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Why do people be so selfish about another's feeling I mean I care about other especially for the ones I love example my boyfriend this whole thing is about him and we've been to together for 2 years and we've been through a lot me btm but still together and I know he loves me I love him too but the thing is things are getting worse now everyday arguing and I'm tired I've given all myself to this r/p when I mean by this even tho I'm in bad mood,crying,wanting for help, really in a bad place if his mad or sad or something like that I've always put him first not me valuing about my feelings and now I'm hurting myself and we talked about everything and he asked if I would continue being with him even if its like this(sad,arguing,getting mad,hurting myself ,blah blah many things) and I said yes its because I love him so much once he showed me what happiness was and even if we argue I know there's love between us and now I don't know how to make things better with him and myself too because I'm not doing well I'm trying hard just to survive I'm going through a lot... suicidal thoughts, crying,feeling lonely,feeling helpless etc so what should I do about my r/p and myself?
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Why do people be so selfish about another's feeling I mean I care about other especially for the ones I love example my boyfriend this whole thing is about him and we've been to together for 2 years and we've been through a lot me btm but still together and I know he loves me I love him too but the thing is things are getting worse now everyday arguing and I'm tired I've given all myself to this r/p when I mean by this even tho I'm in bad mood,crying,wanting for help, really in a bad place if his mad or sad or something like that I've always put him first not me valuing about my feelings and now I'm hurting myself and we talked about everything and he asked if I would continue being with him even if its like this(sad,arguing,getting mad,hurting myself ,blah blah many things) and I said yes its because I love him so much once he showed me what happiness was and even if we argue I know there's love between us and now I don't know how to make things better with him and myself too because I'm not doing well I'm trying hard just to survive I'm going through a lot... suicidal thoughts, crying,feeling lonely,feeling helpless etc so what should I do about my r/p and myself?
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The words " i miss u" don't even begin to describe what I feel ....I literally feel everything and nothing at the same time ..I used to be happy but now I'm jst existing..I swear to god the day u stopped breathing...my whole life got shattered in front of my eyes...i lost hope in everything...i wish if i could have taken the pain away for u ...I wish if I could have died instead of u...I rly rly wanted to make u happy that was all my dream since day one...but I didn't get to do that and that kills me...I wish if there was more time now all I have is memories of u ....I love u so much mom ❤
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The words " i miss u" don't even begin to describe what I feel ....I literally feel everything and nothing at the same time ..I used to be happy but now I'm jst existing..I swear to god the day u stopped breathing...my whole life got shattered in front of my eyes...i lost hope in everything...i wish if i could have taken the pain away for u ...I wish if I could have died instead of u...I rly rly wanted to make u happy that was all my dream since day one...but I didn't get to do that and that kills me...I wish if there was more time now all I have is memories of u ....I love u so much mom ❤
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Hey everyone I just wanted u to tell me what's being happening to me. The thing is that ain't fairly playing in making real friendship... Bf/gf bcha whatever....
I'm yegibi temari and it seems I'm lately becoming so numb at every single step in making real friends specially gf. Though I noticed some girls approaching me , I find ma self trynna get lost around and would end up burning their feelings towards me. They finally go away and never talk to me again. N me ... I don't give a shit.
The worst part of me is degmo... Whenever I try to hangout with girls that I literally liked (not loved), they'll all become so numb or senseless. Ena this thing makes me so mad... I then find maself chasing them wherever they'd probably be ... Library, cafeteria, lounge, court... mnamn bcha esuan lagegn yemichilibet bota... Ik i really need someone Right now! "No need to mention the reason".
I tried to love back those who showed me a spark of love inside their pupils. Gn it ain't working that way.
Again I tried to figure out whether the girls whom I got sight eurica from... Feel same way... This didn't work again.
Yerase bahrina yenesum bahri awezagebegnko sewoch... Do you guys think this is Normal gn???
Need ur help 🙏
Btw I'm 21 y.o boy
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Hey everyone I just wanted u to tell me what's being happening to me. The thing is that ain't fairly playing in making real friendship... Bf/gf bcha whatever....
I'm yegibi temari and it seems I'm lately becoming so numb at every single step in making real friends specially gf. Though I noticed some girls approaching me , I find ma self trynna get lost around and would end up burning their feelings towards me. They finally go away and never talk to me again. N me ... I don't give a shit.
The worst part of me is degmo... Whenever I try to hangout with girls that I literally liked (not loved), they'll all become so numb or senseless. Ena this thing makes me so mad... I then find maself chasing them wherever they'd probably be ... Library, cafeteria, lounge, court... mnamn bcha esuan lagegn yemichilibet bota... Ik i really need someone Right now! "No need to mention the reason".
I tried to love back those who showed me a spark of love inside their pupils. Gn it ain't working that way.
Again I tried to figure out whether the girls whom I got sight eurica from... Feel same way... This didn't work again.
Yerase bahrina yenesum bahri awezagebegnko sewoch... Do you guys think this is Normal gn???
Need ur help 🙏
Btw I'm 21 y.o boy
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here is what's bothering me, a year ago I started to get to know this girl ,and she friendzoned me but during this 1 year battle I managed to crawl out, and abt 7 months ago I started flirting with her again and we got Deep to a point where we talk on the phone upto 4 AM (lelit 10 sat) about what's been troubling her and she seemed into me ..so we continued flirting some more and she jokingly asked me out and I wasn't in a good place to date ...eventhough I was flirting with her I didn't expect her to ask me out, I thought I will ask her once I'm mentally good so I said no and she said it was a joke and that she could never see me as more than a friend ,that hurt bad ....but the flirting continued and she seemed to like me again until 3 weeks ago I found out she has a crush on a significantly younger guy and I cant tell u how much damaged it cause me and she Ghosted me all of a sudden even in person ...now I'm standing here with my heart broken watching her flirt with him on a daily basis and I dont know what to do
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here is what's bothering me, a year ago I started to get to know this girl ,and she friendzoned me but during this 1 year battle I managed to crawl out, and abt 7 months ago I started flirting with her again and we got Deep to a point where we talk on the phone upto 4 AM (lelit 10 sat) about what's been troubling her and she seemed into me ..so we continued flirting some more and she jokingly asked me out and I wasn't in a good place to date ...eventhough I was flirting with her I didn't expect her to ask me out, I thought I will ask her once I'm mentally good so I said no and she said it was a joke and that she could never see me as more than a friend ,that hurt bad ....but the flirting continued and she seemed to like me again until 3 weeks ago I found out she has a crush on a significantly younger guy and I cant tell u how much damaged it cause me and she Ghosted me all of a sudden even in person ...now I'm standing here with my heart broken watching her flirt with him on a daily basis and I dont know what to do
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This's not some save me vent. I'm here to tell all of you the truth none of you wanna hear. When I tried to kill the first time. I did everything out of haste so it didn't really work. I did it because I was being ridden by feelings. I wasn't being reasonable. But now I'm an emotionless fuck and I have a very good reason . My reason is In the end, Nothing ever really matters. But yet, don't worry it doesn't mean I'm gonna do it. I'm not stupid to end my life cuz I couldn't find any purpose in it and for what's it's worth, even if I didn't, I would still like to see where this goes actually give it some time.
We're all humans being going one dimension and Never really questioning things. Life was easy when I had something to believe in.
But slowly time showed me, all we've really got is choices whether they're right or wrong. We just fucking choose or just told to fucking believe. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to all the stuff that goes in my head. I never share my opinion, trying my best to fit in the crowd. So I'm tired of that cycle. I'm going to rise above, I am not going to ignore this fact and be a bitch. I atleast have some courage to admit it. I no longer want to be trapped in a mystery. Also don't give me all that God bullshit.
P.S : y'all are forgetting something, we're going to die! and if there's a name that goes with yugen, I need to talk to that person so if you could just show up in the comment section.
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This's not some save me vent. I'm here to tell all of you the truth none of you wanna hear. When I tried to kill the first time. I did everything out of haste so it didn't really work. I did it because I was being ridden by feelings. I wasn't being reasonable. But now I'm an emotionless fuck and I have a very good reason . My reason is In the end, Nothing ever really matters. But yet, don't worry it doesn't mean I'm gonna do it. I'm not stupid to end my life cuz I couldn't find any purpose in it and for what's it's worth, even if I didn't, I would still like to see where this goes actually give it some time.
We're all humans being going one dimension and Never really questioning things. Life was easy when I had something to believe in.
But slowly time showed me, all we've really got is choices whether they're right or wrong. We just fucking choose or just told to fucking believe. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to all the stuff that goes in my head. I never share my opinion, trying my best to fit in the crowd. So I'm tired of that cycle. I'm going to rise above, I am not going to ignore this fact and be a bitch. I atleast have some courage to admit it. I no longer want to be trapped in a mystery. Also don't give me all that God bullshit.
P.S : y'all are forgetting something, we're going to die! and if there's a name that goes with yugen, I need to talk to that person so if you could just show up in the comment section.
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Hi everyone,
I am a girl 20 who is a second year student at AAU 5th kilo campus. So the thing is I met this guy, who is a fourth year student, and we instantly clicked. We have fun, we goof around and you can say we are always together although he is not my usual type of guy to date. Then, I discovered he has a girlfriend and I knew her. I nearly stopped hanging out with him and making moves because i didn't want her to think something was going on. But before almost a week ago, we were with our friends and he kissed me. I told him to stop and he did, but it happened again and I really regret it happened. I actually like his girlfriend and they had been in a long term relationship and I don't want to get between them. Can someone tell me how to stop this because I don't want to hurt her and me for his sake?
P.S. Please don't insult me saying I am promiscuous and all. I have had enough regrets from myself.
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I am a girl 20 who is a second year student at AAU 5th kilo campus. So the thing is I met this guy, who is a fourth year student, and we instantly clicked. We have fun, we goof around and you can say we are always together although he is not my usual type of guy to date. Then, I discovered he has a girlfriend and I knew her. I nearly stopped hanging out with him and making moves because i didn't want her to think something was going on. But before almost a week ago, we were with our friends and he kissed me. I told him to stop and he did, but it happened again and I really regret it happened. I actually like his girlfriend and they had been in a long term relationship and I don't want to get between them. Can someone tell me how to stop this because I don't want to hurt her and me for his sake?
P.S. Please don't insult me saying I am promiscuous and all. I have had enough regrets from myself.
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I'm puzzled. I remember the 17 year old me believing in God and having high hopes in life. I just wish I was unconscious to realize all of this. Questions after questions have left me in a labyrinth. Sometimes It's actually better to be trapped in illusion than feel everything and believe in nothing. Questions without answers, what do we do with them? I mean, you would call me crazy and ignore it, but deep down y'all ask yourselves what if?
I just wish you had the courage to face it.
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I'm puzzled. I remember the 17 year old me believing in God and having high hopes in life. I just wish I was unconscious to realize all of this. Questions after questions have left me in a labyrinth. Sometimes It's actually better to be trapped in illusion than feel everything and believe in nothing. Questions without answers, what do we do with them? I mean, you would call me crazy and ignore it, but deep down y'all ask yourselves what if?
I just wish you had the courage to face it.
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Hello lovely people.
I'm 25, female.
Feeling pathetic.
I need an ear so I'm here.
My view of world changed drastically when I realized we are poor, yeah you can imagine how delusional I must have been. I have been living in my own world and am slowly coming out of it, to face harsh reality called life.
I feel soooo sad, no excuses, I don't have reasons. I have reasons to entitle my sadness as legit but it feels so stupid to actually think that I might have depression.
I mean, irl depression doesn't do anything, it just is a stupid excuse for people like me (I hope nobody is like me), I can't escape reality anymore, I can't run away from responsibilities anymore. I'm a pathetic brat stuck in adult's body.
I'm aware of the fact that I need to be patient and stuff and stuff, but I'm so delusional. I don't know it's like I can't take it, I feel like I am scared of myself and am ashamed of myself.
Even this vent makes me feel like an idiot! A total idiot. I feel like what am I even doing by saying stuff like this, it doesn't even matter irl. Only in virtual world do these words count, irl nobody gives a shxt.
I'm just feeling like a hopeless idiot.
I'm sacred of life :(
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Hello lovely people.
I'm 25, female.
Feeling pathetic.
I need an ear so I'm here.
My view of world changed drastically when I realized we are poor, yeah you can imagine how delusional I must have been. I have been living in my own world and am slowly coming out of it, to face harsh reality called life.
I feel soooo sad, no excuses, I don't have reasons. I have reasons to entitle my sadness as legit but it feels so stupid to actually think that I might have depression.
I mean, irl depression doesn't do anything, it just is a stupid excuse for people like me (I hope nobody is like me), I can't escape reality anymore, I can't run away from responsibilities anymore. I'm a pathetic brat stuck in adult's body.
I'm aware of the fact that I need to be patient and stuff and stuff, but I'm so delusional. I don't know it's like I can't take it, I feel like I am scared of myself and am ashamed of myself.
Even this vent makes me feel like an idiot! A total idiot. I feel like what am I even doing by saying stuff like this, it doesn't even matter irl. Only in virtual world do these words count, irl nobody gives a shxt.
I'm just feeling like a hopeless idiot.
I'm sacred of life :(
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Hey peps , hope y'all doing fine. I'm a girl and 18. So recently I'm going through a lot and I've never had friends to talk to. Like literally no one, because I've gotta my heart broken a couple of times and people are fake. I was once hospitalized from a mental break down the doctors told me im clinically depressed and suffer from bipolar disorder.And 2 weeks before I found a way to get someone to talk to. I used my father's tg account to make me a stranger and a friend to myself. I even gave 'my friend' which is me a name so I don't feel insane. Basically what I'm doing now is I use both phones at the same time and i text to myself turn by turn. And strangely enough I feel happy for finding smn to talk to with no judgement. We had a casual conversation in our class at school and I got a question who my best friend is. I didn't even know what I was thinking but I said that her name is mer and we only talk through telegram. That's the same account that I created and once I realized I was shocked to be on this level of insanity. No one knows it yet so the reason I'm venting here now is because I think I might find someone with a bit similar situation and who could give me advice. Don't tell me things related to the praying and returning to God stuff. I've been doing that since forever and it doesn't help. I need something realistic.I don't want to end up alone with the other me.
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Hey peps , hope y'all doing fine. I'm a girl and 18. So recently I'm going through a lot and I've never had friends to talk to. Like literally no one, because I've gotta my heart broken a couple of times and people are fake. I was once hospitalized from a mental break down the doctors told me im clinically depressed and suffer from bipolar disorder.And 2 weeks before I found a way to get someone to talk to. I used my father's tg account to make me a stranger and a friend to myself. I even gave 'my friend' which is me a name so I don't feel insane. Basically what I'm doing now is I use both phones at the same time and i text to myself turn by turn. And strangely enough I feel happy for finding smn to talk to with no judgement. We had a casual conversation in our class at school and I got a question who my best friend is. I didn't even know what I was thinking but I said that her name is mer and we only talk through telegram. That's the same account that I created and once I realized I was shocked to be on this level of insanity. No one knows it yet so the reason I'm venting here now is because I think I might find someone with a bit similar situation and who could give me advice. Don't tell me things related to the praying and returning to God stuff. I've been doing that since forever and it doesn't help. I need something realistic.I don't want to end up alone with the other me.
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What's up guys? So this is more of a story to help atleast one soul to quit this terrible habit, which is masturbation. This is something I did for about 10 years and tried to quit. I finally quit after 4 years of trying and boy did it feel good. It will be a year since I quit in a few days and it reminded me of how far I've come.
The things they say, like you will feel energetic, empowered and all that good stuff when you quit is actually 100% true, you begin to focus on yourself, you will start to make yourself the main character of your life as it should be, you stop sexualizing girls and see them for who they really are. And if you want to go on a date, then you will (I'm using this as an example because you literally will feel like you can do anything.)
I started interacting with people in ways I couldn't imagine, I appeared as the fun guy every one wanted to hangout with. I started to build on my good habits, my hobbies and also started a small business.
I know it's very hard to stop, but decide enough is enough and just quit, like a bandaid effect.
I hope this helps, be strong my fam 💪
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What's up guys? So this is more of a story to help atleast one soul to quit this terrible habit, which is masturbation. This is something I did for about 10 years and tried to quit. I finally quit after 4 years of trying and boy did it feel good. It will be a year since I quit in a few days and it reminded me of how far I've come.
The things they say, like you will feel energetic, empowered and all that good stuff when you quit is actually 100% true, you begin to focus on yourself, you will start to make yourself the main character of your life as it should be, you stop sexualizing girls and see them for who they really are. And if you want to go on a date, then you will (I'm using this as an example because you literally will feel like you can do anything.)
I started interacting with people in ways I couldn't imagine, I appeared as the fun guy every one wanted to hangout with. I started to build on my good habits, my hobbies and also started a small business.
I know it's very hard to stop, but decide enough is enough and just quit, like a bandaid effect.
I hope this helps, be strong my fam 💪
Take care ✌️
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It's not a vent it's more of I don't know and I just want to tell you guys and hear what you've to say.
This things it's been almost 4 years since I started seeing this guy and I had fallen hard like so hard that everything with out his presence is black and blank, and he doesn't feel the same he told me clearly but he also say he love me so much just not in a way I do. So now I been so nagging and hateful to the girls around him who has crushs on him. Guys I never felt his way for anyone not even for my self, Everytime I see him and hear his voice my heart beats faster I will start seeing rainbows and sunset. but I couldn't stop my self from being emotional over the little stupid things he does like calling others honey and staff and when I become emotional he starts saying you have a greater value in me than the others but what I see is not.
Am just lost in my thoughts assuming things that haven't happened yet and crying over them and staff.
Can he ever fall in love with me? Would he be able to feel Exactly how I felt bout him?
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It's not a vent it's more of I don't know and I just want to tell you guys and hear what you've to say.
This things it's been almost 4 years since I started seeing this guy and I had fallen hard like so hard that everything with out his presence is black and blank, and he doesn't feel the same he told me clearly but he also say he love me so much just not in a way I do. So now I been so nagging and hateful to the girls around him who has crushs on him. Guys I never felt his way for anyone not even for my self, Everytime I see him and hear his voice my heart beats faster I will start seeing rainbows and sunset. but I couldn't stop my self from being emotional over the little stupid things he does like calling others honey and staff and when I become emotional he starts saying you have a greater value in me than the others but what I see is not.
Am just lost in my thoughts assuming things that haven't happened yet and crying over them and staff.
Can he ever fall in love with me? Would he be able to feel Exactly how I felt bout him?
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Why the fuck are people so selfish? I mean don't we have dignity to even be rational ? How could we be so ungrateful of someone who turned his/her life up side down for us? I knew him (Nathan) since middle school and we finished highschool together. Our parents are the best of friends. He was this sweet, kind and honest guy. I just can't believe I fell for that asshole. I loved everything about him and have never seen another guy in any way like I see him. We planned to go to the same university and a lot of things for our future ,worked hard for it.We even named our kids. Everything seemed great. And now one text had to ruin every part of me. Last week he suggested we go out on a lunch date and at the gas station he got off to fill up the car. Dad called at that moment and unfortunately my phone died. So I thought why don't I call him with my bf's phone because why not, I have nothing to hide. The mf didn't even bother locking his phone.I saw a text notification and I opened up an app ( which I didn't know of) and there is was. Nudes. Nudes of my best friend. That bitch.I couldn't even move, nor speak. I was just staring at the damn phone and when he got it and saw what I just saw he was like ' ewnet ewnet endemetasebiw adlm. Bezi menged endetawki alflkum bla bla bla' Worst part is I wasn't even mad, I was just feeling my heart break. For a fraction of seconds I thought about hugging him and saying it was okay. That's how much I love him. I didn't say anything and on my way back to my dorm all I thought was what wrong had I done. Maybe I wasn't giving him enough attention or maybe I was getting boring. Why. Just why did he have to do this? Whenever I think of finding out why and to ask him, to face his face again I see her, her perfectly tanned face and beautiful body and it wrecks my soul. He still calls like 50 times a day, texts me, leaves a VM even comes to my dorm but I have already moved somewhere else. Everything reminds me of him and I can't stop my crying. I see no point in life. Part of me wants to pretend like nothing happened and to get back with him. But I can't. People are just so horrible. I won't ever want to get involved with another guy or anyone. What do you do when you want to hate someone but you end of blaming yourself for trying to and get depressed? I know Nathan loves this channel and he's going to see this. I hope she's worthy to cheat with on me. Maybe someday I'll be strong enough to face you again and tell you how much I hate you. I know I'm lying to myself but I'll get there someday. Don't cheat on her because clearly I won't be part of your life anymore and you'd go back to her. Have a nice life both of you. Lela mnm alelehm. For those of you people who're not only cheating, but even thinking of doing so, stop. Just stop. Its no fun for someone who cares for you. Thanks if you even get here reading this except Nathan. Dumbass
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Why the fuck are people so selfish? I mean don't we have dignity to even be rational ? How could we be so ungrateful of someone who turned his/her life up side down for us? I knew him (Nathan) since middle school and we finished highschool together. Our parents are the best of friends. He was this sweet, kind and honest guy. I just can't believe I fell for that asshole. I loved everything about him and have never seen another guy in any way like I see him. We planned to go to the same university and a lot of things for our future ,worked hard for it.We even named our kids. Everything seemed great. And now one text had to ruin every part of me. Last week he suggested we go out on a lunch date and at the gas station he got off to fill up the car. Dad called at that moment and unfortunately my phone died. So I thought why don't I call him with my bf's phone because why not, I have nothing to hide. The mf didn't even bother locking his phone.I saw a text notification and I opened up an app ( which I didn't know of) and there is was. Nudes. Nudes of my best friend. That bitch.I couldn't even move, nor speak. I was just staring at the damn phone and when he got it and saw what I just saw he was like ' ewnet ewnet endemetasebiw adlm. Bezi menged endetawki alflkum bla bla bla' Worst part is I wasn't even mad, I was just feeling my heart break. For a fraction of seconds I thought about hugging him and saying it was okay. That's how much I love him. I didn't say anything and on my way back to my dorm all I thought was what wrong had I done. Maybe I wasn't giving him enough attention or maybe I was getting boring. Why. Just why did he have to do this? Whenever I think of finding out why and to ask him, to face his face again I see her, her perfectly tanned face and beautiful body and it wrecks my soul. He still calls like 50 times a day, texts me, leaves a VM even comes to my dorm but I have already moved somewhere else. Everything reminds me of him and I can't stop my crying. I see no point in life. Part of me wants to pretend like nothing happened and to get back with him. But I can't. People are just so horrible. I won't ever want to get involved with another guy or anyone. What do you do when you want to hate someone but you end of blaming yourself for trying to and get depressed? I know Nathan loves this channel and he's going to see this. I hope she's worthy to cheat with on me. Maybe someday I'll be strong enough to face you again and tell you how much I hate you. I know I'm lying to myself but I'll get there someday. Don't cheat on her because clearly I won't be part of your life anymore and you'd go back to her. Have a nice life both of you. Lela mnm alelehm. For those of you people who're not only cheating, but even thinking of doing so, stop. Just stop. Its no fun for someone who cares for you. Thanks if you even get here reading this except Nathan. Dumbass
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First time writing am a 23 yr old final yr student ..... idk what am gonna say lately i have been feeling like crap over sth that happend 2 yrs back hard for me to accept even now.... I WAS RAPED ik by someone ik, i trusted,... do u know what it does to a persons life sexual assualt trust me u dont and u will never unless u experiance it.... which i hope nobody have to ... eversince am struggling in life the fact that i was the victim and i should be the one suffering in life makes me crazy specially when i know nth happens to him he gets to move on like nth happend God!!!! How cruel is this world!!!! I cry evrynyt nightmare over nightmare the feeling of alone worthlessness.... will it ever stop????? Noone knows abt this except 2 ppl the psychiatrist and my one judgmental frd
I was admitted for 2 month for rehab but no one in my family knows why.... ahun gn alchalkum
I know thr is nth to be done the damage has been done am writing bcoz.... actually idk am at my breaking point whts killing me more is i have to cover all this and act normal i cant anymore idk wht to do
U can deal the physical pain and trauma but aftr an assualt u will never be u
Thr is nth like moving on thr is just struggle after struggle hell after hell ????????????????????????
#sexual assualt
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First time writing am a 23 yr old final yr student ..... idk what am gonna say lately i have been feeling like crap over sth that happend 2 yrs back hard for me to accept even now.... I WAS RAPED ik by someone ik, i trusted,... do u know what it does to a persons life sexual assualt trust me u dont and u will never unless u experiance it.... which i hope nobody have to ... eversince am struggling in life the fact that i was the victim and i should be the one suffering in life makes me crazy specially when i know nth happens to him he gets to move on like nth happend God!!!! How cruel is this world!!!! I cry evrynyt nightmare over nightmare the feeling of alone worthlessness.... will it ever stop????? Noone knows abt this except 2 ppl the psychiatrist and my one judgmental frd
I was admitted for 2 month for rehab but no one in my family knows why.... ahun gn alchalkum
I know thr is nth to be done the damage has been done am writing bcoz.... actually idk am at my breaking point whts killing me more is i have to cover all this and act normal i cant anymore idk wht to do
U can deal the physical pain and trauma but aftr an assualt u will never be u
Thr is nth like moving on thr is just struggle after struggle hell after hell ????????????????????????
#sexual assualt
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Today I made may be a mistake or a good thing but i don't know what I feels or what I want but I stayed there waiting for an answer for the beginning of failure and rejection maybe I want sth different than these life let me ask you something if you had to choose from numbed all the pain you have and to see your pain everyday and I chose today to see my pain everyday with out any reasons I chose that because I can't live without my pain I can't talk it with friends or family cuz none of them understand what I feels today I take a risk and vent like this but it was useless because it was all for a broken heart
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Today I made may be a mistake or a good thing but i don't know what I feels or what I want but I stayed there waiting for an answer for the beginning of failure and rejection maybe I want sth different than these life let me ask you something if you had to choose from numbed all the pain you have and to see your pain everyday and I chose today to see my pain everyday with out any reasons I chose that because I can't live without my pain I can't talk it with friends or family cuz none of them understand what I feels today I take a risk and vent like this but it was useless because it was all for a broken heart
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I have been in relation with the girl whom I loved for many years n u know guys I had deep crush on her before I talked her but lately her behaviour kill all the feeling I have for her , and we argue all the time and I always decide to move on but u know guys I can't , after a gap of few weeks I will return back and she also welcomed me always like nothing happened. But Guy's now it's seems the ending of the whole story u know i decided to move on from her using wise method without any argument, I talked n begged her to block me in every social media and text n calls and she told me that she didn't want to make it and give me the chance to me to make it but I said I can't coz what ever the decisions i made I'm not committed and I reminder the past, and I know her she's the person whom very committed on her decision and bagged her to do so, and finally before she make me block she told how much she loved me and wishes the best for me and block immediately and I can't reply to her. ..... whatever it's passed away it's now abt 8-9 month and u know guy's all the things I did for is at the time I have national exam(12 ). n coz of that I don't wanna loose my attention coz of her annoying behaviour but now thanks God I succeed in my goal but I loose her n it's hard for both of us to get back the whole feeling demolished n feeling empty but the greatest fear of us is seeing each other with someone else.
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I have been in relation with the girl whom I loved for many years n u know guys I had deep crush on her before I talked her but lately her behaviour kill all the feeling I have for her , and we argue all the time and I always decide to move on but u know guys I can't , after a gap of few weeks I will return back and she also welcomed me always like nothing happened. But Guy's now it's seems the ending of the whole story u know i decided to move on from her using wise method without any argument, I talked n begged her to block me in every social media and text n calls and she told me that she didn't want to make it and give me the chance to me to make it but I said I can't coz what ever the decisions i made I'm not committed and I reminder the past, and I know her she's the person whom very committed on her decision and bagged her to do so, and finally before she make me block she told how much she loved me and wishes the best for me and block immediately and I can't reply to her. ..... whatever it's passed away it's now abt 8-9 month and u know guy's all the things I did for is at the time I have national exam(12 ). n coz of that I don't wanna loose my attention coz of her annoying behaviour but now thanks God I succeed in my goal but I loose her n it's hard for both of us to get back the whole feeling demolished n feeling empty but the greatest fear of us is seeing each other with someone else.
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Hey u ... The one with skinny body , qechacha tsegur and brown eyes. Ik u usually love and check on this channel. Here we go then .
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Am i supposed to fuck off and act like those who ain't give a shit about takin care of u... Comforting u??? Do i have to think u for ma stupid feeling of horniness. No !!! i just wanted u be ma doctor and u r still running away from me. I don't want u to be my crush anymore. I wanna to have a curiousity for life ... I wanna just appreciate life with u... I just wanna sit u and watchin movie ,???? listening to music.. i want u to share me one piece of ur earphone n listening to our favorite music... simultaneously Together...rehearsing it back again ... and got u cought in ma arms. Woooh! I wanna hug u deep. Then I'll be lovin' life more than ever ... I'll then be a good boy and studying hard as before. We'll then be friends... Just friends... I only want that beqa... Not anything more.
And afterall don't forget that u ain't never regret of doing this for me.
I'll be paying u back with lots of love and showin u up the most beautiful friendly heart.
Plz don't get lost... And come around me again and again so I can feel ur presence and fill ma heart with ur special aroma.
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Hey u ... The one with skinny body , qechacha tsegur and brown eyes. Ik u usually love and check on this channel. Here we go then .
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Am i supposed to fuck off and act like those who ain't give a shit about takin care of u... Comforting u??? Do i have to think u for ma stupid feeling of horniness. No !!! i just wanted u be ma doctor and u r still running away from me. I don't want u to be my crush anymore. I wanna to have a curiousity for life ... I wanna just appreciate life with u... I just wanna sit u and watchin movie ,???? listening to music.. i want u to share me one piece of ur earphone n listening to our favorite music... simultaneously Together...rehearsing it back again ... and got u cought in ma arms. Woooh! I wanna hug u deep. Then I'll be lovin' life more than ever ... I'll then be a good boy and studying hard as before. We'll then be friends... Just friends... I only want that beqa... Not anything more.
And afterall don't forget that u ain't never regret of doing this for me.
I'll be paying u back with lots of love and showin u up the most beautiful friendly heart.
Plz don't get lost... And come around me again and again so I can feel ur presence and fill ma heart with ur special aroma.
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just wanted to know if it's okey to make a move on girl with a bf we are in same school and it's her birthday so I promised her to take her out now I found out she has a bf and he is not living in town distance r/n or something they are having I don't know and me and her have good r/n and I think she likes me too so should I do something or just leave it as it is ?and I'm the only one who knows about them and I'm trying to figure out that is she looking for a friend or something more🤷♂so help me
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just wanted to know if it's okey to make a move on girl with a bf we are in same school and it's her birthday so I promised her to take her out now I found out she has a bf and he is not living in town distance r/n or something they are having I don't know and me and her have good r/n and I think she likes me too so should I do something or just leave it as it is ?and I'm the only one who knows about them and I'm trying to figure out that is she looking for a friend or something more🤷♂so help me
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Selam yetkeberachew members am a guy am 22 and I need to vent ......Have u ever been in a situation where your life went to a complete misery ....it's like i have to deal with life people telling me that my life was so easy to handle when they see it in their own perspective ....eske lengerachew just as a highlight ....I didn't live my life recklessly for what's it worse I was always the guy to be there for anyone not just for myself but now it's ruined in perfection I dropped out of college months ago so I can be their for my sick mom suffering from this chronic lung cancer but tragic meets tragic and she told me she was only getting better and relieved if am gone off to rehab.... so I decided if this is what makes her happy then I should do it so after 2 months of suffering with this withdrawals and depressing painful times I was finally sober and the time I get back home everything was even worse ....mother was in this 24/7 painful sickness can't even get off bed and all her regrets and anger I hear from her just breaks the shit out of me ...and me I was left with no friends not even a single soul had to be there by my side and tell me that it will be OK ....so I decided to find a soul mate where then I find mistaking myself with this ex girlfriends of mine from my past texting me things like " even tho ur humble and cute you are just ugly for me " or something like " all this pain ur facing am glad god gave this to u ".....amenalew semata ashenfogn I did wrong by them but shit all this insults ?dats wtsup ! ....... the part I ask my partners for sex was the time they see me as a hoe ....and me trying to explain to them that I am virgin guy even makes things worse so yes sex bezu yemewedachew ena kemakebrachew lovers gar akorartognal and shit for now just don't want to talk how dramatic breakups I have passed in my life ..tewut ......I think in a way that sex is a priority in a relationship because I just want to be loyal and fully dedicated to girl I love insanely and have my eye in that girl only but I guess no girl understands that ....becha now I am done with this soul searching shit I am even done with this fake smile I show in my face ...am turning into a cold person no love ,no life, lost dreams ...it's like am finding myself in the old days overdosed passed out on those burning street looking at the sun fading my eyes off with it ! ...their are a lots of painful times I don't even want to talk about... for now am just walking through ashes of my passion with a lost purpose ....finding a way out of this horrible life because every step I take to make things right takes me 2 steps backward I guess this is the definition of my life it's all dark there is just a lots of pain and bad memories but alanezazabachew ....thanks for listening
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Selam yetkeberachew members am a guy am 22 and I need to vent ......Have u ever been in a situation where your life went to a complete misery ....it's like i have to deal with life people telling me that my life was so easy to handle when they see it in their own perspective ....eske lengerachew just as a highlight ....I didn't live my life recklessly for what's it worse I was always the guy to be there for anyone not just for myself but now it's ruined in perfection I dropped out of college months ago so I can be their for my sick mom suffering from this chronic lung cancer but tragic meets tragic and she told me she was only getting better and relieved if am gone off to rehab.... so I decided if this is what makes her happy then I should do it so after 2 months of suffering with this withdrawals and depressing painful times I was finally sober and the time I get back home everything was even worse ....mother was in this 24/7 painful sickness can't even get off bed and all her regrets and anger I hear from her just breaks the shit out of me ...and me I was left with no friends not even a single soul had to be there by my side and tell me that it will be OK ....so I decided to find a soul mate where then I find mistaking myself with this ex girlfriends of mine from my past texting me things like " even tho ur humble and cute you are just ugly for me " or something like " all this pain ur facing am glad god gave this to u ".....amenalew semata ashenfogn I did wrong by them but shit all this insults ?dats wtsup ! ....... the part I ask my partners for sex was the time they see me as a hoe ....and me trying to explain to them that I am virgin guy even makes things worse so yes sex bezu yemewedachew ena kemakebrachew lovers gar akorartognal and shit for now just don't want to talk how dramatic breakups I have passed in my life ..tewut ......I think in a way that sex is a priority in a relationship because I just want to be loyal and fully dedicated to girl I love insanely and have my eye in that girl only but I guess no girl understands that ....becha now I am done with this soul searching shit I am even done with this fake smile I show in my face ...am turning into a cold person no love ,no life, lost dreams ...it's like am finding myself in the old days overdosed passed out on those burning street looking at the sun fading my eyes off with it ! ...their are a lots of painful times I don't even want to talk about... for now am just walking through ashes of my passion with a lost purpose ....finding a way out of this horrible life because every step I take to make things right takes me 2 steps backward I guess this is the definition of my life it's all dark there is just a lots of pain and bad memories but alanezazabachew ....thanks for listening
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I am a strong, determined, courageous young lady. All of my life I either had to be perfect or close to being perfect. I come from a conservative Ethiopian family and I was raised by a single mother. Straight A student since 1st grade, dance classes, AP classes since 6th grade, extra curricular activities, fluent in Amharic, beginner in Ge'ez and it's never ending. I have to set the example of what it means to be a poise, zen, graceful woman for my little sister. I had to sit properly my hair had to be done in a certain way I can't burp and or take big bites, grams saw me walking around the house naked, playing basketball, soccer, eating peanut butter out of the container basically anything that she thinks is out of the ordinary and I was lectured for an hour(uk how the ምክር goes.) Truth of the matter is ma expects a lot from me as well as grams and I over think and over analyze everything I could be in the kitchen baking and or cooking ik the recipe but I can't just make one dish I have to make 3 or 4. I guess what I'm saying is I need someone or anyone for that matter to hold my hands and tell me to breathe cuz I realized I haven't my entire life.
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I am a strong, determined, courageous young lady. All of my life I either had to be perfect or close to being perfect. I come from a conservative Ethiopian family and I was raised by a single mother. Straight A student since 1st grade, dance classes, AP classes since 6th grade, extra curricular activities, fluent in Amharic, beginner in Ge'ez and it's never ending. I have to set the example of what it means to be a poise, zen, graceful woman for my little sister. I had to sit properly my hair had to be done in a certain way I can't burp and or take big bites, grams saw me walking around the house naked, playing basketball, soccer, eating peanut butter out of the container basically anything that she thinks is out of the ordinary and I was lectured for an hour(uk how the ምክር goes.) Truth of the matter is ma expects a lot from me as well as grams and I over think and over analyze everything I could be in the kitchen baking and or cooking ik the recipe but I can't just make one dish I have to make 3 or 4. I guess what I'm saying is I need someone or anyone for that matter to hold my hands and tell me to breathe cuz I realized I haven't my entire life.
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i am trying find a reason to live. other than my mom i dont know why i am existing someone else would done far more better thing with this body of mine. i am just a waste of breath. i have no motivation for anything. for people who dont know me they might look at my life and think its a good one. going to a good college, doing internships, having nice friends and a good parent. but for me all i see and feel is emptiness, it takes a lot for me to go to school, it takes a lot from me to answer a text from a friend, it takes a lot from to get up from bed. i am constantly in conflict with myself and the only way i can distract myself is through sappy series and when it ends i feel like i literally lost someone dear to me and realty comes crushing down on me. i am always looking for ways to distract myself and at any moment i feel like i might go crazy. everything just seems so fucking meaningless. i just want it to end it all . if i didnt have my mom i would have ended it by now. what keeps you going ? has anyone been in this situation ? what helped you ?i have heard the pray, exercise advice i want something else, something different.
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i am trying find a reason to live. other than my mom i dont know why i am existing someone else would done far more better thing with this body of mine. i am just a waste of breath. i have no motivation for anything. for people who dont know me they might look at my life and think its a good one. going to a good college, doing internships, having nice friends and a good parent. but for me all i see and feel is emptiness, it takes a lot for me to go to school, it takes a lot from me to answer a text from a friend, it takes a lot from to get up from bed. i am constantly in conflict with myself and the only way i can distract myself is through sappy series and when it ends i feel like i literally lost someone dear to me and realty comes crushing down on me. i am always looking for ways to distract myself and at any moment i feel like i might go crazy. everything just seems so fucking meaningless. i just want it to end it all . if i didnt have my mom i would have ended it by now. what keeps you going ? has anyone been in this situation ? what helped you ?i have heard the pray, exercise advice i want something else, something different.
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To the girl who cries watching cartoons, who covers her eyes for kissing scenes, says aww to everything remotely cute, whose eyes brighten when she tells a story, to the one whose laugh is so infectious, face so pretty, body so nice and mind so wonderful...happy anniversary. Made it through a whole month with my bestie as my GF so this should amount to a proper vent, and I know she loves reading them so I hope she sees this. To the girl with more than 12 nicknames 'ከ' someone who can't wait to take you on your first date; you have Been and amazing friend and an even better girlfriend. I can't wait to make new memories with you and relive old ones; make you smile but annoy you whenever; cry and laugh with you; get into a fight and makeup asap; be childish with you but grow all the same; be you friend when being a partner won't suffice. May we face this journey through erudiation😉 and May our friendship fillip😉 our relationship.
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To the girl who cries watching cartoons, who covers her eyes for kissing scenes, says aww to everything remotely cute, whose eyes brighten when she tells a story, to the one whose laugh is so infectious, face so pretty, body so nice and mind so wonderful...happy anniversary. Made it through a whole month with my bestie as my GF so this should amount to a proper vent, and I know she loves reading them so I hope she sees this. To the girl with more than 12 nicknames 'ከ' someone who can't wait to take you on your first date; you have Been and amazing friend and an even better girlfriend. I can't wait to make new memories with you and relive old ones; make you smile but annoy you whenever; cry and laugh with you; get into a fight and makeup asap; be childish with you but grow all the same; be you friend when being a partner won't suffice. May we face this journey through erudiation😉 and May our friendship fillip😉 our relationship.
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