She was always there..
in every quiet corner of my childhood,
in every moment when I needed someone to hold me,
in the kind of love that made the world feel less cruel.
And then, somehow, she became a memory.
One day, I was still a grandchild who could reach for her hand;
the next, I was learning how to live with an empty place
where her presence used to be.
I never knew that “always” could end so suddenly.
I only knew how much I loved her
when I could no longer tell her...
in every quiet corner of my childhood,
in every moment when I needed someone to hold me,
in the kind of love that made the world feel less cruel.
And then, somehow, she became a memory.
One day, I was still a grandchild who could reach for her hand;
the next, I was learning how to live with an empty place
where her presence used to be.
I never knew that “always” could end so suddenly.
I only knew how much I loved her
when I could no longer tell her...
من یکشبه از کسی نمیبُرم؛
آدمها را ذرهذره از دلم کم میکنم،
آنقدر که یک روز میبینم دیگر هیچ حسی برایشان نمانده.
شاید هنوز حرف بزنم، بخندم و کنارتان باشم،
اما دیگر آن آدمِ قبل نیستم.
ذوقم برایتان میمیرد،
کارهایی که با شوق برایتان میکردم دیگر از من سر نمیزند،
و آن توجهی که زمانی بیحساب بود،
کمکم تبدیل میشود به یک «دیگه مهم نیست».
وقتی بالاخره سرد میشوم،
دیگر چیزی نمیتواند مرا به همان آدمِ قبل برگرداند.
آدمها را ذرهذره از دلم کم میکنم،
آنقدر که یک روز میبینم دیگر هیچ حسی برایشان نمانده.
شاید هنوز حرف بزنم، بخندم و کنارتان باشم،
اما دیگر آن آدمِ قبل نیستم.
ذوقم برایتان میمیرد،
کارهایی که با شوق برایتان میکردم دیگر از من سر نمیزند،
و آن توجهی که زمانی بیحساب بود،
کمکم تبدیل میشود به یک «دیگه مهم نیست».
وقتی بالاخره سرد میشوم،
دیگر چیزی نمیتواند مرا به همان آدمِ قبل برگرداند.
💋1
-𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓇𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁
t.A.T.u. – All The Things She Said
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said (all the things she said)
This is not enough (enough, enough, enough)
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help, it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else, so we can be free
(Nobody else, so we can be free)
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said (all the things she said)
This is not enough (я сошла с ума, ма)
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault, but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away, where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare, don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said (all the things she said)
This is not enough (я сошла с ума, ма)
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
Mother, lookin' at me
Tell me, what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy, lookin' at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said (all the things she said)
This is not enough (я сошла с ума, ма)
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
-𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓇𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁
t.A.T.u. – All The Things She Said
Mother, lookin' at me
Tell me, what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy, lookin' at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
Tell me, what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy, lookin' at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
دیگه حتی شکستن هم برام اتفاق تازهای نیست...
هر روز یه تکه از من میمیره و من فقط تماشاش میکنم.
آدمی که یه روز برای همهچیز میجنگید،
حالا برای بلند شدن از تخت هم باید با خودش بجنگه.
هر روز یه تکه از من میمیره و من فقط تماشاش میکنم.
آدمی که یه روز برای همهچیز میجنگید،
حالا برای بلند شدن از تخت هم باید با خودش بجنگه.