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Hey i guess, I am really messed up.
1. I have this fear of being generic and mediocre so I refrain from identifying as anything or liking something. Because i hate to be seen as only one thing i want to be everything all at once.
2. I cant make normal relations with men, I want the man to take control and I really want the dominant type but when a man starts to act up I become the dominant and I see men cower before me and i love that too...man do i love to see men cower.
3, i am like really aware of what is happening, i can see patterns from my current state and i can string them to my childhood, and i can really see how my character flaws came to be. But i cant do anything about it.
4. I cant stand up to my father, he is the only one I love and hate at the same time, and he is the reason i cant properly communicate with men, men my age i manage but older men and men my father's age, my brain just freezes. I cant express myself to my father, although i am clearly right i cant defend myself. Everything i know and stand for vaporizes in his presence and I always find myself stroking his ego.
5. And my friends; basic as it could get and a glass of water is deeper than them. Do you know, everyday of hanging out with them drains every living shit out of my body and they are so depressing, all we talk about ugly boys and even uglier girl drama. Once in a while it wont hurt, but EveRy SiNgle DAy, it actually kills me.
And i am at a critical point in my life...
6. I am really insecure about my body, I am an hourglass but i have always been obsessed with having a flat tummy, i wished my hair got longer and my face a little prettier, looking at myself in the mirror has been very ugly these days, i hate how i look. I have this image of how i look in my mind and it doesn't sit right with me that i dont actually look like it.
7. I am always stuck on situationships and some how i walk away fine but cant help to think the other one was hurt. But in all honesty i fear that i am the one left with the broken feelings and the other one walks away completely not bothered.
8. Do u know how much it sucks to be a low key perfectionist? You sit there with all your flaws and judge other flaws, but when u get in the mood you become the perfectionist, sometimes i am sometimes i am not. And that is wild seriously.
And finally to those of you who made it this far, cheers!!! To all the finer things in life ????
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Hey i guess, I am really messed up.
1. I have this fear of being generic and mediocre so I refrain from identifying as anything or liking something. Because i hate to be seen as only one thing i want to be everything all at once.
2. I cant make normal relations with men, I want the man to take control and I really want the dominant type but when a man starts to act up I become the dominant and I see men cower before me and i love that too...man do i love to see men cower.
3, i am like really aware of what is happening, i can see patterns from my current state and i can string them to my childhood, and i can really see how my character flaws came to be. But i cant do anything about it.
4. I cant stand up to my father, he is the only one I love and hate at the same time, and he is the reason i cant properly communicate with men, men my age i manage but older men and men my father's age, my brain just freezes. I cant express myself to my father, although i am clearly right i cant defend myself. Everything i know and stand for vaporizes in his presence and I always find myself stroking his ego.
5. And my friends; basic as it could get and a glass of water is deeper than them. Do you know, everyday of hanging out with them drains every living shit out of my body and they are so depressing, all we talk about ugly boys and even uglier girl drama. Once in a while it wont hurt, but EveRy SiNgle DAy, it actually kills me.
And i am at a critical point in my life...
6. I am really insecure about my body, I am an hourglass but i have always been obsessed with having a flat tummy, i wished my hair got longer and my face a little prettier, looking at myself in the mirror has been very ugly these days, i hate how i look. I have this image of how i look in my mind and it doesn't sit right with me that i dont actually look like it.
7. I am always stuck on situationships and some how i walk away fine but cant help to think the other one was hurt. But in all honesty i fear that i am the one left with the broken feelings and the other one walks away completely not bothered.
8. Do u know how much it sucks to be a low key perfectionist? You sit there with all your flaws and judge other flaws, but when u get in the mood you become the perfectionist, sometimes i am sometimes i am not. And that is wild seriously.
And finally to those of you who made it this far, cheers!!! To all the finer things in life ????
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Im a disappointment, yeah i know you think that im a disappointment but you've only seen the tip of the Iceberg. What would you think if i told you i am a heathen. Or if i told you i had words and figures inscribed on my body, what if i showed you the scars i buried my tears in. What if i showed you my online activity and how much of a degenerate i am. What if i showed you the unworthy girls who broke my heart. What if i showed you my thoughts that wish i was on my deathbed so you would care. Or the thoughts that drive me into falling from a cliff or jumping to a speeding truck, would you still call me son? I feel no pain, maybe till i saw you crying today. If you cried for what you know, i imagined what you'd be for what's yet to come. Hehe maybe I'll be gone by the time you truly know me, and you'll be gone by the time you'd understand me.
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Im a disappointment, yeah i know you think that im a disappointment but you've only seen the tip of the Iceberg. What would you think if i told you i am a heathen. Or if i told you i had words and figures inscribed on my body, what if i showed you the scars i buried my tears in. What if i showed you my online activity and how much of a degenerate i am. What if i showed you the unworthy girls who broke my heart. What if i showed you my thoughts that wish i was on my deathbed so you would care. Or the thoughts that drive me into falling from a cliff or jumping to a speeding truck, would you still call me son? I feel no pain, maybe till i saw you crying today. If you cried for what you know, i imagined what you'd be for what's yet to come. Hehe maybe I'll be gone by the time you truly know me, and you'll be gone by the time you'd understand me.
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Pushed two pills, and laid on the keys. Hallucinations from dead trees, Letters from coffee stained papers.
Weirdo
"don't play games with me" you said, but you were a beautiful puzzle. Broke our shells crashing them cold. Guess the ice that we broke comes back when im alone. Burdened me with you. Can you leave now and give me myself back. Give me back the heart that she broke. Then I'll blow off the dust like madara did. Maybe make my wrist bleed. You healed me then gave me pain. Never understood what your actions meant or why you did anything or even why you cared. Then left me cold, No i don't hate the being friends. But friends don't feel like this. I know you feel it too, but...
Maybe im a critique but you swapped uncertainty with a dead end.
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Pushed two pills, and laid on the keys. Hallucinations from dead trees, Letters from coffee stained papers.
Weirdo
"don't play games with me" you said, but you were a beautiful puzzle. Broke our shells crashing them cold. Guess the ice that we broke comes back when im alone. Burdened me with you. Can you leave now and give me myself back. Give me back the heart that she broke. Then I'll blow off the dust like madara did. Maybe make my wrist bleed. You healed me then gave me pain. Never understood what your actions meant or why you did anything or even why you cared. Then left me cold, No i don't hate the being friends. But friends don't feel like this. I know you feel it too, but...
Maybe im a critique but you swapped uncertainty with a dead end.
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Hey Iβm a girl ena I used to love someone so hard ena he didnβt love me back so I became a player ena I start dating one guy mecheresha lay I told him that Iβm playing on him and he got hurted so much and I told my self that I will never love again ena suddenly I saw a guy and liked him he started texting me the first week he was so flirty with his texts he made me feel wanted then he stopped everything and told me he have a girlfriend and I donβt know what to do and the guy i played on asked me again Iβm really confused?
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Hey Iβm a girl ena I used to love someone so hard ena he didnβt love me back so I became a player ena I start dating one guy mecheresha lay I told him that Iβm playing on him and he got hurted so much and I told my self that I will never love again ena suddenly I saw a guy and liked him he started texting me the first week he was so flirty with his texts he made me feel wanted then he stopped everything and told me he have a girlfriend and I donβt know what to do and the guy i played on asked me again Iβm really confused?
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I have a question for guys what's up with you and woman's feet can you explain to me I am feeling really weird when guys ask me for feet pictures??
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I have a question for guys what's up with you and woman's feet can you explain to me I am feeling really weird when guys ask me for feet pictures??
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Is there a psychiatrist in Addis for anger management?
Please Let me know their location / contract.
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Is there a psychiatrist in Addis for anger management?
Please Let me know their location / contract.
Much appreciated!
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Hi Iβm a girl Iβm 17 ena there is this guy I started having a feeling for him then i found out that he have a girlfriend ena itβs a long distance relationship then I tried stalking him with a fake account he was flirting with me thinking Iβm another girl ena he told me that he have a girlfriend and he wants to make me the 2 and suddenly in mistake I sent him my voice then he gets mad and deleted our chat and blocked me I returned to my real account and apologized to him and told him my feelings for him and he said me to move on what should I do?
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Hi Iβm a girl Iβm 17 ena there is this guy I started having a feeling for him then i found out that he have a girlfriend ena itβs a long distance relationship then I tried stalking him with a fake account he was flirting with me thinking Iβm another girl ena he told me that he have a girlfriend and he wants to make me the 2 and suddenly in mistake I sent him my voice then he gets mad and deleted our chat and blocked me I returned to my real account and apologized to him and told him my feelings for him and he said me to move on what should I do?
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Hey there, i am a girl 20. I am obsessed with "the law of attraction!!!". I always talk about it and i manifested a lot of amazing things using this law. I was first introduced to it when i was 15..
.. hmmm anyways.. am i the only one here or do any of u apply this law in to ur day to day life? N i would love to hear your own law of attraction success stories please... comment me... n tnx for listeningπ
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Hey there, i am a girl 20. I am obsessed with "the law of attraction!!!". I always talk about it and i manifested a lot of amazing things using this law. I was first introduced to it when i was 15..
.. hmmm anyways.. am i the only one here or do any of u apply this law in to ur day to day life? N i would love to hear your own law of attraction success stories please... comment me... n tnx for listeningπ
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I saw this group last night and i just wanted to say something ...if you let me,
i saw what most of y'all written. What the hell are we doing Guys ? i mean what the hell ? I've been through shit and i've got a tone load of them right now (but suicide, come on now, we are better than this) and I'm just 21 And i've come to realize that i can change the way things are no matter how bad they seem to be .
.......I read somewhere that says " if you want to die go ahead and throw yourself into the sea and you will see your self fighting to survive . You do not want to kill yourself , rather you want to kill something inside you".
...When i look on my past and think how much time i wasted on nothing , how much time wasted on futilities , errors , laziness , incapacity to live ; how little i appreciated it, how many times i sinned against my heart and soul -then my heart bleeds . Life is a gift, life is happiness , every minute can be an eternity of happiness α₯αα α αα± αα³α . There are moments i wanted (needed) to die, there are moments that i felt so alone that the whole world is gonna swallow me , there are moments i was so depressed i didn't want to get anyone near me. But this doesn't mean you have to get through with it like right away , sometimes we need time to heal . Living is an act of courage ,What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
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I saw this group last night and i just wanted to say something ...if you let me,
i saw what most of y'all written. What the hell are we doing Guys ? i mean what the hell ? I've been through shit and i've got a tone load of them right now (but suicide, come on now, we are better than this) and I'm just 21 And i've come to realize that i can change the way things are no matter how bad they seem to be .
.......I read somewhere that says " if you want to die go ahead and throw yourself into the sea and you will see your self fighting to survive . You do not want to kill yourself , rather you want to kill something inside you".
...When i look on my past and think how much time i wasted on nothing , how much time wasted on futilities , errors , laziness , incapacity to live ; how little i appreciated it, how many times i sinned against my heart and soul -then my heart bleeds . Life is a gift, life is happiness , every minute can be an eternity of happiness α₯αα α αα± αα³α . There are moments i wanted (needed) to die, there are moments that i felt so alone that the whole world is gonna swallow me , there are moments i was so depressed i didn't want to get anyone near me. But this doesn't mean you have to get through with it like right away , sometimes we need time to heal . Living is an act of courage ,What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
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So here goes my story.1 year ago i lost my father by a tragic accident.i can say he died for me and i know it's my fault. He raised me without my mother so everything was hard ina can anybody relate?
My mind is messed up.and i need help, i can't sleep i even can't think straight
I have ptsd can anybody relate
I need help how do you guys deal with death.
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So here goes my story.1 year ago i lost my father by a tragic accident.i can say he died for me and i know it's my fault. He raised me without my mother so everything was hard ina can anybody relate?
My mind is messed up.and i need help, i can't sleep i even can't think straight
I have ptsd can anybody relate
I need help how do you guys deal with death.
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I want this to end i dont wanna be strong anymore im tired and everytime i tell myself its ok itsgonna be better but it doesnt it always get worse and am tired of waiting i want to end this but i dont have even the courage to kill myself
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I want this to end i dont wanna be strong anymore im tired and everytime i tell myself its ok itsgonna be better but it doesnt it always get worse and am tired of waiting i want to end this but i dont have even the courage to kill myself
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Becha to the point, been knowing this guy for like 10 months, he one year older and ofc long distance, tho its eziw, in the state
So we had this connection ever since and after some confession of feelings n stuff, things been heating up so after some months the dude got in the citiy and i planned to pop up around but had some important stuffs to do so missed the chance but lemen yeker beye told him was planning that and eventually he got surprised n stuff
So yehone semon we talked we could meet the next time he comes which i tot its like a year later manamn but it aint. He commin after a week or 2
So my point here is, ive got this huge insecurity about my self around him. Actually its every where. Not body but face So if i αα α£α΅ the dude its gonna be a huge disaster cause he excited mnamn
Dated 4 ppls n went well cause it wasn't online dating but this is kinda complicated ig, maybe feel dt with him dats y
Idk where am going with this becha wanted to vent. If yall got some opinions to share, am all eyes
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Becha to the point, been knowing this guy for like 10 months, he one year older and ofc long distance, tho its eziw, in the state
So we had this connection ever since and after some confession of feelings n stuff, things been heating up so after some months the dude got in the citiy and i planned to pop up around but had some important stuffs to do so missed the chance but lemen yeker beye told him was planning that and eventually he got surprised n stuff
So yehone semon we talked we could meet the next time he comes which i tot its like a year later manamn but it aint. He commin after a week or 2
So my point here is, ive got this huge insecurity about my self around him. Actually its every where. Not body but face So if i αα α£α΅ the dude its gonna be a huge disaster cause he excited mnamn
Dated 4 ppls n went well cause it wasn't online dating but this is kinda complicated ig, maybe feel dt with him dats y
Idk where am going with this becha wanted to vent. If yall got some opinions to share, am all eyes
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Hey guys so I was wandering if I can ask u guys so I am in a relationship and I starting talking to a girl ena she kinda likes me and that kinda stuff doesn't happen to me ena I kinda like her to and idk why I can not stop playing with her I mean like for real I have no fucking idea what to do am confused af I know I should stop for the seack of my relationship gn idk why am weak to do that I didn't cheat but I feel like am on the rod to there help me out is it normal please guys advise me am in a fucked up situation
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Hey guys so I was wandering if I can ask u guys so I am in a relationship and I starting talking to a girl ena she kinda likes me and that kinda stuff doesn't happen to me ena I kinda like her to and idk why I can not stop playing with her I mean like for real I have no fucking idea what to do am confused af I know I should stop for the seack of my relationship gn idk why am weak to do that I didn't cheat but I feel like am on the rod to there help me out is it normal please guys advise me am in a fucked up situation
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I been reading many vents about heartbreak...and want to say a few things...please please dont go and beg the person who did you wrong...if they are dumb enough to do you wrong?? Dont ever trip or wild out or beg...and don't ever try to get them back because revenge is not what you should be after...but what you should do is show them how much you don't need them, how replaceable they actually are and how happy you can be without them being in your life π
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I been reading many vents about heartbreak...and want to say a few things...please please dont go and beg the person who did you wrong...if they are dumb enough to do you wrong?? Dont ever trip or wild out or beg...and don't ever try to get them back because revenge is not what you should be after...but what you should do is show them how much you don't need them, how replaceable they actually are and how happy you can be without them being in your life π
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Do u remember bb who I was .... before everything the girl who won't even put lipstick lol babe u should have see me now the way I paint my face mostly I am afraid that they will see my broke sprite....do u remember the clothes I use to wear the big hoods the baggi pants lol u should have see me know bb wearing clothes with can't even cover half my body...bb do u remember those curves u use to love those boobs u adore do u remember when the first time u touch them how embarrassed I was I almost left ...lol u should have to see them now being squezed by a guy after a week won't remember his name
...do u remember the first time u took me to club when I couldn't even finish a single beer when i Refuse to dance lol love u should have see me now the way I shake my ass the way guys drop there jaws the way I drink and wake up hangover not even remembering what happened last night ...do u remember who I was before everything the girl who always get the highest grade not even from class but from the whole school ...the girl who thought she stay single until she finishing cumpus and marry in "teklil" ...u know how many scholarship opportunity I refuse coz I didn't want losses u....... do u remember the first time we had sex do u remember the way I cry...do u remember how many time I make u stop even to answer my dad call Do u remember how u ask me how I feel and how embarrassed I was lol bb.....u should have see me now the way I use sex the way I manipulate guys the way I fuck them and make them mine the way I make the way I make them feel blow there mind just to dumb them the next week ....... remember the day I give u a head .....how horrible It wasπ€£π€£π€£but u were surprised coz the 2nd Time was amazing coz I spend that day researching the way to give mind blowing head ....most importantly bb do u remember the day u u kill me the day u ruined me the day u show me there is hell in this world too the day u show me u are just a devil with handsome face .....the day I catch u fucking my own best friend on bay u took my Innocent,the bed we name our kid plan about our wedding the bed u told me u love me million time the bed u mom almost catch us when u drown me naked ...... yes my love u kill me the funny thing is I am writing this sleeping next to someone who think gone be my husband lol I wish I scream and tell him how much I wish he was my ex who kill me 3 years ago but I still I love more than my self .....for all of u reading this yup I hate my self too and sorry for the grammar
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Do u remember bb who I was .... before everything the girl who won't even put lipstick lol babe u should have see me now the way I paint my face mostly I am afraid that they will see my broke sprite....do u remember the clothes I use to wear the big hoods the baggi pants lol u should have see me know bb wearing clothes with can't even cover half my body...bb do u remember those curves u use to love those boobs u adore do u remember when the first time u touch them how embarrassed I was I almost left ...lol u should have to see them now being squezed by a guy after a week won't remember his name
...do u remember the first time u took me to club when I couldn't even finish a single beer when i Refuse to dance lol love u should have see me now the way I shake my ass the way guys drop there jaws the way I drink and wake up hangover not even remembering what happened last night ...do u remember who I was before everything the girl who always get the highest grade not even from class but from the whole school ...the girl who thought she stay single until she finishing cumpus and marry in "teklil" ...u know how many scholarship opportunity I refuse coz I didn't want losses u....... do u remember the first time we had sex do u remember the way I cry...do u remember how many time I make u stop even to answer my dad call Do u remember how u ask me how I feel and how embarrassed I was lol bb.....u should have see me now the way I use sex the way I manipulate guys the way I fuck them and make them mine the way I make the way I make them feel blow there mind just to dumb them the next week ....... remember the day I give u a head .....how horrible It wasπ€£π€£π€£but u were surprised coz the 2nd Time was amazing coz I spend that day researching the way to give mind blowing head ....most importantly bb do u remember the day u u kill me the day u ruined me the day u show me there is hell in this world too the day u show me u are just a devil with handsome face .....the day I catch u fucking my own best friend on bay u took my Innocent,the bed we name our kid plan about our wedding the bed u told me u love me million time the bed u mom almost catch us when u drown me naked ...... yes my love u kill me the funny thing is I am writing this sleeping next to someone who think gone be my husband lol I wish I scream and tell him how much I wish he was my ex who kill me 3 years ago but I still I love more than my self .....for all of u reading this yup I hate my self too and sorry for the grammar
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Hey there am a guy and this is for girls to answer β¦.itβs wired but it goes like this i like licking pussy so fucken much I really enjoy it more than a blowjob is it really me or anybody else like the last time i did it was for like 10min and I really enjoyed it more than her it is a problem or what do i have to stop it plz am confused i need your help
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Hey there am a guy and this is for girls to answer β¦.itβs wired but it goes like this i like licking pussy so fucken much I really enjoy it more than a blowjob is it really me or anybody else like the last time i did it was for like 10min and I really enjoyed it more than her it is a problem or what do i have to stop it plz am confused i need your help
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Hello everyone...I'm a girl n 23. Emmm there's stg wrong with me... know a days am horny 24/7 n I don't do hand job...it's kinda hard 4 me causes everytime I c a good looking boy oh no...lemn menged lay alhonem tebetebetku beka...I didn't know what to do about it...+ I love having sex more than anything else...9 wer alefegn kemechereshaw esu tetsino ynorewal??????? I need u'r help pls???????????? n thanks.
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Hello everyone...I'm a girl n 23. Emmm there's stg wrong with me... know a days am horny 24/7 n I don't do hand job...it's kinda hard 4 me causes everytime I c a good looking boy oh no...lemn menged lay alhonem tebetebetku beka...I didn't know what to do about it...+ I love having sex more than anything else...9 wer alefegn kemechereshaw esu tetsino ynorewal??????? I need u'r help pls???????????? n thanks.
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I don't know how to even start like u know me I don't fall for people that easily but this guy this guy is different well that is what I think and hope...he came to our school this year and the moment I saw him I fell in love literally can't stop thinking about him like Idk sometimes I think it is because I am at my fire age u know then when I see him I just wanna marry him so nowadays I don't think it is because I am at my fire age .well I am that type of a girl that doesn't give two fucks about anybody but him ohhhhhh my goddess lord may have mercy yemr something different hone yesmagale the good part is that he has crush on me too i know because he stares nonstop when I walk beside him his friends pushes him in front of me u know that childish move that your friends do when u tell them u have crush on someone and everytime him and I are in the same area then he's literally is staring. So Those are the signs for me may not be but I think he do have crush on me. I stoke him on ig screenshoted his pics, on tg everytime he changes his Pp I go and look if he added a story on his ig then I have created another account just to see that why don't I do it on my main account because I didn't follow him because he didnt follow Me back so Idk this has turned in something is it love or am I exaggerating Idk hope soo demo the thing is I hate slow amharic love music so once I knew him I started listening the funny part is because Idk artist I listen it on radio hmm Ya in radio .well u been thinking what Is the worst part then well... We don't each other we haven't properly met we have talked eko gn never met how ironic idel and another thing one of my bestfriend u can call her My sister she has a crush on him may be had I don't know and I am so shy to even to look his fly ass nowadays because of that gn I hope he asks me for my phone number takes me on a date Marrys me have kids with me dies with me
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I don't know how to even start like u know me I don't fall for people that easily but this guy this guy is different well that is what I think and hope...he came to our school this year and the moment I saw him I fell in love literally can't stop thinking about him like Idk sometimes I think it is because I am at my fire age u know then when I see him I just wanna marry him so nowadays I don't think it is because I am at my fire age .well I am that type of a girl that doesn't give two fucks about anybody but him ohhhhhh my goddess lord may have mercy yemr something different hone yesmagale the good part is that he has crush on me too i know because he stares nonstop when I walk beside him his friends pushes him in front of me u know that childish move that your friends do when u tell them u have crush on someone and everytime him and I are in the same area then he's literally is staring. So Those are the signs for me may not be but I think he do have crush on me. I stoke him on ig screenshoted his pics, on tg everytime he changes his Pp I go and look if he added a story on his ig then I have created another account just to see that why don't I do it on my main account because I didn't follow him because he didnt follow Me back so Idk this has turned in something is it love or am I exaggerating Idk hope soo demo the thing is I hate slow amharic love music so once I knew him I started listening the funny part is because Idk artist I listen it on radio hmm Ya in radio .well u been thinking what Is the worst part then well... We don't each other we haven't properly met we have talked eko gn never met how ironic idel and another thing one of my bestfriend u can call her My sister she has a crush on him may be had I don't know and I am so shy to even to look his fly ass nowadays because of that gn I hope he asks me for my phone number takes me on a date Marrys me have kids with me dies with me
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Hey mom. It's me. Yeah well, I have a lot to tell you. One is that I miss you. Like a lot. Also, I got a new place and moved out. And.... yeah.... a good job. Everything does seem perfect right. But no. I am now alone. I had done everything for you and you and now you are not here to share that with me. I endured 7 years of torture in med school and 4 years of residency and nailed every bit of job I had to do so I could get you out of that shithole. And now, when I finally can, you are not here. I have always had the strength of doing the unimaginable because I had you behind me. And now that you aren't here, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. I have pushed away all the people that care about me and I am left stranded floating in an endless ocean of loneliness. I have everything and yet I have nothing. I miss you. And I don't know what to do. I am like a paper boat in a river. Tumbling against pieces of rocks being washed away. I don't know who I am or what I am becoming. Whatever it is though, I don't like it. I am lost beyond imagining. I miss you.
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Hey mom. It's me. Yeah well, I have a lot to tell you. One is that I miss you. Like a lot. Also, I got a new place and moved out. And.... yeah.... a good job. Everything does seem perfect right. But no. I am now alone. I had done everything for you and you and now you are not here to share that with me. I endured 7 years of torture in med school and 4 years of residency and nailed every bit of job I had to do so I could get you out of that shithole. And now, when I finally can, you are not here. I have always had the strength of doing the unimaginable because I had you behind me. And now that you aren't here, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. I have pushed away all the people that care about me and I am left stranded floating in an endless ocean of loneliness. I have everything and yet I have nothing. I miss you. And I don't know what to do. I am like a paper boat in a river. Tumbling against pieces of rocks being washed away. I don't know who I am or what I am becoming. Whatever it is though, I don't like it. I am lost beyond imagining. I miss you.
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Hi I am 18 and a guy and I have a situation. I have a bestfriend who I've known for 3 years and we've been apart during the quarantine but when quarantine ended and I saw her again I started to develop feelings for her. I could also tell that she kinda falling for me but she had a bf at the time so I kept quite. I made myself believe that she is not into me and that it's all in my head but seeing her every day and spending time with her made me really fall in love. We spent most of the time together doing couple shit even though we weren't a couple. I didn't tell her that I had feelings for her but it was pretty obvious. I didn't wanna say anything because I would just be pressuring her to push me away. So I just kept quite, holding the pain. Looking at her eyes and realizing that I can't make her mine was the worst pain i ever felt. But then one day all of the sudden she said "I know you love me and that you have feelings for me and I do too. You are the perfect guy but I have a bf and I can't do anything. You are the right guy at the wrong time." When she said this to me I felt soooooo stupid that I should have noticed her feelings towards me but at the same time I felt a little happy knowing that she had feelings for me. But now I feel worse than ever knowing that the door is forever closed is killing me. Talking to her like I don't have that feeling anymore towards her is getting very hard. I don't know what to do.
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Hi I am 18 and a guy and I have a situation. I have a bestfriend who I've known for 3 years and we've been apart during the quarantine but when quarantine ended and I saw her again I started to develop feelings for her. I could also tell that she kinda falling for me but she had a bf at the time so I kept quite. I made myself believe that she is not into me and that it's all in my head but seeing her every day and spending time with her made me really fall in love. We spent most of the time together doing couple shit even though we weren't a couple. I didn't tell her that I had feelings for her but it was pretty obvious. I didn't wanna say anything because I would just be pressuring her to push me away. So I just kept quite, holding the pain. Looking at her eyes and realizing that I can't make her mine was the worst pain i ever felt. But then one day all of the sudden she said "I know you love me and that you have feelings for me and I do too. You are the perfect guy but I have a bf and I can't do anything. You are the right guy at the wrong time." When she said this to me I felt soooooo stupid that I should have noticed her feelings towards me but at the same time I felt a little happy knowing that she had feelings for me. But now I feel worse than ever knowing that the door is forever closed is killing me. Talking to her like I don't have that feeling anymore towards her is getting very hard. I don't know what to do.
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