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Hey I want to vent am here again feeling tired of living and hopless even I can't imagine my life without my sister how am I supposed to live without her I don't have any sibilings anymore i am all alone now by my self don't have anyone who would listen my stupid jokes and talk to me all the night sleeping with me she wasn't only asister to me mom,fraind , best fraind but I lost her I lost my self I see it like abad dream I want wake up but can't because it's fucking real
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Hey I want to vent am here again feeling tired of living and hopless even I can't imagine my life without my sister how am I supposed to live without her I don't have any sibilings anymore i am all alone now by my self don't have anyone who would listen my stupid jokes and talk to me all the night sleeping with me she wasn't only asister to me mom,fraind , best fraind but I lost her I lost my self I see it like abad dream I want wake up but can't because it's fucking real
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Bear with me...I was young and energetic highschool girl who aspires for a bright future. I fall for a guy who was three years older than me. He was my first love...we dated for seven months, those were happy times. All of a sudden he kept asking me to have sex...I liked him, like a lot. I agreed, we went to a room and it was painful first time experience. I lost my virginity. When I wake up from a nap, he was already dressed. He said he wanted to talk abt our future. I was excited, but he crushed my excitement saying that..."my parents wouldn't aprove, if I marry from other religion. " he was a Muslim, I Orthodox Christian. Just like that, he left me in the room, crying🥺....years passed. I still didn't recover from that traumatic experience. I got in to college, the stress of my studies coupled with my PTSD triggered a swinging mood disorder. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder now.
When I am off meds, I get too high...when I am on my meds I get too low, and get suicidal. How is this in any way fair?
How do I get myself back?
Am 25 now...and don't know the solution.
Only if I could rewind that day,
Only if I could undo that moment,
Only if I could be little bit more carefull,
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Bear with me...I was young and energetic highschool girl who aspires for a bright future. I fall for a guy who was three years older than me. He was my first love...we dated for seven months, those were happy times. All of a sudden he kept asking me to have sex...I liked him, like a lot. I agreed, we went to a room and it was painful first time experience. I lost my virginity. When I wake up from a nap, he was already dressed. He said he wanted to talk abt our future. I was excited, but he crushed my excitement saying that..."my parents wouldn't aprove, if I marry from other religion. " he was a Muslim, I Orthodox Christian. Just like that, he left me in the room, crying🥺....years passed. I still didn't recover from that traumatic experience. I got in to college, the stress of my studies coupled with my PTSD triggered a swinging mood disorder. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder now.
When I am off meds, I get too high...when I am on my meds I get too low, and get suicidal. How is this in any way fair?
How do I get myself back?
Am 25 now...and don't know the solution.
Only if I could rewind that day,
Only if I could undo that moment,
Only if I could be little bit more carefull,
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I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are so long gone — but I still want to comfort and take care of you. I want to have problems to discuss with you — I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together — or learn Chinese — or getting a movie projector. Can’t I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the “idea-woman” and general instigator of all our wild adventures.
When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn’t have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true — you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else — but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.
I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and don’t want to be in my way. I’ll bet you are surprised that I don’t even have a girlfriend after four years. But you can’t help it, nor can I — I don’t understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I don’t want to remain alone — but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. I miss you. And now I am finally coming home to you.
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I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are so long gone — but I still want to comfort and take care of you. I want to have problems to discuss with you — I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together — or learn Chinese — or getting a movie projector. Can’t I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the “idea-woman” and general instigator of all our wild adventures.
When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn’t have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true — you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else — but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.
I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and don’t want to be in my way. I’ll bet you are surprised that I don’t even have a girlfriend after four years. But you can’t help it, nor can I — I don’t understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I don’t want to remain alone — but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. I miss you. And now I am finally coming home to you.
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Ehewlachu kedro jmro wendeme ysedbgal misedbgn sedbm shermuta enatsh tebeda ymsaslutn lmsmat mikfu sedbochn nw enam hulem ymargewn negr yenkwal, aned wendeme slhon tekbeyew enoralew gn band elet agatamiwoch tftru ena aymro tameme nber (bipolar) esum bfikr mknyat nw kebf ga tlyaychalw gn wendeme alwdedewm ngrun ena bzu mayhon ngr tnaggre nbr bzihm mknyat tsebelm hakim betem tektatyalew.
Honem ahunm ders negrun eyansabgn yesedbegal endihum selmanente tfatega endhonku argo metfo semet endismagn yargenal endi ymihonbt ngr alegbagm gn ahun erasen amemgn eyalksku nw wendeme almslsh eyalgn nw btam mtfo sedeb eysedebgn mnyahl rkash shrmuta nsh blo bmulu ergetgnt yesedbgal (wyy yskaram neger) embrhanen keaffe mtfo nger wetom aywekm gn alwkm cgru mn endhone endet endmrdaw lela, sw aynagerm enen gar gn yebrtal, rasen amemgn yemrr, mn arg
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Ehewlachu kedro jmro wendeme ysedbgal misedbgn sedbm shermuta enatsh tebeda ymsaslutn lmsmat mikfu sedbochn nw enam hulem ymargewn negr yenkwal, aned wendeme slhon tekbeyew enoralew gn band elet agatamiwoch tftru ena aymro tameme nber (bipolar) esum bfikr mknyat nw kebf ga tlyaychalw gn wendeme alwdedewm ngrun ena bzu mayhon ngr tnaggre nbr bzihm mknyat tsebelm hakim betem tektatyalew.
Honem ahunm ders negrun eyansabgn yesedbegal endihum selmanente tfatega endhonku argo metfo semet endismagn yargenal endi ymihonbt ngr alegbagm gn ahun erasen amemgn eyalksku nw wendeme almslsh eyalgn nw btam mtfo sedeb eysedebgn mnyahl rkash shrmuta nsh blo bmulu ergetgnt yesedbgal (wyy yskaram neger) embrhanen keaffe mtfo nger wetom aywekm gn alwkm cgru mn endhone endet endmrdaw lela, sw aynagerm enen gar gn yebrtal, rasen amemgn yemrr, mn arg
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I need yr advice am a girl 22 ena yehonew yh nw ke high school jemro yemakew lij ale kemtasbut blay btm lene tru hunolgnal lebetesebochem ena btm edemiyafekregn akalew ena beteseboche kesuga edhon ygefafugnal edagebawm yfelgalu enem esun mewded bchil bye emegnalehu gn alafekrewm menor yemfelgewm kemafekrew sew gar nw gn esun matatm kebad nw malet letdar yemihon sew nw betesebochenm btm yakebrachewal...ena kezi befit lela sew ga relationship wut nbrku gn break up aderege kebad gzi asalfilew ena kezi lij yeteshale edemalagegn akalew... ena mn larg
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I need yr advice am a girl 22 ena yehonew yh nw ke high school jemro yemakew lij ale kemtasbut blay btm lene tru hunolgnal lebetesebochem ena btm edemiyafekregn akalew ena beteseboche kesuga edhon ygefafugnal edagebawm yfelgalu enem esun mewded bchil bye emegnalehu gn alafekrewm menor yemfelgewm kemafekrew sew gar nw gn esun matatm kebad nw malet letdar yemihon sew nw betesebochenm btm yakebrachewal...ena kezi befit lela sew ga relationship wut nbrku gn break up aderege kebad gzi asalfilew ena kezi lij yeteshale edemalagegn akalew... ena mn larg
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Have you ever been ghosted by some one close to you imean really close and i don't even have any idea why this thing happened . We were doing okay adel you know that you are my dearest friend i can't even pass aday without talking to you. What ever gn you broke me for real.
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Have you ever been ghosted by some one close to you imean really close and i don't even have any idea why this thing happened . We were doing okay adel you know that you are my dearest friend i can't even pass aday without talking to you. What ever gn you broke me for real.
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This is part of the text I was gonna send to a close friend I am in love with (I was a bit tipsy when I wrote it). I am gonna call her "A". And i really don't know what to do.
".... Becha I don't know if u have cared enough to notice but I am not one of those guys who can go ahead and tell the girl how he feels. Heck my hand feels sweaty just writing this text.
.....Honestly "A", I don't know how to express what I feel when you are around me. You make me want to find a way to make the planet revolve slower so every second lasts longer. I want another universe where the days are longer to just swallow us 2.
I want to stay next to you forever and make you smile everyday of ur life (God, that smile ☺️).
But that is not the world we live in, is it? You probably don't see me as anything more than a friend. Honestly I don't blame you. Look at you. You are way out of my league. You are smart, funny 😉 and I never told u this but u have a really cute nose 😂😂.
The fact that u r probably in love with another hurts me. If it was gonna make u happy I would have been happy for u. But unfortunately thatz not the case. I am saying this as a friend and not a biased person who is trying to get rid of him. Ok I may be a little bit biased 😂😂😂. But I am sure he really would do anything if he really loved u.
Plus with this anxiety of mine, u r probably never gonna know. U r probably never gonna read this text. For the love of God I just recently learnt to look at u in ur eyes for more than 3 seconds.
I used to think I can handle all of this and that I am strong enough. But recently, u r what I think about all the time. I really don't know what to do...."
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This is part of the text I was gonna send to a close friend I am in love with (I was a bit tipsy when I wrote it). I am gonna call her "A". And i really don't know what to do.
".... Becha I don't know if u have cared enough to notice but I am not one of those guys who can go ahead and tell the girl how he feels. Heck my hand feels sweaty just writing this text.
.....Honestly "A", I don't know how to express what I feel when you are around me. You make me want to find a way to make the planet revolve slower so every second lasts longer. I want another universe where the days are longer to just swallow us 2.
I want to stay next to you forever and make you smile everyday of ur life (God, that smile ☺️).
But that is not the world we live in, is it? You probably don't see me as anything more than a friend. Honestly I don't blame you. Look at you. You are way out of my league. You are smart, funny 😉 and I never told u this but u have a really cute nose 😂😂.
The fact that u r probably in love with another hurts me. If it was gonna make u happy I would have been happy for u. But unfortunately thatz not the case. I am saying this as a friend and not a biased person who is trying to get rid of him. Ok I may be a little bit biased 😂😂😂. But I am sure he really would do anything if he really loved u.
Plus with this anxiety of mine, u r probably never gonna know. U r probably never gonna read this text. For the love of God I just recently learnt to look at u in ur eyes for more than 3 seconds.
I used to think I can handle all of this and that I am strong enough. But recently, u r what I think about all the time. I really don't know what to do...."
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I just wanted to ask a question.. I'm a hoe for law of attraction manifestation shit and sort of technics work for me.. Anyone with experience?? Like have ur thoughts and affirmations ever worked in reality?? I fuck with subliminals most nights and I honestly see results.. Have u been there? And what are the best books of law of attraction??
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I just wanted to ask a question.. I'm a hoe for law of attraction manifestation shit and sort of technics work for me.. Anyone with experience?? Like have ur thoughts and affirmations ever worked in reality?? I fuck with subliminals most nights and I honestly see results.. Have u been there? And what are the best books of law of attraction??
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So long story short, relationship endinoregn felegalehu at the same time alefelegem . Flirt aregalehu and then tolo yasetelagnale. Wedefit bal agebeche lejoch menamen beye eyasebeku adelem endi yehoneku kehone gize buhala new i mean rasen notice madereg kejemerekubet gize jemero . Single sehon extremely destegna ehonalehu ena i truly worried about me and my future .
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So long story short, relationship endinoregn felegalehu at the same time alefelegem . Flirt aregalehu and then tolo yasetelagnale. Wedefit bal agebeche lejoch menamen beye eyasebeku adelem endi yehoneku kehone gize buhala new i mean rasen notice madereg kejemerekubet gize jemero . Single sehon extremely destegna ehonalehu ena i truly worried about me and my future .
Do you guys think yehone aynet cheger alebegn weyes I'm i normal? Let me know
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I need consolation, though no amount of consolation will help. We were dating for the past 4 yrs of university stay. I loved him, he loved me as well...at least I believed that way. I was free with him, we did everything together. We made out in classes, reading spaces, in the cinema, even in the library. We had sex like married couples... It was too much. The moment we graduated, we didn't even get job yet. He started not picking his phone. I started getting angry, at times. We started having frequent quarrel because of not picking... He says he was busy. I know he lives with his family. Finally, last night he called to tell me that 'his parents found him 17 yrs old girl to marry'. I was even ready to be a Muslim for his sake, yet he said it is over between us😭😭😭. How can I accept that😰. I was crying the whole day. I called him frequently, yet his phone is diverted. All I gave him was my love, am left with nothing now. What ?
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I need consolation, though no amount of consolation will help. We were dating for the past 4 yrs of university stay. I loved him, he loved me as well...at least I believed that way. I was free with him, we did everything together. We made out in classes, reading spaces, in the cinema, even in the library. We had sex like married couples... It was too much. The moment we graduated, we didn't even get job yet. He started not picking his phone. I started getting angry, at times. We started having frequent quarrel because of not picking... He says he was busy. I know he lives with his family. Finally, last night he called to tell me that 'his parents found him 17 yrs old girl to marry'. I was even ready to be a Muslim for his sake, yet he said it is over between us😭😭😭. How can I accept that😰. I was crying the whole day. I called him frequently, yet his phone is diverted. All I gave him was my love, am left with nothing now. What ?
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I dont blame them i dont blame them because theyve hurted me i dont blame because theyve shattered me into pieces i dont blame them for my childhood. i dont. i dont blame them for the pain they have caused i dont blame them for those long cries i dont blame them for not being there i dont blame them for those times they've let me down i dont and i never did but i do blame them i blame them because they didnt bother to teach me i blame them because they left me to figure every thing out by myself. I blame them because i can not blame them for anything i blame them because i tried and i failed and i can not even blame them because they were never there at the first place i blame them because i can only blame myself for the person i became. I blame them because i can only blame myself for the mess i created.
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I dont blame them i dont blame them because theyve hurted me i dont blame because theyve shattered me into pieces i dont blame them for my childhood. i dont. i dont blame them for the pain they have caused i dont blame them for those long cries i dont blame them for not being there i dont blame them for those times they've let me down i dont and i never did but i do blame them i blame them because they didnt bother to teach me i blame them because they left me to figure every thing out by myself. I blame them because i can not blame them for anything i blame them because i tried and i failed and i can not even blame them because they were never there at the first place i blame them because i can only blame myself for the person i became. I blame them because i can only blame myself for the mess i created.
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Hey y'all....so this is a question for the guys....so tell me does a girl making the first move a turn off for you? cuz i kinda asked a guy out so subtly, i mean, i didnt like straight out blurt i like you let me take you out instead i just called him and asked some stuff and here's the thing we have never talked with this guy before so this was hella weird and now he is really aloof and very not so interested with me and the vibe i used to get before all this went down was quite different from the way i see it so well here we are. Hit me up with what y'all think about it I would really appreciate it.
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Hey y'all....so this is a question for the guys....so tell me does a girl making the first move a turn off for you? cuz i kinda asked a guy out so subtly, i mean, i didnt like straight out blurt i like you let me take you out instead i just called him and asked some stuff and here's the thing we have never talked with this guy before so this was hella weird and now he is really aloof and very not so interested with me and the vibe i used to get before all this went down was quite different from the way i see it so well here we are. Hit me up with what y'all think about it I would really appreciate it.
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Hi guys. I hope you're doing okay. So i guess this is more than just a confession. I started to talk with my crush last year when quarantine hit. It was more like a dare but we kinda hit it off. Oh yes, and his name is biruk. He was in 12th grade and I was 2 years junior. I don't remember that much but we kinda talked everyday. Eventually. I also told him I had a crush on him but I wasn't expecting anything, neither did he, so we just talked as friends. We exchanged photos and whatever. I kept some of his pictures and looked at them everyday. I liked him so much but it felt like the more I liked him, the less he was interested. I don't remember when exactly, when the 12th graders were about to take the national exam , I found out that he had hid his account from me. Its been almost a year now and I haven't gotten the chance to ask him why, but I look at his photo everyday until tonight. I decided I've had enough of hanging on so I deleted his everything that I've kept. If you're reading this biruk, I hope you had a good reason but fuck you anyways. Its not like getting rejected is a big deal but I'm upset that I waited so long for sth that had no chance of explanation. Have a great life, asshole
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Hi guys. I hope you're doing okay. So i guess this is more than just a confession. I started to talk with my crush last year when quarantine hit. It was more like a dare but we kinda hit it off. Oh yes, and his name is biruk. He was in 12th grade and I was 2 years junior. I don't remember that much but we kinda talked everyday. Eventually. I also told him I had a crush on him but I wasn't expecting anything, neither did he, so we just talked as friends. We exchanged photos and whatever. I kept some of his pictures and looked at them everyday. I liked him so much but it felt like the more I liked him, the less he was interested. I don't remember when exactly, when the 12th graders were about to take the national exam , I found out that he had hid his account from me. Its been almost a year now and I haven't gotten the chance to ask him why, but I look at his photo everyday until tonight. I decided I've had enough of hanging on so I deleted his everything that I've kept. If you're reading this biruk, I hope you had a good reason but fuck you anyways. Its not like getting rejected is a big deal but I'm upset that I waited so long for sth that had no chance of explanation. Have a great life, asshole
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Hy guys iam a 23 yr girl am bout to graduate ???? nd i wanted share u some nd advice me too soo i nvr had a constant relationship i dont really know y if my behavior is bad or its with boys lately i start talking to this guy on tinder he seems cute so we chatted as friends for almost 5 months honestly i had a fwb thing with a boy this time so i found out that he was smashing behind when he go to campus nd he completely lied so i keft him nd this guy on tinder is so cute after a long days of hesitation to meet we mate on his home he was sick so I couldn’t nd i kissed him that nd went home guys he seems to be normal i meant i thought we were gonna proceeed tell me what i would do I really want a good relationship this time i hope u help me out????????????????
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Hy guys iam a 23 yr girl am bout to graduate ???? nd i wanted share u some nd advice me too soo i nvr had a constant relationship i dont really know y if my behavior is bad or its with boys lately i start talking to this guy on tinder he seems cute so we chatted as friends for almost 5 months honestly i had a fwb thing with a boy this time so i found out that he was smashing behind when he go to campus nd he completely lied so i keft him nd this guy on tinder is so cute after a long days of hesitation to meet we mate on his home he was sick so I couldn’t nd i kissed him that nd went home guys he seems to be normal i meant i thought we were gonna proceeed tell me what i would do I really want a good relationship this time i hope u help me out????????????????
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I never taught I want to talk this out but now feel like someone needs too hear this that there are million of us just like u. need to know ur not the only one and so many ppls get through so many things but they didn't die they pass all of it until they start enjoy their life at the same time there are ppl who been through same stuff but end up killing them self depression may not be a choice but suicide is. am not judging here am saying the truth bc ik how it feels lonely or to be lonely used to cry the hole night. I thought I was empty stupid , I even lost so many weight that ppl can see that I was stressed. 24/7 anxious it was so pain full that I used to hold ma hode so bad so that it won't hurt but it does amogn ymayak lj I become chguara bshtega but all this time I had friends , boyfriend ppls around me but I felt alone like am outcast I used to blame my self for what happened to me when I was a 10 y/o kid....was abused by ppls . I lost the person I love(suicide) and I blamed my self saying I could hv done something I lived in my past I almost forgot that I have a future. We all have a reason to be sad but we have a choice not to not be sad but to be stronger so that we can get through this and now my friends left me bla bla this was the time that I spouse to feel emprty bc I got so much going on in my life and am fighting it alone but I choose to be happy and I am plus I hv God. We all fall , we all be broken , we all have so many reasons to hate our self but have we ever though abt wt we have even tho it is not what we want enkuan we should be thankful for what we have and always know there is a way out but I could take time
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I never taught I want to talk this out but now feel like someone needs too hear this that there are million of us just like u. need to know ur not the only one and so many ppls get through so many things but they didn't die they pass all of it until they start enjoy their life at the same time there are ppl who been through same stuff but end up killing them self depression may not be a choice but suicide is. am not judging here am saying the truth bc ik how it feels lonely or to be lonely used to cry the hole night. I thought I was empty stupid , I even lost so many weight that ppl can see that I was stressed. 24/7 anxious it was so pain full that I used to hold ma hode so bad so that it won't hurt but it does amogn ymayak lj I become chguara bshtega but all this time I had friends , boyfriend ppls around me but I felt alone like am outcast I used to blame my self for what happened to me when I was a 10 y/o kid....was abused by ppls . I lost the person I love(suicide) and I blamed my self saying I could hv done something I lived in my past I almost forgot that I have a future. We all have a reason to be sad but we have a choice not to not be sad but to be stronger so that we can get through this and now my friends left me bla bla this was the time that I spouse to feel emprty bc I got so much going on in my life and am fighting it alone but I choose to be happy and I am plus I hv God. We all fall , we all be broken , we all have so many reasons to hate our self but have we ever though abt wt we have even tho it is not what we want enkuan we should be thankful for what we have and always know there is a way out but I could take time
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I am a girl 21 and university student(medical) not in Addis Ababa . because of the COVID-19 pandemic we are lagged by one year we didn't compensate it or anything. So we are 3rd year students but it's like only 2 months since we started pc2 . Is it the same for all of you? Does every medical student have to learn a total of 8 years because of the pandemic 🤷♀ ? I want to be a doctor and my grades are good but I really hate the place there. I hate everything about it. I grew up in Addis Ababa and when I am in the campus I am always crying and crying😭🤦♀. I have never been happy. also is it worth it to add another year of suffering? It's like I have left with 5 years and I don't seem to make it there. And my families can't afford for a private medical school rn so I can't transfer or anything...i would take any advice too?
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I am a girl 21 and university student(medical) not in Addis Ababa . because of the COVID-19 pandemic we are lagged by one year we didn't compensate it or anything. So we are 3rd year students but it's like only 2 months since we started pc2 . Is it the same for all of you? Does every medical student have to learn a total of 8 years because of the pandemic 🤷♀ ? I want to be a doctor and my grades are good but I really hate the place there. I hate everything about it. I grew up in Addis Ababa and when I am in the campus I am always crying and crying😭🤦♀. I have never been happy. also is it worth it to add another year of suffering? It's like I have left with 5 years and I don't seem to make it there. And my families can't afford for a private medical school rn so I can't transfer or anything...i would take any advice too?
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Hi I took the recent matric test and got above 500 . But i was placed at welkite university. So the situation is that my mom is a single mom and I am an only child. I don't want to leave her all alone when I go to university so I registered at Addis Ababa university extension program (heard that they will change from extension to regular if I got a good mark)I got business administration and information system department. But my family other than my mom are telling me I am making the wrong choice and I should just go to welkite (that extension degree is not as good as regular degree) and also that business administration degree have no value .
So I need opinions ...is extension degree not as good as regular, what makes it less than regular(interms of work,scholarship, heard that u can't be a lecturer?), and also anything you know about the department of business administration and if there is work or not...does the extension program(of Addis Ababa university )really change to regular??
Please don't tell me false information or rumors my future depends on this.
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Hi I took the recent matric test and got above 500 . But i was placed at welkite university. So the situation is that my mom is a single mom and I am an only child. I don't want to leave her all alone when I go to university so I registered at Addis Ababa university extension program (heard that they will change from extension to regular if I got a good mark)I got business administration and information system department. But my family other than my mom are telling me I am making the wrong choice and I should just go to welkite (that extension degree is not as good as regular degree) and also that business administration degree have no value .
So I need opinions ...is extension degree not as good as regular, what makes it less than regular(interms of work,scholarship, heard that u can't be a lecturer?), and also anything you know about the department of business administration and if there is work or not...does the extension program(of Addis Ababa university )really change to regular??
Please don't tell me false information or rumors my future depends on this.
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Hey y'all wishing peace upon everyone reading this, inner peace. Because that's what i have been looking for the the past few weeks perhaps the past few years. Depression doesn't go away it just varies from time to time. So my older sister beat me up 2 weeks earlier thats when it all started it was just because i didnt get out of the shower for her earlier but anyways i cant fight like for real i cant fight and hurt a person like my hands dont even allow me to. Its not that i dont want to its just i cant and it bothers me to no end. Mom loves me and she also loves my bigger sister but i have always seen the favoritism, and it always hurt me and my lil sister is like a good friend to me so the thing is I'm avoiding everyone in the family i also started eating alone because uk she's there n i dont wanna see her face and she got a baby i think they will move out on November or something ena our feud is surprising bro we're nothing like sisters we reconcile and end up fighting again and again and mom always shows me who she loves more everytime and my dad was like my bestfriend my fav memeber of the family but i lost him 3 years ago am just left out here in pain missing him every now and then bro i feel like I'm worthless in this shitty family i feel like im just here because i exist not because im loved. Mom is a good mom but how do i explain it bro? She spits out shameful words infront of my face one day and she tells me im goin to be an important person in the world the other day. I cant put out the whole things im goin thru into a paragraph but I'm thinking of self harm whenever their demonic asshole insists to hurt me, i cant even study i cant even concentrate all i think about is throwing myself outside the window in my room while im studying, headaches, lack of sleep and stress is messsing me up and i dont like it here I'm a junior in highschool and ik a few years are left for me to go to college and i pray bro i pray God helps me to achieve my dreams which is to travel abroad for higher education (yeah im workin on that) and i just uff i just wanna go away from here asap damn i just vented lol i love y'all okay just know that u have a value
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Hey y'all wishing peace upon everyone reading this, inner peace. Because that's what i have been looking for the the past few weeks perhaps the past few years. Depression doesn't go away it just varies from time to time. So my older sister beat me up 2 weeks earlier thats when it all started it was just because i didnt get out of the shower for her earlier but anyways i cant fight like for real i cant fight and hurt a person like my hands dont even allow me to. Its not that i dont want to its just i cant and it bothers me to no end. Mom loves me and she also loves my bigger sister but i have always seen the favoritism, and it always hurt me and my lil sister is like a good friend to me so the thing is I'm avoiding everyone in the family i also started eating alone because uk she's there n i dont wanna see her face and she got a baby i think they will move out on November or something ena our feud is surprising bro we're nothing like sisters we reconcile and end up fighting again and again and mom always shows me who she loves more everytime and my dad was like my bestfriend my fav memeber of the family but i lost him 3 years ago am just left out here in pain missing him every now and then bro i feel like I'm worthless in this shitty family i feel like im just here because i exist not because im loved. Mom is a good mom but how do i explain it bro? She spits out shameful words infront of my face one day and she tells me im goin to be an important person in the world the other day. I cant put out the whole things im goin thru into a paragraph but I'm thinking of self harm whenever their demonic asshole insists to hurt me, i cant even study i cant even concentrate all i think about is throwing myself outside the window in my room while im studying, headaches, lack of sleep and stress is messsing me up and i dont like it here I'm a junior in highschool and ik a few years are left for me to go to college and i pray bro i pray God helps me to achieve my dreams which is to travel abroad for higher education (yeah im workin on that) and i just uff i just wanna go away from here asap damn i just vented lol i love y'all okay just know that u have a value
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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Damn whatever I do I keep coming to this place. I did therapy, I was on medications, I never touched alchohol or drugs, I've been good I've been working hard not to come back to this dark place. Yet here I am…
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I'm really really really looking in to suicide. Is there anyone who reclaimed their life after reaching that point? How did you do it? Did it really get better?
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I'm really really really looking in to suicide. Is there anyone who reclaimed their life after reaching that point? How did you do it? Did it really get better?
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I finally know what to to say..
I recognize this heartache b/c this is me falling in love and not being able to be with the person i love... or even talk to that person... and whats worse is , i think that person knows im in love...
Now i have to force my self to fall out of love AGIAN!..
why is this time so cruel and heartless? what happend to being so heartfelt...?
why im i a romantic ?
how can i love someone with my wholeheart knowing im gonna get hurt agian..?
This person knows every part of me and still decides not to be with me ... thats just a pain that hits hard...
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I finally know what to to say..
I recognize this heartache b/c this is me falling in love and not being able to be with the person i love... or even talk to that person... and whats worse is , i think that person knows im in love...
Now i have to force my self to fall out of love AGIAN!..
why is this time so cruel and heartless? what happend to being so heartfelt...?
why im i a romantic ?
how can i love someone with my wholeheart knowing im gonna get hurt agian..?
This person knows every part of me and still decides not to be with me ... thats just a pain that hits hard...
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Hey there, hope everybody is doing fine. I'm a 19 year old girl and I wanna vent about some hardships that I've been going through lately. Bare with me cuz this might be long. Its been 5 months or so since I've been feeling like my life doesn't make any sense. Firstly there's this voice in my head that knocks me down every time, making me lose hope. I feel like there's two of me in my head. I always struggle trying to figure out what's going on with me. I have changed a lot. I'm hating people for abseloutly no reason. I'm not as sociable like I used to be. I'm hating everybody including my family and my bestfriend. My bestfriend hasn't done anything bad and so did my family. I'm losing weight like shit I mean am not even healthy everytime I try to eat I end up wanting to throw up . I have a hard time trying to eat.
All I wanna do is sleep or watch porn and masterbate( also started doing this lately) and I know it's very wrong I've begged God to cut my hands and make me blind if I watch porn or masterbate. Its almost like am addicted to it. I can't feel anything. I can't feel love, all am feeling is hate, am exhausted. I'm just existing and all of this life thing doesn't make sense to me. I have this guy he's like my bestfriend, he's more than my bestfriend. which I really really like I mean he's the best like he's someone that cares about me deeply and everything. He checks upon me everytime trying to make sure am doing alright. But me, am being rude towards him again for no reason. poor guy didn't even do anything to me. And I know I love him but I just can't feel it right now, he's confused if I actually like him or not cuz of how I treat him. and me being like this towards him really makes me sad but am helpless I can't do anything about it it hurts. I'm venting here cuz I have this small fraction of hope that I might change. I don't wanna be like this. I wasn't like this. I was just a normal girl who loved making other people happy. It hurts me that am not being kind enough to the people that love me including the guy I mentioned above. He doesn't deserve to be treated like this. I need help. Any advice would be very helpful. Thank you for taking your time to read this.
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Hey there, hope everybody is doing fine. I'm a 19 year old girl and I wanna vent about some hardships that I've been going through lately. Bare with me cuz this might be long. Its been 5 months or so since I've been feeling like my life doesn't make any sense. Firstly there's this voice in my head that knocks me down every time, making me lose hope. I feel like there's two of me in my head. I always struggle trying to figure out what's going on with me. I have changed a lot. I'm hating people for abseloutly no reason. I'm not as sociable like I used to be. I'm hating everybody including my family and my bestfriend. My bestfriend hasn't done anything bad and so did my family. I'm losing weight like shit I mean am not even healthy everytime I try to eat I end up wanting to throw up . I have a hard time trying to eat.
All I wanna do is sleep or watch porn and masterbate( also started doing this lately) and I know it's very wrong I've begged God to cut my hands and make me blind if I watch porn or masterbate. Its almost like am addicted to it. I can't feel anything. I can't feel love, all am feeling is hate, am exhausted. I'm just existing and all of this life thing doesn't make sense to me. I have this guy he's like my bestfriend, he's more than my bestfriend. which I really really like I mean he's the best like he's someone that cares about me deeply and everything. He checks upon me everytime trying to make sure am doing alright. But me, am being rude towards him again for no reason. poor guy didn't even do anything to me. And I know I love him but I just can't feel it right now, he's confused if I actually like him or not cuz of how I treat him. and me being like this towards him really makes me sad but am helpless I can't do anything about it it hurts. I'm venting here cuz I have this small fraction of hope that I might change. I don't wanna be like this. I wasn't like this. I was just a normal girl who loved making other people happy. It hurts me that am not being kind enough to the people that love me including the guy I mentioned above. He doesn't deserve to be treated like this. I need help. Any advice would be very helpful. Thank you for taking your time to read this.
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