There’s a quiet way you linger in my mind like a soft echo that doesn’t try to be perfect, yet changes everything. being near you feels like a late night song that moves slow, letting even my messy parts feel seen without needing to be fixed with you, even silence feels honest.

         if it’s not too much would you spend an evening with me? nothing loud, nothing grand, just the night breathing easy while we walk side by side. maybe then, i’ll finally hold your hand, not to make things perfect, but simply to stay.

so… would you take my hand,
not to fix anything, just to stay the way the night feels softer when someone doesn’t leave?

To my love of my life,

one month with you, and somehow you’ve already become part of my routine which is mildly annoying, because now my days feel incomplete when you’re not around. i didn’t plan for this, but here we are.

this month hasn’t been dramatic or overly poetic, yet it’s exactly that quiet consistency that got me. the way you show up without being asked, the way you stay without making promises sound heavy. loving you feels calm suspiciously calm like my heart decided to trust you before i had the chance to overthink. i like how being with you doesn’t feel like a performance. i can be soft, sarcastic, tired, or a little dramatic, and you still stay. that alone says more than any grand gesture ever could. you make affection feel easy, and that’s dangerous because now i’m comfortable, and i’m not even trying to hide it.

so thank you for this first month, for being steady, for being patient, and for quietly becoming someone i don’t want to unlove. i don’t need everything figured out. i just know that, for now, i choose you willingly, calmly, and with a smile I pretend not to have.

last but not least happy one month, bebe! let’s keep this going slowly, sincerely, and just a little bit stupid in love.

101 Reasons why i love Isaac Osbourn,

1. Because you make calm feel exciting.
2. Because you stay, even when you don’t have to.
3. Because your presence feels steady.
4. Because you listen, not just hear.
5. Because you don’t rush my feelings.
6. Because you let me be soft.
7. Because you let me be annoying too.
8. Because loving you doesn’t feel heavy.
9. Because you feel safe without trying.
10. Because you’re patient with my moods.
11. Because you make ordinary days better.
12. Because your silence is comforting.
13. Because you don’t pretend to be perfect.
14. Because you’re honest in simple ways.
15. Because you make me feel chosen.
16. Because you don’t leave when things get quiet.
17. Because you respect my pace.
18. Because you show up consistently.
19. Because you feel real.
20. Because you don’t complicate love.
21. Because you make me laugh unintentionally.
22. Because you make me smile intentionally.
23. Because being with you feels natural.
24. Because you don’t drain me.
25. Because you make effort look effortless.
26. Because you don’t need to prove anything.
27. Because you’re gentle with my heart.
28. Because you notice small things.
29. Because you remember details.
30. Because you feel like home — slowly.
31. Because you’re calm when I overthink.
32. Because you don’t judge my softness.
33. Because you let me be quiet.
34. Because you don’t disappear.
35. Because you make love feel mature.
36. Because you don’t play games.
37. Because you’re consistent.
38. Because you don’t scare me with love.
39. Because you don’t make promises lightly.
40. Because when you care, it shows.
41. Because you make me feel enough.
42. Because you don’t make me question my worth.
43. Because you respect my boundaries.
44. Because you give me space without distance.
45. Because you choose understanding.
46. Because you stay calm in conversations.
47. Because you let me grow.
48. Because you grow too.
49. Because you make love feel healthy.
50. Because you don’t demand perfection.
51. Because you accept my flaws.
52. Because you don’t rush the future.
53. Because you’re present in the now.
54. Because you make time feel softer.
55. Because you don’t make love loud.
56. Because you make it meaningful instead.
57. Because you don’t leave me guessing.
58. Because you reassure without words.
59. Because you’re emotionally steady.
60. Because you don’t confuse me.
61. Because you’re kind in quiet ways.
62. Because you don’t compete with my past.
63. Because you focus on us.
64. Because you don’t make me feel alone.
65. Because you care genuinely.
66. Because you don’t take me for granted.
67. Because you choose me daily.
68. Because you make love feel simple.
69. Because you don’t overwhelm me.
70. Because you make me feel secure.
71. Because you’re patient when I’m sensitive.
72. Because you don’t invalidate my feelings.
73. Because you’re emotionally present.
74. Because you make me feel seen.
75. Because you don’t run from feelings.
76. Because you let things grow naturally.
77. Because you feel like peace.
78. Because you make me feel lucky.
79. Because you feel right.
80. Because loving you feels easy.
81. Because you’re my comfort person.
82. Because you’re my calm place.
83. Because you’re my safe choice.
84. Because you make me feel cherished.
85. Because you don’t make love scary.
86. Because you make it gentle.
87. Because you’re stable.
88. Because you’re warm.
89. Because you’re sincere.
90. Because you’re you.
91. Because you didn’t force your way in.
92. Because you stayed quietly.
93. Because you didn’t rush me.
94. Because you respected me.
95. Because you made me trust again.
96. Because you made me believe in calm love.
97. Because you chose consistency.
98. Because you chose effort.
99. Because you chose us.
100. Because somehow, loving you feels like the easiest thing I’ve ever done.
101. Because you’re Isaac and that’s why i love you.

FLOWER FOR MY BABY

wishes for us