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I am a 4th Med student in TAH and I would like to ask the MDs here for a couple of minutes to answer few questions that ive been worried about.
Can u tell me how ur final grades affected you personally(be it good or bad)? What do u think of the grading system and what it implies(like how good of a doc u really r)? Do u regret not working harder in ur previous years or r u satisfied with ur grades? Anything u wish u had known earlier in medschool that u learned in the work place?
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I am a 4th Med student in TAH and I would like to ask the MDs here for a couple of minutes to answer few questions that ive been worried about.
Can u tell me how ur final grades affected you personally(be it good or bad)? What do u think of the grading system and what it implies(like how good of a doc u really r)? Do u regret not working harder in ur previous years or r u satisfied with ur grades? Anything u wish u had known earlier in medschool that u learned in the work place?
Thank you very much in advance
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So im venting here on behalf of my cousin. This happened like a month ago. She had sex with her boyfriend without protection. She took a post pill right away. Two weeks back, her period came and she noticed nothing different as in it lasted for how long it normally does and her flow was normal as well. But she has recently been experiencing some stomach cramps and I don't know if it's placebo but her belly is starting to look a little like a baby bump for both of us lol. She's stressing a lot.
My question is to all the medical professionals here, is there anyway a girl can see her cycle, for a regular period of time and with a regular flow after a baby has been conceived?
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So im venting here on behalf of my cousin. This happened like a month ago. She had sex with her boyfriend without protection. She took a post pill right away. Two weeks back, her period came and she noticed nothing different as in it lasted for how long it normally does and her flow was normal as well. But she has recently been experiencing some stomach cramps and I don't know if it's placebo but her belly is starting to look a little like a baby bump for both of us lol. She's stressing a lot.
My question is to all the medical professionals here, is there anyway a girl can see her cycle, for a regular period of time and with a regular flow after a baby has been conceived?
Thanks in advance.
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I have a crush on my friend's brother, she knows but she ain't doing nothing like "trying to set us up or something" it have been 3 years since he have been my crush anyways I just want to get over him, it's hard to vent every detail here since she might read it... okay so here's the highlight - we only know each other on Instagram though I knew him way before that, we followed each other on IG, he used to check every of my story and I thought he also had a crush on me, he was the first person to see it and then only cause of this reason I started dreaming about our wedding mnamn, started thinking about him daily, avoiding everyone since I feel like cheating on him and now I think it's enough and too much, I really can't make the first move since it's really embarrassing if he ain't feeling the same and also how am I even gonna make the first move, we only know each other on IG, I couldn't text him, he knows am his sister's friend and for sure he's gonna tell her ur friend texted me and it's really embarrassing for me.. anyways the only choice I have now is to get over him and to convince myself he really don't have a crush on me or don't love me anyways can u guys help me to get over him, can u guys convince me to stop my hope of getting him, I just wanna let go my love for him and my hope of being with him.. thanks in advance "bene yederese bemanem ayderes"
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I have a crush on my friend's brother, she knows but she ain't doing nothing like "trying to set us up or something" it have been 3 years since he have been my crush anyways I just want to get over him, it's hard to vent every detail here since she might read it... okay so here's the highlight - we only know each other on Instagram though I knew him way before that, we followed each other on IG, he used to check every of my story and I thought he also had a crush on me, he was the first person to see it and then only cause of this reason I started dreaming about our wedding mnamn, started thinking about him daily, avoiding everyone since I feel like cheating on him and now I think it's enough and too much, I really can't make the first move since it's really embarrassing if he ain't feeling the same and also how am I even gonna make the first move, we only know each other on IG, I couldn't text him, he knows am his sister's friend and for sure he's gonna tell her ur friend texted me and it's really embarrassing for me.. anyways the only choice I have now is to get over him and to convince myself he really don't have a crush on me or don't love me anyways can u guys help me to get over him, can u guys convince me to stop my hope of getting him, I just wanna let go my love for him and my hope of being with him.. thanks in advance "bene yederese bemanem ayderes"
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Hey everyone just venting here. am a 21 yr old girl and i was just wondering how i got here, i mean there was a moment when a lot of guys were eager to date me but i was never ready for it cause i was not that outgoing and a bit reserved but now when i finally am in that place where i know what i want n ready to go out its like noone is around am not picky but i have always been someone that prefers a guy that takes charge. I mean i take care of myself n am easy on the eyes as i have heard lol but in all seriousness is it just me who have been through this i mean has my moment passed or just haven't met the right guy.
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Hey everyone just venting here. am a 21 yr old girl and i was just wondering how i got here, i mean there was a moment when a lot of guys were eager to date me but i was never ready for it cause i was not that outgoing and a bit reserved but now when i finally am in that place where i know what i want n ready to go out its like noone is around am not picky but i have always been someone that prefers a guy that takes charge. I mean i take care of myself n am easy on the eyes as i have heard lol but in all seriousness is it just me who have been through this i mean has my moment passed or just haven't met the right guy.
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A girl here, so I've been reading a lot of these vents lately and they are pretty sad to say the least, also I picked up a habit of asking people how they are and really observing my surroundings, and God it is such a mess. It's truly making me sick and I feel like I'm making a big deal out of my problems and being ungrateful when I thought my life was bad. I just tried to end my life a couple days ago, at the time I was overwhelmed by how broken the world seems and how I'm just another sad person infiltrating it, I never had a problem going through with my suicide plans idk why, I don't regret it at the last minute I don't feel bad about it, nothing, but it never really happens, I drink the most dangerous poison I could put my hands on and it ends up giving me cramps, I cut myself it's not even gonna make me dizzy and so much more so maybe....this is weird to say but maybe I am supposed to live after all. But it's like I can't breathe, It's like I have a responsibility to make everyone's life a little better and that seems impossible. How does anyone just read or listen about someone's problem and just move on because I can't seem to do that. It's all adding up and now I feel like it needs an out or I'm gonna explode.
How do y'all do it, and esp the admins how do you go to bed at night knowing all this
Help I feel like I'm on the verge of something so ugly
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A girl here, so I've been reading a lot of these vents lately and they are pretty sad to say the least, also I picked up a habit of asking people how they are and really observing my surroundings, and God it is such a mess. It's truly making me sick and I feel like I'm making a big deal out of my problems and being ungrateful when I thought my life was bad. I just tried to end my life a couple days ago, at the time I was overwhelmed by how broken the world seems and how I'm just another sad person infiltrating it, I never had a problem going through with my suicide plans idk why, I don't regret it at the last minute I don't feel bad about it, nothing, but it never really happens, I drink the most dangerous poison I could put my hands on and it ends up giving me cramps, I cut myself it's not even gonna make me dizzy and so much more so maybe....this is weird to say but maybe I am supposed to live after all. But it's like I can't breathe, It's like I have a responsibility to make everyone's life a little better and that seems impossible. How does anyone just read or listen about someone's problem and just move on because I can't seem to do that. It's all adding up and now I feel like it needs an out or I'm gonna explode.
How do y'all do it, and esp the admins how do you go to bed at night knowing all this
Help I feel like I'm on the verge of something so ugly
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I am a girl 23 years old . Fresh graduate ....couldn't find a job . My parents died when I was a little and I am living with new parents for the past 6 years. To be honest I have a trauma because of what happens when I was a kid . So I feel lonely everytime I feel depressed . Every bad emotions runs my life . The thing is I hate my life . I really do . But till before two month I was hoping a little bit life will be different far from it .
Sadly before two month my mom died which is my new mom whom I live with and because of that I really become depressed . And life becomes boring ,irritating and hopeless. The other thing is my mind thinks about suicide. I really want to kill my self. Ena if that ever happens to you and you passed it let me know. Because it's been 2 weeks since I start thinking killing my self . It doesn't stop everytime I think about it . Ena it makes me scared that I might do it.so please help me tell me what to do.
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I am a girl 23 years old . Fresh graduate ....couldn't find a job . My parents died when I was a little and I am living with new parents for the past 6 years. To be honest I have a trauma because of what happens when I was a kid . So I feel lonely everytime I feel depressed . Every bad emotions runs my life . The thing is I hate my life . I really do . But till before two month I was hoping a little bit life will be different far from it .
Sadly before two month my mom died which is my new mom whom I live with and because of that I really become depressed . And life becomes boring ,irritating and hopeless. The other thing is my mind thinks about suicide. I really want to kill my self. Ena if that ever happens to you and you passed it let me know. Because it's been 2 weeks since I start thinking killing my self . It doesn't stop everytime I think about it . Ena it makes me scared that I might do it.so please help me tell me what to do.
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I am 23. Recent graduate. Have got a job but pays shitty. The problem i have is i don't know where my life heading i don't have plans or a goal like people around me do. I didn't learn bednb when i was in campus so i can't even get a better job with my field. And i don't have interests or passion about anything . Ena i am confused on what to do.
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I am 23. Recent graduate. Have got a job but pays shitty. The problem i have is i don't know where my life heading i don't have plans or a goal like people around me do. I didn't learn bednb when i was in campus so i can't even get a better job with my field. And i don't have interests or passion about anything . Ena i am confused on what to do.
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Hey guys this is more like a question is it really being selfish to let everything go and hold on to your passion to be on top ? I mean yea you miss a lotta stuff on the way having fun, living the young life but is it really worth it when you can be somebody, someone you can respect??
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Hey guys this is more like a question is it really being selfish to let everything go and hold on to your passion to be on top ? I mean yea you miss a lotta stuff on the way having fun, living the young life but is it really worth it when you can be somebody, someone you can respect??
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Hey yo female 23 So long story short I was the girl that believes in love more than anything seeking for true love but hurtled . I never have been in relationship never had sex . So after these challenges I am going to sell my virginity to an American old guy he’s almost 87 he will be in Ethiopia after 15 days but I’m just afraid because what if the guy I was waiting will came after this ? I’m not saying I have to wait being virgin but I want to marry in church ceremony But as I get older I’m feeling loneliness unworthy, expired . Because all my friends are in relationship
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Hey yo female 23 So long story short I was the girl that believes in love more than anything seeking for true love but hurtled . I never have been in relationship never had sex . So after these challenges I am going to sell my virginity to an American old guy he’s almost 87 he will be in Ethiopia after 15 days but I’m just afraid because what if the guy I was waiting will came after this ? I’m not saying I have to wait being virgin but I want to marry in church ceremony But as I get older I’m feeling loneliness unworthy, expired . Because all my friends are in relationship
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So i wanted to like share my problem and hopefully get something from u guys...
So the thing is, i have a girlfriend and i do love her like i freakin do...and you know we're campus students and the thing is that we've got a group of friends that we hang out with like best buddies that we eat lunch with, hangout nd stuff
And the thing is i have a very very best friend like more of a brother to me nd we go wayyyy back. And you know my girl she just is u know like really close to him when we all hangout nd stuff like the laughing, the sitting together, the holding each other stuff.
Like she does love me for sure, and the nights we spend are so magical and wonderful but when its time we hangout with our friends...she clings on to him so much nd it really hurts to see that u know...
Like she never expresses her love for me even tho she does love me but with him, like bekeldem bihon like to make fun...they say things cute mnamn
I cant believe im even sobbing like this gn beka the thing is just gettin outta my control
I trust them both i do gn beka ughhh😔 i really even dont know how to feel.
I just am confused for real, what do you guys say about this...i just want some thoughts
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So i wanted to like share my problem and hopefully get something from u guys...
So the thing is, i have a girlfriend and i do love her like i freakin do...and you know we're campus students and the thing is that we've got a group of friends that we hang out with like best buddies that we eat lunch with, hangout nd stuff
And the thing is i have a very very best friend like more of a brother to me nd we go wayyyy back. And you know my girl she just is u know like really close to him when we all hangout nd stuff like the laughing, the sitting together, the holding each other stuff.
Like she does love me for sure, and the nights we spend are so magical and wonderful but when its time we hangout with our friends...she clings on to him so much nd it really hurts to see that u know...
Like she never expresses her love for me even tho she does love me but with him, like bekeldem bihon like to make fun...they say things cute mnamn
I cant believe im even sobbing like this gn beka the thing is just gettin outta my control
I trust them both i do gn beka ughhh😔 i really even dont know how to feel.
I just am confused for real, what do you guys say about this...i just want some thoughts
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mn meselachu i have been in this relationship for almost 6 yrs ena ke krb gize wedih gn toxic endehonebgn feel eyadereku new. confidencen lose eyadereku new. esun lemaggnet rasen eyatahu new. feel yaderekutn neger lemn endezi aderek bye teykew enkuan bemeteyeke guilt endisemagn yadergegnal. so mn ladrg pls erdugn setoch endet new toxic kehonebachu relationship mtwetut? i love him so much and he loves me too we always have been planning to get married after i graduate. gn endezi misemagnin smet mn ladrgew? ena is it too late to get out of this relation ship? if its not, endet lwta?
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mn meselachu i have been in this relationship for almost 6 yrs ena ke krb gize wedih gn toxic endehonebgn feel eyadereku new. confidencen lose eyadereku new. esun lemaggnet rasen eyatahu new. feel yaderekutn neger lemn endezi aderek bye teykew enkuan bemeteyeke guilt endisemagn yadergegnal. so mn ladrg pls erdugn setoch endet new toxic kehonebachu relationship mtwetut? i love him so much and he loves me too we always have been planning to get married after i graduate. gn endezi misemagnin smet mn ladrgew? ena is it too late to get out of this relation ship? if its not, endet lwta?
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Dear Yesefer sewoch what's wrong with you, why would u care? Endetes behonn menagebachu? Why would you talk about me "eder" bemel tegenagnetachu, sew mamat nw serachuu, why wouldn't you see ur own child before talking about others?? Alech demo echi weregna telling for her talkative mom about me and her talkative mom talking "edir" lay... yeserachun yestachu... demo ko the mom what's wrong with you, think think ataregem endee... ere endew ket nw yametushh... plus why would u talk surely about something u haven't seen ere endew mn gud nachu... lelaw demo lelochachu demo who gave u my phone number endee qoy why the hell do you care about my pp, why would u text me, ur my mom's friend aydel then why wouldn't you call her instead of texting me how's u, how's ur mom? As if u care, I ain't gonna reply baby I really ain't ena demo malet nw please endew mn largachu alu demo on Instagram follow meyaregugn why would you care about my posts I don't even know u ko I don't even know u exist ereee wuuuuuu letasabedugn nw endee... sentachun block arege echelalew demo fake account mawetatm temerachuwal aluu anyways for the ones reading this and confused about the thing that happened... I swear to God my posts mnamn are not as u think weta yalu mnamn it's just that they r mad am blessed this way it's just jealousy that they couldn't see my beauty, sweetness, smartness, ability to link up with people in their own child's if they r called child malete they r snakes anyways thank u for ur time babes ✅ and fyi am girl who's truly blessed
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Dear Yesefer sewoch what's wrong with you, why would u care? Endetes behonn menagebachu? Why would you talk about me "eder" bemel tegenagnetachu, sew mamat nw serachuu, why wouldn't you see ur own child before talking about others?? Alech demo echi weregna telling for her talkative mom about me and her talkative mom talking "edir" lay... yeserachun yestachu... demo ko the mom what's wrong with you, think think ataregem endee... ere endew ket nw yametushh... plus why would u talk surely about something u haven't seen ere endew mn gud nachu... lelaw demo lelochachu demo who gave u my phone number endee qoy why the hell do you care about my pp, why would u text me, ur my mom's friend aydel then why wouldn't you call her instead of texting me how's u, how's ur mom? As if u care, I ain't gonna reply baby I really ain't ena demo malet nw please endew mn largachu alu demo on Instagram follow meyaregugn why would you care about my posts I don't even know u ko I don't even know u exist ereee wuuuuuu letasabedugn nw endee... sentachun block arege echelalew demo fake account mawetatm temerachuwal aluu anyways for the ones reading this and confused about the thing that happened... I swear to God my posts mnamn are not as u think weta yalu mnamn it's just that they r mad am blessed this way it's just jealousy that they couldn't see my beauty, sweetness, smartness, ability to link up with people in their own child's if they r called child malete they r snakes anyways thank u for ur time babes ✅ and fyi am girl who's truly blessed
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Ye 12+1 temari nbrku tefetagn ena yedereja temari negn ena sapkorij ena salasikorij nbr yeserahut betam tru beteseb melkam guadegnoch alugn akrari haymanotegna negn(set negn)ena witet 310 meta ena betam sikeeeee leababi ena lewendime salnager ke imaye gar fetenawoch agency heje kireta akerbkugn be onlinim chimir gn ye irimat sihitet yelem alugn ena le abaye ena la wendime(babi)sinegrachew befitum alamenum ena beka ke beteseb ke 4tachn wichi manin ayawikim hulum miyawkew 500 endametaw new migermew eko 500 ametahu silachew mnw anese yilignal ena betam azenku witete enkuan be scholarship,AAU lememar kerto be gil uni..ledegreem ayhonim ena beka betam tilik alama yalegn lij nbrkugn tesfa likort chaf lay negn keandem 10gize kireta bakerbim alhonem ena ebakachihun eski yemitawkut mereja kale tebaberugn may be scholarship yihe lene behiwete tiliku ngr new 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Ye 12+1 temari nbrku tefetagn ena yedereja temari negn ena sapkorij ena salasikorij nbr yeserahut betam tru beteseb melkam guadegnoch alugn akrari haymanotegna negn(set negn)ena witet 310 meta ena betam sikeeeee leababi ena lewendime salnager ke imaye gar fetenawoch agency heje kireta akerbkugn be onlinim chimir gn ye irimat sihitet yelem alugn ena le abaye ena la wendime(babi)sinegrachew befitum alamenum ena beka ke beteseb ke 4tachn wichi manin ayawikim hulum miyawkew 500 endametaw new migermew eko 500 ametahu silachew mnw anese yilignal ena betam azenku witete enkuan be scholarship,AAU lememar kerto be gil uni..ledegreem ayhonim ena beka betam tilik alama yalegn lij nbrkugn tesfa likort chaf lay negn keandem 10gize kireta bakerbim alhonem ena ebakachihun eski yemitawkut mereja kale tebaberugn may be scholarship yihe lene behiwete tiliku ngr new 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Hi everyone I am male,22 and the thing is am a virgin and i just want to have a sex and experience that part of life. What should i do? How can i have sex? What do i need to do?(serious questions)
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Hi everyone I am male,22 and the thing is am a virgin and i just want to have a sex and experience that part of life. What should i do? How can i have sex? What do i need to do?(serious questions)
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I don't know what my problem is girls seem not to be attracted to me I know I am overweight and got a big head but I don't know the exact reason why they don't want me for relationship I have got female friends but it is the friend and brother zone stuff I am stuck in I am not even confident to tell a girl that I like her because I think she is going to reject me ena I haven't been in a relationship before I don't know what to do
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I don't know what my problem is girls seem not to be attracted to me I know I am overweight and got a big head but I don't know the exact reason why they don't want me for relationship I have got female friends but it is the friend and brother zone stuff I am stuck in I am not even confident to tell a girl that I like her because I think she is going to reject me ena I haven't been in a relationship before I don't know what to do
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it's funny how some people make you contemplate life ... I never really thought anything about you ... it was hard to define you but I thought youd love me as I would you, but you fit directly into the stereotype. you made me feel so small, you never defended me when your friends bashed me, I always felt you were embarrassed of me, why? you didn't want them to know that I was even connected to you aydel. I loved that you were interested in whatever I had to say, but was that just a front? something you could tell your friends you had. you loved all the attention you got from everywhere, you didnt want me to interfere with that; you didnt want people to know you had a boyfriend so you kept me masked, always making up excuses as to not why you weren't showing me off. I should have seen the signs that you craved the attention from all these different people. I comforted your insecurity of wanting the spotlight by saying it's perfectly normal but that served as the saw you used to cut me deep. you cheated huh ... with him none the less my fucking bestfriend you assholes. I was good to both of you . you liar you deceiving lying bitch. what more could I have done?? you left me so insecure. I find it hard to wake up each morning because I'm haunted by the things you said to me. left me thinking what I could have done to keep you. I keep thinking if I would ever even find a person, that not all of them are like you, that they'd be nicer and sweeter and they'd actually be proud of me when I tell them I got an A on that subject I was struggling with. that she'd think that distance wasnt a problem and that it can never be an excuse to cheat. her love being like gaea, unconditional. that our stability in our relationship wont be degraded to a friendship. that's exactly the type of stuff you said remember. I tried. I'm trying to heal myself everyday. it's hard everyday, I dont regret all the good and sweet things I tried to do for you, they reflect my willingness to give even tho I sometimes hate that i should have recognized that it wasnt being reciprocated, that the efforts you were putting were as minimal as the amount of sand grains in the arctic. I dont think its conceited of me to think that I deserved better you assholes. I survived on the bare minimum because of the shitty excuses you gave, they could never trick me ever again. the justifications you always gave were comparable to a kidnapper convincing a child that there were sweets at his home. I wont ever unblock you fuckers jesus christ I feel so much animosity towards you. I dont know why you thought so little of me, why did you even ask me to go out in the first place? you knew I was insecure about some stuff so whyd you use them against me. as in writing them down I hear the voice inside my head narrate a tragic story. was I otello? was I the evil villain in you guys'es story? was I the pawn you had to kill to get to the end? you put me in a role, like this was a movie that feelings are completely neglected. I want to know if I'll ever completely get over it. that this is just a phase. I pray I stop scaring myself for you, rather the hurt you made me feel. you convinced me the bare minimum was love, you honestly were my first love and just my luck I got the sour end. atleast that's what I'd like to believe. I dont want to give up, that there exists someone out there who will show me that what you gave me was pebbles to the mountains she is willing to give me. I just want to be okay because in the afternoons, I keep reminiscing about us and him and the shit you put me through. it gets harder for me to function and focus. it's awful feeling like this and I'm glad I'm writing this down instead of keeping it bottled up inside of me. thank you for reading my woes . have a good evening guys 🖖
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it's funny how some people make you contemplate life ... I never really thought anything about you ... it was hard to define you but I thought youd love me as I would you, but you fit directly into the stereotype. you made me feel so small, you never defended me when your friends bashed me, I always felt you were embarrassed of me, why? you didn't want them to know that I was even connected to you aydel. I loved that you were interested in whatever I had to say, but was that just a front? something you could tell your friends you had. you loved all the attention you got from everywhere, you didnt want me to interfere with that; you didnt want people to know you had a boyfriend so you kept me masked, always making up excuses as to not why you weren't showing me off. I should have seen the signs that you craved the attention from all these different people. I comforted your insecurity of wanting the spotlight by saying it's perfectly normal but that served as the saw you used to cut me deep. you cheated huh ... with him none the less my fucking bestfriend you assholes. I was good to both of you . you liar you deceiving lying bitch. what more could I have done?? you left me so insecure. I find it hard to wake up each morning because I'm haunted by the things you said to me. left me thinking what I could have done to keep you. I keep thinking if I would ever even find a person, that not all of them are like you, that they'd be nicer and sweeter and they'd actually be proud of me when I tell them I got an A on that subject I was struggling with. that she'd think that distance wasnt a problem and that it can never be an excuse to cheat. her love being like gaea, unconditional. that our stability in our relationship wont be degraded to a friendship. that's exactly the type of stuff you said remember. I tried. I'm trying to heal myself everyday. it's hard everyday, I dont regret all the good and sweet things I tried to do for you, they reflect my willingness to give even tho I sometimes hate that i should have recognized that it wasnt being reciprocated, that the efforts you were putting were as minimal as the amount of sand grains in the arctic. I dont think its conceited of me to think that I deserved better you assholes. I survived on the bare minimum because of the shitty excuses you gave, they could never trick me ever again. the justifications you always gave were comparable to a kidnapper convincing a child that there were sweets at his home. I wont ever unblock you fuckers jesus christ I feel so much animosity towards you. I dont know why you thought so little of me, why did you even ask me to go out in the first place? you knew I was insecure about some stuff so whyd you use them against me. as in writing them down I hear the voice inside my head narrate a tragic story. was I otello? was I the evil villain in you guys'es story? was I the pawn you had to kill to get to the end? you put me in a role, like this was a movie that feelings are completely neglected. I want to know if I'll ever completely get over it. that this is just a phase. I pray I stop scaring myself for you, rather the hurt you made me feel. you convinced me the bare minimum was love, you honestly were my first love and just my luck I got the sour end. atleast that's what I'd like to believe. I dont want to give up, that there exists someone out there who will show me that what you gave me was pebbles to the mountains she is willing to give me. I just want to be okay because in the afternoons, I keep reminiscing about us and him and the shit you put me through. it gets harder for me to function and focus. it's awful feeling like this and I'm glad I'm writing this down instead of keeping it bottled up inside of me. thank you for reading my woes . have a good evening guys 🖖
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Is it normal for a 21 year old to be greatly bothered and hurt by parents divorce? People tend to worry and care for younger kids in regards to this issue. Is it normal to feel so broken at this age?
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Is it normal for a 21 year old to be greatly bothered and hurt by parents divorce? People tend to worry and care for younger kids in regards to this issue. Is it normal to feel so broken at this age?
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how can u know ur girl is losing interest in u? More like physically or if she less attracted to u..I mean z vibe n all any signs in ur experience? n also how long is does it usually take for couples to have sex..zi average? If Anyone in this group zat ever felt this way please share . Tnx in advance..
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how can u know ur girl is losing interest in u? More like physically or if she less attracted to u..I mean z vibe n all any signs in ur experience? n also how long is does it usually take for couples to have sex..zi average? If Anyone in this group zat ever felt this way please share . Tnx in advance..
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well guys it's been a while... what are we doing you may ask? I don't know honestly... anxiety still exists ... that anxiety , I know where it comes from and the bad part is I either have to live with it or let it consume me forever ... I know I can't change it but I wish I could ... it makes me feel like less of a man , less of a human because of them. always stuck in my own experiences you know and they're so little ohh how little they are. I hate you guys soo much fucking turds you took control of my life I wasted a full year but in the full year I've learned a valuable lesson on how shitty people are on how small they are. i never wanted to be with you ... I never wanted to be with you at all and I just knew I knew that. I was inlove with certain projections and I dont give a fuck if you weren't in love with me like Bitch who is you I matter and you dont . do not be afraid to people what they do to you. do not be afraid of being an asshole ... never hate yourself why do I sometimes hate myself. ayii you fucking dick head ... I wish you could beg for your life right in front of me. I wish I could be the decider of your fate. anger compels me to do so many bad things unto you like you have upon me ... the weakest moment of my life was when I gave you a reason to play me man why I'll never understand why. I hate myself soo much for being around people that slightly resemble you. I dont ever want my close friends to experience your kind of people. I hope you get broken I hope she breaks you and I hope you break her ... as corny it is for me to say, I hope you realize that I would have treated you better. but that will never be a precondition for love... you expect soo much from people, for them to treat you a certain way. I hope everyone treats you like shit. I hope the hype ends for you. I know how much you love the attention and I hope you get deprived by it and the hype will eventually end. I know the only reason you have friends is because of your looks and I hope people realize how toxic you are ... i received what i thought i deserved and you thought you deserved better but if you only knew how much of my love i tried to give you, you'd be disappointed in yourself. i always knew he was a snake and i always knew you were a rat. you dont deserve me and i dont think you will ever realize that but at this point we have diverged, diverged in a way that we share a memory. but I'm sick and tired of living in memories you fucking cunt! I won't ever live in memory ever again. I fucking hate you guys soo much and I'm tired of making excuses for you. excuses that you were decent people who just got derailed... but you're far from decent, youre a fucking piece of shit. both of you are. I should have realized the conversations we had were filled with narcissism. but I allowed you guys to be better fuck you assholes you dont deserve my time
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well guys it's been a while... what are we doing you may ask? I don't know honestly... anxiety still exists ... that anxiety , I know where it comes from and the bad part is I either have to live with it or let it consume me forever ... I know I can't change it but I wish I could ... it makes me feel like less of a man , less of a human because of them. always stuck in my own experiences you know and they're so little ohh how little they are. I hate you guys soo much fucking turds you took control of my life I wasted a full year but in the full year I've learned a valuable lesson on how shitty people are on how small they are. i never wanted to be with you ... I never wanted to be with you at all and I just knew I knew that. I was inlove with certain projections and I dont give a fuck if you weren't in love with me like Bitch who is you I matter and you dont . do not be afraid to people what they do to you. do not be afraid of being an asshole ... never hate yourself why do I sometimes hate myself. ayii you fucking dick head ... I wish you could beg for your life right in front of me. I wish I could be the decider of your fate. anger compels me to do so many bad things unto you like you have upon me ... the weakest moment of my life was when I gave you a reason to play me man why I'll never understand why. I hate myself soo much for being around people that slightly resemble you. I dont ever want my close friends to experience your kind of people. I hope you get broken I hope she breaks you and I hope you break her ... as corny it is for me to say, I hope you realize that I would have treated you better. but that will never be a precondition for love... you expect soo much from people, for them to treat you a certain way. I hope everyone treats you like shit. I hope the hype ends for you. I know how much you love the attention and I hope you get deprived by it and the hype will eventually end. I know the only reason you have friends is because of your looks and I hope people realize how toxic you are ... i received what i thought i deserved and you thought you deserved better but if you only knew how much of my love i tried to give you, you'd be disappointed in yourself. i always knew he was a snake and i always knew you were a rat. you dont deserve me and i dont think you will ever realize that but at this point we have diverged, diverged in a way that we share a memory. but I'm sick and tired of living in memories you fucking cunt! I won't ever live in memory ever again. I fucking hate you guys soo much and I'm tired of making excuses for you. excuses that you were decent people who just got derailed... but you're far from decent, youre a fucking piece of shit. both of you are. I should have realized the conversations we had were filled with narcissism. but I allowed you guys to be better fuck you assholes you dont deserve my time
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...I breathe the smoke out of my lungs looking through the glass window of the coffee shop. I breathe or inhale, I barely know the difference. I inhale the pain and breathe out the smoke. Or I inhale the smoke breathe the pain. Either way it doesn't get better. Its just as numb or as painful as it could be.
I suddenly get a sense in my nose, I smell the pain that is in my heart, I smell the burn in my skin... I looked behind me towards the entrance and see her sitting herself near the doorway. I can smell her, I can smell her through all this coffee and cigarette in the air . I can still smell her from miles away. I don't know how I can't want her , and yet still I want to see her. Not in my arms but i want to see her break her heart. I wonder what its like for her to love, i wonder if she can love, I wonder if I should try to make her love me. I will never love her, but I want to see if she can love me. I want to know is if she can trust me, like the serpent trusted by eve. But, I will not try, not even as the serpent did. Because, I feel nothing for her except for her scent, not her perfume. Her natural scent that comes with the wind.She is like a drug, I have to see her to keep me up. How can you smell someone that doesn't know you exist? Though I know her, I can smell her. But I don't want her. She is like a flower I should water and let her grow on her soil but I rather cut her and smell her knowing that it will kill her.
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...I breathe the smoke out of my lungs looking through the glass window of the coffee shop. I breathe or inhale, I barely know the difference. I inhale the pain and breathe out the smoke. Or I inhale the smoke breathe the pain. Either way it doesn't get better. Its just as numb or as painful as it could be.
I suddenly get a sense in my nose, I smell the pain that is in my heart, I smell the burn in my skin... I looked behind me towards the entrance and see her sitting herself near the doorway. I can smell her, I can smell her through all this coffee and cigarette in the air . I can still smell her from miles away. I don't know how I can't want her , and yet still I want to see her. Not in my arms but i want to see her break her heart. I wonder what its like for her to love, i wonder if she can love, I wonder if I should try to make her love me. I will never love her, but I want to see if she can love me. I want to know is if she can trust me, like the serpent trusted by eve. But, I will not try, not even as the serpent did. Because, I feel nothing for her except for her scent, not her perfume. Her natural scent that comes with the wind.She is like a drug, I have to see her to keep me up. How can you smell someone that doesn't know you exist? Though I know her, I can smell her. But I don't want her. She is like a flower I should water and let her grow on her soil but I rather cut her and smell her knowing that it will kill her.
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it's my second time venting and it truly helps so why not
I'm 18 and never been in to a relationship before gn after some time everything changed I fall in love gnnn uk I'm a type of person who is betammm serious on my purity ena enkuan adelem sex I dont wanna kiss before marriage if that makes sense for u bicha kes bekes demo ene malaregachewen negeroch ahun mareg jemerku ena ahun lay I'm making them normal like kemedegagemu bezat normal eyarekut metahu and I dont like it lemesale I hate anget mesam and first day sisemegn lalemaskeyem I just kept quit keza ahun degagmo sisemegn mnm alelewem I even started enjoying it and I dont want to cause ketinishu endi eyelemedku memtat alfelegem bicha what do I do?
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hey guys
it's my second time venting and it truly helps so why not
I'm 18 and never been in to a relationship before gn after some time everything changed I fall in love gnnn uk I'm a type of person who is betammm serious on my purity ena enkuan adelem sex I dont wanna kiss before marriage if that makes sense for u bicha kes bekes demo ene malaregachewen negeroch ahun mareg jemerku ena ahun lay I'm making them normal like kemedegagemu bezat normal eyarekut metahu and I dont like it lemesale I hate anget mesam and first day sisemegn lalemaskeyem I just kept quit keza ahun degagmo sisemegn mnm alelewem I even started enjoying it and I dont want to cause ketinishu endi eyelemedku memtat alfelegem bicha what do I do?
Thanks in advance
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