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So I'm 22 to be yrs old,π©and I have a boyfriend whom I have been with for 1yr and 9 months now, we were just friends at first but then we gradually changed it to a relationship. I was very happy to be with him cause I'm damn sure that he loves me very much like its too obvious ngr ena when he pops out the question I was a bit confused but then I realized noone ever will love me like he does like literally noone. He's husband-kind guy ena I like him so much ewnet I even plan future with him. He is 4 yrs older than me. BUT there is also this guy he has been my class mate for almost 4 yrs ena ke gize wede gize we became best friends keza we started to have a connection ngr ale aydel, yehone yehone aynet feeling huletachnm ly. Then yehone ken komen eyaweran we suddenly kissed, it was not planned mnamn gn bka the connection we had ended us kissing and it was magical malet bka I've never felt anything like this before. Keza bka cherash baseben keza bhuala dmo tolo tolo nw menegenagnew, kissing became normal mnamn. Ena I even started to miss him everyday ena gn my official boyfriend ale and I still like him kezi ga yhone ngr Norogn even altelahutm yemr I still plan future with him. Gn dmo I think I'm starting to love my best friend esu new yasferagn, and he loves me too Eko gn yaw officially boyfriende mehon nw mifelegew esu he wants me to break up and give it a shot. Ene dmo endezi aynet risk mewsed alfelegem, I mean what if its just a feeling ngr tolo bitefas ena dmo I am a bit selechu sew ena ferahu. I like my boyfriend too dmo. Ena dmo I really feel sorry for him and myself too malet bka cheat eyaderegku Eko nw ena I'm blaming my self enough already so no need to mention that. I just need u guys to tell me what to do seriously.
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So I'm 22 to be yrs old,π©and I have a boyfriend whom I have been with for 1yr and 9 months now, we were just friends at first but then we gradually changed it to a relationship. I was very happy to be with him cause I'm damn sure that he loves me very much like its too obvious ngr ena when he pops out the question I was a bit confused but then I realized noone ever will love me like he does like literally noone. He's husband-kind guy ena I like him so much ewnet I even plan future with him. He is 4 yrs older than me. BUT there is also this guy he has been my class mate for almost 4 yrs ena ke gize wede gize we became best friends keza we started to have a connection ngr ale aydel, yehone yehone aynet feeling huletachnm ly. Then yehone ken komen eyaweran we suddenly kissed, it was not planned mnamn gn bka the connection we had ended us kissing and it was magical malet bka I've never felt anything like this before. Keza bka cherash baseben keza bhuala dmo tolo tolo nw menegenagnew, kissing became normal mnamn. Ena I even started to miss him everyday ena gn my official boyfriend ale and I still like him kezi ga yhone ngr Norogn even altelahutm yemr I still plan future with him. Gn dmo I think I'm starting to love my best friend esu new yasferagn, and he loves me too Eko gn yaw officially boyfriende mehon nw mifelegew esu he wants me to break up and give it a shot. Ene dmo endezi aynet risk mewsed alfelegem, I mean what if its just a feeling ngr tolo bitefas ena dmo I am a bit selechu sew ena ferahu. I like my boyfriend too dmo. Ena dmo I really feel sorry for him and myself too malet bka cheat eyaderegku Eko nw ena I'm blaming my self enough already so no need to mention that. I just need u guys to tell me what to do seriously.
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okay, here is the thing, i was kinda feeling awful, then one day while i was wondering around, i found this channel, since then i feel different about this channel, i dont know if i am loving it, or i amm just horny but this channel changed my chemical reaction in my brain, even though i know this wont be send to the channel, i would really love to tell the channel that i love it
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okay, here is the thing, i was kinda feeling awful, then one day while i was wondering around, i found this channel, since then i feel different about this channel, i dont know if i am loving it, or i amm just horny but this channel changed my chemical reaction in my brain, even though i know this wont be send to the channel, i would really love to tell the channel that i love it
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Hey guys i am super confused about sth and i really need ur advices so the thing is i have a boyfriend we have been together for more than a year and i love him but he is addicted to drinking smoking and chewing khat mnamn ena i tried to make him stop but he won't ena balfew he was drunk and he told me that he wants a break from me and he isn't happy where he is in his life and me trying to change him(make him stop his addiction ) made me the chekechaka set neger keza the day after he told me this he came back like nothing happened imagine i literally cried the whole night endeza silegn ena he told me he wouldn't stop his addiction cause he is going through alot and its his way of escaping the darkness that he is in enem i cant compromise anymore esum he won't even try anything to stop, i love him but i am scared about the future with him so what shall i do?
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Hey guys i am super confused about sth and i really need ur advices so the thing is i have a boyfriend we have been together for more than a year and i love him but he is addicted to drinking smoking and chewing khat mnamn ena i tried to make him stop but he won't ena balfew he was drunk and he told me that he wants a break from me and he isn't happy where he is in his life and me trying to change him(make him stop his addiction ) made me the chekechaka set neger keza the day after he told me this he came back like nothing happened imagine i literally cried the whole night endeza silegn ena he told me he wouldn't stop his addiction cause he is going through alot and its his way of escaping the darkness that he is in enem i cant compromise anymore esum he won't even try anything to stop, i love him but i am scared about the future with him so what shall i do?
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So, i spend an awful lot of time in my brain. I hate communicating with another person. I despise people. Cause i trust people and they hurt me. Nonstop. So to handle the ignorance and pain, i created three personalities in my mind. They have names and i talk to them, sometimes i let them take over, when i don't want to cope up with things. I am an introvert male...is this normal?
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So, i spend an awful lot of time in my brain. I hate communicating with another person. I despise people. Cause i trust people and they hurt me. Nonstop. So to handle the ignorance and pain, i created three personalities in my mind. They have names and i talk to them, sometimes i let them take over, when i don't want to cope up with things. I am an introvert male...is this normal?
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Hey everyone. So I've been looking for a job lately, since it's summer and all and I'd be glad to put myself out there and see if I'm capable. I'm a junior in highschool, I'm average but I can learn things quickly and effectively...so if you guys need a tutor or an online employee help me out
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Hey everyone. So I've been looking for a job lately, since it's summer and all and I'd be glad to put myself out there and see if I'm capable. I'm a junior in highschool, I'm average but I can learn things quickly and effectively...so if you guys need a tutor or an online employee help me out
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I need to vent am a Guy nd am 19 campus student and fresh so my Question is am shy bezu neger lay aynafar negn set manager lay ke sew ga megbabat alchilm sew mn yilegnal abezalehu esu demo iyegodagn new mareg ke mifelgaw neger iyagedagn new even presentation mnamen sinor high school mnamen always be shame miknyat hulunm asalifalehu specially demo be mejemeriya lay set lij keribe manager alchilbatm so anyone litradugn metchlu tnx...
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I need to vent am a Guy nd am 19 campus student and fresh so my Question is am shy bezu neger lay aynafar negn set manager lay ke sew ga megbabat alchilm sew mn yilegnal abezalehu esu demo iyegodagn new mareg ke mifelgaw neger iyagedagn new even presentation mnamen sinor high school mnamen always be shame miknyat hulunm asalifalehu specially demo be mejemeriya lay set lij keribe manager alchilbatm so anyone litradugn metchlu tnx...
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Hello everyone...
The thing I want to vent is about my boyfriend... He have been in a difficult life before I know him he had a depression because of his own friends. They betrayed him even if he had done everything to them. So he knows pain more than anybody. And these past days he told me that he is very scared of losing me. He told me that he forget about his friends because of me but semonun he is thinking about them. And me idk how to treat him I know nothing sometimes he don't understand himself so how can I understand him when I ask him what he is thinking or feeling or the reason he just don't know. So pls guys I need some advice about what I have to do...
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Hello everyone...
The thing I want to vent is about my boyfriend... He have been in a difficult life before I know him he had a depression because of his own friends. They betrayed him even if he had done everything to them. So he knows pain more than anybody. And these past days he told me that he is very scared of losing me. He told me that he forget about his friends because of me but semonun he is thinking about them. And me idk how to treat him I know nothing sometimes he don't understand himself so how can I understand him when I ask him what he is thinking or feeling or the reason he just don't know. So pls guys I need some advice about what I have to do...
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Selam am a male almost 24.. graduated 6 months ago.. am kind of lost i think.. i had a lots of friends but know am feeling kind of lonely.. i had break ups lately and i keep rejecting some of my friends.. its not something i do on purpose but now i am like online every day and talk to no one.. am trying to relax And please tell me how can I entertain to be free
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Selam am a male almost 24.. graduated 6 months ago.. am kind of lost i think.. i had a lots of friends but know am feeling kind of lonely.. i had break ups lately and i keep rejecting some of my friends.. its not something i do on purpose but now i am like online every day and talk to no one.. am trying to relax And please tell me how can I entertain to be free
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Hey guys
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How much money do u have to send for a campus student as a family. Like if u are good financially and he is not using cafe. Especially Campus students i really need your answers because you know all the problems.
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How much money do u have to send for a campus student as a family. Like if u are good financially and he is not using cafe. Especially Campus students i really need your answers because you know all the problems.
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Hey guys, 22 female here βοΈWhen a girl smiles at guys, laughs at their jokes, kind of takes care of them and compliments them JUST BECAUSE SHE TRIES TO BE NICE for everybody ... Does it make it seem like she is flirtious n tends to fall for men easily or she's putting herself an easy target for men to take advantage of? I'm sick of being misunderstood but I can't stop caring for people either (malet it's in me, I don't even notice how I behave in front of people) And it dissapoints me when people think there is a motive behind my pure behavior ena ahun mekeyer endalebegn eyeteredahu new. So what is your input about this and what do you think I should do to change?
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Hey guys, 22 female here βοΈWhen a girl smiles at guys, laughs at their jokes, kind of takes care of them and compliments them JUST BECAUSE SHE TRIES TO BE NICE for everybody ... Does it make it seem like she is flirtious n tends to fall for men easily or she's putting herself an easy target for men to take advantage of? I'm sick of being misunderstood but I can't stop caring for people either (malet it's in me, I don't even notice how I behave in front of people) And it dissapoints me when people think there is a motive behind my pure behavior ena ahun mekeyer endalebegn eyeteredahu new. So what is your input about this and what do you think I should do to change?
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I don't feel like I am living my youth ages. I am on my early 20s. But welahi I live like a lady traped in her 40s. Am i the only one who feel like this? Everyday is the same...work home....work home.α¨α«α§ α₯α«α¨α¨α£α΅ α¨α α α³αα₯ααα½ α α thats me because i give too many fucks for my work than myself. So ladies and gents, how do you balance your social, personal and work life?
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I don't feel like I am living my youth ages. I am on my early 20s. But welahi I live like a lady traped in her 40s. Am i the only one who feel like this? Everyday is the same...work home....work home.α¨α«α§ α₯α«α¨α¨α£α΅ α¨α α α³αα₯ααα½ α α thats me because i give too many fucks for my work than myself. So ladies and gents, how do you balance your social, personal and work life?
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Hey everyone, i need help. I'm so stressed about my future and it's eating me up. I don't want to end up like my father, who is the greatest and the most intelligent person that i have ever seen. But that didn't help him much in life, i mean personally his got his loving wife whose been with him for more than 30 years and always stood by his side, even against her own kids, which includes me. But still, he is just so great i can't hate him or even blame them both (mom for not standing up for us or support us when we needed it ) for what they did cuz i can understand where they r coming from. The thing is i don't want t end up like my father tho, he is such a good person that he did not peruse material stuff in his life he opted for a quit peaceful life on his own terms. It might have been good at the beginning. But later on alot of problems kept popping up, us being a big disappointment(at least me, the girl who challenged all his principles cuz i was blinded by my own pride ),my brother and his rebellious actions that caused dad a real heart attack. My mom having heart disease (myocardial infraction)while she was pregnant with my youngest sister, which was the hardest. And then comes the financial issue, which is what I'm stressing about the most. Although my dad's decision was good enough for him, we as a family struggled with the out come of it. Our life would have been so much easier if he just aimed higher, cuz he had potential to be something big in his field. Instead he just chose to live a humble religious life he wanted. I don't blame him for that actually. I'm just afraid that I'm going to end up doing the same, cuz i clearly understand and relate to where he's ideology comes from. His choice tho was not good for us, which is kinda selfish. I didn't want to do that to my family. So i decided to live by my own rules too. And here i am, after i disregarded his opinion on me studying abroad, chasing the life that he rejected while fear the of doing the same hunting me. I did what I want and went, they accepted it even though they didn't really like it. And now I'm failing at my school in a foreign country, too prideful to to admit my own mistakes even to myself, ironically ending up in an even worse situation and i can't do nothing about it. Everything came crashing down and all my dreams are worth nothing now ,all the things that I want to do for my family has became impossible to achieve. now my family needs me the most after dad survived a brain stroke that rendered him half paralyzed for 6 months and i can't do shit about it. Seeing him on bed killed me, he could not speak for a while and i was just crying for a whole month imagining the worst scenarios happening. i miss him so bad, i miss my family so bad but I'm just stupidly trying to prove a point that he might not live enough to see it. It's all bad watching my family struggles while I'm here just trying to survive and graduate just to cover up the fact that i am a complete failure in front of my family.
I see no future infront of me at all, and I'm just lost. I failed myself and now I'm suffering the consequences of my actions. I know for sure that my decision was not bad, it's the fact that I could have done better that is eating me up. What would I do when i come back to my family with my failures when they are expecting alot. What if I could not see them again. What if i lose one of them while I'm here.
There is alot of "what if's" that keeps me up all night. I'm losing faith, And I'm only 23
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Hey everyone, i need help. I'm so stressed about my future and it's eating me up. I don't want to end up like my father, who is the greatest and the most intelligent person that i have ever seen. But that didn't help him much in life, i mean personally his got his loving wife whose been with him for more than 30 years and always stood by his side, even against her own kids, which includes me. But still, he is just so great i can't hate him or even blame them both (mom for not standing up for us or support us when we needed it ) for what they did cuz i can understand where they r coming from. The thing is i don't want t end up like my father tho, he is such a good person that he did not peruse material stuff in his life he opted for a quit peaceful life on his own terms. It might have been good at the beginning. But later on alot of problems kept popping up, us being a big disappointment(at least me, the girl who challenged all his principles cuz i was blinded by my own pride ),my brother and his rebellious actions that caused dad a real heart attack. My mom having heart disease (myocardial infraction)while she was pregnant with my youngest sister, which was the hardest. And then comes the financial issue, which is what I'm stressing about the most. Although my dad's decision was good enough for him, we as a family struggled with the out come of it. Our life would have been so much easier if he just aimed higher, cuz he had potential to be something big in his field. Instead he just chose to live a humble religious life he wanted. I don't blame him for that actually. I'm just afraid that I'm going to end up doing the same, cuz i clearly understand and relate to where he's ideology comes from. His choice tho was not good for us, which is kinda selfish. I didn't want to do that to my family. So i decided to live by my own rules too. And here i am, after i disregarded his opinion on me studying abroad, chasing the life that he rejected while fear the of doing the same hunting me. I did what I want and went, they accepted it even though they didn't really like it. And now I'm failing at my school in a foreign country, too prideful to to admit my own mistakes even to myself, ironically ending up in an even worse situation and i can't do nothing about it. Everything came crashing down and all my dreams are worth nothing now ,all the things that I want to do for my family has became impossible to achieve. now my family needs me the most after dad survived a brain stroke that rendered him half paralyzed for 6 months and i can't do shit about it. Seeing him on bed killed me, he could not speak for a while and i was just crying for a whole month imagining the worst scenarios happening. i miss him so bad, i miss my family so bad but I'm just stupidly trying to prove a point that he might not live enough to see it. It's all bad watching my family struggles while I'm here just trying to survive and graduate just to cover up the fact that i am a complete failure in front of my family.
I see no future infront of me at all, and I'm just lost. I failed myself and now I'm suffering the consequences of my actions. I know for sure that my decision was not bad, it's the fact that I could have done better that is eating me up. What would I do when i come back to my family with my failures when they are expecting alot. What if I could not see them again. What if i lose one of them while I'm here.
There is alot of "what if's" that keeps me up all night. I'm losing faith, And I'm only 23
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Hey guys how are you first time Venter here..so I have been in many relationships one even lasted 3 years and all of them end in a bad way I mean yehone neger yifeteral..so am starting to question if love is real now am not gonna prtend like am innocent or anything but things don't seem even real anymore ..so do you guys believe LOVE like true love exists ? Am a 25 years old guy and I have broken hearts and I also had my share with it but now I just want something peaceful sonething right ..is it possible does it exist should I trust people's and love again..?
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Hey guys how are you first time Venter here..so I have been in many relationships one even lasted 3 years and all of them end in a bad way I mean yehone neger yifeteral..so am starting to question if love is real now am not gonna prtend like am innocent or anything but things don't seem even real anymore ..so do you guys believe LOVE like true love exists ? Am a 25 years old guy and I have broken hearts and I also had my share with it but now I just want something peaceful sonething right ..is it possible does it exist should I trust people's and love again..?
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I'm Christian protestant ena lij eyalew ye church lij nbrku btm keza lerejm gze back arge nbr ena krb gze temelesku wede geta ena yhone tmrt yejemerkubet church ale betam des yemil hibret ale eza betam tmrtum wedjewalew ena gn 1 ngr ale yedro bf'e ale eza(he was my first) betam yeteleye feeling nbrgn lesu ena esum ezi church ale ena andande not all the time gn betam ayewalew ena erebeshalew tmrtu lay tkuret mareg yaktegnal kalayewt normal negn betam eselyalew emaralew getan amelkalew gn sayew tkuret
Mareg alchlm esum yayegnal gn endemaytewawek sew nw mnhonew that's ok with me gn hasabe eytesereke slehone andande church lalemehed asbalew bka ebete lsely gn eza shon yleyal benegerachn lay Lju eza yageleglal ena church lakum weys lemelmed lmokr mn yshalegnal ke geta bet merak alchlm kebzu mat wst nw yewetawt help ur sister
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I'm Christian protestant ena lij eyalew ye church lij nbrku btm keza lerejm gze back arge nbr ena krb gze temelesku wede geta ena yhone tmrt yejemerkubet church ale betam des yemil hibret ale eza betam tmrtum wedjewalew ena gn 1 ngr ale yedro bf'e ale eza(he was my first) betam yeteleye feeling nbrgn lesu ena esum ezi church ale ena andande not all the time gn betam ayewalew ena erebeshalew tmrtu lay tkuret mareg yaktegnal kalayewt normal negn betam eselyalew emaralew getan amelkalew gn sayew tkuret
Mareg alchlm esum yayegnal gn endemaytewawek sew nw mnhonew that's ok with me gn hasabe eytesereke slehone andande church lalemehed asbalew bka ebete lsely gn eza shon yleyal benegerachn lay Lju eza yageleglal ena church lakum weys lemelmed lmokr mn yshalegnal ke geta bet merak alchlm kebzu mat wst nw yewetawt help ur sister
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My question is for the girls here
Is there a tampon on sale in Ethiopia? I canβt seem to find it in any supermarket I have been in. If you know where, please put the marketβs name and place.
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Is there a tampon on sale in Ethiopia? I canβt seem to find it in any supermarket I have been in. If you know where, please put the marketβs name and place.
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Hello guys... this is my first time venting here and I wanted your opinion on this
I met a girl like 5 or 6 months ago in campus and at first it was just "Hi" "Hello" kind of thing between us... then we started to talk on telegram. We were becoming really closer and closer. She finally told me she has kinda crush on me and later even wanted to start a love relationship. But I didn't have such kind of feeling and I saw her just as a friend. I also like her gn not to the degree to start any relationship aynet neger. I tried my best trying not to hurt her feelings. later on gn at last she said "we shouldn't talk anymore"... so should all friendship relations be stopped if one of the two developed any feeling for the other? or there might be something wrong that I did that forced her to stop even talking to me???? Thanks in advance
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Hello guys... this is my first time venting here and I wanted your opinion on this
I met a girl like 5 or 6 months ago in campus and at first it was just "Hi" "Hello" kind of thing between us... then we started to talk on telegram. We were becoming really closer and closer. She finally told me she has kinda crush on me and later even wanted to start a love relationship. But I didn't have such kind of feeling and I saw her just as a friend. I also like her gn not to the degree to start any relationship aynet neger. I tried my best trying not to hurt her feelings. later on gn at last she said "we shouldn't talk anymore"... so should all friendship relations be stopped if one of the two developed any feeling for the other? or there might be something wrong that I did that forced her to stop even talking to me???? Thanks in advance
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Hello, I am 22 YO, Female. What is you guy's say on age to start love relationship. Do you believe that man's age should ALWAYS be older than the female's??? Or It is okay if there is love between the two?
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Hello, I am 22 YO, Female. What is you guy's say on age to start love relationship. Do you believe that man's age should ALWAYS be older than the female's??? Or It is okay if there is love between the two?
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why do y'all men gotta ask for sex before y'all vibe and bond. ene i can't pass the talking stages these days because y'all ask for sex way too early and that's a total turn off for me idk. I'm 19 years old and I've done it once. I did enjoy it but like broo the connection, the bond makes it hella hotter than it is. Doesn't that matter to y'all koy? doesn't the little things like taking goofy ass pics and videos matter to you? why are y'all just head over heals into sex and nothing else?
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why do y'all men gotta ask for sex before y'all vibe and bond. ene i can't pass the talking stages these days because y'all ask for sex way too early and that's a total turn off for me idk. I'm 19 years old and I've done it once. I did enjoy it but like broo the connection, the bond makes it hella hotter than it is. Doesn't that matter to y'all koy? doesn't the little things like taking goofy ass pics and videos matter to you? why are y'all just head over heals into sex and nothing else?
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Hey i guess, I am really messed up.
1. I have this fear of being generic and mediocre so I refrain from identifying as anything or liking something. Because i hate to be seen as only one thing i want to be everything all at once.
2. I cant make normal relations with men, I want the man to take control and I really want the dominant type but when a man starts to act up I become the dominant and I see men cower before me and i love that too...man do i love to see men cower.
3, i am like really aware of what is happening, i can see patterns from my current state and i can string them to my childhood, and i can really see how my character flaws came to be. But i cant do anything about it.
4. I cant stand up to my father, he is the only one I love and hate at the same time, and he is the reason i cant properly communicate with men, men my age i manage but older men and men my father's age, my brain just freezes. I cant express myself to my father, although i am clearly right i cant defend myself. Everything i know and stand for vaporizes in his presence and I always find myself stroking his ego.
5. And my friends; basic as it could get and a glass of water is deeper than them. Do you know, everyday of hanging out with them drains every living shit out of my body and they are so depressing, all we talk about ugly boys and even uglier girl drama. Once in a while it wont hurt, but EveRy SiNgle DAy, it actually kills me.
And i am at a critical point in my life...
6. I am really insecure about my body, I am an hourglass but i have always been obsessed with having a flat tummy, i wished my hair got longer and my face a little prettier, looking at myself in the mirror has been very ugly these days, i hate how i look. I have this image of how i look in my mind and it doesn't sit right with me that i dont actually look like it.
7. I am always stuck on situationships and some how i walk away fine but cant help to think the other one was hurt. But in all honesty i fear that i am the one left with the broken feelings and the other one walks away completely not bothered.
8. Do u know how much it sucks to be a low key perfectionist? You sit there with all your flaws and judge other flaws, but when u get in the mood you become the perfectionist, sometimes i am sometimes i am not. And that is wild seriously.
And finally to those of you who made it this far, cheers!!! To all the finer things in life ????
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Hey i guess, I am really messed up.
1. I have this fear of being generic and mediocre so I refrain from identifying as anything or liking something. Because i hate to be seen as only one thing i want to be everything all at once.
2. I cant make normal relations with men, I want the man to take control and I really want the dominant type but when a man starts to act up I become the dominant and I see men cower before me and i love that too...man do i love to see men cower.
3, i am like really aware of what is happening, i can see patterns from my current state and i can string them to my childhood, and i can really see how my character flaws came to be. But i cant do anything about it.
4. I cant stand up to my father, he is the only one I love and hate at the same time, and he is the reason i cant properly communicate with men, men my age i manage but older men and men my father's age, my brain just freezes. I cant express myself to my father, although i am clearly right i cant defend myself. Everything i know and stand for vaporizes in his presence and I always find myself stroking his ego.
5. And my friends; basic as it could get and a glass of water is deeper than them. Do you know, everyday of hanging out with them drains every living shit out of my body and they are so depressing, all we talk about ugly boys and even uglier girl drama. Once in a while it wont hurt, but EveRy SiNgle DAy, it actually kills me.
And i am at a critical point in my life...
6. I am really insecure about my body, I am an hourglass but i have always been obsessed with having a flat tummy, i wished my hair got longer and my face a little prettier, looking at myself in the mirror has been very ugly these days, i hate how i look. I have this image of how i look in my mind and it doesn't sit right with me that i dont actually look like it.
7. I am always stuck on situationships and some how i walk away fine but cant help to think the other one was hurt. But in all honesty i fear that i am the one left with the broken feelings and the other one walks away completely not bothered.
8. Do u know how much it sucks to be a low key perfectionist? You sit there with all your flaws and judge other flaws, but when u get in the mood you become the perfectionist, sometimes i am sometimes i am not. And that is wild seriously.
And finally to those of you who made it this far, cheers!!! To all the finer things in life ????
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Im a disappointment, yeah i know you think that im a disappointment but you've only seen the tip of the Iceberg. What would you think if i told you i am a heathen. Or if i told you i had words and figures inscribed on my body, what if i showed you the scars i buried my tears in. What if i showed you my online activity and how much of a degenerate i am. What if i showed you the unworthy girls who broke my heart. What if i showed you my thoughts that wish i was on my deathbed so you would care. Or the thoughts that drive me into falling from a cliff or jumping to a speeding truck, would you still call me son? I feel no pain, maybe till i saw you crying today. If you cried for what you know, i imagined what you'd be for what's yet to come. Hehe maybe I'll be gone by the time you truly know me, and you'll be gone by the time you'd understand me.
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Im a disappointment, yeah i know you think that im a disappointment but you've only seen the tip of the Iceberg. What would you think if i told you i am a heathen. Or if i told you i had words and figures inscribed on my body, what if i showed you the scars i buried my tears in. What if i showed you my online activity and how much of a degenerate i am. What if i showed you the unworthy girls who broke my heart. What if i showed you my thoughts that wish i was on my deathbed so you would care. Or the thoughts that drive me into falling from a cliff or jumping to a speeding truck, would you still call me son? I feel no pain, maybe till i saw you crying today. If you cried for what you know, i imagined what you'd be for what's yet to come. Hehe maybe I'll be gone by the time you truly know me, and you'll be gone by the time you'd understand me.
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Pushed two pills, and laid on the keys. Hallucinations from dead trees, Letters from coffee stained papers.
Weirdo
"don't play games with me" you said, but you were a beautiful puzzle. Broke our shells crashing them cold. Guess the ice that we broke comes back when im alone. Burdened me with you. Can you leave now and give me myself back. Give me back the heart that she broke. Then I'll blow off the dust like madara did. Maybe make my wrist bleed. You healed me then gave me pain. Never understood what your actions meant or why you did anything or even why you cared. Then left me cold, No i don't hate the being friends. But friends don't feel like this. I know you feel it too, but...
Maybe im a critique but you swapped uncertainty with a dead end.
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Pushed two pills, and laid on the keys. Hallucinations from dead trees, Letters from coffee stained papers.
Weirdo
"don't play games with me" you said, but you were a beautiful puzzle. Broke our shells crashing them cold. Guess the ice that we broke comes back when im alone. Burdened me with you. Can you leave now and give me myself back. Give me back the heart that she broke. Then I'll blow off the dust like madara did. Maybe make my wrist bleed. You healed me then gave me pain. Never understood what your actions meant or why you did anything or even why you cared. Then left me cold, No i don't hate the being friends. But friends don't feel like this. I know you feel it too, but...
Maybe im a critique but you swapped uncertainty with a dead end.
Vent Here