With every note and every page
I'm cleaning up each mess I make
Is there some way for me to prove that
I won't bring out the worst in you?

I keep digging up graves
No hope to be saved, I start to decay
I cut off both my wings, and now I'm
Falling from grace, I'm falling from grace

Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lie in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you

I'm hoping for a call, but there is
Nobody there, you don't care at all

I can't help but see no pretty things

I could have been better and stronger for you and me
You always make me feel okay
Those late summers we may stay up talking all night
I ask, "You think we'll ever make it?"
You say, "I'm sure, if it's right"

I scratched these scars into my skin to feel something
Feels like a wave dragging me down, I start to drown

I'm tired and I'm lost
I don't wanna be found
I put my heart and my soul
And strength in this now

Help me believe or make me better off
Help me to see, I'm better than I thought I was

Maybe I should care a little more about what everybody thinks
But I just don't have the time for nobody but me

You don't care who you hurt, I think that you might be cursed
And what's worse, I think you cursed me the same

Your mind has gotten the best of you
You've done enough and you are enough
Let's fall asleep tonight
I'll hold you close and show you you're not broken

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
Can anyone else relate?

Keep looking down on me
I am more than you'll ever be
Cut me deep, but I won't bleed
You're gonna kick, kick, kick me when I'm down

Pulling knives from the middle of my back again
I'm stitching up these wounds I hold
I've come to realize I'm fighting for my sanity
I've gotta let it go, this hate that grows

Stand up strong, and hold your head up high
I've felt the pain that I see in your eyes
Wipe your tears, get ready for the fight
'Cause we will be feasting on vultures tonight