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I don't know if this even counts as a vent but here it goes, i have completely detached from reality over the past 3 months. It started when one of my closest friends passed away. I was so heart broken that i didn't think i could ever recover but as luck would have it my favourite human( my dad) passed away a week after that and i honestly have not been mentally present ever since. I go through the motions of everything but i break down at the slightest reminder of what had happened. Am constantly sad and it physically hurts to function but at the same time am also happy about most things... And i somehow feel guilty about that. I don't even know why am writing this at 9.00 past midnight while crying to a song I've been listening to on repeat. I don't know if I'll ever be my regular self again. But yaaaaa????
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I don't know if this even counts as a vent but here it goes, i have completely detached from reality over the past 3 months. It started when one of my closest friends passed away. I was so heart broken that i didn't think i could ever recover but as luck would have it my favourite human( my dad) passed away a week after that and i honestly have not been mentally present ever since. I go through the motions of everything but i break down at the slightest reminder of what had happened. Am constantly sad and it physically hurts to function but at the same time am also happy about most things... And i somehow feel guilty about that. I don't even know why am writing this at 9.00 past midnight while crying to a song I've been listening to on repeat. I don't know if I'll ever be my regular self again. But yaaaaa????
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So am 25 M the thing is I used to hv gf long ago she is married now ,doesn't matter any way bcha I never had female friend in my life I can't believe I even had gf ...once ..I don't even feel comfortable greeting girls zare Selam biye nxt day zm bye alfalewu it's like involuntary action so de see me like weirdo .. Even when my Frnds r abt to grt a girl I just leave... I tried to change but can't is it normal?? bcha help me make friends just friend.........
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So am 25 M the thing is I used to hv gf long ago she is married now ,doesn't matter any way bcha I never had female friend in my life I can't believe I even had gf ...once ..I don't even feel comfortable greeting girls zare Selam biye nxt day zm bye alfalewu it's like involuntary action so de see me like weirdo .. Even when my Frnds r abt to grt a girl I just leave... I tried to change but can't is it normal?? bcha help me make friends just friend.........
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Hello, this is an evil fucker writing to apologize to someone I really hurt pretty bad. Though she made me feel the best man alive I treated her like a side chick and nothing more. Countless nights she wept while on the phn with me, i witnessed how the pain consumed her, I made her feel miserable. I made her feel less than she was.
Not so long ago I did sth that will make anyone run away and never come back for good. I think part of me did that so she would know better than to still try and make me better, I guess I wanted to save her cause she was losing her self. I do that a lot actually, I push ppl away because I dont belive am worthy of love. I dont really love my self. she told me to see a fuckin therapist she is right about that.
She blocked me on every God damn thing. She did the right thing. I just miss how she used to get angry only to forget about it after a few minutes. Soliyana I'm sorry for not giving u what u seeked, I'm sorry I couldnt love u the way u wanted me too. ik u are obsessed with reading vents here, I could never deserve someone like u, but u deserve all that is good out there. When I say I love u as a person it comes from the deepest place in my heart, I'm truly sorry for the sorrow I've caused u. If u find it in ur heart please forgive me and if not that's ok too.
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Hello, this is an evil fucker writing to apologize to someone I really hurt pretty bad. Though she made me feel the best man alive I treated her like a side chick and nothing more. Countless nights she wept while on the phn with me, i witnessed how the pain consumed her, I made her feel miserable. I made her feel less than she was.
Not so long ago I did sth that will make anyone run away and never come back for good. I think part of me did that so she would know better than to still try and make me better, I guess I wanted to save her cause she was losing her self. I do that a lot actually, I push ppl away because I dont belive am worthy of love. I dont really love my self. she told me to see a fuckin therapist she is right about that.
She blocked me on every God damn thing. She did the right thing. I just miss how she used to get angry only to forget about it after a few minutes. Soliyana I'm sorry for not giving u what u seeked, I'm sorry I couldnt love u the way u wanted me too. ik u are obsessed with reading vents here, I could never deserve someone like u, but u deserve all that is good out there. When I say I love u as a person it comes from the deepest place in my heart, I'm truly sorry for the sorrow I've caused u. If u find it in ur heart please forgive me and if not that's ok too.
Have a great life.
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So when I cum after some min I get wired feeling on my stomach not hunger mnamen just wired feeling uk yechnkale, I dont regret it or smt it's just I get wired feeling, all am saying is am I the only one?
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So when I cum after some min I get wired feeling on my stomach not hunger mnamen just wired feeling uk yechnkale, I dont regret it or smt it's just I get wired feeling, all am saying is am I the only one?
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I know we live in a world where looks matter. And particularly in Ethiopia being dark skinned is terrible eventhough we take huge fucking pride in never being colonized. Whats even more fucked up is how its fine for guys. I've never been teased for it but I have seen dark men teasing girls about their skin tone. I just never understood why.. I'm very attracted to dark skinned women tbh the darker the better..but people always found that weird. Is it weird? And why?
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I know we live in a world where looks matter. And particularly in Ethiopia being dark skinned is terrible eventhough we take huge fucking pride in never being colonized. Whats even more fucked up is how its fine for guys. I've never been teased for it but I have seen dark men teasing girls about their skin tone. I just never understood why.. I'm very attracted to dark skinned women tbh the darker the better..but people always found that weird. Is it weird? And why?
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hi, iβd just like to start by saying iβm definitely into men so im not a lesbian but im also attracted to women, but iβve been confused about being attracted to girls. lesbian porn turns me on a lot and even though i am into straight porn i prefer either lesbian or threesome where thereβs heavy girl on girl, iβve always had this nagging feeling in the back of my head since idk i was like maybe 9 like a tiny urge to kiss my friends or like fantasies about being in relationships with them and all of that stuff and in the past few days iβve been coming to terms with it,
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iβll be talking about LBTQ stuff so if youβre a homophobe or an entitled christian pls move along.
hi, iβd just like to start by saying iβm definitely into men so im not a lesbian but im also attracted to women, but iβve been confused about being attracted to girls. lesbian porn turns me on a lot and even though i am into straight porn i prefer either lesbian or threesome where thereβs heavy girl on girl, iβve always had this nagging feeling in the back of my head since idk i was like maybe 9 like a tiny urge to kiss my friends or like fantasies about being in relationships with them and all of that stuff and in the past few days iβve been coming to terms with it,
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I accidentally opened up to someone too much. How do you reverse that.
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What would you do if u knew your dad was cheating on ur mom and sheβs so innocent and has no idea of whatβs going on?
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What would you do if u knew your dad was cheating on ur mom and sheβs so innocent and has no idea of whatβs going on?
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Heyy guys its me here for the first time, so show me some real suggestions.
So I'm 22 to be yrs old,π©and I have a boyfriend whom I have been with for 1yr and 9 months now, we were just friends at first but then we gradually changed it to a relationship. I was very happy to be with him cause I'm damn sure that he loves me very much like its too obvious ngr ena when he pops out the question I was a bit confused but then I realized noone ever will love me like he does like literally noone. He's husband-kind guy ena I like him so much ewnet I even plan future with him. He is 4 yrs older than me. BUT there is also this guy he has been my class mate for almost 4 yrs ena ke gize wede gize we became best friends keza we started to have a connection ngr ale aydel, yehone yehone aynet feeling huletachnm ly. Then yehone ken komen eyaweran we suddenly kissed, it was not planned mnamn gn bka the connection we had ended us kissing and it was magical malet bka I've never felt anything like this before. Keza bka cherash baseben keza bhuala dmo tolo tolo nw menegenagnew, kissing became normal mnamn. Ena I even started to miss him everyday ena gn my official boyfriend ale and I still like him kezi ga yhone ngr Norogn even altelahutm yemr I still plan future with him. Gn dmo I think I'm starting to love my best friend esu new yasferagn, and he loves me too Eko gn yaw officially boyfriende mehon nw mifelegew esu he wants me to break up and give it a shot. Ene dmo endezi aynet risk mewsed alfelegem, I mean what if its just a feeling ngr tolo bitefas ena dmo I am a bit selechu sew ena ferahu. I like my boyfriend too dmo. Ena dmo I really feel sorry for him and myself too malet bka cheat eyaderegku Eko nw ena I'm blaming my self enough already so no need to mention that. I just need u guys to tell me what to do seriously.
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Heyy guys its me here for the first time, so show me some real suggestions.
So I'm 22 to be yrs old,π©and I have a boyfriend whom I have been with for 1yr and 9 months now, we were just friends at first but then we gradually changed it to a relationship. I was very happy to be with him cause I'm damn sure that he loves me very much like its too obvious ngr ena when he pops out the question I was a bit confused but then I realized noone ever will love me like he does like literally noone. He's husband-kind guy ena I like him so much ewnet I even plan future with him. He is 4 yrs older than me. BUT there is also this guy he has been my class mate for almost 4 yrs ena ke gize wede gize we became best friends keza we started to have a connection ngr ale aydel, yehone yehone aynet feeling huletachnm ly. Then yehone ken komen eyaweran we suddenly kissed, it was not planned mnamn gn bka the connection we had ended us kissing and it was magical malet bka I've never felt anything like this before. Keza bka cherash baseben keza bhuala dmo tolo tolo nw menegenagnew, kissing became normal mnamn. Ena I even started to miss him everyday ena gn my official boyfriend ale and I still like him kezi ga yhone ngr Norogn even altelahutm yemr I still plan future with him. Gn dmo I think I'm starting to love my best friend esu new yasferagn, and he loves me too Eko gn yaw officially boyfriende mehon nw mifelegew esu he wants me to break up and give it a shot. Ene dmo endezi aynet risk mewsed alfelegem, I mean what if its just a feeling ngr tolo bitefas ena dmo I am a bit selechu sew ena ferahu. I like my boyfriend too dmo. Ena dmo I really feel sorry for him and myself too malet bka cheat eyaderegku Eko nw ena I'm blaming my self enough already so no need to mention that. I just need u guys to tell me what to do seriously.
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okay, here is the thing, i was kinda feeling awful, then one day while i was wondering around, i found this channel, since then i feel different about this channel, i dont know if i am loving it, or i amm just horny but this channel changed my chemical reaction in my brain, even though i know this wont be send to the channel, i would really love to tell the channel that i love it
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okay, here is the thing, i was kinda feeling awful, then one day while i was wondering around, i found this channel, since then i feel different about this channel, i dont know if i am loving it, or i amm just horny but this channel changed my chemical reaction in my brain, even though i know this wont be send to the channel, i would really love to tell the channel that i love it
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Hey guys i am super confused about sth and i really need ur advices so the thing is i have a boyfriend we have been together for more than a year and i love him but he is addicted to drinking smoking and chewing khat mnamn ena i tried to make him stop but he won't ena balfew he was drunk and he told me that he wants a break from me and he isn't happy where he is in his life and me trying to change him(make him stop his addiction ) made me the chekechaka set neger keza the day after he told me this he came back like nothing happened imagine i literally cried the whole night endeza silegn ena he told me he wouldn't stop his addiction cause he is going through alot and its his way of escaping the darkness that he is in enem i cant compromise anymore esum he won't even try anything to stop, i love him but i am scared about the future with him so what shall i do?
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Hey guys i am super confused about sth and i really need ur advices so the thing is i have a boyfriend we have been together for more than a year and i love him but he is addicted to drinking smoking and chewing khat mnamn ena i tried to make him stop but he won't ena balfew he was drunk and he told me that he wants a break from me and he isn't happy where he is in his life and me trying to change him(make him stop his addiction ) made me the chekechaka set neger keza the day after he told me this he came back like nothing happened imagine i literally cried the whole night endeza silegn ena he told me he wouldn't stop his addiction cause he is going through alot and its his way of escaping the darkness that he is in enem i cant compromise anymore esum he won't even try anything to stop, i love him but i am scared about the future with him so what shall i do?
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So, i spend an awful lot of time in my brain. I hate communicating with another person. I despise people. Cause i trust people and they hurt me. Nonstop. So to handle the ignorance and pain, i created three personalities in my mind. They have names and i talk to them, sometimes i let them take over, when i don't want to cope up with things. I am an introvert male...is this normal?
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So, i spend an awful lot of time in my brain. I hate communicating with another person. I despise people. Cause i trust people and they hurt me. Nonstop. So to handle the ignorance and pain, i created three personalities in my mind. They have names and i talk to them, sometimes i let them take over, when i don't want to cope up with things. I am an introvert male...is this normal?
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Hey everyone. So I've been looking for a job lately, since it's summer and all and I'd be glad to put myself out there and see if I'm capable. I'm a junior in highschool, I'm average but I can learn things quickly and effectively...so if you guys need a tutor or an online employee help me out
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Hey everyone. So I've been looking for a job lately, since it's summer and all and I'd be glad to put myself out there and see if I'm capable. I'm a junior in highschool, I'm average but I can learn things quickly and effectively...so if you guys need a tutor or an online employee help me out
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I need to vent am a Guy nd am 19 campus student and fresh so my Question is am shy bezu neger lay aynafar negn set manager lay ke sew ga megbabat alchilm sew mn yilegnal abezalehu esu demo iyegodagn new mareg ke mifelgaw neger iyagedagn new even presentation mnamen sinor high school mnamen always be shame miknyat hulunm asalifalehu specially demo be mejemeriya lay set lij keribe manager alchilbatm so anyone litradugn metchlu tnx...
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I need to vent am a Guy nd am 19 campus student and fresh so my Question is am shy bezu neger lay aynafar negn set manager lay ke sew ga megbabat alchilm sew mn yilegnal abezalehu esu demo iyegodagn new mareg ke mifelgaw neger iyagedagn new even presentation mnamen sinor high school mnamen always be shame miknyat hulunm asalifalehu specially demo be mejemeriya lay set lij keribe manager alchilbatm so anyone litradugn metchlu tnx...
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Hello everyone...
The thing I want to vent is about my boyfriend... He have been in a difficult life before I know him he had a depression because of his own friends. They betrayed him even if he had done everything to them. So he knows pain more than anybody. And these past days he told me that he is very scared of losing me. He told me that he forget about his friends because of me but semonun he is thinking about them. And me idk how to treat him I know nothing sometimes he don't understand himself so how can I understand him when I ask him what he is thinking or feeling or the reason he just don't know. So pls guys I need some advice about what I have to do...
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The thing I want to vent is about my boyfriend... He have been in a difficult life before I know him he had a depression because of his own friends. They betrayed him even if he had done everything to them. So he knows pain more than anybody. And these past days he told me that he is very scared of losing me. He told me that he forget about his friends because of me but semonun he is thinking about them. And me idk how to treat him I know nothing sometimes he don't understand himself so how can I understand him when I ask him what he is thinking or feeling or the reason he just don't know. So pls guys I need some advice about what I have to do...
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Selam am a male almost 24.. graduated 6 months ago.. am kind of lost i think.. i had a lots of friends but know am feeling kind of lonely.. i had break ups lately and i keep rejecting some of my friends.. its not something i do on purpose but now i am like online every day and talk to no one.. am trying to relax And please tell me how can I entertain to be free
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Selam am a male almost 24.. graduated 6 months ago.. am kind of lost i think.. i had a lots of friends but know am feeling kind of lonely.. i had break ups lately and i keep rejecting some of my friends.. its not something i do on purpose but now i am like online every day and talk to no one.. am trying to relax And please tell me how can I entertain to be free
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How much money do u have to send for a campus student as a family. Like if u are good financially and he is not using cafe. Especially Campus students i really need your answers because you know all the problems.
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How much money do u have to send for a campus student as a family. Like if u are good financially and he is not using cafe. Especially Campus students i really need your answers because you know all the problems.
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Hey guys, 22 female here βοΈWhen a girl smiles at guys, laughs at their jokes, kind of takes care of them and compliments them JUST BECAUSE SHE TRIES TO BE NICE for everybody ... Does it make it seem like she is flirtious n tends to fall for men easily or she's putting herself an easy target for men to take advantage of? I'm sick of being misunderstood but I can't stop caring for people either (malet it's in me, I don't even notice how I behave in front of people) And it dissapoints me when people think there is a motive behind my pure behavior ena ahun mekeyer endalebegn eyeteredahu new. So what is your input about this and what do you think I should do to change?
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Hey guys, 22 female here βοΈWhen a girl smiles at guys, laughs at their jokes, kind of takes care of them and compliments them JUST BECAUSE SHE TRIES TO BE NICE for everybody ... Does it make it seem like she is flirtious n tends to fall for men easily or she's putting herself an easy target for men to take advantage of? I'm sick of being misunderstood but I can't stop caring for people either (malet it's in me, I don't even notice how I behave in front of people) And it dissapoints me when people think there is a motive behind my pure behavior ena ahun mekeyer endalebegn eyeteredahu new. So what is your input about this and what do you think I should do to change?
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I don't feel like I am living my youth ages. I am on my early 20s. But welahi I live like a lady traped in her 40s. Am i the only one who feel like this? Everyday is the same...work home....work home.α¨α«α§ α₯α«α¨α¨α£α΅ α¨α α α³αα₯ααα½ α α thats me because i give too many fucks for my work than myself. So ladies and gents, how do you balance your social, personal and work life?
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I don't feel like I am living my youth ages. I am on my early 20s. But welahi I live like a lady traped in her 40s. Am i the only one who feel like this? Everyday is the same...work home....work home.α¨α«α§ α₯α«α¨α¨α£α΅ α¨α α α³αα₯ααα½ α α thats me because i give too many fucks for my work than myself. So ladies and gents, how do you balance your social, personal and work life?
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Hey everyone, i need help. I'm so stressed about my future and it's eating me up. I don't want to end up like my father, who is the greatest and the most intelligent person that i have ever seen. But that didn't help him much in life, i mean personally his got his loving wife whose been with him for more than 30 years and always stood by his side, even against her own kids, which includes me. But still, he is just so great i can't hate him or even blame them both (mom for not standing up for us or support us when we needed it ) for what they did cuz i can understand where they r coming from. The thing is i don't want t end up like my father tho, he is such a good person that he did not peruse material stuff in his life he opted for a quit peaceful life on his own terms. It might have been good at the beginning. But later on alot of problems kept popping up, us being a big disappointment(at least me, the girl who challenged all his principles cuz i was blinded by my own pride ),my brother and his rebellious actions that caused dad a real heart attack. My mom having heart disease (myocardial infraction)while she was pregnant with my youngest sister, which was the hardest. And then comes the financial issue, which is what I'm stressing about the most. Although my dad's decision was good enough for him, we as a family struggled with the out come of it. Our life would have been so much easier if he just aimed higher, cuz he had potential to be something big in his field. Instead he just chose to live a humble religious life he wanted. I don't blame him for that actually. I'm just afraid that I'm going to end up doing the same, cuz i clearly understand and relate to where he's ideology comes from. His choice tho was not good for us, which is kinda selfish. I didn't want to do that to my family. So i decided to live by my own rules too. And here i am, after i disregarded his opinion on me studying abroad, chasing the life that he rejected while fear the of doing the same hunting me. I did what I want and went, they accepted it even though they didn't really like it. And now I'm failing at my school in a foreign country, too prideful to to admit my own mistakes even to myself, ironically ending up in an even worse situation and i can't do nothing about it. Everything came crashing down and all my dreams are worth nothing now ,all the things that I want to do for my family has became impossible to achieve. now my family needs me the most after dad survived a brain stroke that rendered him half paralyzed for 6 months and i can't do shit about it. Seeing him on bed killed me, he could not speak for a while and i was just crying for a whole month imagining the worst scenarios happening. i miss him so bad, i miss my family so bad but I'm just stupidly trying to prove a point that he might not live enough to see it. It's all bad watching my family struggles while I'm here just trying to survive and graduate just to cover up the fact that i am a complete failure in front of my family.
I see no future infront of me at all, and I'm just lost. I failed myself and now I'm suffering the consequences of my actions. I know for sure that my decision was not bad, it's the fact that I could have done better that is eating me up. What would I do when i come back to my family with my failures when they are expecting alot. What if I could not see them again. What if i lose one of them while I'm here.
There is alot of "what if's" that keeps me up all night. I'm losing faith, And I'm only 23
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Hey everyone, i need help. I'm so stressed about my future and it's eating me up. I don't want to end up like my father, who is the greatest and the most intelligent person that i have ever seen. But that didn't help him much in life, i mean personally his got his loving wife whose been with him for more than 30 years and always stood by his side, even against her own kids, which includes me. But still, he is just so great i can't hate him or even blame them both (mom for not standing up for us or support us when we needed it ) for what they did cuz i can understand where they r coming from. The thing is i don't want t end up like my father tho, he is such a good person that he did not peruse material stuff in his life he opted for a quit peaceful life on his own terms. It might have been good at the beginning. But later on alot of problems kept popping up, us being a big disappointment(at least me, the girl who challenged all his principles cuz i was blinded by my own pride ),my brother and his rebellious actions that caused dad a real heart attack. My mom having heart disease (myocardial infraction)while she was pregnant with my youngest sister, which was the hardest. And then comes the financial issue, which is what I'm stressing about the most. Although my dad's decision was good enough for him, we as a family struggled with the out come of it. Our life would have been so much easier if he just aimed higher, cuz he had potential to be something big in his field. Instead he just chose to live a humble religious life he wanted. I don't blame him for that actually. I'm just afraid that I'm going to end up doing the same, cuz i clearly understand and relate to where he's ideology comes from. His choice tho was not good for us, which is kinda selfish. I didn't want to do that to my family. So i decided to live by my own rules too. And here i am, after i disregarded his opinion on me studying abroad, chasing the life that he rejected while fear the of doing the same hunting me. I did what I want and went, they accepted it even though they didn't really like it. And now I'm failing at my school in a foreign country, too prideful to to admit my own mistakes even to myself, ironically ending up in an even worse situation and i can't do nothing about it. Everything came crashing down and all my dreams are worth nothing now ,all the things that I want to do for my family has became impossible to achieve. now my family needs me the most after dad survived a brain stroke that rendered him half paralyzed for 6 months and i can't do shit about it. Seeing him on bed killed me, he could not speak for a while and i was just crying for a whole month imagining the worst scenarios happening. i miss him so bad, i miss my family so bad but I'm just stupidly trying to prove a point that he might not live enough to see it. It's all bad watching my family struggles while I'm here just trying to survive and graduate just to cover up the fact that i am a complete failure in front of my family.
I see no future infront of me at all, and I'm just lost. I failed myself and now I'm suffering the consequences of my actions. I know for sure that my decision was not bad, it's the fact that I could have done better that is eating me up. What would I do when i come back to my family with my failures when they are expecting alot. What if I could not see them again. What if i lose one of them while I'm here.
There is alot of "what if's" that keeps me up all night. I'm losing faith, And I'm only 23
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Hey guys how are you first time Venter here..so I have been in many relationships one even lasted 3 years and all of them end in a bad way I mean yehone neger yifeteral..so am starting to question if love is real now am not gonna prtend like am innocent or anything but things don't seem even real anymore ..so do you guys believe LOVE like true love exists ? Am a 25 years old guy and I have broken hearts and I also had my share with it but now I just want something peaceful sonething right ..is it possible does it exist should I trust people's and love again..?
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Hey guys how are you first time Venter here..so I have been in many relationships one even lasted 3 years and all of them end in a bad way I mean yehone neger yifeteral..so am starting to question if love is real now am not gonna prtend like am innocent or anything but things don't seem even real anymore ..so do you guys believe LOVE like true love exists ? Am a 25 years old guy and I have broken hearts and I also had my share with it but now I just want something peaceful sonething right ..is it possible does it exist should I trust people's and love again..?
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