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My suicidal thoughts are back and I don't think I can control myself this time. I'm so tired, everytime I go for help to my family and friends they don't understand me even my boyfriend doesn't understand me. I didn't tell anyone I'm about to commit suicide because if I do they will just think I'm being dramatic they will not believe me , I know my family and friends. I even told my sister yesterday that I'm sad and feel like killing myself she said use a rope to hang yourself, I know she thinks I'm joking everyone thinks that. And when I tell anything to my boyfriend he yells at me and he doesn't try to understand me but I don't blame him he has his own thing going on he shouldn't be botherd with my problems. I've been thinking about it for a while now and I have decided today I will commit suicide. I will not be leaving any suicide note with my body. This is my suicidal note.
My mom my dad my sisters and my brothers my nieces and nephews, friends and my boyfriend I love you all. I don't want anyone to blame themselves for what I did and I don't want you to blame yourself for not noticing the signs because I know I hide my feelings really well by always smiling. I love you. Good Bye.

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He broke me... like fr
I didn't think I'd fall in love with him in the first place but I did... I didn't notice that I fell hard, too hard to even think of my life without him. I'm such an idiot!
Demo eko I vented here like last year or so saying that I cannot fall in love and u guys motivated me to try it... and I did...
I don't think this love thing is made for me I guess.
One thing I know is that I won't try this again.
"Maybe I was designed to be alone"

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"i cant make you happy, find some one who does"
i cant make you happy, find some one ELSE who does?
Am i having delusions?, because memory from yesterday nights text come back..
"how'd your day go?"
i said good how about yours
"it was nice, look honey i'm so tired, i'm going to bed. good night i love you!."
i said i love you more.
Right? didnt i recall this correctly? what went wrong?
and now .. my heart is almost strangling me
because it’s in my throat trying to escape from my mouth...unwavering and intense tears making me choke.
I gave in.
stupid me unlocked what ever uncertainty, negative second thoughts there were and gave in.
I made a mistake?
now? now the uncertainty in me is galling, and my nerves resurface, making me ...doubt my decisions.
maybe you were drunk, you werent thinking straight.
maybe, just maybe it wasnt you who texted.
God, men!
i trusted you, i loved you i love you!
i think about the way we talked out about how "us" will work, how we'll get through this, you, you were leading our tiny group of two. taking short notes, making highlights, concluding decisions.
you were a controlling freak who made my every next move..no going out on school days!, study!, eat!, kiss me!, ....my control freak.
if only our timing was a little different..with me more 'more experienced' with men. an unwelcome pang of sympathy for 'Myself' seizes my soul everytime i remember that i love you.
You were my first. i accomplished many firsts with you. MANY!. you knew that, you knew everything.
Yet its always the closest ones who do break hearts. but hey considering time heals i'll be fine and for a breakup, a heartbreaking moment in life, this is definitely a first, a first i'll never forget.

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Hi guys, I hope y'all doing fine. So recently I've been reading a lot of vents in here and I can see that most of it is about loneliness or anxiety, sth related to that. I first joined this channel with my sister's recommendation, because I'm incapable of feeling. She thought if I could join in here and see how people struggle with their lives, maybe I could feel sth due to socialization and through mutual feelings. But I can't see any change in myself. My past two relationships ended because I'm the 'unloving' one. One of my ex-bfs cheated and i was like ' ugh....okay...'I lost smn real close to me and I didn't feel a thing. Now I think I'm turning to a monster. I don't know what's going on with me, and I can't blame my parents for the way they raised me since they were kind of warm people. Eski if you guys had this kind of experience, let me hear your thoughts
Ps: I'm in my early twenties so this shit has stayed with be for quite some time. I need real advice

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Hello folks how have u been I am 22 and male and the thing is I can't seem to approach women and get a relationship with them they will get too comfortable with me and I will stuck in a friendzone and when I see a girl I find attractive I can't start a conversation with her I haven't been in a real relationship before and I want to try it because I believe in love I don't know what to do to overcome my shyness towards women

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Well...Idk where to start let me tell you little about me. I-am struggling to love myself I-am 20 yrs old I am soft baby I forgive easily I care too much so.... a couple month ago I meet this sweet & wonderful man that Any girl go blind for so I use to fake flirt with everyone including him I meet him in Instagram... But suddenly he fall in love wiz me I tried to cut our rxn ( we use to chat a lot and video call complement each other Tho it’s long distance relationships so ik he the one but not on the right time)...Instead cut him of I pushed my self to love him just the way he loved me but I cannot I even dropped all dudes for him I was loyal gen it wasn’t working at all so I break up wiz him still I feel guilty & lonely now idk wht to do ( I can’t love him becuz I don’t even love myself) so pls help me pws!! Wht should I do?

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My heart aches as I write this, I could feel the tears imagining what life could have been if I had u by my side, I guess we aren't that lucky. You are my twin sister, we came in to this world together. I remember how close we were, i vividly remember what it was like in that house, how our parents fought every night, sometimes dad would hit mama so hard and she would spend nights at someone's house, I remember mama being scared of paps she always thought one day at a heated fight he would kill her. That house was dark, too dark but u were that tiny light i had to survive it all. I remember mom and dad talking about our future we were too young to understand anything at all we were 10. See dad remarried and we moved here to Addis. And u stayed in Hawassa with mama. The thought of you two made me cry a lot and dad will tell me they will come just so I could stop crying. But he lied to me. I've had a good childhood except for those times I had a dream about u and mama. I heard mama died ???? a couple of years after we left. paps didnt want nth to do with mama so no contact rule was applied and years go by without a word from anyone. I hate him for shutting you out of everything he is selfish. And when I was 15 i remember reading an a paragraph i wrote about you in English class that teared up everyone in the room. Now am 26, my dad owns a business and I manage it, I live alone I'm happy except that whisper that comes in the middle of the night asking about you. How is she doin? Does she think about me and cry too. I did my research through on Facebook a lot asked around about u they told me u went to diffrent homes, several relatives homes and when u were 17 u had to work as a housemaid ???? and u dissapeared. Mama was Eritrean and had no close relatives here to take u In???? when they told me what u have been through I cried wishing we were together, u were all alone, I slept on warm mattresses but I don't know abt you. I went to school, you didnt????. I even went to China for a scholarship,I had it easy. you didnt. If I could I'd give up everything I had just to be with you even if it meant starving, it was better if we were together . All the people I talked to told me u had it tough, it broke my heart. I went to hawassa I looked for you but I dont know where to begin. Theres no record of you, no one knows if u are out there breathing or not. I'm Helina Desalegn our mother was Wintana Afewerki. Mehret Desalegn if u are in this channel or any of you know her she is 26 now please let me know. Thank you.
I know I'll find you❤️

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I'm girl almost 20
I think im in depression im usually home these days.....& i want someone to talk to🥺🥺...so much happened in my life😢 ..it may not be that bad compared to others' ...but my career&future betam yasasbegnal ...zem bye echenkalew I have mood swings ..& I've been sick due to stress I still have some pain..I don't have any interest in life I sometimes wanna die😭😭...
I have an online friend , i used to tell him every single thing in my life i can say Im addicted to him...but i think he's busy now bzum anaweram & this is killing me too😞😞
What shall I do😞

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Yeah I know I'm cursed. Since I got born, the world didn't welcome me in good palms. apart from some inborn health complexities , i accidentally lost one of my eye sight a year after my birth. Thanks to god that I was not even aware of the time my eye was filled with blood splash and feeling the unbearable pain... I'm told that I can't even get a driving license though ain't hv any sight prblem... Its only coz of that I'm one - eyed .
Everyone whom i met during my child hood has been pettying me for what happened to me... It still goes same way though I'm now in early twentish. Loneliness and regret are of the worst things that always look after me. I hate being normal. I'm tired of trying to make real friendship. And afterall i keep everything in my gut. I wish i didn't get born. Anytime i think of taking away my own life... i virtually c every Face of my family and sounds they're staring at me in anticipation of saying "mtsm wtf u trynna do?"
I hate thinking that they're gonna get mad at me and mom cryin out "what have u done son?"
Am i being stupid or just trying to be normal?

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Hi, endet nachu ?
1 be social media yetewawekuat lej alech ahun 3 amet limolan nw. Balefut 2amet ke gmash mnamn betam des mil conversation neberen...stawera des bluat, replay stareg be ftnet, endewawel neber mnamn...kehone gize jemro gn online hona text enkuan replay mtaregew be seatat wst nw , hul gize eskawerat metebek jemerech, slk atdewlm, stmels achr achr melsoch neger nw ...mn tefetrual asdebreshalew wey slat hule ''busy slehonku nw '' nw mtlegn. Gn sew endet best lemilew friend at least kelal bemibalew text enkuan tolo bememeles mnm neger feel endalareg , endaydebregn mareg yaktatal...guadegnenetachn endikom tfelgialesh wey slat ene bfelg be glts enegrhalew lemn endeza telaleh nw mtlegn...kehone gize buhala demo beka endteykatm atfelgm atchekachek nw mtlew. Beka steykat mtsetegn mels ena practically mayew neger algenagn alegn .tkklegna smetuan meredat alchalkum
Mn hasab alachu ?

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I don't know where to start or what to say I was in a bad situation I mean I used to have sex a lot I mean now I stopped it all I mean I realized it's all empty I even stopped masterbation now the pain is unbearable blue balls and all i mean I just couldn't say about this to a friend cause why did you stop on the first place will be the reply I did because its not good well one thing I would add is when you have a reason to stop you'll trust me plus health and the pain I mean I swear to God there was this girl I met and she wanted to have fu but I decline I mean I wanted to make love to get to hug her after the love making to be able to talk to her ...I'm sure most dudes will day R u stupid ? And all but trust me you'll understand me pretty soon fucking and making love is a while different story ...well in highschool being a virgin and another having sex was kinda shame right having sex was like being cool no it's not Making love is what I now am jealous of cause fucking u can get it anywhere but able to find someone to make love is not easy.
Just wanted to let it out.
Actually there is a lot to let out but I rather not ....
Dude from addis in his 20's

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Im a girl n im 20 .This ma second vent ...well I have tried harder to be happy, to be motivated but i c𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷𝓽 . I have tried to think that i have friends who care for me but no one cares . I told them what i feel thinking they would help me, be with me ,support me but at z end i am all alone. I have no one to talk to yemr .I have tried to think im cute but i really know im ugly .People say "your siblings are so cute where did u come from?" ohh idk they found me or from other panet ufff .i know im not beautiful why do they remind me everytime? I have tried to solve things but im making them even worse. I feel hopeless .𝓲 have 𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓸𝓶 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓲 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷𝓽. It hurts to know that no one loves u even your family . What if i done? Im so depressed i can't even sleep 😔

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I am a guy who has dated a lot and has been in a lot of serious relationships ever since I was very young. During one of my relationships, I felt as if I was asexual and had no attraction for my significant other. I went on to stop the relationship. Eventually, I decided to have a hiatus from all things love and sex for a year. My desire to be more religious might also have had a role to play in the decision. Overall the experience was great, I learned a lot about myself, and I recommend it to anyone young. Since the current year started, I have been in 3 intimate relationships, which I solely ended for understandable reasons. The books I have been reading and this rollercoaster experience have helped me birth some opinions about love and relationships. First love, it’s an uncontrollable emotion, and it can end your relationship just as it may start it. If you are agnostically inclined, you might have read that it's a simple chemical reaction that helps humanity bear offspring and form communions. We can all agree that whatever idea of love we all have is distorted and manipulated by the media we consume daily. For these very reasons, I don’t use it as a compass when I deal with relationships. The second perspective is that every type of relationship you already have with someone (whether it be a friendship, classmate, work friend, etc.) can be guided to become a real relationship. And with this person, you considered a friend or colleague, you could very well end up dreaming about how many children you may have and what their names are going to be. The collective ideas above diminish the delusion of soul mates or the existence of a destined someone as if faith plays a role. The third might be a personal bias, but being somewhat young (21), I can tell you that most relationships were constraining. They were a problem because they sacrificed my freedom for love. I want to be all I could be, and necessarily, growth requires you to be free, most importantly, the freedom to change. I also like to be intimate and connect on emotional levels. That way, I learn a lot about myself and life from the people I share memories and intimacy with. Cognition often requires action for it to be knowledge. Consequently, I have been practicing polygamy. It has been mostly successful. The results have led me to consider it over other choices. There is a stigma that has to do with cultural/religious biases. Another is the feeling of ownership some people have. But I believe no one can have me, and similarly, I don't want to "have" someone. I don’t think I’m capable of owning my thoughts, much less another person’s future. Other problems are due to personal traumas I and the people I have been with have. Which led to jealousy, dishonesty, and toxicity in our interactions. However, that’s the same barrier most monogamist relationships also have. But more freedom will surely help reduce and eradicate it, so I have hope. I’m still open to more relationships, given they share some of the specific ideas I have written above. The important stuff you need to know about me is that: I’m on for honesty, and communication. I spend my time reading books. And most importantly, I believe that who someone is at a moment, can be well described by their actions, not the ideals, the country, the group they are in. Best wishes to everyone. I am open to conversations if anyone wants to convince me otherwise, or simply chit-chat. 😉

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Hey I want to vent am here again feeling tired of living and hopless even I can't imagine my life without my sister how am I supposed to live without her I don't have any sibilings anymore i am all alone now by my self don't have anyone who would listen my stupid jokes and talk to me all the night sleeping with me she wasn't only asister to me mom,fraind , best fraind but I lost her I lost my self I see it like abad dream I want wake up but can't because it's fucking real

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Bear with me...I was young and energetic highschool girl who aspires for a bright future. I fall for a guy who was three years older than me. He was my first love...we dated for seven months, those were happy times. All of a sudden he kept asking me to have sex...I liked him, like a lot. I agreed, we went to a room and it was painful first time experience. I lost my virginity. When I wake up from a nap, he was already dressed. He said he wanted to talk abt our future. I was excited, but he crushed my excitement saying that..."my parents wouldn't aprove, if I marry from other religion. " he was a Muslim, I Orthodox Christian. Just like that, he left me in the room, crying🥺....years passed. I still didn't recover from that traumatic experience. I got in to college, the stress of my studies coupled with my PTSD triggered a swinging mood disorder. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder now.
When I am off meds, I get too high...when I am on my meds I get too low, and get suicidal. How is this in any way fair?
How do I get myself back?
Am 25 now...and don't know the solution.
Only if I could rewind that day,
Only if I could undo that moment,
Only if I could be little bit more carefull,
...🥲

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I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are so long gone — but I still want to comfort and take care of you. I want to have problems to discuss with you — I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together — or learn Chinese — or getting a movie projector. Can’t I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the “idea-woman” and general instigator of all our wild adventures.

When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn’t have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true — you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else — but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.

I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and don’t want to be in my way. I’ll bet you are surprised that I don’t even have a girlfriend after four years. But you can’t help it, nor can I — I don’t understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I don’t want to remain alone — but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. I miss you. And now I am finally coming home to you.

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/ hello guys I just want to share my life and I want to know what You guys think.
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I need yr advice am a girl 22 ena yehonew yh nw ke high school jemro yemakew lij ale kemtasbut blay btm lene tru hunolgnal lebetesebochem ena btm edemiyafekregn akalew ena beteseboche kesuga edhon ygefafugnal edagebawm yfelgalu enem esun mewded bchil bye emegnalehu gn alafekrewm menor yemfelgewm kemafekrew sew gar nw gn esun matatm kebad nw malet letdar yemihon sew nw betesebochenm btm yakebrachewal...ena kezi befit lela sew ga relationship wut nbrku gn break up aderege kebad gzi asalfilew ena kezi lij yeteshale edemalagegn akalew... ena mn larg

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Have you ever been ghosted by some one close to you imean really close and i don't even have any idea why this thing happened . We were doing okay adel you know that you are my dearest friend i can't even pass aday without talking to you. What ever gn you broke me for real.

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This is part of the text I was gonna send to a close friend I am in love with (I was a bit tipsy when I wrote it). I am gonna call her "A". And i really don't know what to do.
".... Becha I don't know if u have cared enough to notice but I am not one of those guys who can go ahead and tell the girl how he feels. Heck my hand feels sweaty just writing this text.
.....Honestly "A", I don't know how to express what I feel when you are around me. You make me want to find a way to make the planet revolve slower so every second lasts longer. I want another universe where the days are longer to just swallow us 2.
I want to stay next to you forever and make you smile everyday of ur life (God, that smile ☺️).
But that is not the world we live in, is it? You probably don't see me as anything more than a friend. Honestly I don't blame you. Look at you. You are way out of my league. You are smart, funny 😉 and I never told u this but u have a really cute nose 😂😂.
The fact that u r probably in love with another hurts me. If it was gonna make u happy I would have been happy for u. But unfortunately thatz not the case. I am saying this as a friend and not a biased person who is trying to get rid of him. Ok I may be a little bit biased 😂😂😂. But I am sure he really would do anything if he really loved u.
Plus with this anxiety of mine, u r probably never gonna know. U r probably never gonna read this text. For the love of God I just recently learnt to look at u in ur eyes for more than 3 seconds.
I used to think I can handle all of this and that I am strong enough. But recently, u r what I think about all the time. I really don't know what to do...."

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Hello ladies and genitals
I just wanted to ask a question.. I'm a hoe for law of attraction manifestation shit and sort of technics work for me.. Anyone with experience?? Like have ur thoughts and affirmations ever worked in reality?? I fuck with subliminals most nights and I honestly see results.. Have u been there? And what are the best books of law of attraction??

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