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I'm a 20 year old girl who's been through a sexual trauma as a child by a family member. I was unaware of the impacts for many years. I used to not think of what happened unless i saw them or someone mentioned their name but after I tured 17 its got more frequent to the point i think about it everyday and every hour now. It feels likw yesterday But thats not what i can't handle. I cry myself to sleep bcoz of that and the fact that nobody in my family believed me when i tried to tell them. I basically have no family cause half of them made me go through this shit and the other half are too blinded to even consider what it must have taken me to go out there and reveal the truth. I feel lonely and outcasted. i hate every inch of my body. If anyone know a therapist that can help me pls tell me. I wanna be enough for myself and pick myself up instead of dwelling on what people did. I wanna live in the present. I wanna be able to be attracted to another dude despite what happend. Its killing me alive and i need your help. Thankyou
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I'm a 20 year old girl who's been through a sexual trauma as a child by a family member. I was unaware of the impacts for many years. I used to not think of what happened unless i saw them or someone mentioned their name but after I tured 17 its got more frequent to the point i think about it everyday and every hour now. It feels likw yesterday But thats not what i can't handle. I cry myself to sleep bcoz of that and the fact that nobody in my family believed me when i tried to tell them. I basically have no family cause half of them made me go through this shit and the other half are too blinded to even consider what it must have taken me to go out there and reveal the truth. I feel lonely and outcasted. i hate every inch of my body. If anyone know a therapist that can help me pls tell me. I wanna be enough for myself and pick myself up instead of dwelling on what people did. I wanna live in the present. I wanna be able to be attracted to another dude despite what happend. Its killing me alive and i need your help. Thankyou
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I'm 24 and he's 25 we have been in a relationship for five and half years! We have had ups and downs just like any relationship but It's a toxic relationship for a long time now! We fight for every small and big things! Usually physical too! We hold grudges! Today,, In the middle of a fight I through a stone on his head and he was bleeding! There's a scar inside my eyes from his punches! Idk why and how we are still together! At the end of the day we both don't wanna let go! It's been two years that we start living together Family friends hulum sew slemiak kesuga meleyayet alchalkum even when we are in a living hell! I don't know how to live with him and I don't know how to leave him! and same goes for him I guess cause if he could he would hv left by now.
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I'm 24 and he's 25 we have been in a relationship for five and half years! We have had ups and downs just like any relationship but It's a toxic relationship for a long time now! We fight for every small and big things! Usually physical too! We hold grudges! Today,, In the middle of a fight I through a stone on his head and he was bleeding! There's a scar inside my eyes from his punches! Idk why and how we are still together! At the end of the day we both don't wanna let go! It's been two years that we start living together Family friends hulum sew slemiak kesuga meleyayet alchalkum even when we are in a living hell! I don't know how to live with him and I don't know how to leave him! and same goes for him I guess cause if he could he would hv left by now.
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I am a 20 year old guy. I moved to the states. I was a virgin when I came here and I met a girl. We vibed ....and then we fucked in a car but I cummed so fucking fast. I don't think I even lasted a minute. Is that shit normal for a first time or will that be me forever? I masturbate and I think that fucked up my stamina. Should I stop if I want to last longer. I compensated for it with fingering her until she cummed but she really wanted me to make her cum with my dick. Is it better if I satisfied her with my dick? How can I improve my stamina? If you guys/ladies could give me advice, I would really appreciate it. Thanks.
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I am a 20 year old guy. I moved to the states. I was a virgin when I came here and I met a girl. We vibed ....and then we fucked in a car but I cummed so fucking fast. I don't think I even lasted a minute. Is that shit normal for a first time or will that be me forever? I masturbate and I think that fucked up my stamina. Should I stop if I want to last longer. I compensated for it with fingering her until she cummed but she really wanted me to make her cum with my dick. Is it better if I satisfied her with my dick? How can I improve my stamina? If you guys/ladies could give me advice, I would really appreciate it. Thanks.
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So hey this is just to let out what aching in me n i cant tell no one so every time my birthday comes i get depressed cuz its the time where people u haven’t talked to in a long time come to u and wish you one when my birthday comes i always curse the day i was brought to this world im un happy or I don’t want to feel that way i hide those acting like a fool around people been hurt before im a failure in love im a failure in my grades this days soon my parents will take me as a failure too n I really pray i die either way no one would even be there for my funeral im just a worthless spec drifting the wide sea my tears never stop and yeah I really want to die and u might think im an ungrateful person i would gladly give my life to some one idk so when i go i can help give some one another chance would never hesitate
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So hey this is just to let out what aching in me n i cant tell no one so every time my birthday comes i get depressed cuz its the time where people u haven’t talked to in a long time come to u and wish you one when my birthday comes i always curse the day i was brought to this world im un happy or I don’t want to feel that way i hide those acting like a fool around people been hurt before im a failure in love im a failure in my grades this days soon my parents will take me as a failure too n I really pray i die either way no one would even be there for my funeral im just a worthless spec drifting the wide sea my tears never stop and yeah I really want to die and u might think im an ungrateful person i would gladly give my life to some one idk so when i go i can help give some one another chance would never hesitate
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I'm 23 boy this is my first ... The thing is Idk what's wrong with me ... I just wondering that if I can get friend to talk and I have never been with anybody in my life never done anything like relationship stuff even best friend enkuan ... why the girls is not approach to me idk wtf is wrong with me any thoughts?...I think this platform is good for the person like me ....pls I need someone to talk ....tnx🙏
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I'm 23 boy this is my first ... The thing is Idk what's wrong with me ... I just wondering that if I can get friend to talk and I have never been with anybody in my life never done anything like relationship stuff even best friend enkuan ... why the girls is not approach to me idk wtf is wrong with me any thoughts?...I think this platform is good for the person like me ....pls I need someone to talk ....tnx🙏
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Im a girl who just turned 20 and I never dated. I kissed two guys before but I didn’t date them (not my best decision but it’s whatever) I have had guys approach me, especially last year. Most of them met/saw me in real life, not on social media. But I always find a reason to not date them/give them a chance. I know it sounds stupid but I know I could’ve had a boyfriend/date someone but I tell myself the guys that approach me are not good enough for me or I lose interest as soon as they show interest even though I like them? Besides that my inexperience gives me kind of anxiety so I always cut them off before I go on a date with them . This happened a few times before. I think I want to start dating because I know I can only know what I want in a relationship through my own experience plus I think I shouldn’t wait more because most people my age date. I would appreciate advice from you guys. And I also would like to hear your honest opinion about my situation.
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Im a girl who just turned 20 and I never dated. I kissed two guys before but I didn’t date them (not my best decision but it’s whatever) I have had guys approach me, especially last year. Most of them met/saw me in real life, not on social media. But I always find a reason to not date them/give them a chance. I know it sounds stupid but I know I could’ve had a boyfriend/date someone but I tell myself the guys that approach me are not good enough for me or I lose interest as soon as they show interest even though I like them? Besides that my inexperience gives me kind of anxiety so I always cut them off before I go on a date with them . This happened a few times before. I think I want to start dating because I know I can only know what I want in a relationship through my own experience plus I think I shouldn’t wait more because most people my age date. I would appreciate advice from you guys. And I also would like to hear your honest opinion about my situation.
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I am sorry I haven't been a good daughter. I am sorry that I can't love you the way you love me. I am sorry that I am not the best sister. I am sorry I can't live the way you want me to live. I am sorry that I didn't say happy holiday. I am sorry I didn't say hi everyday. I am sorry that I'm not normal. I'm sorry that I can't pretend everything is okay because it's not. I am sorry that I'm not like every other kid you see out there. I'm dealing with depression. I don't even know why I'm still alive.im sorry for being like this. Instead of complaining about everything I chose to remain silent.
I know it's all my fault that you're feeling sad. I hope one day you'll find this and read. I hope you will understand what I was going through. I hope you'll understand why I did what I did. It's okay. It may seem hard but you will forget me soon. I would be like I never existed. And if you think about it you can also save the money you will send on me. I am sorry that I can't pay you back. I'm sorry but your future will be changed a bit from what you planned.
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I am sorry I haven't been a good daughter. I am sorry that I can't love you the way you love me. I am sorry that I am not the best sister. I am sorry I can't live the way you want me to live. I am sorry that I didn't say happy holiday. I am sorry I didn't say hi everyday. I am sorry that I'm not normal. I'm sorry that I can't pretend everything is okay because it's not. I am sorry that I'm not like every other kid you see out there. I'm dealing with depression. I don't even know why I'm still alive.im sorry for being like this. Instead of complaining about everything I chose to remain silent.
I know it's all my fault that you're feeling sad. I hope one day you'll find this and read. I hope you will understand what I was going through. I hope you'll understand why I did what I did. It's okay. It may seem hard but you will forget me soon. I would be like I never existed. And if you think about it you can also save the money you will send on me. I am sorry that I can't pay you back. I'm sorry but your future will be changed a bit from what you planned.
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Haloa, new venter here
Here's the deal, I'm 24M, been painfully shy for most of my life. Once I got to Uni, I started socializing more and Im slowly overcoming my shyness. Problem is, im just getting a hang of flirting and im not used to it yet. Anyhoo, i met this girl about two years ago, she was in my class. I started talking to her after a semester and class wust honen( :facepalm: baby steps) ena we've been talking eskahun. We don't have a lot in common so our conversations are always interesting and she different from all other girls I know. We've met inperson a lot of times ena we've had fun betam. I started having feelings for her, mustered up the strength to ask her out but she told me she was seeing someone else. Its been 2 months since i asked her out, ena we still talk gin its starting to affect me. I think about her most of the times, ive started listening to music to distract myself from her all day. Im not sure what im looking for here gin I needed to get this out there somehow.
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Here's the deal, I'm 24M, been painfully shy for most of my life. Once I got to Uni, I started socializing more and Im slowly overcoming my shyness. Problem is, im just getting a hang of flirting and im not used to it yet. Anyhoo, i met this girl about two years ago, she was in my class. I started talking to her after a semester and class wust honen( :facepalm: baby steps) ena we've been talking eskahun. We don't have a lot in common so our conversations are always interesting and she different from all other girls I know. We've met inperson a lot of times ena we've had fun betam. I started having feelings for her, mustered up the strength to ask her out but she told me she was seeing someone else. Its been 2 months since i asked her out, ena we still talk gin its starting to affect me. I think about her most of the times, ive started listening to music to distract myself from her all day. Im not sure what im looking for here gin I needed to get this out there somehow.
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I am girl 26
The thing is i was raised by strict parents ena beka yebet lij nberku ena at some point i had a boyfriend betam mewedew at grade 9 ena he cheated on me with my best friend i forgave him gn he told me that he dont love me menamn becha yelele sebrogn new yehedew he was that durye staff after that aychew alakm manm wend gar dershem alakm
And now agegnehut sera bota he has changed betam tru sew honual yerasu sera alew menamn, he always tell me that he is changed menamn does that mean he wants me??
Ene makew metfo sew endeneber new ena yahunun alakm abrew lehon asbalew gn weshetun bihons baylewetse beye feralew gn still wedewalew betam
So ur telling me to try or leave him
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The thing is i was raised by strict parents ena beka yebet lij nberku ena at some point i had a boyfriend betam mewedew at grade 9 ena he cheated on me with my best friend i forgave him gn he told me that he dont love me menamn becha yelele sebrogn new yehedew he was that durye staff after that aychew alakm manm wend gar dershem alakm
And now agegnehut sera bota he has changed betam tru sew honual yerasu sera alew menamn, he always tell me that he is changed menamn does that mean he wants me??
Ene makew metfo sew endeneber new ena yahunun alakm abrew lehon asbalew gn weshetun bihons baylewetse beye feralew gn still wedewalew betam
So ur telling me to try or leave him
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“But I thought u moved on already” how tf would uk bout how i feel idk why we keep playin with each other truth is I never gave it a chance to properly deal with everything after we broke up so i just tucked it in n kept that shit around me cuz i felt like I wouldn’t have anything else if i let go of all that then the good boi said to me that he started to love the pain i caused ,he would say is like “a good pain that makes u feel alive” u got addicted like i once did unfortunately those days are wayy gone for me i feel nothin else but pain ..so i want u to give me a reason again.. u use to say I’m a good liar so i want u to give me a reason again so i can love the pain again.
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“But I thought u moved on already” how tf would uk bout how i feel idk why we keep playin with each other truth is I never gave it a chance to properly deal with everything after we broke up so i just tucked it in n kept that shit around me cuz i felt like I wouldn’t have anything else if i let go of all that then the good boi said to me that he started to love the pain i caused ,he would say is like “a good pain that makes u feel alive” u got addicted like i once did unfortunately those days are wayy gone for me i feel nothin else but pain ..so i want u to give me a reason again.. u use to say I’m a good liar so i want u to give me a reason again so i can love the pain again.
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I used to talk to this guy on telegram and he is one of the the most down to earth guys I’ve met and he has a really good sense of humor and we used to talk a lot and I felt comfortable with sharing with almost anything with him. But now it’s been a hot minute since we talked, out of nowhere, he said we can’t talk anymore and just said goodbye like no explanation or nothing. He’s in this channel too so if you see this, I miss you bro, I miss talking to you( I can’t believe I’m being this corny) anyway, I hope you see it and if you don’t, well I still got to vent it out at least. Sincerely, Azula
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I used to talk to this guy on telegram and he is one of the the most down to earth guys I’ve met and he has a really good sense of humor and we used to talk a lot and I felt comfortable with sharing with almost anything with him. But now it’s been a hot minute since we talked, out of nowhere, he said we can’t talk anymore and just said goodbye like no explanation or nothing. He’s in this channel too so if you see this, I miss you bro, I miss talking to you( I can’t believe I’m being this corny) anyway, I hope you see it and if you don’t, well I still got to vent it out at least. Sincerely, Azula
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Okay so the thing is it’s almost 2 yrs since I started this relationship and I really love him like I could die for him fr...but he’s mad at me now that he find out I’ve kissed a girl before years idk 2 or 3..... idk if he’s pissed cuz I didn’t tell him or i kissed a girl and he’s ignoring my text and calls mnamn ena im stressing out and no im not bi or lesbian idk y i did that it was idk childish.....wat do y’all think?
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Okay so the thing is it’s almost 2 yrs since I started this relationship and I really love him like I could die for him fr...but he’s mad at me now that he find out I’ve kissed a girl before years idk 2 or 3..... idk if he’s pissed cuz I didn’t tell him or i kissed a girl and he’s ignoring my text and calls mnamn ena im stressing out and no im not bi or lesbian idk y i did that it was idk childish.....wat do y’all think?
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Hey people, I'm a 22 Yr aged guy. I really need to vent ASAP. Look, here's what happened. I hooked up with my gf's friend. 3 years ago. She knew right away. We talked abt it and were cool abt it. Then a year ago she broke up with me for another cheating stuff. And just recently, she hooked up with my brother. She knew I was still in love with her. Honestly, ik she is too. But she got on a relationship with him despite it. What the fk is this. Do u think she played the cards right?
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Hey people, I'm a 22 Yr aged guy. I really need to vent ASAP. Look, here's what happened. I hooked up with my gf's friend. 3 years ago. She knew right away. We talked abt it and were cool abt it. Then a year ago she broke up with me for another cheating stuff. And just recently, she hooked up with my brother. She knew I was still in love with her. Honestly, ik she is too. But she got on a relationship with him despite it. What the fk is this. Do u think she played the cards right?
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Sup ppl, I'm a boy 20 yrs. I lost my girl a year ago coz of a continous cheating problem. And I have been trying to gain her trust back but she refuses that I could change. And I'm dying. U have no idea what I'm in, I love her so much that I feel like I'm losing a mom not a gf. What could I possibly do to get her trust back???
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Sup ppl, I'm a boy 20 yrs. I lost my girl a year ago coz of a continous cheating problem. And I have been trying to gain her trust back but she refuses that I could change. And I'm dying. U have no idea what I'm in, I love her so much that I feel like I'm losing a mom not a gf. What could I possibly do to get her trust back???
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I don't know where to start but I will try to be as specific as possible
Growing up i had so many issues and that changed me alot
I lived in my grand parents house since I was a kid because of my dad's death and my mom didn't have a job so we had no choice but to get back to our grandparents house and life at that house was so difficult nobody wanted us and that hurts alot hulem fitachew endegerefen neber yeteseten bet rasu yeferese bet neber ena kiremt simeta betam tesaken neber minenorew endezam honen befetari tesfa argen enenor neber ena these issues made me so aggressive neger i had so much anger in me that I blow up easily then I was diagnosed with hiv and at that time I was hopeless but I didn't show it because when my mom knew I was positive she was so scared to tell me about it because she thought I would do sth stupid or don't understand her because of my anger issues so I didn't want my mom to blame herself for the thing that she's not responsible for so I always act like it's okay but deep down I was broken and these things made me lose my self esteem and my self too and also the relationships I had with people I always feel like everybody is faking the things they say or do and I feel like everybody is judgemental so I don't want to open up to others sometimes I truly wish I had people with the same issue ena freely bawera hulunm gin agegneche alakem and I always say I don't need approval from others and I don't care about others feelings but Deep down their opinion matters and i have trust issues(because of my dad) plus because of my health status (even tho its undetectable) I always try to avoid relationship and stuff but if I like someone beka truly new mewedew endi aynet situation rare bihonm ena easily yan sew mersat yekebdegnal I have never had a father figure so esun eza sew lay mefeleg yemeslegnal alakem I'm just trying to figure things out but now I have to move on neger kehulum negeroch gin Idk why
I am sorry ik it's a long and complicated thing but I'm really glad that I finally got the chance to tell my story.
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I don't know where to start but I will try to be as specific as possible
Growing up i had so many issues and that changed me alot
I lived in my grand parents house since I was a kid because of my dad's death and my mom didn't have a job so we had no choice but to get back to our grandparents house and life at that house was so difficult nobody wanted us and that hurts alot hulem fitachew endegerefen neber yeteseten bet rasu yeferese bet neber ena kiremt simeta betam tesaken neber minenorew endezam honen befetari tesfa argen enenor neber ena these issues made me so aggressive neger i had so much anger in me that I blow up easily then I was diagnosed with hiv and at that time I was hopeless but I didn't show it because when my mom knew I was positive she was so scared to tell me about it because she thought I would do sth stupid or don't understand her because of my anger issues so I didn't want my mom to blame herself for the thing that she's not responsible for so I always act like it's okay but deep down I was broken and these things made me lose my self esteem and my self too and also the relationships I had with people I always feel like everybody is faking the things they say or do and I feel like everybody is judgemental so I don't want to open up to others sometimes I truly wish I had people with the same issue ena freely bawera hulunm gin agegneche alakem and I always say I don't need approval from others and I don't care about others feelings but Deep down their opinion matters and i have trust issues(because of my dad) plus because of my health status (even tho its undetectable) I always try to avoid relationship and stuff but if I like someone beka truly new mewedew endi aynet situation rare bihonm ena easily yan sew mersat yekebdegnal I have never had a father figure so esun eza sew lay mefeleg yemeslegnal alakem I'm just trying to figure things out but now I have to move on neger kehulum negeroch gin Idk why
I am sorry ik it's a long and complicated thing but I'm really glad that I finally got the chance to tell my story.
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Guys i need ur help , so im 19, and im currently dating the guy of my dreams, i love him no matter what, even though he cheats, he's someway, he’s not caring at times and all that but I just love him so much. Honestly i get tired of him all the time and wanna break up with him but i can't cuz it always hurts me more and i end up going back
There’s another guy that shows me love like mad. He has done everything to show me how much he loves me even sacrificed his own happiness for me. Im still shocked that i couldn't love him, i like him tho but it's just like. My problem rn is that my guy is a sex god to me. I love fucking him but lately he can't make me cum or squirt anymore, lately all i feel is pain cuz he can’t turn me on and get me wet . Im a very horny person so i want sex alot but he doesn't get the ryt spot, i feel like fucking the other guy cuz he’s amazing in bed n he can really make me cum. This guy can get me wet so easily by just touching me n he gives me crazy head, something my guy doesn't do cuz he says it's disgusting n he's not that type. Ever since i got back with my guy the other guy n i haven’t done anything n he also doesn’t want to do anything with me becoz im dating and i love my guy so much too. Lately he has changed for better n he is much caring n loving and i now see he has feelings 4 me. Im confused, wat should I do? Do i fuck the other guy or pretend to have orgasms with my guy, becoz also I tried talking to him (my guy) about this problem and he took my words differently and got angry and OVERREACTED.
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Guys i need ur help , so im 19, and im currently dating the guy of my dreams, i love him no matter what, even though he cheats, he's someway, he’s not caring at times and all that but I just love him so much. Honestly i get tired of him all the time and wanna break up with him but i can't cuz it always hurts me more and i end up going back
There’s another guy that shows me love like mad. He has done everything to show me how much he loves me even sacrificed his own happiness for me. Im still shocked that i couldn't love him, i like him tho but it's just like. My problem rn is that my guy is a sex god to me. I love fucking him but lately he can't make me cum or squirt anymore, lately all i feel is pain cuz he can’t turn me on and get me wet . Im a very horny person so i want sex alot but he doesn't get the ryt spot, i feel like fucking the other guy cuz he’s amazing in bed n he can really make me cum. This guy can get me wet so easily by just touching me n he gives me crazy head, something my guy doesn't do cuz he says it's disgusting n he's not that type. Ever since i got back with my guy the other guy n i haven’t done anything n he also doesn’t want to do anything with me becoz im dating and i love my guy so much too. Lately he has changed for better n he is much caring n loving and i now see he has feelings 4 me. Im confused, wat should I do? Do i fuck the other guy or pretend to have orgasms with my guy, becoz also I tried talking to him (my guy) about this problem and he took my words differently and got angry and OVERREACTED.
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I'm a 22 yr old guy whose decent looking i guess and ever since I can remember I've allways done well with women. I had my first gf at a very young age and things just progressed on from there. But the thing is I've never felt loved or appreciated by anyone I've been with in the past that is untill my current gf. What can i say she's drop dead gorgeous and so kind, I'm honestly surprised why she would even be with someone like me. By someone like me i mean someone who has a lot history and baggage. But as my luck would have it she's in love with me and I love her too. The things is even when I've found all i want in a woman I still can't fully commit. Don't get me wrong, I've never cheated on anyone I've been with and i pride myself on that but at the same time it gets a little harder stopping an interaction when it gets a little too close. I just feel like it shouldn't take this much will power and self control to not do smth horrible if it's with someone you're truely inlove with. Cuz at this point it feels like there's smth is wrong with me...maybe there is idk
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I'm a 22 yr old guy whose decent looking i guess and ever since I can remember I've allways done well with women. I had my first gf at a very young age and things just progressed on from there. But the thing is I've never felt loved or appreciated by anyone I've been with in the past that is untill my current gf. What can i say she's drop dead gorgeous and so kind, I'm honestly surprised why she would even be with someone like me. By someone like me i mean someone who has a lot history and baggage. But as my luck would have it she's in love with me and I love her too. The things is even when I've found all i want in a woman I still can't fully commit. Don't get me wrong, I've never cheated on anyone I've been with and i pride myself on that but at the same time it gets a little harder stopping an interaction when it gets a little too close. I just feel like it shouldn't take this much will power and self control to not do smth horrible if it's with someone you're truely inlove with. Cuz at this point it feels like there's smth is wrong with me...maybe there is idk
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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I don’t know why I feel this way. I even know I have become boring. I’m very emotional and genuine guy or at least I try to be. I always try to do good by people but it most time end up hurting me. Everywhere I see I see hate, ppl taking advantage for ppl, etc. I get depressed seeing this, hearing this I’m losing hope. I used to think I will get used to it then it won’t hurt me but it does sometime I feel so lonely and sad. I wasn’t always like this everybody thinks I’m the funny guy I use to keep everyone entertained. I don’t want to be like this I’m tired I need help if anyone from have had this similar experiences and got through it
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I don’t know why I feel this way. I even know I have become boring. I’m very emotional and genuine guy or at least I try to be. I always try to do good by people but it most time end up hurting me. Everywhere I see I see hate, ppl taking advantage for ppl, etc. I get depressed seeing this, hearing this I’m losing hope. I used to think I will get used to it then it won’t hurt me but it does sometime I feel so lonely and sad. I wasn’t always like this everybody thinks I’m the funny guy I use to keep everyone entertained. I don’t want to be like this I’m tired I need help if anyone from have had this similar experiences and got through it
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Anyone else struggling with homosexuality like genuinely struggling 🤔. I'm not here for pity or prayers nor to read your comments looking for acceptance but find hatred instead and feel shitty after because I know y'all are going to chew me up and spit me out so what's the point. I'm not here to promote this nor to put it up your face because I know how sensitive this topic is. I'm here to actually talk about those that are in this situation. If you are happy the way you are and living your life good for you just be happy. But if u are religious and feel like you are put on this earth to feel this way to hate yourself your entire being if you struggle to find acceptance ,not from people cause most aren't going to no matter what u are, but from God if you feel damned no matter what you do cause we all know those thoughts arent going away just know you are not alone and it will be okay and maybe God isn't as hateful as people put him out to be because no one i mean no one knows what it feels like to be hated by the creator himself trust me if it could be changed people would change it. And if don't have the strength nor the want to accept yourself and end up having a family and locking this part deep within you i just hope you find peace and solace within yourself.
Just love yourself no matter what!
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Anyone else struggling with homosexuality like genuinely struggling 🤔. I'm not here for pity or prayers nor to read your comments looking for acceptance but find hatred instead and feel shitty after because I know y'all are going to chew me up and spit me out so what's the point. I'm not here to promote this nor to put it up your face because I know how sensitive this topic is. I'm here to actually talk about those that are in this situation. If you are happy the way you are and living your life good for you just be happy. But if u are religious and feel like you are put on this earth to feel this way to hate yourself your entire being if you struggle to find acceptance ,not from people cause most aren't going to no matter what u are, but from God if you feel damned no matter what you do cause we all know those thoughts arent going away just know you are not alone and it will be okay and maybe God isn't as hateful as people put him out to be because no one i mean no one knows what it feels like to be hated by the creator himself trust me if it could be changed people would change it. And if don't have the strength nor the want to accept yourself and end up having a family and locking this part deep within you i just hope you find peace and solace within yourself.
Just love yourself no matter what!
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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I feel like I am a bother. I stop myself from saying things because I think people don't want to hear them or I say something and think that I probably over shared and made the person uncomfortable. This is why people tell me I am quiet.
I hate that my social awkwardness stems from such a stupid insecurity and finally I end up hating myself for it.
I am not looking for advice but for the people that are bothered by people that speak so much. Can you tell me how that feels so that if I am actually bothering people, I can understand how that feels?
Thanks in advance
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I feel like I am a bother. I stop myself from saying things because I think people don't want to hear them or I say something and think that I probably over shared and made the person uncomfortable. This is why people tell me I am quiet.
I hate that my social awkwardness stems from such a stupid insecurity and finally I end up hating myself for it.
I am not looking for advice but for the people that are bothered by people that speak so much. Can you tell me how that feels so that if I am actually bothering people, I can understand how that feels?
Thanks in advance
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