You have the subtlety of a brick and the depth of a shot glass.

-just saying🙄

#quotes

I know I haven't written anything in a while. At least in long form. I have been in a weird head space for a few months now and this is what came out of the weird space with me. To all of you wishing for a bit of healing I hope you find it. I hope you enjoy this read. Well I hope you read it to it's full content.

Thank you and enjoy.

https://telegra.ph/Sit-stillhere-with-me-07-02

You know how they say take a break, sit with yourself and bla bla bla. Well here is a reality check. you can't take a break. the world will move on without you. The friends that you took a break from will have had so many conversations that by the time you come back even they will be too tired to explain each one of them and you will feel left out. The opportunities you took a break from will have passed and regret ensues. and you will be made to feel selfish for taking a break. you will be told "i was not expecting this from you". so i guess its live till you break not live and take a break. Sucks but this is reality i guess.

#realitycheck
#ughh

If you see me wearing glasses early in the morning stay away from me. Yes its partially cause i'm blind but its also because i have puffy eyes, didn't sleep well and i have a very well managed anger issue.

Whats wrong with mondays?🫩😒


#glassesmonday
#goodweek

I was complaining to my friend about this stalker that i have had since 10th grade. Then i said something along the lines of "people stalk us and they say we don't need feminism". Then my friend proceed to say "actually he's stalking you because of feminism" i looked at her all confused then she proceeded to say "yea if it wasn't for feminism he would just kidnap and marry you or buy you for a cow". Lol true.

You and i don't know darkness the same way.
You know it as an entity that comes with the circumstances of time
And as time has brought it, so shall time take it away.
I know darkness like an old friend. He comes and settles.
Burdens me with it's burdens.
laughs along my pain.
Erases every ounce of self
and leaves me to always return.
And i like a fool await
for that old friend.

Will forever be my favorite thing i have written

#repost

Psalms 139:7-12 NIV
[7] Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? [8] If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. [9] If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, [10] even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. [11] If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,” [12] even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.

Happy new year everyone.

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

My heart and mind.

I feel like they won't communicate
My mind says how much more we have to live for
My heart doesn't say much
My mind is logical, says we have to stop day dreaming and start living
My mind makes plans, goals and visions
My mind wants to improve, it hates being stuck in our ways
My mind wants to be happy, to find love and not be alone.
My mind knows reason, it reasons the good and bad
picks and mashes the unseen
But my heart is quite, it knows no logic nor reason
It knows sadness and cruelty
It sits quite wanting to rot in our misery
and it looks for company
like toxic waste land polluting everything
My heart doesn't listen to reason it listens to pain
As my mind fights to live, my heart screams in tired agony
I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm broken, I'm done, my heart screams
my mind just fails to feel, and my heart fails to understand
I wish they would just communicate and put me out of my misery.



#weeklythought

What if i'm only happy because i have everything i've ever wanted? The job, the friends, the family i've always wanted. But someday all of these things won't be there, my friends will move on with their lives they will move away or build a different life, family wont be around forever they have a tendency to leave you behind, and i will get everything out of the job i once loved and lose interest. So when everything i've ever loved is gone will i still be happy? And if life is about chasing the things we want then maybe happiness doesn't lie in the things we want. So where does happiness come from?


#weeklythoughts

Welcome to the first week of the second month. If you're just like me and the last month was the month that made you question your entire year and how its going to go then i wish this month is much kinder. Have a great week, month even year.


#tikimt

Trying to Hammer a nail with a banana.

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#lifecurrently

Hello people........On my recent adventures of "ስራ ፈትነት".... I discovered u can create music using ai....i know i know with my proffesional background....i'm late to the discovery. Well like every artistically inclined individual i write lyrics and melody but i never could get what i wrote out of the paper and millions of voice recordings on my phone. So i dicovered Suno ai, you basically send it lyrics and the melody to your song and it creates a whole production of a song. There was a song i wrote called O preacher and this is what the ai sent back as a full song. We will discuss about artistic integrity and wether ai will kill the artistic world some other time for now just be amazed by what this thing can do.