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Oh my God I feel horrible. I feel like i am seeing my life being wasted right in front of my eyes. I just feel shit. I am overwhelmed and I dont know what to do. I am 23 i have got a job with an okay salary but i feel like i am wasting my youthful years. I want to make more money. It's like i am having a mid-life crises but at 23. I can't just get a grip.
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Oh my God I feel horrible. I feel like i am seeing my life being wasted right in front of my eyes. I just feel shit. I am overwhelmed and I dont know what to do. I am 23 i have got a job with an okay salary but i feel like i am wasting my youthful years. I want to make more money. It's like i am having a mid-life crises but at 23. I can't just get a grip.
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Hey. I am 23, gentleman. And I was in a 3 year toxic relationship. It took my everything away. Till I couldn't be sure if I am mentally damaged or not. All my friends left because I couldn't keep up with all the toxicity. I thought love was enough, but it isn't. I am done now. I feel so much free and alive. I am trying to start my life. Have new friends. New circle. Some people to have quality time with. I am trying to hit that restart button in my life. I am here taking the first step. Thanks.
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Hey. I am 23, gentleman. And I was in a 3 year toxic relationship. It took my everything away. Till I couldn't be sure if I am mentally damaged or not. All my friends left because I couldn't keep up with all the toxicity. I thought love was enough, but it isn't. I am done now. I feel so much free and alive. I am trying to start my life. Have new friends. New circle. Some people to have quality time with. I am trying to hit that restart button in my life. I am here taking the first step. Thanks.
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Okay so I am a private guy so I don't talk about my feeling often but I think venting about it might help I'm a guy age 19 and I have been stuck in this r/s pause for about 1 year now its not that I don't date or flirt I just started losing interest in trying hard...I would like something stable with someone but I also wanna have fun at the same time...and most girls I meet are either thinking about marriage or are only in it to have fun... And I know there is a girl out there who can give me both...
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Okay so I am a private guy so I don't talk about my feeling often but I think venting about it might help I'm a guy age 19 and I have been stuck in this r/s pause for about 1 year now its not that I don't date or flirt I just started losing interest in trying hard...I would like something stable with someone but I also wanna have fun at the same time...and most girls I meet are either thinking about marriage or are only in it to have fun... And I know there is a girl out there who can give me both...
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Eden you little innocent looking peace of shit you have finally made me vent. I know u here reading all this crap. Mann I used to think I am one tough mf. heck, I used to make fun of all my friends when they be in love and shit. But now am here thinking about you and your string art which I threw away btw (you owe me 250) I went out of my comfort zone to make you happy maybe it's Becouse I can't find someone as goofy as you. We could have hit it off you know until you turn out to be one of them attention sucking nerds
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Eden you little innocent looking peace of shit you have finally made me vent. I know u here reading all this crap. Mann I used to think I am one tough mf. heck, I used to make fun of all my friends when they be in love and shit. But now am here thinking about you and your string art which I threw away btw (you owe me 250) I went out of my comfort zone to make you happy maybe it's Becouse I can't find someone as goofy as you. We could have hit it off you know until you turn out to be one of them attention sucking nerds
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Hi guys 25 here and is the thing am the type of guy who loves to stay at home unless it's for work or some occasional stuff mnmn I do go out to have fun mnmn gin I highly prefer home and when I meet people most of them enjoy going out mnmn I do to but not as much as them even when I meet a girl ofcourse we would go out and stuff but I want to stay home watch movie with her cuddle fight mnmn just chill beka me and her I don't know if this is just me but this what I like so is it weird of me to do that do girls hate that? I mean for me i think this kind of connection brings people together
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Hi guys 25 here and is the thing am the type of guy who loves to stay at home unless it's for work or some occasional stuff mnmn I do go out to have fun mnmn gin I highly prefer home and when I meet people most of them enjoy going out mnmn I do to but not as much as them even when I meet a girl ofcourse we would go out and stuff but I want to stay home watch movie with her cuddle fight mnmn just chill beka me and her I don't know if this is just me but this what I like so is it weird of me to do that do girls hate that? I mean for me i think this kind of connection brings people together
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Hey guys I am male and 22 the thing is I don't even know who I am what kind of personality I have when I am with my friends that I love I act as a well mannered properly behaving guy but with some of them and in my mind all I think is dirty thoughts and I curse people in my mind a lot and all I think is those f words I want to become clean of this dirty thoughts but when I try I always find myself back at it again I feel like I am pretending to be a nice person to my friends when I am not when my mind can't stop producing these dirty thoughts I started using this words back in highschool and I thought it was fun I used to be proud using those words but now I hate it it is so much it's disgraceful but I can't help it that's what comes in my mind when I am angry is there anything u suggest I should do guys thank you
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Hey guys I am male and 22 the thing is I don't even know who I am what kind of personality I have when I am with my friends that I love I act as a well mannered properly behaving guy but with some of them and in my mind all I think is dirty thoughts and I curse people in my mind a lot and all I think is those f words I want to become clean of this dirty thoughts but when I try I always find myself back at it again I feel like I am pretending to be a nice person to my friends when I am not when my mind can't stop producing these dirty thoughts I started using this words back in highschool and I thought it was fun I used to be proud using those words but now I hate it it is so much it's disgraceful but I can't help it that's what comes in my mind when I am angry is there anything u suggest I should do guys thank you
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I hope this vent gets approved.
I've watched all the youtube videos, searched google and all but I couldn't be satisfied. Why are MOST of you girls attracted to guys that you for sure know they gonna eventually? To vent it here? To cry over it whining all guys are the same? Even if the nice guy is handsome, not in problem financially and is ready to lit up your life you still ditch him for the asshole one. I just want to know why.
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I've watched all the youtube videos, searched google and all but I couldn't be satisfied. Why are MOST of you girls attracted to guys that you for sure know they gonna eventually? To vent it here? To cry over it whining all guys are the same? Even if the nice guy is handsome, not in problem financially and is ready to lit up your life you still ditch him for the asshole one. I just want to know why.
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Hello, it's not a vent but it's more of an experience sharing. I'm just here to tell you about the truth that has set me free, I just can't be silent about it. So as human beings we all have the same basic questions, why do we exist? what's the whole point of life? Why do bad things happen in life? and many more, I feel like each and every human being has a space inside needing to be filled, often times we try to fill in that gap with people, our jobs, school and so on but it never seems to be good enough to quench our thirst. Personally I tried to silence the inner longing for a greater purpose than the shallow things of this world with people and school, I thought changing my outside would somehow automatically make me okay on the inside unfortunately all those attempts were vain and somehow they left me at an even more confusing place. Until I found God or atleast God found me, it happened slowly yet all at once, I started spending time with God nothing too fancy just asking him to change me and to settle all the wave of confusion inside of me, just genuinely being myself before him and it took time but all I know is that when I see myself now I'm not the person I was before I don't know how he did it but he managed to fix my brokenness and calm the waves of uncertainty. It was like I finally found the true piece for my puzzle. And never have I ever felt so at peace not bc everything is going well but because I know that he is with me throughout the highs and lows and the places in between. You may ask, so what's the whole point of this writing? Well I just thought that It would be so selfish of me to hold it all to myself ik this might not mean anything to most people but it might help atleast a single soul and that would mean the world to me. All God wants is our hearts, he is perfect and he lacks ntn nor needs anything from us but he is so loving that he wants us to experience the splendor of who he is and the real question is are we willing to let him love us with a love that has no conditions nor expectations? I'll be praying for y'all and contact me if u want to talk more about this.
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Hello, it's not a vent but it's more of an experience sharing. I'm just here to tell you about the truth that has set me free, I just can't be silent about it. So as human beings we all have the same basic questions, why do we exist? what's the whole point of life? Why do bad things happen in life? and many more, I feel like each and every human being has a space inside needing to be filled, often times we try to fill in that gap with people, our jobs, school and so on but it never seems to be good enough to quench our thirst. Personally I tried to silence the inner longing for a greater purpose than the shallow things of this world with people and school, I thought changing my outside would somehow automatically make me okay on the inside unfortunately all those attempts were vain and somehow they left me at an even more confusing place. Until I found God or atleast God found me, it happened slowly yet all at once, I started spending time with God nothing too fancy just asking him to change me and to settle all the wave of confusion inside of me, just genuinely being myself before him and it took time but all I know is that when I see myself now I'm not the person I was before I don't know how he did it but he managed to fix my brokenness and calm the waves of uncertainty. It was like I finally found the true piece for my puzzle. And never have I ever felt so at peace not bc everything is going well but because I know that he is with me throughout the highs and lows and the places in between. You may ask, so what's the whole point of this writing? Well I just thought that It would be so selfish of me to hold it all to myself ik this might not mean anything to most people but it might help atleast a single soul and that would mean the world to me. All God wants is our hearts, he is perfect and he lacks ntn nor needs anything from us but he is so loving that he wants us to experience the splendor of who he is and the real question is are we willing to let him love us with a love that has no conditions nor expectations? I'll be praying for y'all and contact me if u want to talk more about this.
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I feel like I'm a meek guy. There is just no character to me, A persona of sorts. I'm 21 but I feel like I have a mind set of an 8 year old. I sense a deep inadequacy to get my needs met. I see my peers evolve thrive and dance their way thru life and enjoy their early 20s whilst i lurck in the background failing at every endeavor. There is just no emotional maturity to me. I can't hold a conversation with women or anyone really. I can't get out of my head, I constantly hear voices that speak of my incompetence. The frame thru which I view the world needs serious retooling because even normal things like stricking a conversation with a woman seems threatening and impossible to me. It's funny how I've never seen a pussy in my life yet I still crave it like I've had a taste. I wish I had a good person and a stable relationship but I don't. My friends recommended I sleep with a prostitute. I don't want to but my penis can't give me a break. I'm bitter and resentful all the time and now ke campus lichar nw. Techarku enji. Bcha yeah.
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I feel like I'm a meek guy. There is just no character to me, A persona of sorts. I'm 21 but I feel like I have a mind set of an 8 year old. I sense a deep inadequacy to get my needs met. I see my peers evolve thrive and dance their way thru life and enjoy their early 20s whilst i lurck in the background failing at every endeavor. There is just no emotional maturity to me. I can't hold a conversation with women or anyone really. I can't get out of my head, I constantly hear voices that speak of my incompetence. The frame thru which I view the world needs serious retooling because even normal things like stricking a conversation with a woman seems threatening and impossible to me. It's funny how I've never seen a pussy in my life yet I still crave it like I've had a taste. I wish I had a good person and a stable relationship but I don't. My friends recommended I sleep with a prostitute. I don't want to but my penis can't give me a break. I'm bitter and resentful all the time and now ke campus lichar nw. Techarku enji. Bcha yeah.
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Hey guys how u all doing, so i have vented here before and i just wanted to say thank you all fr i never thought that anyone would give a fuck but now i know that i got ppl to talk to ppl that would really understand and try to help and i just wanted to say thank you and may God bless u all fr,xoxoππ
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Hey guys how u all doing, so i have vented here before and i just wanted to say thank you all fr i never thought that anyone would give a fuck but now i know that i got ppl to talk to ppl that would really understand and try to help and i just wanted to say thank you and may God bless u all fr,xoxoππ
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The moral obligation to be blunt.
lately, I've been thinking about how We've been indulging in a societal orgy of deceit. And we all know Deceit causes more destruction than bluntness. Since we can't know what people are thinking, bluntness is the true and genuine way to communicate (not rudeness, bluntness).
Eg: Ethiopia is at the top 2 countries in the world that search "porn"/"sex" on google consistently(homosexual porn included) more than the westerners we condemn so much for becoming sedom and gomorah.
This is mortifying to know because imagine the stigma and criticism u go through if u say u watch Porn. Even though everyone is doing it behind tightly closed doors . Who should honestly care if u say u stroke ur bishop from time to time? Or other things u can think of?
We are also amongst the poorest countries, but you don't see nobody on TV talking about that. We talk about freedom we don't comprehend.
Don't u think we owe it to ourselves to be blunt in what we say about our actions and opinions towards the world? Isn't the person deceiving himself before deceiving others?
Ironically there is beauty in the ugly truth. If u think about it most people we admire are blunt.
This is just my unbiased thought. This is what i think must be said.
Tell me what u think, and be blunt in what u say. By no means must u hold back ur insults. HMU if u wanna talk about other deep philosophical, moral, religious..etc, thoughts...i like to hear other peoples opinions of d/t things.
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The moral obligation to be blunt.
lately, I've been thinking about how We've been indulging in a societal orgy of deceit. And we all know Deceit causes more destruction than bluntness. Since we can't know what people are thinking, bluntness is the true and genuine way to communicate (not rudeness, bluntness).
Eg: Ethiopia is at the top 2 countries in the world that search "porn"/"sex" on google consistently(homosexual porn included) more than the westerners we condemn so much for becoming sedom and gomorah.
This is mortifying to know because imagine the stigma and criticism u go through if u say u watch Porn. Even though everyone is doing it behind tightly closed doors . Who should honestly care if u say u stroke ur bishop from time to time? Or other things u can think of?
We are also amongst the poorest countries, but you don't see nobody on TV talking about that. We talk about freedom we don't comprehend.
Don't u think we owe it to ourselves to be blunt in what we say about our actions and opinions towards the world? Isn't the person deceiving himself before deceiving others?
Ironically there is beauty in the ugly truth. If u think about it most people we admire are blunt.
This is just my unbiased thought. This is what i think must be said.
Tell me what u think, and be blunt in what u say. By no means must u hold back ur insults. HMU if u wanna talk about other deep philosophical, moral, religious..etc, thoughts...i like to hear other peoples opinions of d/t things.
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am a girl early 19 ena I don exactly know what I'm feeling right now kemr gn I'm just acting like I'm okay but deep insideππ...ena like I have strict yehone family when I was at home not btm gn wichiwun bdnb alawukewum plus schoolm endeza aynet neger sleneber I didn't get the chance to interact with the outside well..ena ahun everything bka adis honebgn yet no one is understanding me no one plus enem hulum yerasun case alew bye slemasb I'm not happy with talking to anybody even le beteseb bcha ahun dekemegn my grades are good at school mnamn gn bka I'm not interested with any of it ena I jus need someone by my side a real one someone to support and guide me someone to talk to every day miredagn a pure friend bka I swear alchalkum I have faith eg/r lay btm ena like Job 23 : 10 lay endalew lemelkam new eyetemarku new
mnamn gn bka semonun wuste yalew dmth hula...π€¦ββere life bye mamarer bcha hone yemr mesak akomku hulum neger new migermegn malet the world is not fair btm bka menorun wedot minor sew is tnsh bcha I'm just tired keteredachugn mn madreg endalebgn mnamn drop ur thoughts nd thnk uπ₯°
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am a girl early 19 ena I don exactly know what I'm feeling right now kemr gn I'm just acting like I'm okay but deep insideππ...ena like I have strict yehone family when I was at home not btm gn wichiwun bdnb alawukewum plus schoolm endeza aynet neger sleneber I didn't get the chance to interact with the outside well..ena ahun everything bka adis honebgn yet no one is understanding me no one plus enem hulum yerasun case alew bye slemasb I'm not happy with talking to anybody even le beteseb bcha ahun dekemegn my grades are good at school mnamn gn bka I'm not interested with any of it ena I jus need someone by my side a real one someone to support and guide me someone to talk to every day miredagn a pure friend bka I swear alchalkum I have faith eg/r lay btm ena like Job 23 : 10 lay endalew lemelkam new eyetemarku new
mnamn gn bka semonun wuste yalew dmth hula...π€¦ββere life bye mamarer bcha hone yemr mesak akomku hulum neger new migermegn malet the world is not fair btm bka menorun wedot minor sew is tnsh bcha I'm just tired keteredachugn mn madreg endalebgn mnamn drop ur thoughts nd thnk uπ₯°
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Hey everyone, i am 21 and girl soo here is the thing my family makes me to feel insecure and they really hate me soo how can i think someone will love me when my own family hates me as fuck to be honest i am soo lonely i don't even have real freinds to talk about this....tnx.
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Hey everyone, i am 21 and girl soo here is the thing my family makes me to feel insecure and they really hate me soo how can i think someone will love me when my own family hates me as fuck to be honest i am soo lonely i don't even have real freinds to talk about this....tnx.
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I adore him. I should be laughing at my ridiculous excuses I gave to myself to make me believe that he cares but I really do care...not in a way that this could go somewhere but idk. My heart is still a child and there's no darkness in me. I know I will probably be hurt someday but I choose to remain like this and never be shady on him like my friends who want to use him through me. The fact that I hear them talk bad about him makes me feel disgusted that I am ever friends with them. I hate myself for not defending him but yet who am I. I can't be myself around him no more because of them. I know him and I know he hates it too. Damn I can't even hug him like I miss him. I feel the need to protect him idk why...everyone around him is shady and I'm no different because I ain't doing anything to keep them away. I'm just a helpless person who knows both sides of our situation and I've had enough watching shitheads pretend like nice people. Ik ur probably confused but thanks anyway
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I adore him. I should be laughing at my ridiculous excuses I gave to myself to make me believe that he cares but I really do care...not in a way that this could go somewhere but idk. My heart is still a child and there's no darkness in me. I know I will probably be hurt someday but I choose to remain like this and never be shady on him like my friends who want to use him through me. The fact that I hear them talk bad about him makes me feel disgusted that I am ever friends with them. I hate myself for not defending him but yet who am I. I can't be myself around him no more because of them. I know him and I know he hates it too. Damn I can't even hug him like I miss him. I feel the need to protect him idk why...everyone around him is shady and I'm no different because I ain't doing anything to keep them away. I'm just a helpless person who knows both sides of our situation and I've had enough watching shitheads pretend like nice people. Ik ur probably confused but thanks anyway
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Hi guys i need your help with something so here is the thing I have a friend who had sex with her bf and when her period comes it became more like a pink and so light... did she have some kind of problem or is it a sign that she is pregnant by the way she took a pill after they have sex and they uses condom during the sex so what's the problem with her please help me she so stressed about this situation tanx
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Hi guys i need your help with something so here is the thing I have a friend who had sex with her bf and when her period comes it became more like a pink and so light... did she have some kind of problem or is it a sign that she is pregnant by the way she took a pill after they have sex and they uses condom during the sex so what's the problem with her please help me she so stressed about this situation tanx
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hey fellas! i didn't till know that i could love someone like this where all my thoughts are bout her. i think of her when i eat, i think of her when i sleep, i think of her every microsecond that passes in my life. Tho i lose all my energy, my power, encouragements and bravery... all those will eventually betray me when im around her. She is my class mate, but u can say my life's complementary piece which i need most. We have been friends for at least 3 years. Before this covid shit i tried to understand how she thinks bout me, but that didnt go well. she told me she was someone's else. i thought the gap created due to covid was a good cause to forgot about her. however as soon as i saw her again after year i felt like my heart was dead and start pumping responding to her bright smile. omfg her smile, i advice u to stay away from it, its infectious in a way it can control every inch of ur body muscles. The thing is we are close more than anyone in the class and i dunno if she has a bf still, anyhow im afraid to ask because i dont wanna lose her as a friend i dont want her to be far from me not an inch. i believe there was a mistake from me that my approach was lame and still im not expressing my feeling for her in a way that i can say i deserve her. well y'all gonna say everything u want is on the other side of the ''wall'' of fear. but seriously i need some convincing idea about my approach of all the things im afraid to do.
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hey fellas! i didn't till know that i could love someone like this where all my thoughts are bout her. i think of her when i eat, i think of her when i sleep, i think of her every microsecond that passes in my life. Tho i lose all my energy, my power, encouragements and bravery... all those will eventually betray me when im around her. She is my class mate, but u can say my life's complementary piece which i need most. We have been friends for at least 3 years. Before this covid shit i tried to understand how she thinks bout me, but that didnt go well. she told me she was someone's else. i thought the gap created due to covid was a good cause to forgot about her. however as soon as i saw her again after year i felt like my heart was dead and start pumping responding to her bright smile. omfg her smile, i advice u to stay away from it, its infectious in a way it can control every inch of ur body muscles. The thing is we are close more than anyone in the class and i dunno if she has a bf still, anyhow im afraid to ask because i dont wanna lose her as a friend i dont want her to be far from me not an inch. i believe there was a mistake from me that my approach was lame and still im not expressing my feeling for her in a way that i can say i deserve her. well y'all gonna say everything u want is on the other side of the ''wall'' of fear. but seriously i need some convincing idea about my approach of all the things im afraid to do.
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2 nd vent in one day he I am girl 21. The thing is i can't take it anymore......I am getting so lonely and fucking depressed so I don't know they will allow me or not .... is there any one from wollo university dessi campus plz talk to me
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Its been a long time since i vented here i used to write about everything that troubled me at some point it became a thing so i decided not to complain every single time but here i am with another vent
I have a boyfriend with a different religion we hve been friends for a year before we decided to be in a relationship at first i thought i loved him because i enjoyed his company too much if u see me smiling 99% of the time its him but after we get into a relationship i realize i don't love him as much as i thought i did gn he loves me so much more than anyone ever did so I'm not thinking of breaking up with him i want to love him i want to stay with him but i have a long history with this kinda feelings with so many ex i am afraid i will get bored and break his heart even my best friend told me u are only dating him to say i once dated a Muslim guy enji u will get bored of him blalech so im in this kinda messy situation on the one side i do not love him like in a movies on the other side if my family hear of this they will disown me without a second thought
He is my reason i survived the year of quarantine ive thought of killing myself multiple times he is my reason for not following through with it he changed me without even knowing it i am different before and after him i used to be so insecure i was afraid of being my self but he made me comfortable with my self i showed him my ugly part i opened up all my scars to let him see how much messed up i am but he cured me he told me i am amazing and i have no idea how much amazing i am he managed to deal with most of my insecurities he saw me naked and still didn't see any flaws
I don't want him to be a phase in my life i don't want to let him go i know i won't find anyone like him i don't want to see him hurt i want to love him like he deserves because i belong to him he saved me i want to be with him forever
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Its been a long time since i vented here i used to write about everything that troubled me at some point it became a thing so i decided not to complain every single time but here i am with another vent
I have a boyfriend with a different religion we hve been friends for a year before we decided to be in a relationship at first i thought i loved him because i enjoyed his company too much if u see me smiling 99% of the time its him but after we get into a relationship i realize i don't love him as much as i thought i did gn he loves me so much more than anyone ever did so I'm not thinking of breaking up with him i want to love him i want to stay with him but i have a long history with this kinda feelings with so many ex i am afraid i will get bored and break his heart even my best friend told me u are only dating him to say i once dated a Muslim guy enji u will get bored of him blalech so im in this kinda messy situation on the one side i do not love him like in a movies on the other side if my family hear of this they will disown me without a second thought
He is my reason i survived the year of quarantine ive thought of killing myself multiple times he is my reason for not following through with it he changed me without even knowing it i am different before and after him i used to be so insecure i was afraid of being my self but he made me comfortable with my self i showed him my ugly part i opened up all my scars to let him see how much messed up i am but he cured me he told me i am amazing and i have no idea how much amazing i am he managed to deal with most of my insecurities he saw me naked and still didn't see any flaws
I don't want him to be a phase in my life i don't want to let him go i know i won't find anyone like him i don't want to see him hurt i want to love him like he deserves because i belong to him he saved me i want to be with him forever
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Ok im really scared. Today i took my brother's cutter and cut my arms. Not to kill myself. Just to test it. And right now I'm planning my death. Idk why I'm venting. I just wanna know how i got here. My life is pretty boring. I dont remember anything about my childhood other than my moms anger tantrums...and if its not clear i don't like myself.I've skipped school for.many.days pretending to be sick just to plot my.own.death. i.feel disgusted with my self for writing this. I dont know...
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Ok im really scared. Today i took my brother's cutter and cut my arms. Not to kill myself. Just to test it. And right now I'm planning my death. Idk why I'm venting. I just wanna know how i got here. My life is pretty boring. I dont remember anything about my childhood other than my moms anger tantrums...and if its not clear i don't like myself.I've skipped school for.many.days pretending to be sick just to plot my.own.death. i.feel disgusted with my self for writing this. I dont know...
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Hello guys Im 22 and boy the thing is I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for the past four years and I am on meds now I can't stop confessing everything about me ,about my bizzare intrusive thoughts which led to my anxiety , about people ,about my family bcha beka mnm mebal yelelebetn neger new zikzik arge maweraw le guadegnochem hone lemawkew sew mistregnawoche nachew endalel enesu yan yahlm share ayaregugnm yehone urge ale weste tenager tenager yemilegn mnm neger weste alaskerm ena guys gra gebtogn new metamakrugn neger kale amesegnalehu
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Hello guys Im 22 and boy the thing is I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for the past four years and I am on meds now I can't stop confessing everything about me ,about my bizzare intrusive thoughts which led to my anxiety , about people ,about my family bcha beka mnm mebal yelelebetn neger new zikzik arge maweraw le guadegnochem hone lemawkew sew mistregnawoche nachew endalel enesu yan yahlm share ayaregugnm yehone urge ale weste tenager tenager yemilegn mnm neger weste alaskerm ena guys gra gebtogn new metamakrugn neger kale amesegnalehu
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Hey girls...am a girl, 25 and i never had that much of a close gf to talk this stuff about but my question is that...i never was that crazy to have sex with dudes...i didn't even bother to do it...i saw it as a to do list...i mean...i liked guy's personalities and stuff...that is like the main thing that make me wanna be intimate with them except the sex part...the thing is...do u girls get attracted by man's physical body?
am grossed out to look at a man's dick ????????
no matter how sexy looking a guy is i would look at his body and say "ow! Okay...???? nice..." i don't have this crazy attraction towards them like how they get crazy attracted to females body.
And if am kissing a guy i would be thinking about our kiss like the 3rd person..like...i wouldn't be lost over the moment...and i still haven't had sex with a guy cuz i don't even find it worthy enough for me to go through all the pain of stretching my vagina.
I enjoy man's attraction towards me and i like the chasing part of it but i don't put that much effort to actually invest myself for them...and yeah.i have been in relationship before and i was so into his personality and yes! He was physically attractive ,handsome too but we did have some intimacy except penetration but i did all of that cuz i liked him enough to make him feel physical pleasure...so females what is ur attraction towards male ?
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Hey girls...am a girl, 25 and i never had that much of a close gf to talk this stuff about but my question is that...i never was that crazy to have sex with dudes...i didn't even bother to do it...i saw it as a to do list...i mean...i liked guy's personalities and stuff...that is like the main thing that make me wanna be intimate with them except the sex part...the thing is...do u girls get attracted by man's physical body?
am grossed out to look at a man's dick ????????
no matter how sexy looking a guy is i would look at his body and say "ow! Okay...???? nice..." i don't have this crazy attraction towards them like how they get crazy attracted to females body.
And if am kissing a guy i would be thinking about our kiss like the 3rd person..like...i wouldn't be lost over the moment...and i still haven't had sex with a guy cuz i don't even find it worthy enough for me to go through all the pain of stretching my vagina.
I enjoy man's attraction towards me and i like the chasing part of it but i don't put that much effort to actually invest myself for them...and yeah.i have been in relationship before and i was so into his personality and yes! He was physically attractive ,handsome too but we did have some intimacy except penetration but i did all of that cuz i liked him enough to make him feel physical pleasure...so females what is ur attraction towards male ?
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