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I'm a girl and I'm 20 I just can't with everything I'm tired I wanna die I have no hope I have no one that understands me I'm in a real pain maryamn I don't know what to do.
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Hello, not a vent but i need your help and suggestions of business minded ones. Am 25 and i have been employed and saved some meney in the past 5 years. I have been on rest fir the past year and now i want to start a minor business with this money. And i don't have much experience and ideas about what to invest on. What do you think is the safest business right now because i can't afford to make mistakes with the limited money i have.
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Hello, not a vent but i need your help and suggestions of business minded ones. Am 25 and i have been employed and saved some meney in the past 5 years. I have been on rest fir the past year and now i want to start a minor business with this money. And i don't have much experience and ideas about what to invest on. What do you think is the safest business right now because i can't afford to make mistakes with the limited money i have.
U're suggestions are needed and bye 🤗
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Weldiya uv dersogn nbr ena lihed weys maleta ezi yegel bimar demo betseb maschegr nw mihonbign mn yshalegnal ye selamum giday ale mnamn sra demo betam sfelg nbr gn ataw plzz what shall i do?
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Weldiya uv dersogn nbr ena lihed weys maleta ezi yegel bimar demo betseb maschegr nw mihonbign mn yshalegnal ye selamum giday ale mnamn sra demo betam sfelg nbr gn ataw plzz what shall i do?
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So i am a girl (23yr old) so i have a bf we have been together for the past almost 3 yrs. I wasnt even looking for relationship when i met him i was saying to myself it will just be a distraction to my education. Any who bcha he was all i wanted not just in a man but in a person. I already feel like i am married to him we have this sense of oneness. Long story short for the first 2 yrs we had a long distance relationship and this yr he came back to be here permanently. Bzu nafkot mnamn neber in that time gn yaw alefe the problem is huletachnm we dont like to go out that much we both want to spend our free time at home ena ezi kemeta behuala bzu gize betu nw yemhedew wchi wedeza wedezi malet des aylegnm even with my girl friends and so we cuddle and start to watch a movie and so ketnsh dekika behuala he becomes emotional and start to kiss mnamn bcha every time it ends with having sex with clothes on i dont know if that is even called sex and i dont know we r still a virgin bcha i dont want to say no to him at that moment not to hurt his feelings and kexa bcha gn enem i got carried on...the problem is we r both religious and dont think its right to do it before marriage ena every time after we do it we really feel gulity like betam like i have lost my identity ena sewnete rasu yastelagnal..we promise no to do it again but it happens almost every time we tried to meet at public places and that was not comfortable so bet mehede alekerem we do meet after work and walk and stuff gn atleast once a wk betu mehede aykerm ..bcha the guilt betam selamen eyenesagn nw ahun ahun wchi endihedm chmr eyetseleyku nw thats the only solution bye gn i know i cant stay for more than 3 days with out seeing him yemr yemiyamegn ymeslegnal...i cant talk to any of my friends b/c they think of us both being a religious person demo i was.. like even holding hands and kissing mnamn it doesnt feel right for me esum yakal and he respects it chgru akauam sayhon situationu yametaw neger nw what do u advice
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So i am a girl (23yr old) so i have a bf we have been together for the past almost 3 yrs. I wasnt even looking for relationship when i met him i was saying to myself it will just be a distraction to my education. Any who bcha he was all i wanted not just in a man but in a person. I already feel like i am married to him we have this sense of oneness. Long story short for the first 2 yrs we had a long distance relationship and this yr he came back to be here permanently. Bzu nafkot mnamn neber in that time gn yaw alefe the problem is huletachnm we dont like to go out that much we both want to spend our free time at home ena ezi kemeta behuala bzu gize betu nw yemhedew wchi wedeza wedezi malet des aylegnm even with my girl friends and so we cuddle and start to watch a movie and so ketnsh dekika behuala he becomes emotional and start to kiss mnamn bcha every time it ends with having sex with clothes on i dont know if that is even called sex and i dont know we r still a virgin bcha i dont want to say no to him at that moment not to hurt his feelings and kexa bcha gn enem i got carried on...the problem is we r both religious and dont think its right to do it before marriage ena every time after we do it we really feel gulity like betam like i have lost my identity ena sewnete rasu yastelagnal..we promise no to do it again but it happens almost every time we tried to meet at public places and that was not comfortable so bet mehede alekerem we do meet after work and walk and stuff gn atleast once a wk betu mehede aykerm ..bcha the guilt betam selamen eyenesagn nw ahun ahun wchi endihedm chmr eyetseleyku nw thats the only solution bye gn i know i cant stay for more than 3 days with out seeing him yemr yemiyamegn ymeslegnal...i cant talk to any of my friends b/c they think of us both being a religious person demo i was.. like even holding hands and kissing mnamn it doesnt feel right for me esum yakal and he respects it chgru akauam sayhon situationu yametaw neger nw what do u advice
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Ok so I have been talkin to this guy online for over three years, we met in person two times minamn because we study in d/t countries. We literally talk everyday but we are just friends. I like his personality, we have a lot in common and he is very caring betam he is sweet funny mnamn. I sometimes wonder what it would be like if we end up together. We joke around, talk about each and every topic out there and as I said we talk everyday. Could he have feelings for me? He never gave me a hint like none gn still is there a chance were he might like me? I am not going to ask him that and lose the only true friend I have gn if he raised the idea I will die of happiness
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Ok so I have been talkin to this guy online for over three years, we met in person two times minamn because we study in d/t countries. We literally talk everyday but we are just friends. I like his personality, we have a lot in common and he is very caring betam he is sweet funny mnamn. I sometimes wonder what it would be like if we end up together. We joke around, talk about each and every topic out there and as I said we talk everyday. Could he have feelings for me? He never gave me a hint like none gn still is there a chance were he might like me? I am not going to ask him that and lose the only true friend I have gn if he raised the idea I will die of happiness
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So I'm 24, male and there is a girl whom I have a huge crush on for years, ena we've been friends, She has a bestfriend, almost she is her sister ena esua demo she used to love me, gn I wasn't interested cause yeteleyaye religion new yalen. minim neger aljemernm neber. Just semetuan negerechign ena aweran endemayhon keza through time it just fades. yihe malet before 6 years new. gn still we r friends betam, esuam ahun serious relationship lay nat. So the thing is I think I've to confess now. I think my feeling for that girl, it's more than just a crush. gn melsua No endayhon yasferal which is likely based on the story with her bestfriend...gn No bihonm It will help me to move on I guess. malet I never been in a relationship, esuan slemasib new meselegn ke set gar tewawke bizu kaweran behuala wede relation yemikeyer aynet neger simeslegn interested alhonm ena akomewalehu. So these whole thing has to end. esti What do u think guys? Thank u in advance.
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So I'm 24, male and there is a girl whom I have a huge crush on for years, ena we've been friends, She has a bestfriend, almost she is her sister ena esua demo she used to love me, gn I wasn't interested cause yeteleyaye religion new yalen. minim neger aljemernm neber. Just semetuan negerechign ena aweran endemayhon keza through time it just fades. yihe malet before 6 years new. gn still we r friends betam, esuam ahun serious relationship lay nat. So the thing is I think I've to confess now. I think my feeling for that girl, it's more than just a crush. gn melsua No endayhon yasferal which is likely based on the story with her bestfriend...gn No bihonm It will help me to move on I guess. malet I never been in a relationship, esuan slemasib new meselegn ke set gar tewawke bizu kaweran behuala wede relation yemikeyer aynet neger simeslegn interested alhonm ena akomewalehu. So these whole thing has to end. esti What do u think guys? Thank u in advance.
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Yene tiyake lemndnew betimirtachew or belelam neger gobez yehonu sewoch sex filagotachew betam kefitegna yehonew malet may be hulum sew lay laysera yichilal gn ene makachew gobez sewoch le sex yalachew neger keftegna new porn mayet miwedu..yeteleyau sexual metsihafoch manibeb miwedu mnamn nachew ...erasenim say betimrte arif mibal ayinet negn gn demo yesex filagote betam kefitegna new yaw sle lelaw sew erigitegna balhonim malet new ...so yene tiyake sex drive lemndnew begobezoch lay high yehonew new
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Hey everyone i'm boy in his early 20s and i wanna get something out from my chest .
The thing is that girls fall in love with me but there is a big problem in me. I can't love back.
I have tried a lot but still no change. If there is anyone willing to help me is welcomed .
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Hey everyone i'm boy in his early 20s and i wanna get something out from my chest .
The thing is that girls fall in love with me but there is a big problem in me. I can't love back.
I have tried a lot but still no change. If there is anyone willing to help me is welcomed .
Tnx for your advice.!
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It's getting bad again. I don't know who to turn to. I am surrounded by a bunch of people that see me struggling but they cant do anything about it. I hate my mind, i hate how it holds on to one thought and just drives me to the brink of insanity. I have no one to understand. Have you ever had those nights where u are crying your heart out, those silent cries where u hold your mouth trying not to wake everyone up? My heart beats fast and it feels like i can't breath. Help
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It's getting bad again. I don't know who to turn to. I am surrounded by a bunch of people that see me struggling but they cant do anything about it. I hate my mind, i hate how it holds on to one thought and just drives me to the brink of insanity. I have no one to understand. Have you ever had those nights where u are crying your heart out, those silent cries where u hold your mouth trying not to wake everyone up? My heart beats fast and it feels like i can't breath. Help
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I'm a girl and I will be turning 21 this week. The thing is I feel so underachieved for my age. I have never had a single job or get paid in my life. I have never had a true best friend. I have never been into a relationship before. I don't know how to say this but I don't even know how to draw my eyebrows or apply lipsticks. I can't do my hair like my peers do. I have no sense of style at all. Even if I wore the most expensive and stylish thing on earth I will end up make it look shady. I can held a conversation even with my friend with out making it awkward so I hate meeting peoples out. I'm the most unsociable and introvered person u will ever meet. I feel like I have not achieved a single thing or have a milestone moments in life and I'm truly worried. I don't even know my passion, what makes me happy and what don't . I don't even know what I want. Lately I started registering and signing up to every online classes and free courses I could put my hands on and read self help book but those things are not helping. But I want to do better and change after 21. What do suggest a girl like me to do?
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I'm a girl and I will be turning 21 this week. The thing is I feel so underachieved for my age. I have never had a single job or get paid in my life. I have never had a true best friend. I have never been into a relationship before. I don't know how to say this but I don't even know how to draw my eyebrows or apply lipsticks. I can't do my hair like my peers do. I have no sense of style at all. Even if I wore the most expensive and stylish thing on earth I will end up make it look shady. I can held a conversation even with my friend with out making it awkward so I hate meeting peoples out. I'm the most unsociable and introvered person u will ever meet. I feel like I have not achieved a single thing or have a milestone moments in life and I'm truly worried. I don't even know my passion, what makes me happy and what don't . I don't even know what I want. Lately I started registering and signing up to every online classes and free courses I could put my hands on and read self help book but those things are not helping. But I want to do better and change after 21. What do suggest a girl like me to do?
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I know it's been 5 years since we talked but I'm still in love with you, I've tried to move on but I can't i even try to date but all I do is compare them with you and I lose interest in them..actually I lose interest in every single thing since you are gone the hardest part is no one not even my best friends know I still have feelings for you they think I moved on but I didn't... I waited for 5 years I will be waiting for ten or maybe for 20 years trust me I won't give up on you I wont give up on us
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I know it's been 5 years since we talked but I'm still in love with you, I've tried to move on but I can't i even try to date but all I do is compare them with you and I lose interest in them..actually I lose interest in every single thing since you are gone the hardest part is no one not even my best friends know I still have feelings for you they think I moved on but I didn't... I waited for 5 years I will be waiting for ten or maybe for 20 years trust me I won't give up on you I wont give up on us
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Haha....hello everyone. my first time venting. learning about many of u history ached my heart😭 so here to the point.
my problems are the worst...I can't say it but me here I have to...my problems r chickens. ppl I find chickens sexyyy creatures. did u see there chest?!!!! oh sorry these r the hens ha! I keep chasing them but they r LORDLY fast! and beautiful. NO I don't make out with chickens/hens i was just saying they r good looking creatures.
Lol I was kidding that's not my issue just trying to lighten the mood. everyone here is sad and kind of hurt, broken I get it all trust me and I was trying to just give one positive comment. unihorse r really creative that they are actually smort ppl to do such a channel to help ppl.
No issues just commenting or advicing. people don't go hard on yourselves I know it can't be helped and I won't try to make u feel better cuz I may not know how u all feel remember am just a human but be selfish. think about ur selves don't give a damn about any body and don't lay to much on ppl love don't make things better. A lovely woman once told me that when something was ment for u than no one can take it that means if there was someone out there for u they will definitely be yours expect if they weren't ment for u. don't fight ur fate. accept be happy with the slim possibilities. its may not be helped sometimes I understand but we have to try. anyways isn't that what keep us going.
Plus phones and technology A R E the source of sadness and anxiety and pitying our selves won't take us any where that's y I was having that idea to throw my phone away and never use it when I reach 23 or something. ha true I may not know anything about u ppl but I wrote so that I don't regret it when I die that I didn't try to help someone.
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Haha....hello everyone. my first time venting. learning about many of u history ached my heart😭 so here to the point.
my problems are the worst...I can't say it but me here I have to...my problems r chickens. ppl I find chickens sexyyy creatures. did u see there chest?!!!! oh sorry these r the hens ha! I keep chasing them but they r LORDLY fast! and beautiful. NO I don't make out with chickens/hens i was just saying they r good looking creatures.
Lol I was kidding that's not my issue just trying to lighten the mood. everyone here is sad and kind of hurt, broken I get it all trust me and I was trying to just give one positive comment. unihorse r really creative that they are actually smort ppl to do such a channel to help ppl.
No issues just commenting or advicing. people don't go hard on yourselves I know it can't be helped and I won't try to make u feel better cuz I may not know how u all feel remember am just a human but be selfish. think about ur selves don't give a damn about any body and don't lay to much on ppl love don't make things better. A lovely woman once told me that when something was ment for u than no one can take it that means if there was someone out there for u they will definitely be yours expect if they weren't ment for u. don't fight ur fate. accept be happy with the slim possibilities. its may not be helped sometimes I understand but we have to try. anyways isn't that what keep us going.
Plus phones and technology A R E the source of sadness and anxiety and pitying our selves won't take us any where that's y I was having that idea to throw my phone away and never use it when I reach 23 or something. ha true I may not know anything about u ppl but I wrote so that I don't regret it when I die that I didn't try to help someone.
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Hi everyone I'm a girl and I just turned eighteen. I really feel like I wasted my teenage years. And it's not like I wasted it studying eko I don't even know what I was doing it went by so fast salasebew especially after I turned 14 I never had crazy friends, never went out and had fun or participated in school days or anything and I'm not even an introvert I just haven't done all those things for God know why. I basically have no teenage memories. It was on autopilot or something. I'm about to enter uni and I just want to ask the people here that are in their 20's if life actually starts when you leave your parents home or I sort of missed out on the most amazing years of my life? I feel like the stress that comes with uni will make the whole autopilot thing happen again. Think about it eski I'm 18 and have zero friends (i only hanged out with classmates but they have their own groups of people) and zero experiences. Just tell me things you wish you knew before joining uni
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Hi everyone I'm a girl and I just turned eighteen. I really feel like I wasted my teenage years. And it's not like I wasted it studying eko I don't even know what I was doing it went by so fast salasebew especially after I turned 14 I never had crazy friends, never went out and had fun or participated in school days or anything and I'm not even an introvert I just haven't done all those things for God know why. I basically have no teenage memories. It was on autopilot or something. I'm about to enter uni and I just want to ask the people here that are in their 20's if life actually starts when you leave your parents home or I sort of missed out on the most amazing years of my life? I feel like the stress that comes with uni will make the whole autopilot thing happen again. Think about it eski I'm 18 and have zero friends (i only hanged out with classmates but they have their own groups of people) and zero experiences. Just tell me things you wish you knew before joining uni
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This is a diffrent kind of vent. I'm a guy 22 years old I'm sharing this so u can be careful I guess I don't know, I mean theres really no clear way of being careful with this old shit getting robbed in a taxi. My lil sis was waiting for a taxi, she is 19 years old ena the taxi pulled up, it was full she even saw girls sitting there all mute. After a few minutes, they took a turn cher yale and kelebet menged lay and they robbed her cold, took everything, after all the least they could do was not throw her out of a taxi, kelebet mnged lay siderse betam befitnet kemihed taxi lay tewerewera, she hit the floor kinda damaged her legs, luckily no car was coming at that speed behind this taxi, enji it could've gotten a whole lot worse . Becha I dont know abt this country no more just look out peeps.
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This is a diffrent kind of vent. I'm a guy 22 years old I'm sharing this so u can be careful I guess I don't know, I mean theres really no clear way of being careful with this old shit getting robbed in a taxi. My lil sis was waiting for a taxi, she is 19 years old ena the taxi pulled up, it was full she even saw girls sitting there all mute. After a few minutes, they took a turn cher yale and kelebet menged lay and they robbed her cold, took everything, after all the least they could do was not throw her out of a taxi, kelebet mnged lay siderse betam befitnet kemihed taxi lay tewerewera, she hit the floor kinda damaged her legs, luckily no car was coming at that speed behind this taxi, enji it could've gotten a whole lot worse . Becha I dont know abt this country no more just look out peeps.
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I feel like giving up on everything. Don't get me wrong I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just dont have any motivation to do anything. Even the things I used to enjoy so much are not appealing to me anymore. I hate waking up in the mornings and all day I'm zoned out like I have no idea what's going on around me. It's like I'm disconnected from the world. I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve, but I just want to stop feeling this way. I want the old me back I guess.
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I feel like giving up on everything. Don't get me wrong I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just dont have any motivation to do anything. Even the things I used to enjoy so much are not appealing to me anymore. I hate waking up in the mornings and all day I'm zoned out like I have no idea what's going on around me. It's like I'm disconnected from the world. I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve, but I just want to stop feeling this way. I want the old me back I guess.
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Hi,I’m a girl(18)and I’m bisexual ???? I’m emotionally attracted to guys but sexually attracted to girls ???? before u go In the comment telling me it’s a sin don’t bother I’m an atheist ????????and I was not converted lol ????why can’t the Ethiopian community be more accepting cuz at the end of the day it’s my body and my choice lol ???? #LGBTQ
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Hi,I’m a girl(18)and I’m bisexual ???? I’m emotionally attracted to guys but sexually attracted to girls ???? before u go In the comment telling me it’s a sin don’t bother I’m an atheist ????????and I was not converted lol ????why can’t the Ethiopian community be more accepting cuz at the end of the day it’s my body and my choice lol ???? #LGBTQ
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So there is this shit going on in my life. I had dropped out of Campus (Withdrawn) 5 years ago. I had been a Mechanical engineering 3 rd year student. But there were shits that made me belive i should drop out by then and i did. After that i joined a shitty company and it really messed my life . Even if i tryied to study in extension program(to leave the job after graduating) , due to the nature of the job( day shift - night shift kind of shit) , i couldnt no matter how hard i tried. So i have decided to leave the job but i dont know any other kind of job i can do with out A BA or Bsc degree. What should i do?
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So there is this shit going on in my life. I had dropped out of Campus (Withdrawn) 5 years ago. I had been a Mechanical engineering 3 rd year student. But there were shits that made me belive i should drop out by then and i did. After that i joined a shitty company and it really messed my life . Even if i tryied to study in extension program(to leave the job after graduating) , due to the nature of the job( day shift - night shift kind of shit) , i couldnt no matter how hard i tried. So i have decided to leave the job but i dont know any other kind of job i can do with out A BA or Bsc degree. What should i do?
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I been struggling with money so my friend hook me up with a black american aged guy who is in the 50's .so talking with him i negotiated with 4000 my friend was mad at me for that. ( am 22)
Anyways we met and after being treated like a hoe he gave me 35,000. I am now left with 2000 birr and Hiv and an abortion.
It's been 5 month now and i have now lost my self value, my respect ,my confidence and my interest in anything i am in a depression .i used to learn but now i don't learn or work. Am starting to heal now so i will do smtn about it.
Becha, i dont know why am here maybe for advice gn am just guessing it will always be a man's world. Right?????
Girls make priorities in your life or you will be lost like me. Am not sure if you are in vent here but am mentioning those of you who slept with guys for a quick money shame on us ,or those of you who just rely on your bf n husband or those of you who doesn't have fairh in yourself but in your spouse, be ewnet shame on us. That money wasn't worth of anything. Learn from me.
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I been struggling with money so my friend hook me up with a black american aged guy who is in the 50's .so talking with him i negotiated with 4000 my friend was mad at me for that. ( am 22)
Anyways we met and after being treated like a hoe he gave me 35,000. I am now left with 2000 birr and Hiv and an abortion.
It's been 5 month now and i have now lost my self value, my respect ,my confidence and my interest in anything i am in a depression .i used to learn but now i don't learn or work. Am starting to heal now so i will do smtn about it.
Becha, i dont know why am here maybe for advice gn am just guessing it will always be a man's world. Right?????
Girls make priorities in your life or you will be lost like me. Am not sure if you are in vent here but am mentioning those of you who slept with guys for a quick money shame on us ,or those of you who just rely on your bf n husband or those of you who doesn't have fairh in yourself but in your spouse, be ewnet shame on us. That money wasn't worth of anything. Learn from me.
Anyways Bye
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When I live my life, I like to be a somebody... Dream of all the achievements I could one day have and stuff, but I really dont care how I measure to others... Or so I thought...
Ofc I dont wanna be in the lowest point or the one who loses a chance while all my friends, even those I mentored and helped grow, got great opportunities while I didn't... Btw that really happened... And It feels crushing... All in all, I thought I was that someone who only relates my self to myself and not others... Oh I do relate my self to others just dont care if I'm 1st or 2nd or even 5th... I Just try to see if I have improved and most of the time I do... In real life though it is not like that and it sucks😔 I am only measured to how much I can compete towards others. Oh I know there are way better peoples than me but😅 don't care at all.
I've been trying to find a solution... So I could learn from my past mistakes or re route my direction to reality or sth and found these 2 reasons
1. One thing I know about myself is I don't thrive in a competitive environment. Let's say I am creative, at least I think I am but I can't really show it when I'm asked to in some weird contest... I am confident, or at least I think I am, but I don't care to craft a processed idea freely in an interview. Not because I have fear but because... I feel like I have nothing to prove to anyone and that's when I start to lose motivation...
I mean if eniestien says this... it's true but not me... I am just 20 and I've a lot to learn from life.
Am I Arrogant? But I'm Very polite to most people. I don't think I am
Am I incapable? Oh yes... I have a lot to learn maybe not incapable but 🤔
2. I don't like closure... 😂 How in the hell is it even related you might say😂... Idk but when I'm into sth... I don't want it to end... Some things have to end one day but I don't like that... It's like I fear growth. 😂 But I always try to grow and become more mature... It's twisted I know... But I hate graduation, I hate Goodbyes and ya I suck at them. And maybe it is because I still dont want sth to end that I am not inclined to start something😐... could it be? But logically I can't stay where I am forever... Right?
Plus the better the opportunity the better the learning isn't it?
I know that but Idk it's as if I don't know that😅.
Just thinking about it ena.. Esti give me your thoughts... Ways to solve it and stuff...
And Remember I am just 20
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When I live my life, I like to be a somebody... Dream of all the achievements I could one day have and stuff, but I really dont care how I measure to others... Or so I thought...
Ofc I dont wanna be in the lowest point or the one who loses a chance while all my friends, even those I mentored and helped grow, got great opportunities while I didn't... Btw that really happened... And It feels crushing... All in all, I thought I was that someone who only relates my self to myself and not others... Oh I do relate my self to others just dont care if I'm 1st or 2nd or even 5th... I Just try to see if I have improved and most of the time I do... In real life though it is not like that and it sucks😔 I am only measured to how much I can compete towards others. Oh I know there are way better peoples than me but😅 don't care at all.
I've been trying to find a solution... So I could learn from my past mistakes or re route my direction to reality or sth and found these 2 reasons
1. One thing I know about myself is I don't thrive in a competitive environment. Let's say I am creative, at least I think I am but I can't really show it when I'm asked to in some weird contest... I am confident, or at least I think I am, but I don't care to craft a processed idea freely in an interview. Not because I have fear but because... I feel like I have nothing to prove to anyone and that's when I start to lose motivation...
I mean if eniestien says this... it's true but not me... I am just 20 and I've a lot to learn from life.
Am I Arrogant? But I'm Very polite to most people. I don't think I am
Am I incapable? Oh yes... I have a lot to learn maybe not incapable but 🤔
2. I don't like closure... 😂 How in the hell is it even related you might say😂... Idk but when I'm into sth... I don't want it to end... Some things have to end one day but I don't like that... It's like I fear growth. 😂 But I always try to grow and become more mature... It's twisted I know... But I hate graduation, I hate Goodbyes and ya I suck at them. And maybe it is because I still dont want sth to end that I am not inclined to start something😐... could it be? But logically I can't stay where I am forever... Right?
Plus the better the opportunity the better the learning isn't it?
I know that but Idk it's as if I don't know that😅.
Just thinking about it ena.. Esti give me your thoughts... Ways to solve it and stuff...
And Remember I am just 20
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So I just wanted to know if people felt the same way.people around me are so superficial and predictable.everything they do,things they talk about this guy,that cloth,these couple,about people's life bringing no purpose to theirs.I have gotten to a point where I got sick of listening to people.its getting boring and exhausting by the minuteI want to grow,learn,discover and I feel like I am going backwards.your surrounding does really affect you.I am not saying I am better than anyone I just haven't found the right people and I wanted to know if it's only me.
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So I just wanted to know if people felt the same way.people around me are so superficial and predictable.everything they do,things they talk about this guy,that cloth,these couple,about people's life bringing no purpose to theirs.I have gotten to a point where I got sick of listening to people.its getting boring and exhausting by the minuteI want to grow,learn,discover and I feel like I am going backwards.your surrounding does really affect you.I am not saying I am better than anyone I just haven't found the right people and I wanted to know if it's only me.
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I'm a dude 19 and I think I have a problem like that Idk what the problem is I'm just always over thinking not social stuff cause eventually I stopped giving a fuck what society thinks ,I just can't stop thinking about problems in this world , jocks and stories I wanna tell and sometimes I will be honest what should I be doing girl wise cause sometimes I have no idea if I wanna be in a relationship or no... I mean I have been in some and I really liked it as long as it lasted but I just hated the fucking breakups but as time passes and I realized what was wrong... I never really appreciated what I had and Idk if I'm ready to get in to one now b/c my dick is saying just fuck around but in my head I know that I enjoy sexual stuff more when I'm committed than when I'm not... Plus I wanna find Someone I can trust fully... Some times I just want my mind to quite down and just be in the moment which rarely happens or never happens
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I'm a dude 19 and I think I have a problem like that Idk what the problem is I'm just always over thinking not social stuff cause eventually I stopped giving a fuck what society thinks ,I just can't stop thinking about problems in this world , jocks and stories I wanna tell and sometimes I will be honest what should I be doing girl wise cause sometimes I have no idea if I wanna be in a relationship or no... I mean I have been in some and I really liked it as long as it lasted but I just hated the fucking breakups but as time passes and I realized what was wrong... I never really appreciated what I had and Idk if I'm ready to get in to one now b/c my dick is saying just fuck around but in my head I know that I enjoy sexual stuff more when I'm committed than when I'm not... Plus I wanna find Someone I can trust fully... Some times I just want my mind to quite down and just be in the moment which rarely happens or never happens
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