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Yeah I know I'm cursed. Since I got born, the world didn't welcome me in good palms. apart from some inborn health complexities , i accidentally lost one of my eye sight a year after my birth. Thanks to god that I was not even aware of the time my eye was filled with blood splash and feeling the unbearable pain... I'm told that I can't even get a driving license though ain't hv any sight prblem... Its only coz of that I'm one - eyed .
Everyone whom i met during my child hood has been pettying me for what happened to me... It still goes same way though I'm now in early twentish. Loneliness and regret are of the worst things that always look after me. I hate being normal. I'm tired of trying to make real friendship. And afterall i keep everything in my gut. I wish i didn't get born. Anytime i think of taking away my own life... i virtually c every Face of my family and sounds they're staring at me in anticipation of saying "mtsm wtf u trynna do?"
I hate thinking that they're gonna get mad at me and mom cryin out "what have u done son?"
Am i being stupid or just trying to be normal?
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Yeah I know I'm cursed. Since I got born, the world didn't welcome me in good palms. apart from some inborn health complexities , i accidentally lost one of my eye sight a year after my birth. Thanks to god that I was not even aware of the time my eye was filled with blood splash and feeling the unbearable pain... I'm told that I can't even get a driving license though ain't hv any sight prblem... Its only coz of that I'm one - eyed .
Everyone whom i met during my child hood has been pettying me for what happened to me... It still goes same way though I'm now in early twentish. Loneliness and regret are of the worst things that always look after me. I hate being normal. I'm tired of trying to make real friendship. And afterall i keep everything in my gut. I wish i didn't get born. Anytime i think of taking away my own life... i virtually c every Face of my family and sounds they're staring at me in anticipation of saying "mtsm wtf u trynna do?"
I hate thinking that they're gonna get mad at me and mom cryin out "what have u done son?"
Am i being stupid or just trying to be normal?
Thanks for reading๐
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Hi, endet nachu ?
1 be social media yetewawekuat lej alech ahun 3 amet limolan nw. Balefut 2amet ke gmash mnamn betam des mil conversation neberen...stawera des bluat, replay stareg be ftnet, endewawel neber mnamn...kehone gize jemro gn online hona text enkuan replay mtaregew be seatat wst nw , hul gize eskawerat metebek jemerech, slk atdewlm, stmels achr achr melsoch neger nw ...mn tefetrual asdebreshalew wey slat hule ''busy slehonku nw '' nw mtlegn. Gn sew endet best lemilew friend at least kelal bemibalew text enkuan tolo bememeles mnm neger feel endalareg , endaydebregn mareg yaktatal...guadegnenetachn endikom tfelgialesh wey slat ene bfelg be glts enegrhalew lemn endeza telaleh nw mtlegn...kehone gize buhala demo beka endteykatm atfelgm atchekachek nw mtlew. Beka steykat mtsetegn mels ena practically mayew neger algenagn alegn .tkklegna smetuan meredat alchalkum
Mn hasab alachu ?
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Hi, endet nachu ?
1 be social media yetewawekuat lej alech ahun 3 amet limolan nw. Balefut 2amet ke gmash mnamn betam des mil conversation neberen...stawera des bluat, replay stareg be ftnet, endewawel neber mnamn...kehone gize jemro gn online hona text enkuan replay mtaregew be seatat wst nw , hul gize eskawerat metebek jemerech, slk atdewlm, stmels achr achr melsoch neger nw ...mn tefetrual asdebreshalew wey slat hule ''busy slehonku nw '' nw mtlegn. Gn sew endet best lemilew friend at least kelal bemibalew text enkuan tolo bememeles mnm neger feel endalareg , endaydebregn mareg yaktatal...guadegnenetachn endikom tfelgialesh wey slat ene bfelg be glts enegrhalew lemn endeza telaleh nw mtlegn...kehone gize buhala demo beka endteykatm atfelgm atchekachek nw mtlew. Beka steykat mtsetegn mels ena practically mayew neger algenagn alegn .tkklegna smetuan meredat alchalkum
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I don't know where to start or what to say I was in a bad situation I mean I used to have sex a lot I mean now I stopped it all I mean I realized it's all empty I even stopped masterbation now the pain is unbearable blue balls and all i mean I just couldn't say about this to a friend cause why did you stop on the first place will be the reply I did because its not good well one thing I would add is when you have a reason to stop you'll trust me plus health and the pain I mean I swear to God there was this girl I met and she wanted to have fu but I decline I mean I wanted to make love to get to hug her after the love making to be able to talk to her ...I'm sure most dudes will day R u stupid ? And all but trust me you'll understand me pretty soon fucking and making love is a while different story ...well in highschool being a virgin and another having sex was kinda shame right having sex was like being cool no it's not Making love is what I now am jealous of cause fucking u can get it anywhere but able to find someone to make love is not easy.
Just wanted to let it out.
Actually there is a lot to let out but I rather not ....
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I don't know where to start or what to say I was in a bad situation I mean I used to have sex a lot I mean now I stopped it all I mean I realized it's all empty I even stopped masterbation now the pain is unbearable blue balls and all i mean I just couldn't say about this to a friend cause why did you stop on the first place will be the reply I did because its not good well one thing I would add is when you have a reason to stop you'll trust me plus health and the pain I mean I swear to God there was this girl I met and she wanted to have fu but I decline I mean I wanted to make love to get to hug her after the love making to be able to talk to her ...I'm sure most dudes will day R u stupid ? And all but trust me you'll understand me pretty soon fucking and making love is a while different story ...well in highschool being a virgin and another having sex was kinda shame right having sex was like being cool no it's not Making love is what I now am jealous of cause fucking u can get it anywhere but able to find someone to make love is not easy.
Just wanted to let it out.
Actually there is a lot to let out but I rather not ....
Dude from addis in his 20's
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Im a girl n im 20 .This ma second vent ...well I have tried harder to be happy, to be motivated but i c๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ๐ท๐ฝ . I have tried to think that i have friends who care for me but no one cares . I told them what i feel thinking they would help me, be with me ,support me but at z end i am all alone. I have no one to talk to yemr .I have tried to think im cute but i really know im ugly .People say "your siblings are so cute where did u come from?" ohh idk they found me or from other panet ufff .i know im not beautiful why do they remind me everytime? I have tried to solve things but im making them even worse. I feel hopeless .๐ฒ have ๐ฝ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ธ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ๐ท๐ฝ. It hurts to know that no one loves u even your family . What if i done? Im so depressed i can't even sleep ๐
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Im a girl n im 20 .This ma second vent ...well I have tried harder to be happy, to be motivated but i c๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ๐ท๐ฝ . I have tried to think that i have friends who care for me but no one cares . I told them what i feel thinking they would help me, be with me ,support me but at z end i am all alone. I have no one to talk to yemr .I have tried to think im cute but i really know im ugly .People say "your siblings are so cute where did u come from?" ohh idk they found me or from other panet ufff .i know im not beautiful why do they remind me everytime? I have tried to solve things but im making them even worse. I feel hopeless .๐ฒ have ๐ฝ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ธ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ๐ท๐ฝ. It hurts to know that no one loves u even your family . What if i done? Im so depressed i can't even sleep ๐
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I am a guy who has dated a lot and has been in a lot of serious relationships ever since I was very young. During one of my relationships, I felt as if I was asexual and had no attraction for my significant other. I went on to stop the relationship. Eventually, I decided to have a hiatus from all things love and sex for a year. My desire to be more religious might also have had a role to play in the decision. Overall the experience was great, I learned a lot about myself, and I recommend it to anyone young. Since the current year started, I have been in 3 intimate relationships, which I solely ended for understandable reasons. The books I have been reading and this rollercoaster experience have helped me birth some opinions about love and relationships. First love, itโs an uncontrollable emotion, and it can end your relationship just as it may start it. If you are agnostically inclined, you might have read that it's a simple chemical reaction that helps humanity bear offspring and form communions. We can all agree that whatever idea of love we all have is distorted and manipulated by the media we consume daily. For these very reasons, I donโt use it as a compass when I deal with relationships. The second perspective is that every type of relationship you already have with someone (whether it be a friendship, classmate, work friend, etc.) can be guided to become a real relationship. And with this person, you considered a friend or colleague, you could very well end up dreaming about how many children you may have and what their names are going to be. The collective ideas above diminish the delusion of soul mates or the existence of a destined someone as if faith plays a role. The third might be a personal bias, but being somewhat young (21), I can tell you that most relationships were constraining. They were a problem because they sacrificed my freedom for love. I want to be all I could be, and necessarily, growth requires you to be free, most importantly, the freedom to change. I also like to be intimate and connect on emotional levels. That way, I learn a lot about myself and life from the people I share memories and intimacy with. Cognition often requires action for it to be knowledge. Consequently, I have been practicing polygamy. It has been mostly successful. The results have led me to consider it over other choices. There is a stigma that has to do with cultural/religious biases. Another is the feeling of ownership some people have. But I believe no one can have me, and similarly, I don't want to "have" someone. I donโt think Iโm capable of owning my thoughts, much less another personโs future. Other problems are due to personal traumas I and the people I have been with have. Which led to jealousy, dishonesty, and toxicity in our interactions. However, thatโs the same barrier most monogamist relationships also have. But more freedom will surely help reduce and eradicate it, so I have hope. Iโm still open to more relationships, given they share some of the specific ideas I have written above. The important stuff you need to know about me is that: Iโm on for honesty, and communication. I spend my time reading books. And most importantly, I believe that who someone is at a moment, can be well described by their actions, not the ideals, the country, the group they are in. Best wishes to everyone. I am open to conversations if anyone wants to convince me otherwise, or simply chit-chat. ๐
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I am a guy who has dated a lot and has been in a lot of serious relationships ever since I was very young. During one of my relationships, I felt as if I was asexual and had no attraction for my significant other. I went on to stop the relationship. Eventually, I decided to have a hiatus from all things love and sex for a year. My desire to be more religious might also have had a role to play in the decision. Overall the experience was great, I learned a lot about myself, and I recommend it to anyone young. Since the current year started, I have been in 3 intimate relationships, which I solely ended for understandable reasons. The books I have been reading and this rollercoaster experience have helped me birth some opinions about love and relationships. First love, itโs an uncontrollable emotion, and it can end your relationship just as it may start it. If you are agnostically inclined, you might have read that it's a simple chemical reaction that helps humanity bear offspring and form communions. We can all agree that whatever idea of love we all have is distorted and manipulated by the media we consume daily. For these very reasons, I donโt use it as a compass when I deal with relationships. The second perspective is that every type of relationship you already have with someone (whether it be a friendship, classmate, work friend, etc.) can be guided to become a real relationship. And with this person, you considered a friend or colleague, you could very well end up dreaming about how many children you may have and what their names are going to be. The collective ideas above diminish the delusion of soul mates or the existence of a destined someone as if faith plays a role. The third might be a personal bias, but being somewhat young (21), I can tell you that most relationships were constraining. They were a problem because they sacrificed my freedom for love. I want to be all I could be, and necessarily, growth requires you to be free, most importantly, the freedom to change. I also like to be intimate and connect on emotional levels. That way, I learn a lot about myself and life from the people I share memories and intimacy with. Cognition often requires action for it to be knowledge. Consequently, I have been practicing polygamy. It has been mostly successful. The results have led me to consider it over other choices. There is a stigma that has to do with cultural/religious biases. Another is the feeling of ownership some people have. But I believe no one can have me, and similarly, I don't want to "have" someone. I donโt think Iโm capable of owning my thoughts, much less another personโs future. Other problems are due to personal traumas I and the people I have been with have. Which led to jealousy, dishonesty, and toxicity in our interactions. However, thatโs the same barrier most monogamist relationships also have. But more freedom will surely help reduce and eradicate it, so I have hope. Iโm still open to more relationships, given they share some of the specific ideas I have written above. The important stuff you need to know about me is that: Iโm on for honesty, and communication. I spend my time reading books. And most importantly, I believe that who someone is at a moment, can be well described by their actions, not the ideals, the country, the group they are in. Best wishes to everyone. I am open to conversations if anyone wants to convince me otherwise, or simply chit-chat. ๐
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Hey I want to vent am here again feeling tired of living and hopless even I can't imagine my life without my sister how am I supposed to live without her I don't have any sibilings anymore i am all alone now by my self don't have anyone who would listen my stupid jokes and talk to me all the night sleeping with me she wasn't only asister to me mom,fraind , best fraind but I lost her I lost my self I see it like abad dream I want wake up but can't because it's fucking real
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Hey I want to vent am here again feeling tired of living and hopless even I can't imagine my life without my sister how am I supposed to live without her I don't have any sibilings anymore i am all alone now by my self don't have anyone who would listen my stupid jokes and talk to me all the night sleeping with me she wasn't only asister to me mom,fraind , best fraind but I lost her I lost my self I see it like abad dream I want wake up but can't because it's fucking real
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Bear with me...I was young and energetic highschool girl who aspires for a bright future. I fall for a guy who was three years older than me. He was my first love...we dated for seven months, those were happy times. All of a sudden he kept asking me to have sex...I liked him, like a lot. I agreed, we went to a room and it was painful first time experience. I lost my virginity. When I wake up from a nap, he was already dressed. He said he wanted to talk abt our future. I was excited, but he crushed my excitement saying that..."my parents wouldn't aprove, if I marry from other religion. " he was a Muslim, I Orthodox Christian. Just like that, he left me in the room, crying๐ฅบ....years passed. I still didn't recover from that traumatic experience. I got in to college, the stress of my studies coupled with my PTSD triggered a swinging mood disorder. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder now.
When I am off meds, I get too high...when I am on my meds I get too low, and get suicidal. How is this in any way fair?
How do I get myself back?
Am 25 now...and don't know the solution.
Only if I could rewind that day,
Only if I could undo that moment,
Only if I could be little bit more carefull,
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Bear with me...I was young and energetic highschool girl who aspires for a bright future. I fall for a guy who was three years older than me. He was my first love...we dated for seven months, those were happy times. All of a sudden he kept asking me to have sex...I liked him, like a lot. I agreed, we went to a room and it was painful first time experience. I lost my virginity. When I wake up from a nap, he was already dressed. He said he wanted to talk abt our future. I was excited, but he crushed my excitement saying that..."my parents wouldn't aprove, if I marry from other religion. " he was a Muslim, I Orthodox Christian. Just like that, he left me in the room, crying๐ฅบ....years passed. I still didn't recover from that traumatic experience. I got in to college, the stress of my studies coupled with my PTSD triggered a swinging mood disorder. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder now.
When I am off meds, I get too high...when I am on my meds I get too low, and get suicidal. How is this in any way fair?
How do I get myself back?
Am 25 now...and don't know the solution.
Only if I could rewind that day,
Only if I could undo that moment,
Only if I could be little bit more carefull,
...๐ฅฒ
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I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are so long gone โ but I still want to comfort and take care of you. I want to have problems to discuss with you โ I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together โ or learn Chinese โ or getting a movie projector. Canโt I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the โidea-womanโ and general instigator of all our wild adventures.
When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You neednโt have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true โ you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else โ but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.
I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and donโt want to be in my way. Iโll bet you are surprised that I donโt even have a girlfriend after four years. But you canโt help it, nor can I โ I donโt understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I donโt want to remain alone โ but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. I miss you. And now I am finally coming home to you.
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I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are so long gone โ but I still want to comfort and take care of you. I want to have problems to discuss with you โ I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together โ or learn Chinese โ or getting a movie projector. Canโt I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the โidea-womanโ and general instigator of all our wild adventures.
When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You neednโt have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true โ you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else โ but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.
I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and donโt want to be in my way. Iโll bet you are surprised that I donโt even have a girlfriend after four years. But you canโt help it, nor can I โ I donโt understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I donโt want to remain alone โ but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. I miss you. And now I am finally coming home to you.
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/ hello guys I just want to share my life and I want to know what You guys think.
Ehewlachu kedro jmro wendeme ysedbgal misedbgn sedbm shermuta enatsh tebeda ymsaslutn lmsmat mikfu sedbochn nw enam hulem ymargewn negr yenkwal, aned wendeme slhon tekbeyew enoralew gn band elet agatamiwoch tftru ena aymro tameme nber (bipolar) esum bfikr mknyat nw kebf ga tlyaychalw gn wendeme alwdedewm ngrun ena bzu mayhon ngr tnaggre nbr bzihm mknyat tsebelm hakim betem tektatyalew.
Honem ahunm ders negrun eyansabgn yesedbegal endihum selmanente tfatega endhonku argo metfo semet endismagn yargenal endi ymihonbt ngr alegbagm gn ahun erasen amemgn eyalksku nw wendeme almslsh eyalgn nw btam mtfo sedeb eysedebgn mnyahl rkash shrmuta nsh blo bmulu ergetgnt yesedbgal (wyy yskaram neger) embrhanen keaffe mtfo nger wetom aywekm gn alwkm cgru mn endhone endet endmrdaw lela, sw aynagerm enen gar gn yebrtal, rasen amemgn yemrr, mn arg
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Ehewlachu kedro jmro wendeme ysedbgal misedbgn sedbm shermuta enatsh tebeda ymsaslutn lmsmat mikfu sedbochn nw enam hulem ymargewn negr yenkwal, aned wendeme slhon tekbeyew enoralew gn band elet agatamiwoch tftru ena aymro tameme nber (bipolar) esum bfikr mknyat nw kebf ga tlyaychalw gn wendeme alwdedewm ngrun ena bzu mayhon ngr tnaggre nbr bzihm mknyat tsebelm hakim betem tektatyalew.
Honem ahunm ders negrun eyansabgn yesedbegal endihum selmanente tfatega endhonku argo metfo semet endismagn yargenal endi ymihonbt ngr alegbagm gn ahun erasen amemgn eyalksku nw wendeme almslsh eyalgn nw btam mtfo sedeb eysedebgn mnyahl rkash shrmuta nsh blo bmulu ergetgnt yesedbgal (wyy yskaram neger) embrhanen keaffe mtfo nger wetom aywekm gn alwkm cgru mn endhone endet endmrdaw lela, sw aynagerm enen gar gn yebrtal, rasen amemgn yemrr, mn arg
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I need yr advice am a girl 22 ena yehonew yh nw ke high school jemro yemakew lij ale kemtasbut blay btm lene tru hunolgnal lebetesebochem ena btm edemiyafekregn akalew ena beteseboche kesuga edhon ygefafugnal edagebawm yfelgalu enem esun mewded bchil bye emegnalehu gn alafekrewm menor yemfelgewm kemafekrew sew gar nw gn esun matatm kebad nw malet letdar yemihon sew nw betesebochenm btm yakebrachewal...ena kezi befit lela sew ga relationship wut nbrku gn break up aderege kebad gzi asalfilew ena kezi lij yeteshale edemalagegn akalew... ena mn larg
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I need yr advice am a girl 22 ena yehonew yh nw ke high school jemro yemakew lij ale kemtasbut blay btm lene tru hunolgnal lebetesebochem ena btm edemiyafekregn akalew ena beteseboche kesuga edhon ygefafugnal edagebawm yfelgalu enem esun mewded bchil bye emegnalehu gn alafekrewm menor yemfelgewm kemafekrew sew gar nw gn esun matatm kebad nw malet letdar yemihon sew nw betesebochenm btm yakebrachewal...ena kezi befit lela sew ga relationship wut nbrku gn break up aderege kebad gzi asalfilew ena kezi lij yeteshale edemalagegn akalew... ena mn larg
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Have you ever been ghosted by some one close to you imean really close and i don't even have any idea why this thing happened . We were doing okay adel you know that you are my dearest friend i can't even pass aday without talking to you. What ever gn you broke me for real.
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Have you ever been ghosted by some one close to you imean really close and i don't even have any idea why this thing happened . We were doing okay adel you know that you are my dearest friend i can't even pass aday without talking to you. What ever gn you broke me for real.
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This is part of the text I was gonna send to a close friend I am in love with (I was a bit tipsy when I wrote it). I am gonna call her "A". And i really don't know what to do.
".... Becha I don't know if u have cared enough to notice but I am not one of those guys who can go ahead and tell the girl how he feels. Heck my hand feels sweaty just writing this text.
.....Honestly "A", I don't know how to express what I feel when you are around me. You make me want to find a way to make the planet revolve slower so every second lasts longer. I want another universe where the days are longer to just swallow us 2.
I want to stay next to you forever and make you smile everyday of ur life (God, that smile โบ๏ธ).
But that is not the world we live in, is it? You probably don't see me as anything more than a friend. Honestly I don't blame you. Look at you. You are way out of my league. You are smart, funny ๐ and I never told u this but u have a really cute nose ๐๐.
The fact that u r probably in love with another hurts me. If it was gonna make u happy I would have been happy for u. But unfortunately thatz not the case. I am saying this as a friend and not a biased person who is trying to get rid of him. Ok I may be a little bit biased ๐๐๐. But I am sure he really would do anything if he really loved u.
Plus with this anxiety of mine, u r probably never gonna know. U r probably never gonna read this text. For the love of God I just recently learnt to look at u in ur eyes for more than 3 seconds.
I used to think I can handle all of this and that I am strong enough. But recently, u r what I think about all the time. I really don't know what to do...."
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This is part of the text I was gonna send to a close friend I am in love with (I was a bit tipsy when I wrote it). I am gonna call her "A". And i really don't know what to do.
".... Becha I don't know if u have cared enough to notice but I am not one of those guys who can go ahead and tell the girl how he feels. Heck my hand feels sweaty just writing this text.
.....Honestly "A", I don't know how to express what I feel when you are around me. You make me want to find a way to make the planet revolve slower so every second lasts longer. I want another universe where the days are longer to just swallow us 2.
I want to stay next to you forever and make you smile everyday of ur life (God, that smile โบ๏ธ).
But that is not the world we live in, is it? You probably don't see me as anything more than a friend. Honestly I don't blame you. Look at you. You are way out of my league. You are smart, funny ๐ and I never told u this but u have a really cute nose ๐๐.
The fact that u r probably in love with another hurts me. If it was gonna make u happy I would have been happy for u. But unfortunately thatz not the case. I am saying this as a friend and not a biased person who is trying to get rid of him. Ok I may be a little bit biased ๐๐๐. But I am sure he really would do anything if he really loved u.
Plus with this anxiety of mine, u r probably never gonna know. U r probably never gonna read this text. For the love of God I just recently learnt to look at u in ur eyes for more than 3 seconds.
I used to think I can handle all of this and that I am strong enough. But recently, u r what I think about all the time. I really don't know what to do...."
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I just wanted to ask a question.. I'm a hoe for law of attraction manifestation shit and sort of technics work for me.. Anyone with experience?? Like have ur thoughts and affirmations ever worked in reality?? I fuck with subliminals most nights and I honestly see results.. Have u been there? And what are the best books of law of attraction??
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I just wanted to ask a question.. I'm a hoe for law of attraction manifestation shit and sort of technics work for me.. Anyone with experience?? Like have ur thoughts and affirmations ever worked in reality?? I fuck with subliminals most nights and I honestly see results.. Have u been there? And what are the best books of law of attraction??
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So long story short, relationship endinoregn felegalehu at the same time alefelegem . Flirt aregalehu and then tolo yasetelagnale. Wedefit bal agebeche lejoch menamen beye eyasebeku adelem endi yehoneku kehone gize buhala new i mean rasen notice madereg kejemerekubet gize jemero . Single sehon extremely destegna ehonalehu ena i truly worried about me and my future .
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So long story short, relationship endinoregn felegalehu at the same time alefelegem . Flirt aregalehu and then tolo yasetelagnale. Wedefit bal agebeche lejoch menamen beye eyasebeku adelem endi yehoneku kehone gize buhala new i mean rasen notice madereg kejemerekubet gize jemero . Single sehon extremely destegna ehonalehu ena i truly worried about me and my future .
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I need consolation, though no amount of consolation will help. We were dating for the past 4 yrs of university stay. I loved him, he loved me as well...at least I believed that way. I was free with him, we did everything together. We made out in classes, reading spaces, in the cinema, even in the library. We had sex like married couples... It was too much. The moment we graduated, we didn't even get job yet. He started not picking his phone. I started getting angry, at times. We started having frequent quarrel because of not picking... He says he was busy. I know he lives with his family. Finally, last night he called to tell me that 'his parents found him 17 yrs old girl to marry'. I was even ready to be a Muslim for his sake, yet he said it is over between us๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. How can I accept that๐ฐ. I was crying the whole day. I called him frequently, yet his phone is diverted. All I gave him was my love, am left with nothing now. What ?
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I need consolation, though no amount of consolation will help. We were dating for the past 4 yrs of university stay. I loved him, he loved me as well...at least I believed that way. I was free with him, we did everything together. We made out in classes, reading spaces, in the cinema, even in the library. We had sex like married couples... It was too much. The moment we graduated, we didn't even get job yet. He started not picking his phone. I started getting angry, at times. We started having frequent quarrel because of not picking... He says he was busy. I know he lives with his family. Finally, last night he called to tell me that 'his parents found him 17 yrs old girl to marry'. I was even ready to be a Muslim for his sake, yet he said it is over between us๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. How can I accept that๐ฐ. I was crying the whole day. I called him frequently, yet his phone is diverted. All I gave him was my love, am left with nothing now. What ?
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I dont blame them i dont blame them because theyve hurted me i dont blame because theyve shattered me into pieces i dont blame them for my childhood. i dont. i dont blame them for the pain they have caused i dont blame them for those long cries i dont blame them for not being there i dont blame them for those times they've let me down i dont and i never did but i do blame them i blame them because they didnt bother to teach me i blame them because they left me to figure every thing out by myself. I blame them because i can not blame them for anything i blame them because i tried and i failed and i can not even blame them because they were never there at the first place i blame them because i can only blame myself for the person i became. I blame them because i can only blame myself for the mess i created.
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I dont blame them i dont blame them because theyve hurted me i dont blame because theyve shattered me into pieces i dont blame them for my childhood. i dont. i dont blame them for the pain they have caused i dont blame them for those long cries i dont blame them for not being there i dont blame them for those times they've let me down i dont and i never did but i do blame them i blame them because they didnt bother to teach me i blame them because they left me to figure every thing out by myself. I blame them because i can not blame them for anything i blame them because i tried and i failed and i can not even blame them because they were never there at the first place i blame them because i can only blame myself for the person i became. I blame them because i can only blame myself for the mess i created.
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Hey y'all....so this is a question for the guys....so tell me does a girl making the first move a turn off for you? cuz i kinda asked a guy out so subtly, i mean, i didnt like straight out blurt i like you let me take you out instead i just called him and asked some stuff and here's the thing we have never talked with this guy before so this was hella weird and now he is really aloof and very not so interested with me and the vibe i used to get before all this went down was quite different from the way i see it so well here we are. Hit me up with what y'all think about it I would really appreciate it.
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Hey y'all....so this is a question for the guys....so tell me does a girl making the first move a turn off for you? cuz i kinda asked a guy out so subtly, i mean, i didnt like straight out blurt i like you let me take you out instead i just called him and asked some stuff and here's the thing we have never talked with this guy before so this was hella weird and now he is really aloof and very not so interested with me and the vibe i used to get before all this went down was quite different from the way i see it so well here we are. Hit me up with what y'all think about it I would really appreciate it.
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Hi guys. I hope you're doing okay. So i guess this is more than just a confession. I started to talk with my crush last year when quarantine hit. It was more like a dare but we kinda hit it off. Oh yes, and his name is biruk. He was in 12th grade and I was 2 years junior. I don't remember that much but we kinda talked everyday. Eventually. I also told him I had a crush on him but I wasn't expecting anything, neither did he, so we just talked as friends. We exchanged photos and whatever. I kept some of his pictures and looked at them everyday. I liked him so much but it felt like the more I liked him, the less he was interested. I don't remember when exactly, when the 12th graders were about to take the national exam , I found out that he had hid his account from me. Its been almost a year now and I haven't gotten the chance to ask him why, but I look at his photo everyday until tonight. I decided I've had enough of hanging on so I deleted his everything that I've kept. If you're reading this biruk, I hope you had a good reason but fuck you anyways. Its not like getting rejected is a big deal but I'm upset that I waited so long for sth that had no chance of explanation. Have a great life, asshole
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Hi guys. I hope you're doing okay. So i guess this is more than just a confession. I started to talk with my crush last year when quarantine hit. It was more like a dare but we kinda hit it off. Oh yes, and his name is biruk. He was in 12th grade and I was 2 years junior. I don't remember that much but we kinda talked everyday. Eventually. I also told him I had a crush on him but I wasn't expecting anything, neither did he, so we just talked as friends. We exchanged photos and whatever. I kept some of his pictures and looked at them everyday. I liked him so much but it felt like the more I liked him, the less he was interested. I don't remember when exactly, when the 12th graders were about to take the national exam , I found out that he had hid his account from me. Its been almost a year now and I haven't gotten the chance to ask him why, but I look at his photo everyday until tonight. I decided I've had enough of hanging on so I deleted his everything that I've kept. If you're reading this biruk, I hope you had a good reason but fuck you anyways. Its not like getting rejected is a big deal but I'm upset that I waited so long for sth that had no chance of explanation. Have a great life, asshole
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Hy guys iam a 23 yr girl am bout to graduate ???? nd i wanted share u some nd advice me too soo i nvr had a constant relationship i dont really know y if my behavior is bad or its with boys lately i start talking to this guy on tinder he seems cute so we chatted as friends for almost 5 months honestly i had a fwb thing with a boy this time so i found out that he was smashing behind when he go to campus nd he completely lied so i keft him nd this guy on tinder is so cute after a long days of hesitation to meet we mate on his home he was sick so I couldnโt nd i kissed him that nd went home guys he seems to be normal i meant i thought we were gonna proceeed tell me what i would do I really want a good relationship this time i hope u help me out????????????????
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Hy guys iam a 23 yr girl am bout to graduate ???? nd i wanted share u some nd advice me too soo i nvr had a constant relationship i dont really know y if my behavior is bad or its with boys lately i start talking to this guy on tinder he seems cute so we chatted as friends for almost 5 months honestly i had a fwb thing with a boy this time so i found out that he was smashing behind when he go to campus nd he completely lied so i keft him nd this guy on tinder is so cute after a long days of hesitation to meet we mate on his home he was sick so I couldnโt nd i kissed him that nd went home guys he seems to be normal i meant i thought we were gonna proceeed tell me what i would do I really want a good relationship this time i hope u help me out????????????????
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I never taught I want to talk this out but now feel like someone needs too hear this that there are million of us just like u. need to know ur not the only one and so many ppls get through so many things but they didn't die they pass all of it until they start enjoy their life at the same time there are ppl who been through same stuff but end up killing them self depression may not be a choice but suicide is. am not judging here am saying the truth bc ik how it feels lonely or to be lonely used to cry the hole night. I thought I was empty stupid , I even lost so many weight that ppl can see that I was stressed. 24/7 anxious it was so pain full that I used to hold ma hode so bad so that it won't hurt but it does amogn ymayak lj I become chguara bshtega but all this time I had friends , boyfriend ppls around me but I felt alone like am outcast I used to blame my self for what happened to me when I was a 10 y/o kid....was abused by ppls . I lost the person I love(suicide) and I blamed my self saying I could hv done something I lived in my past I almost forgot that I have a future. We all have a reason to be sad but we have a choice not to not be sad but to be stronger so that we can get through this and now my friends left me bla bla this was the time that I spouse to feel emprty bc I got so much going on in my life and am fighting it alone but I choose to be happy and I am plus I hv God. We all fall , we all be broken , we all have so many reasons to hate our self but have we ever though abt wt we have even tho it is not what we want enkuan we should be thankful for what we have and always know there is a way out but I could take time
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I never taught I want to talk this out but now feel like someone needs too hear this that there are million of us just like u. need to know ur not the only one and so many ppls get through so many things but they didn't die they pass all of it until they start enjoy their life at the same time there are ppl who been through same stuff but end up killing them self depression may not be a choice but suicide is. am not judging here am saying the truth bc ik how it feels lonely or to be lonely used to cry the hole night. I thought I was empty stupid , I even lost so many weight that ppl can see that I was stressed. 24/7 anxious it was so pain full that I used to hold ma hode so bad so that it won't hurt but it does amogn ymayak lj I become chguara bshtega but all this time I had friends , boyfriend ppls around me but I felt alone like am outcast I used to blame my self for what happened to me when I was a 10 y/o kid....was abused by ppls . I lost the person I love(suicide) and I blamed my self saying I could hv done something I lived in my past I almost forgot that I have a future. We all have a reason to be sad but we have a choice not to not be sad but to be stronger so that we can get through this and now my friends left me bla bla this was the time that I spouse to feel emprty bc I got so much going on in my life and am fighting it alone but I choose to be happy and I am plus I hv God. We all fall , we all be broken , we all have so many reasons to hate our self but have we ever though abt wt we have even tho it is not what we want enkuan we should be thankful for what we have and always know there is a way out but I could take time
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I am a girl 21 and university student(medical) not in Addis Ababa . because of the COVID-19 pandemic we are lagged by one year we didn't compensate it or anything. So we are 3rd year students but it's like only 2 months since we started pc2 . Is it the same for all of you? Does every medical student have to learn a total of 8 years because of the pandemic ๐คทโโ ? I want to be a doctor and my grades are good but I really hate the place there. I hate everything about it. I grew up in Addis Ababa and when I am in the campus I am always crying and crying๐ญ๐คฆโโ. I have never been happy. also is it worth it to add another year of suffering? It's like I have left with 5 years and I don't seem to make it there. And my families can't afford for a private medical school rn so I can't transfer or anything...i would take any advice too?
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I am a girl 21 and university student(medical) not in Addis Ababa . because of the COVID-19 pandemic we are lagged by one year we didn't compensate it or anything. So we are 3rd year students but it's like only 2 months since we started pc2 . Is it the same for all of you? Does every medical student have to learn a total of 8 years because of the pandemic ๐คทโโ ? I want to be a doctor and my grades are good but I really hate the place there. I hate everything about it. I grew up in Addis Ababa and when I am in the campus I am always crying and crying๐ญ๐คฆโโ. I have never been happy. also is it worth it to add another year of suffering? It's like I have left with 5 years and I don't seem to make it there. And my families can't afford for a private medical school rn so I can't transfer or anything...i would take any advice too?
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