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Hi everyone well i'm girl the things is I have been soooooo horny this week the problem is I'm still v and also I'm under age and lately all I think about is sex like and it's been bothering me a lot and everything I see has started to turn me on I really hate it also I only have guy friend now I already stopped hanging out with them because I'm afraid something might happen please help is there something that can stop me from being horny I really hate it..
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Hi everyone well i'm girl the things is I have been soooooo horny this week the problem is I'm still v and also I'm under age and lately all I think about is sex like and it's been bothering me a lot and everything I see has started to turn me on I really hate it also I only have guy friend now I already stopped hanging out with them because I'm afraid something might happen please help is there something that can stop me from being horny I really hate it..
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I wanna ask this question to all the girls out their. So not long a go I breakup with my gf & she gave me reasons why we can't workout ( almost all of 'em were things that are true) so I decided I should work on this things & maybe we'll get back together. But she moved on & find herself a new bf. So yeah I tried to know what kinda guy he was & it turned out he was financially stable but all the things she told me to Chang were fake. like this dude was worse.
Why attracted to toxic things? I really respected her I was going through the pain of Chang because it felt so real. It still feels real. I'm not complaining I'm actually glad I met her cause my life is changing for the better but the thing is this "Love" tng is soooo misunderstood.
I was an asshole yeah I know but what changed with the new guy?
The thing I wanna say is, it's not just my ex only but most of you girls are harming yourself because of toxic relationships ( mostly the young once) I'm seeing this kinda tngs constantly. I tried to get to know some of 'em just to knw why go through it? & you will be surprised what love ment to them. The ignorance is so deep. Most of you are not even dating a human, you are dating the devil himself. & expecting love in return?
Anyways the woman I'm looking for is like one in a million. All this social media shit is creating ppl with the same personality. I just can't see any difference anymore u all r acting the same. Worse!!! You all are trying to be the same.
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I wanna ask this question to all the girls out their. So not long a go I breakup with my gf & she gave me reasons why we can't workout ( almost all of 'em were things that are true) so I decided I should work on this things & maybe we'll get back together. But she moved on & find herself a new bf. So yeah I tried to know what kinda guy he was & it turned out he was financially stable but all the things she told me to Chang were fake. like this dude was worse.
Why attracted to toxic things? I really respected her I was going through the pain of Chang because it felt so real. It still feels real. I'm not complaining I'm actually glad I met her cause my life is changing for the better but the thing is this "Love" tng is soooo misunderstood.
I was an asshole yeah I know but what changed with the new guy?
The thing I wanna say is, it's not just my ex only but most of you girls are harming yourself because of toxic relationships ( mostly the young once) I'm seeing this kinda tngs constantly. I tried to get to know some of 'em just to knw why go through it? & you will be surprised what love ment to them. The ignorance is so deep. Most of you are not even dating a human, you are dating the devil himself. & expecting love in return?
Anyways the woman I'm looking for is like one in a million. All this social media shit is creating ppl with the same personality. I just can't see any difference anymore u all r acting the same. Worse!!! You all are trying to be the same.
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yeah he's tired of me, he's bored n i hve no clue why, how.. i asked n all d answers r positive but d action differs, i wanted to give u space n turns out opposite i became more clingy, i didn't mean to tho, he knows that i don't have any other person to talk to but still he's ok with ignoring me, ymechh engdih
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yeah he's tired of me, he's bored n i hve no clue why, how.. i asked n all d answers r positive but d action differs, i wanted to give u space n turns out opposite i became more clingy, i didn't mean to tho, he knows that i don't have any other person to talk to but still he's ok with ignoring me, ymechh engdih
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I'm 19, girl, who's gonna be a freshman this year.i got into AASTU and I'm an introvert so I'm not pretty sure if I'm a social butterfly nd shit(my friends tell me i am though) that as it is I've never done anything thing on my own, so please can u guys tell me wt I've to bring, do... nd stuff like that
I'm from AA btw so I'll be goin back and forth from home to dorm
tnx in advance bestiesπ
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I'm 19, girl, who's gonna be a freshman this year.i got into AASTU and I'm an introvert so I'm not pretty sure if I'm a social butterfly nd shit(my friends tell me i am though) that as it is I've never done anything thing on my own, so please can u guys tell me wt I've to bring, do... nd stuff like that
I'm from AA btw so I'll be goin back and forth from home to dorm
tnx in advance bestiesπ
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Hi everyone, I'm a guy in early 20's. Since childhood ive had this feeling of what i should be doing like that is my life's purpose. I see it everywhere in dreams in books like everywhere i turn something prompts me to it and am not complaining its what I really want to do am just giving context. So since like forever I've been holding out on most things people my age have been doing not that its bad but such cause it never feels right or I get anxious ... i rarely go for outings even with my family, ive never had a girlfriend, my friends have been few and so i give them my all when i can. No alcohol like the only fun thing i do is read or watch movies. Then in 2019 ending i started getting very anxiety attacks and it always comes with a feeling of failure like am failing and its really paralyzing like i could just get mood swings and get depressed after it happens and sometimes for days so I decided that i would only focus on getting my financials right early so that it would help get to the mission faster then i can relax and get rid of the things that where making my life unbearable while they pointed at the one same mission ive had since forever...That being said i put social media on hold everytime i vacate or when ever i can then focus solely on the mission at hand but i realised that all the people i called friends, brothers, sisters, close friends they started acting up. I used to always text them or call or wateva but now that I cut back on those things I realised that I always was the one to reach out and when I stopped they never did and when they did it was to make me feel bad because somehow I've neglected them and I've become arrogant and self centred. It was like I was going crazy. People I was always there for through thick and thin and that was alot cause am an empath and soo easy to talk so they always come to me are now saying all sort of things to make me feel bad just for having something bigger other than them. A few times of this and I thought maybe it was those who were just using me that are been uprooted from my life so i didnt think too much in to it but recently my last 2 friends that i had have also turned same and now all that pain from the others and now those 2 has filled me up and am hurting like very very much. I cant help but think maybe I was wrong, maybe its my fault and there is something i missed but then when I dont focus on what i have to do too i cant do anything else if i go out with them or be with them especially physically the anxiety and overthinking and all that becomes overwhelming so i had to stop and when i try work on the mission too the people i thought i could count on are all gone. I dont have the strength to go forward and i cant loose focus too. Ive become soo depressed and anxious lately i really need to catch a break before i loose it. Or maybe am a wining child π. Sorry for pouring my whole life baggage on you guys
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Hi everyone, I'm a guy in early 20's. Since childhood ive had this feeling of what i should be doing like that is my life's purpose. I see it everywhere in dreams in books like everywhere i turn something prompts me to it and am not complaining its what I really want to do am just giving context. So since like forever I've been holding out on most things people my age have been doing not that its bad but such cause it never feels right or I get anxious ... i rarely go for outings even with my family, ive never had a girlfriend, my friends have been few and so i give them my all when i can. No alcohol like the only fun thing i do is read or watch movies. Then in 2019 ending i started getting very anxiety attacks and it always comes with a feeling of failure like am failing and its really paralyzing like i could just get mood swings and get depressed after it happens and sometimes for days so I decided that i would only focus on getting my financials right early so that it would help get to the mission faster then i can relax and get rid of the things that where making my life unbearable while they pointed at the one same mission ive had since forever...That being said i put social media on hold everytime i vacate or when ever i can then focus solely on the mission at hand but i realised that all the people i called friends, brothers, sisters, close friends they started acting up. I used to always text them or call or wateva but now that I cut back on those things I realised that I always was the one to reach out and when I stopped they never did and when they did it was to make me feel bad because somehow I've neglected them and I've become arrogant and self centred. It was like I was going crazy. People I was always there for through thick and thin and that was alot cause am an empath and soo easy to talk so they always come to me are now saying all sort of things to make me feel bad just for having something bigger other than them. A few times of this and I thought maybe it was those who were just using me that are been uprooted from my life so i didnt think too much in to it but recently my last 2 friends that i had have also turned same and now all that pain from the others and now those 2 has filled me up and am hurting like very very much. I cant help but think maybe I was wrong, maybe its my fault and there is something i missed but then when I dont focus on what i have to do too i cant do anything else if i go out with them or be with them especially physically the anxiety and overthinking and all that becomes overwhelming so i had to stop and when i try work on the mission too the people i thought i could count on are all gone. I dont have the strength to go forward and i cant loose focus too. Ive become soo depressed and anxious lately i really need to catch a break before i loose it. Or maybe am a wining child π. Sorry for pouring my whole life baggage on you guys
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I see most of foreign "entertainment" coming to Ethiopia quite hard and for people who are caught in the illusion that the main stream media brings on and for those who need their eyes opened to the whim of this situation....
I urge you to take time and listen to this music. Not only listen but understand it well. Thank you.
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I urge you to take time and listen to this music. Not only listen but understand it well. Thank you.
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I have this girlfriend, she was my friend initially and I told her I have feelings for her. Her reply was that she has a boyfriend and we cannot date. She's 20 and the guy is 30. The guy eventually got married without telling her. When she got to know she was sad and came to me crying. I consoled her and we had sex. I thought she's now over the other guy but it turns out she's not. The guy even though married still wants them to date secretly. The girl told me she also loves me and at the same time the other guy. I decided to leave but she says no, she loves me. Right now I don't know what to do. I don't want to share anyone in a relationship. Please help me.
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I have this girlfriend, she was my friend initially and I told her I have feelings for her. Her reply was that she has a boyfriend and we cannot date. She's 20 and the guy is 30. The guy eventually got married without telling her. When she got to know she was sad and came to me crying. I consoled her and we had sex. I thought she's now over the other guy but it turns out she's not. The guy even though married still wants them to date secretly. The girl told me she also loves me and at the same time the other guy. I decided to leave but she says no, she loves me. Right now I don't know what to do. I don't want to share anyone in a relationship. Please help me.
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I am full of hate, full of anger. I've lost most of my friends, i have only one friend left and i suspect it will only be for a short time before she decides that she has enough of dealing with me too. I don't spend much time with my family either because I'm becoming more and more sarcastic and mean, so i distance myself so as to not be too hurtful. As if that isn't enough i became self destructive, i send nudes to random people i talk to, i meet and have lunch with strangers, every time i do something that i know can hurt me i get some kind of satisfaction, thinking i deserve it. I hate people, even just looking at men,women, whether young or old annoy the hell out of me. I only seek people when i think i can get something from them, i hate myself, i hate being the person i am now. I was never like this, i used to be so full of hope, so full of love, kindness and compassion. I used to be emotionally strong, always trying to do the right thing but now i am broken, i don't even know who i am anymore. Now i want to be somebody else, to be another girl or a guy even i would take being an animal over being me. I am so disgusted with myself i want out of this mind and body. i can't take it. I have tried everything, meditation, self motivation books,videos, trying to love others and myself but without avail. So I'm really desperate for advices on how to get out of this. weys is my case hopeless? should i stop trying and forget everything, every wish and want i have and only focus on God? Cause the only time i don't feel these negative emotions is when i think about God.
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I am full of hate, full of anger. I've lost most of my friends, i have only one friend left and i suspect it will only be for a short time before she decides that she has enough of dealing with me too. I don't spend much time with my family either because I'm becoming more and more sarcastic and mean, so i distance myself so as to not be too hurtful. As if that isn't enough i became self destructive, i send nudes to random people i talk to, i meet and have lunch with strangers, every time i do something that i know can hurt me i get some kind of satisfaction, thinking i deserve it. I hate people, even just looking at men,women, whether young or old annoy the hell out of me. I only seek people when i think i can get something from them, i hate myself, i hate being the person i am now. I was never like this, i used to be so full of hope, so full of love, kindness and compassion. I used to be emotionally strong, always trying to do the right thing but now i am broken, i don't even know who i am anymore. Now i want to be somebody else, to be another girl or a guy even i would take being an animal over being me. I am so disgusted with myself i want out of this mind and body. i can't take it. I have tried everything, meditation, self motivation books,videos, trying to love others and myself but without avail. So I'm really desperate for advices on how to get out of this. weys is my case hopeless? should i stop trying and forget everything, every wish and want i have and only focus on God? Cause the only time i don't feel these negative emotions is when i think about God.
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So ima keep it short
So im a 21 year old black skinny nigga right...and look my problem is that rn i am so fuckin addicted to watching porn like i don even know why....yo like i got serious issues....the funnier part is that i gotta girlfriend and that girl fine as fuckπ π₯ like the big booty cheeks nd peach tits nd all and...... and when we fuck...we fuck everytime like its our last day on earth but still even after that i end up with my phone in my hand and some porn video i really fuckin do not know whyπ
So any yall know how to fix this shit cause i honestly don wanna watch that shit no moreπ€πΎ
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Wat up wat up y'all...
So ima keep it short
So im a 21 year old black skinny nigga right...and look my problem is that rn i am so fuckin addicted to watching porn like i don even know why....yo like i got serious issues....the funnier part is that i gotta girlfriend and that girl fine as fuckπ π₯ like the big booty cheeks nd peach tits nd all and...... and when we fuck...we fuck everytime like its our last day on earth but still even after that i end up with my phone in my hand and some porn video i really fuckin do not know whyπ
So any yall know how to fix this shit cause i honestly don wanna watch that shit no moreπ€πΎ
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I am losing every one in my life just because I don't open up. I just can't tell people what is going on with me. And its not like I don't want to I just can't and I'm feeling so lonly I don't know how to put it in one vent but I feel like every one is leaving me. Its like I was in a middle of a crowd and suddenly there is no one around. And I can't even tell that to any one. I don't know I hate that I'm like this. I just don't wanna die being the person that I am .
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I am losing every one in my life just because I don't open up. I just can't tell people what is going on with me. And its not like I don't want to I just can't and I'm feeling so lonly I don't know how to put it in one vent but I feel like every one is leaving me. Its like I was in a middle of a crowd and suddenly there is no one around. And I can't even tell that to any one. I don't know I hate that I'm like this. I just don't wanna die being the person that I am .
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Eshi there is this guy ena I love him betam ke dro jemro lebzu amet gn mnm arge alakm alkerebkutm mnamn
Betam betam new mwedew
Lela sew maseb rasu alchlm beka real new kemr
Ena yehone time lay esu new yawaragn endewm mejemerya mawrat jemern awkewalew gn betam sakew demo basebgn betam.yaw snawera mnamn aweke dro endemwedew ngr ena alefnew keza gn betam sikerbegn endalfelege sew act areku meselegn ene endeza asbe adelem chrash bcha gn I didn't treat him right when I had the chance, kes eyale kere mawratachnm tesfa koretebgn meselegn
Endet endemwedew aygebawmm enem endigebaw alarekutm lenegeru bcha ahun nafkognal betam gn endet negerochn mastekakel endalebgn alakm mokerku lawaraw ayawaragnm endedro endezi alneberem eko lataw alfelgm mn larg before it's too late
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Eshi there is this guy ena I love him betam ke dro jemro lebzu amet gn mnm arge alakm alkerebkutm mnamn
Betam betam new mwedew
Lela sew maseb rasu alchlm beka real new kemr
Ena yehone time lay esu new yawaragn endewm mejemerya mawrat jemern awkewalew gn betam sakew demo basebgn betam.yaw snawera mnamn aweke dro endemwedew ngr ena alefnew keza gn betam sikerbegn endalfelege sew act areku meselegn ene endeza asbe adelem chrash bcha gn I didn't treat him right when I had the chance, kes eyale kere mawratachnm tesfa koretebgn meselegn
Endet endemwedew aygebawmm enem endigebaw alarekutm lenegeru bcha ahun nafkognal betam gn endet negerochn mastekakel endalebgn alakm mokerku lawaraw ayawaragnm endedro endezi alneberem eko lataw alfelgm mn larg before it's too late
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I'm 23 I don't mean to be arrogant but people mostly girls say I am attractive the problem is if I see a girl I like Ill take her out treat her nice I make her laugh and yet she will still reject me in a way what am I doing wrong?Do I have to be toxic to get the girl I like
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I'm 23 I don't mean to be arrogant but people mostly girls say I am attractive the problem is if I see a girl I like Ill take her out treat her nice I make her laugh and yet she will still reject me in a way what am I doing wrong?Do I have to be toxic to get the girl I like
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"Assumption is the mother of all fuckups" someone somewhere
It all started around 8 months back when old friends got together and my child hood crush was there, though it's been years of no contact it was like elementary as if nothing had changed. Long story short exchanged numbers and the texts just wouldn't stop 6 am to 1 am, I tried to keep it cool but basically I was head over heels. So few days later asked if she was seeing someone, and then it all went downhill after that, she said yes begrudgingly tried to ask more but to no avail so backed off. Always been the conservative, straight arrow type to not even consider someone claiming to be in a relationship despite the popular notion (atleast in my circles) "some would just say that when it's not true", their reasons I leave to you, but this one time I made that assumption. This one time I decided to put my principles aside. This one time I let my heart drive, brain on the back seat. There had always been that voice at the back saying check again, kept silencing it while we were going on dates (I thought they were) and the texting which ofcourse is non stop, and the day dreaming at work. Anyways the bombshell came recently, she's getting married, I could tell she was expecting a reaction but as usual kept my cool said my congratulations saw the pics laughed together. Then went to the wedding had chicken and cake, texted for a few days after. Then deleted all our texts and blocked her. Her not reaching out through our common friends means we have an understanding I guess. I don't feel bad or good, am just numb all day ever since I knew about the wedding, not eating as I used to, less going out, am just trying to keep up appearances as best I can. This is the turn my life took, my worst year so far. Say what you will I just had to get that out of my chest.
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"Assumption is the mother of all fuckups" someone somewhere
It all started around 8 months back when old friends got together and my child hood crush was there, though it's been years of no contact it was like elementary as if nothing had changed. Long story short exchanged numbers and the texts just wouldn't stop 6 am to 1 am, I tried to keep it cool but basically I was head over heels. So few days later asked if she was seeing someone, and then it all went downhill after that, she said yes begrudgingly tried to ask more but to no avail so backed off. Always been the conservative, straight arrow type to not even consider someone claiming to be in a relationship despite the popular notion (atleast in my circles) "some would just say that when it's not true", their reasons I leave to you, but this one time I made that assumption. This one time I decided to put my principles aside. This one time I let my heart drive, brain on the back seat. There had always been that voice at the back saying check again, kept silencing it while we were going on dates (I thought they were) and the texting which ofcourse is non stop, and the day dreaming at work. Anyways the bombshell came recently, she's getting married, I could tell she was expecting a reaction but as usual kept my cool said my congratulations saw the pics laughed together. Then went to the wedding had chicken and cake, texted for a few days after. Then deleted all our texts and blocked her. Her not reaching out through our common friends means we have an understanding I guess. I don't feel bad or good, am just numb all day ever since I knew about the wedding, not eating as I used to, less going out, am just trying to keep up appearances as best I can. This is the turn my life took, my worst year so far. Say what you will I just had to get that out of my chest.
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Its been a month and 13 days today. I wish I knew you had such limited time so things could be different between us. I understand that you were going through a lot and I'm sorry I'm late to get that now. Its been hard for me to let you go, but what hurts me most is that you're gone forever. Every morning when I wake up, i wish God had forgotten to wake me up. Its all an endless nightmare. Your cloth that I own was slowly losing your scent. I saved it tho, I sealed it in a bag.I just dont understand why it had to be me out of many people out there who meet and are left to be some part of each others life. I'm not and I'll never be. I tried to move on, and I still am but I'm stuck back in our days together. My mind keeps replaying your laughter and hugs and our plans for our future. And everytime I remember you, I feel my insides break little by little. You were the most amazing person anyone could find and I was lucky to be a part of your life. I hope we'll meet in another life.I love you bez and always will. Rest in peace.
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Its been a month and 13 days today. I wish I knew you had such limited time so things could be different between us. I understand that you were going through a lot and I'm sorry I'm late to get that now. Its been hard for me to let you go, but what hurts me most is that you're gone forever. Every morning when I wake up, i wish God had forgotten to wake me up. Its all an endless nightmare. Your cloth that I own was slowly losing your scent. I saved it tho, I sealed it in a bag.I just dont understand why it had to be me out of many people out there who meet and are left to be some part of each others life. I'm not and I'll never be. I tried to move on, and I still am but I'm stuck back in our days together. My mind keeps replaying your laughter and hugs and our plans for our future. And everytime I remember you, I feel my insides break little by little. You were the most amazing person anyone could find and I was lucky to be a part of your life. I hope we'll meet in another life.I love you bez and always will. Rest in peace.
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Hi. This is more like a question for women.I am a guy in my late twenties. Through out the past few years I have felt that having children will be a burden. I feel like bringing any child in to this world at this time is not good for the kid, for me or the world in general. I feel like there is enough people in the world already. And because of that I am inclining to the idea that I don't want kids. And I feel like women talk about having kids endlessly. And I have yet to meet any woman that doesn't want kids. I want a partner in life but I don't want any kids. So my question is are there women here in Ethiopia that don't want kids by choice? And are there women in here that regret having their kids? Not that you don't love them. But knowing what you know now, would you do it again? Are there women that follow my train of thought?
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Hi. This is more like a question for women.I am a guy in my late twenties. Through out the past few years I have felt that having children will be a burden. I feel like bringing any child in to this world at this time is not good for the kid, for me or the world in general. I feel like there is enough people in the world already. And because of that I am inclining to the idea that I don't want kids. And I feel like women talk about having kids endlessly. And I have yet to meet any woman that doesn't want kids. I want a partner in life but I don't want any kids. So my question is are there women here in Ethiopia that don't want kids by choice? And are there women in here that regret having their kids? Not that you don't love them. But knowing what you know now, would you do it again? Are there women that follow my train of thought?
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Hey guys I hope you all are doing good. I am a 20 years old student who lives abroad I am a student and since this pandemic disrupted face to face class program I am a full time job worker too and I have this discomforting situation I am into the thing is before two years I used to have high bp,lack of appetite,low energy and other symptoms and I was diagnosed with hormonal deficiency then I got into testestrone replacement therapy (steroid) which I will be taking it for once in a four weeks and my family and I decided to quit it cold turkey because of the long term side effects in the future and then I did it .
Itβs 6 months since I quitted it i am suffering from mental crisis I have severe depression,psychosis,low self steem and high functioning anxiety disorder god I felt like I lost my mental and people around me like my freinds i met here and my colleagues thinks I am mentally retarded I can tell that the way they speak to me watch me and act around me now it have become my insecurity you know it ainβt worth it to tell them how I ended up like this so i get used to being considered us a mentally ill person.
and the worst part is not telling anyone what I am going through ,now my biggest anxiety is will I ever feel normal again? Will I get back my mental health?
Sorry for the depressing story anyways I just felt like I need to vent it.
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Hey guys I hope you all are doing good. I am a 20 years old student who lives abroad I am a student and since this pandemic disrupted face to face class program I am a full time job worker too and I have this discomforting situation I am into the thing is before two years I used to have high bp,lack of appetite,low energy and other symptoms and I was diagnosed with hormonal deficiency then I got into testestrone replacement therapy (steroid) which I will be taking it for once in a four weeks and my family and I decided to quit it cold turkey because of the long term side effects in the future and then I did it .
Itβs 6 months since I quitted it i am suffering from mental crisis I have severe depression,psychosis,low self steem and high functioning anxiety disorder god I felt like I lost my mental and people around me like my freinds i met here and my colleagues thinks I am mentally retarded I can tell that the way they speak to me watch me and act around me now it have become my insecurity you know it ainβt worth it to tell them how I ended up like this so i get used to being considered us a mentally ill person.
and the worst part is not telling anyone what I am going through ,now my biggest anxiety is will I ever feel normal again? Will I get back my mental health?
Sorry for the depressing story anyways I just felt like I need to vent it.
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Sup guys this is my second time venting ...here goes nothing ....am kinda blown away how we people try hard to be in a r/p at young age or at any age yes I myself was at that position (where I loved someone) but I was over it and with experience u start seeing things in d/t way and after my break up ( a year ago) I prefer girls to be my besties rather than dating them but every time I start conversations they end up feeling something and when I clearly tell them I don't date they just ghost me ..it's not am handsome or smtn which I am not ugly eitherπ I am good talker if I get comfortable with you ...am 19 BTW am not that grown ass man with his shits together but am the kinda dude who can talk to u about everything but girls take that as flirting bcha idk how to make a girl my bestie ena anyone who wanna be a friend or who knows a way just let me know
Thanks in advanceπ
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Sup guys this is my second time venting ...here goes nothing ....am kinda blown away how we people try hard to be in a r/p at young age or at any age yes I myself was at that position (where I loved someone) but I was over it and with experience u start seeing things in d/t way and after my break up ( a year ago) I prefer girls to be my besties rather than dating them but every time I start conversations they end up feeling something and when I clearly tell them I don't date they just ghost me ..it's not am handsome or smtn which I am not ugly eitherπ I am good talker if I get comfortable with you ...am 19 BTW am not that grown ass man with his shits together but am the kinda dude who can talk to u about everything but girls take that as flirting bcha idk how to make a girl my bestie ena anyone who wanna be a friend or who knows a way just let me know
Thanks in advanceπ
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Hello everyone, there is a guy which approached me before 2months ago and he has undeniable caring and good love. He says we're bestfriends but it doesn't seem like for instance we used to text like almost the whole day and then we meet at night. Then when I start to develop feelings I asked about his relationship status and he said he has a girlfriend which they are in a long distance then I don't know what to do so I just resumed our "friendship" he kiss me on the cheeks for a long time and we spent the night hugging just hugging only, and after this all I once told him he needs boarder between the friendship and now everything changed all those texts changed he mentions the word bestie in every msg he sends, all that love vanished, he makes reasons not to meet me and just only one text a day, but now I can't believe that what we have a just a temporary feeling, I really loved him so I can't resist. What do suggest me and sorry for this long vent.
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Hello everyone, there is a guy which approached me before 2months ago and he has undeniable caring and good love. He says we're bestfriends but it doesn't seem like for instance we used to text like almost the whole day and then we meet at night. Then when I start to develop feelings I asked about his relationship status and he said he has a girlfriend which they are in a long distance then I don't know what to do so I just resumed our "friendship" he kiss me on the cheeks for a long time and we spent the night hugging just hugging only, and after this all I once told him he needs boarder between the friendship and now everything changed all those texts changed he mentions the word bestie in every msg he sends, all that love vanished, he makes reasons not to meet me and just only one text a day, but now I can't believe that what we have a just a temporary feeling, I really loved him so I can't resist. What do suggest me and sorry for this long vent.
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For those who believe they are adults now:
When did you know??? Is it cause you have to?? or you felt sth else?? What should I look for..... I am waiting for βthis is it, this is the momentβ time.
Exactly mid twenties And I am sure I am not the only one who feel like that.
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For those who believe they are adults now:
When did you know??? Is it cause you have to?? or you felt sth else?? What should I look for..... I am waiting for βthis is it, this is the momentβ time.
Exactly mid twenties And I am sure I am not the only one who feel like that.
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Hey... um, I recently realized a behavior of mine I haven't known.the thing is I tend to push guys away if I get the feeling that they like me and I dont know what to do. I realized that few days ago when I found out that some guy from school likes me. He was nice,good looking,and all but,I hated him just because he liked me. I avoided any contact with him,the thought of touching him,speaking to him,looking at him creepes me out. My dearest friend liked me once,one of my closest friend,and I did the same thing to him even though I liked him at the time.I ignored him for a whole year,and now he barely talks to me,well,I dont blame him. I relly want our friendship back. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.I dont want to lose him,he is MY best friend. I didnt mean to push him away in the first place.it just happened. HELP OUT!!! PLS.what should I do??? I cant concentrate in school, I just think of him the whole day. We barely talk now,its like we dont exist for eachother.like we dont know each other at all. What should I do?? Should I Appologise? Ask whats wrong?? Pls say sth dont jus look at it and ignore it. Please
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Hey... um, I recently realized a behavior of mine I haven't known.the thing is I tend to push guys away if I get the feeling that they like me and I dont know what to do. I realized that few days ago when I found out that some guy from school likes me. He was nice,good looking,and all but,I hated him just because he liked me. I avoided any contact with him,the thought of touching him,speaking to him,looking at him creepes me out. My dearest friend liked me once,one of my closest friend,and I did the same thing to him even though I liked him at the time.I ignored him for a whole year,and now he barely talks to me,well,I dont blame him. I relly want our friendship back. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.I dont want to lose him,he is MY best friend. I didnt mean to push him away in the first place.it just happened. HELP OUT!!! PLS.what should I do??? I cant concentrate in school, I just think of him the whole day. We barely talk now,its like we dont exist for eachother.like we dont know each other at all. What should I do?? Should I Appologise? Ask whats wrong?? Pls say sth dont jus look at it and ignore it. Please
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