me looking at him, knowing that i’ll run away as soon as he approaches me

the urge to say everything and nothing

smth that would heal
my soul

i feel so happy right now, that’s actually insane..

«you know that if you don't sacrifice for what you want,
what you want becomes the sacrifice»

earlier today i posted the quote above with absolutely no intention, i just saw it, liked the message, that’s it.
spoiler: it actually helped me later today.

so, this evening i was talking with someone, and at that moment i decided to take a certain risk or, one might say, vague opportunity..
i think the journey that i’m about to start is complicated and i’m not qualified enough (my impostor syndrome talking rn), but it’s possible to overcome.
i’ll be upset if i don’t get what i want, but at least i tried, right? i won’t regret it for sure.

can’t say what it is (i’m a little superstitious), although for me it’s a huge step towards my future goal. i’m now scared and anxious, and extremely excited..

the moral of this story is that sometimes you should take risks, even if you’re not confident enough in the outcome. it’s better than regret.

me on my way to uni

friend group of my dreams

all I can do is romanticize my studies..

be so rooted in yourself that nobodys absence or presence can disturb your peace