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Ok long story short this guy asked me out and I said no even tho I really like him ???? the reason being that I canβt be in a relationship bc I was raped more than I can count by a family relative. I hv never been in a relationship and I donβt think I ever will Iβm a month away from turning 22 but honestly i just donβt care ????ββοΈ plus Iβm sort of a bisexual and I prefer woman honestly ????this guy just cut me out of his life completely why canβt someone stay friends????? Every time I close my eyes I think about the guy that raped me when I was just 4 years old he made me do all sort of nasty things at the age of 4 like he forced me to give him oral I was 4 what is wrong with him ?? And the fact that the dude is close to my family and homes home like nothing happened angers me . He doesnβt even respect me enough to cut ties with my family what an asshole
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Ok long story short this guy asked me out and I said no even tho I really like him ???? the reason being that I canβt be in a relationship bc I was raped more than I can count by a family relative. I hv never been in a relationship and I donβt think I ever will Iβm a month away from turning 22 but honestly i just donβt care ????ββοΈ plus Iβm sort of a bisexual and I prefer woman honestly ????this guy just cut me out of his life completely why canβt someone stay friends????? Every time I close my eyes I think about the guy that raped me when I was just 4 years old he made me do all sort of nasty things at the age of 4 like he forced me to give him oral I was 4 what is wrong with him ?? And the fact that the dude is close to my family and homes home like nothing happened angers me . He doesnβt even respect me enough to cut ties with my family what an asshole
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I have emotionally distant parents (more than that but that's another issue) so I pretty much grew up on my own. Figuring life out by myself one day at a time. So it may not come as a surprise to the people who know me that I kinda have a lone wolf attitude towards most things.
But it's not that I'm too proud to ask for help, its because I've found that nobody does help (in my experience, not generalizing). If you're lucky you'll find someone to sympathize with you but they couldn't be so moved to even attempt to offer help that can actually make the person's situation better even by a small degree.
Some days I like being enough for myself but other days like today I just remember that all I can realistically hope for is for my luck to change and nothing more.
Other than that hope everyone's having a good morning/afternoon/night (whenever this goes live).
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I have emotionally distant parents (more than that but that's another issue) so I pretty much grew up on my own. Figuring life out by myself one day at a time. So it may not come as a surprise to the people who know me that I kinda have a lone wolf attitude towards most things.
But it's not that I'm too proud to ask for help, its because I've found that nobody does help (in my experience, not generalizing). If you're lucky you'll find someone to sympathize with you but they couldn't be so moved to even attempt to offer help that can actually make the person's situation better even by a small degree.
Some days I like being enough for myself but other days like today I just remember that all I can realistically hope for is for my luck to change and nothing more.
Other than that hope everyone's having a good morning/afternoon/night (whenever this goes live).
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I hope all of you are doing well. It was at 12:07pm on the 10th of June..6 hours earlier.. sorry for my atrocious writing... I have had 19 beautiful years on this planet.. I woke up happy like always and I was telling my self to do something extraordinary today like I did every other day.... I saw myself working in a hospital or nursing home saving someone's life, I knew within my heart that I would be an incredible mother and a loving, caring, supporting wife I manifested it. I get sick or lazy I tell my ass to get up and go do it. For the first time I actually wanted to be held and kissed not just bullshit but that real love the one where it gets hard sometimes not just the it got annoying to talk to him type of crap and I pray for him where ever he is. I'm eternally grateful for everything that I have the people that have came in my life and left the ones that made me happy and hurt me. And I thought of all the things I haven't done and wanted to do I have a whole bucket list but those Amharic books I just started reading(α¨α α΅αα΅ α£α»αα by the one and only α α α ααα) travelling, the music I havent listened to, the food I haven't tasted all those books I wanted to read and I almost died everything I ever wanted in my life could've gone away within a split second I would've never survived that I promise you that the cars came from 3 different directions to a point where it was so close to me that it felt like a dream I was numb I still am but it will all be okay(God is within her she will not fall) ... Life is really beautiful don't take anything that you have for granted. Tell the people that you love them enjoy every moment forgive, love and just live for you don't know what could happen within a fraction of a second. I hope all of you have a wonderful day. π€π€
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I hope all of you are doing well. It was at 12:07pm on the 10th of June..6 hours earlier.. sorry for my atrocious writing... I have had 19 beautiful years on this planet.. I woke up happy like always and I was telling my self to do something extraordinary today like I did every other day.... I saw myself working in a hospital or nursing home saving someone's life, I knew within my heart that I would be an incredible mother and a loving, caring, supporting wife I manifested it. I get sick or lazy I tell my ass to get up and go do it. For the first time I actually wanted to be held and kissed not just bullshit but that real love the one where it gets hard sometimes not just the it got annoying to talk to him type of crap and I pray for him where ever he is. I'm eternally grateful for everything that I have the people that have came in my life and left the ones that made me happy and hurt me. And I thought of all the things I haven't done and wanted to do I have a whole bucket list but those Amharic books I just started reading(α¨α α΅αα΅ α£α»αα by the one and only α α α ααα) travelling, the music I havent listened to, the food I haven't tasted all those books I wanted to read and I almost died everything I ever wanted in my life could've gone away within a split second I would've never survived that I promise you that the cars came from 3 different directions to a point where it was so close to me that it felt like a dream I was numb I still am but it will all be okay(God is within her she will not fall) ... Life is really beautiful don't take anything that you have for granted. Tell the people that you love them enjoy every moment forgive, love and just live for you don't know what could happen within a fraction of a second. I hope all of you have a wonderful day. π€π€
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Hey ..... can anybody give me advice or tell me something abt what 2 do ......... am 20 and i've 2 sisters ma sisters differ from me and ma parents by religion. I don't know when but all i remember is zis. And we've a big difference in our ages. Like 14. And we've also different tastes of thing in everything. She wants me 2 go in her path not mine and zis makes me so mad
How can i not have a boyfriend in friendship or talk 2 boy over phone or something. She only want me 2 communicate over phone with ma family and friend if it's school thing. She want 2 shape me in everything she wants not wat i want. And i can't make a decision ba ma self in any thing and i got being bored of her not in bad way but wanted 2 be separate from her like i want her 2 start her own life so i can have freedom over ma self sometimes i get confused of "Whose ma mom her or wat" i get really confused ......... i can't even joke over something i say like what if that's not normal or she doesn't like it ....... i barley talk in the house feeling free because of her ....... i have 2 personality in home and outside home am different person
Is it normal of feeling this way about your sister Or is she normal doing this?
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Hey ..... can anybody give me advice or tell me something abt what 2 do ......... am 20 and i've 2 sisters ma sisters differ from me and ma parents by religion. I don't know when but all i remember is zis. And we've a big difference in our ages. Like 14. And we've also different tastes of thing in everything. She wants me 2 go in her path not mine and zis makes me so mad
How can i not have a boyfriend in friendship or talk 2 boy over phone or something. She only want me 2 communicate over phone with ma family and friend if it's school thing. She want 2 shape me in everything she wants not wat i want. And i can't make a decision ba ma self in any thing and i got being bored of her not in bad way but wanted 2 be separate from her like i want her 2 start her own life so i can have freedom over ma self sometimes i get confused of "Whose ma mom her or wat" i get really confused ......... i can't even joke over something i say like what if that's not normal or she doesn't like it ....... i barley talk in the house feeling free because of her ....... i have 2 personality in home and outside home am different person
Is it normal of feeling this way about your sister Or is she normal doing this?
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This is a question for men. Erection miyaschegrachu mn sihon nw is it when a girl you are having sex with less attractive hona nw or is it b/c if you don't hv any feelings for her erection embi ylal bcha what could be the reason kelela ga sihon erection norot kenega sihon embi milew?
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This is a question for men. Erection miyaschegrachu mn sihon nw is it when a girl you are having sex with less attractive hona nw or is it b/c if you don't hv any feelings for her erection embi ylal bcha what could be the reason kelela ga sihon erection norot kenega sihon embi milew?
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Let's go to the point.i am a teen girl.I think I'm not beautiful like other girls.i know ye egziabher fitur astelita aybalm. Peoples tell me konjo endehonkugn.but I don't feel like that much.i feel like I'm nerd????????.beza lay skinny negn rejim negn.sewoch betedegagamey konjo endehonku ynegrugnal but I can't accept myself.what shall I do?
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Let's go to the point.i am a teen girl.I think I'm not beautiful like other girls.i know ye egziabher fitur astelita aybalm. Peoples tell me konjo endehonkugn.but I don't feel like that much.i feel like I'm nerd????????.beza lay skinny negn rejim negn.sewoch betedegagamey konjo endehonku ynegrugnal but I can't accept myself.what shall I do?
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I'm in love with someone the thing he doesn't know I love him ena dagmo lngerawm alfalgm baka endziw esun mawdada tamctogal.gn salngeraw dagmo bataws bya feraw nageraw dagmo esu same feeling baynoraws mn laderg?
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I'm in love with someone the thing he doesn't know I love him ena dagmo lngerawm alfalgm baka endziw esun mawdada tamctogal.gn salngeraw dagmo bataws bya feraw nageraw dagmo esu same feeling baynoraws mn laderg?
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What's up my habesha people,how y'all doing?I'm doing... um... I don't know what the exact word is but dead but walking (as in the walking dead) sooo I want to share u some of the things that have happened in my life lately n turned it upside down and I'm just wondering if some of u can help me out,you know if u could,I'm 20,girl about to join university so about a month ago I was both raped and discovered that I was genitally mutilated(the man who raped me told me that).I am going through a very tough time it's hard to spend time alone after all the things that have happened it's been literally 20 days since I've slept like I used to,and every time I close my eyes I see his face in the dark naked,I just can't deal with it I've always been strict with sex before marriage and stuff but u never know what type of situation u got yourself into and lose everything u thought u had...I just can't breath anymore I want to end this night mare,I've talked to some people's n nobody is by my side to support me with all the trauma I'm going through instead they want to use me I'm just alone on the edge of death incase I die let me tell you some things to learn from my mistakes
1) Never trust
2)Never trust
3)Never trust, nobody
Cause eventually some y'all might find yourself like me..with all her dreams being brushed out sitting in the middle of the night thinking that somebody might come to hurt her n silence her forever!
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What's up my habesha people,how y'all doing?I'm doing... um... I don't know what the exact word is but dead but walking (as in the walking dead) sooo I want to share u some of the things that have happened in my life lately n turned it upside down and I'm just wondering if some of u can help me out,you know if u could,I'm 20,girl about to join university so about a month ago I was both raped and discovered that I was genitally mutilated(the man who raped me told me that).I am going through a very tough time it's hard to spend time alone after all the things that have happened it's been literally 20 days since I've slept like I used to,and every time I close my eyes I see his face in the dark naked,I just can't deal with it I've always been strict with sex before marriage and stuff but u never know what type of situation u got yourself into and lose everything u thought u had...I just can't breath anymore I want to end this night mare,I've talked to some people's n nobody is by my side to support me with all the trauma I'm going through instead they want to use me I'm just alone on the edge of death incase I die let me tell you some things to learn from my mistakes
1) Never trust
2)Never trust
3)Never trust, nobody
Cause eventually some y'all might find yourself like me..with all her dreams being brushed out sitting in the middle of the night thinking that somebody might come to hurt her n silence her forever!
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I got very simple question for the guys? How do i get a guy to open up and be my friend?..am talking to this dude for a while and nothing seems to change between us. Every time i texted him i have to rewrite over and over again or edit it after sending. We hangout one time and he seems to enjoy it, but he never asks me out..i don't think he likes me even as a friend..Looking for your honest advice thank you
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I got very simple question for the guys? How do i get a guy to open up and be my friend?..am talking to this dude for a while and nothing seems to change between us. Every time i texted him i have to rewrite over and over again or edit it after sending. We hangout one time and he seems to enjoy it, but he never asks me out..i don't think he likes me even as a friend..Looking for your honest advice thank you
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Hey listen to me. Don't give up. Don't loose hope. Don't do it. You ask why? Cuz you're too important. You matter to a lot of people and even the thought of losing you would break everyone and i know you don't mean to do that. How could anyone heal after that? How could anyone forget you and move on? OK, you don't care about anyone, then think about you. The joy, laughter, the excitement, the love or even the pain you could have if you hang on a little longer. Think about the kids you'll have in the future running around, calling you and loving you. You don't wanna live for them? Think about your dreams, things we talked about, things you believe in. Don't you wanna have them? Don't you wanna look back and laugh at this moment and be grateful for yourself you didn't do it? You are mortal. You are gonna die some day, let it happen on its own why do you wanna cut it short now and offend GOD? OK then forget about anything damn it. Just think about me. Who'd i be without you? Who'd i tell when i do something? Who'd i go to places with? Who'd i laugh with? If not you. Think about how broken I'd be. How hollow I'd feel. Please don't do it... I wish i said this. I wish i stoped you but i didn't know. I thought you were too strong for this and now you are long gone.
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Hey listen to me. Don't give up. Don't loose hope. Don't do it. You ask why? Cuz you're too important. You matter to a lot of people and even the thought of losing you would break everyone and i know you don't mean to do that. How could anyone heal after that? How could anyone forget you and move on? OK, you don't care about anyone, then think about you. The joy, laughter, the excitement, the love or even the pain you could have if you hang on a little longer. Think about the kids you'll have in the future running around, calling you and loving you. You don't wanna live for them? Think about your dreams, things we talked about, things you believe in. Don't you wanna have them? Don't you wanna look back and laugh at this moment and be grateful for yourself you didn't do it? You are mortal. You are gonna die some day, let it happen on its own why do you wanna cut it short now and offend GOD? OK then forget about anything damn it. Just think about me. Who'd i be without you? Who'd i tell when i do something? Who'd i go to places with? Who'd i laugh with? If not you. Think about how broken I'd be. How hollow I'd feel. Please don't do it... I wish i said this. I wish i stoped you but i didn't know. I thought you were too strong for this and now you are long gone.
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I'm a 24years old. I saw a quote that said 'you're not lazy. You're exhausted because you've been living your life in survival mode for too long. ' I think I relate to that. I'm exhausted. And I want to sleep 24/7. And these days, I've been extra lonely. I noticed I've cried more in the past 2years than ever before. I just I'm tired and want to rest. I wish i could go to sleep and wake up refreshed with a clear mind but I always wake up wanting more sleep.
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I'm a 24years old. I saw a quote that said 'you're not lazy. You're exhausted because you've been living your life in survival mode for too long. ' I think I relate to that. I'm exhausted. And I want to sleep 24/7. And these days, I've been extra lonely. I noticed I've cried more in the past 2years than ever before. I just I'm tired and want to rest. I wish i could go to sleep and wake up refreshed with a clear mind but I always wake up wanting more sleep.
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I dont even know why am writing this have you felt like useless ,thats what am feeling i felt like nobody will care if am gone,if am sad,am broken except my bf all of my friends think that am innocent do anything and thats true am always there for there problems i try to fix everything while nobody cares about me they made me feel unworthy am tired i dont even know what i have done to deserve this but peoples keep hurting and i just cant anymore
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I dont even know why am writing this have you felt like useless ,thats what am feeling i felt like nobody will care if am gone,if am sad,am broken except my bf all of my friends think that am innocent do anything and thats true am always there for there problems i try to fix everything while nobody cares about me they made me feel unworthy am tired i dont even know what i have done to deserve this but peoples keep hurting and i just cant anymore
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Why is sexual energy soo complicated?
Why is it more difficult to get rid of sexual addiction than other addictions?
Why does rape change the whole identity of the victim?
Why does being cheated on feel like a stab in the heart?
Idk...my be because the sexual energy is the only energy known so far with the ability to create life.
Why is it soo peculiar? What is the mystery behind it?
Those ppl who tend to use all their energy focused on a single target will be successful. (A concept called sexual transmutation)
Married couples who have healthy sexual life tend to bond more and live longer.
On the other hand, unmarried couples who have sex tend to get separated with lots of emotional baggage...
Why is it more easy to break up with someone with whom we didn't have sex, compared to others we had sex with?
Why does it feel soo bothering after we break up with someone we had sex with? It feels as if the other half of our soul is out there...it feels as if something is mossing inside....
Why does it feel soo naked after the first sexual experience (outside of marriage)
Why? Why? Why?
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Why is sexual energy soo complicated?
Why is it more difficult to get rid of sexual addiction than other addictions?
Why does rape change the whole identity of the victim?
Why does being cheated on feel like a stab in the heart?
Idk...my be because the sexual energy is the only energy known so far with the ability to create life.
Why is it soo peculiar? What is the mystery behind it?
Those ppl who tend to use all their energy focused on a single target will be successful. (A concept called sexual transmutation)
Married couples who have healthy sexual life tend to bond more and live longer.
On the other hand, unmarried couples who have sex tend to get separated with lots of emotional baggage...
Why is it more easy to break up with someone with whom we didn't have sex, compared to others we had sex with?
Why does it feel soo bothering after we break up with someone we had sex with? It feels as if the other half of our soul is out there...it feels as if something is mossing inside....
Why does it feel soo naked after the first sexual experience (outside of marriage)
Why? Why? Why?
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im lonely okay i am an addict to and i just need a supportive person by my side but everybody i turn to keeps shutting me down (fyi ive gotten so used to friend zones now but still i cant make them stay" n now i feel selfish i think that im only looking what i need and not what they(girls) need so i keeping giving affection and attention to them but then now they call me clingy and needy so now im left thinking what is wrong with me why is everybody treating me like this maybe they right maybe i am clingy and annoying so then i try to keep my distance and then im back to being alone and heart aching its like a paradox that i cant escape from
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im lonely okay i am an addict to and i just need a supportive person by my side but everybody i turn to keeps shutting me down (fyi ive gotten so used to friend zones now but still i cant make them stay" n now i feel selfish i think that im only looking what i need and not what they(girls) need so i keeping giving affection and attention to them but then now they call me clingy and needy so now im left thinking what is wrong with me why is everybody treating me like this maybe they right maybe i am clingy and annoying so then i try to keep my distance and then im back to being alone and heart aching its like a paradox that i cant escape from
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Okay so I have strict parents like I'm not free to go to places whenever I want which is understandable to some extent gn ale aa sibeza ydebral. Like I don't know why but zare keteznanaw with friends mnamn I can't go out for the next 2 or 3 months unless we're having a day and everyone is coming. Like it's so funny they don't even want me to go out and meet my cousin that often and they have the audacity to say that they're not strict at all and with other children who experience for the first time bezaw ybelashalu and that's exactly what's happening to me. Especially my mom I think tferalech or sth because sweta she calls every hour and asks where I'm at mnamn becha it's all fucked up and I don't know what to do because enem tebelashche mekret alfelgm but I'm a very curious person and I want to know stuff and when I get the opportunity to fo whatever I want I fear it'll turn out to be my downfall. Has anyone else been through this? If so what did you do? Oh and PS. I'm 18 I'll get into college soon.
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Okay so I have strict parents like I'm not free to go to places whenever I want which is understandable to some extent gn ale aa sibeza ydebral. Like I don't know why but zare keteznanaw with friends mnamn I can't go out for the next 2 or 3 months unless we're having a day and everyone is coming. Like it's so funny they don't even want me to go out and meet my cousin that often and they have the audacity to say that they're not strict at all and with other children who experience for the first time bezaw ybelashalu and that's exactly what's happening to me. Especially my mom I think tferalech or sth because sweta she calls every hour and asks where I'm at mnamn becha it's all fucked up and I don't know what to do because enem tebelashche mekret alfelgm but I'm a very curious person and I want to know stuff and when I get the opportunity to fo whatever I want I fear it'll turn out to be my downfall. Has anyone else been through this? If so what did you do? Oh and PS. I'm 18 I'll get into college soon.
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Hello every one am a guy 19 almost 20..... so i have never been in a relationship before because i have this huge problem. I get along with girls just fine like most of my friends get jealous of how i interact (megbabat) with many girls but the problem is after i get close to them i get scared to ask them out. even if i develop feelings i dont tell them how i feel. I get scared that i will lose her(if she says yes i would date her for some time and when we break up i would lose her and if she says no i would lose her completely and i think to my self i wont even get to talk to her as a friend ) so i choose to become a silent lover and end up in the friend zone with them this has happened to me twice and i am getting concerned that this cycle would continue so any advice....
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Hello every one am a guy 19 almost 20..... so i have never been in a relationship before because i have this huge problem. I get along with girls just fine like most of my friends get jealous of how i interact (megbabat) with many girls but the problem is after i get close to them i get scared to ask them out. even if i develop feelings i dont tell them how i feel. I get scared that i will lose her(if she says yes i would date her for some time and when we break up i would lose her and if she says no i would lose her completely and i think to my self i wont even get to talk to her as a friend ) so i choose to become a silent lover and end up in the friend zone with them this has happened to me twice and i am getting concerned that this cycle would continue so any advice....
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Hey everyone I am a 21 year old girl and there is something i want to ask the guys specifically .....Do you guys like clingy girls those who call every minute check who is with and stuff i am not that type of girl and recently i even broke up with a bf coz i wasn't too clingy enough for him but i am not dull or boring i can show affection but in a different way so i am confused does the majority male population like this kind of girls???
plz i need answers ????????????
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Hey everyone I am a 21 year old girl and there is something i want to ask the guys specifically .....Do you guys like clingy girls those who call every minute check who is with and stuff i am not that type of girl and recently i even broke up with a bf coz i wasn't too clingy enough for him but i am not dull or boring i can show affection but in a different way so i am confused does the majority male population like this kind of girls???
plz i need answers ????????????
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Hi guys am 19 years old girl and i have a question.
I was recently diagnosed with meniere's disease and it's messing with my life i have tried to control it with foods and stuff but am not getting any better so if anyone was diagnosed with the same disease or anyone studying medicine pls help me out here βΉοΈ
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I was recently diagnosed with meniere's disease and it's messing with my life i have tried to control it with foods and stuff but am not getting any better so if anyone was diagnosed with the same disease or anyone studying medicine pls help me out here βΉοΈ
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Okay so this has been bothering me for a while now and it kinda affected my mentality and my whole teenage experience but I actually realized it recently so read till the endπ and share ur thoughts. So the thing is I have strick parents ena everything literally everything I do it has to pass through a convo with them and they will approve if it's important or at least they think it is and I lost my freedom along the way plus unknowingly betam dependent endehon argognal and I realized it a few days ago cause of someone who is totally different from me and it hit me HARD, when u look at me u will see a very confident woman, very chatty like it's so easy for me kesew gar lemegbabat, you'll think I'm an extrovert (which I wanna be btwπ), and a lil crazy neger cause I'm down for everything...... but when it comes to making plans like when ppl say let's do this let's do that I back off and be like ummm noπ cause I can't uk it's a different story at home and my parents demo they don't realize this...... I tell them that what they are doing is wrong on every opportunity I get but no change they just say adel, they nod along, make a few jokes, then move on beka that's it I don't see change! That being said it's not the reason I'm venting because I've been living like this for a while now and I kinda got used to it, chegeru mn meselachu with out realising it I've been limiting my self from a lot of things cause of the situation I have at home and I don't have as many life experiences as someone who would be same as my age, hell even smaller sometimes. And I've become this closed minded person but I don't wanna be that way. I have so much potential in me if I get the right opportunity I can do so much like u have no idea gn beka like I said I'm kinda guarded at this moment. I'm a freshman this year and I wanna make up for the time I've lost unknowingly so any advice on how to be more open and live life to the fullest, I wanna have this new place new me kinda vibe I wanna be able to enjoy every moment from now on ahuns bekagnπ
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Okay so this has been bothering me for a while now and it kinda affected my mentality and my whole teenage experience but I actually realized it recently so read till the endπ and share ur thoughts. So the thing is I have strick parents ena everything literally everything I do it has to pass through a convo with them and they will approve if it's important or at least they think it is and I lost my freedom along the way plus unknowingly betam dependent endehon argognal and I realized it a few days ago cause of someone who is totally different from me and it hit me HARD, when u look at me u will see a very confident woman, very chatty like it's so easy for me kesew gar lemegbabat, you'll think I'm an extrovert (which I wanna be btwπ), and a lil crazy neger cause I'm down for everything...... but when it comes to making plans like when ppl say let's do this let's do that I back off and be like ummm noπ cause I can't uk it's a different story at home and my parents demo they don't realize this...... I tell them that what they are doing is wrong on every opportunity I get but no change they just say adel, they nod along, make a few jokes, then move on beka that's it I don't see change! That being said it's not the reason I'm venting because I've been living like this for a while now and I kinda got used to it, chegeru mn meselachu with out realising it I've been limiting my self from a lot of things cause of the situation I have at home and I don't have as many life experiences as someone who would be same as my age, hell even smaller sometimes. And I've become this closed minded person but I don't wanna be that way. I have so much potential in me if I get the right opportunity I can do so much like u have no idea gn beka like I said I'm kinda guarded at this moment. I'm a freshman this year and I wanna make up for the time I've lost unknowingly so any advice on how to be more open and live life to the fullest, I wanna have this new place new me kinda vibe I wanna be able to enjoy every moment from now on ahuns bekagnπ
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Hey Unihorse π¦
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i know how hard it is to live in your head. i know you have been struggling to find meaning. i know there were times when you couldn't even look in the mirror or times when you felt too hopeless, too stupid to go to school, i know why you question everyone that compliments you, or people that are nice to you for no reason, i know why you run away from relationships when they get serious and complain about your loveless life. you have felt jealous of the passionate people around you and wondered why have never gotten that, you have cried blaming your dad thinking things would been better if he was alive. it was easier for you find something to blame and something to distract you, for you were always about to break down thinking life was about to pass you by. but fuck the pain and the standard. don't lose yourself in this man made world. if you can get through this second you can get through it all. breath you are doing more than great.
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
i know how hard it is to live in your head. i know you have been struggling to find meaning. i know there were times when you couldn't even look in the mirror or times when you felt too hopeless, too stupid to go to school, i know why you question everyone that compliments you, or people that are nice to you for no reason, i know why you run away from relationships when they get serious and complain about your loveless life. you have felt jealous of the passionate people around you and wondered why have never gotten that, you have cried blaming your dad thinking things would been better if he was alive. it was easier for you find something to blame and something to distract you, for you were always about to break down thinking life was about to pass you by. but fuck the pain and the standard. don't lose yourself in this man made world. if you can get through this second you can get through it all. breath you are doing more than great.
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Hey Unihorse π¦
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I need to vent
Sometimes i don't wanna live anymore but i rather do some adventures than killing my self even like running away from everything.
And even though i am too lazy on too many things i like to make my own money and it all my dream.
I believe there nothing cooler than getting money and having your own space to do what you like .
My parents don't give a shit about me and me neither i mean why would i ?
They are toxic eko they even damaged me in too many fuckin ways amd it kinda made me who i am depressed, heartless, alot less .
After all am a girl who sleeps alot, who is not interested in too many things , who always love the wrong person , and got broken and hill too many times , got number of good friends and too many haters , heated coz i always try to stay real ,am tired but am trying.
Vent Here
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Sometimes i don't wanna live anymore but i rather do some adventures than killing my self even like running away from everything.
And even though i am too lazy on too many things i like to make my own money and it all my dream.
I believe there nothing cooler than getting money and having your own space to do what you like .
My parents don't give a shit about me and me neither i mean why would i ?
They are toxic eko they even damaged me in too many fuckin ways amd it kinda made me who i am depressed, heartless, alot less .
After all am a girl who sleeps alot, who is not interested in too many things , who always love the wrong person , and got broken and hill too many times , got number of good friends and too many haters , heated coz i always try to stay real ,am tired but am trying.
Vent Here