I've talked to her just now

I told her about my surgery

She told me not to worry cuz she did some before

I was shocked that I didn't know about any of her four surgeries

Especially the last one in the year that we were separated

I feel bad

I didn't know about her suffering

Her pain

I feel really sorry I was selfish

I'm really sorry

I am

We've been talking almost every day this month

Like chatting as "friends"

Sometimes send a movie and watch it at the same time

.....