Now I woke up

She posted a story

Suddenly I was unblocked

2026.02.26 she will turn 20

I've posted a page of a novel- after a long time- and there's a line I highlighted it says "she blossomed like a flower"
she replied with How are you!!
But she sounded negative out of the blue then she said that she wants to change because she wants to die and she's been trying but nothing works!

I woke up at 4:44 am and at 1:09 am there were messages from her saying that she dreamed of me
In that dream she's laying on my shoulder and kissing my cheeks, when she woke up she felt upset because I looked like I don't love her...

Nonsense

I told her that her thoughts made that dream

I've talked to her just now

I told her about my surgery

She told me not to worry cuz she did some before

I was shocked that I didn't know about any of her four surgeries

Especially the last one in the year that we were separated

I feel bad

I didn't know about her suffering

Her pain

I feel really sorry I was selfish

I'm really sorry

I am