I am not looking to escape my darkness, I am learning to love myself there.

In a world where everyone wears a mask, it's a privilege to see a soul.

Don't forget to take a picture

No music
No life

Beauty is inside

lose your mind, then you can see.
you will be amazed, trust "me"

Until you change your thinking, you will always recycle your experiences.

Religious war

Coffee

You didn't know that?

Everything will kill you
So choose something fun

If you're going to be weird, be confident about it.

Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

We worry about tomorrow like it's promised.

Friends

I was a lonely child. dont get me wrong. i had people around me, but the harrowing thoughts in the back of my mind made me distant. so i tried to change, tried to be softer, funnier, prettier. all of that to fit in among the crowd that was not even mine. i tried to make a home with people but i failed. and now 24 years have passed and i've spent all this time trying to be okay with the fact that humans fade in and out of each other's lives. i wake up everyday unable to keep connections with the people around me. one day i want to be close to my friends and laugh until i cry, and the next day i can't bear to be with them.
they say i speak too little, but what's the use of talking when you already know they won't feel how you do?
i'm not antisocial. i fantasize the idea of not being what people expect me to be. i have stopped defending myself. and others too if I'm trying to be honest.
i am not empty. I'm filled with rage and love. what i will do with it, i dont know.