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So I’m 19 female
And I’ve never had a boyfriend like I’ve never been out on a date or never kissed a guy and I thought I was okay with that you I still am until i see couples vids and shit
I don’t think anyone is ever gonna love me.. I like to believe there’s one person for me but I’m not seeing it
I just wanna have one person who loves me for who I am and I’m afraid I won’t find anyone and that thought really freaks me out
Any advice
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So I’m 19 female
And I’ve never had a boyfriend like I’ve never been out on a date or never kissed a guy and I thought I was okay with that you I still am until i see couples vids and shit
I don’t think anyone is ever gonna love me.. I like to believe there’s one person for me but I’m not seeing it
I just wanna have one person who loves me for who I am and I’m afraid I won’t find anyone and that thought really freaks me out
Any advice
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so i love this girl from school and we met each other last year and we were best of friends, and when the corona quarantine came we became even more close, because wr tell each other our secrets that we can never tell to each other, and guess what my stupid and dumb heart caught feels and i told her, and she had some boyfriend issues so she told me not talk to her in school(not even hug her) and never tell anyone about our r/nship to anyone, and she told me that i should keep what i was doing like the past, and now that i think of it i think she played me, and when i make i simple lie, she got way too dramatic and blocked me, do yall think that she played me?
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so i love this girl from school and we met each other last year and we were best of friends, and when the corona quarantine came we became even more close, because wr tell each other our secrets that we can never tell to each other, and guess what my stupid and dumb heart caught feels and i told her, and she had some boyfriend issues so she told me not talk to her in school(not even hug her) and never tell anyone about our r/nship to anyone, and she told me that i should keep what i was doing like the past, and now that i think of it i think she played me, and when i make i simple lie, she got way too dramatic and blocked me, do yall think that she played me?
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So i ve been wiz my gf for abt 4 years..but most of the times we ve been together i wasn't that much caring..unlike me she used to care for me a lot...and because that i cldn't care as much as she did, i even once thought to breakup with her. I didn't do ut tho, cuz i luv her so much..i just failed to show my deep feelings for her...and through time i changed my self to a better caring person...and when i told her that i will marry her any time or smtn other she said "u ve changed alot". And i said to her isnt that good tng? But she told me that she lost most of her feelings and we may not make it to the end..i got angry so much that this happend when i finally open my self up for her..any ways now thnigs are not the way they were b4.she even sometimes doesn't call and pick up when i call for about 2 days or smtn..we talked about it and she told me she will try to be the same person she was b4.but it doesn't seem she is trying..so even though i luv her so much imma let her go. Because things are becoming hard for me..so tell me i am doing the right thing.
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So i ve been wiz my gf for abt 4 years..but most of the times we ve been together i wasn't that much caring..unlike me she used to care for me a lot...and because that i cldn't care as much as she did, i even once thought to breakup with her. I didn't do ut tho, cuz i luv her so much..i just failed to show my deep feelings for her...and through time i changed my self to a better caring person...and when i told her that i will marry her any time or smtn other she said "u ve changed alot". And i said to her isnt that good tng? But she told me that she lost most of her feelings and we may not make it to the end..i got angry so much that this happend when i finally open my self up for her..any ways now thnigs are not the way they were b4.she even sometimes doesn't call and pick up when i call for about 2 days or smtn..we talked about it and she told me she will try to be the same person she was b4.but it doesn't seem she is trying..so even though i luv her so much imma let her go. Because things are becoming hard for me..so tell me i am doing the right thing.
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If this ever gets approved. As I have my legs upon the wall I wonder how this happened to me and how on earth it occurred and how my phone just fell straight on my face rn. Why am I like this? Why couldn't I be like one of those pretty girls that talk about guys and are just so.... I can't.. I look in front of the mirror and make weird faces or look at my boobies which I adore cuz they are white and their like cup cakes. I sing songs in the shower then I get paranoid and start cleaning the widows cuz it gets steamy in there. When my sister starts getting on my nerves I make her smell my armpit. I'm not just weird but extra strange maybe that's one of the reasons as to why I never had a man but hey I am like Katherine(she has a bad temper) from the taming of the shrew and I wonder where Petruchio(my love interest is where ever the hell he is.) Btw the man has to be Habesha not that I have anything against any other race but I want had written letters in Amharic and when he starts talking to me in Amharic te quiero mucho papi. I wonder if I will end up an old lady full of cats in an apartment. I already have a name for 5 of them Casper, Jasper, Jasmine, Rose and Grey. And yes I have anxiety and I'm ocd. But it doesn't stop me from living my life to the fullest. Anyways unicorns au revoir!!
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If this ever gets approved. As I have my legs upon the wall I wonder how this happened to me and how on earth it occurred and how my phone just fell straight on my face rn. Why am I like this? Why couldn't I be like one of those pretty girls that talk about guys and are just so.... I can't.. I look in front of the mirror and make weird faces or look at my boobies which I adore cuz they are white and their like cup cakes. I sing songs in the shower then I get paranoid and start cleaning the widows cuz it gets steamy in there. When my sister starts getting on my nerves I make her smell my armpit. I'm not just weird but extra strange maybe that's one of the reasons as to why I never had a man but hey I am like Katherine(she has a bad temper) from the taming of the shrew and I wonder where Petruchio(my love interest is where ever the hell he is.) Btw the man has to be Habesha not that I have anything against any other race but I want had written letters in Amharic and when he starts talking to me in Amharic te quiero mucho papi. I wonder if I will end up an old lady full of cats in an apartment. I already have a name for 5 of them Casper, Jasper, Jasmine, Rose and Grey. And yes I have anxiety and I'm ocd. But it doesn't stop me from living my life to the fullest. Anyways unicorns au revoir!!
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????hi ... first time venting
I just turned 23 last week male but I've never dated... people are surprised when i tell them...i also think i may have social anxiety... i feel like im too old to be this inexperienced in r/ns and i dont want to disappoint when i meet the one ... dont get me wrong i believe in love and soulmates ... ive seen the power of love through my parents(happily married for 14 years)... I'm way in to movies ena recently romantic movies ena i want a r/n betam gin i cant get past my social anxiety and ask girls out and date before im tooo old ...
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I just turned 23 last week male but I've never dated... people are surprised when i tell them...i also think i may have social anxiety... i feel like im too old to be this inexperienced in r/ns and i dont want to disappoint when i meet the one ... dont get me wrong i believe in love and soulmates ... ive seen the power of love through my parents(happily married for 14 years)... I'm way in to movies ena recently romantic movies ena i want a r/n betam gin i cant get past my social anxiety and ask girls out and date before im tooo old ...
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a 25 yrs old single dude 🤵never been in a relationship TBH i had few chances to be in a relationship but i screwup totally shy in public (in private dont ask me) am afraid that they might lough at me i am one of those guys who waits for girls to make the first move ik I'm dumb but what can i say thats me a man who wants others to decide his fate...i am a man who were expected a lot (top from my classes and even top student at AAU )
after graduation i had 2 chances
1. to work in my field of study or
2. to open a fucking shop
but guess what i choose the second one so i opened a shop and u might say thats wonderful but not u see I'm stuked here i am working 7 days a week i earn something but not what i was expecting so im not happy i feel like I'm a looser
😭 ik my biggest problems r bing shy, trust issue and poor decision making that spoiled my life
lately i guess im becoming lazy dude i wish to say more but its enough for now
i was wondering is there anyone who is/was in my shoe? any advice? anyone with same prob. lets talk and help each other
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a 25 yrs old single dude 🤵never been in a relationship TBH i had few chances to be in a relationship but i screwup totally shy in public (in private dont ask me) am afraid that they might lough at me i am one of those guys who waits for girls to make the first move ik I'm dumb but what can i say thats me a man who wants others to decide his fate...i am a man who were expected a lot (top from my classes and even top student at AAU )
after graduation i had 2 chances
1. to work in my field of study or
2. to open a fucking shop
but guess what i choose the second one so i opened a shop and u might say thats wonderful but not u see I'm stuked here i am working 7 days a week i earn something but not what i was expecting so im not happy i feel like I'm a looser
😭 ik my biggest problems r bing shy, trust issue and poor decision making that spoiled my life
lately i guess im becoming lazy dude i wish to say more but its enough for now
i was wondering is there anyone who is/was in my shoe? any advice? anyone with same prob. lets talk and help each other
i apologize for my grammar errors
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This is really urgent! If Im not asking for to much. Its not becuz of the books I'm reading I'm terrified of another man being inside me but this...this is different... Idk if it's becuz of all of that googling and sex being the relief of stress or everything thats going on not I think that sex is of course thats completely obsurd. My virgin ass can't even talk to a guy properly let alone all of that but I have dreams vivid dreams of thing's occurring and it scares the living crap out of me and it has been happening for the past week. I wake up drenched in sweat or maybe its cuz my sister said something about my lips and mouth being small that a hotdog won't be able to fit in my mouth she wasn't the first person to say that. Back to the dreams I end up having a horrible day I would be doing the dishes and I just daydream or my hands stay swirling in the pot forever and someone has to say earth to (my name.) I am not that type of person I get squeamish from the thought of it or even thinking about. Idk why I have dreams like that and it grosses me out cuz I would be scared to hold his hand or sit on his lap let alone other thing's and that he, he does not exist (daddy and intimacy issues.) If any of you have anything to say If by all means the comment section is yours. By anything I mean something helpful not thirstyness and I'm not thoting here.
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This is really urgent! If Im not asking for to much. Its not becuz of the books I'm reading I'm terrified of another man being inside me but this...this is different... Idk if it's becuz of all of that googling and sex being the relief of stress or everything thats going on not I think that sex is of course thats completely obsurd. My virgin ass can't even talk to a guy properly let alone all of that but I have dreams vivid dreams of thing's occurring and it scares the living crap out of me and it has been happening for the past week. I wake up drenched in sweat or maybe its cuz my sister said something about my lips and mouth being small that a hotdog won't be able to fit in my mouth she wasn't the first person to say that. Back to the dreams I end up having a horrible day I would be doing the dishes and I just daydream or my hands stay swirling in the pot forever and someone has to say earth to (my name.) I am not that type of person I get squeamish from the thought of it or even thinking about. Idk why I have dreams like that and it grosses me out cuz I would be scared to hold his hand or sit on his lap let alone other thing's and that he, he does not exist (daddy and intimacy issues.) If any of you have anything to say If by all means the comment section is yours. By anything I mean something helpful not thirstyness and I'm not thoting here.
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Hey hello yellow😂😂😂any way i just someone to help me out on this i have attachment issue like i care so much deeply for peoples but they dont care like i do i guess sometimes they dont even care a little bit i just want someone to tell me what i am doing wrong what i need to do to let go of ppl since thats impossible to me unless they did something shitty and thank u
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Hey hello yellow😂😂😂any way i just someone to help me out on this i have attachment issue like i care so much deeply for peoples but they dont care like i do i guess sometimes they dont even care a little bit i just want someone to tell me what i am doing wrong what i need to do to let go of ppl since thats impossible to me unless they did something shitty and thank u
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I'm 24 and male. I'm still in college. I've been in few relationships before. Im also the kind of guy who is interested in merriage rather than sex or other stuff. My problem is ..every time I met a girl that fits me I think of asking her out but I always turn back I'm so scared that it won't work. I'm also scared of being in relationship for long time.
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I'm 24 and male. I'm still in college. I've been in few relationships before. Im also the kind of guy who is interested in merriage rather than sex or other stuff. My problem is ..every time I met a girl that fits me I think of asking her out but I always turn back I'm so scared that it won't work. I'm also scared of being in relationship for long time.
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Why do people be so selfish about another's feeling I mean I care about other especially for the ones I love example my boyfriend this whole thing is about him and we've been to together for 2 years and we've been through a lot me btm but still together and I know he loves me I love him too but the thing is things are getting worse now everyday arguing and I'm tired I've given all myself to this r/p when I mean by this even tho I'm in bad mood,crying,wanting for help, really in a bad place if his mad or sad or something like that I've always put him first not me valuing about my feelings and now I'm hurting myself and we talked about everything and he asked if I would continue being with him even if its like this(sad,arguing,getting mad,hurting myself ,blah blah many things) and I said yes its because I love him so much once he showed me what happiness was and even if we argue I know there's love between us and now I don't know how to make things better with him and myself too because I'm not doing well I'm trying hard just to survive I'm going through a lot... suicidal thoughts, crying,feeling lonely,feeling helpless etc so what should I do about my r/p and myself?
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Why do people be so selfish about another's feeling I mean I care about other especially for the ones I love example my boyfriend this whole thing is about him and we've been to together for 2 years and we've been through a lot me btm but still together and I know he loves me I love him too but the thing is things are getting worse now everyday arguing and I'm tired I've given all myself to this r/p when I mean by this even tho I'm in bad mood,crying,wanting for help, really in a bad place if his mad or sad or something like that I've always put him first not me valuing about my feelings and now I'm hurting myself and we talked about everything and he asked if I would continue being with him even if its like this(sad,arguing,getting mad,hurting myself ,blah blah many things) and I said yes its because I love him so much once he showed me what happiness was and even if we argue I know there's love between us and now I don't know how to make things better with him and myself too because I'm not doing well I'm trying hard just to survive I'm going through a lot... suicidal thoughts, crying,feeling lonely,feeling helpless etc so what should I do about my r/p and myself?
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The words " i miss u" don't even begin to describe what I feel ....I literally feel everything and nothing at the same time ..I used to be happy but now I'm jst existing..I swear to god the day u stopped breathing...my whole life got shattered in front of my eyes...i lost hope in everything...i wish if i could have taken the pain away for u ...I wish if I could have died instead of u...I rly rly wanted to make u happy that was all my dream since day one...but I didn't get to do that and that kills me...I wish if there was more time now all I have is memories of u ....I love u so much mom ❤
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The words " i miss u" don't even begin to describe what I feel ....I literally feel everything and nothing at the same time ..I used to be happy but now I'm jst existing..I swear to god the day u stopped breathing...my whole life got shattered in front of my eyes...i lost hope in everything...i wish if i could have taken the pain away for u ...I wish if I could have died instead of u...I rly rly wanted to make u happy that was all my dream since day one...but I didn't get to do that and that kills me...I wish if there was more time now all I have is memories of u ....I love u so much mom ❤
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Hey everyone I just wanted u to tell me what's being happening to me. The thing is that ain't fairly playing in making real friendship... Bf/gf bcha whatever....
I'm yegibi temari and it seems I'm lately becoming so numb at every single step in making real friends specially gf. Though I noticed some girls approaching me , I find ma self trynna get lost around and would end up burning their feelings towards me. They finally go away and never talk to me again. N me ... I don't give a shit.
The worst part of me is degmo... Whenever I try to hangout with girls that I literally liked (not loved), they'll all become so numb or senseless. Ena this thing makes me so mad... I then find maself chasing them wherever they'd probably be ... Library, cafeteria, lounge, court... mnamn bcha esuan lagegn yemichilibet bota... Ik i really need someone Right now! "No need to mention the reason".
I tried to love back those who showed me a spark of love inside their pupils. Gn it ain't working that way.
Again I tried to figure out whether the girls whom I got sight eurica from... Feel same way... This didn't work again.
Yerase bahrina yenesum bahri awezagebegnko sewoch... Do you guys think this is Normal gn???
Need ur help 🙏
Btw I'm 21 y.o boy
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Hey everyone I just wanted u to tell me what's being happening to me. The thing is that ain't fairly playing in making real friendship... Bf/gf bcha whatever....
I'm yegibi temari and it seems I'm lately becoming so numb at every single step in making real friends specially gf. Though I noticed some girls approaching me , I find ma self trynna get lost around and would end up burning their feelings towards me. They finally go away and never talk to me again. N me ... I don't give a shit.
The worst part of me is degmo... Whenever I try to hangout with girls that I literally liked (not loved), they'll all become so numb or senseless. Ena this thing makes me so mad... I then find maself chasing them wherever they'd probably be ... Library, cafeteria, lounge, court... mnamn bcha esuan lagegn yemichilibet bota... Ik i really need someone Right now! "No need to mention the reason".
I tried to love back those who showed me a spark of love inside their pupils. Gn it ain't working that way.
Again I tried to figure out whether the girls whom I got sight eurica from... Feel same way... This didn't work again.
Yerase bahrina yenesum bahri awezagebegnko sewoch... Do you guys think this is Normal gn???
Need ur help 🙏
Btw I'm 21 y.o boy
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here is what's bothering me, a year ago I started to get to know this girl ,and she friendzoned me but during this 1 year battle I managed to crawl out, and abt 7 months ago I started flirting with her again and we got Deep to a point where we talk on the phone upto 4 AM (lelit 10 sat) about what's been troubling her and she seemed into me ..so we continued flirting some more and she jokingly asked me out and I wasn't in a good place to date ...eventhough I was flirting with her I didn't expect her to ask me out, I thought I will ask her once I'm mentally good so I said no and she said it was a joke and that she could never see me as more than a friend ,that hurt bad ....but the flirting continued and she seemed to like me again until 3 weeks ago I found out she has a crush on a significantly younger guy and I cant tell u how much damaged it cause me and she Ghosted me all of a sudden even in person ...now I'm standing here with my heart broken watching her flirt with him on a daily basis and I dont know what to do
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here is what's bothering me, a year ago I started to get to know this girl ,and she friendzoned me but during this 1 year battle I managed to crawl out, and abt 7 months ago I started flirting with her again and we got Deep to a point where we talk on the phone upto 4 AM (lelit 10 sat) about what's been troubling her and she seemed into me ..so we continued flirting some more and she jokingly asked me out and I wasn't in a good place to date ...eventhough I was flirting with her I didn't expect her to ask me out, I thought I will ask her once I'm mentally good so I said no and she said it was a joke and that she could never see me as more than a friend ,that hurt bad ....but the flirting continued and she seemed to like me again until 3 weeks ago I found out she has a crush on a significantly younger guy and I cant tell u how much damaged it cause me and she Ghosted me all of a sudden even in person ...now I'm standing here with my heart broken watching her flirt with him on a daily basis and I dont know what to do
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This's not some save me vent. I'm here to tell all of you the truth none of you wanna hear. When I tried to kill the first time. I did everything out of haste so it didn't really work. I did it because I was being ridden by feelings. I wasn't being reasonable. But now I'm an emotionless fuck and I have a very good reason . My reason is In the end, Nothing ever really matters. But yet, don't worry it doesn't mean I'm gonna do it. I'm not stupid to end my life cuz I couldn't find any purpose in it and for what's it's worth, even if I didn't, I would still like to see where this goes actually give it some time.
We're all humans being going one dimension and Never really questioning things. Life was easy when I had something to believe in.
But slowly time showed me, all we've really got is choices whether they're right or wrong. We just fucking choose or just told to fucking believe. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to all the stuff that goes in my head. I never share my opinion, trying my best to fit in the crowd. So I'm tired of that cycle. I'm going to rise above, I am not going to ignore this fact and be a bitch. I atleast have some courage to admit it. I no longer want to be trapped in a mystery. Also don't give me all that God bullshit.
P.S : y'all are forgetting something, we're going to die! and if there's a name that goes with yugen, I need to talk to that person so if you could just show up in the comment section.
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This's not some save me vent. I'm here to tell all of you the truth none of you wanna hear. When I tried to kill the first time. I did everything out of haste so it didn't really work. I did it because I was being ridden by feelings. I wasn't being reasonable. But now I'm an emotionless fuck and I have a very good reason . My reason is In the end, Nothing ever really matters. But yet, don't worry it doesn't mean I'm gonna do it. I'm not stupid to end my life cuz I couldn't find any purpose in it and for what's it's worth, even if I didn't, I would still like to see where this goes actually give it some time.
We're all humans being going one dimension and Never really questioning things. Life was easy when I had something to believe in.
But slowly time showed me, all we've really got is choices whether they're right or wrong. We just fucking choose or just told to fucking believe. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to all the stuff that goes in my head. I never share my opinion, trying my best to fit in the crowd. So I'm tired of that cycle. I'm going to rise above, I am not going to ignore this fact and be a bitch. I atleast have some courage to admit it. I no longer want to be trapped in a mystery. Also don't give me all that God bullshit.
P.S : y'all are forgetting something, we're going to die! and if there's a name that goes with yugen, I need to talk to that person so if you could just show up in the comment section.
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Hi everyone,
I am a girl 20 who is a second year student at AAU 5th kilo campus. So the thing is I met this guy, who is a fourth year student, and we instantly clicked. We have fun, we goof around and you can say we are always together although he is not my usual type of guy to date. Then, I discovered he has a girlfriend and I knew her. I nearly stopped hanging out with him and making moves because i didn't want her to think something was going on. But before almost a week ago, we were with our friends and he kissed me. I told him to stop and he did, but it happened again and I really regret it happened. I actually like his girlfriend and they had been in a long term relationship and I don't want to get between them. Can someone tell me how to stop this because I don't want to hurt her and me for his sake?
P.S. Please don't insult me saying I am promiscuous and all. I have had enough regrets from myself.
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Hi everyone,
I am a girl 20 who is a second year student at AAU 5th kilo campus. So the thing is I met this guy, who is a fourth year student, and we instantly clicked. We have fun, we goof around and you can say we are always together although he is not my usual type of guy to date. Then, I discovered he has a girlfriend and I knew her. I nearly stopped hanging out with him and making moves because i didn't want her to think something was going on. But before almost a week ago, we were with our friends and he kissed me. I told him to stop and he did, but it happened again and I really regret it happened. I actually like his girlfriend and they had been in a long term relationship and I don't want to get between them. Can someone tell me how to stop this because I don't want to hurt her and me for his sake?
P.S. Please don't insult me saying I am promiscuous and all. I have had enough regrets from myself.
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I'm puzzled. I remember the 17 year old me believing in God and having high hopes in life. I just wish I was unconscious to realize all of this. Questions after questions have left me in a labyrinth. Sometimes It's actually better to be trapped in illusion than feel everything and believe in nothing. Questions without answers, what do we do with them? I mean, you would call me crazy and ignore it, but deep down y'all ask yourselves what if?
I just wish you had the courage to face it.
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I'm puzzled. I remember the 17 year old me believing in God and having high hopes in life. I just wish I was unconscious to realize all of this. Questions after questions have left me in a labyrinth. Sometimes It's actually better to be trapped in illusion than feel everything and believe in nothing. Questions without answers, what do we do with them? I mean, you would call me crazy and ignore it, but deep down y'all ask yourselves what if?
I just wish you had the courage to face it.
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Hello lovely people.
I'm 25, female.
Feeling pathetic.
I need an ear so I'm here.
My view of world changed drastically when I realized we are poor, yeah you can imagine how delusional I must have been. I have been living in my own world and am slowly coming out of it, to face harsh reality called life.
I feel soooo sad, no excuses, I don't have reasons. I have reasons to entitle my sadness as legit but it feels so stupid to actually think that I might have depression.
I mean, irl depression doesn't do anything, it just is a stupid excuse for people like me (I hope nobody is like me), I can't escape reality anymore, I can't run away from responsibilities anymore. I'm a pathetic brat stuck in adult's body.
I'm aware of the fact that I need to be patient and stuff and stuff, but I'm so delusional. I don't know it's like I can't take it, I feel like I am scared of myself and am ashamed of myself.
Even this vent makes me feel like an idiot! A total idiot. I feel like what am I even doing by saying stuff like this, it doesn't even matter irl. Only in virtual world do these words count, irl nobody gives a shxt.
I'm just feeling like a hopeless idiot.
I'm sacred of life :(
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Hello lovely people.
I'm 25, female.
Feeling pathetic.
I need an ear so I'm here.
My view of world changed drastically when I realized we are poor, yeah you can imagine how delusional I must have been. I have been living in my own world and am slowly coming out of it, to face harsh reality called life.
I feel soooo sad, no excuses, I don't have reasons. I have reasons to entitle my sadness as legit but it feels so stupid to actually think that I might have depression.
I mean, irl depression doesn't do anything, it just is a stupid excuse for people like me (I hope nobody is like me), I can't escape reality anymore, I can't run away from responsibilities anymore. I'm a pathetic brat stuck in adult's body.
I'm aware of the fact that I need to be patient and stuff and stuff, but I'm so delusional. I don't know it's like I can't take it, I feel like I am scared of myself and am ashamed of myself.
Even this vent makes me feel like an idiot! A total idiot. I feel like what am I even doing by saying stuff like this, it doesn't even matter irl. Only in virtual world do these words count, irl nobody gives a shxt.
I'm just feeling like a hopeless idiot.
I'm sacred of life :(
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Hey peps , hope y'all doing fine. I'm a girl and 18. So recently I'm going through a lot and I've never had friends to talk to. Like literally no one, because I've gotta my heart broken a couple of times and people are fake. I was once hospitalized from a mental break down the doctors told me im clinically depressed and suffer from bipolar disorder.And 2 weeks before I found a way to get someone to talk to. I used my father's tg account to make me a stranger and a friend to myself. I even gave 'my friend' which is me a name so I don't feel insane. Basically what I'm doing now is I use both phones at the same time and i text to myself turn by turn. And strangely enough I feel happy for finding smn to talk to with no judgement. We had a casual conversation in our class at school and I got a question who my best friend is. I didn't even know what I was thinking but I said that her name is mer and we only talk through telegram. That's the same account that I created and once I realized I was shocked to be on this level of insanity. No one knows it yet so the reason I'm venting here now is because I think I might find someone with a bit similar situation and who could give me advice. Don't tell me things related to the praying and returning to God stuff. I've been doing that since forever and it doesn't help. I need something realistic.I don't want to end up alone with the other me.
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Hey peps , hope y'all doing fine. I'm a girl and 18. So recently I'm going through a lot and I've never had friends to talk to. Like literally no one, because I've gotta my heart broken a couple of times and people are fake. I was once hospitalized from a mental break down the doctors told me im clinically depressed and suffer from bipolar disorder.And 2 weeks before I found a way to get someone to talk to. I used my father's tg account to make me a stranger and a friend to myself. I even gave 'my friend' which is me a name so I don't feel insane. Basically what I'm doing now is I use both phones at the same time and i text to myself turn by turn. And strangely enough I feel happy for finding smn to talk to with no judgement. We had a casual conversation in our class at school and I got a question who my best friend is. I didn't even know what I was thinking but I said that her name is mer and we only talk through telegram. That's the same account that I created and once I realized I was shocked to be on this level of insanity. No one knows it yet so the reason I'm venting here now is because I think I might find someone with a bit similar situation and who could give me advice. Don't tell me things related to the praying and returning to God stuff. I've been doing that since forever and it doesn't help. I need something realistic.I don't want to end up alone with the other me.
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23 year old dude
What's up guys? So this is more of a story to help atleast one soul to quit this terrible habit, which is masturbation. This is something I did for about 10 years and tried to quit. I finally quit after 4 years of trying and boy did it feel good. It will be a year since I quit in a few days and it reminded me of how far I've come.
The things they say, like you will feel energetic, empowered and all that good stuff when you quit is actually 100% true, you begin to focus on yourself, you will start to make yourself the main character of your life as it should be, you stop sexualizing girls and see them for who they really are. And if you want to go on a date, then you will (I'm using this as an example because you literally will feel like you can do anything.)
I started interacting with people in ways I couldn't imagine, I appeared as the fun guy every one wanted to hangout with. I started to build on my good habits, my hobbies and also started a small business.
I know it's very hard to stop, but decide enough is enough and just quit, like a bandaid effect.
I hope this helps, be strong my fam 💪
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23 year old dude
What's up guys? So this is more of a story to help atleast one soul to quit this terrible habit, which is masturbation. This is something I did for about 10 years and tried to quit. I finally quit after 4 years of trying and boy did it feel good. It will be a year since I quit in a few days and it reminded me of how far I've come.
The things they say, like you will feel energetic, empowered and all that good stuff when you quit is actually 100% true, you begin to focus on yourself, you will start to make yourself the main character of your life as it should be, you stop sexualizing girls and see them for who they really are. And if you want to go on a date, then you will (I'm using this as an example because you literally will feel like you can do anything.)
I started interacting with people in ways I couldn't imagine, I appeared as the fun guy every one wanted to hangout with. I started to build on my good habits, my hobbies and also started a small business.
I know it's very hard to stop, but decide enough is enough and just quit, like a bandaid effect.
I hope this helps, be strong my fam 💪
Take care ✌️
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It's not a vent it's more of I don't know and I just want to tell you guys and hear what you've to say.
This things it's been almost 4 years since I started seeing this guy and I had fallen hard like so hard that everything with out his presence is black and blank, and he doesn't feel the same he told me clearly but he also say he love me so much just not in a way I do. So now I been so nagging and hateful to the girls around him who has crushs on him. Guys I never felt his way for anyone not even for my self, Everytime I see him and hear his voice my heart beats faster I will start seeing rainbows and sunset. but I couldn't stop my self from being emotional over the little stupid things he does like calling others honey and staff and when I become emotional he starts saying you have a greater value in me than the others but what I see is not.
Am just lost in my thoughts assuming things that haven't happened yet and crying over them and staff.
Can he ever fall in love with me? Would he be able to feel Exactly how I felt bout him?
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It's not a vent it's more of I don't know and I just want to tell you guys and hear what you've to say.
This things it's been almost 4 years since I started seeing this guy and I had fallen hard like so hard that everything with out his presence is black and blank, and he doesn't feel the same he told me clearly but he also say he love me so much just not in a way I do. So now I been so nagging and hateful to the girls around him who has crushs on him. Guys I never felt his way for anyone not even for my self, Everytime I see him and hear his voice my heart beats faster I will start seeing rainbows and sunset. but I couldn't stop my self from being emotional over the little stupid things he does like calling others honey and staff and when I become emotional he starts saying you have a greater value in me than the others but what I see is not.
Am just lost in my thoughts assuming things that haven't happened yet and crying over them and staff.
Can he ever fall in love with me? Would he be able to feel Exactly how I felt bout him?
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Why the fuck are people so selfish? I mean don't we have dignity to even be rational ? How could we be so ungrateful of someone who turned his/her life up side down for us? I knew him (Nathan) since middle school and we finished highschool together. Our parents are the best of friends. He was this sweet, kind and honest guy. I just can't believe I fell for that asshole. I loved everything about him and have never seen another guy in any way like I see him. We planned to go to the same university and a lot of things for our future ,worked hard for it.We even named our kids. Everything seemed great. And now one text had to ruin every part of me. Last week he suggested we go out on a lunch date and at the gas station he got off to fill up the car. Dad called at that moment and unfortunately my phone died. So I thought why don't I call him with my bf's phone because why not, I have nothing to hide. The mf didn't even bother locking his phone.I saw a text notification and I opened up an app ( which I didn't know of) and there is was. Nudes. Nudes of my best friend. That bitch.I couldn't even move, nor speak. I was just staring at the damn phone and when he got it and saw what I just saw he was like ' ewnet ewnet endemetasebiw adlm. Bezi menged endetawki alflkum bla bla bla' Worst part is I wasn't even mad, I was just feeling my heart break. For a fraction of seconds I thought about hugging him and saying it was okay. That's how much I love him. I didn't say anything and on my way back to my dorm all I thought was what wrong had I done. Maybe I wasn't giving him enough attention or maybe I was getting boring. Why. Just why did he have to do this? Whenever I think of finding out why and to ask him, to face his face again I see her, her perfectly tanned face and beautiful body and it wrecks my soul. He still calls like 50 times a day, texts me, leaves a VM even comes to my dorm but I have already moved somewhere else. Everything reminds me of him and I can't stop my crying. I see no point in life. Part of me wants to pretend like nothing happened and to get back with him. But I can't. People are just so horrible. I won't ever want to get involved with another guy or anyone. What do you do when you want to hate someone but you end of blaming yourself for trying to and get depressed? I know Nathan loves this channel and he's going to see this. I hope she's worthy to cheat with on me. Maybe someday I'll be strong enough to face you again and tell you how much I hate you. I know I'm lying to myself but I'll get there someday. Don't cheat on her because clearly I won't be part of your life anymore and you'd go back to her. Have a nice life both of you. Lela mnm alelehm. For those of you people who're not only cheating, but even thinking of doing so, stop. Just stop. Its no fun for someone who cares for you. Thanks if you even get here reading this except Nathan. Dumbass
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Why the fuck are people so selfish? I mean don't we have dignity to even be rational ? How could we be so ungrateful of someone who turned his/her life up side down for us? I knew him (Nathan) since middle school and we finished highschool together. Our parents are the best of friends. He was this sweet, kind and honest guy. I just can't believe I fell for that asshole. I loved everything about him and have never seen another guy in any way like I see him. We planned to go to the same university and a lot of things for our future ,worked hard for it.We even named our kids. Everything seemed great. And now one text had to ruin every part of me. Last week he suggested we go out on a lunch date and at the gas station he got off to fill up the car. Dad called at that moment and unfortunately my phone died. So I thought why don't I call him with my bf's phone because why not, I have nothing to hide. The mf didn't even bother locking his phone.I saw a text notification and I opened up an app ( which I didn't know of) and there is was. Nudes. Nudes of my best friend. That bitch.I couldn't even move, nor speak. I was just staring at the damn phone and when he got it and saw what I just saw he was like ' ewnet ewnet endemetasebiw adlm. Bezi menged endetawki alflkum bla bla bla' Worst part is I wasn't even mad, I was just feeling my heart break. For a fraction of seconds I thought about hugging him and saying it was okay. That's how much I love him. I didn't say anything and on my way back to my dorm all I thought was what wrong had I done. Maybe I wasn't giving him enough attention or maybe I was getting boring. Why. Just why did he have to do this? Whenever I think of finding out why and to ask him, to face his face again I see her, her perfectly tanned face and beautiful body and it wrecks my soul. He still calls like 50 times a day, texts me, leaves a VM even comes to my dorm but I have already moved somewhere else. Everything reminds me of him and I can't stop my crying. I see no point in life. Part of me wants to pretend like nothing happened and to get back with him. But I can't. People are just so horrible. I won't ever want to get involved with another guy or anyone. What do you do when you want to hate someone but you end of blaming yourself for trying to and get depressed? I know Nathan loves this channel and he's going to see this. I hope she's worthy to cheat with on me. Maybe someday I'll be strong enough to face you again and tell you how much I hate you. I know I'm lying to myself but I'll get there someday. Don't cheat on her because clearly I won't be part of your life anymore and you'd go back to her. Have a nice life both of you. Lela mnm alelehm. For those of you people who're not only cheating, but even thinking of doing so, stop. Just stop. Its no fun for someone who cares for you. Thanks if you even get here reading this except Nathan. Dumbass
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