life with this charm and a heart full of love. And you unwire and unlearn all I know and learn of this world. And you wake me up from my deep sleep and changed the way I see the world.
Yet here I am looking for misery on days of my happiness. Yet here I am with you and doubting your existence. Here I am having something so real and good yet suspicious and questioning and scared of it. Yet here I am having difficulty unwiring and unlearning of things I were thought and learn.
Isn't it ironic that sometimes we look for sadness on times we are happy. Isn't it out of sorts that sometimes we long for the past which in a way was shitty than the present. Isn't it foolish that sometimes we get scared of something so good and throw it down the pit. Isn't it a sad reality that sometimes we doubt the now and the real and look for the unknown and the unreal. Isn't it sarcastic that Sometimes the hardest thing in life is to unlearn and unwire of the things you were thought and know
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Hey guys i relly really need to vent.....everyone knows i sooo crazy and funny yes that's truth,there is some people that thinks i will never cried and get bored like i'm soo sociable that much.but no one understand me why..i choose crazyness bcz i don't wanna feel my pain,don't wanna feel myself it's been long time i stoped listen to yself cz everything is bad inside and it hurts so i choose to be crazy and to ignore evetything,but it's hard to contunue in this way like i can't countie from the rest of my life like this .. so should i listen to my self even it hurts or what can i do please say something.
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Hey guys i relly really need to vent.....everyone knows i sooo crazy and funny yes that's truth,there is some people that thinks i will never cried and get bored like i'm soo sociable that much.but no one understand me why..i choose crazyness bcz i don't wanna feel my pain,don't wanna feel myself it's been long time i stoped listen to yself cz everything is bad inside and it hurts so i choose to be crazy and to ignore evetything,but it's hard to contunue in this way like i can't countie from the rest of my life like this .. so should i listen to my self even it hurts or what can i do please say something.
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So I don't know what I'm supposed to do, is it wrong to expect the love and affection you to someone back? Is it wrong to be upset when someone you consider your close friend forgets your birthday? Is it wrong to want to be loved? Like my friends might love me but somehow I need reassurance from time to time, I need them to tell me how much I mean to them once in a while because it just makes me happy, I always tell them that I love them and how much they mean to me but somehow I don't have anyone that tells me that and it's very upsetting, is it wrong expecting this from friends? I mean I don't mind it if they expect anything from me because I know I'll always be above and beyond everyone's expectations because I literally can't sleep if one of my friend is upset me and they mean the world to me so what am I supposed to do to get just a lil affection???🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭
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So I don't know what I'm supposed to do, is it wrong to expect the love and affection you to someone back? Is it wrong to be upset when someone you consider your close friend forgets your birthday? Is it wrong to want to be loved? Like my friends might love me but somehow I need reassurance from time to time, I need them to tell me how much I mean to them once in a while because it just makes me happy, I always tell them that I love them and how much they mean to me but somehow I don't have anyone that tells me that and it's very upsetting, is it wrong expecting this from friends? I mean I don't mind it if they expect anything from me because I know I'll always be above and beyond everyone's expectations because I literally can't sleep if one of my friend is upset me and they mean the world to me so what am I supposed to do to get just a lil affection???🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭
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Heres the thing me n my cousin are at the same age we grew up close but now something is different i think she have sexual feeling for me now . She's making me see her naked , touching her self , having long eye contact, and this signs are increasing intensity recently
Wht shd i do she was very innocent type of girl i don't know what got in to her its like she's completely different person this days she even bumps to me intentionally rub against me where ever i lay down
I dont know what to do how to tell her to stop and now im scared if im gona lose control
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Heres the thing me n my cousin are at the same age we grew up close but now something is different i think she have sexual feeling for me now . She's making me see her naked , touching her self , having long eye contact, and this signs are increasing intensity recently
Wht shd i do she was very innocent type of girl i don't know what got in to her its like she's completely different person this days she even bumps to me intentionally rub against me where ever i lay down
I dont know what to do how to tell her to stop and now im scared if im gona lose control
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