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how life feels after 3 hours of the most gut-wrenching breakdown
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trying to decide if it’s going to be saltburn summer or cmbyn summer
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everyone is “healing” now.
but i wanted to really understand what this term means in modern world, at least for me. (maybe i’ll help you interpret it for yourself)

in my opinion, it’s “an avoidance of being in touch with people for an indefinite period of time”, i believe that you can heal only in solitude with your thoughts, but for someone it’s just simply “going for a long walk”, “going to the gym”, “going to therapy”, “connecting with nature”. it is different for everyone.

yet, all this things you probably do alone.. or maybe i’m just like that, i can’t share these moments with anyone, doesn’t feel the same. that healing effect isn’t working that way. (or is it my permanent desire for solitude that speaks to me 🧿)

maybe we all are just tired of each other in some way…
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there will always always always be quiet, sunlit places in the world, and i will find my way back to them in the end
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the question that pops up in my head when i get close with people. is this what i genuinely want or am i striving for some kind of company and understanding, that they usually cannot give me..

in the bottom of my heart i know it, i don’t really like them, i don’t find them interesting, i don’t trust them, don’t consider them my friend/lover.

they just exist as a distraction.
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i strongly agree!! but have you ever wondered why all the good qualities that people have are considered “feminine”? for example, tenderness, loyalty, vulnerability, patience, thoughtfulness, adaptability and so on

i hear everywhere that men are becoming more “feminine” and don’t understand why is it a bad thing?

shouldn’t all decent human beings have all this?? not only women..
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