"family" is just a word labelling us as a family but it dont feel like actual family

learning how to love someone again, knowing damn well i used to love someone's son with everything i had in me

atleast it took me months to finally open up to someone new , unlike u who went and find new girls to fk ard right aft the break

ure js mad no one is there to beg for ur ass like i did .

part of me still cares and i hate that i still do knowing u dont gv a single fk anym

my cat just passed away and it felt like the whole world is breaking inside of me

ya allah kau ikhlaskanlah hati aku untuk menerima pemergian dia..

ya Allah i really wanna have a dream of my cat ecky and hug and kiss him in my dreams..

stay strong bbyy 🫂

why do i still think of u .

i wish it was that easy for me to open up to someone new the way u did

im still not healed, i miss you my baby ecky <3

tryna forget u but somehow still find myself texting ur sister to know if ure doing fine.

what if i eventually stay stuck to the past n never moved on..

its gonna be half a year, and what u did to me is still stuck in my head

im tired..

please pull me in a very tight hug and let me cry on your shoulders, things have been so heavy on me..

i hope i can actually treat you better if i ever get a chance to.

i would have done anything for you.